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loveoldbands · 8 months
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Same city
I often wonder what it would be like if we lived in the same city
What if we walked by the same tree every day? What if we slid our hand to the same trellis every day with a stick from that very tree? What if you picked up the can I kicked in front of me to throw in the trash?
I often wonder what would happen if I didn't have to drive from morning to night to lose myself in your eyes. What if I could sit next to you in the classroom every day from morning to night and listen to you talk about everything that's on your mind? How lost would I be? How eagerly would I wait for the clock to show 8:00?
What if we didn't have to talk on the phone? What if we don't have to joke about teleporting to see the other person and go get a drink of water? What if I didn't have to beg my parents to drive 7 hours with me to see you and hug you?
What would it change?
Would you then perhaps be as in love with me as I am with you?
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loveoldbands · 1 year
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How could i ever hate you ?
how can i ever hate you? I have every reason to do that. You have offended and humiliated me with your actions and thoughts. I would have every reason not to forgive you as your actions and thoughts have repeated themselves to this day and always will .
Yet how could I ever hate you ? you follow me everywhere.Every day when I hear my favorite melody I think of you because every word is spoken from my mind. It's my favorite melody because I can think of you like this without feeling bad because it's just one song and it's my favorite. It's my favorite because I see you in it.
Yes how could I ever hate you ? You are art, and not in the sense of how enchanted you look. You are literally my art because my art consists of you. Every day when I try to write my little poems, it becomes big ones about you. I often try not to write about you , much rather about the rain but I can not . I can not think about rain because as soon as I try to do it I think of rain falling on your face . I think about how the smell of rain on grass reminds me of you. You sound like thunder that you don't want to escape but would rather stay there even if there was a danger of dying from it.
'Cause how could I ever hate you? Most of the time I think about you because whenever I'm not with you I miss the feeling that only exists when I'm talking to you. You don't know how often I think of you. The amount of hiccups you have to get is unbearable. There isn't a day that I haven't thought about kissing you, there isn't a day that I haven't thought about how badly I want to feel your cold hand on mine, There's not a day that I haven't thought about what it would be like to feel you. 'Cause there's not a day that I haven't wished I could love you freely like I do here.
I often say how much I wish I never met you but that's a lie because the more I think about reasons to hate you I realize just how much I love you ...
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loveoldbands · 1 year
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Dear Daniel.....
My heart is all yours... You may be thinking how out of the ordinary this sounds, but it's utterly true. I've shown it by allowing you to crush it, which you've certainly been doing for a long time. But it's alright crush it without hesitation 'cause oh dear how lucky my heart is to have crushed it from you Let me be yours only yours 'cause that's the only way I can see my broken little heart 'cause that's the only way I can feel completely complete 'my heart is yours only yours' even though my heart now only exists in small pieces that make an hourglass Lets shape even if they are about to die because after all they die in your beautiful hands. I'll do anything for a kiss from you if everyone had a limited number of kisses i would give them to you in an instant without batting an eyelid. 'Cause there wasn't a single day that I didn't think about kissing you. You, your lips are meant for me, so please, please kiss me Oh what a fool I am for you what a fool I am for your walk, your hands, your smile, your face, your body, your laughter, your anger, your voice, your nose, your hair, your tears, your style, Your lips, your eyes, your joy, your teeth, your everything am. Oh how long I stayed up just talking to you oh how long I stayed up dreaming of you oh how long I stayed up just to remember what it's like to hug you 'Cause what would I do without you? Where should I find my muse again? Because without you my art has no meaning. Art without a muse is loveless and meaningless like me without you. I have only existed for 4 months, 27 days, 11 hours. I without you is like coffee without a bean, like sky without sun or moon, like tree without earth, like canvas without paint, like king without kingdom, like sea without water like me without you 'cause I'm begging you crush my heart 'cause I love you
-Selina Hofstetter
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loveoldbands · 2 years
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This stream is so chaotic
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loveoldbands · 2 years
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I kin will byers because i have a shitty haircut, i'm a bit TOO kind ,I hate myself AND i'm gay and in love with my best friend
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loveoldbands · 2 years
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UKRAINE WON THE EUROVISION OMGGGG
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