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Garfield's Cap'n Kirk's Halloween Adventure! The first matey Mr. Spock be havin' a might too many peg legs, there 😅🏴‍☠️🦜

(based on these:)

#star trek #star trek tos #star trek fanart #star trek tos fanart #captain kirk #james t. kirk #commander spock #spock #tos spirk #spirk #kirk/spock #k/s #the premise #kirk x spock #space husbands #t'hy'la #otp #true love #halloween #happy halloween #pirate costumes #halloween costumes #garfield's halloween adventure #bad art #traditional art #two cakes rule #jtkchu tries to art #art is not my native language #please be kind #self reborg

[jimkirkachu]

Happy Mean Girls Day from your favorite healthcare professional!

Happy Mean Girls day 😉💄👜💅💙💛🖖

#mean girls #mean girls day #october 3rd #october third #star trek #star trek tos #captain kirk #james t. kirk #dr. mccoy #leonard bones mccoy #my edit #self reborg #mean girls day 2023 #happy mean girls day everybody #for fun #silly stuff #excellent medical advice #bones does NOT want to deal with kirk carrying spock's baby for nine months 😂 #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

Presenting, for your viewing pleasure

Star Trek Infinities: Test Footage

WATCH NOW ON YOUTUBE! ⬇️⬇️⬇️

For more info on the hows/whys and character/Trek analysis, click on the 'Making of' video below (some spoilers).

As well as those credited, I'd like to extend a huge thank you to all the fans I've met on my travels and online, whose enthusiastic response to my "real life" Kirk encouraged the production of this small flavor of possibility...

Score composed by musical maestro @pazak, who is also here, so give her a follow!

I hope you enjoy it!

#star trek #star trek the original series #star trek tos #captain kirk #james t kirk #jim kirk #james kirk #spock #kirk/spock #star trek fanvid #star trek fan film #spirk #kirk x spock #k/s #tos #Youtube #soft kirk #accurate kirk #real kirk #the real captain kirk #gorgeous art #reborg #to save a trekkie's life #icymi #in case there are somehow any trekkies remaining who have Not yet seen this specific perfection or mr. zephyr's perfection in general #i wish there was more/anything i could do to promote or be useful in any capacity 😞 #love so much my chest/heart hurts #thank you for giving this to the world #death to kirk drift #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

day 12,256 of the world missing out on a far better existence if only I had never existed

#not trek #personal log #depression #i feel incapable of ever being of any good to anyone whatsoever #being ugly #unlovable #unwanted #ashamed #exhausted #never belonging #never fitting in #forever alone #i am an awful person #i am an awful trekkie #i really shouldn't even be allowed to call myself a trekkie anymore #or a human being for that matter #no self esteem #no self worth #no spoons #no reason to live #suicide ideation #self harm #heartsick #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu #if you have ever interacted with me in any capacity i am so sorry and i hope you can recover from it someday 💔 #i'm just really really sorry

[jimkirkachu]

Presenting, for your viewing pleasure

Star Trek Infinities: Test Footage

WATCH NOW ON YOUTUBE! ⬇️⬇️⬇️

For more info on the hows/whys and character/Trek analysis, click on the 'Making of' video below (some spoilers).

As well as those credited, I'd like to extend a huge thank you to all the fans I've met on my travels and online, whose enthusiastic response to my "real life" Kirk encouraged the production of this small flavor of possibility...

Score composed by musical maestro @pazak, who is also here, so give her a follow!

I hope you enjoy it!

#star trek #star trek the original series #star trek tos #captain kirk #james t kirk #jim kirk #james kirk #spock #kirk/spock #star trek fanvid #star trek fan film #k/s #spirk #kirk x spock #gorgeous art #the real captain kirk #wish I was even a trillionth as talented as any one of the individuals involved with this production #and wish I could ever in my lifetime have an opportunity to be involved in any legit trek media [hand of God I'd mop the damn floor idc] #........aaand wish I had friends or 'connections' who also cared about tos/kirk/the premise instead of just wanting me to stfu about it #wishful thinking #but anyway #thank you for giving this to the world #we are not worthy #reborg #to save a trekkie's life #death to kirk drift #soft kirk #accurate kirk #real kirk #crying myself to sleep at 3 in the afternoon bc this is fine im fine & my response to witnessing perfection is totally normal/under control

[jimkirkachu]

Novelty Friends Central Perk LEGO playset: $60

Being awoken at 5am by said playset crashing to the floor into its zillion constituent pieces by a hobbit cat trying to jump onto a shelf he doesn't fit on: priceless

#not trek #personal log #dw the legos were a very very nice gift‚ i didn't spend sixty of my own dollars on it #legos #friends 1994 #central perk #hobbit cat mischief #early morning thoughts #cat destruction #jtkchu's landing party #yep this is my life #🤷 #idek why i'm making a whole-ass post about this wtf #why do i only ever seem to have spoons in the middle of the damn night

[jimkirkachu]

Star Trek IV fabric??!? 🐳🐳

#fabric store #whales #space whales #george and gracie #star trek iv: the voyage home #the one with the whales #star trek tos #jtkchu's landing party #random #all cartoon whales are star trek to me 🫣 #something nice #for fun #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

simultaneously incoherently excited about the possibility of top surgery

and

feeling guilty for not just resolving to keep enduring the pain + self-hatred and using that obscene sum of money on charitable donations or my niblings' education or something more selfless/helpful to the world

(and trying not to even think about the fact that I've never been under anaesthesia before so deep deep down I'm probably also mortally horrified by the prospect of being operated on)

#not trek #personal log #gender identity #nonbinary #top surgery #medical #uninsured #american 'healthcare' #plus i'm desperate to get it done before all forms of healthcare are abolished in this hellhole #trans genocide #america is a horror show #first world problems i guess #anxiety #depression #unworthy #unlovable #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu #happy half birthday

[jimkirkachu]

envelope doodle 💙💛

#for a dear friend who happens to adore CotEoF Kirk in his buffalo plaid ❤️ #although who *wouldn't* love CotEoF Kirk in his buffalo plaid??? 😭😭❤️😭 #spock certainly does #star trek tos fanart #city on the edge of forever #star trek tos #star trek #captain kirk #james t. kirk #spock #commander spock #spirk #tos spirk #kirk/spock #k/s #the premise #kirk x spock #space husbands #t'hy'la #otp #jtkchu's art #bad art #two cakes rule #doodle #please be kind #art is not my native language #i guess this was an attempt at commodore/ms-dos -style pixely art? 🤔 #kirk: hello hi i'm jim have a nice day #spock: *mwah mwah mwah kissy plz?? 🥺🥺😚🥺 need more kissy 😚🥺🥺* #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

lying awake all night thinking/crying about the time someone told me to my face that I look like a troll, then went [even further] out of their way to clarify that they didn't mean a troll doll (i.e. endearingly ugly) but rather the trolls of, like, Norse mythology or folk/fairy tales that live under bridges and eat goats and wayward children or whatever

#not trek #personal log #early morning thoughts #bad thoughts #depression #being ugly #forever alone #insomnia #intrusive thoughts #unlovable #no self esteem #no self worth #self loathing #self hatred #whenever i think about that anon kirk lookalike offering to give me a hug & hate myself again for saying 'thanks but you'd regret it 😞' #i need to also remember i said that because i really am vile & disgusting #and i couldn't bear to make someone as gorgeous as kirk Look at me let alone touch or hug me 😣😣 #if you're still around kirk-anon i'm still sorry 😣😞 #desperately trying to stop catastrophizing over the anti-trans laws and gun violence that keep getting worse literally every day #'think about something/anything else' evidently leads me to only vaguely less awful thought and/or memories 🤦 #heartsick #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu

[jimkirkachu]

plates, cups, and bowls for the Starfleet party (including not just captain's green but also short-sleeve-sickbay-scrubs sky blue!)

When you’re at the grocery store and the paper goods aisle is all, “Wanna throw a party with cheap original series Starfleet-colored napkins and utensils? We can make that happen.”

#if only I had friends #and a party-worthy occasion #party supplies #star trek #star trek tos #star trek tas #starfleet #starfleet divisions #command gold #captain's green #science blue #operations red #cmo blue??? #ceramics #maybe they were plastic idk #paper goods #grocery shopping #coffee mugs #plates #bowls #now to the toy aisle for the appetizers‚ entreés‚ and desserts a.k.a. at least 4 colors of play-doh we can mold into cubes #jtkchu's landing party #ope...... landing PARTY lmao #Amoqueue Time #self reborg

[jimkirkachu]

unicorn dog doodle

#star trek #star trek tos #unicorn dog #the enemy within #star trek fanart #doodle #captain kirk #james t. kirk #traditional art #bad art #two cakes rule #jtkchu's art #please be kind #art is not my native language #kirk: 'can we keep him‚ honey??' 🥲🥹😭😍 #spock: *reluctant but affectionate sigh* #idk why it's in purple i guess that was the only other pen color i had available #greeting card doodle #alien dog #also idk dogs i'm a cat person so if it looks weird let's blame that #starfleet divisions #command gold #i have no idea what days or times are optimal for this platform anymore so i'm just queueing stuff up like a grab bag #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

From the padd of a Kirk/Spock archivist/scholar... (abandon all hope, etc. etc.)

Kirk and Spock are married before TOS begins (love/t'hy'la at first sight and all) (note: timeline-wise, the first episode of season 1 is probably somewhere at the end of the first/beginning of the second of their five years). They aren't able to have their Vulcan marriage bond officially recognized until after "Amok Time" (can't be legally bonded to each other until Spock's legal ties to T'Pring are dissolved), but they first get together/start courting somewhere around six months into the mission, then they get [Human/Earth] married around the one-year mark.

Neither of The Husbands falls in love with anyone else, and neither of them falls out of love with the other, throughout the events of TOS and the films (and any of the off-screen in-between years, for that matter). Each of them opts to avoid the use of violence whenever possible, hence—as we see several times with Kirk and at least two or three times with Spock—their frequent use of romantic/sexualized tactics to work their way out of the unfortunate situations they, the ship, and the crew manage to get into. They have agreed with one another behind closed doors that anything even vaguely sexual or romantic that either of them has to do with a third party while on duty for the purposes of gaining information, protecting the ship/crew/each other, etc. means nothing and is not worth getting jealous, upset, or hurt about. (Nevertheless, Kirk often gets very jealous and possessive despite their understanding [Human emotions being Like That], but it always works out alright because Spock is Very Good at bringing him comfort and reassurance.)

Neither of The Husbands ever has or ever would willingly or knowingly cheat/be unfaithful to the other. Any instances on-screen of perceived infidelity are the results of manipulating substances being nonconsensually inflicted upon or administered to them (e.g. Spock in "This Side of Paradise," Kirk in "Elaan of Troyius," etc.); injury (cf. Kirk in "The Paradise Syndrome"); assault (don't EVEN get me started on "Wink of an Eye," I will literally throw hands with anyone who claims Kirk isn't r*ped in that episode); and poor editing, omission of context, and/or recorded logs being misinterpeted and thus mistranslated by the Historians and Documentarians behind the compilations of The Husbands' adventures [originally archived on Cheese Slice Data Cards™] into 21st-century Earth dialects on "film" (which we refer to as "Star Trek" and "canon") (e.g. when one listens carefully to the relevant logs/incidental recordings and understands not only the Starfleet Standard being spoken but also the contexts, vocal nuances, and conversational styles of each of The Husbands individually—as well as the intimate quirks and habits of their interpersonal interactions, debates, and banter—one learns that Kirk never actually said he was *in love with* Edith Keeler, but merely that he loved her *as he loved his crew* [i.e. as a friend or subordinate to be protected], but some goofball [perhaps a Kirk-drift-brainwashed cis/het gatekeeping dudebro Premise denier??? scotoma and all, you know 🤷] either misinterpreted or misrepresented him when reconstructing the lost and/or damaged Starfleet archival footage from 1930s New York).

As for the end of the first five-year mission: I have a long set of WIPs *archival documents yet to be chronologically compiled and edited* which explains all of this, but... The Husbands remained married/bonded throughout Spock's kolinahr (which he "failed" deliberately); put on a dramatic act for the (non-senior) crew when he returned in TMP (because our boys love to cause a scene and give their crew stuff to whisper about); and, once the V'Ger crisis was behind them, explained everything to their friends and everybody on the ship had a terrific, hearty end-of-episode tableau-type laugh about it. Any and all theories about them having a falling out, running away, separating, divorcing, and some asinine rumor about Kirk and Lori Ciana being an item, etc. are/were merely deliberate [albeit temporary] artifice [because Drama Queens]/avoidance of invasive journalism (re: Spock's two-year sabbatical on Vulcan); deliberate meddling with reporters as a joke to keep their private lives private (cf. the infamously misunderstood sarcasm of Kirk's "oh yeah I totally love girls *cough cough* 🙄" remark); and sensationalist tabloid journalism meant to misinform the public (i.e. us) about their future-history (re: breakup, affair, divorce, and/or the utterly outrageous Wife Theory). [archivist's note: future-history???? 🤔🤔]

Hopefully this clears up any questions, concerns, gripes, complaints, or doubts which may still persist regarding the history and mythology behind the One True Pairing of all time.

Signed,

[redacted]

[document scanner approximates the above partially-obfuscated hand-written identification to read "J-[illegible] T. [illegible]-rk"]

Thought about this today and now I’m interested:

#reborg #i feel like this got incredibly out of my control very very quickly 😬 #and i apologize to any and all entities unfortunate enough to have seen this in whole or in part #i just have a lot of feelings #about our wonderful soft tender loving boys #star trek the original series #star trek #star trek tos #the premise #kirk/spock #k/s #spirk #tos spirk #Captain Kirk #James T. Kirk #Commander Spock #Spock #kirk and spock #t'hy'la #space husbands #otp #jtkchu has spent entirely too many hours of their sad little life obsessing over the romance between these 2 allegedly fictional characters #but since it seems to be The Thing To Do‚ my headcanons are Kirk = pan/omni‚ Spock = demi/gay #and either or both can be cis or trans idc i just love them with far too much of my actual heart and energy #spirk truther #idek what this is so just. yknow. index this in the circular file #post in the wee hours to try & minimize collateral damage‚ can't believe i do this instead of communicating with real people‚ i hate myself #stfu jtkchu #dear depressurized blobfish Read More doesn't work on the rb list?? ugh and i left this infested with inconsistent tense‚ voice‚ etc 😣 #this is all for fun right? to see other hc's right? please don't be mad at me that my isolated k/s bubble has made me Weird & a bad writer

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Wtf, even just browsing job sites / listings / descriptions is enough to make me nauseous with anxiety and depression. When, why, and how did I ever become such a useless and pathetic mess?

#not trek #personal log #unemployment #unemployed #my therapist wanted me simply to Look and see what's out there but omg i've spent 90 minutes and want to tear all the skin off my bones #i can't handle anything that involves phone/video calls‚ customer service‚ relocating‚ teaching‚ or early mornings #trying to look for remote work because she said there's lots available now and yet everything i've seen still seems beyond my capacity #eventually my parents will die. and while i doubt my brother will want their house (so i'll inherit it) i won't last long without an income #i can't take care of myself and it horrifies me #and i know i'll never have a spouse to help me or depend on so once my folks are gone i will be completely on my own #but i don't know how to do the most basic damn things i can't cook can't work a standard 9-5 can't even make phone calls #how the fuck am i ever going to make it? #(i know. i won't‚ that's how.) #i'm in literal all-over physical pain over this‚ headache nausea sore joints sobbing just waiting to see how long i can go without c*tting #prayers appreciated‚ i genuinely don't know what i'm supposed to do #depression #anxiety #depressive episode #my life is an exercise in absurdity shame futility and more shame #self loathing #self pity #pantophobia #spiralling #if you're reading this i am so sorry in so many ways 😣 #forever alone #heartsick #soul sick #jtkchu's brain #stfu jtkchu #early morning thoughts

[jimkirkachu]

From a few years ago… but they’re well-preserved so I get them out every spring! (Keychain Itty Bitty Kirk and Spock fitting in the extra slots is just an added bonus…) If you celebrate it, happy Easter! 🌷🐰🐤🥚🕊🦋

PS - Kudos to Judaism for being, like, The Essence of Star Trek!!!! 🖖🏼💛🖖🏼💙🖖🏼❤🖖🏼

#easter #happy easter #easter eggs #eggs #star trek #star trek tos #james t. kirk #spock #leonard bones mccoy #montgomery scott #enterprise #starfleet #starfleet divisions #command gold #science blue #operations red #toy photography #action figures #itty bittys #star trek fanart #two cakes rule #self reborg #I'm awful this year and have no idea when pesach is/was so happy passover too whenever it's relevant #and happy ramadan I think I heard it's almost over? cf above tag re: me being awful #full disclosure i don't really bring these (or any of my decorative things) out anymore‚ mostly everything's just collecting dust in 1 room #trying to minimize the collateral damage inherently inflicted upon the world by my existence #if i keep myself and all my crap contained‚ as much as possible‚ to the room of shame then maybe i won't be so much of a burden #i am an awful trekkie #and an awful person in general 👍 #Amoqueue Time

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#reborg #tw transphobia #tw homophobia #tw politics #tw nazism #tw death #tw queerphobia #ernst rohm #history #queer history #1930s germany #preface to ww2 #leopards eating people's faces party #transgender #lgbtqia+ #trans rights #trans rights are human rights #respectability politics #hegemony #heteronormativity #tiktok #know your history #us politics #far right extremism #by the way‚ american republicans have made it pretty clear that they'll be coming for people with autism next #so don't be fooled by their current laser focus on trans genocide‚ they still have tons of other marginalized groups on the chopping block #first they came... #tdov 2023 #take care of yourselves #Amoqueue Time

[jimkirkachu]

In case anybody else is in the Midwest today 😣

This could be very VERY bad. If you live in the impacted areas, know where the nearest safe location is. Be prepared.

#storm #severe weather #tornado #tornado outbreak #climate change #midwest #iowa #illinois #indiana #arkansas #kentucky #mississippi #tennessee #missouri #natural disaster #reborg #please be safe #remember we usually have 5 minutes at best to take shelter once an area's sirens go off