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coffeenpages 4 months
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Merry Merry
Merry Christmas, happy holidays and happy new year to you and your family!
Firstly published poetry zine Christmas edition by me! Thinking about making more poetry zine in the near future. Stay tuned.
xo, its1o1
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coffeenpages 5 months
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Wednesday with Lica in Lembongan
Reminiscing the meaningful talks with my stranger to friend in Lembongan. Happy reading :)
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coffeenpages 6 months
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midnight thoughts
What if turns out there will be no one sitting next to me?
To see the sunset and the orange sky
And enjoy a little talks and more of pleasant silence
What if turns out there will be no one to sleep with at night?
Will I sleep really well or awaken until dawn
Will I get a nice dream or just simply dreaming about someone in the darkness in my room
What if turns out there will be no one to grow old together with?
Just to sit and holding hand together in the morning
And dance to favorite songs at night
What if turns out I will be here all alone?
Well, I can imagine it.
But I can't feel it, I don't want to.
And what if turns out I really enjoy the time I will spend alone with myself?
Will I still need somebody, a man?
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coffeenpages 7 months
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What if I am the problem?
Reflection on what if they are not the problem and what if turns out I am the problem. Plus the take out on what we need to do. Happy reading ;)
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coffeenpages 7 months
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It' s about the moon that shines brightly at night
Pitch black sky
Smokey聽
Small thing shines聽
In a bright yellow color
It shines聽
through the mirror聽
In a window
Where there lay a girl
In her pitch black room
Admiring its beauty聽
It looks like she sees herself
Where the only time she shines聽
Is when the dark time comes聽
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coffeenpages 7 months
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Trapped
It comes like a cycle.
The super positive me emerges by the time I write my resolution, always by the end of the year.
Months passed by, and now it is March. I feel like everything is going to be as I planned. Optimistic me.
And June comes; that's my birthday and my favourite month. Full of hope, the hottest me.
By the end of July, everything had slowly blurred. I think it's because of the Mercury retrograde, the pessimistic me, my failure, or my mindset.
Me being sad, feeling unworthy, feeling left behind, lonely, desperate鈥攜ou can see the worst version of myself on August.
September through December is the time to heal myself. I was burned out. Yet I don't want to be there for a long time. So I need to heal my inner self.
Then back to square one.
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coffeenpages 8 months
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Space in Between? Do I Need It?
For the one who always feels bad to take step back after decided something big, here's a shoulder to lean ;)
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coffeenpages 8 months
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Barbie movie really inspires me to look deeper into my relationship with my female best friend. Happy reading!
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coffeenpages 8 months
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Which one today?
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coffeenpages 1 year
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I put myself to write several reasons why I don't watch Instagram story anymore and how it's beneficial me and my mind. Go read more on my blog!
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coffeenpages 1 year
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There is a reason God limits our days. To make each one precious.
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coffeenpages 1 year
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Poetry
To write again,
I need
To type again,
I need
To tell again,
I need
To be left
To be broken
To be happy
To be missed
To be strong
Enough
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coffeenpages 1 year
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Spotify
To all those next button
You press on your playlist
To all those happy song
You sing when you sad
To all those fake smile
You show to everyone
They don't work, honey
Your heart still hurt
No matter what
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coffeenpages 1 year
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Instagram
Tell me that you don't need something like:
"It looks good on you"
"I wanna be like you"
"You,
Are beautiful"
"How lucky you are"
"You look better now"
To convince yourself that you are loved.
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coffeenpages 1 year
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Hi there
Can I talk to you there?
A story that I need to share
To someone who seems care
Perhaps you would be there
Perhaps we could linger
For a while
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coffeenpages 1 year
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Why?
Why do I have to know you
Why do I have to get closer to you
Why do I have to think about you
Why do I have to like you
Why do I have to adore you
Why do I need you
Why do I miss you
Why do I kiss you
Why do I love you?
Can't answer
Can't explain but
Can feel it.
Why do I need a reason then?
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coffeenpages 1 year
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A day in my life
There's always a day
I want to spend all by myself
I want to be all for myself
I want to stay in bed all day
With all my sad playlist I made
I want just want to stare blankly at the ceiling
And think about thing I shouldn't think
It's either regret or fear
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