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'fill the void before the void fills you' they all repeat in unison.

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TW- SELF HARM

Gliding through my skin like a pen I draw on my wrist with a knife And I don't draw too deep But far enough to see The splattering of the red crimson like wine That tells me this is a heinous crime Then I tell it not to be so mean They will never notice under my t-shirts of long sleeves

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the person reblogging this from you is rooting for you to have a happy, healthy, and successfull 2022

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AGREED

People usually think that the expression 'Hope is the only thing stronger than fear' means that when you have hope, it will overpower your fear and and help you accomplish whatever you want. But I think that the expression actually means that hope will fuck up your life much more than fear ever can and hope will make you aware that it doesn't do anything other than disappointing you.

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U didnt love me for who I was U dont love me for who I became Oh honey I would be a fool if i believed you would if I could become more like the person u want me to be You never did You never can False hope is a burden I do not wish to carry

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Why did I not think of that😔😔😔

man im anxious

person : don't worry

me : *surprised pikachu face*

#im shaking for 10 minutes straight idk what for #actually mentally ill #meme #anxiety

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Ocean Vuong, from “Deto(nation)”, Night Sky with Exit Wounds

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Oops😃🔪

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“Your identity should be so secure that when someone walks away from you they don’t take you with them.”

— Unknown

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How am I ever supposed to fight fire with fire when that fire once provided me the warmth i needed to survive

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THISS

Am I who I pretend to be?

-safeplaceblogs

People say they want to find who they are

While I don't even care for that

I dont want to know who I am

It's okay, I want to pretend

Not because I think someone will hate me,

But because I don't really know who I am

And it will probably take years to answer that question

Then I will be old and at the age of seventy

About to leave this world, and I still won't know who I am

Because-

no, I won't even know the answer to why I don't know who I am

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Do you really know them ?

Can you truly tell their intentions ?

Are they truly honest ?

Some people are talented at lying

They could easily mess up

Your whole life

Best friend you call them

But do they think of you like that ?

You can never truly know them

You can never explore fully their mind

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I had depths of hatred buried in me A silent rage towards the world for making me into the way I am Good days would always turn bad if not worse For I had no thing to give me constant contentment The feeling of stability I resided in waves of either happiness or sadness In which I drowned With nothing to keep me afloat

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You break these walls

I so desperately built

The ones which took years to form

You destroy them in a minute

With no remorse or regret

You walk around it like a field

And leave the way you came

You didn't want to stay

You unveiled this chaos and left

How! How is this fair ?!

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I love this drawing and just how beautiful the rose is it still makes you bleed by the thorns in it... It just shows how holding on too tight is like puncturing holes in your heart

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Everytime I see you

You are so in pain

The volume in your head is so high

You feel insane

You ease your mind

With those little cuts

On your wrist that suffers

I hope you find peace and love

For you are truly treasured

By the angels watching above

Who have seen all your hurt

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A depressed person will act funny

A depressed will pretend to be happy

A depressed will avoid questions about future

A depressed person will give anything to open to someone who is willing to listen

A depressed person has serious trust issues

A depressed person doubts every happy event that happens to them

A depressed person craves for true love but ends up being confused with lust and fake people

A depressed person wishes to have peace and a clear mind

A depressed person wishes to had the chance in to living a healthy life

A depressed person wish to disappear and live in silence

A depressed person wishes to never had gotten involved in this society