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08luvmailz · 4 months

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𓇼 I'VE REMEMBERED . . ਏਓ !

𖥔 ݁ 𓈒 summary 𓍯 he remembered your favorite color — 🎙 contents : angst

The air bore the fragrance of scented candles, dry flowers and melancholy, a symphony of quiet sorrow woven into the tapestry of twilight, where memories slumbered beneath the dew-kissed grass of lost souls. The man's quiet footsteps, hesitant steps with the echoes of eternity echoing at the hushed place, reverberated through the sacred stillness of the sepulchered landscape. His eyes wandered across the cold tiles as his gaze, heavy with the weight of unspoken solace.

He is only here for one person, one destination.

His youthful eyes clouded with grief and sadness but also a relief. Amidst the silence, a transient of his past, reading your name that fluttered between the dusty tombstone like delicate moths drawn to the flame of remembrance. He sat on the chilly grass as his eyes darkened while reading the transcript of the tombstone.

" It's been a while, my dear. " it burned, His throat tightened with hushed words or how the man's lungs crushed with every breath he'd taken. " I can feel you roll your eyes at me. It's been years since I've visited you. You must have been waiting for a long time. " He closed his eyes as he needed to capture the translucent tears threatening to fall from his eyes.

" Do you perhaps hear me? " his words are as gentle as the breeze on a cold Saturday night. It was all too ironic, too painfully evident for his aching heart. " You may not forgive me as I never visited you since the day... you've left me, your family," he confessed to the quietness. Acceptance was never easy in his forte, the cruel duty of how much he cared and loved. It was never enough to let you stay or bask in your radiance that once and finally left.

The wind carried his burden but never left his body like the air he needed constantly breathe to live as years later, he never changed in the slightest bit. " I wish I could know more about you, so I can show myself, can please you. " In the vulnerability of his words, he sighed. The man found solace in the communion of utterances spoken to the wind. " The regret in my stomach filled me like butterflies, as I only wished that I could touch your delicate face as I confess my undying feeling for you. " His fingers brushed gently and tentatively against the engraved letters that etched the name of his one and only.

His hands gripped tightly to the flowers he brought for you. The smell of it wafted in the air as it reminded him what you smell like. It was different you, had a husky-like smell than these floral flowers but it was only a replica of what you smelled like as it was a mere comfort for him. " I've brought you flowers, it may not be your favorite. But it is your favorite color," he confessed, his voice a soft echo in the stillness.

" You may not see the full-bloomed colors of these flowers nor the color itself, I will be your eyes and nose to tell you that they are beautiful and smelled like you, a bit. " He quietly chuckled as his delicate-ragged fingers plucked one petal. The man's touch became an ode as he caressed the plucked petal, A caress to remember that transcended the veil between them.

My memory with you has faded completely, but I will always remember how you, loved these colors.

The rays of sunlight painted the blue sky as the scent of flowers flowed through his brain, the shadow of a lone willow tree twisted and shaped themselves as his figure standing like a lone wolf. His eyes formed from darkness and a hollow void of coloration turned into light like a burning flame like one that flowed crimson red to the skies. " This would be the first and last time that I would visit you; I would continue living my life… without you. " His lips quirked upwards, a smile that could clash with the sunflowers bathing in sunlight.

He moved on, from you. He finally did the next step on his journey

" You showed me things that I wished to see and this time I'm the only one who will see those things. You have my gratitude and that will always be impeccable and irreplaceable. " He laughed as he spoke those words, words of joy tickled by the melody of his laughter, swayed with a rhythm known as his greatest love for you.

He did it, you must have been so proud.

" Goodbye… my dear, I'll see you soon enough. Wait for me a little longer. " As he walked into the embrace of the sunlight caressing his face, with each step, the memories of you two faded from his view, his eyes wandered one last time at your tombstone as the sunlight beamed on the pavement. It was like an unfinished painting awaiting the strokes of a new beginning.

A beginning without you.

— GOJO . GETO . shoto . obanai . TOJI . NANAMI . choso . LEVI . eren . BAKUGO . HAWKS . dabi . KURAPIKA . killua AGED UP! . CHROLLO . choso . zhongli . XIAO . DAINSLEIF . neuvillette . diluc . wriothesley . KAEYA . tartaglia . kaveh . alhaitham ... your faves

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08luvmailz · 4 months

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⌨︎ ⁩◞ HERO FANBOY 2 — ! ❪bakugo katsuki❫

SYNOPSIS ୨୧ ! which a certain hero from ua crushes (hard) on a idol !

FANBOY BAKUGOU! He looks like he doesnt listen to kpop but he does

HE STAN YOUR GROUP SINCE PRE DEBUT bro from casula listener to hard stan 4life

He participates on selca day but only post blurred pics of him BRO WAS KNOWN AS THE PUNK AESTHETIC BUT A BOT BOYFIE MATERIAL

falling inlove with you because of your personality and he thought your hot like hotter than his explosions (but he would never admit that)

Has a collection of your album and sells some of his duplicate

send death threat to haters everyday THATS WHY THE FANS LOVE HIM FOR THAT

intimidating fan has some casual mutual on twt but never really interacted daily BUT OH BOY HE ACTIVE WHENVER SOMEONE TALKS SHIT ABOUT YOU

a known defender of you from haters, can see his tweets cussing this user or this user BRO HE DEFENDS YOU AND YOUR MEMBERS EVERYWEEK

he gonna start a war

who’s in denial about his obsession with you bro better have reality check on him

watches vids of you everyday, before going to school, after training, eating or before going to sleep BRO NEVER LACKS ALWAYS STREAMING YOU

has a secret album on his phone, photos and vid and edits of you. he never notices he has a creepy giddy smile whenever he watch those

almost got caught by kirishima BECAUSE HE WAS SMIRKING SO BAD he thought he was just watching some horror movie

goes to a photo booth because you have a collab with them BRO SPENT HIS MONEY JUST TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH YOU

be delulu fr he was so happy, got many copies of the strip

best at hiding being a fan of yours

he wants to go to your fan meet but changes since he has to keep his " intimidating and doesnt listen to girly pop songs " oh but he does

smirks whenever like some random critique person on the internet compliments your voice BRO AGREES

you will never know he is a fan of yours

and he will always be good at hiding that

except when kirishima.... founds out when his phone is open and sees your face as his home screen

bro almost blows up his entire existence

kirishima lightly tease him but not to much since he is talking to a ticking time bomb that will explode everytime

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08luvmailz · 4 months

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꧔ SOFT MORNINGS — ! ❪Gojo Satoru❫ — 𓄹 ࣪ ִֶָ

HOMEBODY BOYFRIEND AU! 𓂅 satoru became lazy because of you ❪you just baby him too much❫

Satoru Gojo's life was simple to say the least.

He wakes up early in the morning then sleeps again after he did, only to be awaken again by his stupid alarm geto gifted him. He brushes his teeth, take a quick shower, leaves his comforter and bed messy. Eats half burnt toast and ready to go and teach young ungrateful brats.

He doesnt stay that much at home cause its boring, he always went out with his friends everyday.

To say this, his life cycle went on like that for the past...... 8-9 years give or take. its not that long, its just... time was too fast for his liking.

It all change because of you, could he blame himself liking the new principal's hot flamming cheetos of a secretary. You are so different, so refreshing to his eyes. You care about his ungrateful students, gives free coffee and cookies to the teachers once or twice a week and you cared about him.

It didn't take long for him to hit you up and knock you down.

He loved you so much and you do too, because of you everything change in his eyes. he start to care a little bit about his job just to see you walking down with that pencil skirt, eyeing you up and down. That would be a story for another time...

His morning routine changed too... from sleeping to waking up to sleeping again

Became.... awaking early just too see your sleeping face, admiring you, wiping that drool dripping from his naked chest. caressing your silky hair tangled because of idle moving, he was inlove.

Waking you up with kisses and feeling you giggle was a dream to him, how did he landed such an angel (be grateful to me gojo/hj)

Him teasing her daily from not getting up, her trying to carry his large ass figure to the bathroom. Only for her to give up and leave him teasingly, chasing each other then giving such loving wet kisses on each other's face. A dream...

Satoru became a lazy ass person. I mean he IS LAZY but became LAZIERZ to his girlfriend.

To the point you are the one whose brushing his teeth, straddling his waist and him supporting you from the counter. Looking lovingly to you while you brush his teeth gently, caressing your waist.

Being quite touchy but non-sexual shower schedule everyday, scrubbing his hair while him lathering soap to your body.

Everyday was movie night, watching the movies he recommended and his friends recommended. Watching you cook for the two of you, calculating bills and stacking folders of important documents at his apartment, Reading books together he doesnt read them he just watch you read them Having a mini concert every saturday at the shower, him trying to belt a high note COMPLETY FAILED.

Inviting his friends for dinner and bonding together, him meeting your parents when they visit the city.

In summary, we love a HOMEBODY BOYFRIEND !

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08luvmailz · 4 months

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⌨︎ ⁩◞ HERO FANBOY — ! ❪shoto todoroki❫

SYNOPSIS ୨୧ ! which a certain hero from ua crushes (hard) on a idol ! headcanon, ooc shoto

FANBOY SHOTO! He wasn't interested in kpop activities, heck he hardly known anything about kpop in general.

He started knowing about them because of his brother natsuo who bought a heck ton of albums and blasting music in his room.

He side-eye his brother when he's screaming because he got your WINK-PHOTOCARD, as he keep screaming " omg! ITS SO SPARKS "

he saw the photocard and he was like " oh she's pretty " but disregard it afterwards BUTT

DIDNT KNOW HE WOULD FELL THAT HARD

he saw one of your recent comebacks on tv because his brother is streaming it and gahdam ur fucking SPARKLING ON STAGE.

At first he started knowing your group, YOU FIRST then streaming your group songs, your debut solo, collabs. streaming your group shows and music bank AND ALL THOSE

started buying albums too with natsuo. FINALLY HE HAVE SOMEONE IN THE FAMILY WHO WILL BE IN DEPT FOR LIFE BUYING ALBUMS

Natsuo asked who is his bias without hesitation he said your name, bro was smirking so bad at his lil bro BECAUSE YOU ARE THE MAKNAE OF YOUR GROUP, also half japanese and same age as him.

Bro was blushing whenever the camera pans at your face and smirking and doing that HE WAS GETTING HOTTER THAN HIS QUIRK

have a well known kpop stan twitter account who always make short comment about you but ICONIC because of how pure and sweet it is

doesnt know it but actually fell inlove with you NOT BECAUSE OF UR FACE (its a plus on him) but because of your determination and hard work, humour and personality is just CHEFS KISS

no one knows about his obsession welp it almost slip up when he accidently unplug his wired earphones to his phone AND SUDDENLY BLASTING Nobody knows by your group.

he lied he is just a casual listener

defends you on twitter, he looks like a soft boy but damn he is a beast on roasting BUT FAILS CAUSE HE CAN ONLY CUSS AT THEM

dedicated to buy front row tickets when your group finally have a concert there at your hometown

BRO WAS FIGHTING FOR LIFE AT THE POOR CONNECTION

bro brought the vip tickets for him and his big bro (with his dads money ofc, not like his father would know)

bro brought the 2 tickets for each day

won a fancall with you once but DAMN IT HIS HERO STUFF IS GETTING ON THE WAY

poor bby sulked the whole day that he missed the call, he was practicing his lines and tone for you

brought many batteries for his lightstick

make sure he is lookin good (not like he isn't good looking)

bro wake up early asf he want to be there as fast

bro became popular fan after one pictured him as the guy from the (group name) concert at jpn

he didnt know he bacame popular, he just saw his face 3 days after the concert on stan twt

BRO WHEN YOU TWO MAKE EYE CONTACT HE HAS HEART EYES

BRO WAS WHIPPED ASF

you are one stubborn fuck saw this cute guy with a scar and went through the barricades even though security was trying to get you back in stage cause its just a sound check and your safety too

Bro you came closer to him and saw his instax reaching for you. MADE A HEART CHEEK AT HIS FACE AND CAME CLOSER TO HIS FACE

bro almost want to faint right then and there.

you went after that he was kinda sad but happy he got a selfie WITH HIM

making this his lockscreen and making a frame of this treasured photo

You kept stealing glances at him and interacting with hand language, asking if he already eat lunch or just blantly flirting with him

LUCKIEST FAN

natsuo kept pushing his shoulders for every interaction at their section BUT MAINLY YOU ARE FOCUSED ON HIS BROTHER

bro when he came back from school BRO WAS BOMBARDED WITH QUESTIONS LIKE

" I DIDNT KNOW UR A FAN TODOROKI! " " WHY DIDNT YOU TELL ME UR A FAN, I WANT TO BUY TICKETS TOO " " i didn't know todoroki listens to kpop " "BRO DID U HAVE PICS AND VID OF (your leader name) "

was now known as poker face but listens to puppy love by (groupname)

After that twt post of him being a handsome fan THEN PEOPLE STARTED SAYING HE WAS THE KID FROM UA, ENDEAVOR SON AND ALL THOSE SHIT

have an article of him now being the hero fan boy

boy he didnt give a shit about them, he just wanting to chill

but that didnt start there

your member posted on weverse a video of you taken, watching the sports festival and chanting HIS NAME AND BETTING THAT HE WOULD 1st PLACE

bro became the luckiest fan alive

saying he is the luckiest fan and hero and all of those then actually GONNA MEET YOU

you have a campaign like a collab with a hero AND THAT IS HIS DAD

participating on a event JUST TO SEE YOU

he did and boy was he nervous

he kept stuttering at the end of his sentence

then because actually friend with you, a little bit touchy side BUT HE IS A GENTELEMAN just subtle glances and touches

got your number and him posting a selfie of you two on twt (he made another acc just to post boast that picture)

after that he was well known as the hero fanboy who will soon in the future marry his idol

that woud be a story in another time <3

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08luvmailz · 9 months

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next one shot <3

#miguel o'hara x reader

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08luvmailz · 10 months

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%¡ SECOND LIFE — ! ❪miguel o'hara❫

synopsis: In which miguel dreamed of you, after encountering you. a version of you.

warning: angst, hurt no comfort, miguel's pov, across the spiderverse spoilers, death.

while reading listen to hai cheng by the8

" You know, love. The sky is so beautiful here. " As you told him. While walking hand-in-hand on the beach, the moonlight transcends the splash of waves at the shore. He can still remember the scent of the beach as his wife twirled in her sundress, his jacket draped on her figure, swallowed her whole to keep the warmth.

However, he didn't look at the night sky as his eyes kept looking at you. He saw the light in your eyes illuminating like the moon and the stars. " Yeah, beautiful. " his words became a whisper as his breath puffed a cloud of smoke in the chilly air, he didn't take his eyes off you.

You felt his gaze, his beautiful eyes looking at you with such adoration, love, and passion as you're eyes met. A spark of joy blossoms on your face, giggling at him " Done staring at me? " you smirked at him, coming closer to him as the feeling of the sand contacting with your feet and the smell of his cologne with the cold breeze.

Holding his hand with your's— the rough but delicate touch of his fingertips with your smaller hands, the dance of the butterflies fluttering about in the pits of your stomach, his lips tip in a smirk and bowing down to your height to your face. " Hm, something wrong with that. I was staring at my beautiful wife. " As he spoke those words, a hearty laugh came from your mouth.

Laughter echoes in his mind, making him laugh with you.

" Really? " You teased him coming closer to his lips as you felt the minty breath of his— almost touching, " Yeah, I was the yo— I mean the sky, so beautiful shining with the stars but the brightest of all. " His words came shaky as his hands gripped your waist causing you to be closer to him like vines attached to the wall with a never-ending grip.

" Seems like you want to marry the sky rather than me. " Your eyebrows scrunched patting his chest, and smirked at him while a giggle escaped your lips. " Well, I already did. " As his voice came like a whisper and a shocked look from your face. " Oh shit, you're cheating on me!? " A fake gasp came to your mouth as you half-heartedly slapped his face.

He isn't in pain by that slap you gave him, but pretending like he were, in simple moments like these. He cherished every one of them, whether you burnt the cake you were preparing just for him or even acted childish to get a stuffed toy at the carnival. He loved everything so, he always played along. He knows you have your ups and downs in life, and he wants— No, he will always find a way to cure or bring back that little person you're protecting inside your toughed heart. As he knows you'll protect his too.

He hugged you tight like he were afraid of letting you like you were gone in his vision.

He felt your laughter echo in his mind as you took a step away from him and ran, the sky collapsing in his eyes as the waves of the beach became distorted like a tv collapsing. He ran to save you, his legs shaking as his body heavy from something— he felt chills, then everything was black.

He felt himself falling from an abyss to—

Waking up as his body shook like he was falling from a building, Sweat building and covering his whole body as his hands wandered to the empty side of his bed, your shared bed.

He felt something coming down from his face, something liquid it felt hot from his skin it was tears. He was crying from that dream, it felt so real to him. Losing you again was more painful than any cuts, bruises, broken bones he had.

He looked down at his sweaty palms in disbelief, he looked at the ceiling.

What time is it?

He's lost track of time already,

The flow of his days filled with overworking himself to save the multiverse, even having the never-ending grief of losing three people. He scratched his eyes as his vision darkened from crying to that dream, he turned his head over at the table across him as his pupils dilated staring at his dead wife's picture.

How long is it when you die?

Oh, right. It's been one thousand, five hundred and fifteen days since you died.

He took count as he wanted to visit your grave once a week at least, maybe even more if he needed your presence. You wouldn't be there as your body lay beneath the ground, now tainted with the soft pillow grass. He trimmed the grass twice a week, so he still sees the cobblestone that your name is engraved.

The name he always adored, It is a shame that whenever he's away, people recklessly tramp on the filthy dirt where his wife resides.

He felt his eyes grow heavy once again, his dry lips quivering. He want to sleep again but it was so hard that you're always in his dreams. Without you by his side once again, you were gone, never to be seen again. The tears fell all at once, flooding his vision as he cried out for you. His heart felt heavy as he gripped his t-shirt, it felt so long again dreaming of you after encountering you— a version of you In another universe.

He promised himself, someday in his second life. He will protect you at all cost

#˚ ⋆ self blog #˚ ⋆ ࣪milestone

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08luvmailz · 10 months

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%¡ SECOND LIFE — ! ❪miguel o'hara❫

synopsis: In which miguel dreamed of you, after encountering you. a version of you.

warning: angst, hurt no comfort, miguel's pov, across the spiderverse spoilers, death.

while reading listen to hai cheng by the8

Laughter echoes in his mind, making him laugh with you.

He hugged you tight like he were afraid of letting you like you were gone in his vision.

He felt himself falling from an abyss to—

Waking up as his body shook like he was falling from a building, Sweat building and covering his whole body as his hands wandered to the empty side of his bed, your shared bed.

He looked down at his sweaty palms in disbelief, he looked at the ceiling.

What time is it?

He's lost track of time already,

How long is it when you die?

Oh, right. It's been one thousand, five hundred and fifteen days since you died.

The name he always adored, It is a shame that whenever he's away, people recklessly tramp on the filthy dirt where his wife resides.

He promised himself, someday in his second life. He will protect you at all cost

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