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victory7155 · 2 months
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“I do not know how to explain you.
Sweet, smart, and gentle.
They are words. They are fragments of you. But they are not you.
I could read the entire dictionary front to back a thousand times and still never be able to define you. You are an anomaly of the English language.
I can feel you. I can love you.
But when someone asks about you, I find my vocabulary lacking.”
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victory7155 · 3 months
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“I don’t know how to say what I want to say.
I’m betting he’d easily find the words I search for.
His name was nothing until it was something. I can’t figure out how it became something. Because there was no moment. There was just him. There was me. There were our friends.
Introduced into a new group I expected to be rejected from, I didn’t think you and I would click. We’d met before, and I didn’t think anything of it.
How did we go from near strangers to staying up until sunrise with you by my side? Fourteen days. All it took was fourteen days.
I want to find the words but I don’t even know what’s going on in my head.”
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victory7155 · 3 months
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“You were unexpected.
I had been wishing for someone to love, but I never thought I’d find it in you.
For years your name echoed in the background of my life, never present but never gone.
In such a small amount of time, your name has became something I crave to hear.
You have became something I crave.
Something I desire.
You were unexpected.”
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victory7155 · 3 months
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“It feels euphoric.
Staying up with you until sunrise feels so natural. Talking to you about everything feels like heaven.
I love staying awake, playing innocent games with you until we’re both feeling feint.
I love looking over the city, talking about books, poetry, school, family… our entire theories about life.
I love sitting in the car with you, trading stories.
I love spending time with you.
I barely know you, yet I feel like I’ve known you for years.”
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victory7155 · 3 months
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“I made a friend.
He’s sweet and intelligent.
Spending time with him brings me a sense of wonder I haven’t felt in a long time.
I made a friend who stood in the shadows of my life for years. He was nothing more than a passing wind, and I’m sure I was less to him.
I made a friend who brings me a sense of comfort I so desperately need. One of the few times I’ve felt safe meeting another’s eyes.
I made a friend.
Maybe more.
But it’s only been a week or two.
I made a friend.
I want him to be my friend.”
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victory7155 · 3 months
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“You haunt the stories I tell my friends.
You haunt my fondest memories that I beg to scream but then I arrive at your name and the letters burn my tongue.
I crave to tell these stories but then I hit your name and stop breathing, remembering how weak my lungs felt when we quit speaking.
I want to share my life with those I have found after moving past you.
But you’re always there.
You haunt my brain. You haunt my stories. You haunt my memories.
You haunt the things that bring me more happiness than you ever did!
And all I want is to be rid of your name.
I want to have stories without you in them, but I haven’t made those memories yet. I want to share my life with those you never met. I want them to know who I am without seeing my happiness fade away with each struggling breath.”
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victory7155 · 4 months
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“The last person I gave my heart to carved their name into my core. They left me vulnerable and sore, my life force pouring from the words they made.
After that, I didn’t give my heart to you.
I wanted to.
I never gave you my heart.
I’m sorry, I was scared.
You were quite the anomaly. Because, my heart ended up with your name engraved on it either way. It took me a while, but I realized how.
Turns out, I had carved your name myself.”
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victory7155 · 4 months
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“I’d write you a story.
I’d write you a story for you to read on the nights you can’t sleep. I’d write you a story for the moments you feel you can’t breathe. I’d write you a story to read as the sun rises, so you can have my soul with you in your quietest moments.
I’d write you a story simply if you’d ask me to.
I’d write you a story if you didn’t ask.
This is my story.
My story for you.”
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victory7155 · 4 months
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“There are days I hesitate.
I hesitate when I remember you’re no longer a constant in my life.
I hesitate to remember where you and I stand.
I hesitate to say goodbye.
And then I shake the hesitation out of my head.
I stopped hesitating when I realized you knew absolutely nothing about me.
I stopped hesitating when I realized I didn’t even want you in my life.
I stopped hesitating with you.
Because I don’t want you.”
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victory7155 · 6 months
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“I will watch you fall. I will watch you fail.
I will not laugh. I will not smile. I will not feel triumph.
For no matter how broken our bond has become, there was a time I would’ve fought at your side.
I would’ve fallen with you.
You tried to push me down, all I did was step out of the way. I watch as the force you aimed at me lead to you falling over the edge yourself.”
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victory7155 · 6 months
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“You scream your vile lies into the wind.
You pray for my downfall. I stand at your level, meeting your eyes.
I listen as every untruthful word entangles into the web you’ve created.
I watch as you bury yourself in the grave you’re digging for me.
Your lies will be plastered across your tombstone.”
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victory7155 · 8 months
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“I have fallen in love with a ghost. I have fallen for the haunting shadows of someone who used to shine as bright as the sun. You are a fraction of what you used to be, but I can not help but continue to love you all the same.”
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victory7155 · 9 months
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We Were Never in Love
“We were never in love.
I loved you, I did. I told you, but not then.
I wasn’t in love with you.
You loved me, you did. You told me, but not then.
You weren’t in love with me.
We loved. We did.
But we were never in love.”
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victory7155 · 9 months
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“Love is a curse. A curse we’ve learned to embrace. It poisons us slowly. It watches us crumble. It craves our destruction.”
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victory7155 · 9 months
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“There’s this one song I know. Every once in a while, it plays through my headphones with no remorse. And while it brings me nothing but pain, I hold no hate for it. The song does not know it reminds me of you.”
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victory7155 · 9 months
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“I write more than I’ve ever said aloud. Pen and paper let me scream the words I’d never even whisper. I have so much to say.”
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victory7155 · 9 months
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“My heart yearns to hold you in my arms again, no matter how many times my head reminds me it burns.”
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