#wondering where did my baby go

[catboyglover]

and if i said coney island by taylor swift is lowkey trobed coded

#and i’m sitting on a bench in coney island #wondering where did my baby go #the fast times the bright lights the merry go #sorry for not making you my centerfold #community #community nbc #community tv #troy barnes #abed nadir #trobed #taylor swift #evermore #coney island taylor swift

[toherlover]

fulfilled the great prophecy: the fast times the bright lights the merry-go!

#EVERMORE GIRLIES RISEE #i’m sitting on a bench in coney island #wondering where did my baby go #but for real this time #elle talks

[welcometogrouchland]

i was gonna make a whole seperate post about how context and art seems to imply that the ex boyfriend that got stephanie pregnant was at least 18, if not older, when she was 16/15, which is kinda squicky (i mean not if she's 16 really, but 15 yes) but in my journeys on the Stephanie Brown wiki (real and delightful thing that exists) i discovered the batman chronicles #22 where her UNCLE HITS ON HER???? i think that's what we're meant to get from it anyway the dialogue is subtle (the art is not imo). AND I. WAS NOT EXPECTING THAT. STEPHANIE YOU CAN START AS MANY GANG WARS AS YOU WANT WITH YOUR LIFE THE WAY IT IS WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

#ramblings of a lunatic #dc comics #stephanie brown #SORRY AND COUPLED WITH ROBIN 1993 ISSUE 111 WHERE IT'S REVEALED HER DAD'S FRIEND TRIED TO ASSAULT HER WHEN SHE WAS A KID #STEPHANIE BABY IM SO SORRY YOUR LIFE IS LIKE THIS #god no wonder she was so insane about tim. simultaneously loving him and being paranoid he was gonna cheat or something #i mean a) he skirted close to it at times very early on in his robin run which is. weird to say the least. rip tim sorry they did that to u #but also b) every man in her life treats her like THIS (guy who got her pregnant also abandoned her) so yeah #no wonder she expects the worst from tim but also clings to him like glue. bc he hasnt done any of those things (yet. to stephs knowledge) #it's super unfair on tim but also ohhhhh my god. oh my god her life is awful her life is so awful #i know a lot of ppl resent bg 2009 for not going into how awful her life is and there's merit to that criticism #but also the book was explicitly trying to give her a fucking break from the hardship #and after reading this. i can get behind it. i could before too but doubly now #i need. so many hurt/comfort fics about stephs history with shitty guys. so badly

[shitty-check-please-aus]

the problem with trying to remember songs from girl scout camp is that you end up googling insane shit because there are about a billion slight regional differences between different groups of children

#I was trying to remember the main part of the one where you go #'fire fire pour on water pour on water save my children save my children jump lady jump' #because in the book I'm listening to they talked about the 'fire fire pour on water pour on water' part being about a London fire #but I always heard it as part of a song about Mrs O'Leary's cow burning down Chicago #anyways I did find the variation written out without too much digging #and our variation seems to come from a song that was popular at the turn of the 20th century #if you've read the tags this far I also remember the Baby Shark song being a camp song #and it's weird that it's like. a branded product now #and if you've read THIS far in the tags #I recently found out that one of my great great grandmothers married into an O'Leary family in Chicago #for like her fourth husband? #around the time of the fire #and she wasn't the Mrs O'Leary of the story #but I really wonder if she could've been an in-law or something

[thenookspace]

Girl help I'm having aroace Miguel O'Hara thots

#fuck what if he wanted a daughter and the companionship of other spiders (initially) bc he was desperate for non-sexual and non-romantic #affection/connection??? #man so desperate for familial love that he made the spider society AND dimension-hopped #makes me wonder how the dead Miguel had Gabriella #cloning??? assuming the dude was going by the comics backstory and was a geneticist #maybe Miguel in ATSV wasn't a geneticist????? no test tube baby for him I guess #does this stem from my need for more complex ace rep? Probably??????? #where's that post with the “I need more passionate aces - aces who get fucking mad” #bc THAT'S HIM OFFICER #Miguel O'Hara the angriest aro ace in the business #the thots are thinking #because y'all KNOW he wouldn't have trouble making a baby the conventional way I've seen those fanarts the PTA mums would be all over that #even his fucking AI was falling in love with him in the comics #so why the fuck did he need to hop dimensions to have a family????? #mmmmmmm sex and romance repulsed motherfucker coding detected #this is in no way a jab at anyone else's hornyness for him tho #character.ai away my dudes #honestly the art and writing coming out bc of sheer thirst for this man is incredible to me #I just want an ace character I could go to anger management class with #bc I'm over here existing in a perpetual state of annoyed at the only ace rep being robots/aliens/emotionless #bc all that is the fucking coolest and all but eeeeeeeh #gimme an ace who could foreground familial relationships and friendships and show me how devastating they are when broken #rather than act like passion and love and emotions are unavailable to people without romance and sex #gimme an ace character who is emotional and worldly and irreparably fucked up #gimme ace Miguel O Hara #ATSV #spiderman across the spiderverse #spiderverse spoilers #atsv spoilers #atsv miguel

[misspaddockverse]

I could never hate Renault Dan, even if he broke into my house and hit a relative of mine (depending on the relative, I may even love him more)

#it’s me and Cyril on this hill forever bye #goodbye goodbye goodbye you were bigger than the whole sky #it’s missing him hours #sitting on a bench on Coney Island wondering where did my baby go #the icon he was the sweat sweat the I’m truly a man of the world etc etc #daniel ricciardo #f1blr #f1 #formula 1 #danny ric appreciation post #red bull racing #renault daniel #renault f1 #dr3 #danny ric

[ashmp3]

i know i said i would snork mimimi but i just took a shower and realized something okay story goes:boni pleaded me to sit with her on the floor this whole week and you guys my tailbone is bruised. Properly tender. like i don’t have enough ass for this it’s funny but painful like GIRL get urself together i was known for my volleyball player ass now i’m just a shadow this is tragic. TRAGIC.

#i don’t even wanna explain it idk how this happened it does come with the territory of being uw but girl. Not even a little ass? Where did #it go anyway? I talked abt this on my old blog but when i saw cancer boy after a year and we went out the first thing he commented was my #weight and he’s a cancer sun mars and venus and in that moment i knew damn he liked me bc i looked fertile . Anyway if u ever wondered if my #jeonghan thoughts translate into real life yeah baby this is all me. Anyway REALLy sleeping now but wow bruised tailbone is like a new low #maybe if i told him i lost my period maybe that would be his final straw but alas i said something much worse #tt

[skyburger]

im probably never gonna watch the kenobi series but i did just find out there was a qui-gon scene so i went to find that. it was awesome btw i have a soft spot for qui-gon. but then in the recommended i saw it... vader vs. obi-wan in that series and i watched it and

#I HATE STARWARS #!!!!! #cant even put my feelings on anakin and obi-wan into feelings #do not form bonds with people do not make friends or find people you call family!!!! it will only end in PAIN #anyway. apart from that. #i always had (and still have) a soft spot for qui-gon like #i watched the prequels first (do not get on my back about this i was 9 years old at the tops) #and then i didnt watch the OT for?? years?? #need to stress i wrote a star wars themed mystery play i acted out on stage with friends and my teacher like #let us use the school stage. and my whole class and my mom and siblings came to watch #I DID THAT WITHOUT EVER HAVING SEEN THE ORIGINAL TRILOGY 😭😭😭 #i was in like 5th grade for the record #i played. yoda. i think my costume was wearing a green shirt backwards so you couldnt see the graphic on the front #and a beige bath towel as the robe #I WISH I STILL HAD THE SCRIPT ITS JUST ROTTING ON MY ANCIENT LAPTOPS HARD DRIVE #and in case you were wondering? i also played a character called ''president narwhal'' i dont remember his deal. he had a paper horn #he also had a bath towel robe #anyway all that to say. #i had not seen the original trilogy so baby me's first character death that made me sad #was qui-gon in the phantom menace </3 #i forgot where i was going with this. my tldr of that is that qui-gon was like my fave as a kid for some reason #so seeing him come back even just for a scene made me like YEAHHHHHHHHH

[the-starcatcher]

coney island by taylor swift you deserve so much better people truly pay you dust

#AND IM SITTING ON A BENCH IN CONEY ISLAND WONDERING WHERE DID MY BABY GO #IF I PUSHED YOU TO THE EDGE BUT YOU WERE TOO POLITE TO LEAVE ME?????

[ilostyou]

they're playing coney island now 😌

#nirvana to the cranberries to taylor i know that's right #i'm sitting on a bench in coney island wondering where did my baby go!!!!!!!

[jvzebel-x]

🦋

#usually i like to think i am extremely well adjusted to what my health entails. usually lmao. #but specifically cancer sometimes feels like a goddamn anchor lmao. #stomach cancers are not even close to the only ones that could potentially go on for a lifetime w treatment #depending on situation. like this is a far more normal situation than ppl really realize i think. #i hadnt realized it before i was adjusting goal posts from 'cured' to '5yr mark' at least lol. #this is not bad. this could be signficiantly worse. this is not a bad situation all things considered. #but like sometimes i wonder what its like to be like. healthy lmao. #&when things dip its like. if this is a perma-up trajectory as far as difficulty goes it feels kind of. unfair that mine started #where it did&its just like. never gonna plateau lmao. #i question my fortitude sometimes. idk its been a long day&i havent burned thru the Bad mania yet lmao. #ill get high&itll be easier to see that w/o the pain lmao. #med change ups are never fun this one just happened at an unfortunate time in general probably. #i miss my dog. i miss all my dogs. i would have lost my mind w/o roxy lmao. #at least this time i can give him proper rites; i couldnt for yoshi or johnny. so ive been doing a full mourning period. #it hasn't put me in like. the most optimistic light as of late lol. #its weird. im being such a fucking baby about all of this lmao. #but like i also wasnt expecting unconditional love to be almost exclusive to my dogs #or for the ups&downs to still be so dramatic after all these years of figuring out treatments lmao.

[orcelito]

I've gone through a character arc today. I'm... better(?) now

#speculation nation #animal death ment/ #turns out shoving all my grief down and refusing to process it in fear of experiencing negative emotions is detrimental to me #i just went through all my pictures of cassy. experienced again what a loverboy he was... #cried again. twice. miserable experience honestly. i dont know how people do this more than a few times a year. #i have a few videos of him. including him watching a bird video on my computer. #unfortunately i never did capture his meow. which breaks my heart but there's nothing i can do about it now. #i'll just have to hold that sound in my memory. his obnoxious 'mraaaa' that could get comically long when he was begging for food #it hurts. but i'm allowed to remember that i loved him. i'm allowed to remember what he was to me. #an obnoxiously bullheaded cat that was strangely skittish at the same time. #it was annoying at the time but i treasure the memory of when he got out of my apartment unit #and i went chasing him up and down the stairs of the central area several times yelling 'cassy get BACK here!' #as he loudly did his 'MRAAAA' the whole time as he ran from me #my baby boy. tally loved him too. it hurts my heart that i cant communicate to her what happened. #no wonder she hates june bug so much. her friend disappeared & then a few weeks later theres This weird new cat #hopefully in time she can be friends with june bug too. there was a solid month or two where she haaaated cassy lmao #before a switch was flipped and she was grooming him every time he sat in front of her. #cassy may have lived for too short of a time. but he was very very loved. and i can see that in the records of him. #he was purring for me in the end. my sweet loverboy... #... i was going to try writing before work today but it seems like it's a grief processing day. #oh well. it's probably better for me overall. #negative/ #sure. i guess.

[strwbrrysugarz]

i hope ms taylor allison swift knows how badly she specifically impacted me when putting out evermore idc.........

#sooo me when im sitting on a bench on coney island wondering where did my baby go

[w0lfwren]

wait now the cbeeduo divorceé camp won can i say coney island is their breakup anthem….. like the We still very much are in love but we fucked up too much and circumstances tore us apart and losing you is my deepest and most painful regret that i will never fully come back from vibe…… sorry for not making you my centrefold…..

#GOD THEY’RE SO MIA AND SEBASTIAN #and i’m sitting on a bench on coney island wondering WHERE DID MY BABY GO!! #SORRY FOR NOT MAKING YOU MY CENTREFOLD!!!!! #c!beeduo #cbeeduo #ogs #cranboo #c!ranboo #ctubbo #c!tubbo #lyricposting

[latibvles]

today’s SBT remark is the realization that Coney Island is very Daisy and Ron coded and now I’m kinda obsessed with the idea of them going to an amusement park. in other news we have been busy in the music department.

#poet’s think thoughts #IM ON A BENCH ON CONEY ISLAND WONDERING WHERE DID MY BABY GO!!! #like u can’t make this up #poet’s mixtapes

[ruth-posts-pokemon]

HELP I PUT ONE OF THOSE BABY STIM ANIMATION THINGS ON THE TV FOR CHEERIO AND WHEN I WALKED BACK IN KAZOO WAS ALSO FIXATED ON IT. Blob of metal and giant friend spider watching a bunch of bouncing oran berries with smily faces… They are sharing the baby license I think. Now my bed is either gonna be static-free or I am going to have a suboptimal experience later. “You could check right now” well you see I have to clean up a mess because Lumen recently learned psychic and has decided to become an interior decorator. Due to not having much practice this has resulted in many items on the floor. Nothing has broken at least…

#ruthrambles #rotomblr #pkmn irl #but I digress at least this situation is cute even if I just needed local little guy to be entertained off the floor #the zap duo are enamored by the colors and shapes #makes me wonder how old Kazoo actually is #definitely fairly young but it’s a question of just how young #maybe he was so friendly even as a wild Joltik because he simply did not know what was going on #though that raises the additional question of where he came from #does our yard just spawn babies? is that why Cheerio was in the trash #i haven’t heard of other nearby folks even seeing Meltans around here so… #My talk tag is ruthrambles because I ramble in the tags