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yoursghouly · 8 months

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Source: SatanGuy_2020

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blackbackedjackal · 9 months

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As a Gévaudan Lycan, June’s design is supposed to give off an unknowable and melancholy energy.

Gévaudan Lycans are mimics, and their emotions alter their form, especially if they have little to no control of themselves when they shift.

The way June was changed into a lycan and her experience during first shift were extremely traumatic, and over time, her lycan form reflected her feelings of loss and self-loathing. She fronts as this charming and confident woman, while holding back her deeper emotions that eventually leached into the form that reflects her true self.

Fear, sadness, loss, and rage all mixed into this one entity she cannot control. Once a month, she's forced into facing all of those emotions, reliving that trauma again and again for nearly 30 years.

#so when people say they like her design #it makes me so so happy #I put lot of thought into it #as I really wanted to reflect a top very near and dear to my heart #which is the lack of access and resources for black women (especially queer black women) for mental health #there's this kind of cultural thing #where your hairstylist is also your therapist #and June’s design and lore is a reference to that culture #all these hardworking women in the community who will just be TALKING about their experiences at hair salons #it's cathartic but also like #it happens because of how little professional help is available and accessible for the community #anyway June is a big sad cryptid werewolf and needs to not be sad :[#she can still be a big cryptid werewolf but she needs lycantherapy #june kingston #strawberry moon

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chasingthestarss · 29 days

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Jealousy Jealousy

Just a little short thing I wrote because I wanted jealous James. It's really just a bunch of dialogue but enjoy!

Words: 955

Barty Crouch Junior was a problem.

A big problem.

The biggest problem James had ever had.

He kind of wanted to kill the guy.

James had never felt so violent as he did watching Barty lean in and whisper into Regulus’ ear.

He wanted to rip out Barty’s throat when Regulus laughed at whatever Barty whispered into his ear.

James knew he had no right to feel that way. He had no reason to want Regulus to not go near Barty. They were friends and James didn’t have any claim to Regulus. It wasn’t like Regulus was his boyfriend. And if he was James’ boyfriend, James wouldn’t have the right to tell him how to act with his friends.

He was out of his seat in seconds when Barty's hand settled on Regulus’ waist, like it belonged there or something. James wanted to cut his fucking hand off. Maybe then he would quit touching Regulus. Maybe then he would leave Regulus the fuck alone.

“Something wrong, pretty boy?” Barty smirked when James reached them.

What was he gonna do? Tell Barty to stop talking to his friend? Really why did he even walk over? What could he do other than observe violently.

“I need to talk to Regulus,” James said shortly, not giving Barty any attention.

Barty smirked. Of course he did. When was he not smirking at James? Like he knew something that James didn’t. It pissed him off.

“We’re busy,” Barty smiled at James and waved him off like some sort of child.

James wanted Barty to never talk again. Maybe he just wanted to rip out the boys vocal chords so he couldn’t whisper things in Regulus’ ear. Speaking of, that is what Barty was doing now, once more.

“Do you have a problem, Potter?” Evan chimed in as he watched James silently seethe over Barty and Regulus’ closeness.

Evan Rosier was also a problem. He was always talking to Regulus. He was always with Regulus. Why did everyone always have to be with Regulus? Why couldn’t they just leave him alone.

“No, of course not,” James muttered and stormed off to go find Sirius. Sirius needed to get Regulus away from those fucking Slytherins or James was going to rip their heads off. He couldn’t risk getting expelled.

Sirius was found lounging in Remus’ lap, talking to Marlene about something that James didn’t care about. Right now he needed his best friends.

“You okay, Prongs? You look pissed,” Remus asked, then looked behind James and laughed. “Oh, I see. Sirius, you're needed for Regulus retrieval.”

“Oh my god, just tell him you're jealous and quit bringing me into this shit!” Sirius groaned.

James may have done this more than once. But Regulus’ friends were just so handsy. Sirius was always able to get Regulus away, so James just went to him.

“Pads, please!” James whined.

“No, figure it out. Moony time,” Sirius denied as he leaned forward to place kisses on Remus’ neck.

James grumbled but walked away and sat back in his old spot. Silently seething as he watched Regulus lean into Evan, while Barty talked about something.

He lasted longer than he thought he would.

Maybe five minutes. (thirty seconds)

But then Barty Crouch Junior leaned in and kissed Regulus’ cheek and James lost it.

James stormed over, definitely shoving people as he did so. He ripped Barty away and grabbed Regulus’ arm.

“Sirius needs you,” James spoke sharply, glaring at Barty.

“Does he? I don’t see him around,” Regulus smirked up at James, his eyes twinkling with something akin to mischief.

“He does, come on,” James tugged Regulus’ arm a little, trying to get the younger boy to stand.

“I’ll wait for him to come get me. You can go tell him that. I’ll just hang out here with my friends,” Regulus retorted, shoving James’ hand off him.

“No! You can’t stay with them,” James replied.

“Why's that?” Regulus asked.

James froze. He looked at Regulus, really looked at him and saw it. Regulus was going this on purpose. He was definitely doing this on purpose. There was no way he was just being this antagonizing and mischievous for no reason. How many times had he made James jealous on purpose.

James spun to Barty and saw that he was also smirking at James. Evan too. So they all knew what they were doing. They just didn’t care.

“You were doing it on purpose?” James asked.

“Doing what on purpose, Jaime?” Regulus tilted his head in mock confusion.

“I wanted to cut your buddies hand off. What would you have done if I had done it? Would you have felt guilty? Would you feel remorse?” James questioned, leaning close enough that his breath could probably be felt on Regulus’ cheek.

“I’d probably feel turned on, actually,” Regulus challenged

“Oh yeah?” James taunted.

“What can I say? You’re hot when you’re jealous. So are you going to act now or keep seething in your little chair? Because I’ve been waiting for you to do something. I'm tired of waiting for Jamie. I have other options, Barty for example," Regulus gestured vaguely in Barty’s direction.

“Hell yeah!” Barty agreed moving towards Regulus.

“No.” James snarled, turning to him furiously.

“I told you it was hot,” Regulus chimes. James is sure if he was talking to him or Barty but he doesn’t care.

“Come on, let me show you how hot jealousy can be,” James pulled Regulus a little gesturing toward his dorm room with his head.

“Jealousy sex! Jealousy sex! Jealousy sex!” Barty cheered in the background.

“Shut up Barty,” Evan groaned.

James may hate Barty Crouch Junior, but that was some of the best sex he had had.

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nabwastaken · 3 months

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the best starkid couple

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fagexe · 1 year

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Shot in 2007 by Kenji Kubo for Rockin’ On Japan

#my sweet boys #i love this stupid band so much #they're like little fancy bugs to me here<3 #just doing bug things and chillin with some flowers #photoshoot #of all time #ray toro #frank iero #gerard way #2007 #black parade era #you must felix your heart #my chemical romance #mcr

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skydrag0n · 6 months

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If no one else will make Tim Drake mall goth or grunge then I will, i’ll also take him being emo

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recurring-polynya · 21 days

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i want the boots rukia is wearing in this color spread more than anything

#rukia kuchiki #it is a truth universally acknowledged that Kubo sure can design an outfit but the shoes he comes up with #are in some entirely separate dimension of coolness #there are different color versions of this floating around online where they are brown instead of black which i think i like better #but those were cropped so you could only see one of her feet #if *i* had colored them i would have made them a little more colorful #and thanks to the magic of art being available to all humans i can and PERHAPS I WILL #not me trying to figure out if this is the same outfit she had in the ska ending #it is similar but it IS NOT she had a cardigan there instead of this wicked leather jacket and no cute scarf and most importantly NO BOOTS #btw there is some sort of poem floating between chad and tatsuki you can't read it but in one of the hi res versions i found you can #it says: beatnix 5506 humble-rumble on the road o the middle earth in my heart crush beat #the rest is cut off but says something like 'the man of the [something] colored'#what in the southern fried tom bombadil is that supposed to be???#also ichigo has TWO wallet chains and cargo pants to nowhere. why. why kubo.

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worri-wort · 4 months

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A belated Happy New Year from Harley and Dinah!!! (and me) [[Harley design by @eedaeth btw!! check him out]] This took a couple of days to actually finish but I'm so fucking proud of how it came out. New Year's resolution is to genuine make more art and post more in general. Buckle up folks, I'm gonna be more deranged and more vocal than ever!! I hope everyone had a good New Years and that 2024 is treating them kindly so far!!

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tutumydear · 9 months

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Shipping these pins out today! 🖤

This is the most fun part of selling anything. I'm so excited to use my stationary and washi tape it's not even funny. And to use some feathers along with bubblewrap as cushioning! :0c

#princess tutu #princess tutu merch #princess tutu fanmerch #princess tutu enamel pin #all the red black and gold makes my little emo heart go AHHHH

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isthoughts · 6 months

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Regulus, Evan and Barty are such a fucked up trio. I'm exploring them a bit more, and there is so much resentment in here. They all need someone so bad, and they are awful for each other. They don't understand one another, and yet they are the only ones willing to listen. They are so codependent, especially Evan and Barty. They are best friends and they hurt each other so badly, accidentally and purposefully. They hate each other a little bit. They love each other a lot. They say neither, they feel both, even if they don't mean it.

Such wretched, ugly, desperate children curling up together to stay warm.

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hammerbacks · 1 month

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lazenby!bond + tvtropes.

#userfilm #uservintage #filmtvcentral #adaptationsdaily #filmgifs #userthing #james bond #007 #george lazenby #on her majesty's secret service #ohmss #any time i have to gif the scene the last one's from my heart breaks a little bit more #i love this film so so much #they really did the book justice #lazenby is a very close second favourite bond to dalts for me #how did i only find out through the tvtropes page here that he's got a black belt in TWO martial arts?#and to top it all off was one of bruce lee's sparring partners?!

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write-it-motherfuckers · 10 months

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Sorry for the absence over the last few days Darling ones, I should be back tomorrow. The technical issue was thankfully dealt with yesterday, but I also had some personal drama happen around the same time, which I am unfortunately still in the process of dealing with.

Please continue to be patient with me and make sure you remember to take care of yourselves both in the mental and the physical sense <3

#mod speaks #sometimes emojis don't work for some reason on my phone. Which is why I don't always leave my usual little black heart at the end #doesn't mean I'm not still sending you all my love <3

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murderoushagthesequel · 11 months

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Cats and Lemonade

from @jegulus-microfic's prompt, swim (359 words)

i had to make today's extra cute and sweet because apparently beo's will be devastating and y'all deserve something to combat that <3. so have some baby jeggy! i'm picturing them being about 6 and 7 here!

“Reggie! You made it!” James stumbles across the grass to meet his friend by the fence.

The Blacks and the Potters have long since lived next door to each other, but for reasons James can’t understand, the Blacks haven’t allowed their children to get anywhere near James. It makes him sad.

But one day, a little boy with curly raven coloured hair and a face spotted with freckles found his way through a hole in the fence, skinny as he was, and he and James became instant friends. James would spend every day with Reggie if he could. He never wants to be away from him. Unfortunately, Reggie’s parents are still strict and mean and the time they get to spend together is limited.

Luckily, it’s the summer right now, so neither of them have school to worry about, and Reggie’s parents are still busy with work. Today, Reggie’s snuck over to play in the pool with James and James has been excited about it all week. He got his mom to make them lemonade and waited with the cat for Reggie to arrive (Reggie loves cats, he told James himself).

Back to the present, Reggie smiles widely at James and immediately falls to the ground to play with the cat. James quickly snatches the cat away (a bit jealous of the attention he was getting) and brings Reggie over to his little set up. Reggie is overjoyed by the lemonade as apparently his mom doesn’t let him have sugary drinks, which just seems cruel to James, and the two of them splash and swim around in the pool all day.

When they’re all tired out, they lie down on some towels and Reggie tells James all about the sky. James sits and listens, fascinated and relishes in all the time he can spend with his Reggie until he has to go back home again. James wishes he could just steal Reggie away and stay with him forever, but he supposes what they can do now is good enough if it’s all they can have. One day, Reggie will run away, and James knows they’ll never be apart again.