#will im sorry i every doubted you

[culiehua]

"you will live to see man-made horrors beyond your comprehension" not Will Herondale, my man just noped out of existence before this apocalypse

#sometimes i think haha will youre so funny #but then i see a picture of howard duck and im just like. i get it #why in the godsdamed FUXKDS is it smouldering #?????????? #pay the damages for my pain and suffering #will herondale #the infernal devices #cassandra clare #the last hours #james herondale #jace herondale #the shadowhunter chronicles #the mortal instruments #i thought of marvel's what if again and it made me physically shudder #what the FUCK is quak-fu #i hate this guy #will im sorry i every doubted you

[highbloodxiii]

"I'm officially done with the jjk manga"

"Gege has gone too far this time"

"I'm dropping the series after this."

Alright, bye bitch, be sure let Kenny body snatch you on the way

#jjk #jujutsu gojo #jujutsu kaisen #jjk 261 #jujutsu yuta #yuta okkotsu #gojo satoru #kenjaku #yuji itadori #sukuna #im sorry #but if youre gonna leave #just do it #you fucks say this shit every time #either leave or actually contribute to the conversation #then again #I doubt yall can

[thepringlesofblood]

I KNEW IT I FUCKING KNEW IT FIG MY BELOVED I WAS ALWAYS ON YOUR SIDE FUCK HIM FUCK HIM FUCK HIM JUSTICE AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!

#dimension 20 #d20 #dimension 20 spoilers #d20 spoilers #FHJY #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fantasy high junior year spoilers #original post #fr fr the feeling i felt when that clip from fhsy played on the walls was a level of vindication i didn't know i could feel #FUCK yes im sorry for ever doubting you brennan #i'm going to shoot every marvel executive in the head #predicting a plot twist and then watching it happen is so fucking satisfying #fucking christ i forgot how good it feels to be right

[etchedstars]

the paladin & the cleric

made for day 1 of @bylerweek2023 !!

#ok im sorry i tried . #i didnt plan on making this okay in my defense #i have history notes im procrastinating on can you blame me #every time i go to type paladin i say palading #its a good thing i dont do cleradin ever bc if i did i doubt id make it out alive #anyways. #byler week 2023 #byler #cleradin #stranger things #i have looked at these words far too many times off to do other incomprehensible history things Goodbye ! #byler web weaving

[certifiedbi]

HE STAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#IM SORRY LITTLE FRENCH MAN FOR EVERY DOUBTING YOU #oooooooh there are going to be many people that dont like this but guess what? i do #fabio quartararo #motogp

[skrs-cats]

have you read the lion blaze self harm scene? kinda sh ig he basically lets …ratscar i think like scratch him up bad by holding his powers back. interesting to me what’re ur thoughts? (idk if that’s the right definition, i’ve always defined it as having someone/yourself injure your body with the intent to hurt) sorry if this is a downer, i just know your a lion blaze enthusiast and wanted to know your thoughts

ohhh yes i do actually. its one of the few scenes i remember better bc i actually own the book where it happened.

to elaborate on the scene more, it happens after he has an argument with cinderheart, who claims they shouldnt be together since he's part of the prophecy, how his destiny is to save the clans (and coincidentally not get hurt) and them being mates would only be distractions

lion's rebuttal? instigate a fight w a patrol near the shadowclan border, disallow himself to fight back, and force the wounds to get inflicted on his body, as a show that he CAN choose to get hurt. that he CAN choose what kind of 'destiny' he should have. ive put my own thoughts about it under read more bc this got long (unsurprisingly jkhasdkjfhd)

i spent like a solid few minutes re-reading the chapter to gather my thoughts on it LOL i remember not thinking much about it when i was a kid, but i think its interesting to analyze now!

what was attempted to be written, at least, piques me bc its about lion trying to prove that they can exist outside of the narrative the prophecy has given them. which is funnily ironic, since the start of the chapter is of him having self doubts regarding saving the clans when they found out theres a fourth cat, how that basically means that the three of them wouldnt be enough, how his destiny might have changed. reading this chapter just gave me a new can of brainworms but ill try not to delve into it too much bc its gonna get way messier LMAOOO

to go back to lion purposely getting himself hurt, i dont think he's the type of person who would do that for the sake of it, unless as a really dumb way to prove a point. but it makes me think he really doesnt have much of a care of whether he'd get hurt or not. a severe lack of self-preservation, and all that. cats back at camp react to his wounds w all around shock, he's herded into the med den all the while he acts like he'll be fine. i dunno if the shock from the cats is just bc theyre just so used to seeing him NOT hurt, or if his wounds were really that bad. but either or both still pretty much gives me a lot to think about. homeboy doesnt know the limits of his body, and that makes for interesting scenarios of how he manages to deal w that after losing his powers

#but afterward getting hurt on purpose #no ones really happy about it moreover cinderheart #firestar even yells at him about how he should have not let it happen #how he SHOULD win every battle bc thats his destiny #which WOW. ok i forgor about that #kinda messed up how that implies that the prophecy mattered more than lions own physical well-being #its. really interesting just reading these chapters again #even moreso at the last bit of it where jay cant even get mad at him #how he voices his own self doubts. switching back to lion's at the start. where the prophecy may not mean they are more powerful #but are only starclans last desperate hope #and what the hell are you supposed to feel when the lives of these cats suddenly start to weigh on your conscience. clanmates and enemy ali #reading it over.... yeah i really wish they could have expanded on this anxiety more #ask #i love rambling way too much im so sorry TOT

[19871997]

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#prefacing this w ik in fanfiction they're all just our little barbie dolls we're making kiss and it doesnt matter whatsoever but like Do you #understand how much love and respect and loyalty there is between connor and leon irl #like in connors nhlpa ama he immediately no question said that leon's the nhler who knows him best + that he's spent his entire professiona #career w him. whenever leon's asked what he thinks of connor the first sentance out his mouth is 'you [the media] know. he knows' and then #he carries on talking about how he's the best player in the world + connor never hesitates to return the sentiment #and between the two of them it's not sentiments they sau it like its fact bc it is #and their whole 'cup or bust' thing every analyst and their mother have taken it as a 'they're going to win in edmonton or not at all' in t #e sense that they want to stay in edmonton n stay together <- like not even in an insane person edmonton polycule type of way in the they'r #the best players in the world and have insane chemistry on the ice and are eachother's best friends type of way #like a reason why their pp is so lethal is bc those two on a line + the other team down yeah ofc thats going to be automatic #and leon saying that their best beats anyone else's best no doubt and connor talking about building the team from the ground up like leon w #s there when they got boo'd off the ice in 2014 he was a part of building the team that's thier damn team and in turn the sheer amount of #respect the rest of the team have for them and they have for the rest of the team and the trust that while they're the best players they #don't have to play for all of them n that's part of thier whole like. our fourth line stands up to any other first line rock solid belief #like and ofc thier on ice hugs and lockerroom hugs and that moment in the sportsnet knee injury doc and how they mention that they're best #friends whenever theyre asked and how their gf's are also best friends and also their damn dogs #NOT TO MENTION. he's my ride or die. im really lucky our paths crossed here in edmonton. as a friend it was really tough to watch that #<- leon's insane 2022 playoff run on a broken ankle #and the way leon's been dubbed the german gretzky and connor's been the next next one since he was 15 and the way they have such a solid #control of the lockerroom together and i dont know if they've ever said conflicting things to the media and how they've said that they push #eachother to be better (connor saying that leon told him to score more) #and their little taps throughout their season and bringing back their team from the dead and leon being the one to make connor laugh in #pressers and on the bench #ALL TO SAY. like i am a mc.matt.drai enjoyer in the threesome/winners room/asg/2997 are actually quite abnormal about eachother and matthew #has never been normal about anything in his life and this might be fun. kinda way #but 2997 are soulbonded in ways quite possibly none of us will ever be able to truly understand #<- also i do mean this genuinely like they're not normal people but both of them are not normal #SORRY FOR RAMBLING. i just wish there was better written fanfiction. #<- wish to be the change you see in the world innit tho #so funny to me how the eh is just canadian innit.

[nordicbananas]

if we were dating expect for my hand to reach out for yours, constantly seeking to link your pinky with mine. I manspread often but I'd fix that js so you can lay your head in my lap after a hard day. id listen while you rant about whatever's on you mind until we both eventually fall asleep after being silly <3

(you'll never guess who this is (maybe))

you don't understand im so wild about hand holding. i love it so much <3 <3 <3

HAHAHAH REAL wait <33 hehehhe <333 that's so sweet :}

bro. I dothat with twiggles sometimes where we call over discord and they just let me rant and we watch stuff and i show them music and it's. an amazing feeling. we usually do it at the end of the day too so then i go to sleep feeling all warm and fuzzy <33

i also do that with a person named kita... you wouldn't happen to know them? hm.... (no but fr. talking to twiggles or kita at the end of the day <33 best thing ever.)

#it was the “js” that convinced me who it was!!!! #<333 #and also that I just reblogged this haha #being like. really intense with someone and then calm in quick succession is an incomparable feeling. #like. you love me at my loudest and quietest. and you love me at my highest and lowest. and you love me during every step of the way #so i will 100% no doubt love you the same #ough... #bro if im wrong and this isn't kita sorry </3 #whoever this is (tho i really think it's kita..) I LOVE YOUUU!!! #and if it is kita hehehhrh >:))) #have u watched death note this is very important for something im gonna ask u soon. fufyzxfyfxy

[slitbudies]

why does he actually look extremely good???!?

#im sorry for doubting you could slay being blonde mr amazingphil #amazingphil #phil lester #(unrelated but every time i see or hear phil lester my mind immediately goes to phil lester you're a genius!)

[ssreeder]

how are we feeling about the new netflix adaptation of avatar??!!!!!!!!!!!! the zuko casting eats and swolzai is so cool to see actually translated well (although we will see how they treat the characters in this)

HEYYYYYYOOOOO!

The only thing I’m really looking forward to from the live action is being able to gossip about it with my mutuals. I don’t really have any other opinion, I mean… it looks cool! (Sokkas hair & zukos scar bother me but ehhhh what can I do?) But I’m an animation junky, I love my anime and my cartoons (bobs burgers beloved) so I don't particularly care for the “real people actors” taking over my cartoons but I’m totally chill about it honestly.

I will ABSOLUTELY be watching it and probably will form a more solid opinion after I actually watch the show.

#Omg I had to message a friend and ask who sowlozai was hahaha #I was like ummmm I don’t know this person #& they had to hold my hand and walk my old ass through it #But yeah! I guess I’m just not the kind of person who jumps to criticism #I mean don’t get me wrong I love a good gossip sesh #Don’t tempt me with a good time haha #I see a lot of effort being put into it so I want to give everyone who worked really hard to bring this show to life a chance #I can’t just tear apart all their hard work from a few photos and a couple trailers #I know it won’t be close to the original but it might be good #I heard the one piece live action was good #Idk I’m watching one piece currently so I haven’t seen the live action but ahhh luffy is so awesome haha #Again this show could be a dumpster fire but can it be worse than the first live action movie….? I think not #*points at friend who actually likes the live action movie* HAHAHA I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE #poor dads still waiting for book two hahaha #Sorry sorry I love you don’t be mad <3 #Ok well COME SCREAM AT ME WHEN YOU WATCH IT AND ILL YELL BACK!!!!!!! #& yeah they had no business making ozai look that offical… damn it live action CUT IT OUT #& im sorry but iroh is the most iroh looking iroh i could have imagined and i giggle every time i see him #But i will take jabs that Netflix threw all that money at the show and still always sunny did a burn scar on cricket 10000x better than zuk #Left eye paint job (i know it’s mean but i doubt anyone would have stopped watching if they would had added a little more realism to that…) #(They didn’t have to shave his brow but put some of that effect glue shit on it and plaster that sucker down #ONE EYE BROW ZUKO!!!!!!!!!!!! ) #& sokkas jet black hair with his front poof is just …. Damn it I think it’s actually stupidly canon for them to fuck up sokkas character #THIS MUCH - but again… maybe he’ll pull it off idk I JUST DONT KNOW #The girls are perfect & fuck it when azula picked up a bow #The first thing I thought was that fucking Annie song #“Anything you can do I can do better I can do anything better than you” #Zuko works tirelessly to master his weapon #Azula picks up a bow and laughs ‘silly zuzu weapons as child’s play’ *proceeds to hit a bullseye with no effort* #BECAUSE WHY THE FUCK NOT

[sydmarch]

post: simply acknowledges the realities of canon

dumbasses: SHUT THE FUCK UP!! DO YOU HATE IT WHEN PEOPLE HAVE FUN???

#heres rhe vague post you said you knew was gonna be made calling you a dumbass!!! #im consgantly seeing these stupid fucking replies & gettinf stupid fucking asks & im alwsys nice and giving people the benefit of the doubt #& kindly explaining things when really i have every right to be like hey wtf. well im fucking sick of it this is my arent you #tired of being nice dont you wsnt to go apeshit moment!!! (specific parts of) de fandon grow a brain challenge!!!!! #sorry im like not usually mean on here but im just fucking at my wits end from small stupid thing after small stupid thing rn #texticles

[clownsnake]

dokja doing his best time and time again to help junghyeok with regressor depression…. I see the sauce being cooked here

#it’s gay sauce #for gay people. #going post #Orv #tbh dokja I think you should just tell junghyeok everything at this point. not for gay reasons but to make things easier #these two work rlly well together when junghyeok isn’t trying to kill dokja imagine how they’d be if they were fully on the same page too #every day there’s a new fuckin dokkaebi. where do they keep getting these guys #and why do they keep getting cuntier #A THANOS SNAP??? #choosing between a thanos snap and killing the strongest incarnation. alright everyone time to speed up on the killing nirvana thing I gues #Junghyeok relying on the predictability of knowing everything…. You can take the man out of the timeloop but you can’t take the timeloop ou #of the man #(I know he’s not out of his regressions but sh) #‘I can’t think of a way to correct this’ junghyeok aren’t you supposed to be smart? Stop being stupid #dokja gets me. that’s why he’s also a reader #Ohhh okay we’re having a Big Talk now. good job dokja #‘But the real problem is when you’ve finally managed to save the world’ THATS WHAT IM SAYING!!!!! DOKJA GETS ME #YOU CAN TAKE THE MAN OUT OF THE TIMELOOP BUT YOU CANT TAKE THE TIMELOOP OUT OF THE MAN! #unless junghyeok kicks his regressor’s depression in the ass and learns not to rely on knowing future scenarios so much. #and they’re on a rooftop…. The symsbsnolismm…. #Oh wait dokja’s making a different point #ah. ptsd. #well that’s part of my argument I guess #Ohhhhh I love dokja getting to be a prophet rn. and junghyeok realizing he’s onto some shit #‘This world you’re about to abandon could be the only world where you can live to see it end as a human being’ OOOOF. OOF. #that’s heavy #Anyway time for comic relief. sorry Uriel but no gay sex yet #‘Who’s the strongest incarnation?’ Junghyeok: no doubt it’s me #………………………………. #DOKJA IS ALSO CONSIDERING HIMSELF THE STRONGEST?? GUYS

[ruffgem]

Lowkey crazy how it took me 6 months to ACTUALLY figure out my senior thesis project and now I only have 2 months to make six 30” x 30” paintings but it’s okay. but also I’m waiting for my supplies because I had to order them thru the school so I could use my grant money so that it wouldn’t effect my financial aid (?) even tho everyone else just got their grants directly deposited into their accounts. but it’s okay

#this whoooole semester I’ve been getting fucked over simply by not having the money for shit lol #but it’s fine I’m gonna slay so hard in the end everyone’s gonna shit blood #then they’re gonna say Chloe im sorry I doubted u and made u want to kys every single day #and I will say it’s ok you are forgiven #Jk I don’t think anyone is doubting me irl I just imagine that everyone hates me all the time in my head because im awesome…..

[juupitrr]

suitcases man / vent

my sister came back from uni and moved back into her and i's room - which for the past 4-ish years has been mostly just /my/ room with her bed still in it for when she came over on holidays or moving between the uni years - and that meant she brought all her stuff with her and I had to move my stuff to make space.

I didn't realize it also meant moving my clothes and where i put them; like the suitcase I keep under her bed specifically at the far left end of it placed so I can pull it out, zip it open and take out the only 3 items that are in that suitcase, my black skater skirt, those black ankle socks I brought to kosov and never wore so keep there just incase, and that one corset top that came a day late than when I needed it.

When my dad helped her put her suitcases under her bed, they initially had to take out /my/ suitcase to make space for it then when they realized they had extra space, put my suitcase back in. In the far right side of the bed.

When my dad left I immediately went to it and fixed it and corrected it and my sister was looking at me weirdly "you're acting kinda ocd" "this is very ocd of you" and it annoyed me a lot because it was only recently that I've been comfortable with saying I have ADHD and she knew this and I thought the suitcase thing was another me or ADHD or both thing, so her naming it as something else just. it annoyed me. because I thought I finally had a kind of guide as to what certain things were and why. then in comes this whole new term id never considered that i now have to give a guest room in my head cuz now its circling in my thoughts a little in the back of my mind.

idk man just like, knowing what kind of neurodivergent u are is so fucking tough sometimes man, like why cant it be like the sorting hat or smn and it just tells u

#just sick of this imposter syndrome im having with my adhd #like? im sick of second doubting everytime i gain a new level of confidence in my symptoms and self diagnosis. #i cant wait ~2 years for cahms to call me and say “hey u were right it IS adhd gj champ” and just let myself sit in puzzled confusion like #i KNOW it's not good to self diagnose without proper research #but ive tried. ive tried to do the research i can without becoming obsessed and self fulfilling and spiraling too much. #and i cant just sit back while ppl r like “you do this that this this and that. wtf r u.” #and i have to be like “idk i cant tell u bcs tiktok told me im hellspawn and ablist if i try find out” #nah fuck that #fuck ppl who try and have that mindset abt people who KNOW they have something and NEED to know because if they dont they will scream #bcs man i WANT TO SCREAM EVERY DAYY and i have a BIG OL HUNK abt what I have. #and its a FUCKING SUITCASE. ITS A SUITCASE. AND ITS A GIANT LAWN CHAIR WITH ALL MY CLOTHES ON IT. #because I cant put it in the boxes my mum got me or else i will have a panic attack because its not right and i will cry and bawl again #ok im done #vixen speaks #juup talks #juupitrr talks #vent #personal vent #adhd vent #sorry lol #btw i dont have anything against my sister. these are just my feelings.

[risingsunresistance]

ugh

#vent/rant ahead i just wanna say stuff: #forcing myself to draw for my friends and post content for my friends and keep Being Active just for other ppl is wearing me out #i WANT to continue to be a part of the community but. man this sucks fkjdhsg #it's entirely my fault. the situations i've put myself in that i dont wanna make public #(not just stuff related to art and content motivation but also Oops i Upset A Friend And Feel Horrible) #but it still sucks even if it is my fault #idk man im just running out of stuff to care about. everything is getting worse 🧍 #i'm sure i'll be here every once in a while but will i ever post a full drawing again? great question #clips? very very rarely #actual content? not likely #i have like. one thing i wanna post about at christmas (i know one of my gifts already). besides that uhhhhhhhh i've got nothing #might have one drawing/sketch for december but that's very up in the air #if you know my priv and wanna request go ahead. im always active there and that wont change unless twitter explodes #even if you've requested before and aren't in it now you can request again. i'll try to be more lenient with it (again this is my fault) #i doubt i could ever make myself straight up abandon this blog. i'll continue to answer asks and ramble when i want to #but forcing myself to be a Content Provider sucks. it's not working. i'm still sad. he's still dead. my friends are leaving. #i'm not gonna have anyone left by this time next year it'll just be me and the void lmao #too nervous to follow anyone new. too nervous to talk the friends i already have. cant hold a conversation to save my life #this is why i have like... 3 friends here (i think we're friends). sorry i never talk to you guys it's just Difficult :/ #and it's not getting any easier. not since june/july ! #all goat knows is talk about skyblock (getting harder to do). post link to song. and make 50 more non-rebloggable posts #chat #come back later #(to delete probably idk) #now the real question: is this all related to [current issues causing mood swings] or is this something that's been building since june #we'll see i guess #i could be fine a month or so from now. or tomorrow. or all the way in the summer. who knows #*attaches a picture of techno to make this seem slightly less miserable* jkfhdkg #i hate there being like 2000 people here. nearly 3000 i think. idk #i want to talk and rant without feeling like im making the world's worst apology video KJFDHKG i dont like having so many eyes on me

[fungi-maestro]

I always think Vic should be buff he's the kind of man who works out when his angry

Good point. He is often angry. I forget that he does a lot of actual working out and isn't just doing intense contortionist meditation all the time.

I tried so hard just now to find that panel where Vic is like.... In some kind of fully upside down pose, asleep. I could not for the life of me figure out where I had seen it. It's in the 80s question run.... Beyond that, I'm not sure.

Anyway it sent me down a deep dive of Vic's habit of "going inside". Here's a couple of images that are vaguely related to that.

When I do a reread of the 80s run, I think I'll compile a bunch of these. That's on my to-do list.

#seal.txt #ask #timdrakessweatyhands #having an anxiety fueled insomnia moment.... maybe I should try this. i guess it would probably just be me falling asleep at this point #sorry to avoid the question('s body as a topic of conversation) #i agree though i do think he would have some muscle on him #i doubt be would be as grotesquely veiny as they like to draw him sometimes though. more lithe like a dancer. #a dancer that could beat the crap out of you. muscled in that way. #book club #the question #vic sage #dc comics #comics #cowen gets it just right in thr 80s run #maybe im just subconsciously comparing every question to that. trust me. the tanktop look is burned into my memory. #permanently. #🫠