#why is this so scary

[howdoidothiss-blog]

Guys this is so scary to me but I officially posted my first fic on ao3 🫣🤭 here’s the description

“Morgause forces Merlin to choose between his secrets and Arthur’s life when Merlin and Arthur are bound by secrets magic. This spell has only two possible outcomes: be broken by the confessions of both Merlin and Arthur’s deepest secrets, or kill them at sunrise. (Spell based on The Magicians secrets magic ritual in 1x06, but no knowledge of the magicians required!!)”

If that interests u check it out or something idk this is so scary to me 👹 why am I sweating

Also s/o to my little sister for COOKING 🧑‍🍳 Bringing up this ep of the magicians when we were talking about merthur

#bbc merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #the magicians #love confessions #secrets #ao3 #secret revealed #i feel so vulnerable #why is this so scary #they’re so in love #it had to be done #also watch the magicians it’s life changing even if it’s not that relavent to this fic

[barissoffee]

Hunter and Wrecker are literally in the upside down 😭

#mine #tbb spoilers #tbb #the bad batch #why is this so scary

[ferretly]

you guys I'm GOING TO do this book club meeting tonight

I joined it like 3 weeks ago and was too scared to come to the last 2 meetings. agoraphobia & autistic social anxiety have been beating the hell out of me, but I'm going to DO IT THIS WEEK. going to be scared but DOING IT ANYWAY, RIGHT?

#[SCREAM] #no really pls send me any strength you can spare #HHHHRRGGHGHH #nan.text #why is this so scary

[navysealt4t]

so. hi. this never gets any easier !!!

#there is a Pit in my stomach!!! #why is this so scary #ough. sorry. #hi mutuals do u still like me. eh oh el.

[winedark]

ok i’m going to this class with the heartbeat of an actively hunted prey animal. and i will manage

#beehive whispers #WHY is this so scary #somehow it’s worse bc it’s on zoom 😭😭😭😭

[cheekilyineffable]

i choked- did a double take, and choked again

#tell me will #hannibal #hannibal crack #hannibal lecter #hannibal and will #hannibal fanart #im traumatized #mads mikkelsen #horror #why is this so scary #im cryinf #i dont want to look #but i cant stop looking #will #will graham #my therapist will be hearing about this

[babamxs]

I'm so unnerved. Why did they do my mans Bandit like that???

#bluey #muffin heeler #bandit heeler #oh my god im terrified for my life #why is this so scary #anyways #episode is S1 EP9 #Horsey Ride #at around minute 4 if youre interested

[iwillberunningfromdemons]

'My employers, the banking house of Valint and Balk, are not pleased with your line of investigation.'

Glokta's mind raced. 'My line of investigation into what?'

'Into the murder of Crown Prince Raynault.'

'That investigation is concluded. I assure you that I have no—'

'Speaking plainly, Superior, they know. It would be easier for you to assume that they know everything. They usually will. The murder has been solved, with impressive speed and competence, I may say. My employers are delighted with the results. The guilty man has been brought to justice. No one will benefit from your delving any deeper into this unfortunate business.'

That is speaking very plainly indeed. But why would Valint and Balk mind my questions? They gave me money to frustrate the Gurkish, now they seem to object to my investigating a Gurkish plot? It makes no sense… unless the killer did not come from the South at all. Unless Prince Raynault's murderers are much closer to home…

'There are some loose ends that need to be tied,' Glokta managed to mumble. 'There is no need for your employers to be angry—'

Mauthis took a step forward. His forehead was glistening with sweat, though the room was not hot. 'They are not angry, Superior. You could not have known that they would be displeased. Now you know. Were you to continue with this line of investigation, knowing that they are displeased… then they would be angry.' He leaned down towards Glokta and almost whispered. 'Please allow me to tell you, Superior, as one piece on the board to another. We do not want them angry.' There was a strange note in his voice. He does not threaten me. He pleads.

'Are you implying,' Glokta murmured, scarcely moving his lips, 'that they would inform Arch Lector Sult of their little gift to the defence of Dagoska?'

'That is the very least of what they would do.' Mauthis' expression was unmistakable. Fear. Fear, in that emotionless mask of a face. Something about it left a certain bitterness on Glokta's tongue, a certain coldness down his back, a certain tightness in his throat. It was a feeling he remembered, from long ago. It was the closest he had come to being afraid, himself, in a long time. They have me. Utterly and completely. I knew it when I signed. That was the price, and I had no choice but to pay.

Before They Are Hanged, by Joe Abercombie (The First Law #2)

#why is this so scary #before they are hanged #sand dan glokta #the first law #the first law trilogy #joe abercrombie #book quotes #grimdark #fantasy books

[thebumblingbee]

my last dose of birth control was 48 hours ago. the uterus is tingling. I am full of fear.

#I feel like i'm 10 years old again #why is this so scary

[textsiwishihadsomeonetosendto]

#text #texts #texts that i wish i had someone to send to #screenshot #photo #why is this so scary #why is job hunting so scary #I know I’m traumabonded with my coworkers #but still #I should be able to leave if needed but I can’t #😭😭😭 #trauma bond #toxic work #fear

[howdoidothiss-blog]

I was wondering if I could get a list of all your fandoms since I know you're in like at least three that I follow...??? (Please) ❤️

OMG WAIT I’m literally honored 🤭

This is about to be a really chaotic list 💀 here’s a look into my soul 🤠:

bbc Merlin, the Magicians, BatFam (all of them + Titans, YJ, Shazam (don’t laugh 🤡), general DC), white collar, agents of shield (and general marvel), community, stranger things, cobra Kai, teen wolf, ride the cyclone, it, OPLA (maybe the anime one day), criminal minds, psych, Lucifer

(I’m also a swiftie/ Conan gray/ Olivia Rodrigo/ Chappell Roan girlie but that’s kinda separate from this page)

Since I haven’t posted much I’m assuming ur referring to the magicians, Merlin, BatFam? If so dude PLSSSS give me recommendations bc those are like my top 3 rn and outside my sister I’ve never met anyone else in all 3 fandoms 🗣🫣👹

all Recs are always welcome tbh pls pull me into new fandoms

#chaos #my actual soul #Queliot I love you #Merthur is altering my brain as we speak #unnormalaboutalltherobins #pls dont judge me #pookies #why is this so scary #i feel so vulnerable #i once found a place building called fitzsimmons and I’ve never been the same #i think I’m one of 3 Shazam stans in the world maybe #white collar has stuck with me for a literal decade #show recommendations #the magicians #bbc merlin #white collar #dc comics #batfam #shazam #agents of shield

[girlscience]

aaaaaa I just the most terrifying email of my life I was just chillin and now I am suffused with panic

#the professor talked with the grad students and now he wants to CALL ME #i don't know what he has to say #what if it's more interview stuff. what if he tells me they didn't like me. #I DONT KNOW WHAT IT WOULD BE AND I AM SO NERVOUS NOW #I told him I could talk anytime from 11 until the evening #but idk if he'll call at 11 or later and now I am going to be hyped on adrenaline until I get the call #I am actually shaking now #WHY IS THIS SO SCARY #like I'm hoping he'll just be like 'I wanted to let you know personally that you are accepted into our program' #BUT WHAT IF THATS NOT IT 😭😭😭 #his email was so ominous

[herd-reject-arts]

So I'm leaving work and something darts in front of me, maybe 10ft away, too fast for me to see what it is. Peek around the tree blocking my path and I see this

Just like... a whole ass hawk. Dude's gotta be about 1.5ft tall. Massive fucking bird. And it's just staring me straight in my soul like this, even as I try to move ahead. It didn't budge. And there's only this path back to my car unless I want to walk on a busy highway. So I have the option of Death By Raptor or Death By Truck.

So I walk in the poison ivy filled patch off the sidewalk. Guy still isn't moving. Still staring me directly in the eyes. And I do this thing when animals are behaving strangely where I'll talk to them, so I'm just like, "Hey, man. I don't know you. You don't know me. This feels really threatening. I'm just trying to get to my car, dude. Can I get some space please? You're a big fucking bird. I see those claws. You could kill me right now, but I'd appreciate if you didn't, ok?"

It didn't move until I was about 2ft away. Again: I'm as far from it as I can be without walking into the street. It clearly wasn't going to budge. I walk past, thing flies up (silent, btw. Scary) and lands on a brick wall a little further ahead

Anyway. Weird guy. Nearly shit my pants when I noticed a bird big enough to carry off a fully grown cat was just... there, staring me in the face, unwilling to move away from me, a human, something it should see as a threat. I watched behind me the whole rest of the way to my car, just in case this bird decided to help me shed this mortal coil. 10/10 experience. Super cool guy.

#not vc sorry #bird #birds #aves #raptor #hawk #red shouldered hawk #i think. might be wrong on that id #accipitriformes #birds of prey #honestly a really cool guy so close up #I'm happy i wasn't attacked. i would not want to fight a guy that big. #talons on this bird were huge. big scary. #I've never heard of large predatory birds just landing in front of people like that so i don't know what gives #it didn't catch any food or anything. just landed near me then stared me down. #I don't know a lot about bird behavior so i tried to not look back at it but still. #it also didn't look injured. seemed like a healthy bird #if anyone has any idea why this thing would act the way it did I'd love to know

[sleepysebris]

ml secret santa gift for @raindrops-on-the-roof ! ✨ sorry for being a week late i have this problem where i over-detail things that were meant to be simple. I wanted to do a silly lil love square comic and somehow get alya & nino in there, and at the time, elation was all i could think about! lol (this takes place in a reality where that was the last episode i watched) Thank you @mlsecretsanta for hosting such a cool event 💙

#mlss2k22 #miraculous ladybug #my art #ml elation #elation spoilers #dark cupid #love square #ladynoir #marichat #djwifi #adrienette #ml leak free #so real talk i actually forgot how to draw #i had to redraw the first couple of panels like five times #i really need to draw more it was very sad and scary #so yeah that's also why it took so long to finish LMAO #ive been looking at it for so long that i dont know if it's even remotely funny #my ml comics

[smokedcapybara]

Girl: brags about flirting with me, me flirting with her, no longer being single

Me: would it be too forward to ask if I can call her my girlfriend?

#I’m gonna ask #very nervous wish me luck #why is this so scary

[cheekilyineffable]

mom can you pick me up im scared

#hannibal #hannibal lecter #why is this so scary #this haunts me #help #please help #the second photo is #im cryinf #mom come pick me up i'm scared #hannibal and will #will #will graham #i have no words #hello nightmares