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And while we’re at it rip Quentin Coldwater you would have loved the Tortured Poets Department thinking about it makes me want to scream actually (queliot stans be careful with loml and I hate it here, ur feelings will be hurt!!!! 😁)

#the magicians #the tourtured poets department #taylor swift #quentincoldwaterdeservedbetter #quentin coldwater #queliot #loml #i hate it here

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Who gave Taylor the right to drop a Merlin song at 2am 🤨🤨🤨🤨 “THE PROPHECY” 🤨 I bet

YALL:

“Please

I've been on my knees

Change the prophecy

Don't want money

Just someone who wants company

Let it once be me

Who do I have to speak to?

About if they can redo

The prophecy?

But even statues crumble if they're made to wait

I'm so afraid I sealed my fate

No sign of soulmates

I'm just a paperweight

In shades of greige

Spendin' my last coin so someone will tell me

It'll be okay”

🕳🚶🏻‍♀️

#bbc merlin #merthur #the prophecy #taylor swift #the tourtured poets department #arthur pendragon #bbc Merlin finale #wtf #:( #it’s 4am and I’m going insane

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Guys this is so scary to me but I officially posted my first fic on ao3 🫣🤭 here’s the description

“Morgause forces Merlin to choose between his secrets and Arthur’s life when Merlin and Arthur are bound by secrets magic. This spell has only two possible outcomes: be broken by the confessions of both Merlin and Arthur’s deepest secrets, or kill them at sunrise. (Spell based on The Magicians secrets magic ritual in 1x06, but no knowledge of the magicians required!!)”

If that interests u check it out or something idk this is so scary to me 👹 why am I sweating

Also s/o to my little sister for COOKING 🧑‍🍳 Bringing up this ep of the magicians when we were talking about merthur

#bbc merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #the magicians #love confessions #secrets #ao3 #secret revealed #i feel so vulnerable #why is this so scary #they’re so in love #it had to be done #also watch the magicians it’s life changing even if it’s not that relavent to this fic

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I was wondering if I could get a list of all your fandoms since I know you're in like at least three that I follow...??? (Please) ❤️

OMG WAIT I’m literally honored 🤭

This is about to be a really chaotic list 💀 here’s a look into my soul 🤠:

bbc Merlin, the Magicians, BatFam (all of them + Titans, YJ, Shazam (don’t laugh 🤡), general DC), white collar, agents of shield (and general marvel), community, stranger things, cobra Kai, teen wolf, ride the cyclone, it, OPLA (maybe the anime one day), criminal minds, psych, Lucifer

(I’m also a swiftie/ Conan gray/ Olivia Rodrigo/ Chappell Roan girlie but that’s kinda separate from this page)

Since I haven’t posted much I’m assuming ur referring to the magicians, Merlin, BatFam? If so dude PLSSSS give me recommendations bc those are like my top 3 rn and outside my sister I’ve never met anyone else in all 3 fandoms 🗣🫣👹

all Recs are always welcome tbh pls pull me into new fandoms

#chaos #my actual soul #Queliot I love you #Merthur is altering my brain as we speak #unnormalaboutalltherobins #pls dont judge me #pookies #why is this so scary #i feel so vulnerable #i once found a place building called fitzsimmons and I’ve never been the same #i think I’m one of 3 Shazam stans in the world maybe #white collar has stuck with me for a literal decade #show recommendations #the magicians #bbc merlin #white collar #dc comics #batfam #shazam #agents of shield

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I’m on s3 of watching Merlin for the first time and when I tell y’all I am SO EXCITED to get to the knights of the round table 🤭🤭🤭 I’ve been getting FOMO every time I see them on this app

+Lancelot 🧎🏻‍♀️👹🫶 (slightly fearing for my life? But I need to see him again) +Gwaine is already SO iconic??? and I’ve only known him one episode

I’m giggling rolling around kicking my feet thinking about them

#bbc merlin #i love Lance I love him elot #merthur #knights of the round table #arthur pendragon #gwaine #lancelot #bbgs of the round table #fomo #Merlin season 3

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TO THE NEAL CAFFREY IS BATFAM ENJOYERS 🗣🗣🗣🚨🚨🚨🚨 u can now have Neal saying the word Gotham ur literally so welcome have fun on ao3

#white collar #neal caffrey #batfam #nealcaffreyisdickgrayson #nealcaffreyistimdrake #nealcaffreyisabatfammember #guyswhenitellyouiscreamed #my favorite ao3 niche #whitecollarbatfamcrossover #dick grayson #tim drake #jason todd #damian wayne

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Okay u literally COOKED 👩‍🍳🙇‍♀️ and I am a big fan of overthinking about freewill and destiny so this conversation is so interesting to me, but I’m also literally dying that BOTH 💀 responses to my post so far have ended with ‘but I just pretend the ending didn’t happen’ this show is gonna hurt me so bad 😭

Okay as a new Merlin fandom member (I only know about the ending through tumblr spoilers rn) but does the fandom actually believe that Arthur will come back one day, or does the ending kind of imply that the prophecy is wrong? The idea of Merlin literally waiting forever over a false hope/ prophecy is haunting me and I’m hoping I just wasn’t spoiled correctly

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PS logging back into this account that I haven’t used since 2019 is CRAZY bc I was really messaging people about The Magicians PRE-Season 4 finale airing and post 4x05. The hope. The joy. The optimism. I will never be able to get that back Quentin Coldwater u r literally in my heart forever what a horrible way to treat one of the most complex, relatable characters TV has seen

#the magicians #quentin coldwater #queliot #fuckfilloryforbeingsodisappointing #quentincoldwaterdeservedbetter

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Okay as a new Merlin fandom member (I only know about the ending through tumblr spoilers rn) but does the fandom actually believe that Arthur will come back one day, or does the ending kind of imply that the prophecy is wrong? The idea of Merlin literally waiting forever over a false hope/ prophecy is haunting me and I’m hoping I just wasn’t spoiled correctly

#bbc merlin #merthur #arthur pendragon #merlin #i cant stop thinking about it #theendingisgoingtoendme #anysongthatsayswaitmakesmefeelsicknow

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And if I were to say I’ve already written two queliot merthur crossoverish fics but didn’t post them bc I thought it was too niche 🫣👹 should I post them? 🤭

yeah i think i might have to break out the keyboard and start writing fanfic queliot and merthur ideas have been rattling around in here so loudly… truly a year in the making!

#bbc merlin #merthur #queliot #they make me insane #the magicians #quentin coldwater #Literallymademestartwritingfanfics

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So, this are those times where I just miss Quentin so much....and I know he is just a character but he was the only character that I feel related in so many ways, his ending destroyed me in a way I will never be able to explain, yeah I'm still missing him and I feel so dumb because he wasn't a real person, it was just a character but Idk, I guess I needed to share this emotion, I miss him all the time. I never recover from that, I never recommend the show and I really loved the show, I was never able to watch the last season. I miss him so much :( it's so unfair he never got a happy ending. And he deserved it....