#well at least I think so

[i-can-even-burn-salad]

*crawls out of doc covered in blood*

I am done.

#salad-txt #well at least I think so #nothing else planned and no time for a full reread #i had a bit little sleep those last days 😶 #excellent time management here #now to fall into bed #still have to set up posts and website entry and stuff #but the editing is (hopefully 😭) over #perhaps I'll even find the time to compare the word count between the povs #as a treat

[slutty-snape]

Really my only question is why the Apothecary Diaries intro is sung by Shakira? Honestly, wild

#this is a joke #well at least I think so #maybe shakira really does sing it 🤷‍♀️ #the apothecary diaries #apothecary diaries #apothecary diaries meme #mine

[notbenjammin]

WE GOT FED GOOD

Me and Wally were getting ready for the update and OMGGGG ITS AMAZING THE TIME EFFORT AND LOVE PUT INTO THIS PROJECT AHHHHHH THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT ASPIRE TO BE AND THE SECRET AAAAHHHHHHHHHH I LOVE IT SO MUCH MAN

(Spoilers in tags)

#welcome home arg #welcome home #wally darling #eddie my poor dear eddie man #listen listen LISTENNN #isn't it a coincendence he spaces out on the same couch barnaby's fur is on #well at least i think so #THAT COUCH WILLBE IMPORTANT LATER TRUST ME BRO #ALSO ALSO ALSO ALSO #I FEEL LIKE HOME IS THE FIRST ONE TO REALIZE HES A PROP #EDDIE REALIZES BECAUSE HES NOT DISTRACTED BY HIS USUAL MAILMAN ACTIVITIES AND HOME? #GURL HE AINT GOT NOTHIN TO DO ALL DAY BUT THATS JUST A THEORY #also i like it when eddie gets mad anywhoo #and THEY WERE RIGHT ABOUT WARNING US ABOUT THE DREALIZATION #MAN MY HEARTBEAT AND BREATHING WERE GETTING QUICK LIKE DAMMMM #POOR WALLY I THINK HES ALL ALONE WITH HOME #PERSONALLY I DONT THINK EITHER ARE VILLAINS

[42-forty-two-42]

All plot important people. The people in the apartment are my first priority, but if I can spare a dopple or two I don't mind that at all.

*They stare back at him.*

That's an oddly specific number, huh? Technically it doesn't have meaning yet. It gains meaning in the future, of course.

42 looked like it was satisfied with something. If 42 had a more or less normal face right now, it would've probably had some smug grin, which would be an unusual sight.

4̼͉̦̜̆̏2̼̖͇̒ ̝́̏̓4̗̥̋̅2̳̜͛̈́̕͠ ͎̓͑4̥̘̑̈́2̧̪̠̯͌̆̌͂ ̦̦͒̍̓4̡͈̲̩̑͠͝2̧̱̗̘̔ ̡͓̝̓͒4̨̣̝̹̋̔͆2͔̈́͐̔̈́ "4̢͈͚̂2͔̽ ̘̓͛4̯͆̑2̧̖͈̻͐ ̦̋̕4̙͌2̢͈̖̪͑̃͌ ̠̝̈́͘̚4̛̜̗̇̓͒2̰̝͊́́" 4̱͔͑̌2̣̿̾̓̏ ͈̈́̀́͂4͉̠̹̫͆͑2͈́̈́.̙̘̗͔͊̋͊

( I knew there was something "out of this world" about me. )

42 most likely already knew exactly that, but it was like it wanted to hear someone else say it. So the feeling of some superiority 42 had somewhere deep inside was not phantom. Even if it doesn't do great in fooling, 42 doesn't seem to be bothered by it since it knows that. And it doesn't seem to be 42's meaning of life. Even if it is a being of deception and replacement, which is...kind of supposed to do that? Well, it's not like 42's body was its own.

#that's not my neighbor #thats not my neighbor #thatsnotmyneighbor #42 #fortytwo #tnmn #tnmn rp #damn my writing mood is KICKIN' here #well at least I think so

[xenogenderbunnykid]

I think I’m going to start saying tone tags out loud because if one more person reads my involuntary grimacing and terrified posture wrong I am going to have to resort to beginning sentences about the way I feel about things with “despite the way I look”

#undiagnosed autism #well at least i think so #actually autism #but i mean that as in its positive not a bad portrayal of autism #autism positivity #autism #neurodivergent

[chloesimaginationthings]

FNAF movie Mike meets Jeremy Fitzgerald

#myart #chloesimagination #comic #jeremy fitzgerald #michael afton #mike schmidt #fnaf #fnaf 2 #fnaf fanart #five nights at freddy's #FINALLY more of Jeremy!! #sorry it’s taken so long for more of this boy but he returns 🩵 #Mike doing a self burn here too #HE knows very well he doesn’t have friends so how Michael got one #(​Mike has one friend too and that’s Jeremiah) #Least Mike made Jeremy laugh- #Jeremy just got here and his homie already being out on blast #I love the idea of Jeremy and Michael actually being friends #like Michael is awful anti social monster and he’s buddies with the most chipper guy ever #it’s good bit I think it’ll be fun to explore that more! #I gotta draw Jeremy more after this #there’s sm to draw with him 💜💜 #I hope yall like him and his design!!

[lokh]

fake dating au where shuro ends up pretending to go out with laios in order to secure his inheritance.... but is it really what he wants? a journey of romance and self discovery that ill never ever write

#i imagine some political intrigue too but frankly i dont know enough #not pictured: marcille and co losing their fucking minds becos laios what were u THINKING #shuro #nakamoto toshiro #laios touden #laishuro #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #art #maizuru #i imagine shuro also doesnt want to win his succession with something so. underhanded and untrue lmao. #and then when it DOES become true... well does he even want it really 😭 #i feel like hed still end up doing it but at least hes actually examined his own wants etc #delicious in dungeon

[dollopheadsandclotpoles]

Even after all this time and awareness, it feels like asexuality is still not treated like a proper sexuality. Recently had a girl tell me that she was at a place where she ‘felt so asexual’ because all the other girls were so beautiful and guys were ignoring her because of it. She didn’t know I was asexual and I didn’t take offence (I know she didn't meant it in a malicious way) but it does feel uncomfortable that people are using ‘asexual’ in lieu of ‘unattractive' or 'lacking sexual appeal.' It's really giving 90's/early 2000's slang of using 'gay' to mean 'lame.' Even shows like Brooklyn 99 which took immense pride in being progressive with their comedy, had an episode where one of the characters says "Oh, and I'm sorry if we implied you're both asexual nerds who can only be friends with service animals."

I have mentioned this before also, when I talked about how I feel like people are more comfortable erasing the identities of canonical aro/ace characters in media but act like it's unacceptable with other sexualities... but it does feel like asexuality (and aromanticism tbh) are still not considered 'real' sexualities. In the case of shipping fictional characters, I understand there is nuance to that issue and so don't want to get into it, but it does kinda add to my point.

Why is it that people treat asexuality like it's not a sexuality? Why is it that when I come out to people I'm met with insistence that I'm wrong about my sexuality, that I'm 'self diagnosing' (it's not a medical condition), that I'm probably 'just inexperienced' or haven't 'met the right person' or have a hormone issue? Why can't people just accept that it's a sexuality like any other??

#asexual #ace stuff #aroace tag #asexuality #ace #don't mind me just needed to vent #just tagging asexuality because it was that 'felt so asexual' comment that made me feel this #but I think it does extend to aromanticism as well #but who knows at least for me I can no longer tell where the ace ends and the aro begins

[tea-cat-arts]

More doodles (ft Xianle Trio mostly Feng Xin)

#heaven official's blessing #heaven official's blessing fanart #tgcf #tgcf fanart #xianle trio #xie lian #feng xin #mu qing #hua cheng #hualian #idk how Feng Xin ended up in the most panels given he's probably my least favorite of the trio #oh well #there will be more doodles later #thought i had while drawing this: do you think they gave Mu Qing his slutty little choker as a reference to the shackle he gets later on? #i might be reading too much into that #didnt let myself interact with the fandom till i finished the books #so i got a lot of catch up doodles to do now

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID in ALT] I've made posts before about Talia/Dick co-parenting Damian moments (will never happen but let me dream) and this came to me in a vision. Took me ages to finish for some reason 😭 and then even longer to post

#dc comics #dc #damian wayne #dick grayson #talia al ghul #batfamily #dc robin #nightwing #anyway. yes im a self-indulgent ''dick as damians secret third parent'' truther #like i DO think it's way more complex and nuanced than the schmoopy affectionate fan portrayal of it #they're brothers they're father and son they're partners they're the dynamic duo except only in past tense etc etc #but consider! I'm not immune to schmoopy affection in fanworks. it compells me despite itself #anyway it's technically not that crazy when it comes to dick and damian. they hug! often! at least they did #it's not as big a leap to these types of scenarios #also talia ''somewhat absent for complex reasons on both her and damians part but very loving and loved by her son'' al ghul #you will always be famous to me #son of the demon origin...bwahhh #anyway. someone made a comic kind of like this/like a post i made abt this topic #but way funnier bc dick and talia starting trying to beat each other up #so go look at that as well #anyway. it's been a somewhat difficult few weeks so I'm. desperately trying to take it easy #i got some reading with me (first vol of kevin smiths GA run that i found second hand and jaimes BB run vol 2!) #so we'll see how far i get through those. considering there's demons in my head telling me to re-read things (LET ME OUT!!!) #when i finish GA and BB i do plan on rereading robin 2021. as a treat to myself #it's a run I've really warmed up to as time went on #I'm keeping up w/ the current b&r run even though it is. admittedly very slow w/ some weird dialogue #i read it for the damian content more than anything. also nikas back so that's neat :] #idk I have a feeling that after absolute power shakes out we might get some more creative team switch ups #so if anyone at dc is interested in taking over the reigns on b&r...that could be very neat #mine

[chiptrillino]

Dunno if it has been requested but no.66?

( ID in ALT text) i honestly didn't expect somone to still ask about these hahah

#atla #zuko #i was close to just ignore this ask because i think i mentioned that i will stop doing these #but currently the fandome tag is well... not much chearfull #so -gesticulates- a pouty grumpy zuko #(man this file contained so many zuko one of witch defenitley has to go to ao3 and the other two are difficutl for me to categorize...) #(at least this one is harmles!)

[tubbytarchia]

Missed drawing these two too

Bonuses

#rendoc #still thinking about them a lot #always #hermitshipping #sorry for the weird empty area in the first one. It was my attempt to make it take up less of people's timelines #this art is so embarrassing lol but man I like when Doc's drawn as a big goat man I have no defense I plead the fifth #or well at least it becomes embarrassing when its. shippy #whatever Tumblr people are usually cool so here goes!! #I am 99% a fluff and hurt/comfort person. Idc how frisky these guys get in fanon all I can ever think of is fluff sorry #Also contemplated implementing Doc's accent into the dialogue but I am forever paranoid of offending someone lol #idk how to write accents etc but you guys will make it sound fine in your heads I'm sure #hermitblr #tubby art

[twinstxrs]

so much happened in this whole episode but i’m still on fig infiltrating ruben’s dream, making it look like the place where his friend was murdered, and then disguising herself as kipperlilly & repeatedly saying different variants of “somebody needs to take the fall for this, and it’s not going to be me. it’s going to be you.” while adaine as the elven oracle shows up next to her. can you imagine waking up from that, the idea of a horrible truth being pinned on you by your friend to save her own skin while the personification of fate and destiny stands there, almost as a promise that this is GOING to happen to you. we don’t even know if this kid is guilty. my god.

#fantasy high #dimension 20 #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #fantasy high junior year #fig faeth #ruben hopclap #lucy frostblade #the rat grinders #adaine abernant #kipperlilly copperkettle #watching fig terrorize him like girl!!! we don’t even know if he’s guilty!!!! #this might just be for me but i do not think 5 teenagers willingly brutally killed their friend idk #like there just has to be some other element to it and i am very scared to find out what that was #what if they were put in a position where they felt there was/there was no other choice… like oh my god #my comedy brain is having fun but my ‘this is a teenager’ brain is in such deep distress all the time this season #the rat grinders i trust brennan to not make u cartoonishly evil so i am holding u as gently as i can in my confused shaky hands #also with the devil’s nectar i’ve been wondering why they all seem so well-adjusted & now i’m curious if they’ve been intentionally- #changing their memories in a way so that either the trauma is lesser or they think they aren’t guilty. idk #but it seems like from how gertie was talking she was making it more recently so the well adjustedness from early jy doesn’t quite add up #they could have another source maybe??? idk i’m just low stakes 4 a.m. spitballing here #there’s also the strong possibility that they’re aware of what happened but they weren’t the ones who killed lucy. idk who knows #the way you could probably devil’s nectar yourself into believing it wasn’t your fault someone died… CRAZY IMPLICATIONS!!! CRAZY IDEA!!! #anyways the bad kids & the rat grinders don’t ever have to like each other but i do wonder if at least some of those kids deserve a chance

[wasyago]

the brainrot won

#GUY S i know i haven't posted anything in a while and thats because im working on a big cool project that i really want to finish without- #distractions. but uh. as you can see. ive been distracted 😔. still working on it tho!!!! and im very happy with it turns out its just- #super time and energy consuming so ive tried to limit my intake of other media to not make myself want to draw other stuff #i also haven't read the last two (two already?????) chapters of RnS and im very sad about it and i want to read it but you know that if i- #read it ill want to make fanart and then ill never finish my project :( #SO. sorrey for the lack of art itll be coming when im free to draw!!!!!!! #but also. yes ive watched new life because i dont want to go insane with nothing but this project on my mind and umm. had to take a little- #break to do a couple designs for fun... and to switch it up a bit because for real im going insane i think #ALSO. friend got me into zelda botw and i haven't played a whole lot yet (because project) but ive tried to take some inspiration for- #designs from there. at least for joel and scott. everyone else not so much... #WELL ANYWAYS this is getting long. i should really stop rambling in the tags and just make separate posts for all this but i dont want to #umm. tags. #new life smp #smallishbeans #mythical sausage #geminitay #pearlescentmoon #smajor1995 #inthelittlewood #my art #sketch

[42-forty-two-42]

Why do you eat humans? Do they taste good or something?

For some reason 42 seemed to be...offended by the question? Well, not really offended, but somewhat caught off guard.

4͓̼͂̋́͝2̨̘͕͓͠ ̢̪̱̑̈̂4͚̹̘̺̊͒͗̚2͙͐,̰̊̾̓͘ ̳̼͉̤̆͌̕͝4̨̤͖̅͑͌̚2͙̹̱͐͊̓̎ ̥̿͜4̨̜͂͛̐2̧͚̗̒̋̃͛͜ ̯̜̔͂4̧̨̭̮̈̆͊̈́2̲̝͇͘ ̰̦͒4̰̘͈̼͊̓͌2̪̱̐̈́̔ ̳̰̒4̧̖̲́̄̐̕͜2̟̜͈̈͆̌ ̩̬͑̈́͋̽4̛̦̍2̼̈ ̻͂4̯͈̔̚͜͝2̡͍̜̈̿ ̗͓̅͋͘͝4̟̬̍2̝͔́̍̑ ̹͖̇̓͌̚4̱̆̄̂2̘͐̈́̀͠, 4͈͂̐̔̒͜2̥́̾͘̚͜ ̛̭͂4̻͐̓̇2̡͓̰̟̊̐ ̧̦͉̺̀͛̏4̧̗̩̓̊̽2͔̌̃ ̗̻̼͠ͅ4̳̦͗͑2̛̯̙͓̿̃ ̦̙͖̗̐̿̊͘4̛̪̿̓̋2̹̙̍ ͇͑4̤̌͋͜͠2̻͕̺̀.͔̄̍̅̕ ̢̜̣̲̒́͌4̛̰2͚̺̃͘ ̡͒̿4̳͍̊2̮́ ̛͈̘4̪͙̰̈́2̢̱͈̙̆̏͝, 4͕͕̯̈́̂2̙̬̰̥̀̊͒̚ ̢̼͚͎͂͊̊4͖͚͈̬͂2͙̤̀ ̬͙̍͐̍̂4̪̀̈́͠2͕͓͙̔̓ ͇̔̅́̔4̨̤͔̍̇͊͝2͔͔̿̆̋ ̨̡̮̈̊͐͜4̢̣̆̿2̫̟͆ 4̛̼̦̌̄̽2͖̪̠̑͛͠, ̱̠̭͛́́̚4̼̗̈́͌͝2̺͊̈́ ̗̙̆̅4̠̜̤́2͖̤̓͆͘͝ ̮͉̐̈́4̩̌̽͝2̧͚͈̔̅̍ ̛̗̣4̪͌́̕͝2̪̓ ̡̨̘͓̄4̟͊2͖͂̔̎ ͔̓̀̈́͂4̝͎͛̆̚2̦̥̟̚̚͝ 4͇̒͛͘2̡͖̩̯͋̋͝. ͈̲̣̍4̡̢̳̝͗2̤̘̟̄ ̱͕̗͌̈́̂̔4̣̫̯̳̋̀2̦̹͇̼̈́̓ ̬̪̅̂4̹̫̏̅̚2̰̞̻́̂͐ ̼̳̝̩͑̀̕4̧̢͉̓͑͑2̦̬̓ 4̺̠̟̤͐͂̀2̨̺̻̚, 4͈̣̅̀͆̇2̻͍̞̀͑͝.

( Trust me, it is not me who you should ask this, I am no expert about it. That is right, I may not mind doing that, but I do not get human often. Not that I am complaining, though. )

There's definitely something hidden between the lines 42 just said. It may be saying the truth about not getting to humans often, but 42 never mentioned what it feels about the human flesh. But it might be obvious. At least 42 is not addictive to it. Because if it was...42 wouldn't have been so elusive in the first place. It would've probably even died at some point.

#that's not my neighbor #thats not my neighbor #thatsnotmyneighbor #42 #fortytwo #tnmn #tnmn rp #I couldn't just finish the post #I'm in a such writing mood rn #meanwhile all the other asks i have require some illustration #well at least i think so

[vaguely-concerned]

sometimes I think of all the on-the-surface warm, well-meaning but deeply ineffectual advice and attention john gives harrow through harrow the ninth (make some soup and get some sleep! get a hobby! don't be so hard on yourself! self care harrow! as long as I need take no actual responsibility in this relationship whatsoever I would have loved to be your dad!) set up against the stark truth that with his other hand he has been staging her attempted horrific murder again and again and again like a living nightmare on the logic that it will 'put her down or fix her'. and then I find that I wish there is a hell. a special hell where twitch streamers turned necromantic death emperors go

#the locked tomb #harrowhark nonagesimus #john gaius #harrow the ninth #this is why I don't buy john as misunderstood and initially well-meaning AT ALL #this is a pattern you see with him again and again and again -- right down to his interpersonal relationships #(and indeed it's in the more grounded interpersonal relationships you can most clearly see him as he is I think #the fantasy death empire of a thousand years doesn't register quite as viscerally because it's like. heightened; not quite real #but the emotional violence and manipulation that surrounds him? oh boy that is EXTREMELY real and scarily well-observed) #there's a premeditation to so much of what he does (contracts with planets that only end 'in the event of the emperor's death' anyone? #yeah john we get it you're hilarious and I wish you weren't) #the greatest trick john ever pulled was making anyone think he's just a lil guy. what does he know he's only god #when you first read the book the complete callousness of the other adults is so horrible that john seems like an oasis of care #(though you start to get this uneasy feeling when that care never seems to translate to like... relief or soothing or resolution) #and it makes it feel almost obscene when you find out what's actually going on #it's the mercy & augustine enabler hour but at least they're completely honest in their cruelty there #while john is -- well he sure is being john huh #this is just me being angry with him btw philosophically I don't think this is how the story will or should end #(with john slam dunked right into hell that is) #it's just... harrow is so vulnerable. and what he does to her is so insidious and fucked up #john is very deeply human. unfortunately the capacity to quite simply suck so much is deeply human too