#we literally don’t have a phone

[onceuponamako]

#hazbin hotel #this shit was hilarious #’you should call! or don’t #we literally don’t care #it’s not like you can anyways #we literally don’t have a phone #hazbin alastor

[adashofniallandasprinkleoflunacy]

just quit my fuckass job

#last day’s Saturday <3 #cause I am NAWT putting up with the bullshit I’ve undergone just this week any longer #can’t have our phones in our pockets anymore eventhough no one is ever on them bc we literally don’t have time #new owner’s making us park across the street at a different store’s parking lot bc ours is small and she wants to reserve the parking #for customers like yeah okay do that at the expense of your employees sure why not #they’re making us do double the work for lower pay #everyone is thinking of quitting they’re just trying to secure jobs before they do #but I genuinely just couldn’t handle it I was genuinely gonna snap at some point so I’d rather just quit than get fired #but now I have to find another job BOOOOO #but I was going to have to leave anyways to find someway to do my shadowing for grad school so this gave me a good opportunity

[countess-of-edessa]

“are the girls going to help you make pierogis?” well no one else is fucking gonna are they? no one else in this house has functional fucking hands apparently

#every Christmas i think about the time we came home from mass and my father said “finally! now we can relax.” and sat down at his computer #and played video games for the next three hours while my mother and sister and i stood six feet away from him in the kitchen making #200 pierogis. #it’s crazy considering the amount of stuff he gets done for him on a daily basis that I would never even think would be done for me by anyo #like bed made for him/all meals/all dishes/food put on his plate for him because he refuses to do it himself/pretty much all errands #whenever he wants tea he just says that want out loud and it gets brought to him by magic #i mean or anything else! he once said “did you say we were having cappuccinos today?” just to no one in particular and we all knew no one h #had said anything of the sort. and then he was given one! #of course he goes to work from 8-6ish every day but other than one day a week it’s remote and has been for years and i can hear him #he is pretty much never not on the phone gossiping with someone #and i don’t begrudge him having a not physically intensive job or anything but im just trying to think of the things he has to do #he makes my mother mow the lawn. i do it when i am home because i think that’s disgraceful. #if my mother begs hard enough he'll do the least amount of yard work possible if it’s something we can’t physically do by ourselves. #but on a daily basis it’s just go to work/eat the breakfast brought to you/eat the lunch brought to you/come downstairs eat the dinner made #for you/play video games until you go to bed in the bed that was made for you in the morning #and on non work days it’s just eat/video games/bed #and like all this to say #he complains more and has a worse attitude than anyone I have ever known in my life #whenever he encounters a minor inconvenience he's talking about how it never ends and he never gets a chance to rest for once #literally any day that’s not spent in complete and total stagnation is considered a failure #he hates when my mother and sister and i are happy like we can’t even play music and laugh in the kitchen while we cook and clean up after #meals because it distracts him from his video games and his YouTube videos about video games and the war in Ukraine #he gets mad when we laugh too much lol like dude you’re pretty lucky you have daughters who can have fun while doing the dishes #considering you haven’t done them in like 20 years #word to the ladies out there btw: my parents used to clean up after dinner together when they first got married. so watch out lmao

[sailforvalinor]

In other news, my church sign has been hit by a car for the *checks notes* fourth time

#my dad says he’s starting to take this personally lol #also The Boy is calling me Friday. less nervous than before but still nervous #I think the thing I may have figured out as to why I’m feeling panicky about this is that (at least currently) it doesn’t feel intense at #all. like does that make any sense? maybe this is because I’m not a teenager anymore but like #he’s smart he’s funny and makes me laugh we share some interests but are also fairly different he’s easy to talk to but I don’t feel like #I’ve been hit in the head with a frying pan? does that make any sense?? #argh. and he literally has said nothing about feelings like at all #which is chill with me on the one hand but on the other I have NO IDEA how he feels about me #I mean the fact that we text all the time and he talks to me for hours on the phone kind of says a lot but he’s literally said NOTHING #like he’s probably just waiting until I’m not on the other side of the globe that makes sense and I like taking it slow but also THE #UNCERTAINTY GIRLIES #I love the friendship and the fact that we jive so well as friends but though I may not seem like it in-person I AM A ROMANTIC HELP

[gwyoi]

I really don’t want to be catastrophizing but I do feel like history is rhyming. migrants at the boarder are already being treated horribly - Biden asking trump for help is a political play and trump will decline, but it speaks to how similar their approach to the boarder will be. Texas AG asked for the names and health records of people being represented by PFLAG, abortion rights are gone federally and embryos are recognized as “people” . Idaho is already overrun with nazi homesteaders. The war machine doesn’t stop and Biden lied about a ceasefire in Palestine.

#I genuinely don’t know how we can tackle all of these problems without revolution. #but people are so beaten down and there is no social net in place for that to happen #civil rights and the anti war movement had labor organizations with high membership numbers #the black panther party was vital for so much too. but what do we have now? #not to mention phone companies quite literally created an addicting algorithm to keep us using their products. #i don’t want to say I think we are positioned worse than we were before. but jt does feel that way in terms of community and solidarity #we need everyone fighting. but too many are complacent in just saying ‘vote blue’. #that doesn’t mean we should give up…. but I just have no answer to how bad things are without a complete overhaul on all of this. #I know I’ll be safe (for now) in Minnesota. but my heart breaks for everyone else in the county and in Gaza. #gwon

[meowonhao]

my ticket finally came!! 🩷

#i rarely have to use my full english name unless it’s stuff like this that i have to verify myself #and it always reminds me just how long it is ajshsbsjsk #like especially in korea but honestly even by like american standards #think it’s like 26 characters total including the two spaces since i have to do my first middle and last name 😅 #long ass line blacking it out taking up half the ticket #diamond life #anyways story time! #no one knows the stress interpark has put me through in the process of actualy receiving this ticket…. #was supposed to be mailed out like within a week of buying it #took forever to do that #Then they finally did like sometime last week and said expect it to come 3-5 days #and it came thru the post office and i was like okay probably next week because they don’t deliver on weekends #or so i thought #anyways that was like thursday i think? then i get a text like friday afternoon #saying oh we tried to call you to come deliver the ticket (bc i have to sign for it) but you didn’t answer so #even though i did not have a single call that wasn’t a saved number all day #so i immediately called the number that texted me and they were like well it’s too late to come today #(it was like 4pm) #and it’s about to be the weekend so we’ll come on monday just make sure you answer the phone this time #even though they literally never called me in the first place 🙄 #pretty sure they were just pretending so they could go home early on a friday ahsjsks #but the thing was. i wasn’t even expecting it until this upcoming week so they could have just waited and i never would have known #ANYWAYS so i was like okay fine i’ll make sure someone is here to get it on monday #tell me why i slept in bc it’s sunday and i don’t have rehearsal and i was woken up by a call #they’re like i’ll be coming to deliver your ticket in about an hour! #like it is literally sunday and you said you couldn’t deliver on weekends…..but whatever i was like oh 네 감사합니다 you know #then dude came like. 5 mins later i’m still basically half asleep and look like a mess #but anyways none of that really matters now bc i finally have my ticket but #it put me through so much unnecessary stress bc i’m always paranoid about stuff like this until i have it physically in my hand #even though i knew it was gonna come and be okay

[wtf-amiru]

y’all I finally got my official adhd diagnosis today and I’m still too excited about it to sleep

#maple rambles #medical misogyny is so fun #watching three males get diagnosis’ over the phone in under a week #and having to say the same thing to doctors and psychiatrists for years on end #being told it’s just anxiety or depression #and never getting any relief #grinding my face into the same blatant symptoms for ages #I’m so relieved #my diagnosing psychiatrist tried to tell me adults grow out of adhd in the same breath #it was wild #I verbally corrected him #literally if you type do people grow… #into google one of the first results is out of adhd #and literally every article that comes up says no #lmao #he also tried to tell me we didn’t talk about my childhood at my last appointment #I corrected him on that too #and after he found out who my new doctor was I could hear him deflate #she’s a woman who takes no shit #even with me #she’s given me stern shit before for generally forgetting things and not looking after myself #shit I deserved don’t worry lol #anyway #I’m still experiencing the dopamine high #can’t sleep #might work on my jinx figure for a bit

[just-rogi]

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#like I’m sorry #I love my best friend so so so much and she’s perfect and kind and has gone above and beyond to be rational and to be there for me #and I get it she’s an autistic woman and has faced adversity and has had to go on medical leave and that’s hard #and I’m not being dismissive of her struggles #but it makes me so angry because her parents unconditionally love her and her siblings and have always made her feel that way #and has never worried about money as a kid #and yeah her relationship with her parents isn’t perfect of course #but she literally cannot understand domestic violence beyond just reading about it in a book #like she did everything she can to understand and relate #but sometimes I want to scream because I feel so alone #because no one in my life fucking understands why I’m the way I am #and I’ve been struggling the past two months really badly with coping #I’ve had to go to the doctor to ask about PTSD and not like the tik tok OWO kind #but the I was in a car crash as a kid with my dad as a drunk driver and I keep getting flashbacks in my daily life to being a small child #that are impacting by daily life and interactions #and like I feel so fucking alone #and to hear from my friends ‘your right this is horrible and toxic but lots of people go through this’ ISNT FUCKING HELPING #I don’t want to hear that it’s normal I want to feel fucking safe in my bedroom without my mother blowing up my phone or calling the cops #I am unwell and I’m so stressed and I’m so sick and I can’t cope with this and none of the therapists I’ve tried to find handle ptsd #especially not therapists of color #I’m angry and I’ve been getting worse over the past two months #and not that it matters but due to ^^^ reasons my birthday has always been insanely fucking bad for me #like depression watch bad. when I turned twenty I was vividly hallucinating while walking around campus for a week straight having #flashbacks in class and I had to be taken out of the auditorium because I was physically unwell and couldn’t stop crying and shaking #and I told my friend I didn’t want to celebrate I just wanted to sit on her couch and not be alone and she fucking ditched me #because an emergency with a different friend came up the night before #like I have a history of suicidal ideation traumatic flashbacks eating disorders and self harm and I’m asking you to be with me on a very #upsetting day and you call me the night before telling me we have to cancel because another friend is having a bigger crisis #and like you don’t even feel a little bad about it?? #I’m just upset and scared and I’ve got a doctors appointment tomorrow and I’m not in reality right now and that’s scary

[toxictranny]

why she talking mad shit about you tho what’s the drama the juicy drool-inducing drama 🤤

okok don’t laugh i am SO embarrassed by the whole thing. when my exwife and i split up all 4 of us already lived together (there are 2 roomies, both use she/her so tht post was confusing) but things got messy as fuck. she cheated on me, i yelled at her for it more than once. absolutely not cool on all sides. we had tried to stay together to patch things up and the roomies heard us arguing a few times.

i’m not sure what exactly my ex is saying i did but none of them will talk to me anymore. from what iv heard through the walls, my ex told them lies on lies on lies. she didn’t say goodbye or anything but she hasn’t lived here since December. it’s nbd because the bills are paid and i assume she’s staying with her parents or with the guy from grindr … or reddit(: or those two classmates ,,xoxo but a few of her coworkers live in the same apartment building as us/me and she’s definitely crashing with them sometimes idfk. lurking. she also definitely maybe totally probably fucked a coworker as well so i mean

#tbh i don’t exactly know what i did but i assume physical abuse because they’re like #literally hiding from me #creeping around the apartment when im home and when im not they have people over n eat dinner in the living room #when im here they literally lock themselves in their rooms!!! like ima come in there?! #we got physical ONCE and i wouldn’t rly call it domestic violence because i wouldn’t even call it hitting #when i found out she cheated on me i snatched the phone out her hands lol #i didn’t scratch her or anything but i definitely could have like i was amped up. but idk we talked about that and she forgave me #i was always more upset about it tbh she shook it off way faster. and that was TWO MONTHS before she actually left me #anyway!!! NONE of u will like this EVEN though u read it and i think that’s Mean but go ahead #???

[pepprs]

hm. i think i am going to stop going to counseling. he does not understand me. he pathologizes things that are not pathological.

#purrs #the premises of counseling / therapy are that you need to have boundaries and be self sufficient and fully healed. FUCK THAT! relationships #are not transactions. we are allowed to need each other. we are allowed to blur lines. we are human and messy. our thoughts and feelings are #PRECIOUS. im not letting go of my thoughts they mean EVERYTHING to me they are the key to the WORLD. im not letting go of redacted why on #EARTH would i stop redacteding to redacted that is HELPFUL for me. i don’t CARE about the roots. who the fuck is it hurting????? NO ONE!!!!! #the way he flat out told me he agrees with my mom. bitch im done forever. im done literaly forever. i don’t know how to tell him but im done #forever. maybe it’s just my id which is what he said to me LMFAO and like maybe i just don’t like being uncomfortable or facing hard truths. #but i don’t fucking think it’s TRUE!!!!!!!!!! yeah i need to grow yeah i have unhealthy behaviors. but i don’t need to let go of the whole #THING bc of some arbitrary transactional concept of what relationships are supposed to be / mean. ive NEVER had a counselor try to uproot th #the whole damn thing like omg what is WRONG with you. i #im paying this man $25 a week to UNDERSTAND me and not ONCE have i felt understood by him. counselors can disagree with me but i literally #never feel like he is on my side. he’s adhering to conventional ideas about what parents are supposed to be and friends are supposed to be a #and work is supposed to be etc etc. and so patronizingly said just enjoy being 23 you don’t wanna waste your 20s! FUCK YOU. i will not #regret anything even if it’s unusual. FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!! #and also i know he probably watches back thru the recordings and has like his supervisor and professors watch them too which means that #there is a whole team of scientists + my family studying me in a lab and thinking im insane and finding ways to tell me. but fucking bold of #him to assume he can give me any meaningful valuable insight when he is actively checking his laptop / phone during our sessions and rarely #if eve gives me a chance to drive MY OWN CONVERSATION THAT IM PAYING FOR and is so phony abt being on the recording. like Omg. maybe im just #grown out of it. it fucking SUCKS bc i actually have things i am not normal about and really need help with and i can’t actually get help fr #from ppl whose job it is to fucking help me bc they think im not normal about things i PROMISEEEE i am normal about. and the way i effective #effectively told him that and he responded that he can’t take that credibly bc there’s no action behind it BY WHICH HE MEANS I HAVENT #STOPPED REDACTEDING TO ONE OF THE MOST IMPORTANT REDACTED IN MY WHOLE LIFE? THAT I HAVENT DECIDED IM DONE LEARNING SND GROWING AND CUT IT #OFF?????? DO YOU FUCKING HEAR YOURSELF. INSANE. the ANTITHESIS of human. we are MEANT TO BE CONNECTED. FUCK!!!!!!!!! #delete later #my old counselors challenged me and disagreed with me b it i never felt like they flat out were unwilling to meet me where i am and #compromise with me. is that not what counselors are supposed to do???? or have i just had bad counselors until now??? because im NORMAL. i #swear to fucking god. im normal. im literally normal and it is not doing ANYONE harm. what is wrong with you. GOD

[whumpy-wyrms]

i will answer all my asks when i get home from school but oh my god i love aspen so much new favorite oc im so hyper rn probably gonna get in trouble for being on my phone during class but i love aspen so much im going insane i love him soooooososo much that’s all

#AHHHHHH #SHSHHDHDJDJSJJWJD #SPENT ALLLLL CLASS DRAWING WOLVES IN MY NOTEBOOK #SPENT ALLL FUCKING CLASS DRAWING FURRIES #LAST NIGJT I WAS AT THE LAUNDROMAT WITH MU FRIWNDS AND WAS DRAWING ASPENS FURSONA IN MY SKETCHBOOK AND THEN MY FRIENDS FUCKING TOOK MY #SKETCHBOOK AND WENT INSIDE ONE OF THE DRYERS ANR LOOKED THROUGH THE ENTIRE THING AND I COULDNT STOP THEMMM #IT WAS TRAUMATIZING /J #NEVER HAD MY SKETCHBOOK LOOKED THROUGH LIKE THAT BEFORE IT WAS SCARY #but we laughed it’s fine it’s fineee #collapsed on my bed when i got home at 7 so i literally did nothing last night besides chase my friends around the laundromat and also bark #at them #and my body hurts for sitting in those laundry basket shopping carts for three hours straight #i’m so hyper right now i gotta stim so bad but i can’t cuz im at school but i just wanna screammm i have the zoomies but im stuck im trapped #literally losing my mind i love werewolves and vampires soooo much #i gotta get off my phone but it’s study hall so i’ll draw more furries sorry for being the cringiest person ever but i don’t care #i’m sosoossodo autistic im a furry im coming out as a furry #i cannot sit still #i gotta run around in a forest right now i gotta roll around in the snow PLEASERR #i need to run in a hamster wheel #bye i cannot let Waltuh catch me on my phone #it’s almost dead i forgot to charge it last night #wyrms says stuff #gonna explofe #i love all my mutuals so much #i’m sooooo sooslsosos happy it’s friday #ASPENB <333 I LOVE ASPENNNN #AHAHHAHHHHHH

[roylustang]

The other reason I like living in a car is meeting new people. Yesterday I went quartz crystal hunting with a retired marine corps vet and then he also taught me how to pan for gold. Then he gave me a small bottle of garnets and/or rubies and some topaz he found in Wyoming and Utah respectively. Then we built a bonfire and he let me have some of the meatballs he cooked. We’re besties now lol

#I’ve actually been spending the past few nights hanging out at his bonfire #I will post pictures of the quartz we found when I have better service #I wish I had something to give him back but I don’t really have extras #he literally brought a bucket of dirt from some other part of Arizona and panned gold out of it chfjdkzjjz I thought that was funny #we have ‘used to live in japan’ in common I think u can guess where he lived lol #it’s only been like 2 months but I have a surprising amount of phone numbers from 60+ year old dudes 😂 idk what that means #car life #also I might get to come home for Christmas/new years which like PLEASE ngl I miss the vibes of being at home for the holidays #the bonfire helps tho ngl

[elysiumcalled]

My work phone (it’s on my laptop so if im not at my desk for any reason then good luck getting a hold of me) has rung 4 times in the past 5 minutes and I’m just sitting listening to it ring bc looll ain’t nothing that important

#I’m not even logged on my teams is away #but it’s not teams ringing it’s my phone lol #but I don’t always answer and I put my laptop on away when it rings so I can be like #so sorry I missed your call I was away from my desk :( #bc I am not prepared for a phone call most of the time they make me wanna die #also #we literally have a no phone call policy it’s all supposed to be done over email #so like go away #I have anxiety pls jusy leave me alone #like fr just leave me a voicemail and I’ll get back to u why you ringing 5 times #but also listening to voicemails makes me really anxious #so like you can’t win with me hahahahahahahaha #sorry bosses #idc tho

[4e7her]

OK SO

i just made myself a huge like masterlist p much in discord with all my fics in it. i’ll need to put tumblr stuff in it too later but THE HOPE IS. that since i will be able to easily scroll through all of it. (google docs mobile is hell and i usually write on my phone) i will actually be able to SEE ALL MY FICS. and not forget about what i am working on.

i’m also keeping track now of what i currently want to work towards and what i have in my inbox over here. before i was kinda just checking every so often and then forgetting and then checking and then forgetting etc

WITH ANY LUCK. this will mean more consistent posting. i CANNOT promise anything because i am a human and thus flawed. BUT I WOULD LIKE TO GO BACK TO WRITING MORE.

i have five twstober prompts left to write and eight requests in my inbox and then i will open requests again. i will NOT be hosting any request EVENTS for the near future - twstober will be the only event i am planning on regularly participating in. i would like to instead focus more on my full fics and my ocs as they bring me very much joy. please ask me about my ocs i will love you forever /platonic. i will also add something to my request rules for asks about ocs because i will take any and all excuses to talk about them

CHEERS I HOPE THIS WORKS BROS. I NEED TO GET A WHITEBOARD OR SMTH FOR A REMINDER IN MY PHYSICAL SURROUNDINGS TOO FOR MY BRAIN

#i am one of those people that likes timeblocking in my calendar #but that doesn’t work for me for writing #i write when the writing mood strikes #which isn’t very often unless i am hyperfocusing or am reminded of my wonderful beautiful boys (my ocs) #white board would be ideal so i can write down like top three priorities for writing and work on those for a week and then cycle through #i think we might have one somewhere #i still haven’t unpacked all the way from when we moved six months ago 💀 #i’m doing my best #anyways tonight has been a lot of ranting #i love writing i just kind of forget about everything that isn’t placed in front of me regularly #so scrolling through years of google docs on my phone doesn’t really work #they’re organized into folders on google drives. but the folders don’t translate to docs. #it’s terrible. #solution? #make a discord server into a masterpost #this is also a useful way for me to store small ideas without clogging up my drafts #fnaf laundry fic has like five pages of notes of fun things that could happen and then has like a chapter or a half a chapter done #so i can move stuff over #and for something in the water #i literally have a whole nother document filled with fun ideas #wyn is my baby girl you don’t understand #i have literally 16 current fics you can’t blame me for forgetting about them if they’re not all there okay

[loadsofcats]

Hate hate hate digitalisation hate only being able to pay with credit cards hate touchscreens instead of people hate cashierless shops hate how ai is causing less jobs and less privacy and hate generated art and generated stories and aaaaaaaaagggghhhhhhhh

#you cant even pay for parking with coins #your phone has GOT to have everything and you always need to be reachable and marketable #not to sound like a conspiracy theorist or an avatar of the web but you are being “controlled” #i feel like most of the time it isn’t even intentional #but if you pay with cash and the majority of people just pay with credit cards cash is eventually gonna go out of use #this is just an example i have nothing against people who prefer credit cards #i don’t like ai but simply because i think people are not to be trusted with it #i mean come on touchscreens are such a “new” thing we’re still getting used to themsomewhere #we are going too fast for this #and no sometimes you don’t need to have everything at hand’s reach #the world needs to chill (literally and metaphorically; excuse the pun) #i just feel like everything is pushing us towards developing and developing and developing but i feel like that’s not what we need #not constantly at least #i know development would get us somewhere but there is nothing wrong in slowing down a bit #development in medicine is good and i’m not counting it in here but rather #the “fake” as one might call it development when #everyone goes “oh you MUST have this new thing how did you even live without it” #capitalistic development seems like a good description #we will all die in the end #i will be worm food one day. We all will #what we don’t accomplish someone else will #they can just… slow down a little #i mean this in the way that it seems like we’re being sold the image that everyone needs to always have everything and it must be RIGHT NOW #people have forgotten how to wait. Me unfortunately and disappointedly included #anyway #vent #also rant in tags #it talks

[peachcitt]

thinking about him (the gnc man i met at a tattoo shop in my dream who decided to take a taxi to south dakota to find himself after one night of knowing me)

#peach stuff #dreams #he also had memory issues ? he stayed the night at my house because ?? i actually don’t know but i did know he had memory issues #and i was scared he would forget me by morning because i had stuff to do and couldn’t immediately see him and reassure him after he woke up #because i had stuff to do. but when i finally got the chance to see him he told me he remembered meeting me #and i was so happy that i ran up to hug him and he hugged me back and the. he started telling me that #now that he’s confident he can remember things he wanted to go out and live on his own #and i was thinking . like the city 30 min away from where i live where i found him at the tattoo shop #but then he was like ‘you know im really glad i got the chance to meet you before i take that taxi to south dakota’ #and i actually pushed him away (we were still hugging during this conversation) and i was like HUH⁉️⁉️⁉️ #first of all WHY would you take a TAXI to SOUTH DAKOTA that is SO MUCH MONEY #(he had been robbed before i met him so he didn’t have a phone or cash but he did apparently have a card with a lot of money on it somehow) #and also SOUTH DAKOTA⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️⁉️ WHAT⁉️⁉️ #i said these things to him but he was adamant about leaving literally that day #so to be supportive i helped him get ready and then a friend of mine came in and started doing his makeup because he expressed curiosity #and then he looked BEAUTIFUL and SO HAPPY in the makeup and after my friend left he kept on retouching his makeup and smiling at himself #in the mirror while i got ready to see him off #anyway i miss him. gnc king i hope your life is wonderful in south dakota i hope you remember me