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heartslikecrystal · 2 years
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💢👪🎂🕷️🌏🔪💗❤️💙 for yasu pwease 🥺
Ahhhh my beloved hacker boy! Thank you for asking! ❤
💢 ANGER - what are some habits they have that will take some getting used to?
The sporadic sleep schedule would be the biggest one, and definitely the most difficult to adjust to. Yasu consistently goes days on end without getting even a wink of sleep — not without outside interference, anyways. If left to his own devices, he would quite literally work himself to death. He’s just generally very bad at taking care of himself.
👪 FAMILY - what is their family like? what is your ocs relationship to them? does your oc have any siblings?
I actually just posted about his family last night ahah.
But yes, he has many siblings — five of them to be exact; three older and two younger. He is the very definition of a neglected middle child; although, a lot of the “neglect“ came from his own side of things, preferring to spend all of his time locked in his room instead of hanging out with the rest of the family. His childhood was perfectly normal, all things considered, and he hadn’t suffered any kind of major trauma that caused him to behave the way he does.
Yasu isn’t really close with any member of his family, not even his own parents. The only one of his siblings that he had a decent relationship with (before being arrested) was his youngest sister, Yuki. She was the only one that he held even a slight soft spot for.
While he is impartial to the rest of his siblings, he does find his oldest brother, Daisuke, to be particularly irritating due to his loud and energetic personality.
🎂 BIRTHDAY CAKE - when is their birthday? do they like celebrating it?
Yasu’s birthday is May 29th. He’s a Gemini.
He doesn’t care to celebrate it, and usually just treats it like any other day. Even when he was young, and his family enjoyed celebrating everyone’s birthdays, he never really saw the point of it. Hundreds of babies are born every day, what made the day he was born special?
Now, though, the day often goes forgotten thanks to the days running together as he sits alone in his cell. Half the time, he doesn’t even know if it’s day or night, much less what specific date of the month it is. Even if you told him it was his birthday, he’d simply shrug it off.
🕷️ SPIDER - what is their biggest fear? do they have any irrational / mundane fears?
If you were to ask him, he would tell you that he isn’t scared of anything. Thanks to his lack of any strong emotions or attachments to anything or anyone around him, there isn’t a lot that can get under his skin.
However, there are times when his mental state deteriorates so low that he becomes manic and goes through episodes of intense hallucinations and delusions that cause him to act wildly out of his usual character. That is when he is at his most vulnerable.
During those moments, for him, it feels as if the entire world is the darkest and scariest it’s ever been; everything and everyone is out to get him.
🌏 EARTH - will they give up the world for someone they love? is this decision easy for them?
Yasu would give up the world on a whim.
For the majority of his life, the word “love” has not been a part of his vocabulary. Everything was either “tolerable” or “irritating”, with only complete neutrality in between. So for him to give up the world solely for the sake of another person is far too extreme of an emotion for him to be capable of feeling. But if someone were to break through that emotional barrier — to become a part of him that he couldn’t bear to live without — then, at least to some degree, he would give up anything else for that person.
The only thing he would not give up for anyone, even someone he came to care about, would be the ability to work with his computer.
🔪 KNIFE - how do they react to injury / misfortune befalling their loved ones (significant other, family, friends)? do they put themselves at blame?
That depends on who gets hurt, and for what reason.
If he were to get news of a member of his immediate family getting a serious life-threatening injury, then he might care to some degree; though, it would still be a passing worry before he ultimately moved on. The only exception is if one of them were to actually die — that would cause some conflicting emotions, subdued as they may be.
If his love interest were to get hurt (or worse, die), he would pretend as if it didn’t bother him — they were just another stranger to him — but on the inside, he’d completely shut down. It would affect him so deeply and subconsciously that he wouldn’t even be able to recognize what was wrong with him. Especially if it were to be because of him or a direct cause of his own actions; he wouldn’t know how to begin to process that.
💗 GROWING HEART - if they have a crush, is it noticeable? what changes when they’re in love?
It’s not noticeable in the slightest.
Yasu doesn’t even know what having a “crush” feels like. Even as it’s actively happening, the emotions are so muted that he barely even notices a difference himself. The weirdest thing about having a crush for him is just the fact that he’s not irritated at the prospect of being around that person. The fact that he doesn’t mind having that person around; he doesn’t mind that person touching him; he doesn’t mind that person talking to him — that’s the strangest part.
But you’d never be able to tell the difference either way, just by looking.
❤️ RED HEART - their love language(s)?
As I said before, Yasu doesn’t experience love in the same way as most other people do. For him, at least in his current state, it’s just tolerance. It can develop into something stronger under the right circumstances, but as he is at the time of canon, it’s just not plausible for him.
That being said, his main love language would be quality time. Even in the state he’s in, if he allows you to be in his space for any period of time without bitching about it, that’s the biggest show that he likes you.
💙 BLUE HEART - do they miss their s/o easily? how do they act when their s/o isn’t around?
He really doesn’t act any different when he is around his love interest vs when they aren’t around. He might have a fleeting thought of where they might be or what they are up to, but it doesn’t last long.
The only time he’d really start to actively miss them is if he hasn’t seen or heard from them in a crazy long amount of time. It wouldn’t really be concern, per se, but a passing curiosity. If the time goes on even longer than that with no word from them at all, that’s when it would start to frustrate him why he keeps expecting them to walk through his door at any moment.
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sinner-sunflower · 2 months
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A HH Lucifer-centric AU 9/?
PART 1, PART 2, PART 3, PART 4, PART 5, PART 6, PART 7, PART 8, PART 10, PART 11, PART 12, PART 13, PART 14, PART 15, PART 16, PART 17, PART 18, PART 19, PART 20, PART 21, PART 22
Whew! Even though there's so much work later, I somehow wrote a kinda long one.
Also,
I have the major plot points down now. As for the ending, I saw a comic on twitter and will definitely take inspiration for it.
I'm very excited for this.
Will be reqriting this better after it's finished and MAYBE.. I'll have the confidence to post it on ao3.
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Charlie doesn't dare to move even after her father left. She doesn't know how long she stayed kneeling on the ground, staring at the spot where her dad once was.
She can't stop her tears. Is this stress? No. Maybe it's the daddy issues Husk is always talking about.
She hurt her dad again. But he also caused her hurt first and-
Charlie: No! Oh my god. Do I really think that?
Lately, they are becoming each other's undoing. She knows she has the right to be angry, but ...
She can see that he's really trying. Doing everything she asks of him, fixing the hotel, staying at the hotel to help and support her, even getting along with Alastor - now that she thinks about it, what's up with her dad and Alastor?
That's how Vaggie found her- still on the ground, face adorned with dried tears tracks, and definitely deep in thought.
Vaggie: Sweetie? You okay?
Charlie: Vaggie
The dam broke and she was crying again. Charlie hugs her lover tight. Vaggie's shirt was getting wet from tears and snot but she just hugged back just as tightly.
Vaggie: What happened?
Charlie: D-dad.. he- he- wahhhhh
Vaggie: Is he okay? Did something happen? Did he.. did he do something to you?
Charlie: No, Vaggie! More like I did something to him! He was here, in our room, wanting to talk! But I-I-I was so happy. And then he said he was leaving and-and then he said I'll be handling pride and- I wahhh
Charlie didn't know how she had any more tears left to give. Just rethinking what just happened makes her even more miserable.
Vaggie: Wait, wait. Leaving? Why? Didn't he just got here and what about the thing in Sloth??
Charlie sniffs.
Charlie: He said it's related to it- that he needs to find something, no, someone. He didn't want to go without saying goodbye and I just.. exploded.
She nuzzles her face on the fallen angel's neck.
Charlie: I don't want to lose my dad, Vaggie.
Vaggie doesn't know what to say if she's being honest. She wants to be mad at Lucifer. Like, how could a parent who claims they adore their child amongst everything else abandon said child. Lucifer wasn't there when Charlie wouldn't get out of bed whenever her birthday came up, he wasn't there when Vaggie caught her staring at the family portrait full of wishful thinking, or when she cries calls out to her parents in her sleep, or-
But she can't. Because he's trying just like she was back then. They're both doing a little redemption on their own- it just happens to be for the same person.
So she understands. To hurt and to be hurt.
Vaggie: I haven't known your dad for very long, Charlie. But I can tell that... he cares. Yes, he's awkward, a bit socially inept, and has his own issues. But, there's one constant in everything he does.
Charlie: What's that?
Vaggie: You, dummy. He loves you more than anything. He probably made the deal with Heaven to spare Hellborns because of you, now that I think about it. My point is, there is no way in the seven rings of hell that he won't put you above everything.
Charlie is about to protest but Vaggie cuts her off.
Vaggie: Uh! He will. You know why?
Charlie: Why?
Vaggie: Because you're his daughter. It's just how parents are.
Vaggie pulls them both up and they gaze into each other's eyes lovingly.
Charlie: What would I do without you, Vaggie?
Vaggie: Still be your amazing self, I'm sure. I hope you guys resolve this, though. Maybe you could convince him to try other dating options. I don't like this whole thing going on with your dad and Alastor.
They laugh and share a kiss.
Her girlfriend was right. This is how her dad is. He's willing to be better for her.
I want to be better for him too.
....
Wait.
Charlie: What?!
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What to look forward to in Part 10:
Lucifer in Sloth.
Going to Earth.
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pocketknifeprayers · 5 months
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for your deer in the headlights au specifically: ■☮▼ for volume and ♥ for all of them (including the girl)
i love you forever for asking about deer in headlights thank u so so much 💞💞💞
VOLUME
■bedroom/living quarters headcanon: he shares with his crew :) usually the room is pretty packed. it depends on the night, how many people are crashing at the nest. the crew have a few separate matresses and piles of comfy shit between themselves but always end up sharing. he doesn't mind, he's used to it and can't sleep without someone else's body heat now.
☮️friendship headcanon: !!!! he's not like. The Friendliest Person Ever like i don't wanna pigeonhole him like that but he makes friends easily, he's very charming and easygoing and often just makes friends wherever he goes. he always leaves stickshift crusades concerts with someone new's frequency and acquainted with a bunch of new faces.
▼childhood headcanon: this is gonna be revealed in the fic :) (aka i have a vague idea but am still deciding how i want it to go in the au)
♥family headcanon: wahhh..... loves his family...... the vs are everything to him. he would do anything for them. the group is tough because they all have things going on for each of them internally and that causes a lot of like. angst but volume just really wants them to all be okay and be together and prioritizes the safety and health over his crew over all else. he would never on any other circumstances take in a kid and change the dynamic but he had no choice in this scenario
VAL
♥: the vs. the thing is, val's not afraid to admit that. yeah his crew is his family, he'll say flippantly. doesn't mean they don't drive him fucking crazy sometimes. he doesn't specify how, doesn't go into more detail about how they're family, what he loves about them, how he feels. that's where it gets scary for him. the details and vulnerability are too much to speak aloud
VINYL
♥: he misses his brother. he had a family back in the city, a small one, just him two parents and an older brother. he misses that, misses his brother a lot mostly. his parents weren't great so he doesn't miss them but his brother he misses. it's alright though. it isn't all the time. and he adores the vs. they are his family now and most of the time they feel like all the family he's ever needed. and when he misses his brother he knows they'll be there to comfort him. :). he's not... thrilled about this new addition to the dynamic it's going to throw off a lot of routine and add tension which he knows he's going to have to deal with but he's willing to give it a shot. try his best yknow.
THE GIRL
♥: family was the four. that was family to her. cherri too. he's not included anymore. the way she misses them has changed from when she was little. she doesn't cry about it anymore. she just... longs for that. not being able to fix the ache in her chest makes her mad and she'll be damned if she lets anyone else try to be her family again.
VAYA
♥: !! in my canon vaya is kinda like. the least attached to the vs if that makes sense. yes she and vamos are very close yes she loves the vs but she has a life outside of it that's her own. she also misses her mom, even though she was terrible. her family is vamos and her mom and that dynamic they had was bad but she still misses it sometimes. she's going along with this new addition to the household just cuz she knows there's nothing to do about it and she'll try to stay out of it if things go bad. help out where she can but things are out of her hands. she's mostly worried about vamos handling it, honestly. in her mind they can be a touch naive. also sensitive. she doesn't want the extra stress to hurt her.
VAMOS
♥: the vs are her family!! she doesn't want anything to do with the memories of her and vaya and their mother it just makes her sad. they want to leave that behind if they can, family doesn't act like her mother did. they love the vs so much and couldn't ask for better family like she just connects with them all on a certain level and really clicks with them and they feel so free to be themself :) while yeah they worry about the kid being added to the household she kinda just tries to trust things will work out. what's meant to be will be! and this might be exciting!
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re-ikrmso · 1 year
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Pmd story outlines.
OKAY. that was mainy a spoiler warning for a certain someone. i cant keep my fucking mouth shut though T_T so, this is my ‘pokepasta’ or just a pokemon story idea! outlines below: 
gods i Cant keep it quiet any longer: my idea of a pokepasta(??? i was oringally going to make it a short one but it kinda blew up to a 3 parted thing)/pmd story where over years, human culture has been shared with the pmd world and unfornately makes the pmd world disgusted. Some regions take it better than others, but the place that my story takes place in is the equivalant of redneck territorry i guess, and anti-human propoganda is everywhere-ish.(How would PMD pokemon feel about being kept in little balls to fight at will in the other world without little context? The eating of pokemon? pokemon Trafficking?) 
Combined with an eventual realization that they could just....GET a NEW human if they don’t like thier human sent to save the world leads to some...very not so nice things. How long you last will depend on how useful you are.
 PART 1: a vulpix appears one day--and lets loose that they’re a human. poor idea--but the reader/player doesn’t know that yet. befriend a pikachu partner and you eventually wear matching pink ribbons as a symbol for your team/friendship. go on missions elsewhere, whatever. realize that the town is shortchanging you and havent been giving you the equipment you needed. Vulpix chocks it up to the town being poorer than they thought, but thier partner knows better. talk with enough npcs, and soon enough the cracks fall through the happy facade. 
“What’s wrong with your snout?”
“Stay away from my children.”
“You’re a human, yea? Hope you find that threat soon! For your sake, and ours.”
“Wahhh! Mommy, the scary vulpix is here!” 
“I don’t really want you getting affiliated...but I can’t deny a job well done. Take this.” 
There will be at least one instance of your partner shouting at a guild member to ‘stop paying us less than other teams!’. It’s implied the only reason you ever get a full reward in late game is becuase of your partner. (side quests still have pokemon cough up the full reward, but begrudingly)
If you know what vulpixes look like in pmd, then you’ll realize that something is subtly off with the vulpix-human. It gets worse as time goes on. At some point (or this may be route exclusive) you get a prespective shift and get to see some very nice body horror on your vulpix protagonist. There’s something off about them, but they don’t realize it themselves. Your vulpix form is akin to a fucked up costume--a mimicry of a shadow. Your snout is just too long, and you look like you should’ve been a ninetails instead. Your eyes dialate too rapidly, you just have one too many teeth and you’re able to learn moves you normally can’t learn in pmd...but that you COULD learn in non-pmd pokemon games. long story short, Your human protagonist-turned vulpix is a fucking FREAK of nature. 
There’s no obivous calamity or anything wrong at all either--your ‘major’ villian is this umbreon brat that’s going around town blasting pokemon in the back with shadow balls and running off laughing. Since humans have a reputation to stop disastorous events, this brat may lead you to something bigger, or may bloom into a bigger threat. eventually you reach a considerably more tame climax--you stop him from destroying something major that would have threathened the town. he’s implied to still be out there and depending on how to read things--not even defeated. just set back.
I’m not going to spoil the route endings, or even name them. I will say both ‘main’ routes are plausibly canon. 
 PART TWO: 
You’re yet another human summoned, this time in a body of a pikachu. Your partner finds you passed out and brings you around town to help you. He mentions that he ‘thought the memory loss’ had stopped popping up a while ago. One of the first things your protagonist does is nearly throw hands with a street vendor who shortchanges you. yay characterization! No one knows you’re a human at this point. There is still something ‘off’ with your human character, but the most of the townsfolk’s stance torwards you is something akin to “damn you’re weird/ haha, poor people.” 
This time, there’s this maniac of a umberon running around, and despite his childish attitude and petty behaviors, he shapes up to be capable of genuine threats. It turns out the ‘memory loss’ coming over pokemon was caused by this dickhead using them as target practice for his pokemon moves. Venture out, try and chase him as much as possible. Our protagonist in this part is a lot more pragmatic and cynical--so you can actually just skip the cutscene by straight up attacking the villian. he will always find a way to escape though. However, listen to him fully and he drops some hints that something’s up with the town.
Go around talking to enough pokemon, and you’ll find ‘weird’ reactions. Reactions change if you find a weirdly hidden pink, useless ribbon in some places and keep it in your inventory or wear it. Enough pieces come together and it’s flat out revealed that this is the same ‘villian’ from part one, and that he’s managed to become enough of a threat because the town didn’t consider him one. Talk to enough residents and realize there was a past human, who came in the form of a vulpix. defeat the villian, and he lets loose that the past hero and partner dissapeared...And that he had nothing to do with it. The town promptly shuts him up and throws him into jail. 
Secret route can be obtained early, but that’s akin to a “hard mode” and will be forced to extend into post-game. Attempt to confront a truth that you’re not prepared to face this early. This secret route will mainly be obtained post-game, and will act as post-game. Depending on how early you unlock it, character interactions will be different. Early ‘secret’ route will allow you to strike deals with the villian in exchange for information, and by letting the villian escape.  I realy don’t know how much i want to spoil on the secret route but i fucking. love my concept. Let’s just say the narrative attempts to guilt-trip you during the secret route. 
You will have to lie. Your enemy may be more genuine than your allies. How far are you willing to go to sate your curiousity? 
I won’t say anything about part 3, as it includes too many details on both parts 1 & 2.
Also, just wanna share: for some reason, I heavily associate these songs with parts 1 and 2, despite the lyrics barely applying. Probably cause of it’s tone, and cause i was listening to it when comin up with ideas.
https://youtu.be/SDt2OOdWR-Y 
https://youtu.be/GH6Pp_sMptA (Just the above song but slowed.)
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Pairing: Yandere! Lif x reader
Prompt: “You have no idea how much I’ve been holding myself back for you.”
Description: Surely it wouldn’t be a mistake to grow close to Lif. Even if he admitted to some less than healthy feelings, that was okay as long as the two of you were willing to work though them, right? Isn’t that right, dear summoner?
Content Warning: yandere, unhealthy relationships, Sydney’s self indulgence, otherwise just two mentally ill idiots goading one another’s bad ideas, ask to tag
Rating: sfw
Word Count: 1831
Notes: Hi, not dead! Also, still loving Lif. I wanted to write something more unhinged... but ugh I love Lif so much I was like “wahhh the summoner could never hate him!!!” so. there’s that. so its kinda back and forth but hey, it’s something?
Edit: lmao I forgot to link it before but the prompt was taken from this list <3 thank u vanny my beloved
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You never thought it would be a mistake to grow closer to the heroes in your charge. Even some of the more… villainous among them couldn’t act out on there less than friendly urges thanks to the magical contract used to summon them. Time and time again growing closer to heroes actually proved to be more than worth it, both on the battlefield and off it. Some were more open to it than others, of course, and who could blame them for that? It was a strange new world and you didn’t blame them for trying to find sanctuary in those that had came from their same world. Still, you tried your best to give everyone the time and attention they deserved. Some maybe more than others, even.
You never thought it would be so hard to get Lif to open up though. Perhaps that was ignorance on your part, thinking you knew Alfonse—knew him so well. Even being the same man, they had litteral worlds of difference experiences between them. Still, you wanted to know him better, wanted to help him even if he didn’t think he deserved it, if he fought against you at first; you really thought his warnings were just to try and push you away, to try and isolate himself more and continue trying to be a self fulfilling prophecy. It’s really a shame that you didn’t let that happen, that you had to wiggle and worm your way closer to him. Maybe if you had listened, this wouldn’t be happening. It’s really your fault, then.
At least, that’s what Lif keeps telling you.
Silly summoner, don’t you know? None of this would be happening if you kept your distance like he told you. Lif was only so strong a man, there was only so much he could do to stop himself. But there you went, foolishly wearing down his already thin will (at least, when it came to you). Certainly, it was only a matter of time until something like this happened but your actions certainly expedited the process.
“You have no idea how much I’ve been holding myself back for you.” His voice is a low whisper against the column of your neck. He inhales sharply after the words, the heavy breath that leaves past his mask after tickling you in not an entirely unpleasant way. Still, your hair stands on end, too afraid to speak as Lif pins you again the door of your own room. After another heavy moment, he speaks again. “I wanted to be content just to be near you… to watch as you lived your happy life from afar. But…” His voice draws to a small sigh. “I failed to consider how much you would try to involve me in your life.” You try to speak.
“I just wanted--” He cuts you off, voice a little louder than before.
“You didn’t listen to me.” Red eyes lock with yours, ink dark bangs ticking your skin as he presses his forehead to yours. “I should have known, though. You’re too sweet to stay away.” A bitter laugh leaves him, one that has you frowning despite the situation you found yourself in.
“Because I care.” Your voice is soft. You all the sudden find it difficult to meet his gaze, though there’s not much else you can look when he’s leaning over you so heavily. “I… didn’t want you thinking that I didn’t.” Its all you can say.
“Were you really that blind to it? How I held myself back from you?” He softens ever so lightly.
“I…” You frown softly. “I don’t think I could have guessed this from how you acted, no.”
“You always were so innocent.” His raises his free hand, armored fingers ever so gently tracing down your cheek. “I… didn’t want you to see this side of me. As Lif I’ve done horrible things but… I still never wanted you to know the terrible, jealous man I’ve become.” The hand that just caressed you so gently now clasps your hair in a tight grip. Not enough to hurt you, but just strong enough to give you the barest hint of the depths of his feelings. “Every day I fought the urge to keep you all to myself. I know I’m not the only one who needs you—wants you by their side.” Your feel the heat reach your cheeks. “But I know I’m the only one whose watched you die before, that’s failed to protect you.” His forehead is still pressed to yours, but clawed hands now grip your shoulders. “I don’t deserve you.”
“Lif…” It’s hard to find the right words to say. You struggle against the hard lump in your throat, trying your best to speaks. “I know I can’t changed what happened in your past… but I’m right here, right now. Whether you think you deserve me or not, I’m not going anywhere.” Hesitantly, you move to wrap your arms around his neck. You move slow, giving him ample time to move away from you but Lif is still, letting you encircle his neck in a soft hug.
“_____…” His voice speaking your name is the softest he’s spoken all night. Despite you moving to hug him first, he still moves his arms around your waist slowly, as if afraid in any moment you’ll disappear or pull away. You do no such thing, instead only hugging tighter again him, trying to convey what your words can’t say. There’s a long silent moment as he gently rests his head atop your own. You finally speak again, pulling away just enough so your voice isn’t muffled against his chest. You don’t miss the way his arms seize tighter against you for a moment.
“I can’t claim to understand what goes on inside your head but… I’ll be here, with open arms, to accept your feelings, no matter how strange you think they are.”
“They’re not pretty.” You can feel his heavy breath blow some stray hairs atop your head. “They can be dark… they scare me sometimes.” You don’t think you can recall a time Lif has ever been so open, so vulnerable with you. “Why do you try so hard for me?”
“Because I want to.” When you pull away this time, Lif lets you go, though his arms still rest on your waist. “I want to be a part of your life, good and bad, because I care.”
“But do you care about me like I care for you?” He holds your chin with one hand. His other gently places down his mask on your desk. You stare in awe for a moment at him, taking in the shape of his lips and the eerie glow of his skin.
“I,” It was hard to speak with the sudden pounding of your heart. Lif moved closer to you, face mere inches from your own.
“Do you love me like I do you? Would you accept these feelings of mine?” There’s little you can do to stop him from tilting your head one way. “Please…” His whispered plead is a ghost against your lips as you tremble in trepidation. You don’t stop him as he presses his lips to yours. Their softer then you ever would have guessed. You feel your eyes flutter shut the moment he pulls away. You hesitate to open them for a moment, too scared of what emotion you might see in his eyes. Why did he feel so dangerous all the sudden? You felt as if admitting your affection for him would seal your fate in some unforeseen way. As if for some reason now, you should heed his previous warnings. But where would that leave you, when here and now, Lif has done nothing but prove how much he trusts you and is willing to be vulnerable with you. Why deny him now? Opening your eyes, you respond to him.
“I do.” Your voice is a whisper, afraid to be heard. “Of course I love you.” The words feel as if they’re set in stone as you see a smile grace his lips. “I told you, I would accept your feelings no matter what.”
“I know,” His eyes soft as he looks at you. “Hearing you say it aloud though…” He closes his eyes a moment. “It’s nice. It… makes this a little easier.” Its your questioning look that causes him to let out a little chuckle. “I tried warning you _____… but now that I have you to myself, I don’t plan on sharing you.” His words, though kind of unsettling, cause you to let out a little giggle. Given the circumstances you can’t help but feel a little giddy, even.
“Now you’re just being silly.” You meet his face with a grin, though it falters when you see how serious his face is. “Lif…?”
“Why do you think I told you to stay away.” He holds you close again, careful of his armor. “I know I’m a selfish man. I want to hide you away from the world and keep your warmth all to myself.” Again, a thrill runs up your spine at his words. You know you should be alarmed but it’s so nice knowing how much he wants you. “There are many others who are as undeserving of your kindness as I am… I hate to think you treat them as you do me.”
“No,” You say quickly. “You’re the only one I’m so…” Your nose wrinkles as you try and think of the right way to say this. “You’re the only one who’s this special to me.”
“It makes me happy to hear that.” He squeezes you again. “You shouldn’t indulge me so much, lest I let my greed guide my darker thoughts.” There’s a dangerous glint in his eye. Though, you never much knew how to listen to him.
“That’s okay.” You smile. “I won’t let it get that far. I promise.” Again, he smiles, and you try to commit the look to memory.
“So you say, but look at you now.” Your eyes widen as you realize Lif (of all people!) is teasing you. “Don’t look so excited when I say these things…” He looks to the side all the sudden and you swear, you see color dust his cheeks. “You don’t know what is does to me.”
“Sometime in the future… I may not mind.” You really should keep your mouth shut sometimes but you can’t help the butterflies you feel as his eyes widen.
“_____…” He pulls you in suddenly for another kiss, this one much more impassioned than the last. As he pulls back from you, his face looks downright wicked. It causes you to pause for a moment, to truly take Lif in before you. “You really have no idea what you’ve gotten yourself into, do you?” Your left wondering what he means as you try and collect your thoughts. “There’s a reason I warned you.”
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Loki ep 6 thoughts
-FEAR
-recap reminds me I hate ravonna
-I want more mobius/sylvie
-THE SONG WAHHH
-The QUOTES IN THE INTRO?? WAHHH?,
-OH,?? REAL PEOPLE VOICES??
-Greta thin burg I love u
-upside down heart in rock
-THE SUSOICIOUS LACK OF THEME MUSIC WITH THE LOKI LOGO
-this music slaps everyone say thank u Natalie holt
-they look so good….ugh
-sylvies hair…wah
-THE LITTLE CALLBACK TO LAMENTIS
-she’s asking him to tell her to stop :’)
-best buds I love dem
-she’s pulling the ‘I’m 8 minutes older than u!!’ Argument that every twin pulls
-she needs a moment now but she didn’t hesitate back in ep 4. Hmm
-Tom looks fuckin great here let’s not lie
-statues?? Omg who
-ominous door slam
-I FUCKING JUMPED
-OMINOUS ‘HEY YALL???’
-THAT WAS HORRIFYING
-what the fuck what the fuck what the fuck
-I need a second
-I’m so sorry that gives me the ‘HEY SISTERS’ jumpscare energy I’m laughing but terrified
-kang
-it’s fuckin kang aint it
-oh he scared
-he’s scared
-of the lokis
-wants to bargain with them hmm
-bitchboy
-this never ends well
-BRO HES PAST THIS STUPID FUCKIN BATTLE
-this is a trick loki PLS DONT FALL FOR IT
-full offense but ‘we can reinsert you so you won’t disrupt the timeline’ and ‘you can kill thanos and have the infinity gauntlet’ cannot POSSIBLY coincide
-her eyes are creepy
-don’t let this overrule your GOAL SYLVIE
-god one of you have braincells pls
-oh she thinks they’re a thing too huh
-Disney don’t do it I stg
-THANK u
-sylvie looks so annoyed girl me too
-even my cat’s confused
-I don’t wanna have any sympathy for ravonna don’t show me those stupid fuckin rings
-LMAO THE CLOCK IS PLAYING RAVONNA TOO
-why is this so funny
-knife buds
-I shouldn’t love him but I kinda do
-okay but they’re so funny just holding their knives to him
-I’m so sorry sylvie is so cute
-her little hair flips
-it’s a Loki thing
-he’s funny but I’m fairly certain I’m gonna hate him
-at least call her by her preferred name bitch
-MOBIUS MY KINGGGGG
-WHAT A BAD BITCH I FUCKIN LOVE YOU
-“one mans void is another man’s….piece of cake”
-SHES SO ANNOYEDFKSIFKS
-youre not sorry bitch
-LMAO B-15 YOU BAD FUCKING BITCH
-OMG OMG OMG PRINCIPAL NOT-RAVONNA IS SO HOT
-B-15 like I’ll expose the fuck outta your ass
-Loki I love you but this is obviously bigger than you think
-man’s a script writer omg
-ugh not him being a sylkie shipper
-man I hate u
-NOT THIS SHIT AGAIN IM TIRED
-right when they thought they could start doing their own thing and making their own decisions he’s like SIKE!!!
-I sad
-this bitch is exactly why I’m like meh on Christian god
-must be boring
-man I don’t want him to turn them against each other
-IS THIS A RELIGIOUS ALLEGORY
-ravonna is. A little unhinged
-‘an illusion conjured by the the weak to inspire fear. A desperate bid from control’
-I’m sorry but she sounds like cliche christians
-this is coming from a cradle Catholic
-why is this the mokius/Loki fight from ep 4 all over again
-she literally says crisis of faith
-mobius: hey I think this entire institution has manipulated us and I'm gonna try and figure out what's at the bottom of it
ravonna: lies to him, has him killed
ravonna: wow i cant believe he would betray me like that
-no bc its giving Aaron burr 'now I'm the villain in your history'
-its giving catra and adora in s1 when adora's like 'they're awful' and catras like 'yeah we been knew. How dare u not condone that'
-except I don't ship Mobius and ravonna
-I had to pause to write this rant
-she threatens to prune him again as if he wouldn't just go back to the void
-mobius: we can't take away ppl's free will
Ravonna: i disagree
mobius: where are u going
ravonna: in search of free will
-PICK A SIDE
-IM TIRED
-mobius being left ONCE AGAIN
-poor bitch
-everyone has evil clones just let shit happen
-why is it literally an entire religious allegory
-HW FOUND BABY ALIOTH
-im so confused
-what does the illusion of the time keepers do at all
-he fills the same spot as them either way
-is it anonymity?
-why doesn't he just kill all the bad variants of himself
-he sounds like a liar I don't trust him
-hes just an asshole
-why doesn't he offer ppl the option to work for the tva
-if he thinks they'll still work under Sylvie and Loki then he must think they'd help
-why does he look scared
-idk why but I'm real tired of all this
-time shit's confusing
-dude i just want lokius interaction
-NOOO NOT A SYLKIE FIGHT
-no I’m so ficking emo
-I want them to be besties
-“because you can’t trust. And I can’t be trusted”
-bro I’m sad
-I’m so sad ab Loki
-he’s trying so hard not to hurt her pls
-WAHHHHH
-I am going to SOB
-HE THREW HIS SWORD DOWN IM GOING TO CRY
-he’s GROWN SO MUCH
-LOUD CRYING
-that’s it I’m fucking logging out
-Disney I hate you
-I’m so fucking pissed
-I’m so tempted not to finish this episode I’m mad
-anger fills me from top to bottom
-NOT THIS AGAIN
-I am taking a moment
-are you SERIOUS
-man
-my exact words when she says ‘I’m not you’ were “AH fuck. GODdammit” but I need you to take the liberty of imagining the exhaustion in my voice
-bro I’m just so mad
-I’m like apathetic to the rest of the plot rn sorry
-I couldn’t care less ab this
-man I am so disappointed
-I’m sorry I just am
-does it really fuckin have to go like that
-god at least let me have one last Lokius moment
-Tom Hiddleston’s deliverance of that rant was so fucking good
-like. You can hear how truly fucked up he is about all this. We’ve never seen Loki like this
-I’m rly emo about it
-I’m actually going to kill marvel
-I am. Divorcing this show
-are you fucking kidding me
-no because fuck you
-FUCK YOU FUCK YOU
-I am SO ANGRY
-I am going to be pissed forever
-you fucking make MOBIUS FORGET HIM?? JUST LIKE THAT???
-GODDAMIR
-SO IS THIS MOTHERFUCKER KANG THE CONQUERER??
-I’m so tired
-I just want to take a long fucking nap
-I’m gonna spend the next few years pretending this episode doesn’t exist
-fuck everything man. I’m fucking mad I haven’t been this mad since I watched infinity war in theaters.
-with that I will be. Dying somewhere
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bobateastay · 2 years
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So the fanfic I read was can't take my eyes off of you 😔 and it's not as though san is my bias in ateez currently but it made me look at him a bit fonder and I have so many feelings on it and your writing. Like yeah some of it is crossing a line in San's behavior but like within the confines of the fanfic maybe it's okay (because the reader is able to leave the fanfic).
Idk I just wanted to pretend a bit that san was only explicitly perverted with the reader if only because no one else would let him close. Like rumors are rumors or whatever and if they aren't true or substantiated then maybe it's mean to san (as the reader never completely knows)? I also kind of wanted to be sympathetic to San based on how you described the relationship right off the bat and then would later go on to describe san and the way the reader still considered him.
he and the reader were also just really cute at times. Like yeah it's a smut but there were points where both of them were innocentish or naive. When he asked them to be his roommate my heart hurt because of the implication of his reasoning. Also maybe I'm reading too much into it but although there is lust involved there also seems to be emotional pining too. The way you wrote it made their relationship consensual and the reader was never completely uncomfortable, more so seeming embarrassed?
The way you went about writing this story was amazing. I felt like maybe there were a few things I might have ended up not liking but everything was executed in a great way and the characters are kinda cute together??? The story made me excited for the unwritten possibilities. Also at the end when the reader was extremely brazen was a great way to end it? (Idk I'm sorry if any of this very outside of what you imagined for the story and I tried to keep it solely pertaining to the characterization and the writing itself)
also I'm excited to read your other works completely based on the amount of effort and research you put into this singular one. I want to read plastic flowers when I am able to, as you said it was one of your favorite things you wrote this year (and Seonghwa is one of my biases!!!) while equally being a coward for anything vaguely angsty. I like to read angst, I just will be a mess for days. I am sorry for the length and/or if this isn't comfortable for you. Thank you again for sharing your wonderful works! 😊 have a great day!
oh wow, thank you for this ask!!
i think the parts with san and the reader's relationship were really fun to write because like you said there's obviously sexual attraction but because they've known each other for a long time there's a lot more than just that!! and it's in the part where san asked the reader to be his roommate too, like he could still be kind of vulnerable in that way with them.
and i'm glad that like........ you took into consideration the rumours and stuff too!! i think there's a lot of stuff that didn't get explored in the fic but i'm happy that you still noticed it!!!! i'm really happy you liked the ending too <3333
wahhh i'm so happy you took the time to write all of this out and send in your thoughts and all :'] plastic flowers is definitely one of my favourites but since i wrote it eight months ago it might be a little stiff compared to my newer fics, so just a heads up for that!! i hope you'll still enjoy it though!!
thank you for taking the time to send this in, i hope you have a wonderful day!! :] <3<3<3
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thesis 5 is THE sam fic i think about it all the time. 7 and 21 for that one?
WAHHH thank u anon!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 <3 and thank u for the ask!!
7: Were there any ideas you had for [Thesis 5] that you couldn’t make work? What were they?
Thesis 5 was originally going to have a young!Sam pov conversation outside the bunker in addition to the conversation that's in the final fic, but I couldn't really make it work without being repetitive. I scrapped that conversation and took pieces of it to fit into young!Sam's inner monologue in the Castiel section of the fic or into the old!Sam pov conversation outside the bunker. Here are some excerpts that didn't make it into the final draft:
Christ. Sam heads out the garage door for some air. Fuck Kansas. Fuck Kansas and its shitty gray springtime skies. He drinks his coffee and looks out at the field next to the bunker and thinks about taking a bus. He misses public transit. He misses fucking going to a cafe and doing readings on his laptop. He misses his life. After all those years— after all those years of Dad pushing them around, and doing God knows what to Dean when he thought Sam wasn’t looking, and putting a gun in Sam’s hand and telling him where and when to shoot— he’d gotten out.
Sam drinks his coffee. The warmth doesn’t do a damn thing for him. Fuck. He thought he was free.
“Hey.” It’s the guy who’s supposed to be him in fifteen years. Sam turns around.
He’s not much taller than Sam, maybe only an inch or two. But he looks so different. His haircut’s shitty, first off. And he’s kinda— he’s broader than Sam is now. He looks like he put on a ton of muscle and then lost it, and it left him wiry and mean.
Sam… Sam hates him.
“Mornin’,” Sam mutters, turning back to the road.
The guy shifts in his peripheral, and then steps forward, closer to Sam’s line of sight. “How— how— how’re you, how’re you holdin’ up?”
His stupid fucking stutter. Sam doesn’t talk like that. He gets it, this guy’s probably been through some shit, but— fuck, Sam can’t fucking look at the guy. “Fine.” And then, ‘cause he’s not an asshole, “what about you?”
and the original ending (which was just sam and dean, no castiel) was a lot sadder than what came out in the final draft:
Dean finds him in the library when it’s finished. Sam doesn’t feel safe enough to go outside.
“Been lookin’ for the kid,” Dean says, “you see him?”
“He’s gone.” Sam looks at his brother. His brother who raised him, who told him to tie his shoes and who picked him up from the one ill-advised high school party he went to and who ruffled Sam’s hair with bruised knuckles. His brother, who held his hand over Sam’s mouth and put evil inside him because he didn’t know how to live with the hurt of Sam’s absence. Sam sees the long history of a Winchester’s fear in his brother, and he hates him and he loves him for it.
“Well.” Dean clears his throat. He blinks. “Jeez. I— I mean, if I had to pick, I’m—”
“I would’ve picked him.” Sam looks at him, and Dean looks back. They both know each other, now, after Hell. “If we could’ve picked. We both would’ve picked him.”
Dean shakes his head. “No, I’m— Jesus, you think I wanted you gone? You really think I’d rather have—”
“But it’s not about you, is it.”
Dean sighs. “Fuck.” He stands there for a second, deciding, and then he sits down across the table from Sam. “That was a mind fuck.”
Sam nods. He thinks about that kid. Thinks about him alone under the sky. He wouldn’t have lasted a day in this world, but he could’ve— he could’ve tried. That kid could’ve tried to put pieces of a life together, could’ve got a new name. He’d been hankering for one anyway. Could’ve split from his past and— he couldn’t have become a lawyer, but he could’ve done something good. Maybe.
“‘Smite with thine hand, and stamp with thy foot, and say, Alas for all the evil abominations of the house of Israel! for they shall fall by the sword, by the famine, and by the pestilence,’” Sam recites, thinking of it.
They both know their Bible, after all these years. Sam looks at him, and Dean frowns. “Ezekiel?”
“It seems fitting, doesn’t it?” Sam looks at his hands. “A prophet, who becomes the Lord’s watchman and sword. Eating of God and laying waste to his people.”
“Jesus.”
“I hadn’t read the Bible back then.” Sam laughs, suddenly. “I prayed every fucking day, and I hadn’t even read the fucking Bible. I didn’t realize that the first time I read it straight through was— was for the apocalypse. I guess I thought I’d already done it.”
Dean looks at him, confused. “When the hell would you have had time to do that?”
“I don’t know, I just— feels like it’s always, I’ve always been. You know.”
“Hm.” Dean tries, “You know, uh. Fuck, Sam. You— you know I’m glad you’re here.” Then he laughs. “But shit, he was a fuckin’ riot, sometimes. I’m sad he’s gone.”
That kid. That kid who looked at him strange and unpracticed, unused to being on display, as if Dean’s eyes scanning over him was the only touch he knew.
“Hope he’s okay, wherever he is,” Dean says.
Sam shrugs. “He wasn’t real,” he figures. In this world, less real than the Cage, even crueler than Sam’s old faithful, his truthteller, his lightbringer, his Lucifer, that kid was a dream. He never had a chance.
anyway yeah, those are some bits from the first draft which didn't end up working!!
21: If you were a character in [Thesis 5] where would you fit in?
Oh wrow what a question!! I think I would be Cas, or I would be the person who sold Dean a salmon sushirrito. Unless this question is asking where ME aka tumblr user s11e17 would fit into the fic, in which case unfortunately the fic would simply have to become a meta fic where sam learns he has spent his life on display being a puppet for others
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gayspock · 3 years
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okay nother tng thoughts dump
- i think just in general. checking now, i realise im halfway through s7 of tng... and im kinda? indifferent?? i feel- I FEEL SO BAD for saying that. but i remember being so torn up abt being so close to the end of tos and with tng im just like. okay! onto the next show!
- i jsut dont think its been quite IT for me. like its deffo someone elses fave and it is written well and i can see why its iconic but theres still always just something missing.... that i can never quite grasp. im not even sure if it sjust one big thing, but just lots of little pieces that it just misses for me.
- and like i said its still rlly good. i think i feel abt tng the same way i feel abt s5 of nuwho. like yeah this is done well for what it is but this just doesnt totally mesh with my vibe but i see why ppl respect it yah?
- anyway specific eps: descent was perhaps one of the better lore episodes, i think? like- here's the thing with lore... again not to liken it to doctor who. im such a guy whos only seen doctor who and no other tv shows but in my defence i am thinking abt dw right now. soooo. anyways. lore is like simms!master and i dont mean in terms of them both balancing the #girlboss and #malewife act perfectly but i mean with respects to like. kind of a campy character concept thats hard to take serious but the actor is doing it well, and the character is enjoyable - however, they end up in some... naff episodes... and when theyre not theyre not always utilised to their potential which makes it a little harder to deal with which is a shame bc i do LIKE the thought of them both as my wretched little meow meows but yah yah yah . none of those were words were they babe. hmmm.
- i liked gambit, interface and i really liked phantasms but thats because anything data or geordi focussed has me, easy. their eps are always my favourites - i mean, i also like beverly eps, but i feel like she hasnt had a solid one for a while. :( wahhh boohoo.
- gambit was also one of my more . favourite two parters i think it was done well. i think tng two part episodes have been very hit or miss in the past- esp the mid season ones.
- ATTACHED. that was an ep i had a lot ofthoguths about
- because well this is also sort of a beverly ep actually so i take it back i liked this one too !! and also whilst being lukewarm on picard- here's the thing?? i usually quite like... picard focussed eps. i just find him annoying when he kinda ends up as, like, the resolution for someone else's story which happens a lot (or it feels like it). and the parts of picard that i do like generally are looking deeper into him as a guy ya know
- HOWEVER. i think this also... is one thing that i dont personally like abt tng? its- i guess its mroe of a personal thing, but i jsut... i WISH there were more developments, like acrosss the whole 7 seasons. i know with tos, there werent that many- and i found that okay? because it was only 3 seasons long. but i just kinda wish there'd been more... progression than there was? im not asking for, like, huge changes here; nor am i saying that there was none whatsoever.. i just wish thered been a bit more than there was.
- like im sayin this bc we finally confront the whole beverly and picard thing that was fully established... inthe pilot ep. and idk man. im not saying i wanted them to have some sort of thing going on- god no. but if im gonna be actually honest? i sometimes would genuinely forget abt it. bc its been so long and honestly.. i dont get much chemistry from them. the only indication i ever get from them ever having any connection is when they just. openly state something and im like oh uh i guess fine. like vibes wise they just.. dont have anything there when they actually interact.
- and my thing is like. i just wish tng kind of... had done this episode earlier is all. its season 7 and stuff and i guess theyre wrapping up. but you know. or maybe not earlier- but if they wanted to wait until now, i just wish it would have felt... still relevant? because it did not feel still relevant honestly. and its like. im finding it so hard to describe but again it just feels like....
- i could watch an ep from anywhere in tng and i wouldnt be able to tell u what season it was. i mean okay: im disregarding s1&s2 being badly written... but other than that, like, in terms of character dynamics and stuff and one or two ppl being present (alexander, ro, pulaski or wesley) i could give u no ballpark. and thats good in many ways bc u can drop in wherever and im sure tht a lot of ppl like that but it does seem so stagnant to me. like after seven whole seasons. and like i said i dont think there should be big changes or anything but i would have liked to see... a little bit more? im not sure what exactly. just more of something.
- and i guess thats also just more of an issue of me watching it as a modern day viewer who is bingeing and seeing this all as one long continuous thing. i think thats also definitely to its detriment and accounting for that i dont find it so bad- since i know television culture was different, even just for purely practical reasons.
- also with attached i just. RAMBLED THERE but i really did like this ep. again im a sucker for beverly honestly and i did like them talking abt their shit ultimately.
- force of nature. dont have much to say abt this ep - like i think its one of those, where im like i like the thought you're going with but the execution kinda made it miss and im like eh but that one quote. where is it: "You know, Geordi, I spent the better part of my life exploring space. I've charted new worlds, I've met dozens of new species, and I believe that these were all valuable ends in themselves. Now it seems that… all this while, I was… helping to damage the thing that I hold most dear." <- yeah that shit gets ya doesnt it just babe
- AND INHERITANCE. MY GOODNESS ME. i actually really rated this ep - again, data focus gets me easy. but i liked data's mam honestly.... i mean she did you know. leave him and stuff and ... yeah. im not totally mad abt that and the complexity with android stuff. i think i have more to say but its not coming to me right now so later xxxx
- i also liked parallels but i found worf/deanna. weird. i mean the thing is i dont hate it conceptually actually but i just feel like we dont get enough one on one with them. i think its just... i like how she helped him with alexander but that always did kind of feel like a ships counselor relationship between her and worf which i guess thats the vibe thats putting me off?? bc thats like. her job. not saying she obviously doesnt care but with regards to her advising him and stuff. idk maybe im just being strange
- BUT I LIKED THIS. AS A WORF EP. ITS THE FIRST WORF EP IVE LIKED IN A WHILE- which i feel bad abt bc i do like worf but as i said in the last one of these ramlbes, his eps dont usally work for me and i wont re-ramble about that but yah it was nice bc this one didnt have the issues i usually have with his :3 i liked it. THAT PART WHERE THEY KILL THE FUCKED UP UNIVERSE ENTERPRISE WAS BONKERS THOUGH LIKE HELLO MY GOODNESS ME.
- anyways yehs i think thats all i have to say so far. love and light kiss kiss kis. im onto the pegasus which im kind of interested in . also i had more to say abt specific eps this time, omg... i think its just. s7 so far i kinda like i think :3
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nc7dr3am · 3 years
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LILY’s BIRTHDAY PARTY VLIVE
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december 1st, 2020
you know the drill for nct dream birthday parties
they’re all at the long table, there’s balloons that spell “happy birthday lily” behind them
and they all have party hats (except jimin) and snacks and the cake on the table
jimin is seated in the middle, mark to her right, then chenji
to her left is renjun, hyuck, and then nomin
jimin: hiii czennies!!
and the rest of the boys do their shit yknow greeting the fans
hyuck: it’s our jimin’s birthday!!
and all the guys cheer but it’s so loud that jimin plugs her ears and wrinkles her face
hyuck: i remember when she was just a tiny baby :’)
jaemin: she’s grown so much :(
jeno: she used to be even shorter when we met her
renjun: even back then, we were all taller than her
jimin: today, i will be opening my members presents in front of czennies- we can all celebrate my birthday together!! sadly, mila unnie wasn’t able to though :(
chenle: mila noona got her an electric violin
mark: it’s so cool, seriously. and she played misfit on it as soon as she got it
hyuck: i was so shocked- she just knew it already without preparing
jisung: our jimin is talented~~
jimin: it wasn’t hard! i plan to cover dancing in the rain soon, since i helped compose it
a minute later, they start with the gift, youngest to oldest
jisung hands her a single card and everyone laughs
renjun: where’s your present?
jeno: ah, you know he’s always like this
jimin: *trying not to laugh* shh, let me read the car
jisung is just hiding his head in his hands, and the others and laughing quietly
jimin: ‘jimin... noona...’ ahhh, i hate being called that, this sounds so awkward?? anyway, ‘you’ve came a long way. it’s okay that you have grey hairs-‘ jisung!! WHY WOULD YOU TELL CZENNIES THAT
renjun then leans over while they’re all laughing and tries to count her grey hairs that actually exist. girlie’s got premature greyness 😔
jimin: ‘it’s okay that you have grey hairs and are grumpy a lot. you’re just becoming an old woman... but we still love you. happy birthday, from jisung’ you’re dying later tonight, jisung park. say goodbye to czennies now while you have the chance
once they settle down a little, chenle hands her his gift
mark: is there not a card?
chenle: she doesn’t need one
everyone’s laughing again and mark’s is super loud and cute and lily smiles while looking at him
jimin: let’s see what’s inside
everyone is looking over curiously
jisung: i already know what he’s gotten her. he wanted it to be the most expensive gift
jimin: you dummy, i don’t need- OH MY GOD
she’s holding a light grey purse and her mouth is gaped open
jeno: what is it?
yknow when they’re all confused and making those confused noises? yeah they’re all doing that
jimin: YOU SERIOUSLY GOT ME A GIVENCHY ANTIGONA PURSE?? THEYRE TOO EXPENSIVE
chenle: i know grey is your favorite color, so i got that~~
hyuck: HES TOO RICH
renjun: HE HAD TO OUTDO US ALL
jaemin: HE DIDNT EVEN HAVE A CARD
jimin: thank you so much, lele!!
and then she stands to hug him while he’s dolphin laughing
chenle: honestly, your purses all break and are too cheap... this one is supposed to be sturdy and hold a lot without breaking
hyuck: it’s funny when they break at the airport
jimin: shut up... jaemin oppa?
jaemin passes her a card and she freezes suddenly
jimin: will this make me cry? your cards are always so touching
jaemin: just readdd
chenle: she’s going to cry, i know it
jimin: ‘our lovely jimin’ WAHHH THIS IS GOING TO MAKE ME CRY
renjun: just read, it’s okay!
jimin: ‘watching you grow up has been so strange. when i met you, you were such a baby. you were someone i wanted to protect, and you still are. you’re my little sister, and it’s been an honor to grow up with you, to perform with you, and be part of your family. you’re our most precious member, and i love you so much. let’s be together for a long time. happy birthday, koala.’
she was tearing up durinf the letter and you could hear it in her voice but at the end she began to cry more and covered her hands with her eyes as the others slightly malfunction cuz they don’t know what to DO
jaemin: don’t cry, jimin-ah!!
hyuck: get her a tissue! it’s okay~~
mark: *in english* hey, it’s okay! don’t cry, lils *puts his arm around her*
chenle: i told you she would cry
renjun: *helps to dry her eyes with his sleeves*
jeno: jaemin, why did you do this??
jisung: open the present, stop crying!!
^^ and all of those are just kinda all at once it’s so chaotic
jimin: *laughing* it’s okay, i just love you. oppa, give me a huggg
soon she’s opening his gift and she gives a great big smile
jimin: i was going to buy this myself!
jaemin: i had to get it for you~~
she holds up a new camera and even though her eyes are still a little teary she looks so happy
jimin: manager noona, can you help set this up? i want to take a picture with everyone after this!!
soon it’s time for hyuck’s gift, and she’s trying not to laugh as she opens the card
jimin: i’m most excited for this card...
when she opens it she LAUGHS and she shows it to mark who laughs even more
the others all clamor to see it and CACKLE when they do. she holds it up to the camera
the card just has all of hyuck’s recent pcs in it and says ‘you’re welcome for this card which has made your birthday wonderful’
jimin: donghyuck oppa, i love you so much. you’re the love of my life
hyuck: 😳 stop lying, stupid girl
she’s already opening his gift and laughs when she sees it. it’s noise cancelling headphones
hyuck: you were yelling at us recently that we were being too loud and you wished your noise cancelling headphones werent broken
jimin: i usually only use my earbuds, but these are so nice!! are they wireless??
hyuck: yeah, since you never use airpods i thought this was the closest you’d go
jimin: thank you oppa!! i love you so much
hyuck: i love you too
when she opens jeno’s card she grins
jimin: *in english* ‘little lilly,’ *in korean* ‘happy birthday. it’s been so many years since we met, and you’re still as special as you were then. stop growing so that you can be our baby koala forever. love you, jeno’
they all applaud, and jimin is pouting
jimin: i’m only you and jaemin’s baby, stop acting like i’ll be a baby forever!
jisung: taeyong hyung says that you’re his baby too
jimin: okay. i’m only nomin and taeyong oppa’s baby
jeno gives her a large gift bag and she pulls out some blankets
jimin: ahhhh, thank you oppa!! these are so soft!! i love blankets!!
jeno: keep looking, there’s something else~~
jimin: *gasps* l’interdit?! omo, i’ve wanted to try this for so long!! you all know i love givenchy... doyoung oppa got me givenchy sneakers today
mark: it smells really good
jimin: ?! did you all try it already?
chenji starts laughing and then it’s OBVIOUS what happened
jeno: we wanted to test it!!
jimin: *sprays it on herself* ooo, it does smell quite nice. thank you, oppa, i really love it
renjun: after you read the card, i have to go get the present
jimin: ?!
mark: is it too big for the room?
jeno: huh?
renjun: just read, jimin-ah~~
jimin: ‘jimin, i still remember when we met. you looked so scared in the practice rooms, but you still smiled at us all. i’m happy we see that smile every day, even when you’re feeling bad. happy birthday, jiminnie, we love you’ awwwh, junnie oppa... thank you
she leans on him, smiling
renjun: you’re welcome. but let me get the gift
hyuck: i don’t know what it is, does anyone?
no one knows what it is, but they’re even more suspicious when a manager leaves with him.
renjun, from a distance: cover her eyes!!
mark scoots closer to her and covers her eyes, making her pout
jimin: i want to seeeee
and then all the dreamies GASP which has her freaking out
jimin: what is it?! mark, let me go, i want to see!!
when she does see, her eyes go wide.
jimin: woahhh...
when it gets brought in, even all the fans watching are like O_O
renjun’s gift is... a huge floral arrangement with... WHITE LILLIES
LIKE THE INSTAGRAM POST MYSTERY
jimin: these are gorgeous... thank you, oppa
he hugs her, smiling
renjun: you really like them?
jimin: of course i do! you know white lillies are my favorite... and the daisies and leaves are gorgeous
hyuck: we should put them behind the table, so everyone can see them
jaemin: those are really pretty, renjun
jisung: woahhh
chenle: mark hyung looks upset- that’ll be hard to follow LMAO
hyuck: *smug* i think his will be good...
mark looks embarrassed handing her the card and starts to LAUGH
jimin: *in english* ‘lils, i hope the day has been better than every other one. i don’t wanna be weird and write as long a letter as i planned, so i’ll just shorten it. you’re one of the funniest, most talented people i’ve ever met, and i knew that even when we were little, shy trainees. i’m happy about all the time we’ve spent together and all the time we will have in the future, performing and growing by each other’s sides. happy birthday, m.l.’
at that point everyone is clowning mark because he got sentimental and sweet and mark and lily BOTH feel embarrassed-ish
jimin: thank you, markie oppa. it means a lot
mark: LMAO you’re welcome... it was nothing
hyuck: open your gift!!
he throws her a small box and she quirks an eyebrow
jimin: what, no puzzle? or an empty picture frame?
hyuck: what about a bible?
renjun: or an english dictionary?
mark: ahhhh. why are you all being like this
hyuck: don’t worry, jimin-ah, you’ll like this...
she opens the present and is met with a light blue tiffany’s box
jimin: no way. this is a joke. you didn’t get me anything from tiffany’s
mark: just open it!!
jimin: *opens it and just stares for a while*
and all the guys are wondering what’s in it and they’re all like woah.
jimin: oh my god mark
mark: do you like it?
jimin: of COURSE i do oh my god
she holds up a necklace with three charms on it. one that looked like a tag and another that was an ornate key and then a sagittarius charm. she’s smiling so big
mark: look at the other side, i got it engraved
jimin: ‘happy birthday, lils. m.l.’ oppa this is so gorgeous... help me put it on?
she lifted her hair and he fastened the clasp
hyuck: i told him to get you jewelry but he thought this up himself. i was surprised
everyone started to agree because mark is horrible at giving gifts
jaemin: it’s so pretty!
mark: haha i’m glad you like it
jimin: i absolutely love it! i cant believe it- i hoped you’d be the one person who didn’t spend much money on me. you know i hate people spending money on me
renjun: you deserve it, though
mark: it was nothing... i was just scared you wouldn’t like it
she gives mark a hug from the side, eyes closed and head on his chest
they all talked a bit more, the guys taking a bunch of the snacks, before they sang happy birthday to her and served cake
jimin: thank you guys, really... it means so much
jeno: you know we all love you
chenle: totally
he tHEN SMASHED JIMIN’S CAKE INTO HER FACE AND THEIR MANAGER SNAPS A PHOTO ON HER NEW CAMERA AS SOON AS IT HAPPENS
jimin: ZHONG CHENLE-
chenle already started running, but before chasing him, jimin says goodbye to czennies
then the rest of them closed the live
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To preface: this rant is literally the most inconsequential first world problems shit out there and this whole post is very very cringe. possibly incomprehensible because i can’t fucking think. read at your own risk. also: any advice is appreciated. 
so im gonna go over to a friend’s house in about half an hour and im feeling really nervous because i asked them to shave my head. my mom’s kinda weird about me doing anything to my appearance. i haven’t gotten a professionally done haircut since, like eighth grade. the whole idea of getting a haircut seems way too personal for me. like in the picture of dorian gray, when basil makes the painting and refuses to show it because “there’s too much of himself in it”. Sorry if this is really incoherent. What im trying to say is that i am afraid that my family will make assumptions about me, try to interpret me, once i shave my head. like there’s something about a haircut that says “i have emotions and a lot of them in fact and they’re disgusting little emotions too”. Seeing as i would literally rather die than talk about my feelings with my parents, you can probably see why this is a problem. 
Basically: on the one hand, I really hate having long hair because it makes me more dysphoric than you an even imagine. On the other hand, wanting things is cringe. 
On top of that, I know for a fact that my parents aren’t going to react well. About a year ago i shaved a slit in my eyebrow, and my mom totally freaked out when she saw it. She said it looked horrible and I think she cried a little. She calmed down pretty quick tho and apologized, but she never once said she liked it. She’s usually a tad controlling of my appearance. The last couple of times I’ve had to get new glasses, she basically picked out the frames for me and only wanted my stamp of approval. The most recent time, however, she was still in her appointment when I picked out my frames. I got these really ugly jeffry dahmer ass transgender glasses (you know they type) and the lady was like um okay thats weird but whatever. She also offered to take me to the mens section which i am eternally greatful for thank you glasses lady i love you with my whole heart, even though I didn’t end up picking mens glasses. anyway, when my mom got out of her appointment she naturally went a bit crazy. she said my glasses looked horrible, how could i even think they looked good on me etc. The lady was also clearly uncomfortable with how my mom was acting. Anyway, I stood my ground and ended up getting the glasses. When the arrived a week or so later, my mom profusely apologized and said they looked great. She was offended when I didn’t believe her. One time, I bought this wonderfully late 2000s flannel hoodie (think jesse pinkman) and she ruthlessly mocked me for being a lumbersexual, which just feels like a homophobic slur. Anyway, my mom feels entitled to spout negative opinions about things I like, and thinks nothing of it. There’s a whole host of other situations like these, but that basically sums up what I think her reaction will be.
As for my dad, last october, I asked my parents if I could shave my head and they wanted me to show them pictures of women with shaved heads so I did. My dad thought it was funny, and then he tried to get me to watch boys don’t cry with him (a movie where a trans man is brutally raped and murdered, told as a lesbian romance by it’s terf ass director, although many trans men like the film because it’s literally the only transmasc representation in cinema) because i was “into that sort of thing”. Movies are the only way my dad really knows how to communicate, and he was genuinely trying to be supportive, but he’s just kinda ignorant. (like when i bought docs, he tried to make me watch romper stomper with him, a movie about austrailian nazi punks).
anyway, i know for a fact that they are not going to be happy about me shaving my head, or at least that their reactions will be really hurtful to me personally. I don’t really know how I should react, but i figure it’s better to be prepared for rejection than to let it blindside me. I know shit like this is literally the most whiny bitchy white girl ass problem, so that’s why its under a read more. wahhh my mommy doesn’t like my haircut, meanwhile other queer kids are getting kicked out onto the streets. I get it. Anyway, I’ll update later with their reactions. 
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HGPC 17 - 21 | Koi to Producer 2 - 6 | Appare 5 - 8 | Fugou Keiji 4 - 6
...only just realised I was missing some tags. They should be there now or soon.
HGPC 17
Why do I get the feeling the Sawaizumi family will be held hostage one day…? (Maybe I’m just being negative?)
The episode title mentions Chiyu by name, so I wonder why the translation didn’t…
Customer service! You can’t get away from it, even in COVID times…! (Impressive!)
Hmm…you can actually read part of the booking for the Smiths in the book if you know the kanji.
I thought the Smiths would speak in English, but they actually speak in fluent Japanese if the word “susume” was any indication.
Ah, Sukoyaka sweet buns! (from the other episode about the festival)
HGPC 18
Don’t burn down your house with scented candles, kids!
Also remember to use your knees when lifting heavy boxes! (<- says a charity store volunteer, who does this stuff on the regular)
These days the mascots usually have a human form. I wonder if this is implying that particular direction…? (I woke up today and was craving a certain oneshot I’d read during my scanlation days…if it is, it would fill that niche nicely.)
I wonder if the kids will recognise this Ashita no Joe parody…?
HGPC 19
“…since you were young?”
Oh! Element of Wind again!
Koi to Producer 2
This almost feels like Victor is assigning a school project to Protag-chan…it’s a bit sad, really.
It’s nice they let Protag-chan have a personality.
It’s fine if you can’t read the katakana, but Gavin’s name is Haku in Japanese, so it throws out the immersion somewhat…also, I know I shouldn’t be complaining – I’m the target audience here – but do these guys look kinda similar or what…? (partially kidding)
High school sweethearts, huh? “Childhood friends” is my favourite angle of a romantic relationship, but it gets so overused by harems it comes around to being boring…!
I-Is this Stand My Heroes…?! (LOL…?)
Can we not with 1st person cam…?
As cute and dorky as this stuff gets…how does Gavin never get found?! Does nobody ever look up in this city?!? (I thought Evolvers were meant to be a secret…?)
GPS tracker? That’s no better than large corporations using your location data…Isn’t that creepy…?
Hold on, when did she get his phone number? You would assume it was before this entire chase after the boy happened, but still…?
LOL, the English on the board.
This anime is gonna cause me some frustration, but it gives the good stuff in roughly equal measure. It seems to omit the fact you interact via phone with your bois for intimacy (in the game).
Koi to Producer 3
LOL, that’s so clearly Gavin…
By googling, you find out Uptown and Queens are in New York.
Ohmygosh! Did the creators know I love the trope where only people with superpowers can move in certain circumstances?!
Uh…his name is Kira in Japanese? Did someone read the katakana wrong?
Pictured: Depressed bishonen eating bad pudding. (…That joke sounds better in my head. I forgot what meme I was meant to be parodying there, but I had a meme in mind.)
Lemme guess…this man (I dunno if it’s one of the previous bishies with an identical face or a new one) is looking for MC-chan. *sigh* Update: Yep, just Victor again. To be honest, I don’t like anyone who calls harsh words “their sign of love” – love should be honest and upfront. That’s how it becomes heartmelting.
Koi to Producer 4
Okay, in order, it seems to be hexadecimals, Javascript (you can tell from the “const”), some kind of profiles which are apparently for human lab rats (which seem to have some kind of nonsense filler text), a DNA model and DNA bases (ACGT).
The text on the screen says something along the lines of this being an official broadcast of this man’s arrest and this man was a genetic researcher. Obviously, if I wanted to put more attention into what it meant, I would, but I won’t sweat the details this time (because it doesn’t seem to impact the plot).
The guy’s name is Minor because minor key (geddit?)…that’s my guess.
I started playing the game due to this anime, if you didn’t know, and I unlocked an expert in ch. 2. I thought he was Minor, but turns out his name is Spine (an older man).
The diary, true to form, contains details about either one case or several cases, two involving children. The bottom of the 1st page says “if it’s fake, I’ll laugh”.
Hey, I once told Crunchyroll I wanted an anime about hacking (so is this a dream come true? I reveal all in the next sentence!). Hackers don’t congregate like this…they’d be too conspicuous, even with the secret hideout!
The code in the top left appears to be…C? I think? (Note they declare “unsigned int”.)
Kiro sometimes reminds me of Masayoshi (SamFlam)…it puts a derpy smile on my face.
*blah blah blah I’m Key* - Wuh…? F*** you, Kiro!!! (There is such a thing as piling too much cool stuff on to a character, y’know – I’m guilty of it in my own writing.)
3684 isn’t a very safe password (says someone who once aspired to be in cybersecurity).
What bugs me is that Simon is a perfectly fine name…it’s just a bit boring. Kiro/Kira I get (a bit), but Lucien/Simon…? *shrugs*
Ohh! Based MAPPA! Thank you for making this adaption look great!
Koi to Producer 5
Oh, I got an SR in the game recently and it has a line like, “Only a fool stays up all night to do others’ work. Victor talks like that a lot…
The sign so obviously says “Renka”, meaning “love flower”. “Loveland” really is a step down from that…
Where’s Gavin’s guest badge…?
“Happiness Noodle Store”…?
“…the end of our first year…”
If this weren’t a Chinese work by origin (or Japanese work by translation), I’m sure Protag-chan would have gone after Gavin, despite being told the contrary.
Kanya = Minor. I’ll take a note of that.
One of the books behind Minor says “Gale Start”…hmm…
That GPS tracker is still unintentionally creepy, IMHO.
Koi to Producer 6
…oh. (dejected) Probably a beach episode or something.
What the actual heck was going on with Lucien…? It’s like he was having a tiny stroke there…
Lucien’s power is listed as “???” in the game. I thought he was an aura-reader when he said “show me your colour”, but that shield thing he did means he might just have various psychic powers…? *shrugs* We’ll find out eventually.
Running in heels is hard…
LOL, that’s so clearly recreating a CG from one of the cards.
This is the 2nd time this has gone pseudo-isekai. As much as I like to joke about it…I fully expect someone to be sent to another world at this point.
I couldn’t possibly see Victor on any kind of game show, come to think of it.
Appare 5
This guy’s middle name is “Rich”! That’s silly!
A boombox from the 19th century…makes sense, somehow.
I only just (?) realised Al has a tiny tie on his usual outfit.
Back to the beginning already…just start!
Appare 6
…I just realised Appare mouths “I got it!” in the OP.
Al Lion (sic…?)
Isn’t Sofia in that train…? Update: She might have been, she might not. Hard to tell when they don’t confirm.
This series seriously could’ve done with a dub…Even with weird hokey Hetalia accents, it would be good stuff.
These bunches of people at designated points…reminds me of the book I was reading while in Japan. The Long Walk by Stephen King (part of a compilation). It still gives me shivers down my spine when I remember it.
This “leave in the middle of the night” thing reminds me of the Amazing Race.
“Valley of Despair” is made-up, but Death Valley exists. It’s one of the hottest places on earth, hence the name.
LOL, Kosame scores himself one (1) prarie dog and two (2) Hototos.
I thought Appare was being inconsiderate at first…but he’s being considerate, in his own way.
Oh! I didn’t realise, but Saito Soma is Al.
Appare 7
“It’s not one plus one, but one times one!” – LOL.
Hybrid engine? In the 1900s? Hmm…
LOL, I think Al just did a hadouken.
This stuff’s like an animated Galaxy Brain meme! It’s amazing!
I managed to successfully predict – without watching ahead – Appare would catch himself with his traps.
Kosame with his hair down…is rare. Not exactly attractive because we have to care about the racers rather than lust after them (and the artstyle actually prevents me from doing so, because it’s deliberately quite cartoony), but it’s rare.
Appare is surprisingly childish…that’s what makes him more than a Sheldon Cooper, I think.
The spelling of the place is actually “Ely”, if Google-sensei is any indication. C’mon, subbers! You’re American (most likely)! Can’t you put in the legwork (or the Google-fu) to discover what place in Nevada this is?!
Subbers make characters say “shit” a lot in this show, hmm? (contemplative)
Now this evil guy here *points to screen*…that’s hair I like.
Appare 8
I just love this OP…don’t you?
I like how the steam/gas boat/car has Chinese numerals on its dial.
Kosame means “small rain”, so “heavy rain” is obviously to contrast that.
The Hototo joke never gets old.
I thought I just saw someone leave the saloon…
Nice hair + terrible face = bad equation.
I can almost imagine the wee-oo-wee-oo-ooooooo…wah-wah-wahhh…(You know the one sound snippet, right? The one theme from The Good, the Bad and the Ugly - or whatever movie it is – that maybe involves a tumbleweed rolling across the screen, and then a huge shootout? If you don’t know it, play a sample on this Wikipedia page!) playing in the background.
It’s convenient the prarie dog didn’t appear when Hototo (old) had his revenge spree.
I noticed there’s a bit of a mark under Kosame’s left eye…it suggests that he’s been crying (or maybe it shows tiredness from the race…?), but it’s not that noticeable.
So that’s the real Gil…and tose were his henchmen that threatened to hang everyone bar Kosame. Got it.
(notes to self) So, for charting a course with Appare Ranman!, it’s Los Angeles -> Death Valley -> Ely -> Denver -> ??? -> New York. Got it.
Fugou Keiji 4
“Daisuke-sama” isn’t “Lord Daisuke”, it would be “Sir Daisuke”, I think…but “lord” has a proper translation in Japanese.
The truck has a Shinagawa licence plate. Anime really does like Shinagawa, huh? (Based on ID: INVADED and this.)
I think it’ll be interesting to see Kambe handle this without HEUSC.
The board for Sanchome (which is equivalent to a suburb…or a county, I guess?) has posters saying stuff like “take your dog poop home” and “let’s protect the environment!” (technically, it says “let’s protect the region/area!”, but that doesn’t translate right. There’s even a flea market. Still, those posters don’t have any big hints…not that I know of so far.
I kind of forgot that dude was the gardener for Kambe’s house…er, mansion.
I noticed a poster in the kouban says haru (spring) on it. That’s probably the same one that Haru’s name is signified by, assuming that’s not in combo with another character or few.
Oh great…the sister is an overbearing one.
Ahh…he doesn’t like natto. So that’s the problem. Daisuke is childish (like Appare)…Note I don’t like natto either, but I wouldn’t run away from home (or similar) because I was fed natto.
I noticed Kambe uses shinseki (which doesn’t refer to close family). “Relative” is a correct translation of that word, I just wanted to check that word was the right one for the context.
There’s a green tea bottle by the sink…I don’t think I’d mistake that shade of green for anything else.
LOL, I didn’t think we’d actually get to see Kambe with his hair “down”, so to speak. It’s…an interesting look, for sure.
Oh my gosh! It cost him (Haru) $15!!! (LOL, cheapskate…says the cheapskate…*suddenly droops and stops laughing*) Update: Sorry about the sudden downer there. I was having what the kids these days call a “woke moment”…at least, I think that’s how they use that term.
…I’d watch that crime drama. It’s funny.
Just realised Kato has an older model of phone than Kambe does.
This episode was kinda like a Tokyo Sonata kind of thing, huh? The sensational in the middle of the not-so-sensational…”sensational” for this show, anyway.
Those kids look like the ones from Erased.
*lightbulb goes off in brain* What if the dog went to Kambe’s…?
Can Suzue actually hear HEUSC while Kambe is using it…? $2.46 though…that is cheap, in comparison to the ham.
This was the cheapest episode so far (about $550)…probably because it was an insight into Kato’s life, more than Kambe’s.
Fugou Keiji 5
The flag seems to be based on Cameroon’s (which is in Africa, not America) and the “Arita Kinen” seems to refer to Arima Kinen, meaning this episode is set around Christmas-ish. Credit goes to Kambe Zaibatsu on this show.
I-It’s a Humvee!
Polyadoll (sic)…?
The Poliador guy speaks perfect Japanese…(?)
The star! It’s a key thingy!
I thought Kamei was the 1st Division dude with the reddish hair. Turns out it was the blonde…? Update: Redhead is Hoshino.
Ummmmmm…he was reading porn…? Uhhhhhhhhhhhhh…okayyyyyyyyyyyyy…
…oh, the costs for Kambe’s tuxedo are on there. So’s the cost for repairing the bike Suzue rode.
Fugou Keiji 6
I never knew there were so many money proverbs to be used as episode titles…
What is Kambe doing with his hands…? He’s not even using the computer.
Imura seems to use a Windows 10 with Cortana on the taskbar.
HGPC 20
What’s with all the Naruto running this episode…?
HGPC 21
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[PART TWO OF AUTUMN]
NCT Jaehyun x Reader & Jungwoo x Reader Characters: Jung Jaehyun, Kim Jungwoo, OlderBrother!Johnny Seo, Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul (Ten), & mentions of Lee Taeyong Summary: Running away from your problems never helped anything, esspecially if it can come back and haunt you.   Warnings: Infidelity, unhappy marriage, bad relationships, angst, typos prolly, unanswered questions, don't ask for part 3 cos i wont make it lolol, etc. Words: 5k+
A/N: this is prolly NOT what yall wanted HAHAHHAHAHAHA kinda not sorry but this is what yall get. Hello, i hope you enjoy @justacinnamonroll-lover
NO MORE PART 3. THIS IS THE END. BYE. HUHUUH
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"Hear me out though!” I chuckled as Johnny pulled a pained, slightly amused face. “Listen, I don’t care if you already bought two sky diving tickets! I’ll say it cleary, I am afraid of heights, there is no way I’m doing that.”
I chuckled at this ironically tall buffoon and tread after him and his long legs, “But oppppppppaaaa, remember, you loooove me.”
My older brother made a sound, “Die with your love.”
I pulled my head back and chuckled, “Wow, okay, violent, uhmmmmm.”
Johnny laughed and slowed his paces down. He turned to me and huffed, I nudged him on his shoulder. “Oh, come on, you know you want to.”
“We’ll see how much I want to after you buy my lunch,” Johnny spoke.
“Ooooh, bribery,” I grinned and fiddled with my fingers, “I’m down. What did you want?”
“Oh, no, no, no, the key is finding something that I want, then, then we talk.”
I laughed at the challenge proposed by my brother. “Okay, deal.” I outstretched my arm and we shook hands.
The two of us then strut down the large lobby of this hundred floor building our father owned, ready to head on out for some grub. 
At this point in time, Johnny was about to become the CEO... but we all know he doesn’t because of his car crash...
“Mr. Seo,” a voice called from a far corner. Then there emerged a man in a suit similar to my brother. He had a milky white complexion and bright eyes. When he flashed a smile, my heart skipped and my lips mimicked.
Johnny slowed down not one bit and it made it clear to me that this man was simply an underdog looking to buy some of his time. And so I caught my brother’s arm and raised my brows. He turned to me and did the same. I then shrugged and pursed my lips.
Lucky for the man though, he caught up with us before we could exit.
He airily called for my brother again, and this point, Johnny finally noticed him, or rather, finally stopped ignoring him.
“Name?” Johnny blurted, turning to the dimpled man who smiled brightly in relief.
“Jung Jaehyun,” he nodded, “we spoke on the phone, about the expansion.”
For a moment, Johnny looked clueless, up until a light bulb flashed over his head. He begins to chuckle, “Ahhhh, I remember.” Johnny chuckles, “You have such a shocking proposal, Mr. Jung.”
Mr. Jung faintly smiles, “May I offer you to talk about this matter over some lunch?”
“Ah, it’s not me you should entice,” Johnny turned to me, “but who I already have plans with.”
My brows quirked up at Johnny’s words and the man turns to me. I purse my lips and hold out a hand for him to shake, introducing myself.
“Ah, Mrs. Seo--”
“Ani. Ms., Ms. Seo, his sister.” I corrected. Johnny looked at me, a grin forming on his lips. He knew full well my selfishness with his work and how I would readily reject this man. I cleared my throat, “What you want to talk about must be important, but... I have not met with my brother in months, so please  understand.”
Mr. Jung’s jaw slacks, “Ah... ye. I’m sorry. Surely family comes first before work matters. I mean, we work for our family, right?”
My lips curve into a smile at his words and Johnny pats his shoulder, mumbling something about calling him later. As my brother and I make our way to his car, I turn to Johnny fondly, “He’s nice. I like him. Make sure to really call him, oppa.”
Johnny whipped his head to look in my direction, as if I just stole a year of his life, “Ya! What do you mean you like him?”
I rolled my eyes and got into his car. He followed. “I just like the fact he has filial piety.”
Johnny scoffs, “You think he’s cute?”
I chuckle, “Yes, but I think you’re cute too.” I tease, moving to pinch his cheeks. He scolds me in annoyance and starts his car after securing his seat belt. I fasten mine as well.
“Stay away from him,” he says lowly, “I won’t approve.”
I chuckle, “Ye, ye.”
---*
"That's how you met your husband?" Ten scoffed at the story I spoke. His wife however had the exact different reaction.
"No, no, no, don't tell me. After that you end up meeting at some some coffee shop near your brother's building and end up having lunch together." Ten says with a sour expression as he feeds his daughter some more baby food.
His wife clicks his tongue at him and Ten shrugs.
A small hand tugs on my shirt, "Can I mwake moor chowate sanwishes?" my son asks, chocolate spread marking his chin and cheeks. I chuckle at him and nod, picking up a tissue and wiping his face.
"What about Jungwoo? How’d ya meet him?" the woman asked, placing a watermelon in her mouth.
"I already told you how I met him, babe." I spoke, making Ten snap at me because of the pet name. I laughed at his cutely jealous reaction.
"Oh, ye, ye." the woman nodded. She clapped her hands. "How did you end up together then? With Jaehyun, I mean."
I breathed in deeply, turning to the blue sky above me. 
Honestly, I am so thankful that I the world allowed me to have these two as my landlord. If they hadn't been here with me all this time, I would've probably caved and gone crazy.
I turned to my baby boy, happily sitting on a picnic mat, victoriously munching on the slices of bread he assembled, looking out to the fields of green grass before him. He doesn't deserve that kind of pain, having a mad mother.
"It was at an auction. Jaehyun bought the painting I wanted at an unimaginably high price." I spoke. 
Ten clicked his tongue. "What a waste of money."
His wife gave him another look.
"Honestly, I agree," I offered, "he tried to be romantic by buying it then giving it to me, obviously in exchange for a date. But all I thought of him was haughty at that point. I only agreed because, well, I was getting such a beautiful painting at such a cheap price."
"Pah, it still worked though," Ten pointed, "you ended up marrying him anyway."
"Yes, but obviously, it wasn't the painting!" the woman yet again scolded his husband.
I chuckled, "It's not."
---*
"You're as impressive as you are beautiful," the man spoke smoothly, dimples showing. I broke into a bubbly laugh, "Wahhh, that's not very much. But I'm sure it worked on all the ladies."
We continued walking on the damp sidewalk; the rain that has passed made it glisten, similar to the stars out at this moment. I slightly jump as a few raindrops fall on my head as we pass a tree. The man beside me laughs.
"Wow,” I turn to the man who chuckled at me, “how gentlemanly of you, Jung Jaehyun."
"No," he speaks firmly, grabbing my wrist. I look at him, heart fluttering, not caring as to why his reply was such, and confusing. Jaehyun smiles widely, "you are beautiful, Ms. Seo."
My breath gets caught in my throat. 
"Are you afraid of calling me by my name?" I speak lowly. 
It'd been nearly a month since the day he bribed me out on a date, and I was drastically slipping on this slippery slope to his heart. Yet, he has never called me anything but miss Seo. It slightly worries me.
"I am not afraid of anything," he says and I want to scoff but he continues, "except maybe losing what we have made in this month..." Jaehyun trails off. My hear pounds when he ends his words by speaking my name.
"Mr. Jung," a foreign voice calls for far behind me. I turn around and see that there was an old man that came out from Jaehyun's building, the one we were currently in front of.
I move to pull my hand away from Jaehyun's, but he tightens his grip which lands on my palms. I turn from his fingers to his eyes, his expression was no longer the same. He gently pulls me behind him.
"It's late Mr. Moon, you should be at home," Jaehyun speaks clearly.
The said man clears his throat and moves closer to us, "The vice president said you went home."
"Taeyong wasn't lying," he said, voice mixed with annoyance and slight anger, "I am on my way."
I wasn't the only one who noticed this. Mr. Moon lets out a sigh, "Mr. Jung, please rethink their offer--" "I already told you what I think about their lowly offer." Jaehyun scoffs. "Don't speak to me again outside my office."
With that, Jaehyun stormed away, pulling me along with him.
He brought me to his car and I sat in the front seat. I turned to Jaehyun as he started his Lambourghini, "Why do you do that?"
"Do what, sweetheart?"
I was taken aback by the sudden pet name he used. My breath hitched and it was audible enough that he turned to me. Jaehyun smiled.
"Act cold to everyone?"
He placed one hand on the wheel and another on the gear stick. He released a chuckle, "Don't you think that it's the other way around?"
---*
"Jungwoo!" Ten's wife spoke, "tell me about him."
"Ya, you are so nosy." Ten scolded this time around.
"Wae! I can ask what I want!" she raised her voice then turned to me, "but you only have to answer the same way.” 
I chuckled at her expression and it was then that her baby started giggling at the faces her father was pulling.
"He was my happy pill. He brightened my day whenever I felt like I was on the brink."
---*
"I fucking told you, Jungwoo," I snarled, shoving him away, "I don't want to fucking go ice skating."
Why couldn't he take a hint? I didn't even want to see him today because I had seen Jaehyun being flirted with by some young woman in his office. I was bringing him lunch, but all that went into the trash, literally, I dumped it in the trash.
Now I was in a horrible mood.
Jungwoo called me and said he wanted to take me somewhere. I refused, telling him why, but he insisted, saying he could cheer me up. And now just as I knew I would, I was now taking out my anger on him.
I expect him to lash out on me at this point, but instead he chuckled and cooed, "Ah, baby, you're so cute when you're angry." Jungwoo took my hand and pulled me with me, "Kaja, the rink awaits."
The next thing I knew, I was on the ice, latching on Jungwoo for dear life, "Ah, you didn't tell me you sucked at ice skating."
I growled, "Why do you think I didn't wan to fu--" "Ah, ah, ah," Jungwoo pulled way from me, "You want me to pull away?"
"No, you asshat!" I called, gripping him tighter.
"But I will if you don't clean your potty mouth."
I huffed but complied, "Please don't let me go."
Jungwoo blinked rapidly, lips twitching, breath hitching. "Please, what?"
My brows knit quizzically, "Please... sir?"
Jungwoo threw his head back and pulled me slowly into his arms, "Baby," he spoke airily, peering down at me, "I'm not that kinky." 
He smiled, and pushed hair behind my ear. He then caressed my cheeks and licked his lips, "Jungwoo. Kim Jungwoo. Remember my name."
---*
"Okay, come on," Ten said, carrying Autumn in his arms, "Time to go home."
I turned to my son who was tumbling in the grass nearby and called him. "Come on. Picnic time is over!"
He turned to me smiling widely, "I had swo mwuch fun! Can we pwicnwic toime again?"
I walked over to him and brought him into my arms. "Of course baby, anything for you."
"Can we bwing appa next toime?"
I froze where I stood and turned to my child. He looked at me with his big eyes and my heart started to hurt.
"Maybe."
He took my words gleefully.
After cleaning up, we went into the car, and drove back home, to our noodle place.
"Oh, look, it's only eight am! It looks like we have to won't open late today." the woman in the front seat beamed. "Ah, I'm excited to cook some ramyeon."
"Darling, you always cook ramyeon. Everyday, to be exact."
"Yes, but why would I tire if it's something I love to do?"
---*
"Tell me, why would I get tired of helping you?" Jungwoo muttered softly, crushing me against his chest. I poured my tears out against his shirt, feeling my neck get pressed on by guilt.
"I'm crying to you over another man, my husband, your rival."
Jungwoo stayed silent for a moment, and at this point, I felt scared, that maybe he realized the weight of my words and would pull away. And when he did, I started to shiver. He spoke my name and I looked up at him.
"Why would I tire of you when I am so helplessly in love with you?"
My heart stopped for a second and then beat like a hummingbird.
Jungwoo wiped a tear rolling on my cheek and looked at me in the soft expression he always did. He let out a soft chuckle and examined my face, "I have seen you at your worst, when you're red in the face, puffy eyed, and runny nosed."
I turned away from him and attempted to turn away. He held me in place and took my chin, moving my head to look at his. Tears welled in my eyes at the sight of his sweet smile.
"Jungwoo--"
"Don't say anything if you're trying to change my mind." he said. "Whatever it is you are facing, I will be here to face with you. And in the same way, I hope to face every other thing you will in the future."
---*
When we arrived at the shop, I helped my son get down from the car. He hopped off cheerfully and turned to me with a smile. I smiled back at him. He moved to go inside, up until he stopped and shouted, "Appa!"
My heart dropped.
The boy ran off inside and I quickly followed after. I called his name as he rushed inside. And just as the boy said, there stood a man there, face wet with tears, eye red.
The boy ran to him and wrapped his arms around his legs, "Appa! Did you cwome for pwicnwic toime?"
The man looked down at the child and I gulped, "What are you doing here?"
"I-" his voice cracked and then he crouched down to the floor, looking the boy in the eyes. The younger version of the that teary eyed, suit clad man, smiled and introduced himself. He then raised his small hands and wiped away the tears streaming down from his face. "Do you haw a booboo?"
The older man let out a chuckle and turned away from the boy, standing up.
"Is he... mine?"
"Of course he is. Would I lie to my own son?"
The man took a step back and knit his brows, "How do you know?
"The same way you're here. It's in your bones... you feel it." I spoke. The boy pouted and tugged the man's jacket, "I can help wiv booboos."
The small person was unmistakenly his, even if he couldn't believe my words. Anyone can see that my son had his father's eyes, nose, and lips.
"If you had known, why did you leave?" he said, voice slightly angry. "Why didn't you go to me?" he added, softly.
"I didn't know I was pregnant, until I was already so far out of reach. And when I did, I figured you don't deserve the trouble."
"Trouble?! He's my son!" he raised his voice. "He's the son of the woman I love... how... how could you think that?"
"I also figured," a tear fell from my eyes, "that if it wasn't trouble, you'd find us, because that's who you are... and I have never stopped loving you."
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Nurarihyon no Mago Character CD Series #3: <Special Drama> Cure Your Fears! (怖がりをなおせ!, kowagari o naose!)
Summary: Yura decides to help Kana conquer her fear of youkai. Will she succeed?
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Translation below.
Special drama: Lose your fear!
(school bell rings) Kana: Ah, Yura-chan. Yura: Eek! Kana: Eh? Yura-chan…? Yura: I------Ienaga-san! Kana: What’s wrong? Why do you sound so scared… Yura: Eeeeeek! Kana: Yura-chan… Is it because of yesterday, at the bathhouse? Yura: I-I-I-Ienaga-san! Kana: Uhm, it looks like you’ve got the wrong idea, but yesterday was – it’s not what you’re thinking – Yura: Ienaga-san! Kana: What! What’s wrong! Why are you suddenly holding onto my hand? Yura: Over here! Kana: Ehhhh? Wait, Yura-chan…!?!?
(door slams) Yura: Haaa… I don’t think anyone will bother us over here. Kana: Uhm…Yura-chan? Why are we on the roof? Yura: Ienaga-san! Kana: Uh! Yes! Yura: I…was thinking about it by myself, after that. About your feelings. Kana: Like I said, that was – Yura: And so, you know? I’ve…decided. Kana: Eh? On what? …Eh? Don’t tell me you took what I said seriously? And when you say you’ve decided, you mean…!? That you’d…!? Go out with…!?!? Yura: Ienaga-san! Kana: Eek! Yura: I’m sorry! Kana: Sorry! I didn’t mean to say that yesterday at – wait, you’re sorry? Yura: I can’t reciprocate your feelings. So I’d like us to keep on being friends… Can we? Kana: Eh? That’s… It’s fine! We’re friends, you and I! Frie-n-ds! Yura: I’m sorry, Ienaga-san. It’s like I’ve stomped all over your heart just as you found love… Kana: No, not really… Yura: So, y’know? I wanna make it up to you! Kana: Uh? You do? Yura: You get attacked by youkai a lot, right? I’ll come save you if anything happens, of course, but maybe I won’t be able to reach you right away. In those cases, the scariest thing is – if you panic. Kana: Ah. …? Yura: Those who end up in a panic state and lose their composure – that’s the scariest. They forget to run away, even, and are gobbled up by youkai in one chomp! That kinda thing is definitely not outta the question. Kana: Really…? Yura: But here lies your critical weakness! Which is…how you’re really not good with youkai! Kana: Eh? Yura: Well, you’ve been attacked by youkai many times, so it’s understandable… But in that critical moment, you mustn’t quiver in fear like a newborn fawn! To protect yourself, you must be strong of heart! Kana: Uh…yeah, I guess that’s true… Yura: And so, I’ll have you go through special training! Kana: Special training? Yura: Yes. You’re going to increase your mental fortitude so that you won’t fall into a panic no matter what youkai you encounter! Kana: Uhm…that’s really considerate of you, but exactly what will we – Yura: Scary stories. Kana: Eh!? (spooky traditional music plays) Yura: I’m going to make you listen to a scary story… That’ll increase your mental fortitude come whatever may, no? And thus…heheheheh… Kana: You’re already plenty scary, Yura-chan! Yura: But this is just me trying to make up for how I enslaved your heart at the very least! Kana: Haa… Yura: So anyway, I’m going to start now, okay? Kana: Eh!?!? …Are you really going to tell scary stories… Yura: Of course! They’re going to be reallllllly scary, so prepare yourself! Kana: Oh no………… Yura: This, you know, is a story from when I’d just become an onmyouji. Kana: Wahhh…she’s started… Yura: In my neighborhood, there was a dog with mottled black and white speckled fur named Buchi. And that little dog looked oh so very cute. I always saw it and thought, how very cute! However, one day…that terrible incident happened. Kana: Eek…! Yura: I had something to do at school and got home a little late ‘cause of that. The sun had long set; the road pitch black. There was hardly a person out there. And I had this thought. If anything were to happen right now, not a single soul would know. Kana: Like…? Yura: And so? After some time, I could see the light from my house. I’d finally gotten home… When I thought that with a sigh of relief… Right then… Kana: I can’t take this any more… Just what happened… Yura: Hwaaaaaaaaaa! Kana: Uwa!!! Yura: There was a howl. A dog’s howl. Buchi’s. Kana: He howled, and then…? Yura: (back to her normal bright voice) Ahhh, I was really surprised! I mean, it was so sudden, and in such a dark place. Kana: Uh…ah… Yura: Man, was I real scared, though… Kana: Eh – is that…the end of the story? Yura: Yeah. That’s my scary story. How was it? Scary, right? Kana: Uh, uhm… Yura: Howwwww was it, Ienaga-san? Kana: Uhm…I guess there are two things I can say… Yura: What are they? Kana: First, isn’t that more of a surprised story than a scary story? Yura: Ooh… Kana: And the other thing would be – it’s a story about how you yourself had felt in that situation, right? To be honest, how to say…it’s not quite clicking with me… Yura: Ooooh… All right! Enough with these dull stories! I’m going to go with a real, all-out scary one! Kana: Ehh! Hey, no more! (scary music plays again) Yura: This, too, is a story from when I’d just become an onmyouji. Of youkai wandering through the town and doing bad things… Kana: Uwa… Oh no, this one’s really a youkai story… Yura: I was running towards an area where youkai were acting up. When I got there, I found that the youkai were doing those bad things to a house of normal people who had done no wrong. Kana: What do you mean by…bad things…? Yura: Stealing the persimmons that had just ripened from the tree… Drawing on the walls… Kana: Eh? Yura: And breaking a window with a ball… Kana: …A youkai did? …With a ball? Yura: Oh, I stopped ‘em right away, y’know? I just kind of went rawr!! at them, and scared them off. Kana: …Er, I see. Yura: How was it? Scary? Kana: Eh? Yura: I want to tell youkai stories! This one’s way scarier than the last one, yeah? Kana: Uh…well…… Yura: Give me your honest opinion, Ienaga-san! Was it so scary that it made your hair stand on end? Kana: Well, if I had to say it…not at all… Yura: Ehhh!?!? Why? Kana: Even if you ask me that… Yura: Could it be that you’ve already gotten over your fear of youkai? Kana: No, it’s not that… Your stories just aren’t scary at all, Yura-chan. Yura: But I’m telling stories about youkai… Kana: They are about youkai, but you already got rid of them all. So these youkai in question aren’t scary at all, I guess… Yura: Hnnnngh… You’re a difficult one, Ienaga-san…! Kana: Am I? Yura: Then, how about this story! It’s not something I experienced, okay? It’s a seriously scary story told since times of old! Kana: Uh huh… Yura: Somewhere, there was a man who said that he was afraid of nothing. But his friends wanted to give him a scare no matter what, and asked him if there was really nothing that he was afraid of. And then, he said this: “There’s only one thing. Manju!” Kana: Er – Yura: So when he was at home, his friends threw a ton of manju into his house. “Now then, he’ll scream and rush out of the house!” they thought, and so waited outside. But no screams came no matter how long they did. Thinking this strange, they peered inside, only to find…that their friend, who should have been afraid of manju, was instead eating ‘em with gusto! And when the man realized his friends had noticed, he said this. “I’m also afraid of hot tea, by the way.” Kana: Ah, I thought so. Yura: So how the story works is, the man lied about being afraid of manju so that he could get a ton of them, which he actually loves by the way, from his friends trying to pull a prank on him and – Kana: No, you don’t need to explain it. Besides, that’s not a scary story. It’s more like a funny story, wouldn’t you say? Yura: Ah… Just when did I stray down the wrong road… Kana: Haha…I wonder… Yura: Wahh, I messed up! If I can’t tell a story that actually scares you…! Kana: Uhm, Yura-chan. You don’t have to force yourself… Yura: No! I decided to scare the livin’ daylights out of you! To beat out every last bit of fear in you! Kana: Eh, wait, this is going in a weird direction! Yura: Now that it’s come to this… You’re gonna be spending a whole lotta time with me! All right? All right!? Kana: …Yura-chan right now is the scariest one of all…
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How Ace gets her fire power and meets the Turtles. (Part 2)
Almost twenty minutes later...
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Donnie looked nervously over the beauty laying clothed in nothing except a sweat shirt of Mikey.
He tried to take some blood from her but her arm turned to fire and made a hole on the place where he tried to touch her with the injection.
"Interesting her body is protecting her even thought she is unconcious!" he realized. So he scanned her body instead and looked in to his hollogram. "This is amazing she is like...made of fire now, her whole organs the same but at the same time they can turn in to fire whenever she gets in trouble. Its like she is made of fire. SHE is living fire!" he shouted and looked in shock at her as she started to burn he grabbed the extinguisher to put it quick out.
"I ask myself..." the purple masked turtle to himself and tried to take blood from her again this time he succeed and took her blood to test it.
"So water and cold stops her fire power interesting to...."
"Hey Donnie is my girlfriend finally awake I made some pizza for us!" Mikey broke in to the lab.
"MIKEY!" Donnie screamed in shock at his younger brother as he almost let one of his tools fall.
The orange masked turtle ignored him and walked over to the young woman. He leaned over her to carefully wipe her wet black lock out of her face.
"Why is she so wet?" he asked his brother blushing as his eyes fell on his sweater glued to the body of the new girl.
Donnie quick put white lab coat over her to stop Michelangelos eyes from falling out.
"Hey Donnie are finally finished with your tests?" the big brute of the family walked in to the lab this made the genuis turtle let out a deep sigh.
It was almost impossible to work on something with his curious brothers making him almost go crazy by walking in to his lab. That was the main reason why he kept his lab locked but because he was been so excited to find out more about this woman, he forgot to follow his important rule to lock his lab before starting his work.
"Mhm..." all three looked at the woman letting out a moan as she came to herself slowly sitting up on operation table she was laying on.
"What happend?" Ace asked them confused for a few seconds before she stare in shock at the talking humanoid turtles standing before her. "Who are you?" she asked staring at them in awe. Turtles! Talking Human like turtles! She always adored this animals.
"Miss please dont be scared we safed you from..."
"The bad guys I did the most of course I am Michelangelo but you can call me your future boyfriend" the youngest sibling interupted his older brother winking at Ace.
This made her giggle and looks over at the growling red masked turtle.
"Raphael and you call me Raph why dont ya screaming freaks or something?" he asked her.
"BECAUSE YOU ARE AMAZING!" she screamed making all three look at her in shock.
"I want to know all about you, are you born this way? Are you a new kind? Are you some kinda experiment? Are you...." suddenly the young woman fell back and shocked all even more but make them sweat drop as she snored loudly laying asleep before them.
"She is sleeping so beautiful!" Mikey cheered looking at her as she scratched her head.
"Yeah like fucking sleeping beauty on drugs" groaned his golden eyed brother shaking his head at her.
"She is really sleeping this is surprising maybe we...Wahhh!"
All three screamed like little girls as the young beauty sat suddenly up looking at them with half closed eyes dizzy from her short sleep.
"Where was I?" she asked the three mutants confused and yawed.
"Y-You wanted to know what exactly we are Miss...are you okay? I think you should take some more Rest" Donnie first found his voice after a while just staring at her.
"Oh this is nothing to worry about really I only have this narco-thing so this will happen from time to time" Ace waved it off like nothing.
"What is the Nacro-thing?" asked Mikey looking at Donnie who thought for a few seconds before he looked in surprise and shock at her.
"Its a long-term neurological disorder that involves a decreased ability to regulate sleep-wake cycles. Symptoms include periods of excessive daytime sleepiness that usually last from seconds to minutes and may occur at any time." the purple masked genius explained to his brothers.
"Okay....I still dont get it" Mikey said smiling making Donatello slap himself.
"One more try then she has a sleep disorder, she can not controll this moments when she falls asleep her body shuts down for a few seconds or longer time. It can happen any time" Donnie tried to explain it to him again.
"I fall asleep sometimes nothing to worry about really" said and stand slowly up looking curious around in the big lab. "You have a nice place here did you build this all by yourself smartass in purple?" she asked Donnie while winking at him.
This made him blush and only nod at her not trusting in his voice. This woman was something else for sure.
"Ya he did so who the fuck ya are and how ya get in to this mess?" asked Raph her annoyed over his brothers being all over her. Yeah she was hot and all but she was also some kinda weird and this confused him.
"I am Alisa, Calina, Ekaterina but all call me Ace. I tried to help a man from getting kidnapped and was knocked out in process. All I know is waking up from pain, becaus if this weird ooze they pumped in to my body" she explained him rubbing her head missing her hat.
"Ace mhm have family up there?" the big brute asked her while looking down at her arms crossed over his plastron.
"SHE IS BURNING!" Mikey screamed as Ace pulled her hand from her head to look at it on fire.
"I AM BURNING! WHY I AM BRUNING" she screamed and starts running around until Mikey throw two of his famous water ballons at her. She stopped and calmed down looking at Donnie for explantation.
He carefully took her hand and pulled her over to his chair to make her sit down while telling her all her found out about her mutation.
Ace listened to the turtle genius in silence. It all sounded amazing and scary at the same time to her. She was a mutant now a fire mutant to be exact and the scary part on it was she couldnt controll it.
"I understand but how can I controll this new power? I cant turn to a walking tortch before my family and friends" she told Donnie who nodded.
"I will try my best to help you in this" he promised her even thought he didnt know how he could help her but as the so called fixer of this family, he always found a way to fix any situation.
Ace gave him a wide smile. "Thank you"
"I wanna help her too!" Mikey yelled and get closer showing her his water filled ballons. "I will put the fire out when ever you start burning!" he promised her as well.
Only Raphael stayed silent shaking his head at both looking over at the leader as he walked in to the room.
Donnie quick filled the blue masked turtle in by what he find out about Ace.
"Miss Ace you can stay here until you in full controll over your power about your family you can let them now that you needed to leave the city for a while" he offered her. The dark haired beauty nodded silently before she took out her phone to write a message down for her boss and another one for her family the old house keeper and the kids of the orphanage she grown up at once.
"Thank you for the offer I could use something to eat now" she explained to the four brothers.
She laughed as Mikey suddenly pulled her up in his arms cheering. "Thats perfect I made some pizza for us babycakes" He run out of the lab before anyone could say something against it.
Raph looked at the other. "Ya really want her to stay here fearless? What if she burns down the lair?"
"Yes I want her here and we will keep an eye on Ace so nothing will happen to the lair" his oldest brother explained to him.
"I can try to make her back human" Donnie offered starting to talk to fast explaining that with help of her blood he could try to make the antidode to the ooze who changed her.
Leonardo trying to follow his middle brother rumblings managed to catch the most important and nodded. "I trust you Donnie to make this antidode but as long she has the this power she needs to learn to controll it to not become any danger to us" the leader told them his decision.
Mikey and Ace arrived in the kitchen and Mikey put the young woman carefully down on a chair before he quick putt the food on two plates sitting down beside her to eat with her.
"Its really delicious" she told him after she took a bite of one slice.
"Yeah it is the best food ever! So do you have a boyfriend?" the cheerful turtle asked her directly.
Making Ace blush slighty looking down to hide it. "No....not right now" she tried to stay calm but she didnt liked to talk about her non existend love life.
Mikey wanted to ask more but was interupted by April and Casey coming in to the room.
"You are awake? Good I have some questions..."
"Jones" April stopped her boyfriend from letting his officer self out on the young woman.
"I know you, you are the news reporter April O´Neil of chanel 6?" Ace said smiling to her.
"Yes I am looks like I am a bit famous" she chuckles and looks smiling at the younger woman. "But please just call me April and this is Casey we are friends of the turtles who saved your from the Shredder" April told her smiling and sat down across from her.
"I am Alina, Calina, Ekaterina or short Ace really a pleasure to meet" the brown eyed girl told them with a slight bow of her head.
"Okay Ace can you tell us how you end up in this mess?" wanted Casey to know while sitting down beside April across from her.
Ace told them what happend and gave all three almost a heart attack as her head fell down face first in the pizza.
The youngest turtle quick pulled her back up while April cleaned her face and Casey put pillow on the place of the food to lay her back down on it letting her sit there snoring.
To be continued...
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Omoi Omoware Furi Furare Ch 26 Translation
FEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEELINGS. Yuna baby it’s okay. iT’S OKAY.
Scans here
p1 Love makes progress during the cultural festival! It's finally time to head to the night party--
I'm filled with nerves, but still want to reach out this hand.
p2 Message: I have something I need to tell you, Akari.
Akari: .......
Akari: Yuna--? Are you here?
p3 Yuna: Akari-chan...
Akari: Yuna---! There you are! Yuna: Akari-chan!!
Yuna: Akari-chan!! Akari: Whoa Yuna: Akari-chan!! Akari: What-- what happened?
Yuna: I-- Agatsuma-kun..... confessed to me...
p4 Shiba: Oh!
Shiba: I got a message from Agatsuma. Rio: Eh?
Message: Sorry! I had the key. I managed to get off the handcuffs. I'm heading back to class now.
Shiba: "I'm heading back to class now," he says.
Shiba: What's with that! He had the key all along! We searched for it so hard. Well, so long as it was found, right?
p5 Rio: .... Yeah.
Yuna: I... I....!
Yuna: This is the first time in my life I've ever had someone confess to me!
Yuna: And I... was so surprised... And... um... and then...
Akari: Don't worry, don't worry. Take a breath. Here.
p6 Yuna: :breathes out:
Yuna: Agatsuma-kun said...
Yuna: Let's go together to the night party...
Akari: (Kyaaa! I thought so! I thought he liked her!!)
Yuna: I was concerned about Rio... I was feeling kind of down because of it... And Agatsuma-kun noticed how I felt.
p7 Yuna: I always knew he was a nice guy, but that made me think it even more.
Yuna: To have someone like that confess to you is honestly a really wonderful feeling. Akari: Yes, yes! Of course it is! Anyone would be happy!
Akari: So... are you saying... What did you answer him?
Yuna: .......
p8 Yuna: I turned him down.
Yuna: I know he's a really great guy.
Yuna: But, I really do love Rio.
Yuna: But... it seems as though Rio is going to tell someone he likes them, at the night party.
p9 Yuna: I'm such an idiot and so stubborn about it.
Akari: That's not true at all! Akari: The fact that you know yourself so well right now is really, really amazing, Yuna!
Yuna: You always say such nice things about me.
Yuna: I had a feeling you'd say something like that.
p10 Yuna: I probably told you because I wanted to hear it.
Yuna: You're my safe space.
Akari: (But I really think that.)
Akari: (The things I don't have enough of, you have so completely. I think that's so amazing.]
Yuna: Akari-chan.
Akari: ? Yes!
p11 Yuna: I've decided I have to tell Rio one more time how I feel.
Yuna: Before he confesses to someone else, I need to convey my feelings.
Akari: Eh? Today? Right now?
Yuna: [nods]
p12 Yuna: I just turned down Agatsuma, and his confession influenced me... It makes me want to tell Rio.
Yuna: Is that terrible?
Akari: ......
Akari: You probably know what I'm going to say, don't you?
p13 Akari: Of course I'm on your side. So go do your best!
Yuna: .....
Yuna: Okay! Thank you!
[LINE msg sounds]
Akari: Oh, it's from kano.
p14 Kazu: Oh, Yamamoto-san's here.
Akari: Heyy!
Kazu: Huh? Wasn't Yuna with you? Akari: Oh yeah. She has something to do. She said she isn't coming back to class, just heading straight to the night party.
Kano: Sorry to call you back, Akari.
Kano: We're about to head home, so we wanted to say bye. Akari: No problem! I should say sorry for being so all over the place. Where's Ryousuke?
Kano: He's already out at the front gate.
p15 Akari: Thanks for coming today. I'll call! Kano: Sure! Come out our way sometimes, too. Akari: Bye!
Announcement: The cultural festival is now closing.
p16 Kazu (?): Let's clean up a little before the party tonight. Akari (?): Suuure. Someone: Are these okay to take down?
Akari: ........
Akari: Oh.
Kazu: That didn't get a prize. It's too bad. I thought it was a first place entry.
Akari: Yeah... me too.
p17 Akari: Inui-kun. Kazu: Hm?
Akari: Will you give me a push?
Kazu: Eh? Like this? Eyy. Akari: This is such an old joke.
Akari: When I realized I would have to move, and I'd be split from my friends...
p18 Akari: How I really felt about it...
Kana: I don't really want to go! I want to be with you guys forever! Why is this happening?
Akari: Even though I want to be like that, and I want to be able to say things openly...
Akari: I'm so scared someone will say, "What's with you all of a sudden?"
Kazu: [PUSH] Akari: Wha-!
p19 Akari: Um, you know... Kazu: [PUSH]
Akari: Eh? Eh... Kazu: [PUSH, PUSH, PUSH]
Akari: What in the world. Is this a thing now? I don't get it.
Kazu: So what if someone says that? I mean, you want to say it, don't you? So go do it.
p20 Akari: ....... One more time.... please.
[A request for more support.]
Kazu: No matter what anyone says to you, you've got me.
Akari: Eh?
p21 Kazu: Ah... um...
Kazu: Me... and Yuna and Rio are here for you, so what do you have to be afraid of?
Kazu: Nothing should scare you.
Akari: [I have it too.]
Yuna: You're my safe space.
Akari: [A place that will accept me unconditionally.]
p22 Akari: [It's right here.]
Akari: I'll be back!
p23 Shiba: Ah! Agastuma---!
Agatsuma: I'm back!
Rio: !
Shiba: You took a long time, considering you said you'd be right back. Agatsuma: Oh, sorry, sorry. I ran into some little kids and played with them a little.
Agatsuma: Is everyone out of their costumes already? Shiba: Like a long time ago.
Agatsuma: And...
p24 Agatsuma: Looks like you have something you wanna ask me, Rio.
Agatsuma: And I have something I have to tell you, too.
Agatsuma: So.......... yeah. I told her how I feel.
Agatsuma: I have a feeling you already kinda knew.
Rio: [suspense]
Rio: ...... Yeah.
p25 Agatsuma: So, I was turned down.
Rio: Eh?
Agatsuma: She says she has someone she likes. Rio: !! Eh! Who?
Agatsuma: She didn't tell me. But Ichihara-san...
p26 Agatsuma: Intends to tell him during the night party. Rio: HA?!
Agatsuma: Somehow I gave her the courage. She thanked me. Rio: (Yuna-chan)
Rio: (Has someone she likes.)
Rio: (And she's even going to confess soon.) Rio: No way.
p27 Agatsuma: Aaaaaaah. Both our chances close tonight along with the festival.
Yuna: (What should I do?)
Yuna: (I'm so nervous I can't move.)
p28 Yuna: (I have to go find Rio now, before he goes and tells someone else his feelings.)
Yuna: (I've been saying this to myself since Akari left!)
Yuna: (Wahhh... my nerves keep building...)
Yuna: [grip]
Yuna: (I was so fired up just a little bit ago! Get that back, me!)
p29 Yuna: (Ughhh but it's so scary.)
Yuna: (I mean, if I think this through, he has the intention of confessing to someone, so a confession from me would just be a bother. And he's already turned me down once.)
Yuna: (Aren't I awful?)
Yuna: (Ahhh... There's the sound of my courage deflating... Wait-- don't leave me--)
p30 Yuna: Forget this! I'm going!
Yuna: (Before my courage is gone completely....!)
Yuna: !!
[SPLASH] Yuna: It... it's cold...
p31 Yuna: Haha... It's... cold...
Yuna: (Even though I'd just made the decision to wrangle up my courage... This is horrible.)
Yuna: (How could I confess to Rio-kun, who sparkles so much, in a messed up outfit like this?)
p32 Yuna: (Is this an omen that I shouldn't do it?)
Yuna: (Maybe it is. If I don't do it, I could stay his friend forever. Yes, yes.)
Yuna: (Ah... That's made me feel so much calmer.) Yuna: .... And...
Yuna: I'm pathetic.
p33 Yuna: So pathetic. I hate myself.
Yuna: Akari even told me I was amazing, and here I am.
p34 Rio: No, I can't.
Agatsuma: Eh?
Rio: I'm not done yet.
Rio: I haven't said anything yet.
Rio: It doesn't matter who she likes. But before her confession
p35 Rio: I have to at least let her know how I feel.
Agatsuma: Eh?
Agatsuma: Rio!
Agatsuma: ........
p36 Kazu: Rio?
Kazu: Are you looking for someone? Rio: Oh Kazu!
Rio: Is-- Is Yuna-chan here?
Kazu: No, she's not in the class. Rio: What, for real?
p37 Rio: (Where could she be? There's no time. I'll ask her through LINE where she--) !!
Rio: (Damn, I left my phone in my locker.)
Rio: (At a time like this? Should I go get it? But...) Kazu: What's wrong? Are you okay?
Rio: (Right! If I get Kazu to send her a message--) Rio: KAZU! Kazu: Yeees?
Rio: Could you Announcement: The night party will commence shortly. Rio: WA-- Rio: UWA Kazu: ? Announcement: All students please report to the grounds.
p38 Announcement: I repeat. The night party will commence shortly. Yuna: I have to hurry.
Announcement: All students--
Rio: Damn, I have to hurry.
Both: (Once the party starts---)
p39 Kazu: Oh come to think of it, Yuna had something to do.
Rio: (Something....) Kazu: She's going straight to the party without stopping by the classroom, I heard. She might already be down at the grounds.
Rio: Got it! Thanks!
Rio: (I messed up-- for her to not be in the classroom--)
p40 Rio: (It's not that I want to get in her way. It's okay if she doesn't accept me.)
Rio: (I just want her to know.)
p41 Yuna: (I want to say it again.
Yuna: (I'm so much better than I was back then. And a feeling as strong as this--)
p42 Both: (I can't let it end without saying it out loud.)
EXTRA PAGES Shiba: (Two of my friends have fallen for the same girl.)
Shiba: (Yamamoto Rio. He's completely aware of his good looks so he's kind of a show off. He's the kind that some people would get annoyed at. But he's a totally great guy.)
Shiba: (Agatsuma Haruto. He's a gentle type that packs a punch. The kind of guy that girls look straight through. But he's a totally great guy.)
p2 Shiba: (If I were Ichihara-san---!) Shiba: WHICH SHOULD I CHOOSE? I like both! Shiba: (They're both my friends!)
Agatsuma & Rio: So have both?
Shiba: Eh? There's no way that could work...
Shiba: (Huh?) Shiba: A double cone! Shiba: (There was something I was worrying over... Well, whatever!)
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