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OLIVIA COOKE as Alicent Hightower in House of the Dragon 1.07

#alicent hightower

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I fully support you, my love. I'm so sorry this happened to you. I wish you nothing but the best, good health, and so much love.

I will be deleting this blog at the end of the week.

I will back up what I can to AO3 with regards to my fics. I may return to them one day, I have yet to decide. I will hand over the reins of the Big Bang to Nat, and then I am gone.

I am so incredibly grateful to the people that have stuck by me and I do not want you to think I am turning my back on you, or don’t love you anymore. I would love to stay in touch over on Discord, so please feel free to DM and I will pass along my details.

For full transparency, my mental health is not in a good way. I am struggling to manage my ED and I genuinely do not feel well at all. My thoughts with regards to myself have turned incredibly dark, and the outpouring of hateful anonymous messages I have received over the last few days have dealt the final blow.

I know I could turn off anon, come back after a break, but come back to what? Everyone hates me. I have been a fandom punching bag for so long, kept a lid on stuff to avoid causing more drama than I was already involved in, tried to build a sense of community and block out the negativity by creating writing events. It hasn’t made a difference.

It got to a point where it was no longer sustainable. The hate anons I was receiving were growing increasingly out of control, I was doxxed. Nobody gives a shit. Look at how quick people were to blow past it or downplay it.

I don’t feel safe here, and if I stick around I will end up hurting myself. I am not in a good way.

I am really sorry to everyone, but you can rest in the knowledge that you finally have what you want. I’m done.

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“english isn’t my first langua—“ say no more.

#SO TRUEEEEEEE

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#dasurv

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bLacK IsNT rLy a CoLOR bUt

fixd it 4 u cos m lov is rel

@pendragora I must admit, she’s earning points

#winning

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#she’sDONE

#😔 #me #unfortunately #alicent hightower

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its so brave that you have such a 2012-coded url in this 2024 world

would you call a bear brave for standing in a new construction suburb or would you recognize the unfamiliar world they built around him

#lol

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Comic-con Tom is back!

Quick recap: Tom showed up in a fit we've seen before cuz that's just who he is (and I respect that). Host was giving kind of a weird energy ('she's asking if you'd like to be punished'???), but okay, no harm done and we don't have to shit on random dudes.

He got asked some of the same questions from earlier cons and some new ones. In summary: Sandman s2 is halfway through filming, the helmet is real and you can see through the eyes, eternal waking is a worse punishment than eternal sleeping, he likes dark Belgian chocolate, he got into acting through Punk Rock, his main inspiration in portraying Dream was the the novels (rather than something external to them), a fav scene to act was the dinner table scene with all siblings in upcoming s2, he'd like to be Destiny so he can live alone in a garden and read, main characteristic of s1 Dream was Dream finding his connection to humanity, fav line is I Am Hope, he's excited to watch Dead Boy Detectives, embodying Dream had its challenges, little to no CGI was used in creating the other versions of Morpheus (iykyk), he tried meeting Morpheus in his dreams, working with Neil was wonderful, he wants to work with great creators (people 'cleverer than him' as he always puts it), he's done a lot of dark roles and if it's happening this many times, he guesses there must be a kinship between those and his personal self (mmhmmm?), for filming he wakes up/starts for the studio around 4 a.m. and starts giving shots around 9 a.m.- time between that is hair+makeup and getting into character, and last and definitely the least, he got asked to do the Dream voice yet AGAIN (please don't do this, people).

It was really, really good to see him. Watch the full video at Klara Himmel's channel.

#LOVEEEEEEEE #DINNER TABLE SCENE 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔😋😂😆😂😋😋😔😋😔🦕🦕😭💔😭 CSRESMING CRYING THROWING UP #HE TRIED TO MEET MORPHEUS IN HIS DREAMS 😭😭😭😭 #dont ask him to do the voice 😭😭😭😭 tbh i can get why that would be weird but also im a bit unsure as to why IDK ITS JUST ME BEING DUMB IF #IF HE FEELS UNCOMFY DOING IT THEB DEFINITELY DONT ASK HIM #tom sturridge #comic con holland 2024

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I’m really funny

#spiderman

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#ADOPTIVE PARENTS, MY BELOVED

#<3

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Miss Frances Mary Harford by George Romney, from 1780 until 1783 (detail)

#art

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EWAN MITCHELL + looking down in interviews

#i love him #hes inviting me to kiss his lil nosey nose

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love those mutuals i don’t talk to but have super warm energy. i see your lil icons and just feel comforted. love y’all <3

#me @ u #even tho aemond is absolutely decimating aegon

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#)):

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🥺🥺 my darling baby girl. I am so glad you liked this. I'm honored my fic comes to you like a lil treat 😖 even if it has the capacity to sting. Thank you for reading and for your kind words, lover.

As for you being delulu like Kylo 🤣 I mean promising yourself to someone then going off the rails, being the opposite person you were when you promised yourself, merits a bit of scrutiny on the promise no? HAHAHA

Hii!

I just came across your empress work with kylo ren and i absolutely loved it.

But i was wondering...

Could you maybe write something like that but with kylo marring a jedi reader to restore balance and peace to the galaxy?

Say That Again

"-- say it," Kylo mutters. His voice becomes shaky, "I want to hear you say it."

Kylo Ren x Jedi!Reader | 1k+ | cw: gender neutra!reader, implied kidnapping, violence/mentions of injury, lovers to enemies, pining, angst, typos, etc.

A/N: this req is remix of this anon's and @copiasratsstuff request where basically YN refers to Kylo with his first name and it makes him snap. also T_T i had to send myself this anon ask because i accidentally posted this WITHOUT ANYTHING on the post LMAO. i hope you enjoy it my loves <3 <3 <3 tbh I think this turned out better than what I had in mind slayyyyed

My heart pounds as I run down the halls. My hands were tingling and moistened with agitation. I huff when I catch sight of the space craft.

I swipe an arm and, using my Force, a pair of stormtroopers crash to the side, clearing my passage.

The footsteps thundering towards me grows louder when I get to the ship and pry the door open with my Force. Just as I'm about to get into the vehicle, a scorching blow hits my leg, then my shoulder. A loud cry leaves my lips before I can even think.

Similarly, I hear painful screaming from afar. "Didn't I say to hold your fire?!"

My panic heightens at the echo of that voice. Through the excruciating pain, I tell myself to push forward. This was it, after all, this was the opening to the freedom I was waiting for.

But the next thing I knew, a dark Force overcame me, and I didn't have enough strength to break free of it.

I thud into the arms of my captor, and whine in pain. I clench my jaw and slowly lift my eyes, glaring at him.

My expression is vaguely reflected on the Supreme Leader's black mask. He sighs before speaking, "you reap what you sow."

I growl and hiss, "and soon will you."

He carries me in his arms, all the way back to my prison cell. He sets me down on his bed l, and as he takes off his helmet, I fling him back with Force, making him loose his balance.

The man doesn't topple though. What only happens is his dark hair falls onto his face. He tilts his head, "childish."

I scoff, "I'm glad you're self-aware."

The Sith Lord says nothing in response. He walks off, props his helmet on his cabinet, and opens a drawer. He walks over to me with bandages and ointment.

I raise a brow as he sits on my side, "you're not going to heal me?"

"The pain will be good for you," he replies, grabbing my injured leg with little regard.

I whine and shift to lessen my discomfort. He begins to lather ointment on my laser gash.

As he does this in silence, and as I behold his profile, his nose, his lips, his lashes, I see flashes of the past from his face. I see a memory of when we were younger, both still under the guidance of our master, Luke. I see his sweet smile, hear his soft laugh, feel his tender kiss... my Ben.

Of course, we were young fools in love. Deep down, we knew we could never be; attachments were dangerous. And yet he promised me himself and I promised him myself, and somehow he believes that was the same as us being married.

That was why he captured me. That was why he was binding my wounds. That was why he was unwilling to let me go. According to him, I was the balance the galaxy craved, I was the balance he long yearned for.

"We are married," he says, a-matter-of-factly.

My face sours, "get out of my head."

"Even did, even if you managed to run," he turns to me, one hand gripping my knee, "you think I would just let you go?"

We stare at each other for a while.

"After all I've done to have you?" he narrows his eyes.

"You wouldn't be able to find me," I lean in as I retort.

He leans closer, "and yet you would eventually surrender because your heart is weak."

I whine when he pulls the bandage around me tighter than necessary.

"Your soft heart would not bear the destruction I'd exact on the stars to find you," he ties the bandage and turns back to me. He scoffs under his breath, "you and your empathy."

The last of what remained of Ben Solo stared at me. Perhaps I was the only one delusional enough to see it. He was barely there in face, and in soul, I fear he may be lost forever.

I turn away.

He releases my leg and grabs my arm, "take your top off."

I decide not to put up a fight, there was no point. I take my burnt top off so he could wrap the injury on my shoulder blade.

He moves me so my back is turned to him. He stares at my wound for a prolonged moment. I am tempted to look back at him when I realize he felt pity for me.

"You shouldn't have run."

I don't look back, "you shouldn't have chased after-" I hiss when he applies ointment on my burn.

"You shouldn't have run," he repeats, harder this time.

"Kylo, please-"

"What?"

I look over my shoulder.

"What did you just call me?"

His expression is that of shock and excitement. I quickly correct myself, "Ben. Your name is B-"

"That's not my name," he raises a finger, "that's not what you said-"

"That's what I mea-"

"Say that again, say it," Kylo mutters. His voice becomes shaky, "I want to hear you say it."

I clench my jaw and shake my head. "Your name is Ben Solo."

He releases a deep breath.

I grab his cheeks. It was the first time I had ever willingly touched him, and so tenderly at that, "that is your name. That is who you--"

"Ben is dead," Kylo grabs my wrists, yanking me away from him.

My heart races when I feel the hot air from his lungs.

"I am all that's left," he whispers, brows furrowing. His voice is shaky again, "Ben was weak. He could not even speak his love for you out loud," he shakes his head, "not me. I would make sure the whole galaxy knows my love for you."

I gasp when he grabs my face and kisses me. I immediately shove him away, and when I do, this man with wide, glassy eyes stares back at me.

For once, his face evokes something more than anger out of me. I see his desperation and it pinches my heart.

"Ben-"

"That's not my name," he blurts, snapping out of his trance and jumping to his feet. His moment of vulnerability was over. Staring down at me now was no one else besides the Supreme Leader of the First Order. He wipes his face and blankness falls on his features.

I mean to call his name out again but he speaks before I can.

"I will have a medic attend to your wounds," he says flatly, "don't think to flee while I'm gone."

I watch him walk out of the door.

#arabellasleopardcoat cutie #im so luv u #say that again #kylo fanfic

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#<3

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It's Jeff!: Infinity Comic #34 (2024)

written by Kelly Thompson art by Gurihiru

#jeff the landshark #jeff the landshark my beloved