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herehavesomeheadcanons · 2 years

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Bungo Stray Dogs Headcanons, but it’s only the characters that I think deserve more attention

I'm currently on a BSD kick, so have these headcanons while I feel ✨Inspired✨

I'll take requests for other characters, these two are just the only ones I have inspiration for right now.

Tw: Aku’s a yandere so yeah. He’s also kinda just a violent disaster of a person in general.

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

🖤‼️ I got one word for you, and that word is Yandere. Are you surprised? You shouldn't be. If you manage to catch his eye, he will kill to keep you by his side. He’s certainly a dangerous one, so watch your back! Yes, he will kidnap you. You kinda brought this on yourself by searching ‘Akutagawa x reader’

🖤‼️He has no idea what love is, actually. He just knows that the world is a dangerous place and he’s the only one strong enough to protect you. It’s going to be a while before he can put a name to this strange feeling, so just sit tight while he figures it out.

🖤‼️Gets a lot of advice from Chuuya, mostly. It’s not that everyone else doesn’t already know that he’s helplessly in love with you, it’s that they’re all scared of him. Chuuya is the only one who isn’t, and thusly he is the advice giver. He actually gives surprisingly good advice, despite his rather angry personality.

🖤‼️It’ll be a while before he trusts anyone else around you. Eventually, you’ll basically be an honorary member of the Port Mafia, but for the LONGEST time he refuses to let anyone else even speak to you. Chuuya does not give a fuck, and visits you while Aku’s out on a mission. Don’t worry, Short Ginger’s got your back. He’ll be your best buddie and wingman.

🖤‼️He has absolutely no clue how to socialize like a normal person. You think Dazai took the time out of his busy schedule to teach Aku how to function socially? Absolutely not. He was too busy turning Aku into the perfect killing machine. Aku is incredibly blunt and literal about everything, and he takes everything way too seriously. 90% of jokes will fly straight over his head, which is pretty funny in its own right.

🖤‼️Gin is the first person Aku trusted with you. She’s his sister, after all. You’ll likely become friends with her, which pleases Aku. He wants all the important people in his life to get along.

🖤‼️If you’re not already a secret badass, become one. Just trust me. Aku is very into that. If you suddenly whip out a gun and save his ass by shooting a bitch without hesitation, he’ll be hooked forever. He’ll be so stunned in the moment that he won’t be able to function properly. Remember that scene in season 3, episode 11? Where he just said yes to everything? Yeah he relapses into that.

🖤‼️Please validate him. Tell him he’s the best and the strongest. He needs to hear it from somebody he cares about. And maybe try to convince him to not seek after Dazai’s validation so much. Does his opinion really even matter? I mean, he certainly doesn’t seem to care about Aku.

🖤‼️He spends more time in the infirmary than out of it. This hard-headed idiot pushes himself well past the limits of what his frail body can handle LITERALLY EVERY FIGHT. You’re going to be spending a lot of time sitting by his hospital bed hoping he’ll wake up from whatever coma he’s currently in. Somebody needs to tell him not to push himself so hard, and it may as well be you.

🖤‼️Please make him take care of himself. Force feed him if you have to, but this boy needs a sandwich. Good gracious, he’s a fucking toothpick. There is no meat on his little toothpick bones. Make him bathe, too. At least make him wash his hair and put on deodorant.

🖤‼️No, he will not let you steal his coat. He will get you a matching one, if it’s really that important to you.

🖤‼️Aku opposes physical affection at first, especially in public. He can’t have people thinking he’s a softie! Eventually, he’ll warm up to it. Only in private, though. Unless he happens to be jealous. Then he needs to show this other guy who you belong to.

🖤‼️Over all, probably the third most dangerous pick in the show. First being Fyodor, and second being Shibusawa Tatsuhiko. It’s not that he lacks power or ruthlessness, just that he has a very obvious issue that can be fixed with some hard work and dedication. He needs lots of validation, and to have some sense beaten into him from time to time.

Edgar Allen Poe

🤎🦝 Oh gosh I love this underrated mf so much- there really isn't enough content of this sweet introvert baby- Anyway, Poe is the sweetest, shyest little bean pole. I think he would like someone who won't abandon him at parties. *ahem* ranpo *ahem* He would also love it if you would read his stories and give him positive feedback. Please. Just do it. He deserves it.

🤎🦝He does have some… interesting… mood swings. Honestly, he can be moodier than most girls on their periods (i can say that, because I’M a girl). One minute he’ll be happy and cheerful, and the next he’ll be Tamaki-Amajiki-ing in the corner. If you don’t know what that means, go watch My Hero Academia.

🤎🦝He and Karl are a packaged deal, obviously. I’m sorry if you have some deathly fear of raccoons (if you do, then why the heck are you simping for raccoon man??) but that’s how it is. Karl is his best buddie, and will be your best buddie too. Look on the bright side, you get to pet a fluffy raccoon!

🤎🦝You met during one of the ADA’s office parties, which Poe attended to show Ranpo his latest novel. Unfortunately, Ranpo is easily distracted and abandoned poor Poe within five minutes. Seeing the incredibly nervous introvert in the corner, you decided to talk to him. Congratulations! You now have a second shadow! Poe is so incredibly insecure in social situations that he will cling to you for as long as you’re willing to put up with him, even if you’re also introverted.

🤎🦝If you like to write, he would love to read your writing! He’ll give you pointers on how to make your writing better. Y’all meet up regularly to discuss your latest projects, read each other’s work, and give each other tips and ideas.

🤎🦝He is WAY too shy to confess to you on his own. He writes so many letters, but never has the courage to send them. He also practices with Karl daily, and still can’t handle the pressure. Somebody please help him-

🤎🦝He tries to ask Ranpo for advice (probably a bad idea) and Ranpo outs him immediately. (“Oh, you’re crushing on y/n, aren’t you?”) Ranpo advises him to just confess already. The World’s Greatest Detective definitely already knows that you’re crushing on Poe. It doesn’t take a genius to see how much you’re pining for each other!

🤎🦝Cafe dates!! Library dates!! Anywhere decently quiet and calm. Poe really doesn’t like large crowds, so maybe no big social gatherings. He enjoys just relaxing at home and reading next to you.

🤎🦝Loves physical affection, but is so so so shy about initiating it. Please just grab him and snuggle him so he doesn’t have to worry about it. Hold his hand! Give him kisses, if you can reach! He absolutely loves to cuddle. With how tall he is, he makes a great big spoon. He could probably just envelope your entire body with his.

🤎🦝Apparently he’s also rich?? Not certain if this is canon (edit: it is!!!) or not but we’re going with it anyway. That way, he can spoil you. If you like to read, he will buy you so many books. You’ll never have time to read them all. Artist? He’ll buy you art supplies! Any other hobbies? Taken care of. Saw a cute necklace/dress/outfit/whatever? It’s on your doorstep within a week.

🤎🦝All in all, a phenomenal pick. Perhaps the best in the show (in my opinion, anyway). Yeah he’s super clingy and insecure, and has some interesting mood swings, but he’s still just a good lad who deserves all the love in the world. Plus he has a pet raccoon, and that’s just really cool.

#bsd #bungo stray dogs #bsd x reader #bungo stray dogs x reader #bsd poe x reader #bsd edgar allen poe x reader #bsd Akutagawa x reader #bsd ryunosuke akutagawa x reader

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sharpiedoodleee · 2 months

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hiiii so. i know im an art blog or whatever but this is something i was possessed to write a little bit ago thats been gathering dust in my drafts for a long while now. ive got a lot of half finished art wips that im not entirely sure im going to go back to so i thought youd enjoy Some kind of content

just dont get used to it, im not a writer :)

SSKK: feelings realisation, ffffluff (?)

= S I N N E R =

“you’re a mess”

“i am not a mess-“

“ryuu, i can tell you’ve been crying”

that makes him pause, faltering a step before tutting and looking off to the side. damned jinko and his tiger senses.

“before you ask i wasn't on about your- very obvious, by the way, you should work on that- about your breathing. although, it is really concerning-“

“jinko-“

“what? you wheeze on a good day akutagawa and you and i both know it”

ryuunosuke glares.

atsushu sighs, removing his hands from his hips and letting the reactionary tension bleed from his shoulders. this is getting him nowhere. he twirls his aching wrists, clenching and unclenching his hands in that way he knows akutagawa would normally snap at him for had he not be so busy trying to keep himself upright. he sighs again

“just-“ atsushi softens his tone, careful to keep the concern out of his voice “show me. where you’re injured.” at the scathing look akutagawa diegns him with, it seems he wasn't careful enough. atsushi clenches his jaw and breathes in through his nose. he never thought listening to kunikidas breathing excercises would come in handy for him - he likes to think hes a fairly calm person, but getting akutagawa to take care of himself would break even the most patient man.

he rolls his eyes “seriously, i could smell the blood on you before i could see you ,ryuu. im just really hoping its all yours”

ryuunosuke huffs a quiet “you’re such a bitch” that startles a incredulous laugh from atsushi. the tiger watches as the other man groans in defeat and lets himself sink to the floor; bracing against the brick behind him and clutching at his seemingly still bleeding side. if the weretiger is going to be so needlessly invasive he may as well rest, ryuunosuke muses, its not like the jinko hasnt seen him in worse conditions. he cringes away memories of a fleeting confession at sea, bleeding out infront of the detective again probably isnt the appropriate time to talk about it.

atsushi stops, squints, reassessing the mafioso “unless youve broken our promise-“

“alright- i messed up, jinko. is that what you wanted to hear? who knew you were such a fucking sadist-” he growls, annoyed now that the weretiger is still so untrusting of him “but i am not so imprudent as to keep my mistakes from you- seeing as that detective agency has finally taught you how to use that brain of yours” he doesnt bother to keep the bitterness out of his tone, they have both said and done much worse to each other after all. he leans back, ignoring his aching body’s protests and meets the weretigers now raised brow.

ryuunosuke sighs and goes lax against the wall, closing his eyes. fucking jinko…

“i have done a lot of shit in my life, jinko, but never once have i lied to you. i havent broken our promise and i wont. you should know this by now, you fool.”

the weretiger twitches, the name seemingly triggering something as his gaze slides off of ryuunosukes eyes and down to his neck. as the silence drags on the older opens his eyes, furrowing his brow as he takes in the jinkos frozen frame. His pupils are near pinpricks, jittering in the confides of his iris as his body is wracked with tremors. hes alarmingly silent, even as the tears overflow and begin to stream down his cheeks, even as his face contorts unattractively and his breathing speeds up. he wraps his arms around himself and ryuunosuke begrudgingly drags himself to his feet once again.

“…jinko?”

…

no response.

ryuunosuke blinks, the weretiger better not be fucking with him. he takes a tentative step forward, raising his palms placatingly from around his side and coiling rashomon around himself to hopefully keep his innards in, gods willing.

“atsushi…can you hear me?”

as he approaches he realises that atsushis now vacant gaze is still fixed to the wall ryuunosuke was sat against, seemingly caught on a ghost only he can see. hes yet to react to his aproach. doesnt seem to have noticed him move at all, really. and isnt that unusual? for someone who was just bitching about being able to hear every weary breath ryuunosuke took, the weretiger is alarmingly still. too struck by whatever horror his mind has conjured up this time to be aware of his surroundings, ryuunosuke imagines.

how the detective agency are still so seemingly oblivious to the weretigers plight ryuunosuke doesnt know.

but its not like he cares about the jinko.

…right?

shaking his head, the mafioso pushes that train of thought away and braces himself. if the jinko hadnt literally just been questioning his integrity as a partner he wouldve probably felt more guilty for what hes about to do, hes aware its horribly unorthodox. if his sibling knew of this they would surely have his head but its not like he has many options seeing as atsushi is near narcose. it may be brutish and harsh, even cruel to some,

but it works.

ryuunosuke taps the still quivering shoulder of the tiger and is unsuprised when that impassive gaze snaps to him with a mildly concerning crack of the jinkos neck. when that achingly familiar glow halos the alley in blue ryuunosuke sucks in a breathe and drops himself as low as he can to the sticky concrete below. his vision swims from the sudden movement and he can feel rashomon tighten her grip on his still bleeding wound, unsure if it was him who told her to or simply a byproduct of his coats concern.

he laughs deliriously. his coat is concerned but his supposed partner just tried to gut him? what a world he lives in…

gods, he hopes the tiger doesnt fancy a brawl in this tight, urine soaked alley. ryuunosuke is barely clinging to his conscious as it is.

when no second blow befalls his now prone body though, he chances a look up and immediately regrets it.

atsushi is staring at him now, his eyes glassy and overflowing with tears that smear his flushed face and nearly glitter in the dull light of the alley. hes clearly attempting to reaquaint himself with reality, stanced as he is over ryuunosukes unprotected form. his arm is still half raised from attacking him; cheap, flimsy shirt lifting to reveal smooth, tan skin…the mafioso laments over his own sickly figure as his eyes are glued to the rippling muscle hiding under there. a sheen of sweat is dripping down atsushis prominent hip bone that ryuunosuke wants to follow with his tongue. his eyes dragging down the shimmering silver happy trail he can just about see in the dying light of the alley.

…fuck.

ryuunosuke quickly looks back down at the floor, suddenly intent on examining the splatter of bird shit infront of him, lest his eyes rake any lower then they already have.

see, ryuunosukes not a fool. he knows he has…feelings to the tiger. it took a lot of reluctant, midnight rants with Gin to get there but he knows. the part of this thats blindsiding him is the all consuming, almost animalistic wave of desire this prediciment has sent careening through his bloodstream. its really not the time, but ryuunosukes never cared for things like that - you cant when you live a life like his. but that lack of practice at reeling himself in is really starting to kick him in the ass. the blood loss is not helping. rashomon is tacky from seeping up the evidence of his failure and ryuunosuke is just beginning to realise a lot of that moisture should be inside him. any remaining bloodflow is joyfully re-directing itself in a more unsavoury direction and ryuunosuke is increasingly glad hes laid himself flat on the concrete floor. his head is killing him.

throughout this whole process Atsushi is still just staring down at him, blinking rather aggressively as he processes what the fuck just happened.

…ryuunosukes really not sure how he manages to get himself in these situations.

#shin soukoku #sskk fic #tumblr fic #sskk #bungou stray dogs #bsd #atsushi nakajima #bsd sskk #akutagawa ryuunosuke #god i have to make a new tag dont i #sharpie writes #disgusting #i didnt mean to make ryuu so desperate btw it just happened #my guy does Not have enough blood in his system to deal with this #lmk if like tags or whatever need to be changed btw as i said i dont write so #am just a bab

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bemuseing · 1 year

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Rules: repost with the information of your muse, including headcanons, etc. If you fail to achieve some of the facts, feel free to add some other of your own! When you’re done, tag 15 other people to do the same!

Tagged by: @silverdeer

B A S I C S .

Name: Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (family n., given n.)

Age: 20

Birthdate: 1st March

Species: Human (Ability user)

Gender: Cis male (he/him)

Orientation: Aromantic asexual

Profession: Mafioso (Port Mafia)

P H Y S I C A L A S P E C T S .

Hair: Black, choppy, fades to white at the longer ends in front

Eyes: Silver, may appear jet-black

Skin: Pale, unhealthily so

Height: 172 cm (5'8")

Weight: 50 kg (110 lbs)

F A M I L Y .

Siblings: Younger sister (Akutagawa Gin)

Parents: Deceased

Grandparents: n/a

Other Relatives: n/a

Any Pets: n/a

S K I L L S .

Possesses the Ability "Rashoumon", which allows him to deform the fabric of his garments in any way he wishes. It's an extremely versatile ability with high destructive potential that he has honed to a very fine degree.

Akutagawa is trained in combat, as a member of the Port Mafia, however his body is frail compared to others, which limits how far he can push himself in a physical fight. His Ability more than makes up for it.

Enjoys some artistic hobbies which he's not bad at.

T R A I T S .

Strengths: Extremely stubborn, very resilient. Ruthless, which is a strength (and necessity) in his line of work. Honest, if blunt, and rarely says anything that he doesn't mean. Keeps his promises.

Weaknesses: Prone to rigid or narrow thinking, and to lashing out violently when angered. When fixated on a goal, he doggedly pursues it and fails to listen to others. Poor social skills, generally unfriendly.

L I K E S .

Colors: Black, grey/silver, muted warm or autumn colours

Smells: Mild, pleasant smells

Textures: Smooth, soft textures

Drinks: Tea (houjicha is his favourite)

O T H E R D E T A I L S .

Smokes?: No, he already has lung problems

Drugs: No

Driver License: Yes

Ever Been Arrested?: Unless it happened when he was a kid, somehow no

Tagging @aevisong @longerhuman @skytired @cursedxartist @slayersaided (and feel free to steal it if you feel like doing it!)

#dash games tag #thanks for the tag!#i might do this for other muses later

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melodiaemfrp · 2 years

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Hello, Attuned! Thank you for participating in Melodiae’s fifth Activity Check! Listed here are characters that did not pass the check (Seven (7) days of activity in-server) for the period from Tuesday, March 8th, 2022 to Saturday, May 7th, 2022.

If you believe your muse(s) are listed here by mistake, you may reach out to the Masterlist before Friday, May 20th, 2022. All characters that do not have activity accounted for by 11:59 PM EST on this date will be removed from the server by the next inbox run (Saturday, May 21st, 2022).

If you did not pass the check, you also have until Friday, May 20th, 2022 to reapp your muse(s) by sending an ask to the Masterlist indicating your intent to reapp the character. You DO NOT have to resubmit the whole application; simply provide your name, the character’s name & series, your OOC contact, and the date in an ask. Muses marked with an asterisk (*) are ineligible to be reapped this way due to failing two consecutive checks, unless they are an OC. These muses must wait one full week, and may resubmit their entire application on or after Friday, May 27th, 2022.

Muses that are not reapped by 11:59pm EST on Friday, May 20th, 2022 will be removed from the server by our inbox run on Saturday, May 21st, 2022.

Thank you for your continued interest in Melodiae!

- The Melodiae Team

BUNGOU STRAY DOGS

Izumi Kyouka (Ruki)

Tatsuhiko Shibusawa (Maxi)

BEAST

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke (Maxi)

CRITICAL ROLE

Caleb Widogast (Lavi)

DC COMICS

BATMAN

Dick Grayson * (Nils)

DELTARUNE

Susie (Johann)

DON’T STARVE

Webber (Benen)

INQUISITION

Bruno Lexer (OC) * (Benen)

DURARARA!!

Celty Sturluson (Ashley)

ELSWORD

Add (Edward Grenore) (Mad Paradox) * (Wolf)

Fenriart Solace (Wolf)

FALLOUT

Maverick Monroe (Benen)

FATE/

APOCRYPHA

Jeanne d’Arc (Ruler) (Mikey)

FINAL FANTASY

VIII

Squall Leonhart (Shaw)

Ignis Scientia * (Cyan)

Prompto Argentum (Tom)

GUILD WARS 2

Artemis (Lunen Kytrev) (OC) (Rennigan)

Rilche (OC) * (Rennigan)

JOJO’S BIZARRE ADVENTURE

STARDUST CRUSADERS

Jean Pierre Polnareff (Tom)

KINGDOM HEARTS

Roxas (Shaw)

LEAGUE OF LEGENDS

Viktor (Tom)

LOST ARK

Delta (Kaixan) (OC) (Kite)

MY HERO ACADEMIA

Neito Monoma (Maxi)

OMNISCIENT READER’S VIEWPOINT

Kim Dokja * (Chance)

Yu Junghyeok (Sety)

ORIGINAL CHARACTERS

Estell Conners (Nils)

Perseus “Nova” Caelestis (Tom)

Rasmorn Axor (Mocha)

Solseren Ul’Senna (KB)

The Spiraling Dirge (Maxi)

PERSONA

Goro Akechi (Lati)

Takuto Maruki (Maxi)

POKÉMON

Giovanni Sakaki (Twin)

PROJECT SEKAI

Emu Ootori (Poid)

Nene Kusanagi (Ruki)

Tsukasa Tenma * (Chance)

RE:ZERO: STARTING LIFE FROM ANOTHER WORLD

Natsuki Subaru (Jay/Julian)

THE WORLD ENDS WITH YOU

Daisukenojo ‘Beat’ Bito (Benen)

TOKYO GHOUL

Kaneki Ken (Garth)

Tatara (Thysto)

TRANSISTOR

Red * (Freya)

TWISTED WONDERLAND

Yuu Enma (Jack)

#melodiae activity check

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aroacehanzawa · 3 years

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the (almost) complete Bungou Stray Dogs reading list

as a dostoyevsky fan i first discovered bsd by being very confused whenever i saw pretty anime boys in the crime and punishment tag, so now i’m using bsd to discover more classic literature, and you can too!

this is my personal list straight from my phone notes app, of the most significant works mentioned in the series. italized titles are those that i really couldn’t find an english translation of but they’re there for completeness (if you’ve found one please comment!)

i’ve also got links to the french text of all works that are originally in french, because i read french and as said this list is just adapted from my personal notes hahaha

special shoutout goes to @bsd-bibliophile and their website from where i got many of the links, especially the works of the japanese authors, as well as the bsd recommended reading list ❤️

links are pdfs unless otherwise specified

the armed detective agency:

no longer human by dazai osamu

the moon over the mountain by nakajima atsushi (beast beneath the moonlight)

an encouragement of learning by fukuzawa yukichi (all men are equal)

o brother, you must not die by yosano akiko (thou shalt not die)

kunikida doppo’s works

the makioka sisters by tanizaki junichirou (light snow) [epub]

naomi by tanizaki junichirou

be not defeated by the rain by miyazawa kenji [online]

demon pond by izumi kyouka (demon snow)

edogawa ranpo’s works

i am a cat by natsume souseki

futon by tayama katai

the port mafia:

rashoumon by akutagawa ryuunosuke (link includes o-gin that akutagawa gin is based on)

this soiled sorrow by nakahara chuuya (upon the tainted sorrow) [online]

golden demon by ozaki kouyou

falling camellia by hirotsu ryuurou

the dancing girl by mori ougai (elise)

vita sexualis by mori ougai [epub]

higuchi ichiyou’s works (no ability specified yet, but see for example encounters on a dark night)

midwinter memento by tachihara michizou

lemon by kajii motojirou

dogra magra by yumeno kyuusaku [website, incomplete translation]

madness of george III by alan bennett (madness of the jewel king) pretty sure this one’s still copyrighted, hence why they couldn’t use alan bennett’s name for ace, and why i can’t find any pdf copies

the guild:

the great gatsby by f. scott fitzgerald (the great fitzgerald)

little women by louisa m. alcott

the grapes of wrath by john steinbeck [online/pdf/epub]

the scarlet letter by nathaniel hawthorne

gone with the wind by margaret mitchell [online/pdf/epub]

anne of green gables by l. m. montgomery (anne of the abyssal red)

moby dick by herman melville

the adventures of tom sawyer by mark twain (huck finn and tom sawyer)

the adventures of huckleberry finn by mark twain (huck finn and tom sawyer)

the black cat by edgar allan poe (the black cat in the rue morgue) [online]

the murders in the rue morgue by edgar allan poe (the black cat in the rue morgue) [online]

the call of cthulhu by h. p. lovecraft (the great old ones) [online]

the rats in the house of the dead:

the house of the dead by fyodor dostoevsky [online/epub]

crime and punishment by fyodor dostoevsky

a feast in time of plague by alexander pushkin [online/pdf/epub]

the precipice by ivan goncharov (this is an abridged translation please buy the new 2020 unabridged translation titled malinovka heights please it’s one of my all-time favourite books please thank you for your attention)

the perfect crime by oguri mushitarou

the decay of angels:

the decay of the angel by mishima yukio [online]

the overcoat by nikolai gogol

dracula by bram stoker [online/pdf/epub] (bram’s ability isn’t named yet but come on who are we kidding)

sigma has been speculated to be a reference to russian writer and journalist sergey nikolayevich syromyatnikov, or possibly sigmund freud

the hunting dogs:

mirror lion by fukuchi ouchi (online summary)

gasp of the soul by ookura teruko (see bewitching shadow which is the only work of anyone from the hunting dogs with full english translation!)

priceless tears by jouno saigiku

plum blossoms in snow by suehiro tetchou (wikipedia)

special division for unusual powers:

discourse on decadence by sakaguchi ango

hail in the begging bowl [online/pdf] (an essay by james abrams on the life and poetry of taneda santoka, from which the ability name is derived)

order of the clock tower:

and then there were none by agatha christie

dark era:

strait is the gate by andré gide (french original, online)

flawless by oda sakunosuke (see his other works from the stories of osaka life collection that has been translated into english, which can be found on the @bsd-bibliophile website)

the long goodbye by raymond chandler [online]

55 minutes:

the time machine by h. g. wells

the mysterious island by jules verne (french original, online/epub)

matasaburou of the wind by miyazawa kenji [online] (atsushi’s alias)

johann wolfgang von goethe (mentioned)

william shakespeare (mentioned)

victor hugo (mentioned) les misérables french original

fifteen + storm bringer:

illuminations by arthur rimbaud [online] (french original, online/epub)

paul verlaine’s poetry [online/epub] (french original, online/epub)

frankenstein by mary shelley (adam frankenstein)

gaiden:

another by ayatsuji yukito (volume 1, volume 2, volume 3)

the summer in the ubume by kyougoku natsuhiko (an inherent drop)

yesterday’s shadow tag by tsujimura mizuki

dead apple:

shibusawa tatsuhiko’s works (referred to collectively as draconia, see fish scales which has been translated into english)

chapter titles and other references:

franz kafka’s works (our man asagiri) metamorphosis [online/epub] the trial [online/epub]

the setting sun by osamu dazai (have you seen all those dazai sunset scenes in the anime)

the black lizard by hirotsu ryuurou

the case of murder on D hill by edogawa ranpo (murder on D street, ch 6)

poems of days past by nakahara chuuya (back in the day, ch 11) see poem collection

light, wind and dreams by nakajima atsushi (even if my head be mistaken, ch 29)

if you’re gonna read the above you should probably be acquainted with robert louis stevenson’s works, like the strange case of dr jekyll and mr hyde [online/epub]

tower of silence by mori ougai (the silent tower and the raven’s feast, ch 30)

husband and wife by nakajima atsushi (cherrirs, ch 43)

dreaming of butterflies by hagiwara sakutarou (ch 65-66)

the sheep song by nakahara chuuya (the chant to activate chuuya’s corruption)

les sœurs de charité by arthur rimbaud (the chant to activate verlaine’s corruption) french original

this is all the main works i could find, but naturally bsd is chock-full of literature references so please feel free to add to this list if you have anything! again i have to direct you to bsd-bibliophile’s online library for more complete resources and relevant authors that are not directly mentioned in bsd + a bunch of other useful content, i swear that page is one of my most-visited websites hahaha

other great resources for free books that have entered the public domain, where i got most of the links to the western books on this list:

project gutenberg

free editorial

planet ebook

planet publish

happy reading!

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yokohamapound · 2 years

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Hello there! could I possibly request the reader reacting to Chuuya,Kunikida and Akutagawa getting into a fight for them? the other person might have badmouthed the reader and that caused the character to get mad and get into a fight with the person. Thank you!! <33

Haha, your choices for this request are perfect. 😂

Characters: Nakahara Chuuya, Kunikida Doppo, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Warnings: violence, murder, awful puns

Nakahara Chuuya

Our darling short king already has anger problems and a hair-trigger temper when it comes to people insulting him. Can you imagine how fast he gets pissed off if someone insults his precious s/o? I'm talking the speed of sound here.

As in, the leg will be flying before the big-mouthed idiot hears their doom whooshing towards them.

Chuuya will honestly beat the crap out of them. The only person he has to take shit from is Mori, and anyone else is fair fucking game, baby. If you're not part of the Port Mafia then he won't even tolerate your name being spoken by the mafiosi. You are absolutely none of their business and talking about you is a one-way ticket to getting their ass floated off the top of Mukurotoride until they beg for mercy.

"What the hell did you just say, you piece of shit?!"

He's not as homicidal as some members of the Port Mafia (Akutagawa) but his temper is as short as he is.

If you wanna handle your own shit, he'll let you, but the second someone makes you uncomfortable he's stepping in. And if they make you cry, wellllll, then he knows a bunch of good places to dig a shallow grave.

And if someone talks shit about you behind your back, well, you're not there to defend yourself or tell him off for starting (another) bar brawl, are you?

Just picture him using the crushing weight of gravity to make someone kneel face-down in the dirt and beg for your forgiveness. Satisfying, isn't it?

Kunikida Doppo

Now, Kunikida's much less likely to actually get into a physical fight than the other two (and 100% less likely to get homicidal), but that certainly doesn't mean he'll tolerate any kind of slander on your name or reputation. That wouldn't suit his ideals, at all.

Unless it's Dazai. If Dazai says something lewd about you or insults you in any way, it's ON.

Anyway, Kunikida will happily deliver a verbal smackdown on your behalf if you aren't inclined to do so yourself.

"I see. Could you repeat that? I want to make sure I have it written down properly in my notebook. For my records."

I don't know how he makes that sound threatening, but he does.

This man used to moonlight as an algebra teacher, so he can literally lecture someone into regretting they were ever born.

Once he's done slicing and dicing them with his razor-sharp tongue, he'll either drown them in paperwork if they're part of the ADA, or gleefully inconvenience them to the point of madness.

If it's some chucklefuck on the street, he'll "Doppo Poetry!" up some handcuffs and march their ass down to the police station to report them for harassment or slander. He'll fill out the paperwork joyfully.

Again, if it's Dazai, he'll just strangle him.

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

I don't know who was stupid enough to insult you in front of Akutagawa, but that was a real dumb fucking move. To an extent, Akutagawa expects you to be able to hold your own in a verbal dispute, because he doesn't think of you as a baby or a child. You're an adult, and I think he would actually enjoy it if you had a sharp tongue, but if the insult is unprovoked, crosses a certain line, or edges into a threat, that's it.

Game over.

"What did you say, cur? Do you value the use of your tongue? Perhaps I should cut it out."

Akutagawa's response will always be swift and violent.

Unless it's someone whose authority he can't refute, like Mori or Dazai, then Akutagawa is likely to kill them. It doesn't matter if it's one of his subordinates in the Port Mafia or just some dipshit in the street with a smart mouth.

Rashomon is hungry.

If you don't want that person dead then you better start talking fast and either a) distract Akutagawa or b) insult the person back so hard their ancestors need the aloe vera cream. If it's the first, he'll be pissy but will possibly allow you to pull him back from the brink of murder. If it's the second one, then he's amused enough to let it go. For now.

I'm not saying he won't go back later and turn them into a reverse-cactus when you're not around, because that would probably be a lie.

#Yokohama Pound #bungou stray dogs #bsd headcanons #bsd imagines #Nakahara Chuuya #Kunikida Doppo #Akutagawa Ryuunosuke #Chuuya x Reader #Kunikida x Reader #Akutagawa x Reader #tw: violence

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mydisenchantedeulogy · 3 years

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To Thine Own Self Be True || Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Warning(s): female reader, overstimulation, choking, bondage - just to name a few. Read at your own risk.

Tag list: @ravenina14

No Minors Allowed!!

Are you free? The message reads; the unnamed sender occupies your thoughts as you stare at the text with a brow raised in puzzlement. Free for what? To chat?

Who is this? You respond.

Perhaps it's a wrong number type of situation. You wait for their reply, out at lunch with a shadow for the day.

“Is something wrong?” Atsushi asks.

You hum.

“I don't think so,” you answer back. You set down your drink and stare at Atsushi across the table. “I got a message from an unknown number, but I don't think it means much.”

His eyes widen in shock; you pucker a brow.

“I'm starting to feel concerned, Atsushi. Or maybe I read your expression wrong,” you say with a frown.

The said teen sighs.

“I should have asked for permission first. I'm sorry,” Atsushi mentions.

You hum, not sure what he means. Your phone rings and you turn your attention to the message in your inbox.

You know me as Akutagawa, it reads.

Your eyes widen. Akutagawa? Why is he messaging you? You grunt in realization.

“Atsushi, did you give him my number?” You ask in concern.

The said teen frowns and nods.

“Why?” You ask.

Atsushi hums.

“Akutagawa asked for it. Or rather, he insisted. I don't know the exact reason,” Atsushi admits.

You sigh. Perhaps you should ask.

Did you need anything? You message back.

A few minutes later, Akutagawa replies.

To talk, face to face. Are you free?

You hum. Are you?

“He wants to know if I'm free to talk,” you mention.

Atsushi taps his finger on the table.

“It's up to you, but it's best to meet in a public area if you decide to meet with him. I can stay nearby,” Atsushi suggests.

You nod. It sounds like a decent idea. You want to know what Akutagawa wants. Messaging him, you explain the terms: the meeting must be in public, and Atsushi must be within eyesight. He agrees moments later and gives you an address. You call for the check.

The address leads you and Atsushi to a restaurant in front of the ocean. On the terrace, you spot Akutagawa, sitting at a round table beneath the awning, as he mentioned in the message. Atsushi sits inside near the window, and you join Akutagawa outside, taking the wicker seat across from him.

A waitress comes over to take your order, but all you request is a drink and a dessert from the menu. When she leaves, you look to the mafioso in puzzlement. His eyes are covered with sunglasses, but the lenses are so light that you can see his stormy irises staring at you in confusion.

“Are you not hungry?” He asks.

You shake your head.

“I ate earlier with Atsushi,” you answer back. “Are you offering to pay by chance? I can order for later.”

His thin brows knot.

“Are you and the weretiger close?” He asks.

You snort.

“We're sometimes paired through work. We had a case nearby, but we finished early,” you answer.

The waitress brings your order to the table, and you thank her, taking an eager bite of the dessert. Delicious. Washing it down, you pucker a brow.

“Why did you ask me to come here?” You ask.

Akutagawa hums.

“I want to know about your supernatural skill,” he answers.

Okay, you think to no one. That is an odd request.

“Is there a reason why?”

He grunts.

“I will tell you once I hear how it works,” he replies.

You narrow your eyes in annoyance.

“And risk the Port Mafia learning about my weaknesses; sorry, but I don’t––”

Akutagawa interrupts you with a growl.

“It’s for me. The Executives aren’t interested in the agency at the moment,” he mentions.

He sighs, then furthers.

“And I will offer you information on my Rashoumon.”

You pucker a brow. Information on his ability might help Atsushi down the road. Fine. If he insists.

You wipe your hands on a napkin, offering one to him.

“It's best to show you. I promise not to do anything too bad unless provoked,” you mention with a grin.

Akutagawa grunts and eases his hand towards you. Reaching over, you take it. Your ability activates, and a violet aura surrounds you, creeping over him as well.

An air of hesitancy consumes you; that is expected. You grin and hum as your aura projects into him, turning orange.

“Do you feel that?” You ask.

Akutagawa hums.

“It's ... strange. I feel at ease,” he remarks.

You nod.

“My skill is called To Thine Own Self Be True. I can manipulate the etheric phenomenon that revolves around a person or object,” you explain. “Emotion appears to me as an orange hue, and I can project my feelings into someone. To read an aura, the color turns violet.”

Akutagawa raises a thin brow.

“I recall it manifesting around your hands, but the color was yellow. Does it often change?” He asks.

You nod.

“There are seven auras, each with their attributes and colors,” you explain.

His brows knit, and his eyes cast to the side.

“And how long do the emotions you project into a person last?” Akutagawa asks.

You hum in thought.

“About an hour or so,” you answer.

His expression darkens. There seems to be an inner struggle brewing in his head, one that rouses your curiosity.

“Is there a reason you want to know?” You ask.

Akutagawa pulls his hand away.

“It doesn't matter. I understand now,” he mentions.

He stands up and tosses some money onto the table.

“I need to think this over,” he grunts.

You give him a heated glare.

“We had a deal; quid pro quo,” you remind him.

Akutagawa nods.

“My Rashoumon eats through all in its path, even space itself. However, its space rupturing capabilities need time to activate, so guns and fire can harm me,” he explains. “Use it to your advantage.”

You certainly will.

Leaving you on the terrace alone, Akutagawa leaves the restaurant. You stare at your dessert in puzzlement until Atsushi joins you.

“What did he want?” He asks.

You hum.

“He asked about my skill, but honestly, I have no idea why he wanted to know. It was a bit strange,” you explain.

Atsushi frowns.

“You did use your ability on him when we went against ourselves during the battle with Shibusawa. Maybe he took it personally,” Atsushi mentions.

You groan.

How did you forget?

You took back your power before Atsushi and Kyouka – even Akutagawa – beating the manifestation of your skill, then despite what the mafioso wanted, you shadowed him. You used your ability to sway him, but under the pretense that you kept hidden. And you did.

So why was Akutagawa sore about it?

“We have something in common now,” you mention.

Atsushi puckers a brow.

“We're both apparently on his shit list,” you further.

The teen snorts.

“Please don't take it personally.”

You grin and continue eating your dessert. For some reason, you feel like Akutagawa isn't done with you just yet.

A week passes before you get a message from Akutagawa. You glance at the message again, making sure you are on time as you sit on a bench in the park. As requested, you are alone. It's hard to say whether or not meeting Akutagawa on your own is a wrong move, but you feel like a public location is a decent start to an easy meeting. Or so you hope.

You lean back and stare at the autumn sky; the temperature is a comfortable sixty-nine, but your nerves are on fire. A noise catches your attention, and you avert your eyes in time to see Akutagawa approach you, wearing a coat with a hood and dark jeans. You notice that he also has a paper bag beneath his arm; the symbol of a local coffee shop decorates it.

“You came?”

Your brow puckers.

“You asked me too,” you retort.

Akutagawa grunts as he averts his eyes.

“Even though I can quickly kill you,” he furthers.

You snort.

“I can handle my own,” you mention as you stretch. “And besides, I heard from a little tiger that you can't kill anyone for six months.”

Akutagawa glares at you. He seems to have something to say, but instead, he tosses the bag into your lap.

“Come with me,” he orders.

You whine and stand, rushing to his side as he begins to move away from the bench. For a minute, you are both quiet. You tear into the bag and hum upon noticing a baked treat inside.

“Someone does his homework,” you tease.

Akutagawa grunts.

“It was a chance decision,” he remarks.

You pull the treat out, taking a bite.

“Thank you,” you mutter.

He says nothing.

“You said in your message that you wanted to speak with me. About what?” You bring up.

Akutagawa hums.

“Give me your hand,” he orders.

You pucker a brow. Why in the hell does he want your hand? You glance at him in concern, but he appears unmoved.

“Only if you explain what all this is about,” you mention.

Akutagawa agrees, and you ease your hand into his. He grunts and gives you a heated look.

“Your fingers are sticky,” he argues.

You snort.

“What did you expect? Sweets are messy, and you didn't even bring me a napkin,” you mention.

Akutagawa pulls his hand away.

“Noted,” he says. “Clean them on your pants.”

Someone likes to make commands. You hum and lick the mess from your fingers. The shocked look that crosses the young mafioso's face makes you grin.

“Shall I clean yours too?” You tease.

Akutagawa tightens his jaw.

“You're lewd,” he states.

Wiping your hands on your pants, you retake his hand.

“What am I doing this for exactly?” You ask.

He hums.

“One limitation to your power I noticed was that you have to be touching someone to activate specific applications of your ability,” he explains.

You nod.

“That's true. Skin-to-skin contact is the only way to read an aura or project my own,” you agree. “But I don't need to hold your hand to do that.”

To prove your point, you ease your hand away and curl your pinkie finger around his.

“What next?” You ask.

Akutagawa sighs.

“I want to feel your reaction when I tell you something,” he answers.

You pucker a brow and activate your ability; an orange aura creeps around you both.

“Are you puzzled?” Akutagawa asks.

You nod.

“I can feel it,” he utters. “That's fortunate.”

Inner emotions don’t lie. But what is the plan? Why is he doing this?

“Do you recall using your ability on me during the fight with Shibusawa?” He asks.

You nod. Atsushi was right.

“You eased me down; it was the same sensation as the one you installed in me at the restaurant last we met, but something lingered with it,” he explains.

You pucker a brow. What does Akutagawa mean?

“You aroused me,” he says bluntly.

An embarrassed heat spreads across your face. Aroused? How in the hell was he provoked? His pale skin flushes as you struggle for an answer.

“I don't––”

“I grabbed you when you touched me, if you remember,” he mentions.

You remember. Akutagawa was a bit rough. Could he have excited you? Barking commands that made you foam at the mouth like a dog. Your eyes widen.

“I'm so sorry,” you exclaim.

Emotions aren't an exact science; they often deviate. You may have lost control of them for a moment when Akutagawa seized your hand.

“It took an hour for me to unwind,” he grunts.

How embarrassing.

You are speechless.

“Do you like me?” Akutagawa asks.

You hum.

“You’re puzzled,” he mentions, reading your emotions.

Yes, you are. How are you to know? He's gorgeous, but he's also your enemy. And he’s hurt more people than you have saved.

“It's a bit too soon to say,” you admit.

He agrees with a nod.

“It's been a while since I've been with someone, so perhaps I am stressed. I messed with your emotions on accident, and I understand the confusion, but it's nothing,” you explain.

Akutagawa stops, and his hold on your pinkie jerks you back.

“Who's to say?” He asks.

You bite your lip. An idea comes to mind.

“Can I kiss you?”

His eyes widen.

“Why?” He asks.

You sigh.

“To see if I am wrong,” you utter.

Akutagawa tightens his jaw.

“And if you aren't?” He asks.

You move closer.

“Then, in six months, you can try to take my life for teasing you,” you answer back.

Akutagawa grins.

“You have a spine. I like a challenge, futile as it may be,” he admits.

Leaning forward, you press your lips against his. A shiver runs down your spine as he kisses back, and you wonder if the sensation reaches him too; your pinkie tightens around him, and the aura fades to violet.

Eagerness rolls off Akutagawa like a wave; the emotion is so intense that you break the kiss in shock. Your hands shake from the sudden intake.

“A bit too much,” you utter.

It's not as one-sided as you first thought.

“Where do we go from here?” You ask.

Akutagawa sighs.

“I'm not sure,” he admits.

You lean forward and give him a brief kiss on the cheek.

“When you know, please message me. Because I know where I stand,” you say with a wink.

Distancing yourself, you turn your back to him and remove your pinkie from his. There's not much to say between the two of you, so you decide that your welcome is overstayed. Before you can leave, however, Akutagawa grabs your arm and yanks you back in front of him. You pucker a brow in concern.

“There's no reason to mull over it,” he mentions. “We don't belong with one another.”

You frown. No, Akutagawa is right.

“Then why did you call me here?” You ask.

He sighs.

“To see if I am wrong,” he answers.

You smile and pull your arm from his grasp. It's almost cute. The black-fanged hellhound of the mafia is confused about what he's feeling.

“We can be casual and slow,” you suggest.

He groans.

“Fine.”

You smile, curious as to how long this craze will continue.

For a month or so, you meet in secret with Akutagawa, sometimes at the park and sometimes at the ocean side restaurant. There are times you don't speak with him; times you and he are on the job, but you know tomorrow is another day, so you don't sweat it.

Honestly, you never thought he'd want to see you for so long, but here you are, cleaning up the living room for him.

In the time you've been seeing one another, Akutagawa has never once seen your apartment; it's unnerving, but he owes you for abandoning you on a walk for a sudden mission the last time you met up. So you made plans to watch a new movie at your place.

You toss a blanket over the back of the couch and sigh, glancing at your phone to check the time. It's 7:15, which fortunately means that you have time to clean yourself up before Akutagawa arrives at 7:40. You take a brief shower, dressing in a pair of sweats and a comfortable shirt once you are done, but as you are combing your wet hair, a knock catches your attention. Is it that time already? You grab your phone from the sink counter and rush to the front door, opening it. A smile pulls at your lips.

“You’re late,” you declare.

Akutagawa puckers a brow.

“I’m twenty minutes early,” he retorts.

You sigh and shake your head.

“And five minutes before that, you could have joined me in the shower,” you mention with a wink.

Akutagawa hums, brushing your arm as he walks into the apartment. Strange, he usually reprimands you for being so lewd. You shut the door and rush around him into the kitchen.

“Do you want something to drink?” You ask.

Akutagawa shakes his head.

“I’m fine,” he answers.

You hum and offer him a seat as you retrieve a bottle from the fridge. Returning to the living room, you turn on the tv and search for the movie on instant video, renting it.

“It’s a horror movie; I hope you don’t mind,” you mention, sitting beside Akutagawa on the couch.

He hums.

“I don’t.”

You hit play and rush to turn out the lights before the movie starts, wrapping the blanket around yourself. There is no need to ask the mafioso leaning on the arm of the couch if he’d like to share because he’s covered in his usual trench coat, though you wonder if he’d mind letting you rest against him. You opt not to ask in the end; the relationship you share with him is not focused on love, just desire, and interest. And though Akutagawa has never asked to fuck you, the yearning is there, skin deep. You don’t want to ruin what you have for an hour of irrelevant snuggling.

And yet, it haunts you through the first part of the movie.

In one scene, an hour in, you fall victim to an unexpected jump scare.

“Did that get you?” Akutagawa asks.

You can hear the spite in his voice.

“Monsters seldom come out in the daytime and such a lowkey scene,” you argue back.

He snorts.

“It was unexpected, but not as scary as you let on.”

You pucker your bottom lip.

“You have a nasty mouth,” you bite back.

Akutagawa gives you a heated look.

“You’re one to talk.”

You imagine he has killed more for less. But he’s right. You have nasty thoughts about him too.

“Ryuunosuke,” you call.

His eyes widen. Indeed, you’ve never used his given name before, but you’ve been seeing him for long enough that you feel it’s about time.

“Do you know what I think about when I’m alone?” You ask.

Akutagawa grunts.

“Should you not be watching this movie? You rented it,” he argues.

You grin. The movie can wait. You have it for forty-eight hours.

“Did you honestly come here to watch a movie with me?”

You knew the first time you kissed Akutagawa that he had a desire to break you. It’s strange how well he manages to keep a straight face in front of you. His emotions were like a tidal wave ready to sink you. Crawling across the couch, you sit beside him and lean against his arm. Your fingers slide over the top of his knuckles as you activate your ability. His passion fills every inch of you, and you sigh.

“I can get drunk off this,” you admit.

Akutagawa knocks your hand away.

“Do you honestly want to go down this road?” He asks.

You hum.

“If you do.”

His eyes turn dark, and for a moment, you wonder if provoking him may have been a mistake.

“Remove your clothes and lie on your back,” Akutagawa orders.

You grin and do as he demands, leaving your clothes in a heap on the floor. Heat spreads across your face, fearing what he might think; the only assurance you have is the fact the lights are turned off, and the tv isn’t bright enough to display your features to him. You lie down, watching as the mafioso unclasps his pants. He doesn’t take them off, but he slides them down his thighs, leaving his shirt and coat on. You pucker a brow in wonder, ignoring it as Akutagawa spreads your legs and leans between your knees.

A groan leaves your mouth as his fingers glide over your outer lips, adding pressure to your clit. It’s a start, but not nearly enough to turn you into a blathering mess. You buck your hips, but his other hand keeps you in place.

“Ryuu,” you whine.

Akutagawa grins. The scene on TV shows a room dressed in red, and the hue bathes him in an eerie light; your heart drums in your chest like an 808. Spreading your inner lips, he slides a finger into your opening and pumps his arm as he fucks you; the frills around his wrist tickles your inner thighs. Damn, this feels nice – and tame for someone as sadistic as he can be. Adding another finger, you groan. His pace quickens as he relies on deep thrusts to provoke you; his other hand releases its hold on you to stimulate your clit to hurl you deep into an orgasm, but once your walls tighten, he pulls away. Your fluids coat his fingers in a lewd way as he smears it across his thumb.

“You offered to clean these off once,” Akutagawa mentioned as he pressed the pads of his fingers against your lips. “Show me.”

Mad at how he left you – in need of a release – you clench your teeth and deny his offer. His eyes narrow in annoyance, and he brings his hand down and flicks your clit. You hiss in pain.

“Open,” Akutagawa orders.

You hum and open your mouth as he demands. There is no doubt in your mind the torment he can and might inflict upon you if you do not obey. His middle and index finger pressed against your tongue as the taste of you mixes with the saliva gathering around them. The taste isn’t terrible, but you’d much rather choke on his cock.

Taking out his fingers, Akutagawa wipes the remaining mess away on the backrest of your couch.

“That’s––”

“Rashoumon,” Akutagawa utters.

Your eyes widen in alarm as four shadow-like tendrils emerge from his coat; each one binds a limb and spreads them apart. What is he thinking? Does he plan to maim you? Squirming against them, you manage to form an aura around your hands, but Akutagawa positions his cock at your entrance and thrusts into you, bottoming out as he rests against you. His warm breath hits your neck, and you hum in protest. The sudden stretch of your walls burns, but it is so good. How can you possibly describe the sensation coursing through your lower body? Divine.

“You feel amazing,” you coo.

Akutagawa sighs in relief and slides an arm beneath your shoulder, thrusting his cock in and out of you as he presses you into the cushions. The springs groan in protest from the force mocks the pace Akutagawa sets for himself. Your breath pours out hot and thick as his weight squashes you.

“Please don’t stop,” you beg.

The pressure in your stomach is becoming too much; you desperately want to cum. It’s insane how intense this is. You arch your back to get the most out of it, but the restraints keep you from moving too much. It’s infuriating. You order Akutagawa to release you, but he snorts.

Leaning up, he grins.

“You aren’t in the position to make demands.”

The tendrils around your arms lurch forward, pulling them to the front of your chest. A fifth one emerges from Akutagawa’s coat and hangs above his head as he enters you again, holding down your hips. His pace returns to the relentless way he pounded you before, but as the moans start to intensify, the tendril above his head shoots down and wraps around your neck. Your voice cuts into a squeak as your airway is restricted. It’s not enough to kill you, but your breath comes out in short pants as your pussy is ravaged.

“You never … answered your own question,” Akutagawa mentions with a groan. “What do you think about when you’re alone?”

How are you to answer? Saliva leaks from your mouth as you utter a response. It makes no sense, but perhaps you can show him how much you crave him. You activate your supernatural ability and motion for Akutagawa to give you his hand. He raises a brow but slides his hand into yours; an orange hue surrounds you both, and immediately his hips stutter in protest.

Akutagawa groans.

“For me?”

Hearing the shocked tone in his voice unravels the knot in your lower stomach and sends you over the edge, moaning in pleasure. Your walls clench around him, and he too comes undone, pulling out in time to coat your thighs in his warm cum. The binds loosen and fade as Akutagawa begins to cough; your hand remains in his until he relaxes.

“Don’t do that again,” he orders.

You hum in exhaustion.

“The same goes to you,” you utter, rubbing your neck. “I admit it was enjoyable, but warn me before you strangle me to death.”

Akutagawa grunts, backing away.

You sit up and groan at the mess on your skin. Perhaps you should clean it up before it dries.

“Will you be staying?” You ask as you ease off the couch.

Akutagawa shakes his head.

“That wouldn’t be a good idea.”

You suppose he’s right. There’s a logical reason behind his words. However, the sting hurts just the much. You clear your throat and utter that you need to clean up. Akutagawa can see himself out. However, he halts you as you stride around him.

“I’ll leave when you fall asleep,” the mafioso mentions.

You smile.

“The night is young.”

Akutagawa sighs.

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tender-rosiey · 3 years

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Okay so I know someone already requested something like this so you can ignore this if you want, but I was wondering if you could do ADA Dazai, Akutagawa, and Atsushi reacting to their s/o almost dying during a mission? Also I love your writing!

❥ Bsd Characters reaction to s/o almost dying

Includes: Dazai, Atsushi and Akutagawa

ᴀ/ɴ: I hope you like this dear! And I am glad you like my writing 🥺💘; Warnings: mentions of death (obviously) and blood

Dazai Osamu:

{Season 2 Spoilers so beware ✨}

While Higuchi was talking with Dazai

You were left with Atsushi, Kirako and Naomi

You weren’t expecting at all to find the catastrophe called Q approaching you guys

Just as you were about to warn them about touching him, he took control over Atsushi

To which he started attacking you guys

While Dazai was with Higuchi and oblivious to what’s happening until the last moment

When he found out he ran back and hoped that none of you were hurt

But the sigh of you getting choked by Atsushi and on the verge of death as you were losing your breath was too much

“A-atsushi please l-let go..” you said weally as your face was losing its color

He touched Q’s doll as fast as he could and nullified his ability

He held you in his arms just as Atsushi let go and was staring at you with eyes swirling with hurts and worry

Why didn’t you use your ability? Did you not want to hurt Atsushi?

He almost lost you right before his eyes

And you would’ve suffered a lot until you got to...

He doesn’t even want to mention it, he can never bare the thought of you dying

Dazai was a man of a strong mind and emotional control

However you were his weak point

He caressed your cheek as he saw you trying to regain your breathing again

Millions of questions flooded his mind but as he saw Q leave with the train promising to get back at him for locking him up

Dazai growled lowly and dangerously

“Next time I see you I will rip your heart out and I will make you regret thinking about hurting Y/N, I promise.”

He then looked down at you, with his face void of mischief or hatred as if he had another face

“Love, are you alright now?”

He knew it was pointless to ask you but he was waiting for any kind of reaction

It was needed to get you all to a doctor to make sure nothing more than what he saw happened

He sighed in relief as he saw you stir and snuggle closer to his chest

He placed a soft kiss to your head while you opened your eye “Samu..?”

He put you to his back to give you a piggy ride back home

“Angel hold tight.”

You placed a firm grip holding onto him

“I am so sorry, I can’t believe I did this! I am no use! I am sorry Y/N-san!”

The poor boy rambled as he was scarred from what he did

Let alone to what he almost did to you

His favorite person in the ADA

His superior’s lover

As he was lost in thought

Dazai slapped Atsushi

“Stop pitting yourself. Pity yourself and life becomes an endless nightmare.”

The boy looked up with fear evident in his eyes

“BUT I HURT Y/N-“

“It’s alright, you didn’t mean to. At least she is okay now.”

Dazai’s grip on you tightened

He never wanted to see you like that again

And he was going to make sure of that

Atsushi Nakajima:

{This is before the Guild went ✨poof✨ btw}

Frantically searching everywhere he knew

Atsushi was worried

Where did you go?

Just an hour ago you were by his side smiling like the angel you are

Now he can’t find a trace of you

He came back to the agency empty handed and a gloomy face

The first thing he heard was Tanizaki calling to him

“Atsushi! They have Y/N and they want you in return of giving her back!”

His eyes flashed a dangerous yellow, was this about the bounty on him?

Why did you have to be included in this?

“Atsushi, think rationally.” His brunette superior warned.

(Yes as if Dazai wasn’t freaking out in the headcanon above)

When they met up with the gang that took you Atsushi was heart broken and his blood was boiling

They had beaten you up and tortured you for god knows how long

Your body looks so weak and bruised and he swore to make them pay

“Let. Her. Go.”

The man laughed loudly and retorted “What would a kid like you do?”

And he saw what a kid like him would do

Each one of them was wincing in pain as Atsushi was approaching you and gently picking you off the ground

“I am sorry I couldn’t stop this from happening...” he said with guilt lacing his words and evident on his face

Even with Yosano healing you

Atsushi was worried and a sad expression was settled on his face since he came back with you

Only difference being that now he was holding onto you for dear life

He was afraid that you would disappear from his arms any moment

“Atsushi baby, I am fine. Look!”

He looked up at you with sad eyes as he remembered how you were an hour ago

“I can’t stand seeing you hurt and I will try my best to never see you like that again.”

His hold on you tightened as he listened to your heart beat

He never wanted it to stop

He placed a soft weak kiss on your cheek as he was barely holding back his emotions from blowing up to the open

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke:

He was known for how strong he was and he was fierce

And that was on his good days or qoute on qoute “good moods”

But what the man just did in front of Akutagawa was something far of getting him in a merciful mood

A spike slicing its way through your stomach

Blood coming out of your mouth as your eyes widen in pain

The sight shocked Akutagawa and even brought to him memories

Very unpleasant memories

His heart filling with unbelievable fury

He used his Rashumon to slice everything and anything in his way

And he made sure that man that hurt you go through hell and back before meeting his fate

After the blood splattering and body shredding that happened

He approached you silently and picked you up

As fast as he could he ran back to the Port Mafia

Hours of waiting for your recovery and consciousness

He was leaning on the wall as he was looking at you, worry buried deep in his iris

However it wasn’t evident to the normal eye

For Akutagawa was always the hard to read type unless he was disgusted or angry

‘What if you weren’t okay?’

‘What if you didn’t make it?’

‘Was he really that weak that he couldn’t protect you?’

‘Is he really going to be the reason you leave this world?’

His thoughts were cut off by the soft muttering of his name from your lips

“Aku...?”

He walked towards you and placed his finger on your neck

Normal heart beating, thank god

(And yes you can measure your heart beat like that, my coach told me that)

He slightly flicked your forehead

“Try not to die, idiot. I’m really not bothered to replace you.”

His voice betraying him as it was cracking at the end

You knew this was rather a bad experience that he doesn’t want to remember ever again

“You need to be more aware of your surroundings and take care of what happens around you, dumbass.”

“Do you really think I would be okay with you leaving me just like that?”

You held his hand and smiled and somehow that managed to calm him

“I am fine now; isn’t that what matters?”

He scoffed and kissed your hand

“As usual tell anyone about what I do for you and you will sleep outside.”

With your usual bratty attitude coming back his heart rests inside

He is glad you are okay

Really glad

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todorokichills · 3 years

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BSD Characters When They’re Drunk

A/N: Sorry some parts are short! The parts that are short are parts that I didn’t know what to add on to.

Tw: mentions of suicide in dazai’s part

Osamu Dazai

Depressing drunk but also VERY goofy drunk

As we know, he has suicidal tendencies, so sometimes when he gets drunk, he won’t be all goofy, he’ll be serious about wanting to die (like seriously, he broke down in front of Yosano, but she’s a sweetheart and didn’t tell anyone <3)

Off the angsty shit, most of the times when Dazai gets drunk, he’s goofy as hell.

Remember when he ate that poisonous mushroom? Yeah. He’s exactly like that, but he can’t stand up right and he keeps getting body slammed by Kunikida

FuN tImEs

If you’re his S/O, he’s more flirty than usual and that’s saying something

‘belladonna’ or ‘double suicide partner’ are some nicknames he calls you

I know he calls you Belladonna when sober but now it’s your new name

Seriously though, he called you ‘Belladonna (L/N)’

Nakahara Chuuya

For those who haven’t seen Chuuya drunk, he is angry x10

But he can be amusing

One time, Akutagawa had unfortunately had the annual duty of bringing Chuuya (yes, the port mafia care for Chuuya to the point where they bring him home when he gets drunk)

Gin is an assassin, so she helps navigate where Chuuya is, Hirotsu gets Chuuya ibuprofen and a day off for his hangover. Akutagawa is the one who brings Chuuya back to his penthouse

I head canon that Akutagawa uses rashoumon on Chuuya because he can’t standdrunk Chuuya lmao

Ryuunosuke Akutagawa

Quiet drunk in the corner who doesn’t know why he’s seeing stars

Don’t let Atsushi near Akutagawa when he’s drunk

He. Will. DESTROY. A building just to kill Atsushi

No joke, I would be scared of drunk Akutagawa

Gin takes care of Akutagawa when he gets drunk (don’t worry he gets drunk once in a blue moon, so Gin doesn’t have to take care of any drunk people except Chuuya)

Although, Aku’s ability does activate randomly without his consent so

Unless you are either,

Dazai

Or a person with a way to protect themselves from a ravenous demon

You. Are. FUCKED.

On the other hand, if you are any of those things, then you are perfectly fine lmao

In short, stay away from drunk Akutagawa and if you can’t, get Dazai ASAP

Gin Akutagawa

HOT ASASSIN HOT ASASSIN HOT ASASSIN HOT ASASSIN

Sorry, I got caught up simping

Gin barely gets drunk; you would have to be very comfortable with her to even be around her when she’s drunk

But there’s always a but, she is clingy when drunk

To anyone,

Mostly Hirotsu, Tachihara, and her brother of course

If you’re her S/O, she’s clingy with you as well and affectionate too

Cuddle with her, it doesn’t matter who’s around she’ll slip into your arms or fling herself on your lap someway

Atsushi Nakajima

Dazai why did you get our poor ‘sushi drunk-

I swear Dazai problably did something, Atsushi never gets drunk

Unless Yosano drags him with her to sip on some wine

But at least she’s responsible and will take away Atsushi’s glass the second he gets tipsy

If she doesn’t notice, she’ll bring Atsushi home

I stan the idea of Yosano protecting Atsushi while he’s drunk *~*

Onto Atsushi while he’s drunk.

His ability problably activated on him because someone snuck up on him-

Or he hides because he swore, he heard a window break or something Idk

He’s just very cautious when he’s drunk ok?

Dazai probably wreaks havoc with Ranpo, and they mess with Atsushi when he gets drunk.

For example, one time, the agency held a Barbecue and Yosano got Atsushi drunk,

Ranpo devised a whole fucking plan because he was bored

Dazai went along with it because it’s Dazai for Christ’s sakes

The plan was to get fake plastic spiders

Or paper ones Atsushi wouldn’t notice-

And just throw them on Atsushi

Dw they already had a plan B incase Atsushi would turn into his tiger

(Which he probably will)

Short story short, Dazai got his ass kicked by Kunikida for ruining the barbecue and breaking a window or two

And Ranpo watched from the safety of under his desk

All while Atsushi didn’t remember a damn thing the next morning

#bungo stray dogs headcanons #bungo stray dogs chuuya #bungo stray dogs atsushi #bungo stray dogs dazai #bungo stray dogs #chuuya x reader #gin x reader #dazai x reader #gin bsd

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dinosaurtsukki · 3 years

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BSD x university au hc’s | pt. 2

part 2 of the university au hc’s !! i am obviously a slut for chuuya and fyodor so don’t mind me. i hope you guys like this !!

check out pt. 1 here

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Akutagawa Ryuunosuke:

i love akutagawa ryuunosuke my angst child but i’m just like ‘hmmmmmmm’ when it comes to what his course would probably be

after extensive research aka reading his character page on wiki i feel like maybe he’d be a history major because,,,, he likes antiques?

well his clothes do seem very dark academia-esque and i can see him liking something as cool as history

akutagawa’s probably into something like war history but he’s not weird about it he just finds it really cool how different strategies work or analyzing what exactly makes the winners win

he absolutely HATES the fact that he keeps having to read the Iliad for class

he’s also that classmate who INTENSIVELY DEFENDS achilles for being a bit of a little bitch (but he fully agrees that patroclus and achilles were gay af ok this was random moving on)

akutagawa has practically no social life. he doesn’t go to parties, he doesn’t talk to his roommate, he doesn’t even like to eat in the dining hall

BUT he absolutely loves being in debate team because WINNING

he’s such a nightmare to work with though but he just delivers so well when it’s time for him to speak. like, if he’s on a negative and it’s time to hash out rebuttals, just prepare to get MURDERED

other debaters: “esteemed scholars and adjudicators...”

akutagawa: “you, sir, have no idea how wrong you are.”

that is until dazai decided to randomly show up at a debate tournament all ‘la di da da’ like and completely crushed akutagawa along with his ego

from then on he started stalking dazai and just SOMEHOW managed to end up in his circle of friends

even though he’s antisocial in real life, akutagawa 100% runs a dark academia aesthetic blog on tumblr i’m right and i don’t accept criticism

it’s actually really good he has a ton of followers and even does requests for moodboards if someone asks nicely

atsushi was the one who actually found out about it but he’s nice so he didn’t tell akutagawa about it

kunikida probably follows that blog

Chuuya Nakahara:

if this part sounds like i’m just thirsting for chuuya then you’re absolutely right i love wine man

don’t get mad at me but i can ABSOLUTELY SEE HIM MAJORING IN FASHION DESIGN I MEAN LOOK AT HIM

he’s just always had such a good eye for fashion and he’s veryyy meticulous when it comes to snipping and putting together clothes

chuuya also carries a sketchbook full of designs and his drawings look amazing and he isn’t afraid to just show them off

that said he doesn’t dress like a tired uni student at all, like he just always looks so on-point and unbothered by his five million deadlines

dazai: chuuya, i said this was a CASUAL LUNCH

chuuya, dressed in what looks like silk pajamas: THIS IS CASUAL

tbh if he just wore a white t-shirt and jeans i would die maybe he’s actually saving us from this ordeal

he has so much talent though as a designer he’s probably had several internships with design companies all throughout his years at uni

i feel like chuuya’s also really active in extracurriculars and has been in leadership positions in some of them (he probably runs the student org for fashion design)

chuuya in a student band though oh my gosh i can’t breathe i can’t breathe him as a VOCALIST?? and wearing torn jeans and eyeliner and that same hat in concerts ican’t brEATHE

okay in all honesty he would thrive being in a band chuuya loves the attention and the creativity of being able to design their whole look and write songs

tbh i don’t know if he’d have a roommate chuuya’s probably the type who’d rather have one of those single rooms or just rent a flat for him to stay in even after graduation

because his social life is super vibrant, he does have a lot of friends and he does make an effort to get to know all of them individually

but he’s more open around those who he’s been friends with for a really long time and as much as he’d like to say dazai isn’t one of them, he is

also chuuya is definitely the type to party hard during the weekends and has more than once crashed in someone’s house after drinking too much (dazai drew on his face on more than one occasion)

Oda Sakunosuke:

i love this man SO MUCH you guys have no idea i would literally die for him

100% this guy majors in creative writing because this is supported by FACTS and not just me wanting to be coursemates with him in this fictional world

super serious and diligent with his work especially since he’s passionate about writing. he loves to read in his spare time and is such a fan of classic novels about social realism or philosophy

oda spends 99% of his time in second-hand bookshops that the owner probably knows him by name at this point

he’s super old school when it comes to writing though, like he still keeps and writes in a notebook before typing it up on a laptop and no matter how many times dazai tells him its impractical, oda just keeps doing it

lmao whenever workshops come around he’s super nice with his critique. i bet a lot of his fellow classmates like sending their writing drafts to him

he draws smiley faces and always adds ‘nice work’ on people’s drafts omg i love odasaku

he’s such an old soul, he probably doesn’t do a whole lot of partying but he likes more quiet, private social events like drinking with close friends or just hanging out and talking at other people’s houses

he and dazai probably met when dazai decided to take an intro to creative writing class and wrote a long poem about double suicide on his first day that kind of put off everyone in the class from wanting to sit with him

odasaku was the only one who wasn’t exactly bothered but he did give dazai some comments to help him with his poetry and dazai instantly wanted to be his friend

in terms of extracurricular life, i can definitely see odasaku joining a writing organization and even the campus newspaper. he does find joy in interviewing students for newspaper articles

he’s also pretty into photography and uses a really old, second-hand camera that he bought at an antique store and fixed himself. at one point he won a prize in a contest

odasaku would be the best roommate. he’s super sensitive to when you have a bad day and will invite you to sit on his bed and hug his pillow and talk about your problems

scratch that, everyone talks to odasaku about their problems and now your room is like a therapist’s office

Edgar Allan Poe:

i swear this was the only gif i could find other than actual edgar allan poe

ANOTHER CREATIVE WRITING BUDDY AHHH I WOULD LOVE TO BE BESTIES WITH HIM AHHH

well actually i feel like since he’s super ambitious and already has a fixed idea on the stuff he likes to write, he’d probably double major in something like forensic science because he’d use it to write his mystery novels

omg that’s where he meets ranpo and now pretty much every main character poe writes is slightly based on on ranpo

it’s a problem. his professor brings it up more than once during his classes but it’s poe’s Thing now

he also has such an unending passion for gothic literature and he wears those white, long-sleeved blouses and waistcoats on a REGULAR BASIS

chuuya probably saw him once and was like ‘hmm, i could pull that off’

poe’s daily route is just going to the library and to class and then go home and that’s about it

he ended up working as a student assistant at the library because he’s just super familiar with the book collections and it’s a job that’s peaceful and quiet

more than once though, he’d just be really in-deep with his writing to the point that he doesn’t even notice that the library has closed or that he hasn’t eaten the entire day

that’s alright though because ranpo always passes by the library at night to check on his friend and (reluctantly) give him some snacks

also since poe’s pretty much a recluse, he doesn’t go to any social event UNLESS it’s a halloween-themed one

he loves going all out with his costumes because he’s a Drama Queen like that but the problem is he keeps dressing up as gothic novel characters and nobody gets it

dazai, trying to guess his costume: umm,, Two-Face from Batman?

poe: IT’S DR. JEKYLL AND MR. HYDE

there was this one time when poe took it upon himself to host the halloween party and it was EPIC

he basically designed it as a murder mystery night wherein everyone who came pretended to be guests at a house and then a murder happened

the only problem was that ranpo was conspiring with poe and it was pretty much unfair

except for the fact that ranpo was frustrated at how bad everyone was at deducing that he ended up solving the mystery for them

Fyodor Dostoevsky:

one of my favorite scenes of him in s3 was of fyodor playing the cello because god damn that is beautiful and therefore i am hc-ing him as a music major and you can’t tell me otherwise

fyodor is an absolute music genius and he was definitely scouted by the university’s music program and then he was granted a scholarship (because in this ideal university, the arts are valued)

he purposely decided to go to a university rather than a music conservatory because he’s also interested in learning a bunch of other things

aside from his music classes, he ventures into comparative literature and philosophy, even a bit of computer science at some point

people always assume that since he’s a music major he probably wouldn’t do well in other subjects but SURPRISE BITCH

anyway, fyodor’s a genius because god clearly has favorites

aside from attending class, he’s even part of an official orchestra and has even landed a few solos

that said, he’s quite busy and very preoccupied in his own work to actually have a social life either

you’ll often find him rehearsing by himself in an empty classroom for hours and hours on end (someone pls bring him food he’s also the type to forget to eat or even drink water)

if you are able to catch him perform at an orchestra or just practice by himself, it’s quite a mesmerizing sight. his eyes are often closed so he could focus on the sound alone and his fingers move so elegantly along the neck of the cello

(sorry i just love people who play any form of stringed instrument)

fyodor also takes such good care of his cello. also he would probably kill you on the spot if you touched his bow

he has a fairly small group of friends and they like playing chess together (even though fyodor is better than all of them) and just talk about um,, idk philosophy and stuff (whatever it is smart people do idk i’m not one of them)

i have a feeling he actually follows akutagawa’s dark academia blog and loves his content, even to the point of requesting ‘cello player moodboards’

also because he’s a cello player he needs to take care of his fingers so he wears gloves a lot (idk why i find this hot)

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yatsugareboyf · 4 years

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Could I ask for Dazai, Poe and Aku with an s/o that has an ability to change probability? I.e. The chance of me flying for an hour, 100%. Someone you know will die today, 0%. Thank you so much and I love your writing!💕😘💖

rlly went on a huge astral projection session to think of this but tysm for requesting, here you go. sorry it was late ;;

hcs for dazai, poe, and akutagawa with a probability manipulator!s/o

dazai osamu

it was interesting to him, ngl

since its also like, trying to assume the future because its vv hard to think of probability in the actual moment

so he asks to test it with you (ofc hes not touching u)

so he'll try and push a glass off a counter and you try and think of something to change inorder to save the glass kind of

so you glow like ability users usually do and chant the name of your ability, numbers somehow appearing around you

"the glass cup shattering into pieces ; 0%"

and then the glass bounces off the floor, and its still intact.

all of this happened in like... a split second

dazai was impressed tho, hed like to know more and possibly train it so it'll help

if you wanted to, ofc

BUT WHEN IT COMES TO BEING IN A RELATIONSHIP...

"will you change the probability of me dying in a lovely suicide with you to 100%?”

"im not fucking doing that u idiot."

you have... no excuse... when ur late to dates....

"why are you late, y/n-chan :(("

"i got stuck in traffic...?"

"you could've set it to 0% traffic :(("

hes constantly teasing u abt it

"maybe you changed the probability of me falling in love with you, maybe this was ur evil plan all along, y/n-chan~"

but other than that, if you were just a normal citizen, he'd love you just as much

your ability is rendered useless when youre in his arms or in a somehow close vicinity of him

and any probability that involves him might be technically ruled out? i still think abt this a lot but it could also only be nullified if hes touching you

sometimes you use it to set up dates

the sunrise being very pretty for a picnic outside, you'll set it up

if you wanted to stay indoors and cuddle, you'll set the probability to rain 100%

and he loves it when you do

cause most if the time, he loves your idea as much

unless it works in a way where once you both cuddle, it suddenly stops raining because he cancelled it but oh well, at least they cancelled work

edgar allan poe

now HES vv interested

like.... hello??3!_!3!_(3 you could free the world of crime if you use ur ability!

ofc there has to be some sort of karma to your seemingly godlike ability, so you cant really do that

hes shy to do it, but he'll ask for you to change some stuff. not much, just small things hed like a certain way, and you'd obliged eagerly

would probably bring you to ranpo and do some shit like "probability of ranpo's snacks running out ; 0%"

jkjk thats not how it works

or is it?

anyways

like with dazai, you use it to set up dates

with addition of certain events to inspire your mystery writer such as things he would investigate while he was outside with you on a walk

that'll make his writing gears working now that hes inspired or motivated

hes not aware that you do this, but he'll thank you if he ever does

with karl tho....

"karl shitting on the carpet : 0%"

JKJKJK AHJFKEMFKNEJG

but its vv helpful

but ofc, he doesnt love you because of your ability

he loves you for you.

ur ability is just a little plus

plus he loves the way you look while youre using ur ability

hes ur no.1 fan

akutagawa ryuunosuke

now he...

doesn't care.

IM SORRY

at first he doesnt really pay mind to it, its just another ability yknow

but when he sees it in action, for example, in battle

you were able to kill an entire squad without breaking a sweat

you somehow manipulated your surroundings to cause an accident

that killed the entire squad

and he was definitely impressed.

daily "can you change the probability of dazai-san acknowledging me to 100%"

"ryuu.... sweetie... my ability doesn't work on him."

jk hes probably like "i dont need ur help, i can deal with this my own way. its cheating if you help" kinda

but without him knowing, you reduce his like

the thing where his lung disease resurfaces and makes him weak?

you lower it down to nearly a 0%

to not cause suspicion and

rules of karma will apply, i just haven't thought of it

you save his ass with ur ability more than once

and he doesnt like it

he can handle himself??? so shh???

but with small things like

hes in the bath and you'll make it so that his bath water never turns cold

same with his food, never getting cold

help him wake up in the morning, etc

ofc he'll notice that its you.

and he'll try to repay you somehow with small bursts of affection

and you love it

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ranposlittle · 4 years

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Hello! Could I request some before and after dating headcanons of Akutagawa, Oda, Mori, Chuuya, and Poe with an S/O who has Asperger's Autism (it's a high functioning variation)? (Social anxiety, brutally honest, socially awkward, tends to get obsessive over what interests them and can talk for hours about it, tends to hide away a lot, loud, certain sounds make them uncomfortable, certain touches or even being touched without permission being painful mentally unless they initiate it first, ect.)

A/N: Hellow, anon~ First of all, I'm sorry if this took too long! Please forgive me~ (･ัω･ั) Second, I hope you don't mind that I wrote this as before reader told the guys about their autism and after they've told the guys cos I wasn't really sure what you mean. I'm sorry ;-; Lastly, I'm also not very educated about this matter so please know that I based this hcs from the information you've given me and some research on the internet. If any part of this hc comes off as offensive, insensitive or just wrong, please let me know and I'll gladly change them. So with that being said, here's your request and I hope I did alright hehe

Akutagawa Ryuunosuke

Before:

• Akutagawa wouldn't even really notice it. Not that he doesn't care enough to notice but it's just that, for him, everybody's different.

• He wouldn't be surprised or will find your behaviors as off-putting but he will surely be curious. He might not ask you directly though and would just continue to observe you until you finally bring it up.

After:

• Although he truly is still a bit confused about it, he understands you more now. He'll try his best to not push you into situations that'll make you uneasy and he'll be more outspoken so the both of you can have a clear understanding.

• He won't treat you any different (except being a little bit more gentle) and lets you be just the way that you are. Expect him to be a little bit more protective of you, too.

Oda Sakunosuke

Before:

• Admittedly, it's something new for Oda and he's not really sure how to deal with it.

• He would notice the way you flinch on a loud sudden noise or the way that you seem to freeze under his touch and it really wouldn't take long for Oda to ask you about it.

After:

• Oda is one of the most understanding man you'll ever meet in your life so it's given that he took all the information well. With a reassuring smile, he'll tell you that he still wants to date you and he doesn't think that it'll be any difficult than dating any other person without autism.

• He approached it in a very calm manner but he values it with great importance, of course. He will love you for the person you are nevertheless and will always be accommodating to your needs.

Ougai Mori

Before:

• Being a doctor, it's given that Mori already knows about autism before you can even explain it to him.

• He understands what it fully means and how he should go about this, approaching the matter as both a doctor and a suitor.

After:

• Mori handles it like the professional that he is. He's always there to make communication a little bit easier for the both of you, being as open and honest as possible to avoid any misunderstandings.

• He will also not ask you to come with him to any social gatherings if you don't feel like it. If ever you would be in a crowd though, he will always stay close to you and lets you hold his hand if you want to, to give you that assurance that he's right there if you need him and there's nothing to be worried about.

Chuuya Nakahara

Before:

• Let's be real here. He doesn't know a single thing about it so he might say or do a thing or two that could come off as a little bit insensitive or just straight up triggering for you.

• Although he has heard about it, his knowledge about it is limited and Chuuya might jump into conclusions or stereotypes when you told him about the disability.

After:

• He is a changed man. He has researched about it day and night to fully understand you. He feels so proud of himself for being so educated about it and will absolutely see himself as your protector from other people that doesn't understand or discriminates.

• Will legit pick a fight with anybody that will judge you. When people looks at you funny for being loud, especially when he knows you're just excited or talking about something that makes you happy, he will glare back at them, calling them uneducated swines above other names, before turning back to you and just encouraging you to keep doing your own thing. "Ignore the haters," he'll say.

Edgar Allan Poe

Before:

• He's quite informed about it albeit not as much as Mori and wasn't really able to know it from the get go.

• He's timid about the whole thing and even though he noticed your tendency to hide away a lot and your brutal honesty in times where other people would've been quiet, he is unsure on how to approach you about it but he figured out the only way to go about it is to be honest and just ask you.

After:

• Poe is a very gentle person in general so that helped your relationship to sail smoothly.

• Whenever he'll ask for your permission to touch you or if he's explaining something that went over your head, his words are always comforting and caring. Even if he's being more straightforward than his usual self, he still makes the effort to speak kindly and treat you with respect without making you feel like he's only doing it because of your disability.

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bsd-bibliophile · 5 years

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Rules: list your top 5 favorite anime characters and then tag 10 people

Tagged by @pinkgirl94

1. Minashiro Soushi from Soukyuu no Fafner

Soushi Minashiro (皆城総士 Minashiro Sōshi) is the deuterogonist of the Fafner: Dead Aggressor television series. He is the first battle commander of the mechas using the Siegfried System, but then gains ablity to pilot the Fafner Mk Nicht. (source)

I love Soushi for so many reasons there is no way I could name them all! He had to become an adult fast and always ends up shouldering everything himself. His job requires him to be incredibly calm and rational, which made him grow to be a very logical, precise, and isolated. He has a hard time fitting in because of it, but he has the biggest heart of anyone in the series even though he has a hard time showing it. He makes the greatest sacrifices for his friends and home while also being the biggest support to everyone else. The kanji in his name means “Everyone’s Castle, Complete Samurai” for a reason. Also, he is definitely incredibly awkward! But I find that awkwardness to be unbearably cute! And his friendship with Kazuki (the show’s protagonist) is definitely a highlight for me in the series!

2. Nakajima Atsushi from Bungou Stray Dogs

Atsushi Nakajima (中島敦, Nakajima Atsushi) is the main protagonist of Bungo Stray Dogs and a member of the Armed Detective Agency (ADA). ... Atsushi has severely low self-esteem due to his upbringing. He has a major complex about his worth as a person, as such he reacts negatively to people who judge others as unworthy. When people begin hunting him due to the seven billion yen bounty on his head, he becomes worried and continues to think that he is putting the Agency at risk ... Although still struggling with his self-esteem, Atsushi gradually improves his confidence and sense of self after joining the ADA... (source)

I love Atsushi so much! He has struggled and had to overcome a lot in his life, but he is always a source of good. Even though he struggled with self confidence and doesn’t believe his life is worth anything unless he is saving other people, he is an invaluable part of the ADA has proven his value a hundred times over. Others around him realize how strong and important he is even though he himself doesn’t recognize it. I was immediately drawn to him because of his will to go on despite everything he has suffered and how he influences his mentor, Dazai Osamu, to trust him and want to continue living as well.

3. Kaito (or Kite) from Hunter X Hunter

Kite (カイト, Kaito) was a Hunter and Ging Freecss' student. ... Kite is stern and stoic, occasionally blunt to the point of appearing rude. Although some may regard him as cold-hearted, he is actually caring, fond of animals as he is of people. However, he never hesitates, not even when he has to take a life if the situation demands it, as little as he likes it... (source)

As iconic as Hunter X Hunter is, the character I am still in love with from the series is one that has the least amount of screen time but is such an important character that you remember him regardless. He is a role model for the series protagonist, Gon, and the 10th strongest character according to the author’s chart of strongest characters (source). I love that he is one of the strongest and most skilled Hunters in the series but he is also very kind and willing to teach and guide aspiring Hunters. He is very intelligent and strong, but I love how that is contrasted with how random his Nen ability is! Every time he uses his ability he comments on how annoying and inconvenient it is and yet he is the one who made it that way! I think he is a well balanced character, and even though we don’t get to see him much in the series he is my absolute favorite HxH character!

4. Dazai Osamu from Bungou Stray Dogs

Osamu Dazai (太宰治, Dazai Osamu?) is a member of the Armed Detective Company ... Dazai is a mysterious person, his true intentions are never revealed unless he himself reveals them. (source)

I have a lot I can say about Dazai. He is based on my all time favorite author and you can tell the creators of Bungou Stray Dogs were very familiar with his literary works and life. Dazai is a suicidal maniac, has bad luck with women, a genius, a man of mystery, and when we do get to see behind the masks he is always wearing what you see is never what you expected. He may seem absent minded, flippant, and lazy but when he gets serious you’d better hope you’re not on his bad side.

5. Yakumo Yurakutei (or Kikuhiko) from Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu

The 8th Yakumo is the master of Yotaro Yurakutei, by the ex-con's request. His ward is Konatsu. He is known as the "Showa Final Master [of Rakugo]". He has forgotten his real name (the one given to him at birth). His names throughout the series include Bon, Kikuhiko, Kiku, and Yakumo. (source)

Now this is an amazing anime! And Kiku-san is the whole reason I watched the show! Kiku-san is the protagonist and we get to follow him from the time he was a child as he becomes an apprentice to a rakugo master and eventually becomes a master himself. Rakugo is a traditional style of Japanese humorous storytelling. It takes a great deal of memorization, skill, and dedication for Kiku-san to find his place in the world of rakugo, especially with his personality. Kiku-san is a very serious, hard working individual who initially hates rakugo but has no other options but to become an apprentice. He practices and learns stories only so he can live. Over time, however, because of his fellow apprentice Kiku-san learns to love rakugo. If only he could spend his days quietly honing his craft, but life is never so simple. Tragedies and dramatic ironies abound in Shouwa Genroku Rakugo Shinjuu, and the story of Kikuhiko’s life is quite possibly the best story ever told through anime.

I’m tagging: @bsddrabbles, @nsisbest385, @inkantigen, @harlequinade-13, @ueminimura, @one-hell-of-otaku-is-here, @daughterofsinsloth, @anon22-r, @good7luck and @dreamingofastory

And since I run a Japanese literature blog I thought I’d include this for fun:

My top 5 favorite Japanese literature characters

Youzou (No Longer Human by Dazai Osamu)

Sensei (Kokoro by Natsume Souseki)

Wujing (”The Rebirth of Wujing” and “On Admiration: Notes by the Monk Wujing” by Nakajima Atsushi)

O-Kimi (”Green Onions” by Akutagawa Ryuunosuke)

Akechi Kogoro (Edogawa Ranpo’s famous detective)

#randomness #top five favorite anime characters #not exactly bsd #soushi #atsushi #kaito #kite #dazai #kikuhiko #yakumo #soukyuu no fafner #bungou stray dogs #hunter x hunter #shouwa genroku rakugo shinjuu #my mom told me once that kiku-san is the anime character I am most like #I still don't know how to feel about that...

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(ADA Week Day 2) Doctor’s Oath

Title : Doctor’s Oath

Summary : As a doctor, Yosano had sworn to follow the Hippocratic Oath. All life is precious; not only the innocent but also the wicked. She is a doctor, not a judge. So she will save this man even if she had to half kill him first.

Character : Yosano Akiko, Akutagawa Ryuunosuke.

Prompt : Healing

Warnings : Violence (it’s Akutagawa what do you expect)

Thou Shalt Not Die.

Her ability enabled her to fully heal someone from the brink of death. As a doctor, that kind of ability was really prized and sought after. But despite her rare ability, she still couldn’t defeat Death. Once someone died, she would be unable to bring them back. You can only live once, that was why life was so precious. As a doctor, she had seen many life end. She had seen much blood and tears. She strongly believed that all life was equal and no one was privileged in taking or ridicule other people’s life.

She will save all life that needed help in front of her. Even if that person was a criminal. Even if that person was her enemy.

That determination was also the reason why she was bloody from head to toe, clothes full of holes from black spear that pierced her body before her ability healed her. Her butterfly hairpin long lost and her hair matted with blood and stuck to her face. Still, she gritted her teeth as another torrent of black spikes rose from the ground and pinned her legs. Even under the torrent of pain that strike her, her pink eyes glared at the crouching man five meters apart from her and coughing up blood violently.

“Don’t come closer, woman!” the Port Mafia’s black dog growled threateningly, his eyes crazed from pain as his body slowly losing his strength. Yosano could see the unnatural way his left arm bent, how rapid his breath yet really shallow, his right leg unable to support his body weight, and countless deep gashes on his body that continued dripping blood.

Yosano, along with other agency member, was on a mission to detain a new foreign organization that started brewing trouble in Yokohama. Unfortunately, the Port Mafia’s dogs also sniffed the hideout of the organization as quick as them and send troops to deal with the nuisance. Akutagawa immediately attacked Atsushi the moment their eyes met and all plan went down the drain. The enemy was alerted of their presence and blow up the hideout. Which was located in old underground train track.

After a huge earthquake and land slide, Yosano was separated from everyone else. She wasn’t too worried for Atsushi and Kenji; the two powerhouse could lift up boulders with no sweat and their body were especially tough. She was more worried with Kunikida and Kyouka. Still, Dazai and Ranpo were outside, they would bring rescue team soon enough.

Unfortunately, she was stuck with this rabid dog who wouldn’t let her heal him. Akutagawa was crushed with a boulder when they fell and even after breaking apart the boulder with Rashomon, the damage on his body was apparent.

Yosano swung down her massive cleaver, intent on breaking up the black cloth. To her annoyance, the black cloth resisted her blade and remained pierced on her legs.

Yosano sighed and glared back at the dying man. “I can wait until you are near death and unable to resist when I healed you.” She shrugged, both option didn’t matter for her. “Or you can retain your dignity by letting me heal you now before I can see you in brink of death wheezing pathetically like old dog.”

Akutagawa coughed violently, spitting blood to his trembling hand. “I will kill you…!”

“I am not interested to die with you. Ask Dazai if you seek a suicide partner.” Yosano saw the dying man froze when she mentioned Dazai’s name. He was still too far for her ability range, if only this damn spikes didn’t pin her to the ground like an insect specimen.

Akutagawa’s body started to sway, his blood loss probably had reached critical level. Yosano had to respect the man’s tenacity for not already drop dead with all that wound. “Just let me heal you and I won’t bother you anymore. The mission is probably failed, unless Dazai had a backup plan ready… who am I kidding, that man is probably already on his way to capture the fleeing enemy.”

“Dazai-san…” the dying man surprised Yosano by standing up. His steps wobbled dangerously and blood continue to drip from all of his wounds but he single-mindedly started to walk away from Yosano. The spikes pinning her legs crawled away slowly, following the man’s shadow.

Yosano counted in her mind and she got to fourteen before Akutagawa collapsed. She approached him slowly and carefully, paying attention to the weak tendrils of black cloth that pathetically wrapped around his body like a cast.

Yosano poked him carefully with the blunt side of her cleaver, making sure she poked the least damaged side of him. When the black cloth could only hiss in protest and not attacking her, she flipped his body over and checked the damage. Part of his ribs caved in and most likely pierced his lungs, with how he almost drowned in his own blood. His left arm had become swollen and Yosano could see sharp bones poking out from his right leg. Thankfully, the man was dying enough for her ability to activate.

Black butterflies came out of her body, their wings flapped in the air as they danced around her patient. Each of them landed on his wounds, their phantom like body misted away as they were absorbed in his body. In no time, all of his wounds closed and his cold pale skin warmed up to healthier color. His shallow breathing became gasps as he could once again breathe without feeling like he drowned. Bones knitted together again, leaving no scar nor imperfection. If not for his disheveled and bloody appearance, no one would think that he nearly died.

Yosano rose from her crouch, patting away dirt from her ripped skirt. “There. That wasn’t so hard, see? Go back to doctor Mori.” She turned around, intent on searching her lost comrades. The black dog was already healed; he could find his way back home by himself.

The doctor only managed a few steps away from Akutagawa when black spikes surrounded her and threateningly hovered a few inches away from her. Yosano didn’t move when she heard the owner of those black spikes stood up with shaky feet.

“Why did you save me?” Yosano couldn’t see his face, but she could imagine the confusion on his face. “I am your enemy. I can kill you easily.”

Yosano sighed. Really, were all people in Port Mafia this stupid. “I am a doctor. I have sworn an oath to save all life.”

“Even for enemy?”

“I am a doctor, not a judge.” Yosano turned around and faced him. She met his eyes with no fear but iron resolution. “No matter who it is, an innocent or a criminal, the moment they became my patient I will do everything I can to heal them.”

Akutagawa eyes watched her for a moment before he scoffed. “You and that weretiger, I couldn’t understand both of you.”

Yosano frowned. “Because you only take life. You don’t see how precious they are.”

“The weak must die and pave a way for the strong.” Akutagawa glared at Yosano, his belief in those words unshakeable.

Patient or not, Yosano was tempted to punch the man in front of her. “I can see why Atsushi doesn’t like you.”

“Yosano-sensei!”

Both of their attention averted towards the boy running towards them. Yosano could see the familiar sunny smile and straw hat. “Kenji-kun!”

Kenji stopped when he could see the dire situation, but his smile didn’t diminish the slightest. “We got word from Dazai-san. He said that he already cornered the enemy above the ground! Atsushi-san went ahead to assist him, but we should follow too! Kunikida-san need your help, he got injured from protecting Kyouka-chan.”

Yosano was about to ask Kenji about Kunikida condition, but the man at her back gasped. “Dazai-san!” the doctor eyes only caught a blur of black as the man used his ability to tore apart the roof of the tunnel where they were trapped in and went ahead faster than she could follow.

“Wow, so fast!” Kenji brightly cheered when they could see the holes that went quite far above. “That man is so nice, he left a way out for us too!”

Yosano sighed. She wanted to punch him at least once but he escaped before she could. “Well, let’s go to Kunikida.”

Kenji clapped his hand once. “No need Yosano-sensei, Kunikida-san is fine!”

Yosano blinked. “Huh?”

The sunny boy explained with innocent smile. “Dazai-san told me that I should say that to you and Akutagawa-san. If Akutagawa-san heard that Atsushi is going to help him, he would open up a way for us to escape quickly! Dazai-san already captured the enemy and the others also on the way back to surface, we are the last one here.”

Kenji’s words sank in as her brain realized the trickery. She couldn’t help it and laughed. Kenji blinked at her confusedly.

Yosano brushed away her hair and smiled wickedly. “Well, well. It seems like I owe Dazai a bottle of sake later.”

#bungou stray dogs #adaweek #yosano akiko #akutagawa ryunosuke #miyazawa kenji #warning: violence #day 2 #i don't even know #it spiraled out of control quickly #but I wanted to see these two interact #I am still struggling to understand akutagawa #forgive me if anyone is ooc

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