#ugh doubts

[freckleslikestars]

FARSCAPE | 1.06 Thank God It's Friday, Again.

#I love this exchange so much specifically because it tells us a lot about how the translator microbes work. I mean. I highly doubt that – at #least at this point – john has ever discussed woodies with Aeryn. #But I can quite easily imagine that he’s at one point looked at some alien thing shuddered and gone ‘ugh. Gives me the willies.’ #And since aeryn’s translator microbes picked that up and returned it with woody we can kind of see how they work. #It’s taken willie – a colloquial term for penis – and substituted it with another colloquial term for penis – woody. #The problem is that these terms both have connotations that the microbes don’t pick up on #hence the incorrect substitution. #However they do seem to do okay with homophones #presumably based on context. #It’s like how back in like 2012 if you typed a word into google translate that didn’t translate well #it would give you it’s best guess #and then if you translated it back it would just have a completely different meaning. Essentially translator microbes work probably as well #farscape #aeryn sun #claudia black #syfysource #cinematv #filmtvcentral #chewieblog #smallscreensource #usercreate #userthing #farscapeedit #john crichton #ben browder #farscape gifs #my gifs #claudia black gifs #dailytvwomen #popcultureds

[puppyeared]

youve heard of "i was too excited writing this down i forgot some words" ADHD but have you heard of "i was too excited writing this down that i used a word twice somewhere in the same sentence and didnt even notice" ADHD

#EVERY FUCKING TIME #swear to fucking god sometimes itll be something like i use the word 'or smth' or 'idk' twice to end a sentence #despite already using it at least once or twice in the middle. and its honestly not a big deal i doubt anybody notices or even cares #but ugh. UGHHH #yapping #adhd

[the-hadal-zone-sys]

Friendly reminder: if you go through a period of rapidly forming new headmates, that DOESN'T MEAN YOU'RE FAKING!! It just happens sometimes. Brains are weird.

#🪶 || jayfeather (he/it/rain/dream) #plural #endo safe #pro endo #sysmeds dni #system #pluralgang #system doubt cw #system doubt #Nix is having their millionth 'this means we're faking!!' panic of the day. #sweet starclan why does there have to be so much plural discourse... It just makes us doubt ourselves. Ugh.

[cerise-on-top]

hi :D if you do character x character (with possibly x reader, too) headcanons, may i request nikprice hcs? aghh.. i love them so much, but there's (in my opinion) little content of them compared to other ships.. if you do have to add reader into it too thats okay :) i don't mind poly (´▽`ʃ♡ƪ)

but besides that how are you doing? i hope youre doing good :]

Hey there! I'm doing well, thank you! I've actually got five days off next week, which I'm really looking forward to! Plus I get to go to my regular department again too soon enough! But unfortunately, the other apprentice left me with so much work ^^;

NikPrice and NikPrice x Reader

NikPrice:

Although the two of them may be a bit older than some of their peers, they can still be considered idiots, especially when they’re with one another. Sometimes they get weirdly competitive with each other, which can result in either of them getting hurt. Nikolai leads Chimera and Price leads the TF141, both of them sometimes need to show off just how good they are at some things. Nikolai is usually a pretty calm guy, but he does get a bit cocky with Price, so he’ll instigate some competitions. Who can carry the most groceries. Who can find the most dogs and take pictures with them. Who will be favored the most for the week among their boys. It’s just dumb things, and Nikolai does try to cheat his way through most of them, but Price knows him well enough by now to know how he will try to weasel his way into victory. Price usually plays fair and forces Nikolai to do the same. The winner gets bragging rights and that’s about it. Sometimes they poker on who pays for dinner, but they don’t really mess around too much when it comes to more serious stuff. However, they both also compete with each other to show off just how good of a partner they are, even if there’s no need to do that anymore. They can both be proud as peacocks and always need to outdo one another.

Although it may sound stupid, the two of them do spar with each other from time to time. Since they’re about equal in strength it’s actually quite interesting to watch the two of them fight, both have a pretty good technique as well. However, Nikolai has more experience under his belt since he’s quite a bit older than Price. Again, he’s also not above cheating by trying to entice Price with just about anything he can think of. They’re adults, they’re leaders, but they are still morons with each other. Sometimes they fight over the TV remote when Price wants to watch his football game and Nikolai wants to tease him. Price gets mad every time he misses the football game just because he lost to his stupid lover. Nikolai gets a good laugh out of it every time. Although he may love Price more than anyone else, he can be a playful and cocky bastard at times. He makes up for it by taking Price to a real football game in a stadium, though. Can’t enrage the boyfriend too much all the time. Price is usually overjoyed when he does since he gets really into it. There’s nothing better than enjoying some football with Nikolai. Unless Nikolai teases Price about his team losing. In that case the two of them won’t be talking more than necessary for an hour. However, Price goes back to normal after the initial anger of his team losing has worn off.

Nikolai is actually a chef of the master class. He can cook just about anything and make it well at that too. Since he’s been pretty much everywhere at this point he’s learned quite a few recipes from all around the world. He also knows how to use his spices well. Though, his favorite recipes to make are still Russian ones. The two of them cook together often, it relaxes them. Besides, Price gets the privilege of eating Nikolai’s pirozhki before anyone else does. It’s an honor to him since he’s never had anything better in his life. Loves being Nikolai’s taste tester as well. Price isn’t as good a cook as Nikolai, but he does like showing his appreciation for all the good food by cooking something in return. However, his food is kind of bland. It could be worse, but it could also use a lot more spices. Nikolai used to tease Price about that before, but he’s stopped since as Price really does put a lot of effort into cooking for Nikolai. The latter really isn’t so mean to genuinely hurt his boyfriend like that. He does give Price some constructive criticism, though. Offers to help with cooking next time, but both of them know that Nikolai will just take the lead. But in the end, they both really do enjoy cooking with each other, regardless of who makes the main dish. They also get really chatty during it.

NikPrice x Reader

Considering how long they’ve been with each other, they've gotten used to it, but you genuinely cannot cuddle them during summer. You’ll become a sweaty mess and won’t be able to sleep at all since they’re both very warm. Nikolai more so than Price. However, the two of them can cuddle each other just fine since they’re used to warmer nights because of all the missions they’ve gone on. However, it’s pretty nice in winter. They’re two big, burly and warm men who love to make you feel toasty. Price is actually a pretty cuddly guy and Nikolai can be too with the right people. If you’re not on the cuddly side then they’ll settle for giving you a pat on the back every once in a while or just holding your hand. But Price loves touching you and Nikolai. He doesn’t need to do it every single waking moment, but it’s nice to hold your loved ones. Nikolai can go either way, but he’s pretty cuddly with Price. Sometimes the two of them fight over who gets to be the big spoon, other times they’ll just plop into each other’s arms. If you’re shorter than them then you’ll likely get sandwiched between them. If you’re as tall or taller than them then they might ask you to take on the role of big spoon. Sure, they won’t mind it when you’re shorter than them, but they’ll chuckle since you’re just a little backpack.

Both of them will try to teach you how to fight and defend yourself. Even if you’re capable of that already, they’ll teach you something anyway. They’re both military men, they know what they’re talking about. Besides, it’s not as unlikely as one might think that you might get hurt because of them. You need to be able to defend yourself. They’ll take turns teaching you, improving your form and all. They’ll sometimes even deliberately spar in front of you so you could learn something from them fighting with each other. They won’t be as rough with you as they are with each other, especially not if you’re not part of the military, but they’ll be diligent in teaching you either way. If you’re part of the military then they’ll be rougher with you, but not as rough as with each other. Nikolai and Price have known each other for so long, they know where each other’s limits are. You’re the newest addition, so there’s still things they need to get to know. But I can assure you they will take good care of you. They’ll also reward you if you’re doing especially well during your little training lessons. Nikolai tries to bribe you into doing well by offering to cook your favorite meal if you do so.

The two of them actually spoil you rotten, especially if you don’t earn as much money as they do. Nikolai earns even more money than Price, so he has quite a lot to spend. Loves buying you and him all kinds of things. These can range from something useful to just something he saw and thought you might like. Price doesn’t like being indebted to people, so he always tries to buy Nikolai something back, even insisting that he shouldn’t buy him as many things. Nikolai never listens to him in that regard. And since Price buys Nikolai things he has to buy something for you as well. Sometimes it’s just your favorite kind of cake, sometimes it’s some nice and expensive jewelry. It’s always a mystery with Price. You don’t have to feel obligated to buy them something either. You’re more than welcome to if you have the finances to do so, but if you usually barely get by then you really shouldn’t have to. In fact, if you don’t have a lot of money then the two of them will pay for just about anything you need. Clothes, food, other necessities. It doesn’t matter. Together they have more money than they know what to do with anyway. It’s nice to spend it on someone you love and make them happy anyway. Don’t pay them back, they’ll find your bank account and return the money. They love you, let them pamper you like the little royalty you are.

#cod #cod x reader #cod nikolai #john price #nikolai x reader #john price x reader #price x reader #nikprice #nikprice x reader #I never really thought about writing charxchar on this blog in all honesty #but I suppose I can do it if more requests like this come in :] I doubt it but I'm willing to do it #I loved working on this because they may be smart but they're also complete and utter dumbasses #they're smart when it counts let's leave it at that #I actually have thought about being in a relationship with NikPrice before but I sometimes throw Graves into the mix as well #there's nothing wrong about yearning to be in a relationship with some men who could buy you something nice #and who would actually love you #see fictional characters are actually really good because they will always love you if you want them to #ugh I wanna cuddle these idiots so bad which is funny because I'm actually touch averse 95% of the time #but I just know that a good thorough cuddle session from those men would put me in a really good mood

[bisexualseraphim]

Just saw some Free Palestine supporters on the road to my parents’ house and was about to wave at them but then I saw a couple of them holding signs making disgusting antisemitic jokes about Passover. Guys seriously how fucking difficult is it to just. Not do that 😭 You’re really not giving Palestine extra help by making horrible comments and jokes about Jews ffs can you not just promote support for Palestine without bringing hatred for entire minority demographics into it DURING THE TIME OF A RELIGIOUS HOLIDAY. It is remarkably easy to criticise Israel without antisemitism and if you can’t do that then maybe you should stay out of the movement because you’re causing much more harm than good

#It was in such a small town as well where I doubt anyone has ever even met a Jewish person #Like in the city I’d expect some of that cos there’s more people but a tiny Northern town? That’s scary #Makes me so sad when bigots highjack what should be a compassionate movement #I know it must be so scary to be Jewish or Muslim right now and it stresses me out just thinking about it #Like it’s scary being Jewish or Muslim any day of the year but especially with everything going on lately #I’m sad. People make me sad #When will the hatred and violence ever stop fr #Ugh my day’s ruined now someone send me something funny pls #personal #vent #rant #antisemitism #free palestine #free gaza #i/p #protest

[justaboot]

Well since I know it broke you, what about something involving Della (OG design) inspired by Never Love an Anchor for an art request?

Do you ever think of me and my two hands, and wonder why they never soothed your fevers? And wonder why They never tied your shoes? And wonder why They never held you gently? And wonder why They never had the chance to lose you?

-Never Love an Anchor, The Crane Wives

(rude.)

#I am owed emotional damages by tumblr user korkorali #della duck #ducktales #ducktales 2017 #dt17 #literally forever plagued by the idea of della being forever plagued by ONE intrusive thought right before she left #and fearing that her one moment of fear of commitment was the real reason she took the spear #when in actuality it was one last joyrun #but that one speck of doubt will literally always be there #ugh

[im-sorry-what-ii]

yknow the classic uni professors au, the one where prof A spends half their time talking about their spouse and prof B has never said a word about their personal life ever but then it turns out theyre pining or married or whatever, yeah i think theres a chronic lack of those in the top gun fandom. bc the classic icemav teaches at top gun meets no homophobia au is the *perfect* setup and i cant believe no ones written it

#do i have to do everything in this family #jk cuz i doubt im going to #if someone wants to write this please i will give you my kidney but like no pressure #top gun #icemav #currently love the professor aus #reading the good omens ones rn and yes i love them #especially the ones where the students get them together #wow #should i write this #i havent written anything since the last wip that got too hard and was abandoned #mmmmmm maybe i should #ugh but its a commitment #we'll see

[front-facing-pokemon]

#simipour #the principal‚ i think? the principal of the school in psmd #i dunno why i'm doubting myself on this. i think that's the case. psmd is literally my favorite game of all time #honestly i need to fucking. replay all the pmd games and reevaluate that. clearly it's been a while considering how much my memory is #faltering on this. i imagine if i replayed them all again nowadays i'd end up liking gti the most or something #ugh. yeah. i'll replay them all eventually. my memory is really crumbling at this point. it's been years #hell‚ maybe i'll do it on stream. that's like one of the only ways i can keep myself accountable to actually beat games

[astrophysician]

HERE IT IS

this is my definitely completely necessary, i promise, sonic style study!! i spent nine and a half hours on this canvas! aaa! i will master this style if it's the last thing i do!!!

more about my process under the cut!

the purpose of this study was to really get the proportions down as i figure out how sonic characters fit into my style. for this specific study i was mainly looking at the model sheets for the sonic team racing animation. i like the cartoony/sharp style combined with the more modern designs. eye and especially muzzle shapes played an important part in my progress with this.

my process began with looking at the sheets for sonic and shadow specifically-- sonic, because he's the blueprint for the style, and shadow because he's a lot like sonic and also i lov ehim. you can see i took lots of notes and "measurements" at first (on the left) and heavily referenced the poses from the model sheets. i made an effort to avoid relying on tracing at this stage. (and later on, i colored using my best judgement-- no color picking! gotta train your eye for color too!)

there's still so many intricacies that i'm trying to get an eye for, but after this i feel a lot more confident in portraying this style in a way that satisfies me. there's just so much to balance!!

after i felt comfortable with my more scientific approach, i tried getting more expressive, experimenting with different expressions and poses that i thought fit the characters (and injecting some of my headcanons obviously). this was to practice conveying each character's personality and as well as drawing them in ways that weren't completely static, like so much of my art has been lately (character designing kinda leans into that...)

i would have drawn more but i ran out of space and got tired lol. perhaps i'll do a part two, because i want to draw more characters interacting than who i usually gravitate towards. amy and knuckles were a dip into that. (side note, i was kinda shocked at how much easier knuckles was to draw with the right references, and how difficult amy is despite looking similar to sonic and shadow, who i have a lot more experience with. it's her hair...)

anyway, i'm very proud to have completed this, and i feel like it helped me improve so much! i highly recommend style studies if you have the patience for it. you can get the same effect by just drawing the characters a lot, but it feels good to sit down and really dedicate some time and space to it. for me anyway :)

#sonic the hedgehog #amy rose #shadow the hedgehog #tails the fox #knuckles the echidna #sonic #my art #astrophysician #does anyone know if tumblr still only tracks the first five tags.... #i'd really. really like to use a lot more for my art sometimes #also ugh i'm sorry rouge but there wasn't enough room for you :((( #i'll have to put her in the next one #omega too... but i doubt i'll find a model sheet for him as easily #and i'm kinda scared of drawing robots LOL #omg. i have to include eggman too eventually #AND METAL SONIC. MAN. #hmm.... noticing a bit of a theme here.... #...sth needs more girls

[tojiswhore-aventurinesslut]

Do you ever think Geto showed Gojo all the mundane things non-sorcerers do? Like Gojo probably grew up pretty sheltered due to possessing the limitless and six eyes. The Gojo clan knew how important he was and given the assassinations of previous users I'm sure they kept him on a tight rope.

So I can't help but think about Gojo meeting Geto for the first time and the two of them going on missions together at jujutsu tech and Geto showing Gojo all these super mundane things that he never got to do as a kid.

Like taking him to his first drive-in movie or his first concert. Taking him bowling or to arcades. All things that Geto did on the regular before attending jujutsu tech but which Gojo never got to experience.

#posts #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #satosugu #gojo #geto #i think it would make suguru's defection hurt even more #like can you imagine someone showing you the world and then leaving you in it all alone #i mean obvi im sure Gojo knew about these things but i really doubt he ever got to participate #we saw him briefly as a kid and he seemed so uptight and cold #and definitely a spoiled brat even a bit as a teen #gojo “im the strongest” satoru lol #he was placed on such a high pedestal I doubt it even crossed his mind how the rest of the world lived until he met suguru #and became best friends with someone who did not grow up in the same world he did #oh man this is making me think of yuuji and megumi/itafushi bc gojo literally tells megumi that yuuji didnt grow up around sorcery #like he did #😭😭😭😭 #sobbing now #ugh #gojo satoru #geto suguru

[hyugaruma]

Valentine’s Day Lineup: 2/12

Cuddling (Ranmaru x Reader)

♡

It was late when he came home that night. A glance to the digital clock on your nightstand placed it at almost two o’clock in the morning. You could hear Ranmaru close the front door to the apartment with a slam, an immediate indication that he was not having a good night. You opted to close your eyes and pretend to be asleep so as not to have to deal with his obviously sour mood.

After several minutes of raucous noise coming from the kitchen, you heard Ranmaru make his way into your shared bedroom, kicking off his shoes and closing himself off in the bathroom. The shower kicked on, and you heaved a heavy sigh.

You were almost asleep when Ranmaru finished with his shower, exiting the bathroom and sliding his way into the bed with little regard as to if he was waking you or not. Still, you pretended to sleep. You could feel his eyes on you, and it made keeping a steady breath incredibly difficult. You were just about to give up the ruse and say something when you felt him shift closer to you, his arm snaking its way around your torso as his chest met with your back. You froze, unable to know what to make of the situation. Your boyfriend, Ranmaru, one of the most vicious and inhospitable people you had ever met, was nuzzling into you. You felt like you had a fractious cat snuggling against you, too afraid to move or risk facing its clawed wrath.

Ranmaru exhaled, sounding almost annoyed despite his gestural language indicating otherwise. “I know you’re awake.”

“Oh,” you mumbled, a little embarrassed at being so blatantly called out for your charade. You opted to venturing into the cause of his bitter mood in hopes of exonerating yourself. “Wanna talk about it?”

Ranmaru didn’t respond, only tightening the hold his arm had over your waist. It was all you needed to understand that he was cutting the conversation there. You knew that when you woke up he would already be gone, likely off to deal with Doubt matters that you were not privy to, so you basked in the rarity of his affection while you could. You relaxed into his arms, feeling the rhythm of his breathing as you finally allowed yourself to drift off to sleep.

#SCREAMING CRYING SHAKING #he’s so horrible ugh love him #I’ve come to terms with the fact that the only ranmaru content I will ever get is the stuff that I write #fine…I’ll do it myself #high&low #high & low #high and low #high&low imagines #fanfiction #high&low fanfic #hilo #ranmaru #ranmaru hayashi #hayashi ranmaru #high&low ranmaru #doubt #high&low doubt #high and low fanfic #imagines #high&low scenarios

[stars-n-spice]

No actually,,

If the finale comes out and then they all somehow make it out alive and the producers and shit are like, "LOL APRIL FOOLS (a month late)" I think I will spontaneously combust.

#like if they just did all they did and said all they’ve said just to scare us #I mean that’s funny #ON THEIR END #BUT LIKE #ON OUR END??? #pain. suffering. agony. #I mean if I was a writer or producer or something I would also scare and taunt my audience #because it’s fun #BUT MAN. #I mean I doubt it #but a clown can hope #best gift ever if they did this #also the worst joke ever #all that stress and fear #for fucking nothing #ugh #if you can’t tell I’m terrified #tbb #the bad batch #tbb s3 #tbb hunter #tbb wrecker #tbb crosshair #tbb tech #tbb echo #tbb omega

[fitpacs]

Late Night Devil, Put Your Hands On Me

Summary: Fit’s long awaited first night back after returning home from his mission.

Genres: Comfort, First Kiss, Non-Sexual Intimacy, Sharing a Bed, Canon Compliant

Word Count: 3.5k

#fitpacsfics #qsmp fanfiction #fitpac #hideduo #it’s 2am and i don’t know how i feel about this fic so i’m leaving before i delete it in self-doubt ugh gn

[anonfromtheflight]

Heeeeeey!

Thank you so much for the messages I got wondering if I was alright. I am! I just have the worst luck ever!

But at least I'm in good health? And alive. That's a win too. I'm just convinced more than ever that nothing good will ever happen to me without something horrible happening right after 😓

So I made it back to Santiago from home on Sunday night and all was well. But I got robbed on Monday! After work, rght outside a subway station! And not only the asshole took my cellphone, he punched me in the face to make me drop it!! 😒 I almost never take my phone out in public for security reasons but when my boss called, I answered because I thought I had left something important at work. But when I hung up while I was leaving the subway station, before I could put my phone back in my pocket, a huge dude came to towards me, punched me in the face and then left with my phone! 😩

It wasn't even a nice phone, it was basic af and I had it for three years, but it had my stuff and UGHHHH I had to go to the police and then to the hospital to get my face checked because my cheek swelled right away. At least he avoided my glasses? Oh and I had to block my phone number with the mobile company, my bank account because of the bank app and another banking app i use.

To make things worse, I left my tablet back at my mom's by mistake last weekend so I had no electronic device with my info to block my stuff myself. I had to ask my sister to do it and to post a message on instagram in case my friends got any weird messages and to let people know I wouldn't be available. And that if someone talked to them via whatsapp, it wasn't me.

I didn't think about her doing the same for me here, I didn't think anyone would notice or care oops, sorry for that 😬

AND UUUUGHHH I CAN'T BELIEVE I MISSED THE S3 RELEASE DATE ANNOUNCEMENT!!! At least I can enjoy the theories and gifs now 😑 I also can't believe I missed a WHOLE week of OMR beauty content with Omar looking gorgeous and downright sinful wtf

Now I'm back home because tomorrow I have to go vote, got my tablet back and blocked absolutely everything. At least since I sold my soul to google, I don't have to try to remember my passwords lol and could basically wipe everything from my phone remotely.

But yeah, I'm okay! I'm only sporting an ugly bruise on my face that makes me look like I'm part of the lamest fight club in existence.

#Respondiendo #scheduled a phone appointment with my therapist during the week and I'm seeing her today too #now I have to use money I had saved to get a new phone fuuuuuuuuu #ugh I hate everything #about me I guess lol #do you know how boring it is to go through a 7 hours bus journey not being able to listen to music??? #while being too anxious to sleep??? TORTURE! #desperately need something good to happen to me #maybe with the new year? I doubt it but still lmao #I missed looking at wilmon and Omar's face negl

[mod2amaryllis]

Ur enthusiasm for Fat Bottom Girls reminds me of when I was in a club on Halloween and they played that in the middle of two like EDM remixes of house music and it was truly a transcendent experience

the image of a crowd of vibing edm enjoyers suddenly hearing that first note and breaking out in booming, joyous, unanimous song is exquisite, thank you.

#best group song i think even better than Bohemian Rhapsody. on account of the horniness #m2a #m2answers #GOD I DO REALLY FUCKING LOVE THAT SONG UGH LOL #how could anyone doubt Freddie Mercury's bi-ness after that

[dolores-slay]

My Tav: Did you really need to eat criminals' brains to survive?

Emperor: better I ate criminals than a potential ally such as yourself

My (Baldurian Criminal Backround) Tav: uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

#omeluum OUTSOLD #I was so RIGHT to doubt this bitch #bg3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #omeluum: i ate brains of prisoners to survive and i am not proud of it #he is still not proud of doing it even if he tries to limit it to people trying to make the underdark worse off (in his view at least) #not perfect but I appreciate the lack of sugarcoating #meanwhile the Emperor is like: I ate the brains of LOWLIVES who DESERVED it but ur so special I would never eat /your/ brain #my tav was literally one such lowlife up to recently #astarion would be fair game too then #karlach and shadowheart as well had their lives played out differently #yeah ugh sure light yagami