#tw: amnesia

[crisiscutie]

First Class boyos with amnesic s/o.

In the mood for an angst scenario, so here we go~!

Genesis: Where to begin? Ever since your memory loss, he drove himself to extremes to get you to remember everything about him, your relationship with him, and everything else important to you two. He has been referencing LOVELESS three times as much to cope with your memory loss since the last mission you two embarked on together. That book will not be moving away from your bedside anytime soon. With time, He’ll eventually back away, recognizing how much he is overburdening you and himself. He’ll express regret for his behavior, vowing that he’ll wait for as long as it takes for you to reclaim what was lost.

Sephiroth: He doesn’t let it show in front of others, but he is taking your amnesiac state HARD. Sephiroth cherishes his few bonds and does whatever he can to sustain them. Your memory loss will be a great blow to him. He won’t know what to do. He will try to stay close to you initially, but your condition will cause him great distress. Because of his troubled and wounded mind, he’ll become slightly distant towards you, though not because he blames you. It’s because he wants to stay strong for you. He’ll remain awake for countless nights, speculating if what happened could’ve been prevented or that it may be his fault. If only he was close enough to kill the one who hexed you or if he had you sit out the mission... Sephiroth will need the support and solace of his friends to help him endure this tumultuous journey in your relationship saga. But no matter what, he won’t abandon you.

Angeal: From the beginning, he is quiet and perceptive, he wants to learn all the details before he hurries to any conclusions. Expect him to handle matters cautiously. He’s just as pained as the other two would be about your memory loss, but he knows that being zealous and obsessed with your loss would do no good for anyone. He’d visit you between missions, providing you with whatever is necessary and occasionally, give you your favorite sweets you to make you  happier. Even if the curse the enemy put on you can't be broken, he knows he can create new experiences with you at your own pace. It'd be a challenging journey, but he'll stay by your side.

#Sephiroth #angeal hewley x reader #angeal hewley #Reader is implied to be SOLIDER but can be anything #sephiroth x reader #genesis rhapsodos #Genesis rhapsodos x reader #tw: memory loss #Crisis Cutie Hcs #Crisis Cutie writes #FF7 X reader #Final fantasy x reader #tw memory loss #tw: amnesia #tw amnesia #angst #ff7 sephiroth

[promptful]

Hi! Hope your having a good day, can you write some dialogue based on per say someone going through amnesia or not having a sense of who they were beforehand? It’s alright if you cant or don’t wanna write this

Amnesia/Memory Loss Dialogue

hello! I used my own experiences with memory loss to write this, but I've never experienced amnesia, so forgive the possible misinterpretations and enjoy!

WARNINGS: Amnesia.

1) “Was this mine?” 

2) “I don’t… know who I am anymore.” 

3) “Is this my handwriting?” 

4) “This is your home.” “It’s… odd.” “It was your favorite.” 

5) “I’m missing something.” 

6) “I feel like I know these people, but I don’t.” 

7) “Why can’t I remember? Help me remember.” 

8) “You—I know you.” 

9) “Married? I was married?” 

10) “You don’t have to learn to love me, I just want you to be all right.” 

11) “I’m not the same person anymore.” 

12) “Tell the story again. I won’t forget this time.” 

13) “I remember this feeling.” “What feeling?” “You.” 

14) “Wow, you’re—I’m really dating you?” 

15) “It’ll take time, but we’ll be all right.” 

16) “Show me the pictures. Show me everything. I want to remember.” 

17) “You made this for me.” “I did.” “You meant something to me.” “I’d hope so.” 

18) “What were we?” 

19) “What are we?” 

20) “This doesn’t feel new to me.” 

21) “I don’t even know who I am. What I did. My friends… my family.” 

#dialogue prompt #dialogue prompts #writing #writing inspiration #writing prompt #creative wriitng #prompt list #dialogue starters #tw: amnesia #cw: amnesia #story prompt #a. #as. #p.

[tooxmanyxships]

Did I make a second part to this amnesia ficlet? Why yes. Yes I did.

He doesn't see the man again. 

He didn't tell Jenson about the, quite literal, crash into this stranger because something tells him he shouldn't. 

He still has the picture, tucked away where Jenson won't look. 

Sometimes he catches himself looking at it with a fond smile on his face. He still doesn't understand why it makes him smile. 

But eventually he forgets - - -

He forgets looking at the picture. He forgets about the guy completely. 

He was just some stranger after all. 

Nico doesn't know why he suddenly finds himself in the grocery store, halting in the aisle with the cereals, staring at a box of frosties like it's the best thing he's ever seen. 

He doesn't even like frosties. 

Or at least he doesn't think he does. 

Jenson gives him a questioning look, but at least has the decency not to tease him about it. 

Everyone can get a sudden fascination with frosties, okay? 

But that's not the only thing.....

Because, since a little while, every time Jenson asks him what he likes to eat for dinner, somehow the word "pizza" is the first thing that rolls off his tongue.

He doesn't get it. Why pizza of all things? 

Or frosties. Or vanilla gelato. Or why he wants to go on vacation to Greece. 

Or why every time he sees a commercial of Cirque du Soleil with people on unicycles, he suddenly gets the urge to ride one himself.

If Jenson is worried about him, he sure covers it up well.

But Nico is starting to fear that he's slowly going insane. 

Jenson always goes with him to his therapy sessions, which is starting to make him angry, so they argue about it.

In fact they argue a lot lately. 

Jenson insists it's because he cares about Nico. Nico thinks there's an ulterior motive. 

He feels himself yearning for the old days. Though he doesn't really quite know what those days were or what he's yearning for. 

It's like he's missing out on something important but his muddled brain can't come up with the answers. 

~~~~~~~~~~*******************~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Lewis didn't know it would affect him this much, knowing that Nico had forgotten him. 

At first he thought; "it's just for the best." 

If Nico had forgotten him, then he would too.

What were they still to each other anyway?

Only pain. 

The memory of them was slowly being forgotten anyway. He barely saw the term 'brocedes', a thing he and Nico had laughed at together when they were still friends, appear anymore. 

It was better this way. It was better to be forgotten than to be reminded of the hurt. 

He was retired now. He could do whatever he wanted.

He was often found behind his piano, playing melancholic melodies. 

He ate frosties in the morning and pizza in the evening. Vanilla gelato as dessert. Went to Greece on vacation. Did wheelies on his bike to resemble a unicycle.

It wasn't enough. Never enough to fill the void. 

Part of his soul was missing. He knew where it was, but he also knew he couldn't get it back.

It was better to forget. 

#brocedes #my fanfiction #tw: amnesia #lewis hamilton x nico rosberg #f1 rpf #f1 fanfic

[theallblue]

There was one thing that pirates tended to learn quickly once they decided to set sail on the very waters that surrounded them. They would learn how unforgiving the seas could be sometimes whether it be because of other pirates or the harsh waves that might appear in front of them. A lesson that Sanji learned when he was just a child before being rescued by Zeff after managed to escape from his family. That was a story for another day, a story he wasn’t willing to speak about just yet despite mentioning where he had been born. The North Blue wasn’t his home though, the East Blue was because that’s where the Baratie was waiting for him to return to. 

That was where Zeff and the others who he once worked alongside of would be waiting for his return. Even though they would easily hear about the chaos his crew was causing during this long journey. 

It had been a normal day onboard the Thousand Sunny once again while it was enough to cause the crew to relax since peace was the only thing that surrounded them. Peace and the chaotic sounds which came from the crewmates who decided to play a random game to pass the time, one that Sanji hadn’t been paying attention to. He was focused on passing out snacks especially to tie Luffy over until it was time to make the next meal of the day. A meal which the blonde cook had already picked out because of the weekly planning he normally focuses on for the sake of his crew. He wasn’t going to let them go hungry, he wasn’t going to let them starve. 

That was until a storm decided to make an appearance, one that Nami had noticed because of the changes that lingered in the air. A storm which caused the unforgiving waves to drag Sanji along with it with his ears barely catching the cries of his crewmates. Cries that soon faded away into nothingness. 

That had been weeks ago as the next thing that the blonde knew was that he had woken up in an unknown place. A throbbing pain lingering in the back of his head, blurred thoughts that were impossible for him to make sense about. The only thing that he could remember was that his name was Sanji and something about cooking? Everything else refused to make sense, it was coming up blank. 

The people were nice enough to give him a place to stay and clothes to replace the ones that had been ruined. He still wasn’t able to give them any answers though, he couldn’t recall a single thing besides the two answers he was able to give the people already. 

Then one day, someone suddenly shouted his name. A shout with a grip that tugged against his wrist causing Sanji to face the one who was obviously trying to get his attention. There was only one thing he could think to say in that moment though 

“I’m sorry, but who are you?”

#theallblue #open starter #m: sanji #v: black leg sanji #tw: amnesia #(replies will be put in a separate post for my rp tracker) #(I had to get this idea out though) #(RIP me cause brain went how about we add this as well?)

[ninjastormhawkkat]

Ignorant Bliss AU

This au I made on Discord combining my friend melody's highschool au idea with an amnesia au. Revised a little bit to make it more angsty. So in this au Amirana as a teen has quickly wisened up and she hates the traditions and life she is forced into by her family who has no regards for her feelings. Also Navren is still a jerk in this au. She wants to get away from it all and go on a journey of exploration and hopefully find a planet that will let her just be herself. She stole a Lexiconian space craft and began her excursion. She unfortunately got caught in a solar storm that sent her ship plummeting to Earth where she crash landed. Unlike Huggy's crash, this was more severe as her ship was destroyed. Amirana climbed out, still alive but heavily injured she walked slowly towards Fair City where she fell unconscious onto a sidewalk. She was found by worried and concerned Bampy Botsford and his son Tim. They took her to a hospital. When Amirana woke up, she had no memory of her life befor the crash. She didn't even remember what caused her injuries. She didn't recall her name nor her own species. She was taken care of at the hospital and made a full physical recovery. Thought the issue was since she was a minor and had no family to claim her yet. She would have to be sent to an orphanage or foster family. Bampy not wanting the poor kid to be alone, talked with his wife and kids about the situation. Thus Teresa Botsford was with her new family and lived the normal life of an earth woman. She went to high school and college in Fair City. She discovered her powers but out of fear did not tell her family because she was afraid of being cast aside for being not normal. She believes she is a meta human. Bampy finds out during the episode "Bampy Battles Bots." Teresa takes a job as a teacher in Fair City at Woodview. Like in my theory, she meets Steven Boxleitner when she saved the distracted scientist from nearly getting hit by a truck. Teresa does become a hero in this au after hearing about Steven's theories and analysis about heroes and villains. Her hero name is Wordwoman because of her love of words. Steven knows about Teresa's powers because she asked for his help in using them and controlling them. Steven respected her decision not to tell her family, he still believes she should tell them and that they will still love her regardless. The Botsfords love Steven. Teresa was a bridesmaid at her siblings wedding and Tim and Sally were part of her wedding party when she married Steven. In this au Teresa does become pregnant with Becky before she and Steven marry but Becky is born after the wedding during the early part of Teresa's first trimester. Becky becomes Wordgirl and her mom's partner when she gets older. I haven't decided yet where Steven still becomes Two Brains or not but if he does, it's only minor angst. Teresa during her life has vague flashbacks of her former life but nothing sustains long enough for her to fully recall anything. Her past starts to come back when a certain monkey space pilot crashes to Earth when her daughter is 11 years old. @melodythebunny @drtwobrainsstuff @blueweirdness

#wordgirl #wordgirl au #steven boxleitner #dr two brains #teresa star #starcrossed cheese #becky boxleitner au #wordwoman #bob/captain huggy face #bampy botsford #tim botsford #sally botsford #teresa botsford au #ignorant bliss au #minor angst #tw: amnesia #tw: orphanage and foster care mentioned #tw: injury #tw: emotional abuse #tw: past trauma #pregnancy terms #melodythebunny #drtwobrainsstuff #blueweirdness

[mechwife]

mff im sorry to anyone who was reading the lil rdc fic i started

i still wanna make rdc stuff, it’s just been difficult cause my bf moved in with my family and i and we had to go on a business trip

Packing and dragging luggage around is really hard on my dominant arm and hand so travelling usually makes my tendinitis flare up and puts me out of commission for two full weeks

living with my bf has helped my mental health tremendously but we’ve just been so busy hhh. ive been so tired

i missed out on Halloween because of the business trip and Halloween is my favorite holiday and ive been really depressed about it lmfao. Also i guess my amnesia is making me remember more traumatic shit from when i was a severely abused child so

ive been having wicked seizures and crap. It hurts and it’s hard.

i put that little bit under a cut cause reading about neurological issues could be triggering maybe? idk. shit sucks anyways

Hopefully things settle down in the next couple months so i can relax and engage in my hobbies a bit

#txt post #im a big whiny baby #tw: abuse #tw: amnesia

[vocesincaput]

Headcanon: Izzy Hands (Memory Loss)

His new Captain is Ned Low who managed to survive Stede's knocking him from the ship.

He got a new crew together and vowed to get revenge on Stede, Ed & the rest of the crew.

The perfect opportunity fell into his lap when it was he and his crew who found Izzy wandering around with no memory.

Ned knows exactly who Izzy really is.

He has gotten his hooks into Izzy, manipulating him to be easy for him to control. Using him.

Ready for when he encounters the crew of the Revenge.

Izzy has no idea of just how under Neds control he is.

#headcanon: izzy hands #verse: izzy hands : memory loss #cw memory loss #memory loss tw #memory loss cw #amnesia cw #tw: amnesia #non rp blogs do not interact #non rp blogs dni #non rp blogs will be blocked

[fellowshipofthefics]

Oh Brother Where Art Thou

BRose87, Frosticenow

Summary:

In which an injured Prince Frerin finds himself in an unlikely position with his memories gone and surrounded by peculiar creatures with large feet and a fondness for being kind. For the prompt: 25 - Injured and on his last leg, Frerin didn't know where to go after he was left on the battlefield of Khazad-dum. Part of The Hobbit an Unexpected Collaboration 2022 event.

#the hobbit #frerin #frerin x oc #hobbit fic #brose87 #frosticenow #tw: amnesia

[mkayswritings]

I know I am starting Febuwhump really late, but I never finish writing challenges on time so.... but here is the start of day one. There will be more than one chapter for this first oneshot though. I hope you enjoy TDJ fans, there is going to be plenty of feels in this fic.

#mkayswritings #febuwhump 2022 #febuwhump #gahan #kim gaon #kang yohan #tw: injuries #tw: head wound #tw: amnesia #the devil judge #the devil judge fanfiction #the devil judge fanfic

[cuckoo-among-beasts]

@adversitybloomed sent an angsty whump meme: ❝ just sit down. i’m gonna call for help. ❞

Huaisang isn't sure what happened. Actually, he isn't sure of much, he feels like he's had both wine and that tea the healers sometimes gave him as a kid. His head is pounding and everything feels soft and unfocused. He knows he was doing something or meeting someone, but what or who, he doesn't remember. Scrambling up from the ground, he stumbles away until he bumps into someone he does recognise. He thinks. "Hiii..." he says to the young woman. "I know you, don't I?" he asks, slurring slightly, and wipes away some sweat from his face. Except it's not sweat,his fingers comes back red. "Oh... I think I'm bleeding..." Why is he bleeding?

She gives him a funny look and tells him to sit down, so he does. Yes, he probably needs help, and a nap, he's feeling pretty tired.

By the time she returns, Mulan is her name, he's back to lying on the ground again. It's too tiresome to sit up and the grass was inviting.

#adversitybloomed #here have a concussed confused huaisang xd #tw: amnesia

[iamthexweapon]

“ do you remember anything at all? ”  

@halliwellauto

Glazed eyes glanced over to the woman sitting beside his hospital bed, memory fuzzy and struggling to place the name for her. He could tell she was devastated from the tone of her voice when she asked the question. He vaguely remembered between bouts of losing consciousness something about amnesia from a severe hit to the back of his head. He couldn't remember how it happened, only that it hurt.

He opened his mouth and then couldn't think of what to say. He just shook his head at her question, wondering who she was and why she was here.

#halliwellauto #IC; Tony #{v; in the movies} #{s; drunk in love | halliwellauto} #{ here have some angst } #tw: amnesia

[promptful]

Hurt no comfort 👀??

Hurt No Comfort Dialogue

yikers there's a lot of warnings. heed them. do not add. you are responsible for the media you consume.

WARNINGS: Forced imprisonment. Cheating. Amnesia. Implied murder. Death. Possible implied toxic relationship. Injuries. Breaking up. Cigarettes. Self-destructive tendencies. Alcoholism. Wowie. 

1) “I trusted you.” 

2)“I’m sorry… who are you?” 

3) “Were we friends?” 

4)“Do you even love me?”

5) “What are we now?” 

6) “Damn you.” 

7) “No feelings involved.” 

8) “I never loved you, anyway.” 

9) “You’re nothing but a deceitful bastard!” 

10) “I don’t know you.” 

11) “Erase me from your memory.” 

12) “Understand that I don’t care to know you.” 

13) “Trust you? Hilarious. Tell another joke.” 

14) “Step away from them!” 

15) “I loved you.” 

16) “You broke my heart.” 

17) “Really? You’re cheating on me?” 

18) “You liar.” 

19) “Give one damn reason to not walk out that door!” 

20) “I’m broken. And I don’t intend on being fixed.” 

21) “Naïve little thing, aren’t you?” 

22) “I thought you loved me.” 

23) “If I have to pick me or you, I’m picking you.” 

24) “Take this and run.” 

25) “Forget about me. It’s for the best.” 

26) “They want us to separate. I’m sorry.” 

27) “We’re terrible together.” 

28) “I thought that I could learn to love you.” 

29) “Did our love mean anything?”

30) “I just want what’s best for you.” 

31) “Liar. Don’t even try.” 

32) “I know I won’t make it.” 

33) “Tonight is the last one.” 

34) “Pretend for one minute that we’re in love, and then kiss me. One last time.” 

35) “I’m keeping you safe.” 

36) “You’re hurting me.” 

37) “This is killing me.” 

38) “This is safe?” 

39) “Feelings make things complicated.” 

40) “They’re dead.” 

41) “I can’t find them.” 

42) “What did you do with them?” 

43) “You’re shaking.”

44) “I can’t breathe.” 

45) “This isn’t home anymore.” 

46) “I’m running away.” 

47) “I can’t take this.” 

48) “Don’t… don’t leave me.” 

49) “I can’t lose you too.” 

50) “Everyone is hurting me. Can’t you see?” 

51) “I’d burn the world for you.” 

52) “You never cared about me.” 

53) “Promise me this.” 

54) “I can’t stand how you’re fighting this alone.” 

55) “Why didn’t you tell me?” 

56) “Were you going to keep this a secret the whole time?” 

57) “I thought we didn’t keep secrets.” 

58) “I’m feeling a lot less like your spouse, and more of a convenient thing.” 

59) “Look at me, tell me that you love me.” 

60) “There’s only so much I can take.” 

61) “You’re leaving, again.” 

62) “I’m not who you think I am.” 

63) “You can’t fix me.” 

64) “I can’t pretend that things are okay anymore.” 

65)“Leave.”

66) “Don’t come back here again.” 

67) “I’m changing my locks.” 

68) “Give me my things, and then I’m gone.” 

69) “You’ve changed.” 

70) “I don’t like who you’ve become.” 

71) “Stop believing in them.” 

72) “Do you really think that I don’t know?” 

73) “This marriage is pointless.” 

74) “I want a divorce.” 

75) “I hate you.” 

76) “You’re nothing to me.” 

77) “I’m going to sleep on the couch.” 

78) “We need a break.” 

79) “Don’t come looking for me.” 

80) “You need to get yourself together, or there’s no more us.” 

81) “It takes two to make a marriage work, you know.” 

82) “I don’t want to talk to you.” 

83) “Leave me alone.” 

84) “Papers are on the table.” 

85) “Give me your ring.” 

86) “I just want to go home.” 

87) “You’re scaring me.” 

88) “Don’t go to bed angry.” 

89) “Are you hurt?” 

90) “Is that blood?” 

91) “What happened to you?” 

92) “Who hurt you?” 

93) “You’re limping.” 

94) “Sit down. Now.” 

95) “Why aren’t you sleeping anymore?” 

96) “Where do you go during the night?” 

97) “Do you think I don’t feel you slipping out of bed?” 

98) “Show me.” 

99) “I refuse to just sit back and watch you be hurt!” 

100) “You’re killing yourself little by little.” 

101) “Put down the bottle.” 

102) “Don’t light that cigarette.” 

103) “We’re breaking up.” 

104) “You hurt them. Why?” 

105) “They did nothing to you!” 

#prompt list #angst #hurt no comfort #dialogue prompt #dialogue prompts #dialogue inspo #creative wriitng #writblr #tw: amnesia #tw: alcoholism #tw: cigarettes #tw: death #tw: abusive relationships #tw: abuse #tw: imprisonment #tw: cheating #tw: injuries #tw: infidelity #p.

[thenightsystem]

Most people only get 4 stress responses: Fight, Flight, Fawn, and Freeze.

people with DID unlock the secret fifth one: Forget

-host

#did jokes #did memes #osdd jokes #system jokes #can you tell im coping? #did osdd #osdd system #osdd #did system #osddid #system stuff #dissociative system #system things #sysblr #osdd alter #tw amnesia

[theallblue]

“You don’t remember me?” from usopp !

Amnesia meme |still accepting|

Fingers rested against the throbbing pain that lingered beneath the bandages while confusion was quick to grace Sanji’s face because of the unfamiliar room that surrounded him. This didn’t belong to the Baratie, where was he? Where was Zeff? Did something happen to him and the others? 

Was this a place that the blonde would be able to trust? Sanji was debating about leaving the bed that he obviously had been lying in for an unknown amount of time, he wouldn’t be able to find anything just sitting here. He had tried to recall anything, but he was unable to bring anything forward while the annoying ache was difficult for him to ignore. What happened? What caused the bandages to be wrapped around his head? 

Did he fall? Did he hit his head against something? 

A nearby chair lingered close to the bed as if someone had been sitting there waiting for him to wake up his slumber. Was it Zeff or someone else he had grown up with who decided to sit in that chair? He didn’t see anything that belonged to anyone who called the Baratie their home, a home that quickly became important to him after he got used to the idea. It was different from being imprisoned by those cold, gray-colored bars in a place that was no longer considered home. The moving ship of Germa would never be his home, that home became nothing, but a nightmare to him. A nightmare that SAnji was relieved to escape from because of the pain that lingered inside those walls, a pain which started even before the passing of his mother. A mother who he missed dearly, a past of his that he refused to speak about because of the pain that was felt deep in his heart and the promise that was made to Judge. He couldn’t say that he was a Vinsmoke, he couldn’t say that he once was a prince of Germa. Not that Sanji would lay claim to the family name he was quick to leave behind, a family that he wanted nothing to do with. 

The door was quick to open revealing an unfamiliar face despite the relief that appeared across their face, they somehow knew him? Sanji tilted his head in confusion while he was unable to place the one who stood in front of him. Who was this man? Shaking his head, he leaned against the pillow which rested behind him while the darkness in his mind continued to linger 

“I’m sorry, I don’t know who you are. How do you know me? Where is Zeff?”

#theallblue #sozokami #m: sanji #v: black leg sanji #tw: amnesia #tw: injuries

[wyrmswears]

jay dump

#yess i know the jerma one has been done before but I WANTED TO DO IT TOO!! #also i havent seen anyone change the text for the jerma one yet #ninjago #ninjago dragons rising #ninjago jay #jay walker #jay (sorta) fucking died au is because i was like wow wonder how jay would react to seeing himself with an office job and amnesia #and so now he gets to. and amnesiac jay gets to be haunted by his literal past self #what joy #blood tw #tw blood #gif #lego ninjago #wyrm draws #suit jay #ill prolly be posting less art over the next few weeks because i have exams #then im gonna work on some ask art (anon who wanted cole and amnesiac jay i will draw it.. eventually) #ninjago au #ninjago dr spoilers #ninjago dragons rising spoilers #dragons rising spoilers

[dcxdpdabbles]

Respawn and Relive

@thenightwolf51 who tagged me in this months ago, but I didn't know enough about Respawn to write something. I didn't forget! I just still haven't found much on him, so sorry if I get his character wrong.

They don't give him a name.

It's one of the first things he notices they do to dehumanize him. It's not like they see clones as humans- he's just a science experiment meant to keep the legacy of the League of Assassins alive, even at the cost of his life.

He is just there to be trained to follow commands, and if needed, he is spare parts for the Real Son. He is made from part of the same DNA as the Real Son, but that hardly matters to what should be his mother, as she does not feel anything for his biological father and thus feels nothing for the being created from the two DNAs.

He is the clone created by Slade Wilson- alias Deathstroke- and Talia al Ghul. She may not had a hand in his creation, as that was done by her father, but she had no issues using him.

Torment him. Rip him apart and put it back together just to see what happens.

She looks at him with the same gaze she would a sword. Valuating his worth by how well he can do in training, how healthy his organs are, and how he should be nothing but a loyal dog.

But he isn't. Not really.

If this was all he knew, maybe he would be the weapon they wanted, but he knows more. Remembers more. Yes, he doesn't have all his memories, but he has flashes- glimpses- of the life he had before the Leauge.

They would disapprove of the memories, which makes them all the more precious.

He can still clearly remember his mother- his real mother- a brilliant mind, his father's warm, solid hugs, and his sister's gentle eyes. He can recall his home's layout even if he can not remember the street or how far it was from his school. He can identify his two best friends' faces even if their names slip through his fingers like falling sand.

He also remembers his first name and the initials of his last.

Danny F.

He thinks he died before, waking up as the clone. He remembers standing inside a metallic cave- or a large hole in a machine?- and being electrocuted. He remembers the screams, the flashes of light, the pain, and even a glimpse of his best friends' horrified faces but not much else.

The next clear memory is looking in a mirror to see white hair and green eyes. The same combination he now sports as the Leguage's weapon and spare organ farm.

The memories after that are filled with harsh training, even more, brutal torture, and the reintegration that should his half-brother ever need them, he would give up his organs for the Real Son.

He is, after all, Damian Wayne's gift. He was created to harvest his super healing for the boy's body parts. Danny thinks he hates him, but he's not sure he can remember what hate is supposed to feel like.

He does remember what love is supposed to feel like.

Sometimes, when all he can do is lay in his cell, body aching as they test his healing factor beyond its limits- they cut off his left arm once, just to watch the tissue slowly regrow- he lets himself drown in his old memories, in the few dream-like sequences.

Some make sense, others don't. For some, he's a black-haired blue-eyed boy, and for others, he has white hair and green eyes.

Danny is sitting in class, eagerly taking notes on a topic he has been having trouble with-

-He's playing fetch with a small green dog, throwing snowballs into the air, flying after the excited creature-

-Danny is playing video games with a goth girl and a nerdy boy, laughing so hard he can't see the buttons on the control correctly-

-He's flaying alongside his sister, aiming his outstretched arm at a figure in the sky, shooting a green ray at the same time she does down below in her mechanical armor-

-Danny is helping his mother mix the dough for the cookies. He is swaying his hips to the song she has on the speaker. She's in her teal jumpsuit, having come up from the lab to do mother/son cookies as they do every Thanksgiving-

-He's testing the latest blaster with his father. They wanted to see if the auto-aiming feature was interfering with his flying. He flickers the white bangs out of his eyes as his father cheers from the roof while he takes aim-

Yes, Danny knows what love is supposed to feel like, even if he can't remember all the details, even if his full name evades him. He will escape the Leauage of Assiagins and find that feeling again.

Maybe he'll track down his biological father. Deathstroke does not know a clone was created by him, so maybe he will be willing to take him in.

It takes months, but eventually, they tell him Damian Wayne needs a kidney. Why? They don't say, but Talia knows her Beloved will donate his own, and she won't stand for it. She orders him to fulfill his duty as guards drag him to the operation table.

He grits his teeth as they strap him down and prep for surgery. Thankfully, they don't apply any anesthetics- they don't deem him worthy of a painless operation- so he has a clear head for escape.

The surgery has a thirty-window opening with no guards around. He waits until they are about to begin when he taps into the powers his memories tell him. He makes his limbs intangible, slipping through the restraints with great effort.

The medics only have a few seconds to be shocked before he is upon them. They lay in a pool of blood- not dead. His chest flares up in pain if he kills, so he tries to avoid it as much as his environment allows- as he flies through the walls. He has been planning here, so he knows what to do. Turning invisible, he passes under a helicopter scheduled for a month supply run.

By doing so, he does not appear on any radars using the large cargo as camouflage. Danny drops into the ocean as the alarms go off on that wrenched island, allowing his whole body to turn tangible. This way, the water does not slow him down as he flies deeper and deeper down, praying that they won't be able to track him the further he goes. When he gets to the part where everything is too dark to see- he picks a direction from where he came and hits top speed.

Traveling three hundred miles an hour, Danny escapes the League of Assians with all his organs intact, so take that Damian Wayne.

He has no real destination in mind but maybe, he can find the little town of his memories or maybe he'll find Deathstroke.

Maybe he will discover what the F. in his name stands for.

For now, he'll work under the name Respawn because that's a name he picked out for himself, and he'll do what he wants. He's no one's tool any longer.

(Miles away Tim Drake squints at the small dot darting from Nanda Parbat on his spying map. He's not sure what kind of misle Ra's just shot, but it's traveling fast, and he feels like he needs to phone this in.

"Hey B, we may have an issue." )

#dcxdpdabbles #dc x dp crossover #Respawn and Relive #Danny wakes as Respawn #He's out in the world #Sort of resents Damian but it's not like his half brother knows about him #Yes he escape earlier because of his somewhat memories #Partial amnesia #TW: Mentions of torture