#amnesia cw

[lifesver]

i feel like i haven’t covered this in particular but like… in a lot of my dusk/nosy verses he rly does have like… memory issues (lol head trauma…) so it’s very like… it contributes to why he feels so safe with the family once he’s used to it/accepted there, and why it terrifies him into an immediate spiral when he encounters an old friend or someone he used to know. sometimes there’s just huge blank spaces missing from his memory, a lot of the time pieces of memory will come back to him all at once, and it’s overwhelming. it scares him when he doesn’t immediately remember someone, and then when he does it’s very emotional. i do feel like in general though, in all verses, he has lesser issues of this kind as he gets older. just bc of his injuries from the house.

#amnesia cw #cw dusk type things talk #me trying to explain that like. seeing old friends is the one thing that snaps his mental no matter how long he’s been w the sawyers

[solarisgod]

Because we've been having occasions where we're asked if we have known another through a past blog before, we wish to say that please don't hesitate to reach out and ask us any questions if there's a sense of familiarity with us as we wrote together and were even close in the past. We have ongoing amnesia, meaning we forget recent gained events over time ( i.e. we don't remember anything of this week but most events of Thursday and some of yesterday already ), so we don't remember anything specific with the muses we wrote before and many folks we knew then. Plus, as a general reminder, if we forget anything important / make any mistakes relating to roleplay or personal related, please do not hesitate to point out the necessary things to us, thank you so much!

#AMNESIA CW #/// #// #/ #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ PSA . › #[ having ongoing amnesia is truly the worst ] #[ like we may know certain facts vs. we can't remember specific memories if that makes sense ] #[ but usually there's always something More to recalling than just knowing y'know ] #[ and I've mentioned this before but if we don't interact with a certain person over a long period of time regardless ] #[ of how close we are ; we won't remember their ( pen ) name and it's just distressful and frustrating for us when it happens ] #[ but yeah don't hesitate to ask any questions if we seem familiar as we knew each other in the past yet we don't recognize you ♡ ]

[azusawa-kohane-official]

Hiya there!! Teehee :3333

☆MEMORY RESET SPELL☆

//kohane now is reset to canon memories and does not know she is dating anyone. You can choose what cures this or if it's cured at all!! Anyways have fun with this lol

W-What happened...?

#kohane posting #amnesia cw

[shiraishi-an-official]

this place is. weird. where is.. everything? its just a desert.

That's all it is, I think. I believe it's based off of the feelings of Akito Shinonome. He's a friend of yours.

You're also dating his Brother, Ena.

woah, i get two partners? sick.

#an posting #amnesia cw

[amiaaa-official]

Erm

Why do I have a Miyamasuzaka uniform???? Where's my Kamiko one???

#amiarambles #amnesia cw

[vocesincaput]

Headcanon: Izzy Hands (Memory Loss)

His new Captain is Ned Low who managed to survive Stede's knocking him from the ship.

He got a new crew together and vowed to get revenge on Stede, Ed & the rest of the crew.

The perfect opportunity fell into his lap when it was he and his crew who found Izzy wandering around with no memory.

Ned knows exactly who Izzy really is.

He has gotten his hooks into Izzy, manipulating him to be easy for him to control. Using him.

Ready for when he encounters the crew of the Revenge.

Izzy has no idea of just how under Neds control he is.

#headcanon: izzy hands #verse: izzy hands : memory loss #cw memory loss #memory loss tw #memory loss cw #amnesia cw #tw: amnesia #non rp blogs do not interact #non rp blogs dni #non rp blogs will be blocked

[alldarkling]

Our guideline had already said this, but, we still want to provide a gentle reminder that we have ongoing / continuous amnesia, which means " a perpetual long-term memory loss as a form of dissociative amnesia where the individual will forget each new occurring event over time " . Basically, we always forget about every knowledge and experiences that we would gain recently as time moves on. While Antiphisto is fleshed out more as an original character, given its initial canon sources of Faust, we may not always share the accurate details of it in terms of its themes, character details timelines, etcetera; and it is often draining to constantly re-check the sources in order to try adjusting our portrayal accuracy, so we hope that those who sees our portrayals of characters who have / had canon sources can understand that.

#AMNESIA CW #TO BE DELETED . #/// #// #/ #[ we are confident in our ability to share rich and strong stories and metas with our canon muses just as with our original muses ] #[ while we are usually quite content with how we portray them ] #[ though it is important for us to emphasize the fact that our memories are constantly being lost if not at least only blurred altogether ] #[ so our portrayal or how we share canon details may sometimes be disorganized ] #[ obviously we shouldn't have to say but please respect us if we happen to forget anything important for roleplay or in real life ] #[ or if we happen to forget to reply get back icly or oocly ] #[ or even use our amnesia to manipulate us as it did happen here prior to having to take a 4+ month hiatus ] #[ anyways what's written on the post is something people should really know ] #[ it's one of main reasons why we rarely write canon muses due to the expectations of having to remember everything in their canons ] #[ when it's even impossible to remember any or much of ( about ) everything in general for amnesiac individuals like us ] #[ thank you for reading this and may you have a lovely day! much love ♡ ]

[not-poignant]

Ok so I know it was a past arc but I’ve been doing a ffs reread and was wondering.

What would Arden have done if Efs attempt was successful. Would he have been able to recover and move past? Or since we are here and I was wondering like. Amnesia au, Ef survives and loses his memory for a while and then is found again and like the question of is it right to make him remember all his trauma all over (though I know amnesia like that can sometimes just go away) I’ve much to ponder!!!

Okay so first things first, I hate hate hate amnesia stories (you didn't know but it's a squick of mine), but it's unethical and horrible as all hell to withhold someone's traumatic past from them just because they don't remember it. Like the visceral 'yuck' response I had to even the idea of that is profound. It's not even a question of if it's right - it's right and ethical and the right thing to do to tell them. But this is one of the many reasons I hate hate hate amnesia fics, the fact that this could ever even be a question fills me with horror and existential dread over the fact that people might withhold the actual authentic truth from me about my own life were anything like that to ever happen to me.

(The other issue I have with it is that 'amnesia fics where the character never recovers their past memories' should be marked with a Major Character Death warning because imho killing the character's mind and personality permanently is the same thing.)

So that's out of the way, sorry anon, I just don't think there's ever anything ethical about withholding someone's truth from them for any reason, and anyone who thinks there is - is putting their own selfish thoughts about 'saving someone' before a person's reality. There is no true 'do over' re: trauma. It is in the body as well as in the mind. And there's nothing to stop the person from having horrific flashbacks down the track and then literally think they're insane because no one told them the truth. If folks want to write that in fic more power to them but I reserve the right to yeet those fics into the sun (i.e. close the tabs or just never see them). Gross.

*takes a deep breath* *sips some tea* I have to stop or I'll just start ranting asdlkfjdafsa (ranting more).

As to Efnisien's suicide attempt, Arden would have recovered and found ways to enjoy life again. That's what people do after tragedies. It's pretty universal. Unless you develop something like Complicated Grief and even that's not meant to be static, and requires professional treatment and support.

It would have taken him a long time, a lot of therapy, and I imagine he might avoid people with PTSD in the future, or he might simply never have another partner because he was happy not having partners in the first place until Efnisien. But it's not like he'd ever forget Efnisien or not be upset about it in the future. Grief re: the loss of a loved one lasts forever. You don't forget it, you just...find a way to keep living and eventually grow room to have good things in your life again.

This was a pretty depressing ask, anon! I hope you're taking care, because I don't think this is where everyone's mind goes when they read FFS.

#asks and answers #falling falling stars #fae tales #fae tales au #arden mercury #amnesia fics are my nemesis #i don't think it's romantic to never move past someone's death #which is why i've never romanticised it re: Pitch in say the SALverse #where he comes to life *because* he starts moving on #this one hits close to home though #i'm so glad i never actually have to write any of the kind of horrible things #i've talked about in this response #suicide cw #suicide attempt cw #grief cw #loss cw #amnesia cw #idk what the content warning is for 'lying to someone for selfish reasons when they have amnesia' #'being immoral to people with PTSD' cw lol #administrator Gwyn wants this in the queue

[antigoddex-a]

[   *   IN ALL SOFTNESS ,  AS SILENTLY ACHING ,  NIKOLAI TELLS CREATURE    :     ❛   In my heart ,  I love her all the time .   ❜   ]   — — —   Creature understands death ,  have KNOWN Death Itself since the Beginning and the rest of Its haunting variants ,  throughout time and across space   (   die ,  dying ,  dead ,  with you and I and us   —   go ,  going ,  gone   ) .   Though ,  xe can not remember anyone who Death had taken away from xem ,  left xem alone in such sanguine sharp sorrow that xe can not find a reason why .   (   Death is everywhere and everything ,  even of my own memories and dreams   ;   I am nothing .   )   Still ,  Nikolai’s words ,  they sound so familiar ,  bleeding from burnt out core ,  starless ,  searching for a purpose to live again .

❝   I - I am - I am sure that your wife is aware of this fact ,  Nikolai !   ❞   Xe gently tries to comfort @rigcrmcrtis​ ,  hating to see him in this strange state of darkness .   (   Xe reaches forth ,  holds his hand ,  his heart  —   )   ❝  Just as I am sure that she loves you all the - all the time too . . .   in her soul !   ❞   With a spare hand ,  xe lightly pats on xyr forehead and then Nikolai’s chest to emphasize .   [   Heart to soul ,  soul to heart ,  love is always singing between them ,  softly ,  painfully ;  yet ,  it is STILL present nevertheless ,  and is that not good enough at all ? . . .    ]   Creature hugs Nikolai then ,  this gesture a silent , tender reminder that he is not alone .   Never .   ❝   And that she is so proud of you for being here sti- still . . .   For everything .   ❞

#death cw #grief cw #amnesia cw #[ SAD HOURS SAD HOURS SAD HOURS S ] #[ *SLAMS FISTS ON TABLE REPEATEDLY WAAAAHHHHHHHHH >>>(((((((((((((((( ] #[ NIKOLAI AND ILSAE OUR BELOVEDS!!! THIS IS A NIKOLAI AND ILSAE STAN BLOG FIRST ROLEPLAY SECOND EVERYONE GO AWA A YY YJDSNGD ] #✧ ೃ༄*ੈ✩ 4N5W3R .•ˎˊ˗˖°࿐ #✧ ೃ༄*ੈ✩ 1N CH4R4C73R .•ˎˊ˗˖°࿐ #rigcrmcrtis #- Morningstar

[novastrae]

"Yeah, apparently I clocked my head pretty hard on the edge of the tank during the bridge stunt. The hospital used that clear surgical glue so it isn't super noticeable, but there's still some scarring, unfortunately. It's not the worst injury I've gotten -- on-set or otherwise, you'd be surprised how often I manage to beat my own ass." There's a faint grunting sound as Akabane fights his jacket off, hanging it on the back of Decima's door: just the same normal action as always (unsure if he should try to find some tactful way of saying the next words, though tact has never been his strong suit), as if there wasn't anything increasingly alarming coming out of his mouth. He rummages in one of the now-dangling jacket's pockets, coming back with a small, light blue notebook (small cartoon animals adorning the cover act as a tell that it's a gift from his daughter). "My brain evidently hit the delete button on the past three months though, so I've been having everyone fill me in and writing it down just in case that never actually comes back. If it doesn't, it doesn't, I can't blame my brain for getting scrambled."

" ...Sosei. " Never a good sign when you flat out use his first name in such a serious tone, especially with the flat way you were glaring at him. " I think calling slight amnesia a delete button's sort of morbid. " You lightly scolded him, but nonetheless, you softly took his jacket from behind your front door, and folded it gently - a habit of yours, you had a set place you kept jackets. ( you wouldn't get mad at him for that, though. he probably genuinely lost that knowledge in the back of his mind right now. all that mattered was he was living and breathing and right in front of you. )

" Well... how do you feel? " You eyed the little notebook in his hand softly, fighting so damn hard to keep a smile at bay. ( you knew his daughter was practically his world, so it was easy to pick up on things relating to her in some way. ) " Did Aguri fill you in on what's been going on recently? You know, to see if it'd jog anything a bit. "

#miraculpa #x. i could shut you down! / in. #x. endlessly my love repeats. / dyn. miraculpa. akabane + decima. #x. you saw for yourself how it all played out. / v. modern. #amnesia cw #injury cw

[flownintothesun]

 ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ───    [ 𝐂𝐀𝐓𝐂𝐇 ] : 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐫'𝐬 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐩𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐨𝐫 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫𝐧, 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐝𝐬 𝐢𝐭. 𝐉𝐚𝐦𝐞𝐬 @ 𝐖𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐞𝐲

                              ⋆ ✰ ⋆ ─── 𝟒𝟎𝟒 𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞 𝐧𝐨𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝. ( @batteredoptimist )

       𝐄𝐃𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐃 𝐌𝐀𝐘 𝐋𝐎𝐎𝐊𝐒 𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐁𝐈𝐓 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐏𝐀𝐑𝐓 of some villain in a psychological thriller — right down to the gray London skies darkening by the minute in preparation for an autumn rain. He says that he doesn’t want to make a fuss about it — but there are police cars here, and neither Westley nor Muriel do well with the police. They’ve outgrown the helplessness involved with a police trip down to the station, but there are some things that just settle at your core as trauma — and a trip back to the Joneses almost always involved being in the back of a police car. Sure, they have security at the hospital, or cops that come in with criminals, or to investigate a case — but that’s different. Their eyes aren’t on him then. Right now, he doesn’t even need to listen to Doctor May’s victory speech to know what’s at cost here — his job, his degree, his prospects, his license, his freedom — and more importantly than all of that, James and Muriel.

      Muriel’s already on the phone with Coco, his features dark and serious — he tells the police it’s their lawyer — but Coco will know better than any lawyer what to do here, and Westley can’t just believe that something like this can happen. There’s no goddamned justice to any of it. He looks down at James’s small warm hand in his own as they all try to coax his lad away from him — and he drags him into an embrace, hand on the back of his head, whispering against his hair, “I’m not going to let this stand. We’ll figure something out, bloemetje. I promise.”

      It’s about now that Westley’s really regretting his decision not to attend law school because this is taking too goddamned long, and his hands are really tied, and Edward’s face is gradually turning the color of a disgruntled and angry turnip. How tragic, to not be in control of someone’s life. Westley will sift through every legal file in London’s hearings if he has to. There’s just no fucking way this piece of shit has any rights to James. His little flower is his own goddamned person and — fuck, he’s Westley’s person, too.

      His little dear fucking whimpers and Westley’s heart is out with that sound. He wants to wrap James up in his wings, stroke along his hair and kiss his forehead and tell him that they’re going to get him out — that he’s going to be safe forever.

       “I hardly need tell you,” Doctor May continues, “That a relationship of this sort with — a patient — Mr. Greene, is highly inappropriate.”

      Westley’s face turns into a grimace — one that shows a person capable of great cruelty and malice, should he choose to embrace it, as seaglass eyes turn into a tempest. “I hardly think it’s more inappropriate than a conservatorship.” Okay, so maybe it is, but you know, Westley’s pissed. Muriel’s hand is on his shoulder, grounding him. For what his husband does for a living — he somehow still manages to be the calm in Westley’s storm, not letting him do anything too rash and destructive. “And it’s Doctor Greene.”

       “We’ll see,” Edward says calmly. “As you gentleman can see, this — man — has confused my patient — hoodwinked him, as it were. James is confused, lost his memory prior to being found. Who is to say the trauma and abuse he may have experienced. The safest place for him is in psychiatric care where he won’t pose a threat to himself or others. Where he can’t be misled from the path of God to sin, or be given ideas of things that will never be. Come along now, James. I know you’ve had quite the adventure, dear lad, but I assure you this is for your own good.”

      Westley’s ears are buzzing, and he looks up to Muriel, whose golden eyes are flashing. They can’t let James just — go — they can’t. “Anything?” he asks, softly.

      “I’m afraid the law is on my side here,” Edward says again — “Everything documented quite plainly.”

      “We’re going to need you to come with us, Mr. Pollard,” one of the officers says, stepping forward.

      Westley’s grip tightens — not painfully, but in a show that he’s not just going to let this go. “Not yet,” he says, “Not until we’ve spoken to our lawyer.”

      “There will be time for that, still, Mr. McCarthy,” Doctor May condescends, “But the law waits for no one. James deserves a stable place where he can heal. Would you really deny him that?”

       That’s what Westley’s been trying to do this whole goddamned time. “Of course I wouldn’t. If only I could say I trusted that you had his best interest in mind. Amnesia doesn’t render him incapable of his own decisions.”

      “But it does give him the lack of background to make informed decisions.”

      The police officers look tired, one sighs, “Mr. Pollard — please come along, we don’t want to make this any harder than it has to be.”

       “Muriel — “ Westley pleads. He’s never felt so goddamned helpless in his life. What’s the point? In any of this? In all of it? If he can’t keep the two that he loves safe from the world’s harm. “Please — “ he chokes.

#batteredoptimist #➤ 𝟶. 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙵𝙾𝙾𝙻 ┊ westley mccarthy. #♡ 𝙹𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 & 𝚆𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚈 ⤷ but i’ve no need for mighty deeds when i feel your arms around me. #♡ 𝙹𝙰𝙼𝙴𝚂 & 𝙼𝚄𝚁𝙸𝙴𝙻 & 𝚆𝙴𝚂𝚃𝙻𝙴𝚈 ⤷ however big ; however small… let me be part of it all. #abuse cw #gaslighting cw #manipulation cw #asylum cw #police cw #child abuse mention cw #(in the past : referenced) #tbi cw #traumatic brain injury cw #brain injury cw #amnesia cw #⋆ ⚓︎ ⋆ ── 𝐀𝐍𝐒𝐖𝐄𝐑𝐄𝐃 ┊ 𝑠ℎ𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑖 𝑝𝑖𝑐𝑘 𝑢𝑝 𝑚𝑦 𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑖𝑠ℎ 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔?

[godzexperiment]

It was actually rather frustrating; not knowing his own past. Took an lot to not get pissed off when people clawed at it. Sure maybe it could hold charm. The whole reinvent yourself, not know any past horrors or heartbreaks. Yet it also meant being irrationally moody about stupid shit. Which probably wasn't that stupid. Yet he sure didn't have the understanding of why. Every little scar just lending no explanation to why or how they formed. Being very able to yield his knife but the way he didn't have any desire to use it. Sometimes, pretty often wanting to know- maybe it was all shitty or heartbreaking. Or something else, he didn't care to think would regret remembering though. At times had to wonder if the nightmares were the key to it all. Given how often he never remembered them 10 seconds into startling awake. Yet for the most part even with time it stayed blank and seemed it would never come back. Not an single memory or even the faintest ghost of one.

#amnesia cw #<< dream you cannot escape >> drabbles #(an little sampling of the nix without his memories brain rot/aka that 1 verse especially lol)

[solarisgod]

Re : Prev reblogged post - As an amnesic, seeing those extreme details squeezed in a singular journal page is genuinely so nauseating for me to look at as I have done something similar for different cases ( study notes for open book tests; it's crazy I could fit so much info in a page or even half of it ), but by the stars, if it's not one of the most Micahcore ever.

#ASK TO TAG CW #AMNESIA CW #/// #// #/ #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ THOUGHTS . › #𓁹 ༑ ࿐ྂ ⩇⩇ : ⩇⩇ ⚠︎ [ 𝙴𝚇𝙸(𝚂)𝚃 : 𝙶𝙾𝙳 ] * ‹ MICAH . › #[ Micah being so stressed out about and frustrated with their amnesia when xe was around eleven and ] #[ xe started journaling EVERY single thing that would happen in xyr life down ] #[ to have that connection with xemself and xyr life despite the blackouts and time blindness ] #[ as well as to have some sense of understanding with what did happen ] #[ when xe ' wasn't there ' ( doesn't remember those events via amnesia itself or because a different Starwaker fronted ) ] #[ and there's a point when xe was fourteen - fifteen ] #[ where xyr entries became more unsettling and upsetting to read ( for others ) and doing more self harm than good ] #[ before xyr adoptive parents had to guide xem to journal in a healthier way ] #[ and xe continues memory journalling until university graduation at twenty one ; xe does scrapbooks rather than just writing itself ] #[ I have. so many thoughts on xyr fears in the lack of self control and of the knowing in xemself ] #[ of having little to no free will ] #[ but what I'm trying to say is Micah used to journal xyr days in ways that were intense and self-consuming before now xe's better at how ] #[ xe processes xyr day and write it down with a clear and opening mind ] #[ while being more forgiving to xemself with xyr memories and memory capabilities ]

[alteredcanon]

V; Not Quite Tahiti

[character death CW, resurrection cw, amnesia cw, memory loss cw, drug use cw, drug dependency cw]

Natasha Romanoff died about how she expected, going down in a hail of bullets. But that was the beginning of this story...

Killed by Ultron in Sokovia, after her body was recovered, she was put on ice. The world mourns, and she was quietly revived by SHIELD in a process similar to Project T.A.H.I.T.I. Utilizing the Rejuvenation Cradle technology developed by Helen Cho, and the knowledge given to Cho by Ultron, Natasha was quietly brought back from the dead.

The process was complicated and prolonged but at the end Natasha was alive. She was just not always Natasha. Her mind slipped and slid between cover identities and reality. The damage was considered irreparable. The solution was to rewrite Natasha's reality to give her the life that she deserved to have, and let her go free.

Nicole Abigail Robinson had a pretty good life. She used to be a ballerina, but an injury kept her from becoming a professional dancer. She'd been an army brat, always moving from place to place, so she had been happy to put down roots in a small town in rural Texas. She spent her days working the front desk for a small realtor company, and she enjoyed the job. It was a lot of answering the phones and greeting clients, but she liked her boss, who reminded her a little of her mother. It was a good life.

Unfortunately, it didn't last. Natasha, after all, was famous for taking down SHIELD, and she had more than a few enemies who wouldn't believe she was dead unless they killed her themselves. Vasily Karpov caught wind of the infamous Widow, and decided to use her for his own ends. Several of his agents captured her and brought her to his secret hideout where he quickly determined that this version of Natasha was not of use to him and cast her aside.

Natasha doesn't remember what exactly happened in the aftermath of this decision. Her next conscious memory was neither Nicole nor Natasha but something in between as she fought her way through a handful of soldiers and made her escape from Karpov's men.

Unaware that the Avengers and SHIELD thought she was dead, Natasha made her way to New York where it was discovered that she was alive and that Karpov's men had exposed her to a nootropic drug that allowed her mind to access her fractured memories. Unfortunately as the drug faded from her system, Natasha could feel herself slipping back into Nicole's life. It seemed that she could only remember her true identity while under the effects of the drug called VLK.

Nicole can't go back to the life she had before, she's clearly not safe, and Natasha can't remain in control of her own body without the drug in her system. What is a Widow to do?

#OOC ∞ VERSE INFO #V; Not Quite Tahiti #character death CW #resurrection cw #amnesia cw #memory loss cw #drug use cw #drug dependency cw

[shiraishi-an-official]

An? Are you ok?

huh? who are you…?

#an posting #amnesia cw #// OH NOOOO

[amiaaa-official]

Mizuki?!! Are you okay?!!

@azusawa-kohane-official

Apparently I'm dating An and just???? Don't remember anything about that????

Other than that I think I'm good!

#amiarambles #amnesia cw