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wxrmeaterz · 13 days

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shout out to programmed / ramcoa systems who...

- can never fully mentally mature

- were made to mature too young

- know and remember nothing or just snippets

- know and remember everything or most things

- can't currently access therapy for safety or personal reasons

- are currently in therapy

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mildew-spirits · 6 months

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I hate when the dots connect. FUCK WHY ARE THE DOTS CONNECTING WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE CRAZY, NOT PROVEN RIGHT.

#did system #hc did #ramcoa #tw programming #did osdd #polyfrag system #polyfragmented #tw tbmc #vent #vent post #tw csa #dbmc

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requiemsystem · 4 months

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PROGRAMMING VS TBMC VS CONDITIONING

TW talks of TBMC and programming so one thing i see a lot of confusion about is the difference between programming, TBMC, and conditioning, i hope this post will help clarify the difference between these conditioning is the act of getting someone accustomed to something or to behave in a specific way, this can be done accidentally or intentionally, and it can be positive or negative. this is not always done through abuse and is not always premeditated, this also does not have to be done by a group of people. an example would be if someone is rewarded every time they do a specific action, they will associate that action with getting a reward and be more likely to do it TBMC is the act of intentionally implementing cues (intentionally implemented triggers) into someone to get them to think or behave in specific ways, this is always done intentionally and is negative in nature. this is always done through abuse and is premeditated. an example would be if someone is abused while exposed to a specific phrase and forced to do a specific action, they will associate that phrase with that action and then the phrase will trigger the action to where the obvious abuse is no longer needed to cause the action programming is the act of intentionally creating dissociated states in an individual using TBMC, this is always premeditated and done intentionally. it is always done negatively, and it has to be done by a group due to the organized nature, there need to be multiple people to reinforce the cues. these states will be used as "blank slates" to instill TBMC responses into and get to behave in certain ways, there may be certain cues that are intended to bring out specific states (alters). not all programmers know they are causing DIDOSDD, they just recognize dissociative responses and use these for their own benefit - grey

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pigeon-system-boys · 2 months

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Me when I see men twice my age: 🚶‍♂️🧎‍♂️🐕

(Hit different as a system)

(Hit differend as beta+pet programmed system)

#did osdd #osdd system #actually did #actually osdd #did system #hc did #did memes #osdd #actually polyfrag #osdd memes #tw programming #beta program #actually dissociative #actually traumatized #ptsd memes #system memes #endos dni

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cccat-in-a-meat-sack · 2 months

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Also HC-DID/programmed systems, be really really careful around r/syscringe

id: There has been no clinical proof of the possibility to "program" a person into having DID, as DID is a hidden, covert coping mechanism that only soccurs in a small fraction of extreme abuse survivors. There is no such thing as "HCDID," because DID is naturally a highly complex disorder. HcDID, or Programmed DID are made up terms that dog-whistles RAMCOA. end id

Obviously everyone else should be careful too, but the screenshot speaks for itself.

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bungo-neurodivergent-dogs · 1 month

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" TW for mentions of programming and torture (nothing in detail but please lmk if I over stepped by sending this) "

" Possibly a more niche headcanon but I think Chuuya is in a programmed system. He isn’t aware of his system and has no communication with his alters, who can mostly mask as him so he doesn't have many 'obvious' symptoms to pick up on besides memory loss and PTSD.

My main 'theory' is that corruption is something the scientists tortured him into being able to do and that it's another alter who uses corruption (hence why Chuuya has no memory or control over his ability in that state).

I think those close to him (Dazai and certian members of the flags) have picked up on his system but Chuuya shuts down any talk about it almost instantly and wont listen to others about this topic.

(As a disclaimer I know this doesn't correlate with canon a lot. As another disclaimer I'm a member of a system who possibly has programmed parts and this hc brings me comfort) "

Requested by anon // mod notes under cut

i decided not to add this mod notes to tag because i want to write a bit more than tumblr would probably let me. as someone who is in a torture based mind control) and probably programmed system (because I sincerely have no memories of our past. i cannot say or remember anything who happened before I split and I avoid talking about it with others because its a negative trigger.) this headcannon genuinely brings us so much comfort.

#bungou stray dogs #bsd #chuuya nakahara #bungo stray dogs #nakahara chuuya #fav #tw programming #programming tw #tw torture #torture tw

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crystaledhearts · 28 days

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Introduction!

This blog is intentionally made for RAMCOA/OEA systems who want a community! All posts will feature RAMCOA/Programming warnings unless stated otherwise.

We will talk about our own experiences with programs and RAMCOA as well as on how it affects our daily life!

Others are free to send asks talking about their own experiences, ask questions, talk, or do anything of the sort!

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About the Blog Owner!

We are an anti-endo and anti non-traumagenic TBMC-DID system that has NPD, HPD, BPD, and is autistic (still to our denial).

Our main blog is @shining-star-system! We have another side blog which is @anti-endo-haven!

Posts will not be signed off here as it will be referring to us as a whole!

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What Can We Do Here?

Vent

Rant

Info dump

Ask questions (I can decline to answer!)

Talk about hyperfixations

Tell us about your experiences

Submit posts

Talk to us

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Venting Rules!

Please trigger warn things properly! If you don’t know what the trigger warning is, give me a brief about what you’re going into!

You can vent about anything! This is also going to be a safe place but is more related to RAMCOA systems/survivors!

For those that don’t want to see the vents, tags are below on what to avoid!

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crystaled heart vents

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Rules for Questions

Like on our other side blog, you can ask anything within reason.

We are allowed to decline to answer something, especially if it feels like it can be a danger to us to comment on!

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Other Rules

If you try and fake claim someone because of their experiences, get the fuck off my blog. It is a safe space here. I won’t tolerate it. Everyone is different.

As long as the rules above are followed, I do not mind what happens! I CAN add more rules as needed!

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DNI LIST

Common DNI

Endos

Pro endos

Non-traumagenic systems

Trans-IDs (transRAMCOA, transOEA, transProgrammed, transProgrammer)

NONE OF YOU ARE WELCOME HERE

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You can have sign offs! Just let me know if you want one added to the list!

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Feel free to send us a message or an ask about what you’d like added! We don’t mind!

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anti-endo-haven · 1 month

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Once told an endo (I didn’t know they were endo) that I was a system from MC and a RAMCOA victim so I didn’t like having DID. Which is reasonable considering I’ve almost died multiple times because of my progs and have literally been tortured. And you know what they said?

They said I was being too negative and “you’re bringing everyone in your system down. I’m sure they’d love plurality if you had a better understanding”.

Sorry I don’t think severe PTSD, suicidal tendencies and literal mind control from habitual torture is that fun. Sorry I don’t have a better understanding of that. 🙄

I fucking hate endos when they say shit like this.

Or when they say that it’s a “privilege” to have gone through it. No, asshole, it’s fucking not.

Not everyone will enjoy plurality, not everyone will find it fun when they’re dealing with programs and constant nightmares.

I’m flipping tables.

Like it’s perfectly fine to not like having DID or wishing you didn’t go through something like that. We have days where we hate it and can’t function. But endos trying to constantly think this is a “fun” disorder are so fucking wrong and I hate them for it.

#anti endo #did system #system #osddid #traumagenic system #endos dni #endos not for you #actually did #actually traumagenic #did plural #tw ramcoa mention #tw ramcoa #tw programming mention #tw programming #anti-endo-haven-vent #anti-endo-haven-vents #tw sui talk #tw torture #tw torture mention

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liminallair · 9 months

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I just want to take a moment to thank the ramcoa, tbmc, programming survivors etc who not only share their experiences online but also take time out of their day to answer other people’s questions despite being subject to so much discourse snd people genuinely just being awful.

thank you for being loud and refusing to stay silent about what you have experienced. it makes people like me who may have gone through programming feel seen and hopeful despite things being so unbelievably scary and convoluted.

#did system #dissociative system #osddid #tw programming #tbmc #tw csa #tw tbmc #tw ramcoa #ramcoa

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pluralcultureis · 2 months

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plural culture is being scared that you might've been through ramcoa but don't remember it because that alter over there seems VERY programmed but you don't know for sure and don't want to accidentally lie

like girl we don't remember 99% of our childhood so we dont know :sob:

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#endos dni #osdd #did #pdid #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture is #tw ramcoa #cw ramcoa #tw programming #cw programing

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bunny-syscourse · 8 months

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So I’ve got some questions about programming since recently we saw the claim that you can be programmed without the abuser knowingly doing it. So first question can that happen? Where an abuser unknowingly programs an alter to be more compliant or susceptible with their abuse? Can you be programmed without ever having gone through any ramcoa abuse? I’m mainly asking these cause we’ve been noticing that we have a lot of symptoms that align with someone who has been programmed but we haven’t been through what has been described before (the ramcoa and mind control things) and today we found a post saying it can be unknowingly done by an abuser. And that just made us think that maybe we have been programmed it just wasn’t in the same way others experienced. Also if this is possible how do you know if you have been programmed in this way?

Please do go easy on us as we don’t handle conflict or rejection well at all.

#syscourse #tw programming #tw ramcoa

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wxrmeaterz · 26 days

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for a few months since a lot of stuff in-sys kicked off to do with programmed alters we've been really struggling to take care of the body and our environment

for the first time in a while we properly cleaned our room today

there's still a lot to go in terms of self care but i think we're definitely doing a bit better today

-Jayce co-host (he/moon/it/star)

#tw programming #programming survivor #ramcoa survivor #endos dni #actually did #polyfrag did #did system #did alter #did osdd #osdd #cdd system #osddid #endos fuck off

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circutive · 2 months

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Plural rep audiences be like: [TW: brief mention of programming]

Yin-Yang (Inanimate Insanity): Plurality for autistic danganronpa fans Cube & Cubic (The Pink Corruption): Plurality for people who are way too concerned with their aesthetic Circubit (The Pink Corruption): Plurality for gender non-conforming EDM fans ENA (ENA): Plurality for Mitski fans, or plurality for WCU fans. Alfred Alfer (Alfred's Playhouse): Plurality for people with problematic introjects who could never catch a break Toko Fukawa (Danganronpa): Plurality for people who want to reclaim the stereotypes [if you're plural and not just "uwu DID = quirky hehe"] Hajime Hinata (Danganronpa): Plurality for BPD mfs Geiru Toneido (Ace Attorney): Plurality for people who wish they could change their appearance to whoever's fronting GLaDOS (Portal): Plurality for RAMCOA-survivor mfs who said they kinned GLaDOS only to find out they genuinely relate to her due to her trauma Eda Clawthorne (The Owl House): Plurality for mfs who want to communicate with their more destructive headmate Crystal, Shyra (Undertale): Plurality for ENFPs who wish they were heard Memoryhead, Reaper Bird (Undertale): Plurality for people who probably saw Head I and were like "mood ngl" Endogeny (Undertale): Plurality for ENFPs who wish they were heard, and are tired of endo discourse. iCEY (iCEY): Plurality for people who want to break free from programming Octocube (Geometry Dash fanmades): Plurality for chaotic-neutral, most likely ENFP, neurodivergent (autistic, schizospec or both) mfs who probably have religious trauma and want to reclaim the evil narrative that was put on them by the rest of society

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requiemsystem · 5 months

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WHAT IS RAMCOA

TW for discussion of RAMCOA and programming RAMCOA stands for Ritual Abuse, Mind Control, and Organized Abuse. below i will explain what each of these means RITUAL ABUSE is abuse done in a ritualized manner. this can have an ideology behind it but it doesnt always. an example would be abuse occurring at the same time of year (for example, on the individuals birthday, or on a holiday) in the same manner, or abuse occurring at the same time of day each day with a religious ideology behind it MIND CONTROL includes things such as TBMC and programming. TBMC stands for Torture Based Mind Control, it is the intentional implementation of triggers (cues) into a victim to make them behave in specific ways or believe specific things, done through torture. programming is a form of TBMC done with the intent to form dissociative states ORGANIZED ABUSE is abuse done in an organized manner. this involves multiple perpetrators and often multiple victims as well. some examples would be cults and trafficking rings in my opinion, you do not have to experience all of these to be a RAMCOA survivor. they often go together, and are closely linked, but not all OA survivors will be MC survivors, for example, and that doesnt make their experiences any less real - grey

#did osdd #did system #osdd did #actually dissociative #osdd system #osddid #programmed system #ramcoa #ramcoa survivor #dissociative identity disorder #other specified dissociative disorder #tw ramcoa #tw programming #ramcoa system #tbmc #programmed did

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br0kens0ngbirds · 6 days

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It's often talked about how systems get better with communication and memory borders however systems who have to revert back to bad communication and worse memory for their own protection doesn't get talked about nearly as much as it should.

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#ramcoa #did system #tw tbmc #tw programming #system stuff #traumagenic system

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pigeon-system-boys · 2 months

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TW NSFW, mention of CSA

Me: haha, sensory deprivation feels so cool, love dissociating into nothing but void

My abusers: yeah you liked it when you were 4 yo too

Me: omg petplay!!! Bark bark bark!!!

Abusers: yeaaahhhhh this too you know?..

Me: lets gooo!! cnc, dark kinks and slapping :D

Abusers: ....do you still not understand or what

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