#too much anxiety

[soulinkpoetry]

When you give someone who loves you and doesn’t want to lose you ultimatums, you have to know that they will resent you for it at some point down the road.

You can give your ultimatums but at least be honest with yourself and don’t call it unconditional love.

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.#your love has conditions

#conditions #ultimatums #acceptance #frienship #it’s not worth it #too much anxiety #soulinkpoetry #it is what it is #poets on tumblr #feelings #too many thoughts

[dozyragdxll]

Coloured rough sketch of Riddle because I need something else other than reblog—

#twisted wonderland #twst riddle #riddle rosehearts #imma throw up #too much anxiety #ragdxll art ˶ᵔ ᵕ ᵔ˶

[cordeliawhohung]

the writers block is REAL right now besties ):

#core talks #i've literally been here for like an hour and have written nothing #i think today just rotted my brain too much #too much anxiety

[buddiebuckley-diaz]

So Buck has been trying to donate sperm for weeks and something keeps happening to stop him from donating. Then in his final attempt the jeep breaks down? The universe is doing everything in its power to stop him? Who’s gonna tell him? Does it need to be Eddie?

#it’s like the universe is screaming at you and you refuse to listen #obviously the universe does not want him to go through with this #my hope is that something happened after he got to the clinic that we didn’t see #like maybe after all those weeks he uh wasn’t able to perform #too much anxiety #evan buckley #911 fox #eddie diaz #911 show #911onfox #buddie #buddie 911 #buck x eddie

[moccasins]

✨Send this to ten other bloggers you think are wonderful, keep the game going and make someone smile!!✨

ummm actually i did nt just send this to you twice i mean whaat

lmaoooooo does that double the amount of people i'm required to send it to lol

#big sad but i probably won't send it to people #too much anxiety #me??? inside someone's ask box???? #freaky. #moc answers

[vampireknitting]

I have to get my wisdom teeth removed here on the 4th and I really wish medical anxiety wasn’t so dismissed or laughed at.

The anxiety has been slowly ramping up since Christmas and now that I have to cut out the only thing that’s managed the fibromyalgia bs. I mean sure it’s just weed. But when my health tanked and I was throwing up half of everything I tried to eat and losing weight like it was nothing. Unfortunately it was the only thing that helped stop the vomiting.

I’ve been put on and taking off several medications over the years for being the unlucky type that doesn’t react well to different meds. All the gut pills they wanted me to take hurt or was you know making me digest my own blood.

The Fibromyalgia began creeping in when I was in high school and the doctors I had told me to eat pills and go away. I had injured my knee and it just didn’t get better. I still have issues with it. Being a childhood cancer survivor means health complaints must be cry’s for attention or drugs.

They asked me to not consume any weed because they don’t know if it’ll hurt me to be put under so they can cut out the heavily impacted teeth. Which fine, I won’t fight because they could label me as some sort of user or drug obsessed or whatever. But the only drug that I know can kill you while being put under is meth.

My sister’s dental surgeon said don’t stop smoking weed because there isn’t anything out that supports either side. Pro weed or anti-weed before surgery. He didn’t want anything to add to the stress of the surgery so he said keep doing what you’re doing.

#disabled homemaker #just some thoughts #too much anxiety #i just wanna cry #how do you stand your ground against people who are so quick to label you as some sort of druggie #they argue with me when I say painkillers make me sick #I’m not asking for special treatment just for straight answers. #it’s made worse when I get eye rolls for saying my health issues started before I started smoking #I’m not asking you fucks to smoke with me I’m asking you why #how do you even begin working with an anxiety type that is triggered by medical professionals? why are drugs the only fucking answer? #I was diagnosed with leukaemia at 4.5 years old. my most important years of development #have been dominated by adults who kinda treated me like a fucking animal who couldn’t understand a lick of English #or ignored because she only misses the treatment she use to get as a child. #because I love being talked over like I don’t fucking exist or I’m just crazy #I just love the sneer I get when they read cancer survivor in my charts and suddenly I’m the paragon of health #even though I’ve been asking for help for most of my life because I couldn’t understand why I couldn’t keep up with the other kids. #because the cancer is gone you can’t possibly have any other health issue ever because that’s a direct insult the medical professionals #to insinuate that they couldn’t play god and make me magically so healthy that chemotherapy couldn’t possibly leave behind issues. #no that only happens to adults because children are supposed to be rubber and bounce no matter what #just ugh #fuck the medical system #medical anxiety

[houkagokappa]

My presentation went well. I was happy with my slides and what I decided to talk about, although the presentation could've gone a bit smoother. I was a little stressed/anxious so I messed up some phrasing. Somehow 23-03 are my most productive hours. Since I haven't been able to change that, maybe next time I could work on a project during those hours some time when I don't have to be somewhere the next day and can opt to sleep in?

#my nonsense #i worked from maybe 21 or 22 to 3 and 4 two days in a row... #all my plans and attempts to work at reasonable hours failed #too much anxiety #i could've finished earlier #but then i stayed up to practice it multiple times in a row and that takes a while! #i also spent at least an hour making tiny changes no one but me cares about #the curse of perfectionism

[residents-of-the-darkforest]

having friends online is so fun because I could have a full-on conversation with them in real life and have no fucking clue

#and I want it to stay that way #too much anxiety #notdf

[casetotu]

I used to actually be really active on Tumblr when I was 14, I’m gonna have to relearn this shit all over again 😭

#it’s so different now #that was the only time I’ve ever really been active on social media T T #Too much anxiety #lol #I just wish all the people I really like were here instead of twotter #I barely even know what to post tho #sob

[l0why]

All I see is women 🫠

#bisexual #BEAUTIFUL WOMAN EVERYWHERE #but I only think about her #too much anxiety #dunno how im coping with that #send elp #too much bisexuality

[mischiefm4n4ged]

Living as an Afab in an arab household is truly just daily emotional damage

#mum tried to pressure me into getting married #too much anxiety #this blog is probably not the most peaceful lately #sorry #just having a series of crisis #im not well

[90shouseboat]

Were you up all night?

Sheep bounding out of sight

You used to kiss me and say

“It’ll be alright.”

But now you’re gone,

And the sun is rising,

And I’ve been up all night.

It might be cruel but…

I hope you were too.

#can’t sleep #stayed up all night #too much anxiety #tired of feeling alone #and depressed #I wish I could cry #maybe I just need to get drunk and cry to get these feelings out #idk #writeblr #my poems #my poetry #untitled #poets on tumblr #spilled ink

[khamomile-kitty]

I was feeling so good this yesterday and this morning and if the universe rly hates that. Being forced to do “good little Christian girl bible study” for six weeks, and if I don’t do it it’ll be hell on earth until I give in. Add that to medical shit piling up and just. Hey can I have a month or two to be happy and not have shit constantly thrown at me. like jesus chr*st i swear something has a grudge against me being happy for more than a few hours bc it always happens like this

#kitty talks #Second post for cleansing and peace of mind #too much anxiety #vent I guess? #delete later

[lizzybeanbutt]

What are your favourite horror stories?

I haven't read much in the way of horror, and my film pool is very limited as well but I tend enjoy beast like monsters and/or body horror when it appears. I'm a sucker for creature design.

However I will say I've very much enjoyed listening to the podcast The Silt Verses. Its a radio play like fiction show that explores a plethora of horrifying deities and the ways people worship them in similar, horrifying ways. It also had its fair share of good horror creature descriptions but everything about the show captivated me honestly and really chilled me at many points.

#im willing to give most horror a shot #i just know i dont like disaster/end of the world type stories where its the focus #too much anxiety #also abt body horror i cant recall specific examples off the top of my head #points to not having a wide horror range #but like the way the stories can frame bodies as horrific that would shun societies view on an average body #something i tend to keep in mind #but story framing #are they being negligent and that parallel can be made or is the appearence speaking to something else #all that #oh also shoutout to US #i need to watch it again #but since first watching it ive been rotating it hard just #i dont want to get into it but i just love the piece #ask

[obscure-rest-stop]

When you accidentally drink too much coffee, you get to have super anxiety as a lil treat.

#lol oops #too much anxiety #over caffeinated #relatable memes #void screams #misc #coffee #go fast #bean juice make me go fast

[redlights-luv]

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#can't sleeeeppp!!! #too much anxiety #rll