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whelvenwings · 1 year

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Being in love is like. The most beautiful places on earth don't cut it any more but I just saw a miracle of the old world kind when you smiled in the cereal aisle

#wubble #don’t mind me just posting at random today #i'm like going through it a bit #i'm fuckin thousands of miles away from 99% of people i know #including my partner who i miss so bad being away from them feels like constantly touching a hot stove #and i'm ill and i'm hungry and i'm too anxious to go find myself food #and there's no one to help i just gotta get over myself and go find food again it's literally fine but like #i feel so whiny and also these feelings are so real help #i'm frightened to get more ill so far from home so i have to eat and take care of myself #and i'm so poor right now #and i'm running through my savings just trying to stay afloat #and stuff is happening at home that i need to be there for #and i'm hungry #ACH #okay #this turned into a whole thing #deep breath #everything is headed in a good direction #i have an amazing amazing partner i love you ali i love you #i have a new job that means a bit more money coming in #it's all gonna be alright #and i need to go get food

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tskva · 9 months

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playing an evil character but u keep helping ppl anyway

#bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #i end up saving ppl then just being an asshole ab it #lolthsworn drow things #10k #later addition: i love all of u saying ur doing it for astarion #i romanced lae’zel 🥰❤️#i was gonna do a whole evil thing w my drow but i think she’s accidentally turning good #or at LEAST neutral #decided to focus mostly on the betrayal aspect (encouraging others to turn against something or someone)#and after some choices… well….. she’s starting to wonder if she can betray lolth >:)

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vulpiximisa · 10 months

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I’ve had approximate knowledge of whole cake arc over the years so this was what I thought would happened

So mostly my knowledge was about sanlu but I don’t know a lot of the context

I knew that Sanji was getting married and of course the crew (Luffy) had to stop him from doing so, wasn’t sure why other than he’d have to leave the crew

I knew pudding had a third eye and I wished it didn’t mean she was evil but I was waiting for it and half hoping I was wrong and that she was actually a nice girl

I was totally unaware of the whole carriage scene, the “I’ll starve here” and the first crying Sanji scene

I knew of germa, didn’t quite know what was up with them, knew that judge was an asshat but didn’t know about the siblings.

I thought the marriage went through already, or something because Sanji made the bento for pudding.

I was aware that the bento ends up in luffys hands but I thought that Sanji and pudding were at like a couples picnic and maybe pudding drops her reveal or something but i thought Sanji would be left alone and break down “I want to go back to sunny” scene. He’d be crying and leaves not knowing Luffy was listening behind a tree. Luffy gets the bento that way, tasting the love made in sanjis food and resolves again to stop the wedding. (That I thought occurred already, fuck iunno)

Anyway maybe there’s another ceremony because in my head I thought Luffy would definitely barge in with an “I Object!!!” And that’s where he’d fight big mom. (I’m imagining the Thriller Bark but you know, SanLu version)

And I was aware of a Sanji catching Luffy scene, I thought it’d be a big defying moment after Luffy is pretty much beaten by big mom. Sanji, who had been pretty assimilated to big moms group or hiding it pretty well, breaks out of it and takes his stand there, not letting any more harm come to his captain

Anyway, that was what I thought WCI would have been like before ever watching it lmao

Also I kept seeing people thinking Carrot would join the crew so I thought she was the makeshift chef while Sanji was away. Girl only packed some carrots for herself and called it a day 😂 also I had never even seen or heard anyone talk about Pedro, so rip

My other thought while watching it was that Big Mom eats the delicious wedding cake and she gets so happy that she remembers what actually happened to Mother Caramel and her friends. Or she had always known and didn’t want to believe it but she gets so distressed and upset that the mugiwara were able to escape that way

#pixi watches one piece #this turned into a whole thing

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nipuni · 5 months

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Timelock 🕰️

A speedpaint video of this will be available at my Patreon on december 1st!

#doctor who #dr who #DW #tenth doctor #david tennant #10th doctor #gallifrey #my art #I'm drawing at inhuman speed to meet deadlines I can't even tell what looks okay anymore #I have two more things to turn in tonight then I have to render videos then take a shower and be up super early tomorrow aaa 🫠#also hey Ten drawing at hour ten #I loved this part in The day of the doctor special SO MUCH this whole concept I love I love #reminded me of the FFXIV calamity forming Dalamud ahhhh

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akanemnon · 3 months

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But they refused

FIRST - PREVIOUS - NEXT

MASTERPOST (for the full series / FAQ / reference sheets)

#deltarune #undertale #utdr #crossover #crossover comic #deltarune fanart #undertale fanart #twin runes #twin runes comic #my art #frisk #chara #ralsei #hey chara your abandonment issues are showing again #but to be fair #if I had no one to talk to for presumably centuries I wouldn't like to be left behind either #Ralsei is just looking out for them #in case that whole turning to stone thing applies to them

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spookyrobbins · 11 months

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hi!

so a few what ifs (if you don’t mind): how do you think things would roll out if sofia died bc of the car accident but callie lived and vice versa?

thank you!

ooh okay so actually, this was one of the first things i ever started writing for calzona - it’s only available on discord - “am i blue” (full disclosure it’s not very kind to mark and it’s unfinished hence why it’s on discord lol)

i think overall, calzona would not break up, but they go through understandably bad times.

firstly, presumably sofia dies while callie’s still unconscious, leaving arizona and mark to deal with it initially and all the very loaded emotions there. in am i blue, mark is very absent bc he refuses to deal with anything, but it could very easily go the other way, and mark being hyper involved and pushing arizona away

i think regardless, arizona would be the one to tell callie, or at least try to and maybe need someone like bailey or cristina to help her

callie would be very numb to it at first and not necessarily believe it was true, but not really placing blame anywhere

i think callie would also have this big struggle with almost being relieved that sofia didn’t survive bc it was making everything more complicated - she didn’t want babies with mark, but she loved sofia and she never would’ve held it against her

to the above point, i could defs see callie projecting some of that down the road in an argument with arizona and saying something like “you’re probably glad that you don’t have to coparent with mark”

also i think arizona might struggle with the acute grief and depression the most bc she doesn’t feel like she has the right/need to talk about it while callie and mark are both more willing to openly express this vs arizona bottling everything up - also important to note that mark previously mentioned going to therapy so he’s probably the most likely of the three to go seek help

mark would have lots of anger and it would shift from day to day but arizonas certainly a frequent target bc she was driving and she’s in peds and she should’ve done something different and arizona is relatively passive about it bc she feels the same way

callie, crucially, doesn’t ever really openly blame arizona for getting in the accident but arizona assumes she does

arizona at some point basically offers to break up and callie yells at her and it becomes a very heated argument about commitment and africa and mark

in am i blue, callie becomes very clingy with mark which is certainly a possibility, but she could reasonably also become very clingy with arizona out of fear of losing her or arizona walking away

calzona wouldn’t get married anywhere near as quickly - like they may not even discuss that arizona proposed for months kind of thing

hot take, but i think lucia might come around more bc she only has to process arizona and not arizkna and sofia and the mark of it all, plus it wouldn’t be as rushed. like lucia may not ever be like an ally or anything but i think it wouldn’t be as extreme as the wedding

but also lucia may be very prone to saying something about how it was a blessing or whatever that sofia died

re: the robbinses - babs in particular would try so hard to be there for arizona and try to help her bc she also lost a child but arizona would refuse to see it the same way. i think it would probably be daniel that has the most luck of anyone getting through to arizona

arizona would totally throw herself into work as if she could save enough kids to make up for failing sofia. i also think she’d be interested in mfm much earlier and maybe even go for the fellowship which would frustrate callie but also she’d probably be more understanding

arizona and mark would both refuse to go into the or where sofia died and it’s really the one thing they’re united on

also cristina who drags owen and merder to calzona’s apartment to basically disappear any baby stuff so they don’t have that reminder but putting it in storage bc she knows callie would want it eventually

way down the road, the kids discussion would certainly bc fraught for calzona even though at that point they both want kids, especially bc callie likely can’t have children anymore and all of arizonas old guilt rearing its head and she thought she had shoved it all into a tiny box but it just comes spilling out and its really the first time callie ever hears her talk about it

i think mark might be prone to jumping into a relationship, maybe with lexie, maybe with someone else and wanting kids right away and it really fractures his and callie’s relationship

callie visits the little grave for sofia the most, arizona takes a while to go and mark can only manage to go once or twice a year

calzona and mark both always consider sofia their oldest child and their kids are aware of her but they really don’t talk much about her/that period of their lives

#this turned into a whole thing #but 100% if you’re on discord check out am i blue

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kindnessoverperfection · 9 months

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Please, if you can, take a moment to read and share this because I feel like I'm screaming underwater.

NPD (Narcissistic Personality Disorder) stigma is rampant right now, and seems to be getting progressively worse. Everyone is using it as a buzzword in the worst ways possible, spreading misinformation and hatred against a real disorder.

I could go on a long time about how this happened, why it's factually incorrect (and what the disorder actually IS), why it's harmful, and the changes I'd like to see. But to keep this concise, I'll simply link to a few posts under the cut for further reading.

The point of this post is a plea. Please help stop the spread of stigma. Even in mental health communities, even around others with personality disorders, in neurodivergent "safe" spaces, other communities I thought people would be supportive in (e.g. trans support groups, progressive spaces in general), it keeps coming up. So I'm willing to bet that a lot of people on this site need to see this.

Because it's so hard to exist in this world.

My disorder already makes me feel as if I'm worthless and unlovable, like there's something inherently wrong and damaged about me. And it's so much harder to fight that and heal when my daily life consists of:

Laughing and spending time with my friends, doing my utmost best to connect and stay present and focused on them, trying to let my guards down and be real and believe I'm lovable- when suddenly they throw out the word "narcissist" to describe horrible people or someone they hate, or the conversation turns to how evil "people with narcissistic personality disorder" are. (Seriously, you don't know which of your friends might have NPD and feels like shit when you say those things & now knows that you'd hate them if you knew.)

Trying to look up "mental health positivity for people with npd", "mental health positivity cluster bs", only to find a) none of that, and b) more of the same old vile shit that makes me feel terrible about myself.

Having a hard time (which is constant at this point) and trying to look up resources for myself, only to again, find the same stigma. And no resources.

Not having any clue how to help myself, because even the mental health field is spitting so much vitriol at people with DISORDERS (who they're supposed to be helping!) that there's no solid research or therapy programs for people like me.

Losing close friends when they find out, despite us having had a good relationship before, and them KNOWING me and knowing that I'm not like the trending image of pwNPD. Because now they only see me through the lens of stigma and misinformation.

Hearing the same stigma come up literally wherever I go. Clubs. Meetings. Any online space. At the bus stop. At the mall. At a restaurant. At work. Buzzword of the year that everyone loooves loudly throwing around with their friends or over the phone. Feels awesome for me, makes my day so much better/s

I could go on for a long time, but I'm scared no one will read/rb this if it gets too much longer.

So please. Stop using the word "narcissist" as a synonym for "abusive".

Stop bringing up people you hate who you believe to have NPD because of a stigmatizing article full of misinformation whenever someone with actual NPD opens their mouth. (Imagine if people did that with any other disorder! "Hey, I'm autistic." "Oh... my old roommate screamed at me whenever I made noise around him, and didn't understand my needs, which seems like sensory overload and difficulty with social cues. He was definitely autistic. But as long as you're self-aware and always restraining your innate desire to be an abusive asshole, you're okay I guess, maybe." ...See how offensive and ignorant that is?)

Stop preventing healthcare for people with a disorder just because it's trendy to use us as a scapegoat.

If you got this far, thank you for reading, and please share this if you can. Further reading is under the cut.

NPD Criteria, re-written by someone who actually has NPD

Stigma in the DSM

Common perception of the DSM criteria vs how someone may actually experience them (Keep in mind that this is the way I personally experience these symptoms, and that presentation can vary a lot between individuals)

"Idk, the stigma is right though, because I've known a lot of people with NPD who are jerks, so I'm going to continue to support the blockage of treatment for this condition."

(All of these were written by me, because I didn't want to link to other folks' posts without permission, but if you want to add your own links in reblogs or replies please feel free <3)

#actuallynpd #signal boost #actuallyautistic #mental health awareness #narcissistic personality disorder #people also need to realize that mental health professionals aren't immune from bias #(it really shouldn't come as a shock that the mental health field has a longstanding pattern of misunderstanding and mistreating ppl who ar #mentally ill or otherwise ND)#the first therapist i brought up NPD to like. literally pulled out the DSM bc she could barely remember the criteria. then said that there'#no way I have it because I have low self-esteem lmaoooooo #anyway throwback to being at work and chatting with a co-worker. and the conversation turning to mental health. and him saying that #he tries to stay informed and be aware and supportive of mental health conditions & that he doesn't want to be ignorant or spread harmful #misinformation. and then i mentioned that i do a lot of research into mental health stuff and i listed a bunch of things. which included #several personality disorders. one of which was NPD.#and after listening to my whole ass list he zeroed in on the NPD and immediately started talking about how narcissists are abusive and #he knew someone who had NPD and how the person who had it had an addiction and died from the addiction in a horrible way and he #was glad he did #fun times #or when i decided to be vulnerable and talk abt my self-criticism/self-hatred bc i knew my friends also struggled w that and i wanted to #support them by sharing my own coping methods. and they both(separately!) started picking and prodding at my npd through the lens of stigma #bc i'd recently opened up to them abt having it. they recognized self-hatred as a symptom and still jumped on me for it. despite me #trying to share hurt vulnerable parts of myself to help them and connect with them.#again..... fun times

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tabooiart · 6 months

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Don’t be so formal! We’re all paly-wals here. I mean, look at us. We even hold court in your own tongue and form!

#my art #fanart #npmd spoilers #nerdy prudes must die #npmd #npmd fanart #starkid #the lords in black #pokey #nibbly #wiggly #blinky #tinky #i am not tagging their full government names #i am so simple. i see some silly guys in silly neon costumes i go OOOOOO #wiggly is my favorite in case ur wondering. i am a wiggly enjoyer ngl #also the summoning is the best song in the whole show i have been listening on repeat #i need the soundtrack on spotify NEOW #you may notice ive been drawing a lot lately. well you see im going insane and this is the only thing keeping me from turning to goo

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ew-selfish-art · 6 months

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Dpx Dc AU: Ectoplasm is required for Ghosts to be visible to the human eye- And Danny creates his own ectoplasm.

Danny is visiting Jazz in Gotham and its weird how friendly everyone is. Like, the city gets a really bad rapport, everywhere he goes there is someone trying to strike up a conversation or answer his questions about getting around to the tourist spots. A few people even pointed out restaurants and ways to find off the beaten path gems! Jazz seems to role her eyes at him, but when he brings up her 'roommate' being kind of cute she flat out laughs.

Danny then comes to understand the Jazz doesn't have a roommate and that Ghosts in Gotham don't move far from their haunts- He's just been inadvertently turning these undead folks visible by accident of generating abnormal amounts of ectoplasm.

Which, is comforting in a way, he's never walking this dangerous city alone and really, most of the ghosts have been really friendly! They disappear once he's a few blocks away from them anyway.

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Tim Drake is having a horrible day.

He'd been given intel that one of Black Mask's guys was going to snitch but that he'd died before given the opportunity to reach out to the GCPD. He tracks down the guy's last know whereabouts and yikes. Its next to the Theater. Tim was often grateful for his childhood obsessions, this time it backfired.

Tim and Bruce get into an argument about trust and respect and, worst of all, mental health. And even though Tim was vehemently against Batman accompanying Red Robin to the alleyway - that's exactly what happens.

They arrive and Bruce is closing up faster than a clam in the contaminated Gotham Bay- Clearly being in the Alley bothers him. No fucking shit. RR gets started on collecting evidence, there are a few extra blood splatters and a single left shoe... When a kid walks into the Alley.

"Uh, sorry to intrude-" The kid looks scared shitless, and runs away. And then, all of a sudden, Batman and Robin aren't alone in the Alley.

Tim can hardly believe his eyes as the dead man appears and quickly blabs Black Mask's bank passwords and what the plan had been- and While he's over joyed to have that closure, he turns around to Batman weeping in the arms of his parents.

The ghosts fade, and the emotions are certainly charged as this was never something Bruce or Tim would have ever dreamed of happening. Ghosts in Gotham. Talking, floating, granting closure.

"RR, Bats, come in." Oracle calls into their ears.

"Reporting in, but, uh, we need a minute."

"A minute? We have a case on 4th and-"

"O, we just saw the ghosts of the Waynes. It's going to be a minute."

"...Lots of Ghost reports lately then. Any chance you saw a kid looking like he could be adopted?"

"Yeah, actually, black hair and blue eyes. He was super polite before he ran away."

"We have work to do. Oracle, lets prioritize finding our person of interest and divert Nightwing and Robin to the case on 4th." Batman cut between them on the comms and he sounded... calmer than either of them anticipated.

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Jazz is no longer laughing when Batman appears at her door explaining that he's looking for Danny (Who already flew away from town to get a good night's sleep before class on Monday). Turns out Danny reunited the man with his dead parents just briefly- and then the second guy appears and mentions how Danny had also given a guy who'd been murdered by a Mob enough time to explain the ongoing threats the city faced.

Jazz just rolls her eyes and says that it's not like the ghosts are going anywhere anytime soon and Danny will visit in another month. When pressed, she just explains that her brother is a weirdo. No of course he doesn't have powers. Gaslight and Girlbosses her way out.

And Jazz thinks that the game is up for at least another month, obviously when Danny visits more shit will stir up, but then this new guy appears.

Unlike the other Bats who are keen on watching her from a distance, the Red Hood knocks on her door. Are her eyebrows all the way into her hairline when Red Hood asks her to send his thanks along to Danny because somehow this whole situation led to his Dad expressing remorse for his actions and apologizing? Yes, yes they are.

But Jazz can smell Dissertation Data off of these vigilantes- Who is she to send them away? Jazz welcomes Red Hood into her place for a cup of tea and a small chat.

The story then devolves into Jazz getting shit done, Danny being cute by proximity and also bringing ghosts to the party, and the Bats having trauma resolve between them.