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jellysshitpoems · 2 months

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No title - Poem by me (jellysshitpoems)

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harbingersecho · 5 months

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... and however hard I try to integrate Iʼll always remain alien

lowkey inspired by thiss

#rvb #red vs blue #locus #sam ortez #rvb locus #samuel ortez #mine #*23 #art #i kinda cant stop staring at their short hair locus... the slight grayish hairs... wrow #i barely even recognize my version as locus tbh lol. he's like a stranger 2 me... maybe thats what he feels like too after cutting it.#i had to give him shitty long broom hair just to check that it looks like locs and like. it does. that's him officer! wh #also i suddenly thought of that 'there comes a time when u look in the mirror + realize what u see is all u'll be. and then u accept it.#or you kys. or you stop looking in mirrors' quote (paraphrased lol) so i had to repaint the eyes completely. it doesn't even matter. o woe #anyway. do u think short hair locus would have like silky hair or would it be sticking up? im partial to both #(felix's sticks up btw and it looks stupid as shit (i would know)) u knoooww his hair smelled like cheap gel 24/7 during s14 merc episodes!

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kasieli · 11 months

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HL Slytherin boys x MC outfits

#hogwarts legacy #sebastian sallow #ominis gaunt #fanart #srry for the shitty quality it started off as a short sketch #then turned into this lol #I kinda chose randomly the outfits I was going to put them in?#minus all the school uniform ofc #ironic how ominis got the dark art ensemble #it looks good on him tho #it’s kind of upsetting how pretty ominis is lol #he’s so pretty #this was supposed to be TINY like mega tiny #then I saw the protector outfit had this leather thigh thing and I was like wait I gotta draw that #so yeah here we are #don’t scroll in too big the quality sucks oof #also changed ominis’ hairstyle and idk why lol

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cyellolemon · 2 months

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ocs: Myel (green hair, he/she) and Stellan (he/him) they are ocs i wanna draw more together because i'm obsessed over their relationship

#to be short Stellan has a crush on Myel #but kinda an obsessive one.. and he thinks Myel is Klaus's bf #and from his point of view Klaus is actually being a shitty bf with Myel #and Klaus hates Stellan so he doesn't want him to get closer to Myel at all #(it's jealousy but not about Myel or at least not only.. it's complicated lol)#Myel thinks Stellan is super friendly and he bought her her fav snack and he loves him <33 #That's their relationship at the beginning.. sry Myel you deserve better than these guys #anyway me being obsessed over one of my green x pink duo yes ofc #my art #oc art #digital art #trans artist #oc artist #mlm art #Myel #Stellan

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tomatoswup · 1 year

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Love, Vash

summary: one last letter to the love of his life

warnings/tags: angst, hurt no comfort, except for kuroneko comfort, yeaahhhh

pairing: vash x reader

A/N: oh yall gonna hate me for this one,,,,,,

Dear love,

I'm writing this letter as a goodbye.

Well, I already know you've said yours those few years ago but I couldn't accept it. How could I?

I could practically hear your voice scolding me for not feeling better even though you said to continue on without you.

Remember our little wooden house? After you passed, I had rebuilt it with a little help of a few friends! You'd be proud to see it with fresh paint and all!

Times are changing, and all this new stuff and tech is coming out I can barely catch up! Kinda wish that things were like the old days but change is good!

I remember you telling me that.

I still visit Meryl and Milly when I get the chance, and reminisce about back then. Their grandchildren are a handful though! The youngest great-grandchild kept pulling my hair as if it weren't spiky enough! But they're good kids :)

Well, after visiting them, I traveled all around No Man's, and on my little adventure, I found a cute black cat! I have decided to call them Valentinez!

Just kidding! I decided to call them Kuro, cute name ey?

I think you would've like it.

I got the chance to visit and leave flowers on Wolfwood's grave like we use to every year on his birthday. Even got him a pack of cigs to put next to the flowers! I think he'd like that alot..

I miss you.

I miss the little dances we use to do in the kitchen, I miss hearing your worries.

You always looked beautiful, no matter back when you were young, or when you would look down at your wrinkled hands.

You never ceased to take my breath away. Remember our last dance? Sure I had to help you get up from bed but I didn't care about that. Sorry I was still a bit too tall, and you knoww, you shrunk a bit but I leaned down just for ya!

Small steps and small breaths but you held on tight.

I don't think you realized how much it hurt though, it hurt so much. I wanted to dance with you forever.

I don't wanna be a plant, I should've passed with you. I wanted to leave this planet with you.

It hurt to watch you pass, that you took your final breath, and it pained me for so long I couldn't stay in the house alone.

Whenever the house was silent and empty, I left. I didn't care where, I had to just get away.

It took a while and I had alot to think about, but I got the courage to come back again. I neatly put your things away because I know you weren't a big fan of a messy home, but I kept some things you had untouched. Remember the necklace you left on your nightstand? I kept it there just how you left it.

The cat's been a big help with keeping me company, he's a trickster sure but it keeps me active!

I'm sorry I couldn't keep my promise and move on. But you never ceased to leave my mind.

I'm glad I had all of these beautiful memories with you in this little worn down house, on those adventures that I first met you on, and the 60 years we've spent together that went by like a blink of an eye.

But I'm going to go on my last adventure before I come back home.

Give me your strength to face my foes and continue in peace as I take my final steps towards the end of this chaos.

Love,

Vash

#vash x reader #trigun imagines #trigun #trigun headcanons #vash imagine #vash the stampede x reader #trigun stampede x reader #vash the stampede #trigun angst #vash the stampede angst #vash x reader angst #angst #no sugarcoating straight angst #sorry it was kinda shitty but a song came on and i had a moment gnrkwksjf #short and sweet🫶

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wheredidalltheusersgo · 1 month

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The Stranded and The Scaly

Chapter 14: A day to recover

Day 8

Chapter warnings: Vomit, blood

Ba-dump.

Geoff's heart pounded in his chest loud enough for Ezekiel to hear it from a few feet away. At least it was beating a little slower than before.

Geoff was currently laying on his back with the baby gopher clutched to his chest. The weight on his chest provided by the gopher was strangely comforting, and it was helping to keep him grounded. He briefly recalled a breathing exercise Bridgette had taught him last year, maybe it could help him calm down.

He took a deep breath and held it in, counting in his head.

1...2....3...4.

On the fourth second, he exhaled slowly.

Huh, that made him feel a bit better. After four seconds of holding his breath, he repeated the exercise.

Over at the small stream in the cave, Ezekiel was wringing water out of a small piece of cloth. Geoff focused his eyes on him as he walked over. Zeke gently brushed a lock of hair out of Geoff's face and began to wipe away the blood smeared around his mouth with the damp cloth. The gesture was strangely soothing, Geoff thought as he sighed quietly. While he cleaned Geoff's face off, Ezekiel began to stroke his thick, blonde hair. Geoff couldn't help but let out a weak purr as his eyelids grew heavier. In the next minute, he was fast asleep.

When he noticed Geoff was out like a light, Ezekiel took this as his cue to continue with the cleanup job he was doing. After washing the cloth out, he began to scrub the blood off Geoff's claws. It was a tricky task because of how much blood was caked under them, but there was nothing a little elbow grease couldn't fix. Geoff had really gotten roughed up, hadn't he? Ezekiel took a moment to rest his head on Geoff's chest and feel the slow rise and fall of it as he breathed. For a cold-blooded mutant, he was surprisingly warm...

Ezekiel just couldn't help himself from falling asleep as well.

When Geoff woke up, he was aware of three things. The grime that had been scrubbed from his claws, Ezekiel using his chest as a pillow, and the overwhelming nausea he felt.

Moving Zeke and the gopher off his chest, Geoff bolted to the stream in the cave and hunched over in front of it. He retched. Bloody chunks and bile erupted from his throat and spewed into the water. Oh, how it all burned. This was worse than the time his friends had triple-dog-dared him to eat that muffin out of the cafeteria trash. He regretted going berserk on those wolves, because they were messing him up from beyond the grave. As he laid on his side and clutched his stomach, he was distantly aware of a small, calloused hand rubbing his back.

"Zeke?... is that you?.."

He recieved a grunt of affirmation in response.

"Man, I'm so sorry for causing trouble.. I didn't mean to go crazy out there, I couldn't help it! I-" Geoff's words were silenced by a loud sob coming from his own throat. Big, salty, alligator tears rolled down his scaly cheeks as he looked at Zeke. The smaller boy immediately cupped Geoff's cheeks and tried to wipe his tears away with his thumbs. After all he'd done, Zeke was still trying to comfort him. Geoff really didn't deserve his little buddy. He gently nuzzled into the smaller boy and whimpered quietly.

"Still need rest, come."

Ezekiel wiped Geoff's mouth with the damp cloth from before and guided him back to the spot he was originally resting in. Geoff laid on his back and held both Ezekiel and the gopher close, sighing contentedly. At least he got all those wolf guts out of his system. He felt a bit better now.

Geoff stared down at Ezekiel, who had snuggled into his chest and shut his eyes. He couldn't help but smile a bit, the little fella was like a kitten! He gently stroked Ezekiel's hair with his now-clean claws and recieved a small smile from the little mutant in return.

After a few minutes, Geoff let himself fall asleep once more.

Unbeknownst to the two mutants, however, they were being quietly watched. The cameras hidden all around the island had captured Geoff's massacre in high definition.

"Well, well, well! So Scott WASN'T lying after all!" A small cackle could be heard from within the dark studio.

"Chef, it looks like we've got ourselves a gator to trap!"

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ridl · 5 months

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Something i rlly dislike abt Ganyu's characterization in fandom is how ppl see her being read as a stupid weak stereotype, and they just retaliate with another stereotype but from the other end of a spectrum.

She can be strong, competent, knowledgable and have very important role in the Liyue Qixing for years, but also be kind, humble, avoiding conflicts and NOT always knowing everything. those are not mutually exclusive!!! Yes she's old, no that doesn't mean she's now perfectly confident, knows everything and is good at everything. She's not some untouchable, divine being, better than everyone else. Stop removing humanity from her, when that's the whole point of her identity!!!

When i see overly confident, dominant, bitchy, smug, flirty Ganyu i start throwing rocks bc that's not Ganyu, begone impostor.

I just want Ganyu to be actually herself. Not a submissive secretary caricature. Not a dommy mommy caricature. JUST Ganyu, with all her complexity, strengths and weaknesses.

It's like treating Ganyu's personality as inherently weak and boring, so in the act of "justice for women" ppl just remove it and replace with a caricature of a strong woman. It's driving me insane when those "women defenders" are just slandering them, without even thinking abt it. If someone thinks a woman being quiet, kind, humble, avoiding conflict etc. is inherently "misogynistic" and needs those traits to be completely removed and replaced, then they just hate women

#anyways this is my opinion and i feel like an alien in this fandom sometimes lol #i picked ganyu specifically bc obviously she's my fav so i notice it the most here but this is a bigger problem in fandom i think #i'm literally going insane whenever i see this kinda behavior #everytime ppl criticise hoyo for writing/treating women badly they somehow pick the worst arguments #and don't mention how fandom perpetuates shitty stereotypes #they pick favorites instead of making a point. they still think that certain female characters like keqing and ganyu are boring #bc they refuse to acknowledge that those characters have a lot to them but it's just NOT PROPERLY SHOWED. THATS THE ACTUAL DAMN PROBLEM #they infantilize short women and act like it's all just hoyo's fault for not making them tall. this is insane. this is fucking insane #we're playing anime style video game. everyone is gonna look extra young no matter what!! oh my god!!#rant

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golgothazterror · 5 months

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I just feel like she would make him pants

#kanaya maryam #jake english #homestuck #god i miss holding a pen TnT have some shitty pixels instead #i know hes a shorts kinda guy i just feel like he might want pants after all that hes been thru... so... pants

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kittehbiscuits · 10 months

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Traditional Beetlejuice art of mine of varying quality

#Some of it is old and kinda shitty sorry #Still really like the short hair suspender look doodles #my artwork #Beetlejuice #Beetlejuice fanart #Lydia Deetz

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finnpeach · 7 months

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no new animes this fall and winter. i am regressing to full metal alchemist, Yuri on ice, and free!

#I want to go back to 2016 when yoi came out and I sat in my dorm room with my mini roast type dinner from the campus dining hall and watched #the newest yoi episode every Wednesday and got my weekly serotonin fix from history maker #and if my roommate was in the dorm then I went and watched it in the bean bag lounges on campus and ate my little roast chicken and mashed #potatoes and wedge fries and corn bread #hey guys would you read a free! makoharu fic HAHAHAHA #those were my BREAD AND BUTTER on the forum #I cosplayed female Rei once at a con and my friend did the blond one can’t remember his name #me at 16 years old walking around a con in a swimsuit and a shitty blue Amazon wig 🧍🏼‍♀️#it wasn’t a bikini though ok it was a one piece swimsuit we had class #Not that you could pay me enough to walk around in a bikini in a con #I think we also wore shorts w it too #Imagine if I wrote a yoi fic in 2023 #oh dude if that movie ever comes out. you won’t ever see me again #I do however want to finish demon slayer and then the chainsaw one #I also really wanna rewatch that blue exorcist anime #AND I kinda wanna rewatch the one about those terrorists who like grew up in labs and were called like 9 and 12 or something. but maybe not

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auditoretrash · 6 months

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just realised that i started playing assassins creed 8 years ago almost exactly to the day........ literally a third of my life

#ezio auditore has been my favourite character for a third of my life. what the fuck #longest running blorbo of all time. my best friend my special lil guy my short king my bloodied and beaten shell of a man #first time i played ac was just before my 16th birthday- my dad was taking me to paris for the weekend and we had to set off in the middle #of the night so i figured there was no point going to sleep. so i found ac2 on his xbox and remembered watching my brother play it #when we were little #and i thought sure i'll give it a go. and played for 8hrs straight #and then i was HOOKED #every weekend when i went to my dads me and my sister would play ac for hours #i was thinking about it Non Stop i think it was my first major hyperfixation and tbh i dont think any since then has been as intense #as a reward for my gcses my mum bought me an xbox so i could play at hers too #i played almost the whole series and read pretty much every book #i even developed a love of art history- which im now thinking about studying at university- because of ac2 #anyway all this to say i turn 24 this week and i havent played ac in months but it still had such a huge impact on me #during some kinda shitty years of my life and i think it will always feel like a big part of me #which is kinda nice i think

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ozymoron · 5 months

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need to fuck the shit out of that twink

#⚠️#men will be real nerdy a massive dork and kinda silly and have me fully wrapped around their leg saying PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE P #LET ME FUCK YOU PLEASE OH PLEASE #dude spencer any season up till 10 cause ive only gotten that far i will top him #especially the early seasons #although the season where he had that really shitty short haircut and the one eith the butch haircut are on thin ice #also season 1 im doing insane shit to his pussy its gonna get spooky

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skerbbie · 5 months

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hey sorry if you don't like if people ask these type of questions just know you don't have to answer this but are you still working on your horrorfarm fanfic on ao3 or is it cancelled.

hmm.... it's not that I don't like these types of questions? people just don't ask how I'm doing.

you'll get an update when I feel like writing again. nothing is cancelled. guilt trips do not motivate me.

#skerb replies #firsts and seconds #asks and answers #been doing kinda shitty suddenly all at once and had a short reprieve where i was happy #anyway thanks for the reminder i guess #termite brain time #i work full-time and have pet health issues so remember not everyone is a 16 year old with no responsibilities who can write 12h everyday #you know that meme that fanfic is you writing for 6 other people and yourself?#what if there aren't 6 other people #what if they just stopped #and you just kind of feel lonely doing your own thing #and then the only asks you get aren't enquiring about world details or how you're doing #it's WHEN NEXT UPDATE #i'm human #and depressed #ETA: i have 2 chapters written i just can't share them right now

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raiiny-bay · 1 year

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hairstyle meme - kel edition, obviously prompts/template here // credit to @enniewritesathing

i was tagged by @chelseasanidiot, @lilamausmaus, & @rebouks ty for the tags :-)

uhh i tag @simspurgatory, @blacknoiseabyss, @wileyfern, @babyyraysims, @morrigan-sims, & @simsulate (feel free to ignore ofc)

#tag game #kelly #why does he look so bad in every hair style oh my god #cursed. CURSED.#the pigtails are ridiculous. i'm not generally one to cackle but-#i mean. ok. the shorter ones are kinda cute but he would NEVER #i can feel kel death staring me from somewhere in my head rn #i think i've said this somewhere before #but his dad would force him to cut his hair the second it reached his shoulders #(tho moses would have preferred he cut it once it hit his ears HOWEVER kel was a fighter lol)#((it was a screaming match every time))#& it ALWAYS got cut into a shitty mullet (not a good one)#so kel never cuts his hair short as an adult lmao

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kccubus · 9 months

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i'll probably be going out more from now on so i'll post the outfits i like~ at this point this is just gonna be a blog about me posting whatever shit i feel like lmao (not like it was any different before tbh)

today's fit goes even harder than yesterday i think!

#my mom didn't like it tho #slutshamed!! 😋#it was pretty shitty bc she's usually okay with me wearing whatever i like #the shorts were too much for her this time tho #honestly whatever i think they slay #she did make me kinda selfconscious and i keep pulling them down now ahkfbdjf #but yah thats life #kposting #ootd

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kitzent · 7 months

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what does it take to be a queen? do i need diamonds and rubies for my existence to be seen? what does it take to be called, love? do i need to expose my body to be deemed an angel from above? what does it take to be first? why can't anyone look at me without disgusting thirst?

#fuck liars #fuck ignorant ppl #fuck unrequited love #fuck heartbreak #fuck beauty standards #fuck pretty privilege #poetry #poem #short poem #my poem #poems on tumblr #original poem #original #poems and poetry #overthinking poetically #big sigh #kinda shitty post

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