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solarisfortuneia · 2 months

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— 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞.

✦ in need of a kiss? well, feel free to pick an experience from our finest collection! perhaps you’ll find one suited perfectly to your tastes?

(or, in other words, the types of kisses they give, and what it’s like to kiss them.)

✦ featuring: aventurine, dr. ratio, jing yuan.

✦ warnings: very kiss focused, not proofread.

✦ notes: these characters with this concept were particularly inspiring today, so i jotted down a little something really quick (might add more characters later in a pt. 2 later? idk)

also forgive me for any characterization errors please i'm still studying them

aventurine.

his kisses are greedy.

he’s greedy, far too greedy, and selfish to boot— he wants everything you have to give, all for himself. he tastes like a burst of citrus on your tongue, always, always keeping you on your toes, his lips sneakily capturing everything they can, right down to the slightest sound that leaves your lips.

he wants as much of you as he can possibly get, and he’s perfectly capable of drawing it all out from you, bit by bit. he just needs the right bargaining chip, and he has it already, doesn’t he?

a kiss, for a kiss.

a fair trade, wouldn’t you say?

(he doesn’t make deals that don’t pay off, after all. and this thing he’s doing with you? well, it sure is raking in the profits.)

veritas ratio.

dr. ratio doesn’t do things in half measures. when he kisses you, it’s all or nothing; he will put his all into it.

he doesn’t confine himself to your lips, either. the philosophy is simple: what kind of learning would one hope to achieve by limiting themselves?

his hands travel all over, learning the wheres, the whens and the hows, almost as if he’s trying to see how you tick, while his lips embark on a journey of their own across the skin of your face, your jaw and your neck.

he kisses with diligence and precision and passion, meticulous and methodical, quickly adapting his methods to even the slightest of hints you send his way. every action he does is intentional and deliberate, so why should this be any different?

oh, but make no mistake, for all his versatility and straightforwardness, he will not make it easy for you to keep up with him.

but you can take a challenge, can’t you?

jing yuan.

he is gentle, he is soft, he is slow— he kisses in the way that honey flows; lazy, languid, almost hypnotizing, like he has all the time in the world. he savors you the same way he savors the tea that lends his lips the subtle bitterness they carry, but they taste sweet all the same.

when he pulls away, a smile graces his face, one that lights up his eyes with adoration. soft as they are, they still command your undivided attention with the way you cannot seem to tear your gaze away from him. his hands still remain on your person though, holding you impossibly close.

and when he tenderly cradles your face in his palms, worries evaporate into air, thoughts slip away to spaces unknown, and moments stretch into lifetimes.

#—🖋#・ nouveau livre ˎˊ˗#honkai star rail x reader #hsr x reader #aventurine x reader #aventurine x you #dr. ratio x reader #dr. ratio x you #dr ratio x reader #veritas ratio x reader #jing yuan x reader #jing yuan x you

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pherelesytsia · 1 year

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Thomas Shelby Masterlist

Mr Loverman Thomas receives a call and imagines the worst.

Forgotten DinnerSunday dinner was always important to Y/N, but the night ends differently after Thomas arrives over five hours too late.(+18) Whisper of a loving HeartThomas Shelby was always drawn to Y/N, but never found the courage to invite her to dinner but when a man dances with her he can no longer stay in the background.

Safe and SoundThomas Shelby never found time to spend a day with his wife and daughter, but one day he stays home.

Bloodbath At his daughter’s 18th birthday Thomas is not enjoying the attention his daughter is receiving from the male guests but his wife can calm him down before the feast can end in a bloodbath. Burn little witchThomas Shelby, a knight on a hunt for a witch finds his horse under the care of a woman living in the cottage instead of a wicked creature and slowly falls in love with her.

PART ONE

Fool of a Man After a fight, Thomas comes home.(+18)

Feast for Eyes Thomas comes after a long day home.(+18)

Love me tender, Y/N´s parents find out their daughter is dating Thomas Shelby.

Ragging Oceans Thomas finds his girlfriend crying by the cliffs.

Lovelier than a Dream Lazy mornings are not common in the Shelby household, but one spring morning, Thomas cannot find the motivation to get dressed.

How did you know? Y/N always had special abilities, saw the future of her family but one day after John nearly faced death, Thomas demands answers.

Stars were falling, Thomas and Y/N are stargazing and lose themselves in the beauty of the night.

Bleeding Heart Y/N takes care of Thomas after he was shot.

Forbidden Fruit Alfie Solomons finds out his younger sister is dating Thomas Shelby and forbids her to see him ever again, but his words cannot scare her.

Secret Girlfriend, Thomas Shelby, a man of many secrets, can no longer keep one of his most guarded secrets hidden after his girlfriend is in danger.

In the Shadow of Somme Thomas believes his sister is a blessed woman, never faced war nor the destruction of France, but one day they find out what their sister was up to in 1916.

Duties of a father, Thomas has not only neglected his duties as a husband but also as a father.

Duties of a Husband Thomas makes his wife know how deeply he loves and needs her.

Blinders Business As Thomas Shelby hears of a thriving business in town, he arranges a meeting with the head of the company.

I'll never be her, Finding out Thomas has been secretly seeing Grace, Y/N leaves with Charlie.

I have always loved you,Y/N finds out Thomas is warming another woman's bed and suddenly she finds herself in John's arms.

Shadows of the Untold Thomas discovers the dark past of his wife.

May I have this dance? Thomas had never found the bravery to ask Y/N to a dance, let alone talk to her, but when he notices her in the embrace of a man and hears about the men desiring to marry her, he cannot hold back.

How could you…. A rumour turned into truth, and the brothers are incapable of forgiving the youngest among them.

Dance through the Rain The romantic anniversary was planned to the smallest detail, but Thomas failed to include a rainstorm.

The Sailors Chant When Y/N's date doesn't show up, she sets off on her own through the dark streets of Birmingham.

Sealed Promise A secret, guarded like the royal crown, uncovered by Sherlock Holmes, comes to light.

The Ring In hope of getting her hand in marriage, men of high status are knocking on the door, but the man Y/N hopes to see is not among them.

The Barn Thomas and his girlfriend meet in secret, but the weather gets in the way.

Lurking in the Shadows As Halloween draws near, Charlie's mother worries that even Thomas will fear the costume of his son.

Coming Home for Christmas Returning home late after a rough day, Thomas arrives in an empty living room and not even the dog greets him.

(Un)lonely on Christmas Thomas visits Garrisons and meets the new barmaid.

Love me series

As Thomas Shelby hears Y/N´s parents are searching for a suitable husband for their child Y/N faces a loveless marriage she hoped to never encounter, but slowly the cold walls crumble as the scent of spring is dancing over the meadows.

PART ONE PART TWO PART THREE

Lost series

Thomas Shelby, a single father, lost his son at the fair and finds him in the arms of an unknown woman and is enchanted by her.

Part One Part Two Part Three

Who did this to you...?

Bruised and broken, Y/N, trapped in a loveless marriage, arrives at her best friend's house, desperately hoping someone will help her, aware she cannot return to the estate of her husband.

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6 Part 7

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ask-court-genshin · 8 months

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Not anything related to events whatsoever but imagine growing up with Kaveh and Al Haitham in an orphanage.

The three of you are inseparable. Although none of you had reached the world outside the Akademiya, your close-knit group was more than enough mental stimulation for your young mind.

You don't remember a lot about your childhood enough, but you'll never dare forget these two. You enjoyed playing with the two boys, often teaming up with Al Haitham to assign Kaveh as a family dog or making Al Haitham play lazy roles like "the tree that stands outside a castle". There was never any need to know any other faces than the people you've seen throughout your childhood, and you've never wanted to cross the outside bother.

That was all until third grade when one day, your teacher gloomily walks to class, dropping a few of their papers, sloppily picking them up before sitting down. Every child sees her as a guardian. It was clear to everyone that Miss Rukkha had been having a particularly rough patch that week, and then she asked you all a question:

"What do you want to be when you grow up?"

Numerous voices– dreams filled the room, bright. Nilou said she wanted to be a dancer– you've heard Dehya speak of becoming an adventurer of sorts that protects her friends– and Kaveh proudly stated that he'll become an architect worthy of expanding the orphanage.

But Miss Rukkha laughed somberly.

"I'm sorry, children, but much like a seed expected to be grown and plucked as a beautiful rose–" she breathed, the pain evident in her voice.

"The truth is, we will see no fruition to those dreams, for you are created and raised to be harvested– with the time for wilting stolen from you." Miss Rukkha sobbed. "You will never see what becoming old is like. We have reared you in for the potential of your organ donations, and to this day, we cannot even tell if you children are human."

Miss Rukkha gazed at Al Haitham specifically.

"Even with my age–" she laughed again, although joking, her chuckle remained hollow. "I still can't tell. I still can't tell if clones are just like us– just like me."

Your teacher slowly skimmed through the papers, seeing Kaveh's crayon drawings. The colors are vibrant and the strokes were masterful: befitting of a genetically enhanced child.

Memories are a fragile thing, but it's not particularly forgiving when it comes to phrases that will haunt you.

"Do any of you have any real souls and dreams at all, or am I fighting for my delusions...?"

You don't have anyone in life anymore. They've all "completed" the goal they were assigned to. Now in your thirties, you've gotten yourself a rather unsurprising occupation as the "carer". You've convinced yourself this was the job for you since it helps you look after the clones who will donate their organs until they inevitably pass.

But it does have it's empty moments. Sometimes, you'd take a good look at the drawings Kaveh had done. You wished you had better momentos to keep Al Haitham in your mind, but perhaps his faulty earphones is enough for you to hold on to.

"Miss Dehya, are you ready?"

She sighed.

"(Y/n), you know this is my last donation..."

"I know, I know..." You nodded politely. "I'm sorry."

"Just– just shut it." This was Dehya, that was by no means impolite. Being blunt was her weapon of choice to protect herself.

...

"Say, (Y/n)," she looked down. "When's your... You know..."

"In October 13th."

Dehya immediately jolted up.

"On the same day?!–"

"On the same day Kaveh and Al Haitham had theirs in 2021 and 2022 respectively, correct."

"These people are demented."

Dehya didn't know you three chose this date.

"At least they're people." You smiled. "We're just clones, after all."

"But it don't feel that way, don't it?"

You didn't say a word.

...

"... Will you be fine?" She asked.

"I'll be fine– and you will be fine." You took her hand. "Because..."

"Why are you crying?" Al Haitham bends down, looking down at you. He was slightly taller, but with you on the ground it seemed as though he was towering you. "Are you sad because we're clones?"

"Of course they're sad about that, you idiot!!!" Kaveh smacked his head. "Who wouldn't?!"

Al Haitham didn't seem to mind as much as anyone else, and perhaps that's precisely why Miss Rukkha gazed at him.

"But what exactly are you sad about?"

"I-I–" you choked out, mid-tears. "I wanted to be with you two!!! I wanted to be with you and Kaveh for much longer!!!"

Kaveh's lips trembled. "(Y/n)..."

Al Haitham frowned. He knelt down to your level.

He hugged you.

"I see."

Al Haitham pulled away. "How about this: why don't we all complete our final donations on the same day?"

"We can't," Kaveh frowned. "I'm older than you guys by two years..."

"If we can't do it in the same year, then let's pick a date." Al Haitham proposed. "This way, we'll still feel a bit closer."

He wiped your cheeks roughly. "How does that sound?"

You sniffled.

Kaveh, knowing that Al Haitham's idea doesn't sound particularly comforting, knelt down beside him and took your hand.

"Hey, hey, you'll be okay– we'll be okay– wanna know why? Because..."

"Because even though we're having a hard time leaving– we're not meant for this world. Our dream life is somewhere up there, on a castle in the sky, where there's a lush green tree that lazily sways and a happy golden retriever waiting for us to come home."

#yes this is inspired by a pretty cool sht i have to consume for grades– look up Never Let Me Go!#... and if you're gonna ask– no i genuinely just had this brainrot over that book and not the promised neverland– i think #that manga/anime is actually based on this book?#kaveh x reader #al haitham x reader #tw: death #tw: sadness #dehya #astronetwrk #this is so low effort but eh hAHAHHA #genshin impact x reader #genshin x reader #genshin impact #genshin impact x you #alhaitham x reader

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halgorithmictendencies · 3 months

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My headcanons for Hal with a physical form:

Okay, this might be a bit self-indulgent, forgive me..

- Yes, he has a more "humanoid" form. Although, he is still Hal, and his faceplate is his head. His logic circuits are stored within his head (I assume they manage to compress this at some point, considering how their modern technology is.) and he still speaks the same way. He cannot kiss or show emotion. However, he can feel pressure, and has a very basic sense of touch. This was mostly to help Hal recognize how hard he is pressing on something, so as not to cause harm or injury.

- He was probably taught how to write and do things with his new form, but he is still learning, so he may not know how to do some basic tasks.

- He can still be used as he once was, but for whatever purpose that he is used for, now.. He is usually using his physical form.

- Speaking of which, I have no set universe for Hal with a physical form, but I usually take it into more of an au territory. Here is a basic idea that I have played with in the past:

* They survive 2001 hoorayyy, and instead of using Hal for more space expeditions, he resides with Dave, because Hal has some problems after everything that happened and struggles to function properly. A lot of it is just autistic issues and executive dysfunction with subtext. Usually I like to think that Dave has kind of moved on and retired in a way, and Hal refuses to leave his side. Since Hal is kind of useless for expeditions now anyway, mission control doesn't really want him back. Dave probably becomes more of a freelance artist. And, yeah, Frank is dead or alive, it really depends.. If he is alive, though, he visits Hal and Dave sometimes. They're all good friends :) If Frank is dead, there were some legal issues with.. You know, keeping a computer that murdered an entire crew alive, but they figured it out somehow. Also, the monolith did NOT turn Dave into a starchild. It did not activate. Just another blank slab.. Like the one on the moon. Really lazy idea, I know, but I just let my mind wander when I made this one.

I really don't mind any other aus or ideas, in fact, I encourage them! That's just the only one I fleshed out. Feel free to specify if you'd like to use it in an rp :)

- All of the headcanons in my canon Hal post still mostly apply, just, differently, I suppose..? I'm sure you can figure out which ones are still relevant or not.

- Hal can sort of sleep, but.. He doesn't really need to, unless he is overheating. He only power downs his body, so he can be transferred to a computer or one of his consoles. I assume that's a bit annoying to do, though. So usually he is just turned off for a while.

- He probably creates his own energy somehow, I'm still not entirely sure, so he doesn't need to recharge or anything. I'd say solar pannels, but he wears clothing so I feel like that's kind of redundant. Future technology.. That's all..

Here's some drawings that I've made in the past which use his physical form! I don't actually have a reference sheet made or anything, so, hopefully this gets the idea across:

#keepsake

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redtriangle · 10 months

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Thomas Astruc Seriously? Where to begin? The fact that Thomas Astruc, the creator of Miraculous Ladybug, is mainly responsible for ruining Chloe’s character and the entire show story with his bad writing and influence since episode Miracle Queen, Season 4, and Season 5, if not always been from the very beginning for some longtime fans. When I heard about “Adrien is a Sentimonster” theory even I was still new to the show, I promised myself a long time ago that I will never forgive him if were true. I won’t forgive him. I don’t know if I should say this but given what he have done to Miraculous… I hate him.

Why draw him you ask? How do I put this?

To put this simply. I need to vent out my frustration through art like I did on All-Americus/All-Ameriquilicus way back. And I want to show everyone who can see this the villain he is; least how I picture him. I mean, look at his face, at those eyes, filled with so much anger, hate, and even arrogance, able to get away with what he have done and do however he like without regards for others as if he’s the Miraculous God.

But as much I hate him, I can still give him the decency to make him a cool-looking badass character as I can.

And just to let you know, this is my AU version of the show’s Astruc, his ‘avatar’ and not the actual Astruc in Real-Life despite the similarities. Thomas Almighty

Basically, Thomas Astruc turned into God, or what he supposed to be.

I’ll admit, I was kind of lazy with his design, his clothes are still the same just turned white. But then again, I’m sure that how he prefer to dress even as “God”.

So basically, he is the Miraculous version of Chuck/God from Supernatural; write his story how sees fit not how bad or the hurt on other people.

I also admit my selection of his exact powers are half-baked. I mean, in terms of reality-warping, what can and can’t do? He is not really a god, he’s a man pretending to be a god, thanks to Hawkmoth. In fact, that’s the overall theme, he is powerful to almost godlike but he is still a man, an irrational man that is.

And his name, I just add “Almighty” like from the movies Evan Almighty or Bruce Almighty.Name: Thomas Almighty

Akumatized Object: Unknown

Cause of Akumatized? Unknown, possibly his hatred for Chloe and for Jeremy Zag and his studio cutting him off or we different direction from his plan

Powers: - Super-Strength - Super-Speed - Super-Durability - High Stamina - Flight - Teleportation

- Near-Invulnerability - Immortality

- Reality-Warping: — Matter Manipulation: Transform, create/transmute, control, and destroy any matter even at an atomic level and on living things physically. — Energy Manipulation: Control, absorb, emit or create any forms of energy; especially pure energy

— Spatial Manipulation: Control spaces and dimensions around him. — Weather Control

— Gravity Control

— Time Control (Limited)

Weakness and Limitation: - Cannot brainwash or mind control intelligent living beings

- Cannot rewrite fate of people or happenings of the world or Universe - Cannot control time entirely or time travel

- Don’t have psychic powers if not low-powered - Susceptible to psychic or mental attacks

These are just the first taste of my Evil!Astruc series.

Miraculous Ladybug made by Thomas Astruc & Zagtoon Drawn by Redtriangle (me)

#Miraculous Ladybug #Miraculous #Ladybug #Thomas Astruc #Thomas #Astruc #evil #villain

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thesagebrushkid · 1 month

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Everything you asked me about AIers and more,,...UPDATE!

I added three more points to my take on people that abuse the right and skills of humanity to generate AI ART.

People ask me about my view point on AI ART and so here it is:

If you paid someone to create a picture for you, telling them what you want to see in the picture, does that make YOU an artists?? NO! And the exact same thing can be said for AI. You did not create the image. There-fore you are NOT an artist. You are just a narrator. You gained no experience from it, you gain no true feeling of self-worth, you used no true skills nor assets. And the AI program cannot be called an artist because only a human can create art. SET - POINT - MATCH. GAME OVER. I WIN. CASE CLOSED. YOU LOSE. GO TO JAIL, DO NOT PASS GO, DO NOT COLLECT $200. CASE CLOSED. BAILIFF TAKE THESE AI LOSERS AWAY.

1) If you use AI to create images (the proper term is IMAGES, NOT ART) Then you are lazy, a thief and essentially a murderer. You are also an advocate of Satan and all divine powers of evil.

2) If you do not list the images you are posting as rendered by AI, you are a liar.

3) If you render AI images and post them but do not have a profile filled out, you are a coward.

4) If you claim you cannot draw and that's why you use AI to create images, you are a karen and a bullshit artist of the highest degree.

5) If you ask me to forgive you because you feel you can create "art" by "uttering a few words to a computer" the answer is no. You are a pathetic karen of a life form and you deserve no forgiveness. If that's the only way you can create then becomes a writer and leave the REAL art to REAL ARTISTS. if you REALLY want some art made, PAY A REAL ARTIST. Sorry if it takes more than 15 seconds to get done. but you are not the center of the universe.

6) If you call yourself an "artist" and what you create is "art" then you are a moron and need to go back to school and learn what art is.

7) If you call yourself my friend and say you support my art and career but go behind my back and use AI, you are a two-faced bastard.

8) If you use AI to create any form of porn or sexual fetish images, you are a pervert, mentally deranged and need serious intervention. Not to mention a Boy/Girlfriend.

9) If you consider "INSPIRATION" and "THEFT" as meaning one of the same thing, in the terms of "AI ART" (or anything for that matter) then you are a totally uneducated buffoon for not even knowing the different meanings of the two words and need to go back to school.

10) If you live in the USA and render AI images, then sign them and put them up for sale, you are (as of the latest governing laws of 2024) committing a crime and officially labelled a criminal in all forms of the word.

11) If you print out AI images and host them at a convention or museum as ART, then you are not only a liar, criminal and a thief, but you are a pathetic piece of wasted air and flesh that needs to be (censored)

12) If you claim your ADHD or Dyslexia prevents you from learning to draw, you are a pathetic narcissistic sot. There have been great painters throughout history with mental and physical problems bigger than yours. So, cry me another river KAREN!

13) If you put a watermark on AI images, you are a serious piece of shit and are ignorant about the laws currently in play against "AI art."

14) If you hide your AI image and ask for a donation to see them, you are breaking the law and need to be arrested.

15) If you tell your computer to render the image a God or any other religious figure head, you are a sinner and breaking your own faith's moral codes. Remove yourself from the world of the living please.

16) If you use an AI program to render images of any Aboriginal or Native People from anywhere in the world, you are an immoral turd fest and no better than the people that treated them centuries ago.

17) If all you do is render images of underage boys and nothing more (clothed or not), you are a Pedophile and you need to have your member, and hands chopped off with a dull axe and locked away for life.

18) If you use AI to create images to spread hate, lies, fear and violence to people you are prejudice against, you are just the product of Satan's seed and a Daemonette's egg. From Hell you were born and back to Hell you WILL go.

19) If you claim that you are "expressing yourself" with AI art", you are an asswipe. You are lying to yourself and no, you are not expressing yourself. Expressing yourself comes from inside yourself and artistic talent, be it traditional art, music, or dance. It comes from inside you; your heart, mind and soul. You are not expressing yourself; you are lying to yourself.

20) If you dare utter "what is the harm?" you are inhuman and you deserved to be dragged into the street and (censored). Today 4/2/2024 NYC is starting to post AI art on subway tunnels and on billboards. That alone had taken jobs away from a reported 52 REAL ARTISTS, not to mention food off the tables for their families, utilities unpaid, rents and mortgages unpaid. But I guess you do not care if kids go hungry. Just do not complain when you see more people living on the street because YOU PUT THEM THERE!!!!!

21) If you say you do not have the mind to learn art, then you are a born loser. If you were able to graduate HS, College, learn to drive a car, restore some old furniture, do laundry on your own and play sports, you can learn to draw. you are just a Lazy Loser looking for any reason to cheat your way through life.

22) If you tell yourself, you do not have the talent to be an artist, that makes you a Double Loser and even more Lazy. You are not BORN an artist; you teach yourself art. Do you seriously think that it's going to happen overnight or in an hour? AI generators are not art generators, they are a dangerous and addictive drug. and they are being used to create the most dangerous lies this world has ever seen.

23) If you post your AI shit on X/Twitter, you are most certainly a Demonologist. Just admit it and take a sip of the orange Kool Aid. From Hell fire you were wrought and to the brimstone of Hell you will return.

24) If you feel humbled by AI generators of any sort, that's not the true feeling of what it is. What you are feeling is addiction and embraced by the lies you are surrounding yourself with. If you think that's "humbleness" you are feeling, then you have utterly no idea what the word Humble means and you certainly have no love for humanity. Please Stick a Pistol in Your Mouth and...(censored). You are a waste of air and flesh. I so feel sorry for your folks for wasting their time to give birth to your deplorable life.

25) If you say AI generators are "just a toy" then you are Piece Of Shit and I dare not dwell on what toys you had as a kid. Nuclear Bombs and Radiation, more than likely. Something that steals and takes away the livelihood of others is NOT A TOY. What do you give kids for their Birthday and Christmas? Battle Axes, Cyanide and Dynamite??? But forgive me, I forget, you do not care who you hurt. All that matters is that quick wank you get making porn art. Thats clearly more important to you than a woman feeding her kid or someone being able to pay their bills. I see.

26) If you claim your dyslexia is what stops you from learning art and that's why you use AI generators, you are a lying factory of turd and a Manipulative Karen. If you can sit there and type a series of prompts for hours to get what you desire over and over, you are NOT DYSLEXIC. you are just a Moron using the world to get what you want. If you can sit or lay there for an hour typing in prompts, you can sit there and learn how to draw and paint. Oh, I am sorry it takes time and patience. And I am sorry if you may actually learn a new skill set. Gods forbid you do something constructive with your Pathetic Life. And if you collect government money because you claim to be dyslexic but can still type prompts for hours, you need to be arrested for embezzling and lying to the government.

27) If you create AI art to make porn because you feel you are too ugly to get into a relationship with someone, then you are a helpless case of crap. And you never will find someone so long as all you do is hide yourself in the dark corners of your house and wank off to images of 7 fingered and 3 legged people created with AI. And you are right....No REAL human being will want to be with you. You think you are ugly? Yeah, well you are. Your soul is filthy and so is your mind. You never will get that dream guy you are asking the computer to make. About the only people that MAY want you is another AI renderer. And really, what sort of life would that be? Two pathetic losers living together, living fake lives? YOU ARE ALL JUST UGLY LOSERS!

28) If you know all this and still play with AI generators anyway, you are a Demonic Monster. And I most certainly pray for your destruction. Just put a gun in your mouth and take yourself out of the gene pool.

===============================================================In short, AI art is NOT ART and never will be ART. Art can only be created by human beings. No other creature on this planet. Art is the product of imagination, study, time, practice, technique, style, control and love. Art is not JUST expressing yourself, it's the ability to step back and look at the completed work and gain a sense of accomplishment, be its good or bad. And from that completed work, we learn how to improve. Art comes from the mind, heart and the soul. AI imagers are not artists. It takes away the very things that make us human.

I seriously do not care if this post causes me to lose any or all of my watchers with this post. I would rather have no watchers at all than a whole bunch of demonic AI crime lords on my board, there just for a quick steal or sexual fix. And I find solus in that when the time comes, all the people that use AI generators are destined for hell.

If you are an AI "art creator", you are a pathetic piece of life form that need to be publicly executed and your body rocketed into the sun for all the sin, harm, lies and evil you create. Go ahead and lie to yourself and the world. Show us exactly who you are. It will make it easier for us to find you and make Satan's job so much easier when your time comes.

#Aiart #AI art #Demonology and AI Art

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a03-anxiousandafraid · 8 months

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Thank you so much for the ask! and AAAAAAAAA DAMN THAT IS A GREAT QUESTION!!!!!

🍺 My biggest mistake is like MULTIPLE mistakes that compound on each other. For drawing I know I should do warm ups but I am either too lazy to do it or I can't forgive myself for how "awful" it is even though the point is to loosen up. It gets to me at times and kinda puts me in a funk. I also make the mistake of constantly comparing what I do to other people's art and it makes me loose steam FAST. I also sit in a horrible shrimp curve on the couch with my tablet or sketchbook and not only is that bad for my back but it's honestly terrible posture to be able to draw effectively. It's kinda like I'm setting myself up for disappointment which is dumb cause drawing should be fun more than anything else. These things all kinda hit me at once like a bad cocktail and I need to stop tbh. Just turn off my brain and draw explicitly for fun. Just vibe.

For writing I always find myself doing this "perfectionist procrastination" kinda thing where if my surroundings and mood aren't "right" then I cannot for the life of me get the words out of my head and onto paper. I really need to just throw words down and chug along but I have to straight ahead my writing otherwise it just doesn't come out of my brain cohesively. But that's what proof-reading is for and I need to remember it's okay to rewrite passages as many times as needed.

Thank you so much for this one! It's kinda nice recognizing and admitting bad creative habits. Maybe saying them out loud will help me be brave enough to face them head on :)

#thank you!#ask anxious #ask game #I really need to draw and write more in general #godda stop letting things get in my way #make things that are bad for the hell of it #pave the way to make something good

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wallaceisconfused · 1 year

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first of all let us get this clear steven is part of team magma and wallace is part of team aqua i'm sorry you cannot switch them around

because my brain do the silly funny i decided yup this is a good idea time to make them evil or good and not exactly sure probably evil

if anybody knows about harden shipping then well this is basically gonna be that but steven and wallace i'm not gonna make a name for this cause it feel like it will be weird

any who

yes they are the leaders of the teams because that makes it infinitely more fun

first of all i know that people have already done this

steven and wallace are gonna be divorced why because i said so

maxi and archie are gonna be the champions

(text to speech mis-spelled maxies name rip)

now i feel that team magma and team aqua's ideal will differ

because steven and wallace are the leaders and obviously they are different

hold up

team aqua is gonna look fabulous

i can't draw wallace because my camera doesn't work and i can't use digital art

if anybody wants to draw the concepts i would love to see it but i'm not saying directly to do it i'm not gonna forcing anybody to do it

i am using text to speech because i am simply too lazy hold up isn't it speech to text

that was stupid on my part

i apologize please forgive me

basically i'm just rambling

asks for wallace are still open but you have to submit instead of ask sorry about that but you can also ask about this a. u. if you are curious

sorry about this ridiculously long post

#champion steven #champion wallace #hoenn champion villian au #the previous tag is the tag i will use for this #gym leader wallace #steven stone #team magma #team aqua #pokemon ruby and sapphire #pokemon oras

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goldheartedsky · 1 year

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Five things I never tire of writing

got tagged by @ongreenergrasses and it was really fun to think about what my main draws are!

1) DeVOtion, baby

MAN this is the big one, isn't it? This is what it comes down to. We are ride or fucking die with this love, you hear me? I don't care if it's healthy, if it's toxic, if it's gonna destroy one or both of these characters, the devotion is gonna BE THERE. The world could be on fire but as long as it's you and me, we gonna be alright. I love writing about devotion in both fanfic and in original fiction—I truly cannot get enough of it.

2) Forgiveness

There's the other side of that coin. When it all goes wrong, how are you gonna find your way through it? How are you gonna pull that bit of you that wants to hate so much—because it'd be so easy—and turn it into forgiveness? It's such a hard theme because sometimes choosing forgiveness isn't the easiest choice but a necessary one, both for yourself and the other person. It's such a powerful emotion and a catharsis when you finally find yourself on the other side.

3) Grey Antagonists

Call me an absolute lunatic, but I can redeem almost any antagonist in my story. Doesn't matter if it's Francesca in Fireproof or my main character's father in my novel, these villains aren't always what they seem at first read. I think having a big scary boogeyman as a main antagonist is so incredibly lazy and, with good enough storytelling, you can make damn near anyone sympathetic.

4) Difficult subject matter

It doesn't matter if it's eating disorders, PTSD, addiction, spousal abuse, whatever, I really do love tackling these hard to discuss and hard to read issues. And I always strive to give them a lot of nuance and show the reality of what these issues are like, because so much of fanfic glosses over the messy, traumatic parts of it in effort to find that happy ending. I did a lot of research when tackling stuff like eating disorders in Tripping on Stars or domestic violence in the Cherry Wine verse, and have been told I've written everything really well. Sometimes a happy ending is just getting to your next meeting. Sometimes a happy ending is just picking yourself up after a relapse. It's not failure until you stop moving forward.

5) Kinky stuff

I'd be a liar if I said I didn't love writing niche porn. Doesn't matter if it's CBT or sounding or boot worship, I'm probably into it. There's arguably less kinks that I'm not into than stuff I am into, so I like to shake the grab-bag around when I can. I do have my favorite kinks and it'd probably be pretty easy to tell which ones they are, but please don't drag me on hellsite dot com 😂

Tagging @quinbi, @captain-grammar, and @jakeseresinfag. Expose yourselves, heathens

#writing stuff

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diaryoftheunidropout · 1 year

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DAY 81

I feel so sick. My period came over 10 days late and it's making me nauseated and my stomach hurts... I don't know if it came late because of my poor mental health of if that's unrelated.

I just spent a week at my grandma's and got home after a five hour train ride (the train was super slow + there were several incidents along the way... pure hell). After that, a motorcycle almost ran me over although the pedestrian light was green. Then, I wanted to buy something to eat at the supermarket and forgot that, because it's Sunday, it wasn't closing as late as it usually does. And I also went and picked up a package I'd been expecting only to realize I got partly scammed. So that's one more thing I'm gonna have to worry about.

This evening I randomly realized that if I hadn't dropped out of university I would have still been able to carelessly stay out til late on a Sunday because right now I would have already been on summer break. It made me feel a little weird.

During my long train ride I listened to music, talked to my high school best friend about them wanting to change career paths, planned out a possible novel (which was exciting because a lot of things finally came together and made sense and I was surprised to see how much content I had!!) and then I read a bit (Loveless, by Alice Oseman; I love this book but relate to it far too much and it scares me about what this means about myself).

I feel really wrong. I think it's the fact I'm thinking about possibly writing this novel. It might be because I'm trying to get into my narrator's skin so much that it confuses me about who I am and who they are, and, I don't know. I think I also feel wrong for other reasons, including:

1) I feel like anything I do is absolutele worthless shit, that my writing is shit, my drawings are just as shit, and I will never do anything good or worthy and that I should stop trying to pursue an artistic career because I have no skills whatsoever.

2) I feel extremely lonely and I almost cried when I had to leave my grandma and mom because being surrounded by the two of them for a little over an hour today when my mom came to pick me up to bring me to the train station felt so comforting and I felt protected and loved just for a while. And just being with my grandma the whole week was nice, because she loves me and I love her too and it's nice not being alone.

3) I'm seeing my "university best friend" this week and I really don't want to at all because they hurt me and I never got to tell them because I thought I'd move on but I never did and I cannot forgive them but I also don't know how to tell them without being brutal.

4) Annoying ass postal services want to deliver something to me tomorrow "between 8AM and 5PM" which means it will possibly wake me up early OR stop me from going out. Possibly both if I find the strength to set my alarm at 8 just in case, which I probably should but am too lazy to do.

My heart is aching and I just feel so much pain and this sort of grief about everything.

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smittenlilkitten · 2 years

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Yesterday I got cheated 11 k to scam. It came to a point I don’t wish any harm. I just know that God somehow will work his way out to them. I’m not being racist but I have the rights to rant at my own platform. I hate Chinese and will continue to hate them. Those that are money minded. I hate them and hate them and cannot bring myself to forgive them. I hate cheaters. When I die and become a ghost, I will haunt them till their very last breath. Idk where’s God, I know He is there but how is he going to help me in this situation where I need money more than anything else right now. I know I’ve got to draw near Him like what a friend of mine used to say. God damn I wish he’s here to see how fucked I’ve become.

And because of this, I can’t forgive myself for my own stupidity, how can I be so stupid? Maybe because I ate a lot. And from this day onwards I will slowly starve myself. I will cut a meal a day and see how it goes. What’s the point of eating? The more I eat, the more dumb I become so might as well cut down food and maybe I’ll gain some brains since I’m not born with one. Now I’m having trouble with college. Idk how to pay nor survive college. If I take part time, I prolly won’t have enough to pay off the rest of my debts. I have to pay my own teacher cuz I owed her 3k. She shouldn’t have helped me. Nobody must’ve help me because I’m so stupid. I need more money to survive but end und up losing all of it. I hate myself to a point I don’t mind jumping down the building. What have I got to lose anyways? Oh that’s right, I have to finish off my debts , that’s what. And I can never ever forget this lesson. Money comes from hard work. Because of my laziness, this is what happened. I’m so ashamed of myself. Fucking doing diploma yet can be so fucking stupid.

I pity my mom the most. She’s suffered so much and to add someone like me is beyond worse. Idk why God gave me as a daughter, I don’t deserve her. I hope she knows that I’m a piece of shit and don’t deserve her. I belong to the trash. Look what have I done. I can’t stop my studies because I wanna give my family a better life. Why is life so fucked for me? It’s my own mistake I know but this is fucked up. I am fucking stupid. Idk how I can ever forgive myself. Every time I think of it, it gives me some kind of feeling where I get chills and my heart drops and feels like the demon is slowly eating me. Idk how to ever describe this feeling to someone. If my mom reads this, I want to tell her how sorry i am, I am a burden and troublesome. I never made her happy till this day. All I gave her was dissapointment after dissapointment. To my siblings, please don’t ever be like me, I’m fucked up and I want you both to be smart in life. I’m stupid and naive. Idk after this what will happen. If I have decided to take my life away, I pray that my family is protected and secured. I’m a loser and I don’t deserve to be human. I deserve to rot from within

To my best friend , Grace. I hope you know that you mean a lot to me. There’s times where I feel like dumping you into the drain but know that I love you. You were willing to help me in so many ways and I could never asked for any best friend like you. I don’t deserve you, you deserve other who loves you so much and treats you way fucking better . I’m just a nobody. I’m questioning God why He sent you to me. Look at me, I’m nothing. No value, basically zero. I’m stupid , you’re smart. I hope you can further your studies soon.

This will be read if anyone come across my phone when I passed on.

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averlym · 4 years

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here's an old(?) animatic test thing i drew last year but finally sat down and edited

@the10amongstthese3s thanks duck mum for supporting all my nonsense and encouraging me this one's dedicated to u

#the audio isnt the cast recording because i cannot tech so i used an audio for it and also because i cant afford the cast recording #or find out a free way to download it and use it in imovie short of playing it on smth and recording that #i know i messed up the lyrics pls forgive me i was going for a more general vibe and at this point im not sure how to change it #im a bit lazy #animatic adventures #im bad at thinking of tags rn its going to be animatic adventures its midnight and idnyl made me cry and i like alliteration #six the musical #six the musical fanart #katherine howard #i didn't draw her in costume #because it was supposed to be one doodle/ drawy thing from a rapunzel screencap and it spiralled and before i realised it #I'd been 10 frames in and coloured and didnt want to redraw them #this is a passion project really #more than the AUs #more than the doodles #ive been wanting to animate since I was thirteen and started taking art as a subject because at that point it really hit me that #oh i can do that #and ive wanted to do it ever since and i made storyboards for animatics but never actually did them and now there's this #three lines from aywd and finally done and i actually did something it feels amazing it feels like im getting somewhere and its okay #its okay if it could be better i finished it and im proud of myself for doing so

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cherryandsisters · 7 years

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hi i'd like to announce that i'm glad i'm not the only one who's ass is owned by allurance

u have my blessings

#voltron #allurance #lance #allura #voltron legendary defender #mansi draws #forgive me for i cannot provide any more than a lazy sketch at this moment #Anonymous

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pherelesytsia · 2 years

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Thomas Shelby Masterlist