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#this got out of my control very quickly but i love it and I DONT CARE
lover-of-mine · 18 days
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song: Monster by Xana
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dsybouquet · 4 months
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random ellie hcs because i miss her dearly ༊*·˚
no warnings really, just hcs lol
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ׂׂૢ she’s a car girl and would definitely drive an old dodge charger if she got her hands onto one. she’d do all the tuning herself and dreams of an huge collection of cars, be it JDMs or oldtimers.
ׂׂૢ also when you first got to know her she was quite closed up. that quickly changed once she got more comfortable also with being touched. ellie has a hard time allowing physical affection, but once she jumped over that barrier, that girl is holding onto you for dear life.
ׂׂૢ high-functioning stoner. yes, stoner! ellie is my favourite, but i’m convinced she can do anything high. drive a car? easy. go to work? easy. fuck your brains out? EASY. perhaps she has an little dependency problem going on, but she doesn’t see it as such.
ׂׂૢ she doesnt seem like it, but i am certain she is the sweetest sweetheart. awkward for sure, but she’s trying her best to always make sure you’re safe and happy. anything for her girl <3
ׂׂૢ in addition to that, ellie DEMANDS you to let her know when you’re home safe. not because she’s controlling but because she genuinely cares! if you don’t text she’ll text you something like “babe, are you okay??”
ׂׂૢ she 100% is a card game enjoyer. just see her playing poker with her friends, cigarette or joint between her lips, the straightest poker face of them all… passing away
ׂׂૢ ellie loves 70s / 80s rock. convinced. black sabbath is her favourite.
ׂׂૢ loves cuddling on the couch but needs space in bed. i dont really know how to explain this one tbh. very rarely she’ll cuddle while falling asleep, mostly when you or she is feeling bad. if it’s just for napping though then she needs all the cuddles you can give !
thats it. i miss ellie :(
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serxinns · 3 months
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I HAVE AN IDEAAAAAA!!!
okay so like, what if there was a reader who was like really happy-go-lucky and kind and what-not but when it comes to battle or sparing they are a BEAST!!! i mean DISRESPECTFUL, folding people like HOT OMELETS IN A PAN! i also like to think what if this reader has a quirk thats like toph from atla and they know like reaaaally rare earth bending techniques like bone-bending and lava bending. how do you think yandere class 1a would react?
btw you dont have to write anything 4 this(though it would be a bit cool if u did, no pressure ofc!!!) i just wanted to share the thoughts in my noggin
(NOTTHEHOTOMELETOMG 😭 y'all are insane)
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•You had a very powerful quirk which was earth bending you had telekinesis and were able to control earth like dirt, and sand, and mentally your quirk was considered dangerous and very powerful but despised that you were the exact opposite you were a happy full of life always smiles and your classmates and some of the teachers love about you
•Your classmates would do anything to protect that beautiful smile of yours they would even fight to the death if that was the final result to make you happy, even in the darkest times you still were always positive and made everyone's day whenever someone was down you made them happy with your silly jokes and encouragement
•you got along very well with the happy, and chaotic ones (Ochako, Kiri, Izuku, Sato, etc) izuku Was writing down everything about your amazing power he wishes to be a hero with you and to always protect you from wicked villains so he can be called your hero or how Kirishima would be your number one "Fan" whenever he always feel insecure your encouragement and compliments motivate him on making him blush making him mumble about how manly you are
•And You got along with the quiet ones as well (Shoto, Jirou, Kota, and Shoji, etc.) Jirou and you would join in and sing happy tunes and talk about your favorite genre and Shoto wanting to have his private therapy section with you because he's memorized your positive aura and words Kota loves when you hang out with his animals he almost cried tears of joy when he saw his pet rabbit resting on your lap he is just in AWE he took a lot of photos that day
•Now nobody saw you angry heck is it even possible to make you angry one time a person rudely shoved you all you did was shrugged it off and hummed your tune, If you were so close to winning a game and you lost at the last second you still would just be like "Oh well!" and just play it again, everyone was curious to see that unknown side was but didn't matter to them sicje they like seeing your smile
That's what they all thought
•One day you were fighting some villain for stealing some money when all of a sudden the villain punched you in the face you were ok and quickly recovered from it but you were PISSED because they broke your favorite hero helmet, you quickly zoomed over trying to hunt that villain down and beat the absolute SHIT out of them while saying saying words that they didn't expect for you to say such vulgar words
•Bakugo wasn't even shocked this dude was cheering for you while the rest of the squad jaws were wide open
•iida was even speechless he didn't even try to stop you just...observed you he was more worried for you then the poor dude gets beat
•Kirishima was just a mess he thinks your a absolute badass, He honestly loved this side of you
•Ochako was just eyes was just sparkling she wanted to hug you right you right then and there and asked to marry you
•While Izuku was shocked he was secretly fanboying dude was writing down this whole new side while giggling to himself he was gonna ask you a lot of questions after this
Aizawa was just shocked while the mic was paranoia mic was begging Shouta to use his bandages on you to restrain you but aizawa was just smirking telling him "Wait wait just a little more" but he had to restrain you cause he didn't want you to kill the poor dude
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plutonianeris · 1 year
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ᴘɪᴄᴋ ᴀ ᴄᴀʀᴅ: accepting where people see you as the villain ⛓𓌹*♰*𓌺⛓
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this is a general reading & for entertainment purposes only, take what resonates and leave what doesn't. scroll through the images & choose based on your inner guidance and gut feeling. 🖤
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♱☾pile one☽
sometimes it feels like you can never win because one way or another, theres always someone criticizing you. People are nervous around you and its not necessarily anything you do. I got a lot of scorpio and plutonian energy in my cards/ the oracles. People in your daily life make you seem like the villain because either 1) you don't share too much of you and they are craving for access or 2) you are equally as suspicious of them. Regardless, people can be kind of intimidated of you (but never publically admit it, more like hide it behind shady comments). lol the lyrics of the song playing right now in the background "make everyone hate me if that makes you feel better, your girl talks shit about me just to feel better" as you keep climbing up in your career/ reputation youre going to feel like a lot of more people are judging you. Accept that you cant control that. And if it makes you feel any better, it is envy/ hate but its to hide some jealousy and even some admiration as well.
♡‧₊˚🕸 TIP JAR ‹𝟹 ∙ 🕷
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♱☾pile two☽
I heard "theres just no way in hell that this is all on me" the people you live with/ family (and in your hometown) could see you as the villain in those moments you are trying to express your emotions. You could get called being too "emotional" I heard "crybaby" or maybe even being called a hothead & impulsive when you try to talk to your loved ones about how you feel. You could be known for having a short temper or being very emotional (like the type to cry after seeing someone in pain or reading a sad news article). In reality, people close to you can get irritated with how emotionally intelligent you are. When you're angry/ upset about something your'e always determined to do something about it, and you start off by allowing yourself to feel your feelings. Accept that some people dont want to make room for you needs/ emotions. But then know when its time to refuse to give people more access to your energy and make sure you are meeting ur own needs. I just heard "I am worth more than these poor experiences you are trying to give to me"
♡‧₊˚🕸 TIP JAR ‹𝟹 ∙ 🕷
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♱☾pile three☽
you could find that people in your neighborhood, apartment complex, or even the school you go to tend to turn you into the villain on the forms you communicate/ ask questions/ express yourself intellectual point of view. If you have siblings you could find that you get into frequent fights or bicker a lot. Youre eager to learn new things and that could throw other people off as you rush past them, ready to know more about the world. this pile reminds me of a curious child lol touching the "dont touch" sign. Out of all the piles this one feels more playful. Its like people suck their teeth and roll their eyes but youre so resilient. you bounce back in a way that feels so efortless that they dont stay too mad. its like even the people that see you as "the villian" at times are still secretly rooting for you? idk lol this pile was weird but also kind of endearing. Again, it reminds me of the way a child falls and quickly gets back up. Even if people judge you, you know that you have to keep it pushing. I just heard "in 5 years... shit, in 5 weeks none of this bs is gonna matter"
♡‧₊˚🕸 TIP JAR ‹𝟹 ∙ 🕷
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♱☾pile four☽
people you get into close relationships with (friends, but especially lovers or even your crushes) can make you the villain for your "eccentricity." this pile gave off big Aquarius energty (it reminds me of those with aspects between venus and uranus). lol like your beauty and ways of being are very unique or quirky. honestly, those qualities (your forms of dress, taste in music, the weird things you say, random facts u know) are actually what makes people interested in you and start crushing on you. but then at the same time they judge you for not conforming to societal norms. It's like "I think you are unique and brave, but god cant you just be normal sometimes?" thats annoying! My advice to you is don't EVER let people treat you as if spending time with you was a burden and don't let people pick and choose when to hang out with you. watch out for when you have big groups of friends, you could find that 1 or 2 could be hating behind your back. You always stand out in the crowd and sometimes that leaves insecure people with a sour taste in their mouth. You could be someone that has a different religion/ ethnicity/ background in comparison from the rest of your peers (whether it be at school or work). lol alien superstar is playing in the background rn "don't ever waste your time trying to compete with me... no one else in this world can think like me'
♡‧₊˚🕸 TIP JAR ‹𝟹 ∙ 🕷
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rainstops · 7 months
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thank you for saving me
alhaitham x reader angst/comfort
summary: you and alhaitham clearly liked eachother. but fate did not have in store for you what you had hoped for.
a/n: M-A-M-A B-O-Y MAMAS BOY, MAMAS BOY.
warnings: arranged marriage, you argue with your mom
words: 2.4k
you and alhaitham always got along really great. some people would say that youre the only one who he ever really got a long with. always kind and respectful to you.
kaveh was the first one to notice alhaithams blatant favoritism towards you. whenever he tried to bring it up, alhaitham quickly shut him down. but this time he wasnt going to let that happen.
"so? when are you going to ask [name] out?", he immediately asked when alhaitham walked through the door of their shared apartment. "ask her out? why would i do that?", alhaitham was quick to answer. "come on dude, everyone knows that you like her. "like her? sure i like her as a friend", alhaitham hung up his coat.
a moment of silence followed.
"oh so you wouldnt mind if i asked her out?", kaveh asked. alhaithams head shot into his direction. no words needed. the expression on alhaithams face was far more than enough for kaveh. "Ha, see you do like her!" "whatever im going to sleep"
kaveh was right though. alhaitham did hold feelings in his heart that he didnt understand very well.
you on the other hand also just arrived at home. you took off your shoes and were immediately confronted with a "[name] we have to talk", of course from no one less than your mother. you tried to avoid her as much as you could, but with how controlling she is, that was more than just hard.
you both sat down at the kitchen table, and your mother immediately started talking. and you wished you wouldnt have come home that night.
"so you know that the fact that our family keeps on living, and keeping up our status is important, right?", your mother started. she had been giving you the same talk lately over and over again. she kept reminding you about how you had to get a boyfriend soon and get married soon. for archons sake, you were 19!
your family had a fairly high status in sumeru, and your mother lived for continuing the family. she had an early marriage and an early pregnancy, just to ensure that the family reproduces.
"mom get to the point", you sighed. you couldnt hear the same talk over and over again. she would just tell you how its important that you have children and its for the family and-
"i've arranged a marriage for you"
what? she what?
"you did WHAT?", you slammed your hands on the table and stood up from your chair. "[name] you know its just so-" "i dont CARE what its about!" "now how about you sit back down and listen to me. ive found you a lovely guy whos just a year older-" "no, how about you listen to ME for this first time in your life? all the time you were trying to control my life and manipulate me and you kept telling me over and over again how its 'for the family'!, well in all honesty fuck this family!", all your pent up anger from your nineteen years of living was now let out at the person who caused it all.
"young lady that is no way to talk to your mother, and especially no way to talk about your family!", your mother stood up from her chair as well. "youre not fucking listening to me! i am not getting married!", you screamed while putting your shoes back on.
you stormed out the door, although you were very aware that she was going to get whatever she wants one way or another.
it doesnt matter. she never even mattered. you needed to go somewhere, somewhere else than that place you lived in. and you knew exactly where.
kaveh opened the door for you. "alhaitham theres someone here for you!" he shouted through the whole apartment. its not like you were never here for you. whenever your mother got too much, you slept at alhaithams place. kaveh also told you a million times already that youre the only one who alhaitham allows to sleep in his room.
"same fights as always?", kaveh asked. you shook your head. "worse" "worse? what did she do?", alhaitham was suddenly standing right in the hallway. it took you everything you had to stop you from ugly crying right then and there.
you were still mad. you were always gonna be mad, but the fact that you almost sprinted all the way to the shared apartment, took away a little of the rage.
"its kind of really hard to say", you really didnt want to say it. it for some reason felt even more wrong to tell alhaitham, but you didnt know why. "i dont think theres really anything that we dont expect from your mother by now", alhaitham said looking at kaveh, and then back at you. your eyes started watering. not at the thought of having to say it out loud, but at the thought of having to spend most of your life with someone you didnt even know.
"she arranged a marriage for me", you said. your words were followed by a long silence.
alhaitham looked irrated at you. or maybe he was angry. who knows. kaveh on the other hand was shocked. his eyes wide, and lips slightly apart. never of them knew what to say.
"youre kidding", alhaitham said, more wishing than actually asking. his voice was barely above a whisper. you could only shake your head.
a shaky, long sigh escaped your lips, and even though you didnt want it, the tears started falling. your body tensed up, and you could feel alhaithams arms wrap right around you. all you could do was lay your head onto his chest, and kaveh went to grab some water for you.
the rest, you dont remember.
you woke up, in alhaithams bed. the apartment sounded empty. what time was it? you honestly couldnt care less about going to school today. you didnt want to go anywhere today. but you also couldnt stay here another night, that was decided. one way or another you had to confront your mother, and who knows, maybe you could also convince her to stray from her plan.
but you knew, you could not convince her.
you discussed and fought with her for quite a long time.
"youre getting married to that man, and if i have to drag you to that wedding. besides everything is already paid for"
"wait- already paid for? when is the wedding anyways?", "next month"
without another word, you stood up from the kitchen table and went to your room. you threw yourself onto your bed.
your body felt so heavy, and especially your heart. your eyes felt as if they were going to close any second, but you didnt feel like you could sleep. you were angry, but you were also disappointed and sad. disappointed in your mother, that she saw you as nothing else other than an a way to extend the family. and disappointed in yourself, for not being able to convince her.
well at least you still had alhaitham. he was the best friend you could ever ask for, although you ever wondered if you felt more towards him than just friendship.
your question was answered pretty quickly. you had no idea what had caused it. if it was the upcoming marriage, or just because he was always there for you. but recently you wanted to be closer to him than before. you wanted to always stay by his side, but maybe you just wanted to avoid being home.
but alhaitham... was it just an illusion or was he getting more and more distant by the minute? he used to always make time for you. if you were struggling with something, he stopped what he was doing just to help you. he wanted to talk to you over all of the people he knew. he talked to you daily, but now the days you two talked were moving apart further and further.
what was happening?
"alhaitham can we talk?", you carefully asked, not wanting to disturb him. this was one of the first time you felt like you were walking on eggshells around him. "not right now [name], im busy", he replied, not even bothering to take his eyes off the paper he was working on.
"but its kind of important...", you tried again. suddenly he slapped his paper down onto the table. "what is it?", he finally looked at you for once.
you sat down right across from him. "well... how do i start this" "just say it, i have important things to do"
... were you not important to him anymore?
"alhaitham, i feel like we are drifting apart", those were the best words you could find to describe what you were feeling. "so what? its not like we're a couple or anything" "so i dont matter to you at all"
a moment of silence. thats not true, is what alhaitham wanted to say.
"alhaitham dont ignore me" "im not ignoring you" "then answer me"
"fuck [name] just- JUST FUCKING FINALLY LEAVE ME ALONE"
huh wait what? did he just say that?
"did i just say that...?", he mumbled to himself, kind off hoping you would hear it, but you were already out of the room, heading home. your mind was blank. where did you go wrong? what did you do that couldve possibly made him act this way?
alhaitham got home, closed the door, and sunk into the couch. his hands were traveling through his hair, and he was rubbing his face as if he was trying to rub away the words he said.
"woah what happened to you", kaveh asked as he walked past him, just wanting to get a glass of water.
"nothing", alhaitham mumbled, his hands still in his face. "doesnt look like nothing to me", kaveh replied. honestly he shouldve just dropped it right then and there.
"kaveh what do you think gives you the right to nag me like theres no tomorrow?" kaveh just stared. "seriously man what is up with you recently? is it because of... you know, [name] getting married?", it almost felt hard to say. his heart dropped to his stomach and a shudder went down his spine, hearing kavehs words.
the reminder that you were getting married takes him right back to the day when you told him whats happening. he couldnt help his heart feeling like it was getting ripped apart, like its nothing more than just a piece of paper. from that day on he couldnt concentrate on anything. everything felt like a reminder of you, everything reminded him of the daggers that were send through his heart of the mere sight of you.
so he did the only thinkable thing, which was to distance himself. maybe his heart and mind would go back to the way things used to be. but everyday where he would be spending less time with you, felt like someone was taking half his soul away. he was even less focused on things, and was living in a trance, like a depressed man. but in no way was he trying to hurt you. no that was even worse than anything he could think off.
everything felt like it circled around you. it almost felt like...
"it feels a little like youre living for [name], doesnt it?", kaveh suggested. yeah exactly that.
kaveh sat down next to him. "alhaitham, do you remember the exact date [name]'s wedding is?" alhaitham looked at kaveh. "its tomorrow, alhaitham"
wait wait, no, when did time pass so fast? you cant get married. no way.
you were standing there, in your white dress. it wasnt really yours. it was your mothers old dress, meaning you did not choose your own dress. but maybe it was better like that, since you didnt want to get married anyway. the reception wasnt very pretty, it almost looked like a church. but maybe only you felt this way. you didnt want to be here. you didnt want to be anywhere. well there was one place that couldve been nice. you wanted to be wherever alhaitham is right now, but he didnt seem to want you arround.
you were staring at the bouquet you were holding. everything felt so surreal. you looked up at the guy you were marrying. he looked absolutely happy to be where he was. it almost made you uncomfortable to look at the wide grin on his face.
you looked at your mother, who seemed to be crying. everyone seemed so happy, except for you.
you were not picking up any words, until the question was asked.
"do you take [name], as your wife, your partner, for all eternity?", the sentence almost made you throw up. "yes", the guy so quickly replied. he smiled at you. and you felt the urge to slap him. and maybe your mother while you were at it.
"now, do you take [guys name], to be your husband, your partner, for all eternity?" "I.. uh", you wanted to say no so bad, but it seems you didnt have to.
you looked up from the floor you were staring at to avoid any gazes, when suddenly the doors to the reception slammed open. "stop... the fucking wedding", alhaitham stood there, out of breath, his hair messier than ever, and he looked like he had been... crying?
he walked up to you and took your hand. "you dont want to marry this guy right? forget this, forget everything, and just come with me"
he looked at you like he had never seen anything he loved more. and in that moment, you indeed forgot everything. like nothing was important, nothing other than the happiness of you and the one who was holding your hand.
you dropped your bouquet right there and ran. your mother shouted something, and the guy was standing there all confused.
as soon as the both of you had left the reception, you started stumbling. "alhaitham im wearing heels!", without hesitation, alhaitham picked you up like you weighed nothing.
a few more steps and you both hid in an allyway. to some people this might looked weird, but they dont know what was happening. to you you couldnt be happier than this.
but yet, tears were streaming down your face. and you arms wrapped themselves around alhaitham, quicker than he could react. your head was already pressed into his chest. and he hugged you back.
"im so sorry, im sorry for shouting at you and im sorry for not helping you earlier. i love you, [name]", his voice was wavering, but it had an odd certainty in it. without someone having to tell you, you knew from this day on everything was going to be okay.
a/n: sorry that this is kinda rushed, but i just wanted to get a genshin fic done before im flying to england :) thank you for reading, i hope you enjoyed
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the-s1lly-corner · 5 months
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alright, so i completely understand if you don't wanna do this since you have been getting a lot of tadc requests, so feel free to leave this in your inbox for a while but its worth a shot i guess.
tadc x angel reader? but im not talking about the cute and adoring ones, moresore the bibical angel type. kind of like principalities angels if you know what that is. scary stuff.
thanks for all that you do btw, i love your writing and as a fanfiction writer myself im amazed at how quickly your able to pump out requests
thanks for reading
TADC cast x angel!reader !
took me a hot minute to find it but someone asked for the same/very similar request for zooble so!! that post is going to be linked in place of their segment! yahoo! uhuhuhuh!! admin must admit, he does not know much about actual angel lore so hes gonna be real loose with this </3 aaaand to the last part!! its the silliness... i cant contain it... sobs...
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CAINE:
now i dont know what kind of personality the reader has, but imagine your wings stick out and fluff up when he decides hes bold enough to compliment, or even flirt with you... has probably led to him getting smacked by your wings and being sent flying... the price of being small, sadly... though he did kind of have it coming for standing where he was/j
sometimes, you guys fly together, since caine very rarely walks around on the ground and kind of just glides around... its nice having someone who can accompany him around... doesnt think your intimidating, if anything he thinks you look interesting... hes probably unphased by most of the forms circus members may take, though its rare you get someone who does look unsettling... shrugs
POMNI:
honestly probably a little intimidated, and perhaps even unnerved in the beginning. like not in the "im deeply uncomfortable" way but more like "oh. so thats a thing" if that makes sense? does try to be nice and kind to you, though, since she does understand that this isnt what you really look like and you cant really... control it... probably has sneezed from the feathers of your wings, if you have any.. in fact you might have accidentally smacked her with them, since shes so small.. you didnt mean to..! honest! caine and pomni just got cursed with the shortness... no thoughts, only angel reader protectively shielding someone with their wings, this can apply to any of the characters... probably one of my favorite tropes for characters with large wings tbh
RAGATHA:
if you can swap out your clothes or have clothes that are detachable (since clothes are canonically stuck to the bodies) shes definitely going to make you some clothing that you can easily slip over your wings, and still have them out! plus spending time with you making the measurements and trying out patterns and fabric is nice! thinks your wings are soft... probably a little put off by your appearance and vibe at first, but ragatha being ragatha shes not going to let it bother her for long, and she makes sure youre welcomed to the circus with open arms... i mean its not like you have a choice to leave... may as well be as inviting as possible..!
JAX:
drum roll please! its the admins favorite jax headcannon that always rears its head in whenever the admin writes a reader who has some extra body part or fluff or accessories or a combination! the fidget/fiddle headcannon! this man is likely going to stroke and mess with your wings, a lot. congrats, youre his new fidget toy/j. has probably accidentally, or perhaps no so accidentally, pulled a feather out. granted im not sure how much it would hurt, i think it would be akin to plucking hair with a tweezer, but the point still stands..! has probably asked you to fly him up somewhere... totally not so he can do some mischief... probably doesnt know much about angels (like the admin LMAO) and probably labels you as like. sterotypical cartoon angel personality (forgiving, kind, good, ect. basically everything that isnt jax/j) but whether or not thats true its up to you... though it would be a little funny for the person who looks like an angel being a trickster... shrugs
KINGER:
FEAR!!! okay... well i think thats a given when theres a new circus member around, since kinger is a little... eh... you know? probably takes some time to warm up to you, but given how he speaks to pomni in the pilot within the first few minutes of her being there, i dont think it would take long for him to approach you. definitely polite, probably even more so thanks to your angelic appearance. mmngh.. soft feathers... shares the jax fidget headcannon with the silly chess piece... bonus if you actually are really kind and protective, this man would be hovering around you since you kind of represent comfort to him... thinks...
ZOOBLE:
right here!
GANGLE:
while most of the others are a little intimidated i think gangle actually likes the aesthetics of angels. maybe thats just the artist in her; like every artist ive met either has a soft spot for angel or demon characters... sometimes both.. admins no exception, its like. mandatory artist trait/j
i had a winged reader request somewhere, where gangle puts the readers fallen feathers into art work and gifts it to them. kind of like how people used to put the hair of their loved ones in jewelry... i think that would also apply to an angel reader! similar to kinger, if youre protective shes going to gravitate towards you... given that shes made of ribbon and fragile... and because of SOOOOOMEONE (glares at jax)... very nice dynamic/relationship material here, me thinks
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blondbadbitchp · 10 months
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Midnight call
Timothée Chalamet x you
Idea: late night sex with your on-off fling
Warnings: smut, on-off relationship, bad language, my english is not the best (i’m sorry), not proof read
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Note: guess who's a horny and delusional girl? yeah it's me. Please feel free to leave a comment or feedback. I am not the best writer! Hope some people enjoy and like this!
Forever inspiration for writing fanfiction is @meetmyothersouls
<3 <3 <3
“is it too late to call?” you asked.
“Is it too late to call?” he mimicked your voice sarcastically in an extra high pitched voice. “you wanna kidding me right, y/n?”
You didn’t need to see his face to notice he was angry, his voice was already dark enough to tell. He tried to call you every day for the last 5 days.
You tried to apologize but his mood was already getting on your nerves and got you annoyed. “Listen i’m sorry timmy-
“fuck dont call me that, little bitch”
Calling him was a mistake. Fuck he was so moody. 
“You ghosted me for like the whole week. And you think it’s all fine when you just call out of nowhere?” he pouted.
“okay forget it, i will never call again!" You tried to shut him down, before getting more and more annoyed.
“don't you dare hang up on me now!”
Timothees and your relationship was complicated. You first met him 6 months ago. You could feel the fire since minute one. This fire that always light up when he was near you. Since the first time he touched your lips with his, there was no going back. During the first 2 months you tried to be in a relationship with each other but realized very quickly that this kinda commitment was too much. Both of you were quite busy and a real loving relationship would take too much time and effort. Now you saw each other and fucked from time to time. 
Next thing you heard was your doorbell ringing. You winced as the loud sound echoed through your empty apartment. It was late at night and the street lights were already off. The thought of someone standing in front of your door at this time scared you a little.
“wait a fucking second tim, i need to check the front door” you cut him off.
you walked carefully over to the front door and opened it just a tiny little bit, if you felt scared you could slam your door shut easily. 
Your eyes catched something familiar. Or more precisely someone familiar. There he stands, right in front of your door. In the middle of the night. Your on-off fling Timothée.
You opened the door completely as quick as you could, now staring into his eyes - hated to admit the most beautiful eyes you’ve ever seen. “what the- what are you doing here?”
His eyes stayed on yours as he stepped into your apartment and walked towards you until your back hit the wall behind you. “now you can hang up the call missy.” Without looking away, you turned off your cell phone. Still confused you tried to apologise again: “i already said it - i am sorry i didn’t call earlier”
Before you could apologize one more time, he captured your lips with his in a heated kiss and pressed you more against the wall. You kissed him back while a little whimper left your mouth. There was absolutely no self control that could have held you back. The passion in the way he kissed you told you something you haven't realized yet- he wasn’t just angry, he was horny. You felt his erection pressing against his pants into your body. He was angry because he was horny for you, only wanting to fuck you. 
Timothée pulled away from you and said against your lips “you know what, i understand you don't have to call me everyday, you don't belong to me anymore but remember baby” he paused “this pussy is still mine, especially tonight.” His hand slipped down, finding your already damp panties. He chuckled “looks like i am not the only one who is desperate, let’s go to your bedroom”
Everything about him made you so fucking weak. You were laing on your bed with Timothée hovering over you. Your panties already laying on the floor in the corner of the room. Your hands grabbed his hair while his were under your tshirt on your tits. He played with your nipples, you couldn't hold back your moans. He knew all of your soft spots. An overwhelming feeling overcame you while he rolled your nipples between his thumbs and index finger. 
“please just fuck me Tim!” was the only thing you said between your moans.
Without an answer, he kicked his trousers down his legs and freed his rock hard dick. He grabbed a condom from your side table. You were speechless, his dick was looking even more big today. You had missed the feeling of him inside you.
“put your hand over your head and spread your legs for me” he kissed you again before whispering in your ear “you're such a slut for calling me so late, but you know what? For me it’s never too late to fuck you good.”
While he said the last words, he pushed his dick slowly into your wet desperate pussy. A loud ‘fuuuck’ was the only thing coming from your mouth. your whole body was sweating, your brain was shut down, only his name and the feeling of his dick in your mind. His moans became louder the more he felt how wet and tight you were.. Your kisses were getting more and more passionate while your tongue explored his lips and mouth. His dick was sliding in and out of you with hard long strokes, reaching your sweet spot everytime. You already felt this overwhelming feeling of your appearing orgasm. “Tim i gonna..ahhh.. gonna cum!”, “Me too baby”
With that you screamed his name while the orgasm washed over you and he shot his load into you with a loud moan. After you two came down, he laid next to you, both of you heavy breathing. He looked into your eyes with a smile on his lips. you cuddled up into his arms and whispered “i will call you in a few days again, promise..and for tonight you can sleep here if you want.” 
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moose-muffin · 4 months
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im new here (hiya from the hazbin tag lol) but if you do character + character requests than please PLEASE gimmie a lee!vox with ler!alastor 🙏🙏🙏hear me out... the two are fighting and al (sHocKINglY) wins out, and vox expects to like.. be beaten into the ground as a result, but nope!! he gets tickled!!! to tears!!!! smthn smthn he wasnt smilin and, yk, youre never fully dressed w/o a smile!!!
/nf to do tho ty for reading!!! <3<3
OMG OMG HELLO WELCOME I HOPE YOURE DOING GOOD YIPPEE
SO FUN FACT I WAS VERY LIKE NEUTRAL TO RADIOSTATIC BUT TONIGHT HAS BEEN (HAHAH GET IT) AN ADVENTURE AND THIS ROAD HAS BEEN SUCH A BLAST <3 THOSE TWO FUCKERS ARE SO INSTIGATIVE ITS CRAZY.
I KNOWWWW THIS AS A FIC WOULD GO C R A Z Y!!!!! IDK IF ANYONE HERE WRITE FOR VOX AND ALASTOR AND PERHAPS DOES COMMISSIONS BUT I WILL PAY!!!! PLEASE HIT ME UP OR ILL PROBABLY GO TAKE A PEAK FOR MYSELF TMR <3 AS LONG AS THATS OK ANON. (I WILL ABSOLUTELY LET IT BE POSTED AS LONG AS THE AUTHOR IS OK WITH IT WHICH USUALLY THEY ARE!!!!) IM GONNA TAKE SOME CREATIVE LIBERTIES AS I TYPICALLY DO HEADCANONS!
IM NOT USUALLY A CHARACTER + CHARACTER GIRLY SO BEAR WITH ME BUT I WILL DO MY VERY BEST!!!! HOPEFULLY I CAN DO THIS JUSTICE! IT WILL BE RANDOM HCS THAT ARE UNRELATED TOO. MY BRAIN IS A MESSY PLACE HWBSHWDBD
OK SO LIKE I KINDA MENTIONED, THEY BOTH LOOOOVE TO JUST GET UNDER PEOPLES SKIN. LOVE IT!!! ESPECIALLY ALASTOR. HES SUCH AN ASS (affectionate)
I’D EVEN SAY HE’S KIND OF AN INSTIGATIVE LER???? BRO IS DOING EVERYTHING IN HIS POWER TO GET TO TICKLE VOX LIKEEE IDK IF THAT EVEN MAKES SENSE BUT I KNOW ITS TRUE. HE WILL CASUALLY WIGGLE HIS FINGERS IN CONVERSATION, TWEAK HIS RIBS FROM BEHIND, LITTLE THINGS LIKE THAT. WELL THEYRE NOT LITTLE. ESPECIALLY NOT TO VOX WHO IS SO FLUSTERED BY IT… ITS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL THING
BUT! VOX HAS STARTED TO FIGURE IT OUT. AS HE IS ALSO ONE WHO LOVEEES TO GET UNDER SKIN, HE DECIDES HE’LL DO EVERYTHING TO TRIGGER A LER MOOD IN ALASTOR. IF HE CAN TELL HE ALREADY HAS ONE, HE FINDS WAYS TO SUBTLY (WE ALL KNOW HE ISNT SUBTLE THOUGH) LEAVE A SPOT UNPROTECTED. BUT ALASTOR DOESNT WANT TO GIVE HIM THE SATISFACTION!!! HE TRIES SO HARD TO NOT GIVE IN TO VOX BC HE “WANTED TO BE THE ONE IN CONTROL” AND NOW HE ISNT AND HES #PISSED
ALSO VOX ABSOLUTELY IS HORRIFIED OF VULNERABILITY. YET HE IS ABLE TO MOVE PAST IT WITH ALASTOR HERE. SOMEHOW HE ISNT AS WORRIED ANYMORE. MAYBE HE KNOWS ALASTOR WILL REACT. HE LOVES THAT SO VERY MUCH.
AS FOR THE SPECIFIC PROMPT, OH THAT IS SO REAL!!!! ABSOLUTELY YES!!!
I DONT WRITE GOOD ROMANCE BUT LIKE UGH IMAGINE IT NOW. Alastor definitely just got himself to the V’s tower and was planning on fucking with Vox only to see he had already been kinda pissed off. Alastor wouldn’t be as satisfied if he knew he didn’t cause the frustration. He realized he could just stir the pot again. Problem solved, and what better way to solve it than using his weakness against him.. being tickled.
I’m being a little silly but genuinely Vox is so ticklish. Like most ticklish person in hell would go to him if it were an official title. That’s what I’m thinking. That being said, Alastor also knows how quickly he could get him to crumble… but wouldn’t it be more fun to take it slow.
Vox notices his presence almost immediately. He tried to ignore it as he feels his face get warm. He can’t fuck this up. He takes a deep breath and turns around. “Why hello, Alastor! What brings you to our building this evening?” He said in a semi newcaster voice. He wasn’t ready to drop the act
“Well Vox, I came here for a reason of my own but then I walked by your office and you looked so sad!” He began to walk closer to Vox. “You know, t they say you’re never fully dressed without a smile!”
Vox let out a laugh that was quite clearly untruthful. “Yes Alastor I am aware! I was alone in here and so I figured I’d just save up some energy. I’m sure you understand.”
“Quite frankly I don’t,” Alastor paused, “I think maybe I could help you get that smile back.”
Vox didn’t even have to think. He knew Alastor meant he was going to tickle him. You could ask Velvette. She’s seen those two in tickle fights that lasted for DAYS. she knows what they’re capable of, or more so what Alastor is capable of.
Vox puts up a fight for maybe a couple seconds but he just loves tickles more than he can play pretend that he doesn’t <3
It works out well for them both, Alastor gets to fuck around with Vox and well, Vox gets his shit rocked!!! And he loves that more than a lot of things.
OK IM GONNA CUT IT OFF HERE BUT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO COME BACK!!!! IM ALWAYS DOWN TO HEAR WHAT PEOPLE ARE THINKING!! MAYBE ID DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS AGAIN OR LIKE ADD ONTO THIS!!! BUT I AM JUST ALL OVER THE PLACE CURRENTLY HEHE. I HOPE THESE ARE ENJOYABLE!!! (LOWKEY I WANNA ADD MORE TO THISSSS MAYBE TMR MAYBE TMR WE’LL SEE)
apologies if anything is ooc, i just do this for funsies <3
THANK YOU FOR THIS ASKK
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lu-vin-it · 11 months
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Miles morales x emo!reader?? 🙏🏻
(Actual emo girls are so fine)
Also it would be cool if you made her a spiderwoman :3
If you dk what to make it about maybe just his reactions on her? Like for being both emo and spiderman HELP IDK
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Bullets: 26 + lots of dialogue
Pronouns Used: None mentioned
Pairings: Miles Morales x Reader
A/N: Thanks to @spnczr @lemkay-luminary @yesland and @stqrluvr for proofreading, ilyg!! (i sent it to the gc LMAO)
Also, if I was requested to, I’d do a part 2… js saying
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I’m thinking you hang out with Hobie a lot in the HQ
Not so much Peter B Parker, Patvir, or even really Gwen unless you’re both crashing at Hobie’s at the same tome
You’re kinda introverted so you prefer only really talking to Hobie
AND Margo cause I love her and I think you’d spend a lot of time in the control room with her
Dont come after me if its not called the control room i watched it a week ago 👊💥
Anyways!!
I also think you are quick with your comebacks like most spider people buut i think you’re slightly diff
You’re kinda just straight up mean/scary
I’ll just show you what i mean
“Hey Y/N! What’s up?”
“Come near me and I’ll rip your skin to pieces.”
You’re just very vulgar? I guess?
So when Miles first meets you, he does his cute little word stumble and kinda doesn’t know how to approach you.. but still tries.
You could sense him coming. You decided not to run from this one, to just let it happen.
“Hi Y/N! I’m Miles. Spiderman.” You turn around with a grim look on your face.
“We’re all spidermen you imbecile. Look around.” He sinks a bit.
“I love your suit! How’d you make it?”
“Stole pieces from other spidermen. Can you fuck off now or what?” Suddenly Gwen runs up and grabs Miles.
“Miles come on! We have to go! We can’t keep Miguel waiting!”
That’s when it kicks in who that is talking to you.
That’s the Miles Morales from Earth 1610..
The one who seemed to be legend throughout the spiderverse due to his origin.
Gwen’s best friend.
Wow.. he was.. fine. very fine.
It was during the chase that you decided who’s side you were on.
You turned invisible, one of the many powers you had, and followed Miles closely during everything, even watching what earth he was going to with great caution. When you realized it was Earth 42, you freaked out and immediately followed him.
You found him quickly.
“Y/N!” His voice breaks and he immediately clears it. “I mean— Y/N? What are you doing here?” He said in a faux deep voice.
“You’re not in the right earth. We need to leave.” You grab his arm and he shakes you off.
“How do I know you’re not gonna just take me right back to hq? That you aren’t working with Miguel?” He crosses his arms.
“Do I look like I’m working for Miguel? Come on. Let’s go to Hobie’s earth, please. For you’re own good, trust me.”
“I’ve done enough trusting.”
So he doesn’t believe you and you just pretend to leave, instead you turn invisible and follow him.
Discovering that Miles had an evil doppelgänger was not what you expected to find, that was for sure.
You couldn’t decide who was more handsome, the evil Miles or the good Miles.
As for the next bit, we don’t know what happens so we’re going to leave that up to the imagination for now.
After everything was said and done, you decided to show up in Miles’ earth, unannounced.
The feelings you had for Miles had been festering, and you were tired of them.
So you got dressed in a nice outfit, and went to his world, knocking on his front door with a smile.
A kind woman wearing a braid answered, she was sort of startled by your appearance.
“Oh, uh, hello. Can I help you?”
“Hi, Mrs. Morales?” She nods slowly. “I’m Y/N. Miles and I were supposed to meet up but I broke my phone so I figured I’d just.. come here and we could leave together?” She blinks.
“Well, I will grab him, come on in.” She opens the door and lets you in all the way. She walks off to the hallway, and as she disappears a man walks in. He jumps at your presence.
“Holy jesus you are startling.” You smile and tilt your head.
“Mr. Morales? I’m Y/N. I’m a friend of Miles.” He nods slowly.
“Okay.. Miles is gr—“
“Y/N? What are you doing here?” Miles says from across the room, he’s walking in with his Mom behind him.
“We were going to hang out today, remember? I’m sorry— I broke my phone.” He raises his eyebrows but nods while laughing.
“Oh yeah! But you see I’m actually g—“
“Going to grab his coat.” Mrs. Morales says, putting her arm around Miles’ neck. “Then you can leave.” Miles smiles at his Mom and then runs to grab his jacket. “It was nice to meet you, Y/N.”
“It was nice to meet you too! Such a pleasure to meet the people Miles talks so highly of.”
“He talks highly of us?” His Dad asks. You nod.
“Like you hung the moon.”
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loonyoz · 6 days
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Part of what I love about Wyll is how he feels like a character you have to keep pulling back the layers on. Like one of those 3d puzzles you think you’ve got figured out and then you realize you’re right back where you started. Which I guess is just the long way of saying he's a well made character. I’m gonna do a play by play of my first interactions with him to illustrate my point:
When you first meet him you’re like omfg who is this boy with the dramatic theater kid entrance lmao. Wyll, you are so dorky (affectionate).
You next see him helping tiefling kids learn to fight. Not in a harsh militaristic way, more in a gentle and even playful way (eg. When you play as Wyll you can tell them dramatic stories about how Wyll slayed a dragon.) You're like oh yeah this guy has the whole hero thing going on. Very disney prince over here.
Then you talk to him and he talks about an evil devil that must be killed with such adamance and determination. You're like oh wow he can get pretty intense. He's so determined about this, he's willing to put aside the pressing threat of ceremorphosis. This kind of unmoving moral stance, this very good and serious abt it thing, it gives off paladin vibes imo
Ok so thats two sides of him, dramatic storybook hero and strong willed paladin.
Then you get to the confrontation with Karlach, and pretty quickly realize this flaming hot cheeto (idk why I called her that ok, but im leaving it in) of a tiefling shouldn't be killed. Wyll takes some convincing and you're like Wyll you dumbass you're seeing what Im seeing right? The tadpole is showing us she's innocent, why dont you believe that?
Then its only till later you realize he had so many good reasons to hesitate:
He has been doing this job for 7 years now, to break off from the script he's used to, is a risky thing. If he cant trust his 7 years of experience he's left floundering. If he cant trust that he's been only killing evil, then he's broken his moral code too. (If I were in his shoes id for sure be having an existential crisis)
He's learned the hard way to distrust devils, what if Karlach is tricking everyone into thinking she's innocent?
Or maybe he's scared of what it will mean if he doesn't kill her, he'll be breaking his pact, and the consequences for that will most definitely be harsh. I don't think that's selfish or cruel of him to consider killing her out of fear of what will happen if he doesn't. I think Wyll would be unfair to himself for those thoughts tho. Like the whole airplane oxygen mask analogy is a good way to talk about it. Wyll would go to every passenger on the plane and make sure their masks are on, then collapse from oxygen deprivation because he never put his own on. Perhaps an extreme and unrealistic scenario, but illustrative of his admirable but harmful self sacrifice.
In summary, his hesitation and need to be convinced shows a lovely amalgamation of his character, his life experience, and his values, and how it results in a moment of conflict and indecision.
But it takes very little to convince him not to kill karlach. You tell him twice that Karlach is no threat/innocent, and he stops panicking, and pulls himself together with the kind of emotional control/repression that makes you go "uh oh babes has unresolved trauma and needs therapy"
His ability to listen to others when people tell him he's wrong shows that he has a flexibility and emotional maturity that is unlike the stereotypical paladin. Once he realizes Karlach is innocent, the rules he follows no longer matter to him.
He resigns himself to his fate because for him there is no other way for it to be. This shows that no matter how theatrical his heroics appear, it is not merely a guise. You can trust that he truly cares for people because he is willing to sacrifice himself for the sake of a stranger.
Then Mizora shows up and his response is to argue against her, to say, "you told me no innocents". Which shows once again where his priorities lie, now that injustice has been pointed out to him he will use every ounce of his will to fight it. It also shows that human weakness again too. His fallibility (I mean who can blame him devils are great manipulators) and his worried questioning of the rules that he has followed for so long.
And then when you put all the drama aside, and listen to his lighthearted dialogue you remember/realize he’s also very goofy and the kind of chill guy you’d want to invite to every friend hangout.
asfgjkl; anyway I have way too many thoughts and feelings abt this guy. If you read all this damn. But lmk what you guys think about my reflections!
Also shoutout to all of the fic writers and random fan posts ive read that have inspired some of these thoughts
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rubenhopclap · 7 days
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(hi, tumblr user ratgrinders here!)
actually, since i mentioned it briefly in the tags i wanted to ask you directly, whatre ur thoughts on ruben being the scapegoat of the group/the one whos unfairly picked on the most by jace and porter?
because jace has WAYY more of a presence in rubens life compared to the other rat grinders, like kipperlilly is seemingly handling the devils nectar/aelwyn transactions all on her own meanwhile jace is directing ruben every step of the way, dictating where he performs, being cc'ed on everything even something as relatively innocuous as a podcast. that reeks to me of "youre too incompetent for me to trust you to do this yourself so just do exactly what i say"
plus he has his uncle henry on campus being an obstruction to their whole plan which im sure has got to annoy the shit out of jace and porter, which i dont doubt they take out on ruben because no other rat grinder (that we know of) has been as much of an obstacle.
do you think when jace and porter play favorites and turn the rat grinders against eachother, theres constant "dont be like ruben" "at least youre not as bad as ruben"? and do you think the rat grinders started to believe it?
i am a sucker for this kind of thing. huge bias. i love it. and yeah i find it extremely plausible. i kinda want to do one of those huge "season so far" analysis posts, BUT the relevant short of it is, imo, Ruben is the only RG who was upfront deliberately antagonizing the Bad Kids.
(Mary Ann, Oisin and Ivy i would categorize as not upfront, and Kipperlilly and Buddy I would categorize as not deliberate. by which i mean i think they started every interaction with absolutely no intent to antagonize the bad kids. well the arena im not sure about lol. but we lack the info to know what the goals were still.)
his interactions with the BKs ended up being a lot less explosive than Kipperlilly's overall and Jace might not even have heard about them specifically, but i still extrapolate it to a sort of nonchalant lack or refusal of impulse control that fits well with that role.
and the thing about how tightly Jace is running his life! if nothing else being in that constant tight circle gives Jace a lot more opportunity to turn on him. like he sends generic messages telling all them "just cut it out" and then the RGs kind of are all trying to figure that out with each other (meaning Oisin and Ivy are Doing Their Best). but he's also talking directly specifically to Ruben. AND yeah.. i hadnt directly compared it in my head to the way that Kipperlilly is allowed to handle her own part of things. but it's a really good point!
i at times joke that he's a doofus (affectionate) bc of not picking up on Fig's Clark Kent ass "i missed the emergency? and showed up right after the hero disappeared?" nonsense, but like. to be fair to him. he exists in a world where Fig can do whatever she wants as long as it's funny.
rewatching the bus scene, and remembering that she rolled a nat 20 for the entire scene, and he is therefore quite a bit limited in how badly this can go for her.... he's pretty on the ball. he does not let her run away with the conversation. and in a very natural way, also not dropping that this is a girl he wants to be reasonably pleasant with. ( though at one point Brennan almost drops out of the character voice, seemingly because it's blended so closely with just him pressing Emily on her shenanigans.) i think he could probably handle more independence! at least on that basis
and yeahhh ugh Henry. i dont know how quickly he picked up on something going on, and how much he's been pressing before the scene we saw. i dont think he'd just give up after though. and it cant be a comfortable position
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anna1306 · 1 year
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Heeyy! I have this idea on my mind, and i think you would be amazing writting it! So: poly lost boys with a diabetic reader. I have diabetes and i can image the boys kinda worrying about it (ok, Paul may crack a joke about the reader having 'sweet blood'), specially bcs i have to have doses of insuline before every meal and if i dont eat in periods of time i have an hypoglycemic episode. Take your time to write, but i realy want to see it! Love and hugs Anna!
I know only couple of people with diabetes, but I hope that my short experience of spending time with them and a bit of Google is good enough for my knowledge c:
Love you too c:
The Lost Boys x Diabetic Reader
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Even if they didn't know it from the start, they did notice something strange at least after some time.
How you always control how much sweets or milkshakes you consume at night. How you constantly have a bottle of water that is going to run out till the end of your time together. How your smell is just a tad sweeter sometimes.
The boys don't pay much attention to it, though. Smell can change even with emotions taking over you, Paul is very picky eater, when it comes to human food, and Dwayne always have a flask with some liquid. This liquid is usually some liquor, but still.
They don't pay much attention until one night.
You were too involved in Marko and Paul's shenanigans, running around and having fun. Dwayne and David watched you from afar, standing near bikes. They talked quietly about something, while you just had your fun.
But after you took sharp turn, you suddenly stopped, instantly being overcome with dizziness.
"Don't be so slow, baby!" Marko laughed, pinching you on the side, jumping away from you. But you didn't follow him, closing your eyes and furrowing your brows. Heavy feeling settle itself inside of you, your head now pounding and your stomach fell at the realisation of what was going on. "Doll?"
"I can't, I need... Shit..." You stumbled, but got quickly caught by Paul before your body even had the chance to start falling down.
"Baby? What's happened?" He instantly panicked, looking at you. You shivered from your sensations.
"Sweet... I need something sweet." You mumbled, feeling very light, almost as if you were floating, but at the same time like something was pressing on your head.
"Marko, get something." David's voice was suddenly very near, though he and Dwayne were far from you. The boys got you to the side, letting you sit on a bench.
Marko came running back with sweets, chocolate and candies in his arms just couple minutes later. You grabbed one of it, eating the chocolate right away. You were slowly coming to your senses, but still felt light-headed.
"Kitten?" David carefully touched your cheek, making you look at him. "Are you fine? Do we need to go to the doctor?"
"No! No... I just need to rest and... Eat something." You weakly answered, chewing on a chocolate. Marko bit his thumb nervously, looking between the boys.
"I swear we didn't do anything." He said. Paul pursed his lips together, clearly worried, clutching his arms.
"You aren't... Dying, are you?" He carefully asked, a bit of fear in his voice.
"I sure hope not." You smiled weakly, but that reassured none of the boys. "I have diabetes." You admitted. You weren't ashamed of your condition, not even once in your life. But the guys were so active, so healthy, you couldn't help but doubt you could keep up with them. You didn't get their confused and perplexed expressions, though. "What?"
"What is diabetes?" Paul blurted out, furrowing his brows. Dwayne smacked his head in response.
David, Dwayne and Marko knew about it, even if their knowledge was limited. Paul was a bit high. And he had never really encountered it before. So you had to explain it to him and to the others.
They were understanding. And mad that you didn't say anything to them earlier. What if you needed help? What if you were in need of insulin? What if you were to be hurt? And they didn't know shit about how to help you. But they quickly adapted to new information.
Dwayne remembers to carry sweets around now. Lollipops, little chocolates, even fruits if he can. Once at the Boardwalk, he usually gets you milkshake or ice cream as a treat. He tries not to overbear with his observation of you, and he is actually pretty good with hiding it. Dwayne always remembers about personal space and doesn't interfere with it. He just keeps an eye on you to be sure that you are alright. He questions the details of what you need, what you can experience, what can happen, what to look for in case of need. Once he hears it, he remembers it and reminds others too. He is careful around you, but he doesn't want you to feel lesser, like an ill person, but still he worries.
David doesn't like the idea of your potential vulnerability. It is yet another one possibility for you to die when they wouldn't be around. Or for you to be taken to the hospital, seriously hurting yourself. Both of these outcomes is the same for him - you would be taken away from them. Maybe even permanently. So, unlike Dwayne, he is overbearing. Even if not fussing over you openly, he still keeps himself close to you. He watches what you eat, what you drink, restricts you from performing some of the activities e.c. You literally have to remind him that you have managed to keep yourself alive before you meet them. He is still overbearing even after this talk. But in some distance, understanding and respecting your opinion, still never unable to get rid of his own fears.
Paul has noticed something strange earlier about you, like every boy has. How you always has your bag with you, how you always do something in the corner of the cave before dinner. But he has never had anyone close to him with diabetes, nor has he heard about the decease. So he has to sit through an entire lecture given to him by both Dwayne and David about what it is and why it is hard for you. If you think he would be more accurate in his words and actions... Nope, now you are his 'sugar' and 'sweetheart' and you can't be offended by him, he just loves you. As well as he likes sweet stuff. And you are his sweet stuff and favourite dessert (and he isn't talking about blood. Well, not only about blood 😉). Though he is careful around what you eat and how often you do it. He doesn't want you faint once again.
Marko knows it all too well. One of his relatives had diabetes. But even if it was long time ago. Even if he is immortal now. Even if he let go of his family long time ago. He still remembers the symptoms, how accurate the person was around their life, how they suffered from some episodes. So at first he keeps his distance. Not because he is afraid to hurt you, but because he is reliving it all again and trying to remember everything useful. Marko approaches you after getting smacked in the head by Dwayne, who pointed out how sad you are by his distance. Once Marko explains everything to you, he's back to being his usual cheer himself, just watching you a bit closely, which is almost unnoticeable.
They can almost smell the changes in you, if you are close enough to them, and they are attentive enough. If at first they didn't pay attention to these changes, now they always track your scent. Once or twice you caught Dwayne or Paul near your neck or shoulder, almost smelling you. Even if they told you it was nothing, you called them weirdos.
Once they told you the truth, you finally understood their shenanigans. Yes, you needed time to adjust, but them being vampires didn't really change your feelings for them.
Sometimes you even use David or Dwayne for testing your blood. Paul would get too distracted, and Marko isn't really sensitive to sweetness.
You are their sweet lover. Quiet literally. They only wonder how it would work once you become immortal, but you would cross that bridge, when you come to it.
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shinobus-bonnet · 1 year
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★ first time for everything. ★
dont know what this is but minors dni lol. also I hit 500 followers recently so thank you!!!!
pairings: badboy!uzui! x black!fem!reader (installment of my badboy uzui headcanon)
warnings: slight corruption kink, oral, tongue piercings, fingering, mentions of s*x, mentions of virginity loss , super sweet pet names, reader gets embarrassed lol, cocky uzui. lmk if I missed some
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the night started off so innocent. you and your boyfriend watching movies and baking cookies just having a little stay at home date.
Until he started to tickle you mercifully leaving you in fits of giggles while you tried to fight him off. Honestly you knew you couldn't budge him off of you. He was simply too big and he overpowered you.
after he was done tickling you he gave you soft pliant kisses while you were still in your fits of giggles until he kissed you deeper causing a make out session between you two.
It was nasty. he was basically swallowing your whole face while tongue kissing you
pulling away he began to kiss you on your neck making sure to leave marks for the next day. You gently called out his name to grab his attention.
"everything alright sweetheart?" he asked meeting you in your eyes
then you got nervous. How were you supposed to tell your boyfriend you wanted to have sex with him? you thought about it for while and u knew this is something you were ready for.
Its just so embarrassing to ask.
"well I- uh" you started. then he quirked an eyebrow at you. "fuck this is so embarrassing" you followed up before covering your face
"hey it cant be that bad my love. tell me whats on your mind" he said caressing your face to help you calm down a little
"I want to have sex with you uzi" you said rather quickly and lowly.
his mind went blank at your statement. but he wasnt sure if he heard you clearly
"you gotta be a little louder baby. Say it one more time for me?" he said sweetly
He had to be teasing you at this point. You began to grow more shy at the fact you had to repeat yourself
"I said I want to have sex with you uzi gosh" you said embarrassingly rolling your eyes.
His eyes went wide a little and gave you a little smirk. Hes been waiting for this day since yall first started going out with each other. he wanted to have you under him for a very long time now. He wanted to see you come undone for him and hear you make those pretty little sounds for him.
kissing your neck again his sneaky hands made their way down to the bottoms you had on slowly slipping them off of you. Fingers finding way to your covered pussy he began to ghost his fingers over your pretty panties. seeing and hearing you reaction at the ministrations he smiled bringing his face towards your ear
"you like this?" he asked coyly
he knew you were basically panting for him to take off your panties and to touch you
but you had to be patient because soon enough he would give you want you wanted. but he wanted to have his fun first.
Uzi is a biggggg teaser. kissing you on your neck while rubbing on your sensitive puffy clit and talking in your ear so whore like its all too much for you.
soon enough his fingers were pumping in and out of you while his thumb was still playing with your clit all while you were whining so sweetly in his ear occasionally biting your lip to control your moans.
you whined in his ear that you were about to cum and he stopped abruptly.
propping up on your elbows you meet him with a pout on your face asking why he stopped.
"i'm giving you the full experience princess. just relax let me take care of you." he said pushing you down gently.
Taking off his shirt he kneeled on the edge on the bed and hooked your thighs under his arms and pulled you closer to him.
Kissing up and down your thighs you began to grow a little nervous. Your legs started to close around his head but your boyfriend quickly held them apart
"hey whats wrong sweetheart?" he asked looking up at you while rubbing your legs
"im just nervous uzui. This is first time being intimate with someone." you said slightly embarrassed
after you uttered this sentence multiple bells started ringing through his head. He went dizzy from the fact that he was gonna be your first.
his dick started to strain in his pants at the thought of molding you into his personal slut.
"Ill be gently honey. dont worry with your head about it." he said delivering a kiss to you
under all the gentleness he was giving to you he was containing his self from ruining you.
going back to your thighs he continued to plant little kisses up your leg while you squirmed in anxiousness
pulling your cute cotton panties off your hips and sent a teasing blow to your slit you whimpered at the feeling and whined at the feeling of his tongue slowly licking up and down feeling the cooling sensation of his tongue piercing
gripping your legs tighter he got lost in between your legs. you thighs serving as warm earmuffs while uzi eats like its his last meal
legs tightening over his head signified that you were close to your orgasm. he brung a nimble finger to play with your clit as he still ate.
sqeualing you cursed as your orgasm washed over you. crying out for your boyfriend you sat on the bed breathless at the pleasure
“how you feelin pretty?”
with a simple nod of your head he smiled reaching down to give you a kiss
“need you so bad uzi please” you said in his ear
you watched him undo his belt buckle and pull down his pants while your thighs rubbed together in anticipation
“its gonna hurt princess but just keep your eyes on me ok?” he said caressing your pretty face because pushing into you.
back arching into him you whined that he was too big
you were really fueling his ego right now.
feeling your nails digging into his back as he pushed more into you your cries turned into moans as he started to thrusted in and out of you.
you were so warm and inviting. it was addicting to say the least. the way you were digging into his biceps and begging him for more. feeling you clamp down on him he knew you were close again
"I know you're close babydoll" he said roughly in your ear before licking up neck
"please uzi can I please" you whined
"please what princess? use your words for me" he said giving you teasingly long strokes.
"please let me cum please uzi" you said so sweetly in his ear
giving you permission to cum your back arched off the bed as your orgasm washed through you.
peppering your face with kisses your boyfriend continued to pump in and out of you sloppily chasing his high
"too much uzi please" you whined feeling the overstimulation wash through you
"almost there darling just hold off for me" he grunted
pulling out quickly he quickly released on your tummy
"sorry pretty, didn't want to cum inside you just yet" he said laughing lightly.
picking you up he sat you on the toilet and warmed up a hot towel
"how was it honey? I wasn't too rough on you was i?" he asked nervously
"it was- nice. it felt different. in a good way of course" you said as he wiped your face
It was a sweet moment between the two of you. he made your first time special. you were glad you lost your virginity to him.
putting you in one of his shirts uzui quickly carried you back to the bed. head hitting the pillow you were already dozing off to sleep
"I love you sweetheart" he said kissing your hand seeing you smile sleepily
"I love you more handsome." you said before finally going to sleep.
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tags: @bloomgemstonia
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Chubby Arthur x Chubby Reader Modern Headcannons pt. 2
Okok! This was an anon request so I hope you really enjoy this! I love writing for our chunky boy, Chubby Arthur fills the soul with happiness, chunky, thicc, big thighs, massive hands- 
ANYWAY
This is a continuation of part one! 
Which a link to can be found here along with the rest of my modern Arthur headcannons! 
Lets GO 
Tags!: (Let me know if you’d like to be added to a tag list!) @kieropal @mrsarthurmorgan7 @cantchoosejust1​ @beea-nie​
Warnings!: Chubby Arthur x Chubby Reader, as GN as possible maybe SLIGHT hints at a female reader, SMUT more than likely implied and or just straight up there so 18+ 
LETS GO 
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(My image cause my Arthur is chunky rn <3)
Alright I am a horny bastard
so 
unfortunately for you the beginning of this is DIRECTLY just gonna be chunky reader and chunky Arthur’s favorite sex information
He, as a large man, loves to be dominate towards you, he loves the power it gives him, it’s fantastic for him to see his MASSIVE hands wrap around you, regardless as to if it’s your neck, your thighs, your stomach, which by the way
he loves your tummy
the fact that its soft and not flat is actually what he prefers.
He goes after big people rather than small people anyway.
You just happened to be the lucky one he falls for lmao.
Continuing off of what I said in part one
He’s incredibly, INCREDIBLY insecure in the bedroom, especially in the beginning
Yes, he loves to be dominant, but he’s also constantly afraid he isn’t good looking enough for you to even want to have sex with him.
Which is one of the stupidest things he could ever think EVER
after that first night, as mentioned in the first part, he is a lot more confident, but he always overestimates how much he actually needs to do to rile you up.
Like
he thinks that he has to work SO hard to get you ready to have sex with him but 
that man can breathe and you want to take his pants off
like
you love how big he is
and he thinks that it’s the main reason you wouldn’t want to be with him
but you literally love that soft stomach but beefy chest and arms
it’s so hot to you
DAD BOD
it’s amazing
and when you tell him that he doesn’t believe you so the foreplay tends to go on FOREVER, but you are totally okay with it.
He speaks to you in that low voice of his, that tone just gets to you and he KNOWS it
That is one of the few things he is confident about, he’ll watch your face go to a deep crimson while he talks to you and it makes his body wake up in ways he didn’t realize were possible. 
He also kisses all over your body, every bit of it that you don’t like.
Your tummy gets almost all of his attention all of the time.
He loves it, even if you don’t and he likes to gently trace over your stretch marks, because he thinks they’re beautiful.
He doesn’t think that stretch marks are just something that pregnant people, or people who have been pregnant get, he knows that peoples bodies change and grow, and he likes the fact that yours is so natural.
He also thinks they make your body even more artful, and when he draws (Because Modern Arthur still draws in a little journal that Hosea got him and continues to get him every year for christmas) he always makes sure to draw in your stretch marks 
he refuses to allow you to hide them
He kisses all of them
He kisses the stretch marks on your breasts too >;)
The ones on your thighs, literally, all of the stretch marks he finds, they get kissed.
He loves your thighs too, I’m pretty sure I told you that in the first part, but its important information to have
He loves them
he literally 
like
bro
he wishes he could take you to work just to play with them while he did paperwork for certain cars
Comes home, sees you on the couch?
BOOM 
Laying his head on them thiccums
He loves it when you play with his thighs too
because they are so sensitive
So like
if things are getting hot and heavy
sit on his lap
make out with him
and gently
ever so gently
run your fingertips along his thighs, palm him through his jeans, but make sure you touch his inner thighs at the same time
He will literally whine
He LOVES how it feels like
its such a tease and it is so good
Also
return the favor of kissing his stomach
he will thank you
he is just as insecure as you are
So if you kiss his tum and tell him that you like his just as much as he likes yours then he will feel so much better about things and himself. 
ALSO
While he loves to be dominate and he loves to take control of things in the bedroom, he also loves it when you take control
Chunky Arthur specifically
He loves it when you decide that you want to do everything, like
he just thinks its fantastic when you’re confident enough to do so
he also like
loves it
if you
*ahem*
edge him a little
he doesn’t like to admit it out loud, but that’s something he loves
play with his thighs until he can’t handle it any longer and he’s begging for you to do more.
;) 
He loses his mind a little in those moments
It’s been a long day at work, he’s had a bad time and just 
He wants to be with you, he’s literally always in the mood, so like, he’s gonna wanna have some time with you, ya know, but
instead of letting him do it
maybe you take it slow, and you decide that you’ll make things better for him, for sure, but you’re gonna make him beg for it
He might protest against it at first, because he’s got a clouded look on things from having a bad day, but like
just coax him into it
Tell him you’d love to tie him up so he can’t touch you while you do it.
He’ll eventually cave and he’ll love it
Just don’t give in too easily
He’ll beg very easily
I mean
he will beg almost instantly, he loves how attractive you are, and to him there is no person who could be hotter than you ever
so he will be a begging, whining, whimpering mess incredibly easily.
Just dont’ let the fun end too quickly, make him hold out a bit
By the way
I wasn’t kidding last part
Arthur literally met you in that bar and fifteen minutes into talking to you he imagined his entire future with you
owning a house with you
marrying you
like
literally
fifteen minutes into talking to you
FIFTEEN
like
He knew
and it’s just so sweet
he also talks to Dutch and Hosea about how to propose to you by the way
he has no idea how to go about it
he thinks you’re absolutely stunning and even after a year or two of dating you he still gets so nervous when it comes to complimenting you sometimes
Hosea suggests taking you out somewhere that’s special to the two of you and Arthur knows exactly where to take you. 
Theres a little overlook area not too far away from where he works, that he took you too on one of your dates
and it was the first place that you two told each other that you love one another
so he knew 
he had to take you there 
When he does you remember the place and you tell him that you’re so happy that he brought you there
That place holds a lot of memories for you and it makes you a little sentimental
You’re looking at the overpass area and when you turn to look at him he’s knelt on the ground with a ring held out towards you and a look that’s bordering between anxious and excited
You literally say yes to him before he can even ask you 
Which by the way
made him the most excited person you’ve ever seen in your entire life
the fact that you love him so much
just makes him so happy 
He loves you just as much, perhaps even more
(At least that’s what he says but we all know that you both love each other equally and just fall more and more in love with one another the longer you’re together)
Chunky Arthur also will stand up for you all the time
if the two of you are out together and someone starts to make fun of your weight
even if it’s a passing statement, like
barely even a whisper
if he hears it
he will literally start a fist fight
He has done it on multiple occasions
and gotten the cops called on him a couple of times
And lets be real
you care about him and don’t want to see him hurt, or see him in jail, but every time that he fights on your behalf it’s literally the most attractive thing ever
he’s strong
like
fuck 
he’s so strong.
His arms you cannot stop looking at them
literally
cannot
Also, after fights if his injuries aren’t so dire that you have to go to the hospital you end up taking care of him at home
which he loves how caring you are towards him which makes him even angrier at the people who make fun of you
Usually after fights like that when he just comes home with small cuts and bruises he will be incredibly sweet and gentle with you and def gives you a good night of making love to make sure that you feel loved
not to say that’s the only way he knows to make you feel loved
he does tons of little things all the time to make you feel loved
He’s one of those guys who likes to leave you little notes around the house to remind you how much he cares about you and how beautiful and smart you are
He gets you flowers all the time too
I mean
he gets them all the time
they aren’t just for special occasions
yes, you get them on anniversaries and on your birthday and for christmas and valentines day but like
he gets them for you at LEAST once a month
they’ll show up to your work on a random tuesday afternoon with a note attached and it just makes you love him more than anyone could love anyone in the whole world
He isn’t a poet, but he does often leave you little love poems
(Most of which were made with a lot of Hosea’s help)
He does literally every cute thing known to man to show you how much he loves you
He takes you out to eat to your favorite restaurants all the time too, for no specific reason other than he wants to
He likes to take you on drives too, like
he loves to do it
he loves to just see how much you smile with the windows down and the music going
He just 
does everything
you call him perfect literally all the time
even though he isn’t because he’s a human and he tries to tell you that all the time but 
he is perfect lets be honest here.
When it comes back to your wedding
He DEMANDS
that you pick whatever dress/suit/tux you want
whatever dress
and like
he thinks that no matter what you wear you’ll look amazing, you could wear a trash bag and he’d love it, but he wants you to know that you can buy the most expensive thing you want
he has no limit on that
there is a limit on the rest of the wedding, but it’s very high because 
A: He is willing to pay off whatever debt he has to for you to be happy with the wedding
and
B: Dutch, Hosea, Charles, John, literally even Bill and the rest of his family are willing to pay for a LOT of the wedding.
So 
You get to pick whatever dress and or tux and or suit you want, and Arthur wants you to feel beautiful because you are
You say he HAS to wear a tux, or a suit, and he agrees, especially if you’re gonna wear something nice
he wants to be there for you and he wants to look attractive to you.
Even though he thinks hes fat and ugly you think that he looks amazing in whatever he wears
So of course he will dress up for you, plus he wants to look nice for pictures
don’t worry 
by the way
when it comes time for the wedding he will keep his stubble he won’t shave it all off
he like its too much and thinks he looks funky if he doesn’t have at least a little facial hair
He won’t go full beard, but he will keep the stubble
Arthur absolutely LOVES 
I mean LOVES
how the wedding comes out
like
he had a blast, he was with the person he loved the most and he got to officially call you his Wife/husband
The wedding reception is so fun
He dances with you, the first dance, the first couple dance, it’s
I mean
COME ON 
The two of you dance to
All Your’n by Tyler Childers
Dutch cries
Hosea is actually the one who doesn’t and Dutch is like sobbing directly into Hosea’s shoulder
He just thinks the two of you are so cute 
With your tummies bumping each other while you slow dance
Then Hosea dances with you and it’s Arthur’s turn to sob uncontrollably in the background
He’s watching his dad and you dance around and he just marvels at how beautiful you are and he sees you crying yourself against Hoseas shoulder with a massive smile on your face
John is slapping his shoulder and calling him lovingly “Big Man!” 
Everyone parties
I mean
Everybody
Sean asks the DJ to play Cotton Eye Joe and Cupid Shuffle
Which 
Arthur fucking DOMINATES
Cotton Eye Joe, has the whole dance routine memorized
This one lmao 
Cupid shuffle you dance right next to him
Like 
It’s just so much fun
everyone is so excited
By the time its the end of the night
and everyone goes home
Arthur and you
have THE BEST
night ever
because first off
you don’t even go home for very long
you drop off your clothes get into something more comfortable
and you grab the stuff you two have packed 
and get going to your honeymoon
There is a hotel near the airport where you two have a flight the next day
that’s where you two go
and 
THAT PLACE
HAS 
HOT TUB BATHTUB
IN THE HOTEL ROOM
he literally is like
“Let’s take a bath together and relax”
you 
do not
relax
He sits behind you, and he does be nice at first, washing your hair, and rubbing your back
kissing your shoulder and your neck
and then
his hand travels a little lower, and finds your thighs and roams over them with gentle movements
He knows exactly what to do, and he pushes his fingers into you the way he knows you like
By the time the end of the night comes around that man has you squatting on his dick in the bathtub, and you love every second of it
You literally forget that you’re a little heavier set, as you usually do when you’re with him
because he can literally lift you with ease, due to his own large nature
The two of you are just
like
the perfect power couple
away from one another you’re insecure
but together your confidence goes up so much that anyone in a 50 mile radius is DEAD
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necroromantics · 2 months
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Regarding being "cancelled"
Im not gonna address this further unless anyone needs clarification or something cuz its just drama with random ass kids who I'm not interested in interacting with
Some people dug up a fuck ton of old screenshots of shit I said in my server a year ago. Not gonna deny saying any of that, cuz I did say it, and I've said worse, and if you've talked to me at all I am always very open about this stuff.
In the screenshots I made jokes about disabled people and said I don't care if someone is a Nazi, because at the time my server had like no rules, everything was free reign (which is now changed). This is because I did not care if someone was disabled or a Nazi. It kinda comes hand in hand with ASPD, not caring unless it directly effects you. This does not mean I condone or support the things I joked about*
If you don't know what ASPD is, it's antisocial personality disorder, its characterized by "disregard for peoples rights and feelings". The reason I was even diagnosed in the first place was because I fit the criteria of crossing moral boundaries, disregarding peoples feelings, and not fitting into social norms. I was VERY bad with that in the past, especially a year ago when I was 18 years old, very deep in drug addiction, and didn't have the support system I have now.
If you want to judge me based on my past mistakes and actions, I can't control you. I don't expect anyone to like me, but I do care to get my side out too. I post here because I have fun, not because I care what people think. And if you judge me from shit I said as a drug addicted horribly mentally ill 18 yr old, then that isn't my problem.
Love the label, hate the symptoms yeah?
I don't like apologizing for things I'm not actually sorry for so this isn't an apology. I know I've said a lot of jarring and rude and fucked up things in the past, but if you know me at all then you know it never came from a place of hatred. To me, as someone with ASPD, its about proving that things like societal rules and norms aren't going to be another thing that controls you, so you just ignore them completely. This is what makes it a disorder. Cuz it's irrational and dysfunctional and causes problems like this
Also they vaguely mentioned me abusing someone who's borderline which is ??? because all the relationships with borderlines Ive been in had been very unhealthy on both sides. My mom has BPD so I know how to help those with BPD and Ive always tried my best to cater to BPDers symptoms and issues, even in the relationships where their condition got too much for me.
But yeah, I made mistakes in the past, and I'm not that person anymore, or at least I try hard not to be. I've been sober for almost a year, I have amazing friends and a good support system, I'm on medication for my bipolar disorder. Judge me from the past, but anyone who talks to me now knows that I work very hard to get over those mindsets and habits. To me, thats all that matters.
Edit: Not blaming my disorder, its just easier to explain. I'm taking full blame for what I said in the past, and I acknowledge that it was morally wrong. I said what I said. These people have been absolutely hellbent on being on my ass for months now when all I want to do is just chill out, get better, and live life. Theyre gonna keep complaining about everything I do, and I don't care to make any more edits, just wanted to clarify that Im not making excuses. Also I don't support Nazi's, I just made jokes about it. Anyone who knows me knows Im very against that shit
(I dont mean to sound callous or whatever, I just woke up to this and wanted to quickly clear shit up before it all blows out of proportion)
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hybbart · 11 months
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So what’s up with Cleo in the raau? I see she’s got the snake hair and the greenish zombie-ish skin but also zombie apocalypse? And zombie magnet? What’s goin’ on? Is she like a carrier host, where your body vibes with the infection enough that it doesn’t really affect you, just hitched a ride around? Or— what if, before the apocalypse there was a much more benevolent zombie virus that certainly wasn’t pleasant to be sick with but eventually integrated into the persons body, leaving it in an odd, but sustainable state of simultaneous growth and decay, and Cleo’s lived with it most of her life. It’s part of the reason the apocalypse-zombie virus spread so quickly, people didn’t immediately panic because they assumed it was the normal, safe zombie virus and it was Very Much Not.
(My brain refuses to not come up with ideas about the stories I think about and your soft apocalypse au has captured it its so good!)
Well, I'm not a doctor so I can't fully explain it realistically. But the answer I made up is that the zombie disease (it is a disease not a virus in this story) does not kill you. It can be lethal, but the current disease doesn't do so on its own. With proper care someone can recover, though they might become weakened.
Its life cycle is supposed to be infect host, suppress host's immune system response, incubate, wait for host to die, use host's body to find and infect next host. Theoretically someone properly mauled by a zombie dies pretty quick after from other infections, but the host has to die before it can control them.
Whats going on with Cleo is that she's just got some bad luck with getting bitten, maybe a bit of a skill issue, probably moreso just weakend by repeat infections. Zloy too. They just both happen to have people willing to care for them.
It did mostly spread under the radar, basically a domino effect of spreading out from hospitals and people being unwilling to hurt their loved ones. It wasn't known for a while whether zombies were dead or just being controlled so a lot of people tried to save them thinking they could be cured. It's a disease that unknowingly used human empathy to be far more successful than it can sustain.
Tbh I made that choice because I think if humanity was to be doomed, I would at least like to think it was while caring about each other. Probably someone else might use that to justify making a very cynical setting, but really the real problem imo is a lack of knowledge on what type of care people needed, and they're trying to figure that out without the infrastructure to do much.
The origin of the disease however, is unknown. It wasn't discovered before society collapsed and they dont have the means to figure it out now.
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