Tumgik
#this fic is gonna make me BAWL
amazingmsme · 3 months
Note
and now the ghost!polites au has me thinking,, there’s just so many angst and fluff possibilities and it’s making my brain go unga bunga in a very good way.
cause what if when polites first revealed himself to odysseus in the underworld, odysseus didn’t think it was actually real for a moment? like he thought that this version of his best friend that he was seeing, bloodied and disheveled with a haunted look in his eyes, was just some trick that some god or monster or maybe his own mind inflicted on him to punish him further? it takes a moment for it to really sink in that he is the real polites, just in ghost form, but he honestly doesn’t know if that makes him feel better or worse.
and after the two of them discovered that he can still be touched and feel things as a ghost, and odysseus has a hell of a time wrecking his shit and putting a well overdue smile back on his face, they share a very very long hug. and they both try to hide it but they definitely start to cry, at least a little bit. polites holds onto him almost desperately, clinging onto the only semblance of warmth he’s felt since he died. and for the first time in a while, odysseus feels like he truly has his best friend back.
if you couldn’t tell, their friendship makes me crazy - fluffvoid
SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP RIGHT NOW! You really understood the assignment, cause this is that perfect middle ground sweet spot toeing the line between angst & fluff
I mean, why would Odysseus trust this manifestation with his friend’s face? The gods are fucking cruel & he knows they’d find some sick humor in this. So I can say with 100% certainty that he & his men would all turn their swords on the intruder, despite how hard he’s trying to convince them otherwise. But even just since Polites died til now, they’ve lost so many men, & so many gods have got in his way, Odysseus is skeptical & paranoid. He thinks maybe Poseidon got wind he was going to the underworld & pulled some strings with Hades, or someone else who has beef with him. But could you imagine Odysseus yelling at him, saying he’s not real, & how it’s a disgrace to Polites himself for “stealing his face” just to mess with his head. Maybe even going as far as to order his men to ignore the manifestation. If if you like things even more on the sad side, what if Polites starts tearing up after Odysseus yells at him & says some pretty nasty things & that’s when it dawns on him that this might be the real Polites… Circe did say they’d be going through the underworld…
& he feels horrible for treating his friend like that, but he can’t take anything for granted, he had to make sure before he could trust him. After they get back, he wants to apologize to him for literally everything, but he doesn’t even know where to begin & takes a few days for him to build up the nerve
But it’s been maybe a month or 2 since Polites returned when they make the discovery. Because it just felt so wrong seeing his friend so upset. & yeah, everyone gets sad, especially if they’re a soldier who went through the trauma they did, especially if they’re a dead soldier, but the fact that it’s Polites wearing that frown just makes it hit so much closer to home because if he’s upset, what hope do the rest of them have?
& at first, Polites doesn’t even want him to try because he just knows he’ll phase through him & it won’t work, & that’s just 1 more thing that strips him of his humanity. & that would just hurt too much to bear, to be reminded of all the fun they used to have but never would again… & the Odysseus’s hand is able to slip inside his form & by the gods that feels horrible in the best way. & he slaps a hand over his mouth & they’re both staring at each other with wide eyes before Odysseus gets the most wicked yet curious grin like “oh Polites” in a singsong voice & he’s already giggling up a storm, slowly floating away before he grabs his ankle & yanks him back down. & all the while Odysseus is talking about how everyone’s missed his smile & laugh & his teasing is just as flustering as he remembers
But omg the first hug they have after they get back is gonna be literally everything to me oh my god I can actually feel the pain in my chest! They’re so emotional, literally clinging onto each other for dear life. & Odysseus kinda sinks into his form, but it’s ok because he’s mostly there & that’s enough
Tumblr media
5 notes · View notes
rainofthetwilight · 8 months
Text
Tumblr media
have been seeing this going around so i decided to make my own!!
(just a disclaimer i havent rewatched some of the seasons in a while so i did this according to what i remember)
31 notes · View notes
m1lfsh4ke · 10 months
Text
angst writers, can someone pull through and please please PLEASE write a sad story with Marilyn x reader inspired by the song "Washing Machine Heart" where reader has severe mommy issues and loses her composure when a mother-daughter dance happens during parents week and that's when Marilyn realizes why she's been so clingy towards her, flashing back to the "I know who you pretend I am" part of the song??
16 notes · View notes
raayllum · 1 year
Text
just 1k into my sir sparklepuff oneshot and i’m already making myself cry. bon appetit
“How did you find me and Soren anyway?” Starlight asks curiously. “A tracking spell?”
“Oh no,” responds Antlers, bright and cheery. “We just went out walking and poking around. Then this little guy—” He wraps an arm around Sir Sparklepuff’s skinny shoulders, ruffling his hair with a free hand. Sir Sparklepuff preens and leans into his warm touch. “—found your bag and helped guide us to you.”
“Aww, Sir Sparklepuff,” she coos, scratching him under the chin with dark nails. “Being such a good little bug guy, aren’t you?”
Good. Good gets him scratches and causes a warm feeling in his belly, even once the careful scritches stop and he curls up near the fire, his arms tucked under him. Even from this angle he can still see the night sky through the trees.
Sir Sparklepuff has never heard of Good before. He knows of many things. Truth, Purpose, Creator. He has seen many things. Beauty. Colour. Even sound, shuttering around his ears. But to be something, other than alive. To be. The concept is the most strangely enticing thing he’s ever pondered. And to be good sounds like the most wonderful thing he’s ever heard of. 
Sir Sparklepuff thinks he’d like to be Good—whatever that means.
He hopes he will be able to find out.
44 notes · View notes
riaki · 6 months
Text
Tumblr media
guess who i kick my feet to everytime i open tumblr n get a notif from them
2 notes · View notes
sunnitheapollokid · 6 days
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
🦕💒 ┊ ༉‧₊˚✧ 𝐃𝐄𝐀𝐑 𝐅𝐔𝐓𝐔𝐑𝐄 𝐇𝐔𝐒𝐁𝐀𝐍𝐃!
↳ hoo boys x reader ; married life headcanons!
characters in this thread : percy jackson, leo valdez, jason grace, frank zhang. ೃ࿔₊•
☀️ sunni’s notes : HEEEEYYY!! GUUUUYSS!! okay, so with my literal requests piling on top w/ one another i dunno why i’m doing this BUT IVE BEEN HAVING THIS HEADCANONS IDEA FOR FAR TOO LONG i need it neow. and i shall be providing <3 so! how would it be to be married to one of the hoo boys? (can yall tell who my actual hubby is) happy reading!! luv ya!! 💝💝
Tumblr media
𝐩𝐞𝐫𝐜𝐲 𝐣𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐨𝐧 ੈ♡˳
Tumblr media
୨୧ percy jackson bf material? WHAT ABOUT HUSBAND MATERIAL?
୨୧ actually the clingiest hubby ever.
୨୧ it’s probably because of the quests he’s had to endure and go through his whole teenage life..
୨୧ but whenever he’s around, he can’t keep his hands to himself.
୨୧ his hands are either on your waist, interwined with yours, on your arm.
୨୧ “baby, i need to turn the blender on.”
୨୧ “you can still hold my hand while you do that.”
୨୧ probably scared he’ll lose you, now that he has you.
୨୧ the way percy proposed was very intimate and so sweet.
୨୧ you two were babysitting estelle, percy watching you play with her hair and style it.
୨୧ and when you two left the jackson apartment,
୨୧ “i wanna marry you, (name).”
୨୧ ALSO THE WEDDING WAS AMAZING AND SOOO BEAUTIFUL??
୨୧ of course he was crying.
୨୧ this man was bawling.
୨୧ HE WAS CRYING OCEANS.
୨୧ (har har get it!!)
୨୧ he kept telling you how beautiful you looked <3
୨୧ AND HOW LUCKY HE WAS?!? JSBSHBSBS maybe i’ll go insane.
୨୧ will be pretty busy with work / school, but he’ll manage to give you his time through beach trips and dinner dates.
୨୧ you two were actually the first to get married in the friend group.
୨୧ or actually— all of camp.
୨୧ “give it up for mr. and mrs. jackson!”
୨୧ he’ll make you something special in the morning and pack you something in your lunch bag for work.
୨୧ it’s a very much, lovely dovey married life!
୨୧ like this man,, CANTTT get enough of you.
୨୧ MORNINGS ARE THE BEEEST!!
୨୧ besides the baked goods, he always likes to pepper you with kisses and tight hugs.
୨୧ “percy! tight!”
୨୧ “just one more second.”
୨୧ “okay i lied. five more seconds.”
୨୧ loves head rubs,
୨୧ PLEASE GIVE THIS MAN HEAD RUBS.
୨୧ will not waste a second to go and take care of you on shark week or if you’re sick.
୨୧ long drives are the best with him!
୨୧ he’ll never make you drive, and he definitely does that lil stunt over the hood just to open your door.
୨୧ there were moments where a thought of—
୨୧ “he’d be an amazing dad.”
୨୧ would cross your mind.
୨୧ but for now, all that mattered, was your clingy son of poseidon husband and his need for head rubs.
𝐥𝐞𝐨 𝐯𝐚𝐥𝐝𝐞𝐳 ੈ♡˳
Tumblr media
୨୧ IF THERE IS HUSBAND MATERIAL,, there is LEO VALDEZ!!
୨୧ a kissing machine.
୨୧ he was already a crazy pda guy before the marriage,
୨୧ but HE WAS WHIPPED FOR YOU??
୨୧ stealing kisses left ‘nd right like a hermes kid.
୨୧ “okay, gotta go—“
୨୧ smooch!
୨୧ “okay bye le—“
୨୧ smooch!
୨୧ “LEO!—“
୨୧ smooch!
୨୧ makes you so many cute gifts,,
୨୧ mechanical flowers, even just fixing your car for you!!
୨୧ love languages words of affirmation and acts of service go crazy?!?
୨୧ the way leo proposed was very him.
୨୧ but it was so sudden and funny, it was hard not to talk about it and just laugh.
୨୧ you guys went out to the amusement park for leo’s birthday,
୨୧ and he insisted, on going on the rollercoaster.
୨୧ and before the big drop, your hand gripping his,
୨୧ “(NAME) WILL YOU MARRY ME?!?”
୨୧ “WHA— AHHHH!”
୨୧ the day of your wedding, i’m just gonna put this here…
୨୧ THIS!! READ ZURI’S FIC!! THIS IS EXACTLY HOW IT WENT!!
୨୧ he still gasped during the ceremony as if he hadn’t seen you already.
୨୧ ALSO. this man is actually ‘dancing infront of the refrigerator light’ but instead of the refrigerator light—
୨୧ it’s his work space’s light lamp.
୨୧ he’s seen you naked multiple times right?
୨୧ it’s just the married life way!
୨୧ BUT.
୨୧ whenever you walk out of the bathroom to hurry and grab something, he’s on the bed,
୨୧ he darts his eyes towards you from the tv screen and he whistles and goes,
୨୧ “HOT MAMA IS THAT MY WIFE?”
୨୧ you throw sock piles at him.
୨୧ your house that the two of you share is always echoing with music.
୨୧ it could be the spanish music he grew up with, the music you might’ve grown up with, maybe new songs you both truly love.
୨୧ dates among the two of you are usually at home.
୨୧ sometimes just like game nights of movie nights, and you guys cuddle together like any normal night.
୨୧ you two are very competitive in uno.
୨୧ oh! and smash bros <3
୨୧ but sometimes, something chill like stardew valley or animal crossing keeps you both awake late on a saturday night.
୨୧ “hi mrs. valdez, chicken picotta tonight or pep pizza?”
୨୧ amazing fucking chef.
୨୧ I WILL NEVER SHUT UP HOW MUCH OF A COOK THIS GUY IS!!
୨୧ he cooks, and cleans, only for you, obviously.
୨୧ “hey! kiss the chef, (nickname)! look at the apron!”
୨୧ just two married demi-gods, one son of hephaestus that adores his smoking hot wife.
𝐣𝐚𝐬𝐨𝐧 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 ੈ♡˳
Tumblr media
୨୧ the calmest lil hubby ever.
୨୧ he will always find a way to cheer you up, or make you feel better if you ever feel really bad.
୨୧ when you’re prone to anxiety / panic attacks, he is the perfect person to call for.
୨୧ ALSO AN AMAZING SLEEPING BUDDY??
୨୧ he loves to wrap his arms around your waist and nuzzle his nose in your shoulder while you two nap.
୨୧ but! he’s a sleeping-in kinda guy.
୨୧ a GREAT baker.
୨୧ he’ll make you anything you want,
୨୧ cinnamon rolls? done.
୨୧ chocolate muffins? already making ‘em.
୨୧ macarons? you got it.
୨୧ “honey, i’m really craving cupcakes right now.”
୨୧ “got it. i need payment though.”
୨୧ he’d never asked for payment, so you raise a brow.
୨୧ he then leans over his cheek to you, and you giggle.
୨୧ the way he proposed was very creative, and very romantic.
୨୧ it was during a library date,
୨୧ BECAUSE I KNOW FOR A FACT THAT ALL JASON GRACE GIRLIES ARE READERS!!
୨୧ he peeked at the book you were reading, a giggle escaping his lips.
୨୧ it was a wedding scene, and you were bawling.
୨୧ “hey, hey,” he wiped your tears.
୨୧ “what will make you feel better? maybe we should recreate it?” and he pulled the ring out of his pocket.
୨୧ it was a beautiful night for the two of you.
୨୧ the wedding was more private, with only your friends and a few family.
୨୧ his wardrobe consists of lots of button ups.
୨୧ he likes to style you too, you can’t deny, he’s got really nice style.
୨୧ when he works at home, he likes to put you on his lap while he does.
୨୧ “(name), love, try this top with that white skirt i got you.”
୨୧ KRAAAHHH IM KICKING MY FEET
୨୧ there was also this tiktok i saw, of a woman cutting her husband’s hair.
୨୧ AND THE HAND PLACEMENT?!? ITS SO JASON GRACE I AM DECEASED.
୨୧ I CANT FIND IT BUT—
୨୧ when you cut his hair, since, the barber is very expensy!
୨୧ he’ll pull you closer with his hands laced around your hips.
୨୧ if you’re a reader, (which you probably are dont play with me)
୨୧ he will heavily support that hobby of yours.
୨୧ he’ll spoil you like crazy with books.
୨୧ he’ll read to you before bed sometimes, and it’s the most comforting thing ever.
୨୧ or sometimes he’ll just lay his head on your chest and read along with you.
୨୧ well you know! just a son of jupiter and his book-reading, sweet of a wife.
𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐳𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠 ੈ♡˳
Tumblr media
୨୧ SUUUCH HUSBAND MATERIAL.
୨୧ frank zhang is the type to have your photo in his wallet.
୨୧ he will spoil you ROTTEN with your food cravings.
୨୧ and he’s the best person to have on shark week.
୨୧ he will not hesitate to buy his wife her cravings, her needs, and give her all the bear hugs she wants.
୨୧ likes to watch the sunset on your apartment’s balcony with you,
୨୧ his coffee in his hand (with tons of cream), and his other hand on yours.
୨୧ he really couldn’t ask for anything better.
୨୧ the way frank proposed was pretty extravagant, but so romantic and sweet.
୨୧ he asked you to a candlelight dinner date.
୨୧ it was very beautiful, and after finishing up, he popped the question.
୨୧ only to find out everyone in that resturant were your friends disguised.
୨୧ likes to go on your salon days with you!!
୨୧ he’ll get a pedicure with you, and he’ll admire the new nails you got.
୨୧ of course he’ll pay.
୨୧ frank was mostly quiet and collected at home, so stay at home dates were a major part of the relationship.
୨୧ he’d let the world burn for you?
୨୧ 100%.
୨୧ your guys’ apartment is so cozy, all your friends like to crash and just chill out there.
୨୧ (IM SORRY I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO WRITE FOR MY BOY I HAVENT GOTTEN TO HIM YET)
୨୧ and there they are!! the son of mars, and his beautiful collected wife.
Tumblr media
‧₊˚✩彡. tags! @lavisenri @love-xoxojules @starrynightmovietheatre @canonfeminine @maybxlle @oceanlover3 @lara20aral @chocolatemilkfan @urmomabby @kozumesphone @puffoz @taytaylvr
425 notes · View notes
strawberry-cowmilk · 4 months
Text
safe space
-> lucifer x mc (romantic or platonic)
-> lucifer comforts an upset mc who came to him
mc's gender is not mentioned, not proofread
content warnings: crying, hurt/comfort, mc sits in lucifer's lap
a/n: I'm back from not writing hehe anyways this is lucifer comfort fic number 20 that has been in my drafts for months and I've decided to release it (it was literally finished too). At this point I'm gonna change the character name so I got fics for the others too 💀💀
-----
Lucifer was at a loss for words when you barged into his study. You were clearly crying and it worried him greatly. Were you just running around the house, desperately trying to not absolutely burst out in tears while trying to find him? His heart caught in his throat when he heard you weakly call his name. He pushed himself away from the desk in his chair to make room for you to sit on his lap if you would like to. He wasn't too surprised when you ran to him and instantly started bawling the second you made physical contact with him. While gently guiding you to sit on his lap in a more comfortable position with his one hand, Lucifer stroked your arm with his free one. He quietly hushed you as you violently sobbed into his chest and clutched onto his shirt for dear life. You're clearly too upset to talk, so Lucifer will carefully hold you close until you're ready to speak. Repeatedly making quiet 'shh' sounds and gently rubbing your arms and back seems like the best thing to do right now.
Lucifer is really worried about you though. What could possibly have happened to get you this upset? He's known you for a while, and never once before were you running around crying around the house while trying to find him. Eventually you did calm down a bit, but you still looked really distraught. Lucifer gave you a little comforting squeeze against his body. You did not look at him, your face remained buried against his neck, but you felt safe here.
'You can talk to me whenever you feel like it, Mc.'
529 notes · View notes
Text
Corruption fic - Second Preview
Next preview is here! This is for all the night owls like me! I won't put a warning for this one either but there is one sentence that's very risqué!
You started to bawl as you clung to Lucifer for support. Immediately, he rushed you over to the couch and sat you down next to him, letting you cry into the crook of his neck.
"Hey, hey, shh," Lucifer soothed. "It's alright. Alastor won't bother you anymore, I'll make sure of it."
"It's n-not him," you sniffled, "it's everything! Al-stor's right, there's no savin' me."
Lucifer pulled you away from him, placing a hand under your chin as he looked into your glassy eyes. "Now what makes you say that?"
Another tear rolled down your face. "Is like he said, what I was taught up there…nothing's true! Welllll, except…" you placed your hand over the one holding your face tenderly. "Theeeyyyyy did say that you, Luciferrrr, were heaven's prettiest angel. They def-liny didn't lie about that!"
You noticed a small blush creep across Lucifer's face at your words. He pulled his and away from your face to clear his throat, glancing away from you. "T-Thank you. That's umm, very kind of you."
You chuckled to yourself, scootching your body closer him. "Do you mind if I *hic*, lay down, jus' for a sec. Gettin' sleepy.
"Yeah, of course!" Lucifer smiled, but only for a moment. "W-Wait, hold on!"
But by the time he tried to warn you, your head had already fallen into his lap. You smiled up at the flustered man and chuckled, the heat returning to your face once more. "You got soft legs, hehe!"
Lucifer inhaled sharply. "Husk was right, you really are drunk. Wouldn't you feel more comfortable laying your head on a pillow?"
"Nnnnope!" you replied.
"Alright then," the king breathed and massaged the back of his neck, doing his best to hide how tense he'd become from your sudden closeness.
"H-Hey," you called up to him, "why'd youuu…why'd you protect me jus' now? From Al-stor. You *hic* didn't have to…"
He looked down at you softly, brushing away the hair that had fallen into your face. "I don't like bullies. You didn't deserve that, and Alastor knows that for his sake that he shouldn't get on my bad side."
"Never seen you so mad." you mumbled.
"I'm sorry you had to see that," he apologized, continuing to play with you hair. "I don't like bringing out that side of me. But Alastor really likes to push his luck for some bizarre reason."
"Awww," you pouted, "is too bad. I liked seeing that side of ya. It was HOT!"
Lucifer stopped his movements completely. “I-I’m sorry?”
“You heard me,” you responded poking at his chest. “What? Did ya think jus’ cuz I was a believer when I was alive that I’d be SCARED of ya? Maybe at first. Not anymore! I’m already in Hell soooo there’s no point in hidin’ it, is there?”
“Hiding what, exactly?” Lucifer gulped as if he was almost too afraid to ask.
You giggles and hid your face with your hands. “Noooo, you’re jus’ gonna laugh at meeee!”
Lucifer let out an amused hum. He gently took ahold of your wrists and lowered your hands away from your now completely beet-colored face. “I promise I won’t laugh at you, my dear. You’ve very much piqued my curiosity! And I’m very good at keeping secrets, you know! So please, let me keep yours.” He let go of your wrists, letting your hands fall onto your chest. You watched as he leaned closer to you, his half lidded eyes piercing your very soul. “Won’t you tell me, my sweet angel?”
"I…*hic* I umm…" you babbled. It was clear that you were struggling to answer.
"Mind if I take a guess?" Lucifer offered as he went back to playing with your loose locks of hair. "Is it possible that you have a little crush on-"
"I WAN' YOU TO FUCK ME STUPID TILL I CAN'T 'MEMBER MY NAME!" you blurted out without any reservations.
"-me…" Lucifer froze at your confession. You could hear the sound of a pin drop with the deafening silence that now filled the air. With a big inhale, he straightened his back fully, placing both of his hands under you in a flash, not daring to look down at you. "Well, I-I think it's about time we got you to bed!" he nearly shouted as he scooped you up in his arms and stood up faster than normal.
You let out a small squeak of surprise with his sudden motion. With a snap of his fingers, a portal appeared next to you and he quickly carried you across the threshold and into your dimly lit room. With a flick of his wrist, your bedsheets were undone and Lucifer was able to lay you down gently onto your mattress. He reached over you to grab your undone comforter and pulled it on top of you, covering everything but your head.
"Okay! Uhh, s-sleep well!" Lucifer went to run through the portal, but not before you were able to grab his sleeve.
"D-Did I upset you?" you asked nearly on the verge of tears again? Lucifer still hadn't looked at you.
"N-No! No, angel, you didn't upset me!" he tried to sooth you, but you weren't buying it. You couldn't stop more tears running down your face. When Lucifer heard your quiet cries, he finally turned towards you in a state of sheer panic. "Ahh, no!" He kneeled down next to you, wiping your tears away with his free hand. "Please don't cry! I promise I'm not upset!"
"Knew it was stupid…," you sobbed, "shouldn't have told you…"
"Don't say that," the fallen angel cooed. "Okay, okay, look…If uhh, we're admitting things right now, I might as well too. Would that make you feel better?"
You sniffled a bit. "M-Maybe…"
Lucifer shut his eyes and let out a deep sigh. "I've had…similar feelings…about you, that is. So…no more tears, okay?"
You stared at the man before you, completely and utterly baffled by what you had just heard. "R-Really?"
"Yes," he whispered. "But we can talk about this tomorrow, yeah? You need some sleep, it looks like you're about to pass out."
He was right. Your eyelids felt as though they could give out at any moment, and the warmth from your blanket wasn't helping you stay conscious either. As Lucifer stood up, you still clung to his sleeve like your life depended on it. "Stay?" you almost begged.
He smiled weakly, taking your hand from his sleeve and placing a small peck on the back of it. "Not tonight," he responded. "Sleep now, darling. I'll see you when you wake." You couldn't find the strength to respond, letting yourself drift off to sleep as Lucifer left you to dream.
Little did you know that he had disappeared to take a very cold shower.
148 notes · View notes
rkvriki · 1 year
Text
things enha does for you !
hey guys!!! after tha one last fic im back to soft content lolz. i got this idea when i was in class so excuse me if its crappy tho! this one is a lil smoll :')
make sure to leave feedback. my requests are open and so is my talk box so let's talk!
WARNINGS ! undertones of being naked and sunoo watching its all sfw so dont worry!! might contain grammar errors!
word count: 1k
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
LEE HEESEUNG !
— makes you homemade gifts
heeseung is pretty good at everything, so once in his life decides to make good use of it outside of his job.
heeseung loves giving you gifts, most of them expensive pieces of clothing or even random plushies he wins when he goes to the arcade with the other boys, but is there anything more meaningful than a gift he made himself?
he makes so many handmade things but his favorite thing to do is scrap books. he tries to collect his favorite pics with you every month and he puts them in a scrapbook with cute and sweet handwritten messages.
he loves seeing your wide smile as you scan every picture he chose, remembering each day like it was yesterday.
PARK JONGSEONG !
— leaves you notes or flowers 
he does this almost everyday or at least when he stays over at yours and he even has special cute and decorated post its just for you :’)
sometimes he will notice that you might be feeling a little more down or stressed with school/work so he waits for you to fall asleep before he leaves after writing a heartfelt note and sticking it somewhere he knows you’ll see it.
or sometimes jay just feels like treating you nicely so he sends your favorite flowers with a postcard to your house or office.
it all just makes you feel so giddy and soft on the inside, you love how much he shows affection to you in all kinds of ways.
SIM JAKE !
— is present in the most important moments
being from abroad is hard and jake knows that because he also came from a different country, so when knows his s/o isn’t from korea he tries to make up for the fact you don’t have anyone like family members around to supporto you.
when you have important presentations he will be in the audience cheering for you with the biggest smile on his face.
most of the times he does this are surprises, you never know when to expect seeing him there and you would bawl your eyes out if you weren’t in front of so many people.
when you have your first job interview he will take you to where it’s going to take place and he will wait outside and when you come out will tell you that you did good no matter what results are gonna be.
PARK SUNGHOON !
— writes you letters expressing himself
i feel like sunghoon is really shy when it comes to expressing his feelings, although it doesn’t stop him from telling you he loves you every day.
every week he writes you a letter in neat and pretty handwriting, sometimes just telling you how he is feeling lately, other times talking about how much he loves you and how afraid he is of losing you.
he puts every feeling there is in him in the paper, always writing you more than one sheet of paper. After you read all of them you alway call him and you both talk about it, which makes him shy and his ears turn red.
you keep every letter in a box in a place only you and him know and you always read them when you miss him when he’s away.
KIM SUNOO !
— prepares you a spa day/bath
we all know sunoo is all about self care with all the skin care he does and the vitamins he takes and now it’s also a habit of yours thanks to him.
he loves taking care of you when he feels like you aren’t doing it, unable to do it either from stress or just being busy with your life.
when those situations happen, he never fails to surprise you when you come home with a warm bubbly bath in your bathroom, now candle lit.
he asks you to get in the tub as he leaves to get you more things.
he comes back with a huge variety of skin care for you to choose and prepares you your favorite light drink.
when you come out of the shower he will have you laying in the bed and will give the best back massage you’ll ever get, breaking all the knots in you, finishing off with kisses all over your back and face making you giggle.
YANG JUNGWON !
— takes time to celebrate important dates
jungwon loves planning things for you, especially your birthday. even though it makes him wanna rip his hair off he makes all the efforts to make it the best birthday party you could ever have.
literally no one can talk to him during the weeks he is planning it because he is so stressed that he will snap at someone unintentionally (he apologizes later, poor won)
he will plan it almost a month earlier to make sure everything is perfect. he look for the best bakeries around and tries to find the best rooftop to have the party.
he contacts every single one of your friends trying not to forget to invite anyone.
then the worts part comes, the present to give you. jungwon knows so much about you, almost every little detail, but one thing he doesn’t know is what to give you in your birthday, even if you reassure him he is the best present >-<
all the stress his worthy when he sees your teary eyes smile at the big party.
NISHIMURA RIKI !
— spends quality time with you
being an idol takes a lot of someone’s time and niki tries to use every second he had of free time to be with you since he’s always in and out of the country and he knows you hate being alone.
niki takes you everywhere you possibly can go. you go hiking, you go to amusement parks, to the movies, trying out restaurants, just anywhere.
he’s always up to try new things with you and sometimes he might bring the other boys along or you bring your friends, but it’s very rare to happen.
he always takes his digital camera, taking pictures of you when you aren’t looking, which he ends up showing you making you complain of how bad you look and he just glares at you.
sometimes you just go to quiet places and enjoy each other presence, like going to parks in the middle of the nowhere, where it’s just the two of you being two fools in love.
© rkvriki 2023, do not copy or translate my works, please.
901 notes · View notes
weebsinstash · 4 months
Note
I wanna be best buds with Lucifer. All my brain cells r now fixated on the short munchkin dressed like a haunted puppet with depression who CLEARLY needs a new passion project in his life.
Depressed Dad is clearly in need of something or someONE to kick him out of his depression funk. Y/N could be just the ESA he needs. The hell equivalent of those little marimo moss balls parents buy for kids who are too irresponsible to remember to feed fish.
What I'm saying is, the platonic yandere potential is off the charts. We go to Valentino to get hungover and fucked, but we go to Luci for a hangover cure and a comfy couch to crash on.
Honestly I was thinking of something, like
Lucifer just wants to assume everyone down there is the worst, but imagine he comes to the Hotel to see Charlie and Reader is there as a guest and, SOMETHING happens
Like I was imagining it would be really cute if Lucifer's first visit to the Hotel went significantly worse and Charlie and him are arguing and Reader is the one who tries to help them make amends. Constantly fighting the feminine urge to put musicals in these fucking fics or posts but you wind up singing a tune about how WAIT, please don't go, the two of them have to make up, and clearly he's a good person and an even better dad because CHARLIE is like rhe nicest sweetest bestest person you've ever met
and then after you're done Charlie is like BAWLING like when Angel forgave her, just grabbing you and her Dad, "this is the first time they've saaaaang, they've been too shy and they did it for US, that's so beautiful!!!" just like HARD CRYING and you're basically like Honorary Child 2 at that point
I can just. mmm, imagine if you knew Val first and then befriended the Morningstars. Valentino tries to force you to do something one day and you're just like, picking up your phone, staring Val dead in the face as you text someone. FIVE MINUTES LATER, there's a knock to the door of the set, and you rush to open it, and everyone starts losing their fucking MIIIINDS as LUCIFER HIMSELF walks in
You give Valentino a grin that would have made a demon proud as if to say "fucking try me bitch" before turning back to Lucifer, "heeeeeey short king! I'm sorry for messaging out of the blue but I missed you! Hey, i think my friend Mr Valentino was about to like, give me a job or something?"
Lucifer's just all, "oh, you mean like working the lights or, helping mop the floors cause, I don't think that suits a young lady/man/whatever like yourself!"
Like can you imagine Val was having you read some AWFUL like NAAAAASTY script before Luci came in and it's still in his hand and you point at it, "hey isn't that it right there?" And Valentino and potentially even Vox have to SCRAMBLE, "No no not at all, this is, uh, my laundromat receipt!" *shoves the entire booklet into a nearby shark demon's mouth
Lucifer is standing there being, kinda judgy like he was with Charlie's hotel but otherwise being friendly and YOURE the one being the "silent" menace. Valentino is GRINDING his teeth, "soooo, Mr Morningstar, sir, big fan, excellent work, uh, what can we do for you?" And you're just slinging an arm around THE DEVIL "oh, me and him were gonna go grab lunch and I was maybe gonna crash at his daughter's new place where Mr Lucifer here is gonna be visiting all the time. You don't mind right?" and Vox has to step in and answer "yeah, sure no problem!!!" because Valentino is about to devolve into nothing but furious squeaking
This is an idea I'm prolly gonna wind up using for a platonic Husker thing but, Reader having an abusive childhood and Lucifer becomes aware that YOUR dad was a mean piece of shit, definitely down in Hell too or previously exterminated, and Lucifer just finds you like DRUNK IN THE GUTTER, "I'm a looooooser just like my dad". Like. Yandad Luci here is probably the type where he sees you having ONE bad hangover and he's concrete convinced you're a hardcore alcoholic and need rehab STAT. Which may be true but what I'm saying is is that, he sees you at your weakest ONCE and he's suddenly like "Oh no, duckling! cmon, let, uh, let ... Daaaaaad help you? 🥺" and you find out his idea of help is like. Extremely well intentioned but horribly well executed as he's over here, "you know what helps MY depression? Inventing things in my workshop" and you look around to 4000 versions of the same rubber duck and you're like "s so.... is it working" and he just emphatically declares "No! :D but I think it's getting a little better with you here!" and your fate is fucking sealed and wait until Lilith moseys on back into town and finds the "savior" of her goofy little husband and best bud of her daughter and now you've got every Morningstar on your side in totally The Most Normal Ways Possible :)
151 notes · View notes
indigogvf · 6 months
Text
Bottled up
Summary: Jake comforts you after a bad week at work.
Warnings: Crying? There’s no others that I can think of, just lots of comfort and fluff.
Word count: 1279
AN: Thanks for helping me decide which fic to do on my poll!! Im still gonna do the other two at some point, but Jake comfort was the winner so you’re getting this one first😁
Also, my requests are open!! I’d love to hear any ideas.
Tumblr media
You just finished work, and you’re walking rather quickly to your car, whilst also desperately holding back tears to avoid your boss after he gave you a deadline for a presentation; a presentation he told you about yesterday. And the deadline is on Monday.
It’s Friday.
After the immense stress and pressure you’ve been holding in this week, it was safe to say you were now at your breaking point.
You practically threw yourself into your car as tears started streaming down your face, not wanting to catch the attention of any coworkers who might also be leaving. Everything that had even slightly upset or bothered you this week now seemed earth shattering as you finally let yourself feel all the emotions you’ve been pushing away. You were never one to talk about how you felt; you always felt as if no one really cared, or that you were being a burden. Everyone has their own stuff going on, why do they need yours to think about too?
You pulled up in the driveway, taking a deep breath before getting out of your car and making your way to the house. You walked in, chucking your keys on the side table and hanging your coat up. “Jake, I’m home.” You called out. You walked through to the kitchen to see where he was after you heard no response, and found him cutting up some type of vegetable, which you couldn’t quite see because he was in the way. “Hey. What are you making?” You questioned.
“Hey, honey. I’m making lasagna for dinner. I know it’s your favourite, and I wanted to do something nice for you.” He smiled. You took a deep breath, not wanting to start up the waterworks for the second time. He was so good to you.
“Oh. That’s very thoughtful of you, Jake. Thank you.” You returned his smile as he pulled you in for a sweet little kiss. “I’m gonna head upstairs and take a shower.” You began walking away,
“Wait!” He called, “How was work?”
You were really hoping you’d dodged that question.
“Uh.. yeah, it was fine.” You briskly walked away, desperately trying to avoid any further questions.
You failed.
“Just fine? Are you sure?” He paused for a moment, awaiting your response. When you hesitated, he continued. “You’ve been a little off with me this week.. have I done something wrong? Is there something going on elsewhere that’s bothering you?”
Fuck.
You hate this. You almost hate yourself for this. You’ve been pushing him away all week, attempting to avoid this exact conversation. As much as you want to just curl up on the couch with him and bathe in his love and affection, you knew yourself too well. You knew you’d crack and end up crying to him about how stressed you’ve been, which is exactly what you want to avoid. You hate that you’ve made him feel like he’s done something wrong. You can feel your lip quivering as you hold back your tears for the second time since you’ve come home. “I’m sorry. I.. I just-“ aaaand here it comes.
You put your head in your hands as you start bawling, trying to conceal the fact that you’re most definitely not okay. Although you think it’s fairly obvious, because Jake rushes over to you, embracing you in a tight hug as your body shakes against his. “Hey, it’s okay. Shhh. Just let it all out,” He says softly into your ear whilst gently stroking your hair. “Talk to me, baby. What’s going on?” He prods.
You collect yourself, taking deep breaths in an attempt to calm yourself enough to explain yourself. “I’m sorry for pushing you away all week. You didn’t do anything, I’ve just had a week from hell. I didn’t want to be a burden to you so I just kept it to myself, but I knew if you were to ask about my day, I’d crack.” You mumbled, feeling slightly ashamed because saying it out loud makes you feel slightly pathetic.
“What makes you think you can’t talk to me? You can always talk to me - about anything. I want to be there for you, honey. But I can’t if i don’t know when there’s something bothering you. Your problems will never burden me, I promise. Now, tell me what happened.” He reassures you, still giving gentle strokes across your hair.
You knew your thought process was slightly unnecessary when it came to Jake. He’s never made you feel like you can’t talk to him; in fact, you know you can talk to him. You assume it was from when you were a teenager and your two friends ignored you for being upset, and then proceeded to tell you it was draining to be around you. You’re glad that Jake shows you nothing of the sort.
“Well, on Monday, there was four clients who phoned and screamed at me down the phone for the way that their previous issues were handled. I didnt even deal with their original complaints. On Tuesday, my boss called me for a meeting about those calls and basically questioned my ability to do my job, despite the fact that I told him multiple times I didn’t handle their original complaints. On Wednesday, my coworker shouted at me in front of the entire office about how i didn’t send him some documents he needed, even though he didn’t tell me about them. On Thursday I split my coffee on my cream coloured jumper and had to walk around with a giant stain down my chest. Today, my boss gave me a deadline for a presentation. He told me about the presentation on Thursday, and the deadline is on Monday.” You took a breath, feeling like you were suffocating because of how quickly and passionately you listed all of the problems of the week.
“Oh, love. I’m sorry. You don’t deserve to be treated this way. You’re always working so hard, it’s a shame they can’t see that. Have you thought about working somewhere else? You deserve to be respected and seen for your work, and I don’t think you’re going to get that at this company.” He spoke in the most delicate voice.
You thought for a moment, contemplating his suggestion of getting a new job. “I don’t know. I hadn’t really thought about that; but I think you might be right.” You replied.
Jake pulled you closer to him, placing your head on his chest. “You know you can always talk to me, don’t you?” He asked.
“I do. I guess I just overthink it sometimes.” You said, reassuring him.
“Do you promise you’ll talk to me next time?” He held his pinky finger out.
“I pinky promise, Jake.” You shook his pinky as you smiled at each other.
He pulled you in for a gentle kiss to your lips and then planted kisses around your face, leaving an extra big one on your forehead. You giggled in response, already feeling much better.
“Why don’t we eat our lasagna and try to come up with some solutions that might make your work easier, and then cuddle on the couch with a movie on in the background, hm? That sound good, pretty girl?” He suggested.
“Mmm, that sounds amazing. Thank you, Jake. I love you.” You nuzzled your head into his chest. You could hear his heartbeat gently thumping in your ear.
“I love you too, sweetheart.” He placed a kiss on your head whilst simultaneously giving you a tight squeeze.
You loved him so much, it was almost too much. But you especially loved how loved he made you feel.
162 notes · View notes
caelanglang · 10 days
Note
Who are your fav skk fanfic writers and why? Do you have their works that you love the most that you don't mind sharing here? 💘
this... this is such a hard question, *brings out a whole safe of records* /j (no srsly it's gonna be a long read--)
Here are a list of authors i really like :3 Their ao3 links/handles are:
the_most_happy: love how emotional their work can be! they have smut and fluff works, and most of all—which i think the the most delicious one, is the way they write angst <3 I actually made a bunch of fanart for their fics/aus when I was just getting into the fandom :3 They're writing is like going into a spicy sexy emotinal adventure... idk how else to describe it xD my fav fic of theirs... augh so hard to choose... In Loving Memory caught me so off guard (cuz i forgot to read the tags and immediately dived into it the moment i saw their post about it hhhh)
forest_racoon: The fluff and softness and magic in their writing is so good! I love the energy and comedy and seriousness and everything in their writing! it's always so fun to pick up any of their works~ Don't be tricked tho,, the angst they deliver have the same gravity ToT it's just so... augh... I first found them through Plate :( and have reread it several times (please check out their other works too it's all so amazing!!)
devilrin: love how she writes. period. the emotions and the poetic energy of it?? the angst?? so. good. the skk energy in their writing is more mellow(?) it feels more realistic—it's like watching people instead of characters ;w; (very cool how she world builds an entire life outside of her fic for her characters actually, got to witness the behind the scenes first hand myself its pretty insane to me) The fic that ruined me tho is Down to a Sunless Sea (which is so angsty im so--)
themadtree: The energy in their writing is just so amazing. it's very hard to stop mid-way! The dialogue feels very fun and engaging and you really get very attached to the characters because of how energetic and full of life they are. Whimsical is the best word I can think of to describe the reading experience of their work :3 They made a bunch of fun aus; their brain is just so amazing (pirate au and avatar au like broooooo) My favorite is Mors Vincit Omnia (yummy pirate au!)
StarshipDancer: one of the first ao3 writers whose name i decided to remember by heart (which means a lot considering how bad i am with names) because they are my most searched user in ao3 xD The fluff is just so addicting. The sillies and shenanegans are so on point for me, idk it just scratch this itch so perfectly in my brain. I draw a of inspiration from my skk sketches from their works actually :3!! READ EVERYTHING THEY HAVE PLS ITS ALL SO GOOD (you should check the fluff week collection augh) Without Words is one of my most reread ones... I think... I reread a lot of their works tho...
setosdarkness: let's be honest. i think everyone whose dived into ao3 skk just knows her alreayd xD she's such a kween for that, making sure we are so well fed with so much fun skk writing. Her works are so fun to read! Very comedic and has such similar energy to the gag moments and bickering and shenanigans of the anime skk for me idk why. I love how fun and unique each fic scenarios are :3 (no srsly you'll never run out of food made with so much love by athina-san)
xLillyle: I am working with Lilly for a Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood skk au!! (its Royai skk BUT it's also beast!skk) it's been so exciting to work with her :3!! You can check some of the teasers here. She made an iwaoi!skk fic recently so if that's you're type hehe *starts bawling*
there are lots of other amazing authors there but these are the ones that came to mind and i am most familiar with for now :3 Here are some other fics ~~
When I Awake: Ghost(?) Writer Dazai and Musician Chuuya. yummy angst. silly skk
castle out of couches: My favorite domestic fluff skk. it's my must read. Halfbloom is such a master of the fluff in comedic tone and capturing that skk domestic softness idk how they do it. it's just so good.
In One of the Stars I shall be Living: A sweetheart wrote a fic about my little prince skk au TT it's so well written and I am so in love with all the references and angst ueueue
Five Steps: My favorite skk knight x prince au TT
The Best Worst Thing: Another sweetheart wrote a fic based on my silly sketches ;w; it's so cute waaaaaa
okay. i am. so sorry for the long answer. I just love a lot of stuffs from these incredible writers. feel free to drop by again :3 these are the ones that comes to my mind first so i may have missed out on a bunch oop
76 notes · View notes
luvingshidou · 3 months
Text
Tumblr media
YOU DISGUST ME.
Tumblr media
....heart to heart???
sae x fem! reader part 1!!
ANGST ANGST ANGST
(sae isn't my fav character but every angst fic I read of him make me bawl)
Tumblr media
Growing up with Sae had its perks. Being his neighbour means you could always see whenever you wanted!! Sae also would also always fight with anyone else who would pick on you!! It was like having your own bodyguard. When you were younger and playing with other kids at school, they always made you and Sae the mom and dad, when you asked why they would tease the both of you, saying that you and Sae were gonna get married in the future. You can vividly remember the time when Sae brought you behind a snall tree outside your back garden. He had a white tulip in his hand that he plucked out of one of your mother flower beds he then promised you that when you're older that you'd become boyfriend and girlfriend and live happily ever after.
For the longest time everyone thought you and Sae were dating, you were inseparable, like two peas in a pod. Even you mothers thought you were dating!! As you grew up you could feel your feelings for Sae growing stronger and stronger ever day. That's until Sae got scouted to play for Real Madrid, meaning Sae would have to leave Japan and go to Spain. You were sad when Sae told you that he had to leave and that he won't be back for good while, you almost wanted to plead with him to stay since it would be boring without him but you couldn't, Sae always adored soccer since well forever so you couldn't take this away from him. You remember the day that he left he head for Spain, he stopped at your house before heading to the airport. You remember tearing up and hugging nearly to death. But he looked so happy, but reminded yourself that when he came back, everything would go back you normal.
But still every day that you weren't with Sae was boring, every minute you could feel yourself ageing. You'd always buy bouquets of white topics just so you could feel more connected with Sae. But finally after 4 excruciating years, you finally saw him even though it was completely by coincidental. See you were just walking home after school, when you saw a familiar face, it was Sae, you were almost about to run up to him and his him but that when you noticed, Sae looked cold, his expression was blank and emotionless, he also looked skinnier. God what happened to him in those 4 years when he was playing in Spain???
"Sae???" You called out as you began to walk up to him. "Sae, it's been so long when did you come back???" You ask, a small smile clearly bestowed your face, as you try to push away the worries you were feeling right now.
"Ah, Y/N, I came back a 4 days ago." Sae said but his voice was laced with disdain, it was clear he didn't want to talk with you.
"Ah, shit really??? I can't believe I forgot what day you were coming back." You say laughing nervously, the smile on your face becoming more akward.
"You're still forgetful as ever, I see??" Sae says in a way that just was way too arrogant for your liking. You raised an eyebrow in shock, its been for years since you saw him an he's acting like this???
"Sae, what the fuck??? Its been 4 years since you saw me and your acting like you don't want nothing to do with me???" You blurted out, your akward smile turning into a frown.
"Well, 'cause I don't want nothing to do with you. Y/N you're nothing but a nuisance at this point, you don't matter to me anymore. So can you just fuck off???" Sae scoffs, rolling his eyes in disdain. He was looking at you like you were some sort of deplorable human being.
"Sae I— you fucking bastard. Don't you remember your promise???" You say, it was a bit of a childish thing to say but it was the only thing that you could muster up.
"Y/N what the fuck are you five??? I said that so long ago but you're still caught up about wanting to be my girlfriend are you??? And you're still acting like a dumb brainless bitch. Y/N, you fucking disgust me." Sae exclaims as he began to walk away, not even looking back once.
You stood there for a good 6 minutes processing what just happened, while tears streamed down your face, smudging your makeup, you slowly walked back to your house, tears fogging your vision. Once you got back you ran up to your bedroom, a large clear vase of white tulips sitting on your desk, in frustration you knocked the vase over onto the floor, glass shattering everywhere.
Fuck Sae.
Fuck Sae and his stupid tulips.
Fuck Sae and his stupid shitty promise.
Tumblr media
(not proofread tehgeheh😋😋😋)
80 notes · View notes
dollfaceksj · 9 months
Note
i really hope taehyung has calmed down and ready to hear them out :(
i hope so too!
a/n: hi. i have realized and decided that it’s time to end toapp. #36 (the next drabble) will be the finale.
i just wanna thank you guys for this amazing journey. i’ve had so much fun interacting with you guys and writing this story, just making shit up as i go. i had no idea how this story was gonna go, how y’all would receive it, every drabble i just hoped for the best. it’s insane to think toward the end toapp had 400+ regular readers. that’s so crazy guys!! thank u so much
i hope u guys will still interact with me even when this finishes!!! and i hope you guys look forward to my upcoming fics. i’ve already brainstormed several other fics that i know y’all will love! i can’t wait to share them with you.
i might still do side-drabbles like what jk did in those 2 months, more events we’ve already seen but from other povs, maybe drabbles that happen in the future. i’ll see !
thank you for everything.
lots of love,
clover. 🍀
ps: listen to the outro of scott street by phoebe bridgers when u read this drabble trust me. i bawled like a little bitch.
taste of a poison paradise | jjk (m) #35
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
masterlist
<- previous ; finale ->
WHAT SHOULD YOU DO?
BELIEVE HIS SIDE OF THE STORY 92,3%
DISMISS HIM IMMEDIATELY 7,7%
416 votes
you chose:
BELIEVE HIS SIDE OF THE STORY
“do you want me to leave?”
he stares at you with the biggest eyes in the universe
how does someone just have big black eyes like that
like
the things he says
can be so dirty
and his gaze can be so intense
but now
when he’s
pleading
and being pathetic
his eyes are the biggest in the galaxy
he’s so beautiful
you wonder if he knows that
you sigh loudly and rub your hairline. “you’re so lucky you know your way with words.”
he blinks at you a few times and drops his shoulders in relief, you hadn’t even noticed they were that tense
“i’m just telling you the truth.”
you merely hum in response and nod your head absentmindedly as you glance over at the plate of cold chicken quesedillas now
“do you want me to heat those up in a pan for you?” you ask quietly, not sure where to go with the conversation now
when you don’t get a response, you glance in his direction
he’s just staring at you with an unreadable expression on his face
“jungkook?”
he shakes his head slowly. “do you believe me now?”
your brows pinch together in confusion. “yeah, i believe you. were you not telling the truth just now?”
he shakes his head again. “i’m not talking about just now i’m talking about me being in love with you.”
oh
right
yeah
you said you didn’t believe it
do you believe him?
your own feelings for him keep getting in the way of your rational thoughts
because you just want to believe him, even when your common sense still doubts it
“yeah,” you start, “i believe you.”
then, a soft smile creeps onto his lips. “okay.”
you reach for the plate but jungkook stops you by gently taking hold of your wrist mid-air. “i think you should just go lie down in bed. after what just happened, you just need a moment. i can tell you’re pretending to be okay.”
you blink at him
and the sincere look in his eyes
and the slight pinch in his brows
almost makes you tear up again
“i’ll clean the kitchen up, just,” he pauses as he lets go of your wrist, “go. i’ll be right there.”
you slowly nod your head and start walking out of your kitchen, heading to your bedroom
you lie down in your bed and stare at the ceiling, the events of barely 20 minutes ago playing on repeat in your head
taehyung
you miss him
you need him
you’re lucky jungkook was there to talk some sense into you
you should go to taehyung when the storm is over
and come clean with everything and just
beg for his forgiveness
and now that you think about it
you wonder
why it’s taking jungkook so long
??
you get up from your bed and slowly make your way to the kitchen
you peek your head around the corner of the door and that’s when you see
jungkook, standing by the sink
the mess taehyung made earlier on the floor has been cleaned up
and it seemed like jungkook was halfway through with the dishes
but now he’s just leaning against the sink with his hands and his head held down
what is he doing?
you wonder what it is until you hear a soft sniffle
you walk into the kitchen. “jungkook?”
he quickly sniffles again and wipes his cheeks before looking at you
you walk in further. “hey,” you whisper as you place your hand on his shoulder, soothingly rubbing it
he’s quiet for a few moments before he breaks down
“he’s my only friend and i betrayed his trust. you can bounce back because of your history with him but me? he’ll never want to see me again.”
oh
he sent you away because all of that panic that he had earlier concerning taehyung he couldn’t show
he had to swallow his own emotions because he had to calm you down
but it’s dawning on him real bad right now and you need to be here for him like he was there for you
you shake your head and move your hand over his back, rubbing it gently. “you’re crazy. he could never hate you, kook. like you said, he’s mad. it’s okay, we’ll catch him one of these days and talk it out. taehyung is the gentlest soul i know. he just needs some time to cool off.”
he sniffles quietly, his round nose so red and his big eyes puffy. “it took you so much convincing to believe me. what if he doesn’t believe me at all?”
“jungkook, taehyung knows you better than i do. he’ll know to believe you. i’m sure of it.”
he sniffles again and slowly nods.
“okay? here,” you say as you take the sponge out of his hand and rinse his soaped up hand. “let’s just go lie down for a bit. we’ll eat later.”
( ♡ )
the storm has finally let up the following day
and you need to do one more thing before you bite the bullet and face taehyung
you raise your fist and slowly knock on the door
you wait a few moments before it swings open
“hey, you.”
you smile at him. “hey, yoongi.”
he steps aside and invites you in
you quietly thank him and step in
“what’s up?” he asks as he heads into his living room and you follow him
“we uh,” you start as you nervously look around. “we need to talk.”
he halts in his movements and slowly turns to you. “oh. okay. would you like something to drink?”
you shake your head and gently take his soft hand into yours before leading him to the sofa
you both sit down and he’s staring at you with confused eyes. “so?”
you take a deep breath and finally glance at him. “yoongi,” you start, “you’re amazing. you really treat me exactly as a man should and i’ll always be thankful for that. you were never pushy, you were never condescending or overstepping. you just,” you pause for a moment to find more words but you kind of get stuck
it’s quiet
and he’s just staring at you
when the silence stretches out for longer than he likes, he decides to do something
his frown turns into a neutral expression. “finally chose jungkook, have you?”
oh
your eyes go wide and your throat goes dry.
fuck
“what?”
“i don’t like how you think i’m stupid, y/n.”
wh
what is he
what is
what is going on
you blink at him. he clearly is unimpressed with your attempts at letting him down slowly
oh no
you really don’t want to start panicking
“yoongi, i just–”
“hey, breathe. your veins are almost popping out of your throat.” he brings his finger up to tap your pouty lips
and it’s true, you were actually holding your breath
“i’m not stupid, you know.” he uses his thumb to rub your bottom lip. “it’s been rather clear that you’ve had feelings for jungkook. i was just waiting for you to realize.”
you frown at him. “how?”
“the camping trip, our first date, the parties, the clubs. your attention was always just centred around jungkook. i thought you were trying to get over it so i told you i’d make you realize you don’t need him but clearly you’ve realized you do and i get it.”
oh
okay
you are not going to cry
nope
you blink a few times to keep your tears in their fucking place. “aren’t you mad i used you to forget about him?”
at this, he’s quiet. he just blinks at you for a few moments before answering
“no, i’m not because i’m guilty too.”
you tilt your head to the side. “what do you mean?”
he sighs softly. “i uh,” he says as he shrugs his shoulders. “i did the same to you. i wanted to forget about sooyeon.”
wow
you didn’t actually think that was the case
well
he did mention he knew what you were talking about
and that he was okay with not getting into anything serious
but it’s strange hearing this from him now
because he just seems like the type of guy that has everything figured out
mature and collected
but you suppose after all, he’s human too
you nod slowly. “i see.”
he brings his hand down to rub your shoulder. “have you told taehyung?”
at this, your heart stings
you want to cry
“um,” you say with a shaky voice.
he frowns. “oh god,” he mumbles. “what happened?”
you explain what happened in short so you don’t bawl in front of him
“oh, shit. i guess it’s my fault, then?” he rubs his hairline. “i’m sorry, i didn’t think he’d rush to you like that for a simple cold.”
you sniff. him saying that makes you realize taehyung really does care for you
“you should go talk it out with him.”
“what if he doesn’t want to see me?”
he shakes his head. “don’t be absurd. i don’t think taehyung has ever even considered spending a day without at least hearing for you. he’s probably counting down the minutes until he sees you again.”
ugh
he really knows what to say
you slowly nod and rise to your feet. “i’m gonna go to him right now.”
he gets up as well. “okay. just breathe and you’ll be fine.”
you sigh and turn to fully face him as you wrap your arms around his waist and bury your face in his chest, inhaling his scent
he hugs you right back, stroking your head and rubbing your back soothingly
“thanks for everything, yoongles.”
“nope,” he chuckles, “your privileges have been revoked. you don’t get to call me that anymore.”
you huff and smack his back which he laughs at
you pull back and pout at him
he chuckles and pecks your nose. “we’ll talk again soon,” he says
and you can’t help but smile
“absolutely.”
and with a final squeeze, he lets go of you and walks you to his front door
“you’re rushing me out. i bet sooyeon is coming over,” you joke as you open his front door
he’s suddenly quiet for a moment. “would that make me a bad person?”
you laugh and hit his chest. “jerk.”
he chuckles and watches as you leave, leaning against the doorframe with a soft smile on his lips.
well then
until our paths cross again, yoongi ♡
(wrote this entire scene whilst watching yoongi live on weverse to say his goodbyes after the enlistment news bitch im so fucking emotional rn shut the fuck up)
and now
it’s time
to go see taehyung
you make your way to taehyung’s home
and take a few breaths
trying to calm yourself
you need to calm yourself
you can do this
right as you raise your fist to knock
the door swings open
and you almost slam your first into taehyung’s face
luckily you stop yourself right before that happens and tae stares at you in surprise
“oh,” he quietly says. “i was uh…” he scratches his head. “i was just on my way to you.”
oh
oh :(
you swallow thickly and watch as he steps aside to let you in
you walk in and your body wants to automatically fly onto his bed like you always do but you settle for the couch right now
he follows you and sits down on the coffee table to be able to face you instead of sitting down next to you
it’s quiet
real quiet
“i’m sorry–”
you both apologize in unison but you frown at him. “why are you apologizing?”
he blinks at you like you’re crazy. “because i was way out of line, y/n.”
he catches the quiver in your pout but doesn’t comment on it. “i always told you i’d never judge you but airing you out like that was the opposite of what i promised to always do for you. it wasn’t okay.”
you scrunch your nose a bit as you feel yourself getting emotional again
“so, you don’t hate me?”
he blinks at you like you’ve gone crazy. “are you insane?”
you press your lips into a thin line, hoping to hurt yourself so you can focus on that and not getting emotional
“taehyung, you sacrificed so much for me and i couldn’t even listen to the one thing you didn’t want me to do. i’d wanna kill me.”
he sighs quietly and shakes his head as he looks down at your fidgeting fingers. “oh, don’t get me wrong. i still wanna kill you but what i did wasn’t cool. i just,” he pauses as he tries to think of what to say.
“i didn’t mean to give you a ‘gotcha’ moment with that sensitive information but it was more my way of saying ‘i told you so’. you just make me so mad sometimes.”
you bite on your lip to stop it from quivering
“and the fact it’s been going on since the camping trip and i just, i thought about all the times you just lied to my face. you’d never done that before. we’ve always been honest with each other, you know? never in a million years did i think you would lie to me like that.”
you look down at your hands, realizing you’ve been picking at the loose flesh around your nails
“i’m always just thinking ‘it’s okay, she’s young’ whenever you screw up because you are. but i’m young too. and i’m scared too.”
it’s enough to have you silently crying again
he’s completely right
all of that pressure he’s been carrying with him
and he always looks so
careless and free
is that why he’s always drinking until he can’t fucking stand?
and he never ever once held it over your head
he never once pointed out that he carries all this pressure of keeping you safe and protect you
and you’re just a selfish cunt
“i know. i’m sorry, taehyung. i really am. it just,” you stutter as you shakily sniff for air, “it just happened.”
he glances up at you and nods, handing you tissues from his nightstand
“he needs us, taehyung. he needs you. he told me everything. he was just a boy.”
taehyung sighs as he puts the box of tissues down in front of you
you tell taehyung the storyline of you and jungkook
without the events of … yesterday and the day before that for obvious reasons.
and he doesn’t say much, just silently nods
it’s quiet for awhile as you both just sit there, not saying another word
until
“have you caught feelings for him?”
your breath hitches in your throat and your heart is beating in your ass
you make eye contact with him and he’s staring at you with a neutral expression
you furrow your brows and try to stop the involuntary quiver in your lips as you slowly nod to his question
he gently sighs and runs a hand through his hair. “does he know?”
you wipe your tears with the tissues. “yes. he confessed to me first.”
he then looks at you with a surprised look on his face. “jungkook told you he has feelings for you? jungkook?”
you blink at him, confused at the surprised tone in his voice. “well, he told me he was in love with me.”
he tilts his head to the side. “and you believe him?”
you shrug your shoulders. “not at first. and definitely not after hearing the mia thing but,” you pause for a moment. “he told me the full story and i don’t think he lied to me once as he did. so i do believe him now.”
he rubs his smooth chin with his fingers and slowly nods. “have you told yoongi?”
“yes.”
he leans back on his hands, his head tilted back as he stares at the ceiling. “where is jungkook now?”
you cough
“um…”
he lifts his head to look at you with a raised brow.
“he’s uh,” you glance at the front door. “he’s in the hall.”
taehyung blinks at you like you’re full of shit. “he’s here? in the hall?”
you slowly nod
taehyung stares at you for a moment longer before rising to his feet and walking to the front door
he swings it open and looks around the corner, just to see jungkook’s shadow at the bottom of the stairs
jungkook walks up a few stairs to see if it’s you but he makes eye contact with taehyung
and taehyung is just staring him down
jungkook quietly sighs and walks up the stairs, right up to taehyung’s front door
you watch from the couch, gripping the wet tissue in your hand still
jungkooks nose is still red
and his eyes are puffy
but neither of them say a word
just stare
at each other
until they suddenly kiss each other?
KNDKEJFKEJDKSJD
🍀 i’m just joking
they’re staring each other down in silence
until taehyung suddenly grabs jungkook by the collar of his shirt, knuckles turning white because of the tightness of his grip
jungkook just lets him
you shoot up from the couch in an instant, panic surging through your entire body
just as you’re about to call out taehyung’s name in hopes of stopping him
he pulls jungkook into a tight hug, maybe a little too tight
jungkook simply rests his chin on taehyung’s shoulder
and wraps his arms around him. “i’m sorry, hyung.”
they just hug in silence for a few moments until taehyung speaks up again
“you better not ever fuck her over or i swear i’ll have you jumped.”
jungkook chuckles and pats taehyung’s back. “i thought you were of the opinion that you should beat me the fuck up?”
is he insane
not the time for jokes, jungkook…
taehyung pulls back from the hug and stares at jungkook for a second with a frown on his face
before cracking his famous sheepish box smile. “i should but i know i can’t take you in a fight.”
LMFAOOOOO
what???😭😭😭😭
you snort and it makes both of them look at you
you suddenly feel like you’re being watched by the fbi or something the way ur standing there like 🧍‍♀️
taehyung lets go of jungkook and walks up to you, staring down at you with a furrow in his brows
“dumb people should never laugh.”
did he really just say that in the tone of that one nicki minaj tiktok audio😭😭😭
you pout and slap his chest
he chuckles and pulls you into a tight embrace, resting his chin on top of your head and not caring he’s suffocating you with his chest
but you simply keep your face buried there, inhaling his scent
and he literally just feels like home
he then says;
“good thing you’re dumb or else my life would’ve been really boring.”
to be continued
<- previous ; finale ->
— enjoyed it? you can always show your appreciation by buying me some coffee if you want ☕︎♡
— follow me on twitter and instagram for free exclusive content like sneak peeks, scrapped content, brain storming and to better interact with me ♧♡
— 🍀
taglist link
@joonwater @purp13st4r @bbtsficrecs @whoa-jo @hoseokieswrld @111vicky @jj.uchiha @ellesalazar @etaerealboyv @kissyfacekoo @casual-death @xenkimmie @the-kaya-aa @ane102 @mochminnie @yoongspi @Katie_tibo @llallaaa @littledropsofheavens @jlixe @frieschan @burnahtsw @somehowukook @alcurls02 @y2kcyb3rz @hopeforyoux @taehyungteddy @Rdaisy-75 @taolucha @eys-loveskoosomuch @kookssecret @xodinosaurxo @mackier10 @kelsyx33 @teddybeartaee @petalsofjr @ijustexistatthispoint @thalhad @whatamitoyou @parkinglot-nights @ahgasegotarmy116 @petalsofink @Hani_0407 @suciedad-divina @jk-190811 @jngkewk @bangtanfabi7 @dreamcatcherluvr @dearmyfavoritepeople-bts @fancycollectormoon @looneybleus @junecat18 @bloopkook @pinklemonsstuff @cherrygukkie @hellsfine @caro134340lina @ny1xh @pamzn @nays2112 @ricekrispyyyyy @bettybloop @yoonabeo @hiii-priestess @ta3bae @jeonninja @allisonstonex @nawrnonope
306 notes · View notes
spaceofentropy · 2 months
Text
Thank you, @ihni , for the baton! Without further ado, here's my contribution to the Harringrove Relay Race!
It's a little fic (that I'll post on ao3 later, when I'm awake and cosplaying as a functioning human) and that is very cleverly (not really) titled...
A Pirate's Life For Me
Billy's always known he wasn't lucky in life and this, right here, is the culmination of it all.
Not even two months at sea, working his ass off for a meager pay in the hopes of earning enough to exstinguish the debts his father and Chrissy's father put on their shoulders before dying, and his ship gets captured by pirates.
Worse: captured by the Dread Pirate Roberts, who has a reputation as a great swordman and a ruthless bastard who doesn't leave survivors.
Billy did his best in the fight, but he's just a farm boy turned deck swabber, his swordmanship goes very little further than "the handle goes into your hand, the pointy part goes inside the enemy". So now he's kneeling, hands raised, on the deck of the Panthaira, along with the rest of the surviving crew and passengers.
Well, with all the survivors except Captain Loman, who's huddled against the main mast. The Dread Pirate Roberts is crouched in front of the captain and talking to him in a low voice while the captain clearly draws his last breaths, shirt painted a vivid red with the blood gushing from the puncture wounds in his chest. Loman was a petty tyrant, so Billy is not exactly bawling his eyes out at the prospect of the captain being gone soon. It's just the principle of the thing that counts. The Panthaira has been captured, and, to put it mildly, Billy is fucked.
There are too many pirates keeping them under threat of more stabbing, and also no damn place to go even if he were able to escape the ship. They're in the middle of the ocean, nothing but water in every direction for hundred if not thousands of miles.
So Billy stays where he is.
And looks either at the back of the Dread Pirate Roberts or at the slow rising and falling of Loman's chest.
He waits and hates how his arms are getting heavier and heavier by the second. Soon, he'll be dead and, back home, Chrissy will have to mourn her best friend too, not just her parents.
Captain Loman's chest at last goes still and Roberts extends a careful, gloved hand to close the man's unseeing eyes, before turning towards his prisoners in one swift, elegant movement.
Robert's dressed all in black and wearing a mask, just like the stories say. He has long brown hair tied in a low pony tail, and dark eyes that sweep the crew and passengers of the Panthaira like he can weigh the wort of each of them with just one look.
Billy lets his hands fall down, tired of this charade. If he's gonna die anyway, what good comes from obeying? Might as well die with some feeling left in his arms.
Someone shouts at Billy to raise his hands again and he just ignores him. Roberts is walking their way, his steps slow and his attention pointedly fixed on cleaning blood off the blade of his sword.
Somewhere behind Billy, a woman starts weeping. One of the crew members pleads for his life. Another offers all the money he's got to be spared.
Bunch of cowards.
Roberts stops in front of Billy, ignores everyone else.
"You're not pleading," he says in such a voice and cold tone that the people around them fall silent, too scared of what's happening.
"I don't plead."
"Aren't you scared, boy?"
"To death."
Roberts grins. It makes the moles on his cheek dance.
"Should I bestow on you the sweet mercy of death, then, or not?"
Billy licks his lips and grins back.
"You should let me live, sir."
"And why should I make an exception?"
That's the true problem. Both Billy and Roberts know it, judging by the predatory look in his eyes.
Why, indeed.
"True love?" Billy tries.
Roberts laughs.
"She must be an exceptional lay, to make you believe someone will let you live only so that you'll be able to bed her again!"
"Wouldn't know, I've never wanted to fuck my best friend. Is there truest, purest love than the one that's never been tainted by lust or carnal needs?"
The Dread Pirate Roberts laughs even more and then shakes his head.
"Unbelievable," he says in a stage whisper. "What's your name, boy?"
"Billy."
"Well, Billy, I find myself in sudden need of a personal attendant." Roberts pauses for a beat, cocks his head to the side. Predatory is now an understatement for the look in those dark eyes. "Do a good job and one day you'll be able to return home to your best friend. Do a bad job, and your friend will never see you again. Are you interested in the position?"
Billy grits his teeth and never lets his gaze waver from Roberts.
The decision is so simple he doesn't even need to think about it. He nods and Roberts smiles.
Billy doesn't know what's in his future, but he'll do all he can to survive whatever Roberts throws his way and then return home. His best friend is waiting for him.
Tumblr media
And with this, my installment of the race is done and it's time to head over to @liverditty in an hour for his contribution! I can't wait to see what he created for this beautiful event! In the mean time, thank you for reading, fair tumblr users, and thanks for organizing this, @harringrove-relay-race ! ❤️
61 notes · View notes
mildlyfunctional · 5 months
Text
Watching OFMD S1 for the first time:
“I cannot stand Izzy Hands”
Joining the OFMD fandom:
“I want to see more from Izzy Hands, I have to know why or to what end he is like this”
Starting OFMD S2:
“They’re gonna make me love Izzy Hands aren’t they”
Finishing OFMD S2:
“I can’t believe, I— IZZY! They have really made me bawl my eyes out over Izzy Hands”
Engaging with post-OFMD S2 fandom:
“Wouldn’t be crazy if I was like, into Izzy Hands now”
Presently:
“I stayed up until 4am reading an Steddyhands fic for the 3rd night in a row, and I need you to know that it’s got me down bad enough that I’m shopping for sailor’s knot rings”
98 notes · View notes