#the stress is crushing me

[usetheforce]

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#i fucked up so bad #now i just wait for retribution #so afraid to check my email #i just want time to stop i cant handle all the responsibilities #the stress is crushing me #the failure is crushing me #and i just have to keep going??? no time for rest or recoup or reprieve from shame??? #how. how am i supposed to face it. face everyone. face myself. #i panicked myself into inaction. paralysis of nerve and bone and muscle #paralysis of heart and soul and grit. i lay down my determination in the dirt and buried it. i learned to lean on the weak drug of #procrastination. that brief bliss of not thinking about what you should be doing #enhanced by the knowing youre not supposed to be doing it. i buried the grave of my own self respect #threw away my pride and groveled in fear #i begged for my mommy inside of my skull where no one could hear #raged against the inside of my own bones. i couldnt let it out. i couldnt stand it. i cant have anyone look at me. #text it #grad school

[the-punforgiven]

Hey, I'm really sorry to have to ask y'all, but my family and I are being evicted from our home and we can't really afford to live anywhere else.

We've been saving up for a while and we've found a place we can almost afford, but we're still short about $4,400. So like, if you have anything you can do to help I'd greatly appreciate it, but like, I get that times are tough all around so I totally understand if you don't

Here's a link to my paypal, but like, please only donate if you've got the cash to spare, I don't want anyone to go hungry on my account

#I'm sorry to have to do this y'all ;-; #Idk what else to even do though #like this shabby little trailer we're looking at is like the second cheapest place in the entire town #we're getting kicked out of the first #the rent was dirt cheap due to the asbestos and ghosts and even then we could barely afford it lol #I wish I could offer emergency commissions or something but I've been so paralyzed by the stress of this whole situation #it's hard to do shit like draw and I'm afraid if I do the emergency commissions thing the stress'll just crush me #as if it hasn't been already lol #and I feel bad because there's like #so much more important shit in the world going on rn #and more important voices that need to be heard than mine #but also like #we need a place to live #y'know? #sorry for this again ;-; #pun's text posts #help

[psychdiarys]

cooking crush x text posts bc why not?

#this show has been such a stress reliever for me what am i gonna do when its over #my fave character is metha if anyone's asking #cooking crush #cooking crush series #cooking crush text posts #cooking crush text post memes #offgun #neoaungpao #tenprem #firedynamite #off jumpol #gun atthaphan #neo trai #aungpao ochiris #tum warawut #dome jaruwat #lookjun bhasidi

[chaoswarfare]

dp x dc prompt #23

Danny gets summoned by the justice league, but he’s tired, just finished a ghost fight, missed his morning coffee, is running late on several college assignments, and has been summoned multiple times this week.

Or- Danny screams at the justice league for summoning him until someone offers to help with his rogues and homework, not that they really know what they’re offering to do. The summoning is wrapped up, the big bad is defeated, and Danny gets to go home. Too bad that one of the heroes is absolutely infatuated.

#danny phantom #danny fenton #dc x dp #crossover #dc universe #writing prompt #dp x dc #dp x dc crossover #writing #funny #hero crushing on the ghost king lol #stressed college student danny #way scarier than any eldritch nightmare #i live in constant fear that one of my classmates is gonna yell at me #nobody: #me tagging while half asleep: hi i’m chelsea what’s your favorite dinner food? #danny make ancient vine references and that convinces more people that he’s old than the stone tablets #justice league does danny’s homework lol #superman trying to figure out calculus or trigonometry? hilarious #how many of these heroes have actually gone to college? #the most confusing time in their careers- helping an eldritch god with trig #mood #someone get this stressed dude an iced latte #he needs it

[gummytea]

A messy Seiji I made based on @glowingvenus 's fence fan fic (x) ✨

#seiji katayama #this Seiji is 🥹🙈💖💕💕💕 #i've been reading fan fics again to distract me from stress bless these writers :')) #the cafeteria scenes are so cute!! like having stupid crushes at school vibes aaaa #GOO READ IT #fence comic #fence fanart #my post #started my internship and it has been busy busy with me moving to 3 diff places in less than a month 💀

[napping-sapphic]

Sometimes being gay just means eating pancakes at midnight and listening to break up songs while crying over a relationship that literally never even happened

#wlw #wlw mood #sapphic #sapphism #lesbian #maybe im having a Moment™️ okay #me: im not that upset about this unreciprocated crush #also me: #i am blaming my period and finals stress #i refuse to be ashamed over this😤 #a girl needs her moment of sobbing over other girls okay #big oof tonight lads #im gay and i like sleeping

[butmakeitgayblog]

Teach Me

Ch. 6

It's a Date

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Lexa felt like she was walking on air.

A grin had tugged at the edges of her lips since the second she'd woken up, after having fallen asleep smothering an equally droopy smile into her pillow as she'd replayed the previous day on a loop. 

Because it was stupid, and she was stupid and quite possibly in more trouble than she'd ever been in her entire life.

And yet…

Clarke had kissed her back.

Enthusiastically, if her admittedly overeager imagination wasn't getting the best of her. Which was entirely possible, given the decidedly indecent singular track her mind seemed incapable of straying from. 

Quite plainly, it all always came back to Clarke. 

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Read on AO3

#Teach Me #prof/stu au #clexa #clexa fanfic #clexa fanfiction #read on ao3 #whew I hope y'all like it #they are #and I can't stress this enough #dipshits #idiots with a crush

[electric-plants]

alhaitham: i’m resigning as acting grand sage you can’t stop me this time

cyno: that’s fine but just so you know i found this citation error you made in an assignment 14 years ago that i can legally detain you for 6 months over

alhaitham: ….fine i’ll stay for 2 more months

cyno: better make it 4

#genshin impact #genshin incorrect quotes #cytham #haino #cyhaino #alhaitham #cyno #alhaitham: you know blackmail is illegal right? #cyno: oh? and who’s gonna arrest me for it? the matra?? #as if alhaitham would ever report it🙄 #obsessive desire to live a relaxing stress free life vs work crush #who wins #the answer might surprise you! #it’s work crush #haino incorrect quotes

[candyheartedchy]

Do any other self shippers feel guilty when they start focusing on a new f/o?

#okay so I feel kinda bad rn because scratch been my main for awhile now and still is #like my self ship with him is a comfort ship for me #but bill kinda took over and I feel a bit guilty because one) I’m not focusing a lot on scratch like I use too #two) I feel like people who probably followed me for my ship with him are going to get disappointed because I keep focusing on bill #like I make jokes about scratch always pulling me back everytime I get a new crush but I wasn’t expecting to fall so hard for bill #don’t get me wrong scratch is still my 1st main and I’m still going to draw my ship with him and work on that comic #but rn I’m just really focused on bill #like I know I have a habit of jumping f/o(s) at times but this feels different #and I been feeling kinda sad about it #so I don’t know if others in the community have felt this or worry about disappointing other who followed them for something else #and I know it’s my blog and I can do whatever I want but I still stress about it #💬 chy chatter 💬

[yardsards]

living in america is literally just like. yeah i could probably benefit from inpatient mental health services but honestly the resulting medical bills would just make me want to kill myself even more

#eliot posts #i'm not in active danger of hurting myself don't worry #just experiencing some Ideations #but i have a long mental list of reasons not to act on those ideations so i'm safe don't worry #ironically one of those reasons is ''i couldn't afford the medical bills for a failed attempt'' #suicide mention #suicide tw #tw suicide #american healthcare my beloathed #dogshit private insurance my beloathed #also ironically one of the (multiple) contributing factors towards this fresh wave of ideations is a medical bill i got yesterday #it's nothing too ruinous but it is A LOT like would utterly wipe out my savings level #my parents said they can help me with it (as much as i hate accepting things from them) #and as soon as i mentioned it my very sweet cousin just. sent me the money it would take to cover it #with a ''yeah i trust you'll pay me back once you get a good job like looking at your major you'll be making a lot eventually'' #and i've already requested an itemized bill as well as the paperwork for the hospital's financial assistance program #(tho idk how much assistance i'll actually be eligible for bc i'm still legally a dependent) #so hopefully i'll be able to get that bill cut way down #it's just eugh it's so stressful and i had a full on panic attack on the phone with my insurance company yesterday #and my brain's fav response to crushing stress is just ''well we wouldn't have to handle any of this if we Just Fucking Died! :)''

[2hoothoots]

Congrats on the sucessful enstabbening! Bet you're glad to get all that off your chest (heh).

I assume you can't do too much huge art stuff while waiting to heal up, but I would love to hear about your headcanons for the FSAU cast - be they favourites or just ones that makes you smile. How much of a menace was Raz for Lil and Doges when he went under the knife?

Take care - make sure you stretch appropriately and don't shrimp too hard over the keyboard while waiting to be freed from excercise-jail 💜🖤🤍

at this point i've had the "off your chest" joke four times. and it's just as funny every time lmao

he sure did!

he basically yote himself onto the operating table as soon as he turned 18, haha. he was an absolute nightmare during the recovery, though. it was at the time when Lili took a few years out from the psychonauts to go to college, and he kept calling her like "hey do you think it's okay if i go for a run as long as i don't move my arms too much. i was thinking i could hold them behind me like naruto" "raz you had surgery four days ago"

actually, since you asked about general headcanons, more rambling about that time of their lives under the cut!:

i've talked a little before about how Raz and Lili had a pretty tumultuous relationship during their teens, haha. i think around 17/18, things start to simmer down between them. they're still really close, but stuff's not as volatile, and they come to the decision that they want to take a break for a while. no matter how good friends they are, it can be kind of stifling to still be dating the same person you were when you were ten, y'know?

and like i said, this was also when Lili took a break from the Psychonauts. for me, one of the central anxieties of her character is figuring out who she wants to be outside of the Zanotto family's legacy and the expectations of everyone else. we see in PN1 she has kind of a skeptical view of the Psychonauts as a whole - but at the same time, it's the only world she's ever known. she's been training at the Motherlobe since she was a baby. she's spent her whole life immersed in this world, and i think she has a lot of big questions to ask herself as she enters adulthood: who am I? who do I really want to be?

so she takes a break to go study! i haven't decided exactly what, but i think she does something like a major in biological sciences and a minor in pharmaceuticals. she has a great time, and taking that time out ends up being what she needs to realise that actually she does want to stick with the Psychonauts. she and Raz go on their first mission together, things just click, and the rest is history hahaha

#girls go to college to get more knowledge #boys stay in the same high-stress job they've had since they were ten out of crushing indecision paralysis and a looming identity crisis #(raz later does a part-time undergraduate degree as well though! he has a bachelor's in psychology or something) #ask #and thank you!!! #future superstar agents au #fsau raz #fsau meta #fsau lili #raz and dogen go on a lot of missions together while lili's away #they don't start dating yet though. there's just a lot of ~tension~ #honestly. i'm exactly there with you raz LMAO #the pain's basically gone and now i'm boooored. i'm BOOORED let me go exercise!!! #drains come out on thursday though woo woo

[prwlnglthr]

smth smth quick and sloppy for the fourth anniversary of this game, despite being exhausted. happy fourth to 3h, to fucked up blue guy, to sexy glow in the dark jesus. this game really is one of the things I hold dearest and find most personally important out of all the media I've interacted with, and I'm so glad to have been partaking since 2019 :^]

#fe3h #fe #dimitri alexandre blaiddyd #byleth #dimileth #spx chicken scratch #spx digishit #spx femblem #spx fanart #spx art #I'm running on four hours of sleep and my usual crushing amount of stress but I felt obligated to show out for blue guy #this game showed up at... probably one of the worst points of my life? and it grabbed me by the throat #so I imprinted on king booboo like a duckling seeing its first human and here we are four years later

[kakusu-shipping]

Agere List

To me Carer/Regressor dynamics are different than your typical Romantic/Platonic/Familial type of realationships, so I've decided to make a separate list for F/Os who are my Caregivers, or who I Caregive for.

This is very different from a headcanon list of characters who I think are Caregivers/Regressors, this is characters I personally have this relationship with. I am also only a Caregiver in a Fictional space, and cannot CG a real regressor in the real world.

Thankyou for your attention, list below the cut.

Caregivers

Alder - Pokemon BW - Grandpa

Darmanitan - Pokemon BW - Babysitter

Whimsicott - Pokemon BW - Babysitter

Maractus - Pokemon BW - Big Sister

Molayne - Pokemon SuMo - Big Brother

Hassel - Pokemon SV - Daddy

Salvatore - Pokemon SV - Trainer

Stoutland - Pokemon BW2 - Companion

Chesnaught - Pokemon XY - Knight

Bloodmoon Ursaluna - Pokemon Scarlet/Violet - Daddy/Yandere

Beware - Pokemon Anime - Mommy

Doctor Mario - Super Mario Series - Doctor/Yandere

Craig Cuttlefish - Splatoon - Grandpa

Callie + Marie - Splatoon - Big Sisters

C.Q. Cumber - Splatoon 2 - Boss/Yandere

Mr. Grizz - Splatoon 3 - Boss/Papa

Papyrus - Undertale - Babysitter

Chara - Undertale - Chaotic/Babysitter

Swatchlings - Deltarune - Butlers

Gaster - Deltarune - Father/Eldritch

Enderman - Minecraft - Companion

Winston - Overwatch - Teacher

Moira O'Deorain - Overwatch - Doctor/Babysitter

Siebren de Kuiper (Sigma) - Overwatch - Grandpa

Sombra - Overwatch - Big Sister

Maugaloa Malosi - Overwatch - Chaotic/Big Brother

Teruteru Hanamura - Danganronpa 2 - Babysitter

Genocide Syo/Jack/Jill - Danganronpa UDG - Chaotic/Yandere

Shirokuma - Danganronpa UDG - Daddy/Yandere

Toy Freddy - Five Nights at Freddy's - Big Brother

Nightmare Fredbear - Five nights at Freddy's - Babysitter

Huggy Wuggy - Poppy Playtime - Guardian

Mommy Long Legs - Poppy Playtime - Mommy

Wally Darling - Welcome Home - Yandere/Neighbor

The Doctor - Little Nightmares - Doctor

Morgo - Little Misfortune - Eldritch/Yandere

Anna (The Huntress) - Dead by Daylight - Mommy/Yandere

Chzo - Chzo Mythos - Eldritch/Father

Kyle + Brett - Drive Time Radio - Chaotic/Eldritch

The Narrator - Stanley Parable - Eldritch/Guardian

Micheal Bleak - Wayward Children - Guardian (former)

Jill Wolcott - Wayward Children - Guardian

Aziraphale - Good Omens - Guardian/Knight

Crowley - Good Omens - Chaotic/Guardian

Edgar + Alan + Poe - Ruby Gloom - Babysitters

Scardy Bat - Ruby Gloom - Big Brother

Beetlejuice - Beetlejuice the Animated Series - Chaotic/Papa

Mashirao Ojiro - My Hero Academia - Babysitter

Mei Hatsume - My Hero Academia - Chaotic/Big Sister

Pantherlily - Fairy Tail - Knight/Papa

Watanuki + Domeki - xxxHolic - Daddies

Chieko - Princess Jellyfish - Mother

Mayaya - Princess Jellyfish - Chaotic/Big Sister

Muta - The Cat Returns - Companion

Baron Humbert Gon Gikkingen - The Cat Returns - Royal/Babysitter

The Storyteller - OC - Eldritch/Guardian

Regressors

Cyrus - Pokemon Platinum - Permaregressed

Arven - Pokemon SV - Kid

Giacomo - Pokemon SV - Involuntary/Toddler

Saguaro - Pokemon SV - Dreamer/Baby

Hydreigon - Pokemon BW2 - Trauma/New Born/Baby

Smeargle - Monster Mind - Dreamer/Puppy

Princess Peach - Super Mario Series - Baby/Princess

Genji Shimada - Overwatch - Dreamer/Kid

Mako Rutledge (Roadhog) - Overwatch - Trauma/Baby

Toko Fukawa - Danganronpa 1 - Involuntary/Baby

Celestia Ludenburg - Danganronpa 1 - Dreamer/Gothic/Kid

Kyle Klim (K) - Virtue's Last Reward - Kid

Kazuaki Nanaki - Hatoful Boyfriend - Dreamer/Baby

Hitori Uzune - Hatoful Boyfriend - Trauma/Involuntary/Toddler

The Little King - Hatoful Boyfriend - Baby/Toddler/Prince

P03 - Inscryption - Involuntary/Bratty/Baby

Mae Browski - Night in the Woods - Dreamer/Toddler

Lapis Lazuli - Steven Universe - Trauma/Ageless

Nezu - My Hero Academia - Trauma/Involuntary

Tomura Shigiraki - My Hero Academia - Newborn/Baby

Dabi - My Hero Academia - Involuntary/Bratty/Kid

Himiko Toga - My Hero Academia - Dreamer/Toddler

Jin Bubaigawa (Twice) - My Hero Academia - Trauma/Toddler/Kid

Toma E. Fiore - Fairy Tail - Involuntary/Prince

Tamaki Souh - Ouran Highschool Host Club - Involuntary/Prince

Takashi Morinozuka - Ouran Highschool Host Club - Baby

Makoto Katai - Komi Can't Communicate - Baby

Micheal Myers - Halloween - Permaregressed/Evil/Kid

Jason Voorhees - Friday the 13th - Trauma/Baby

Brahms Heelshire - The Boy - Permaregressed/Toddler/Kid

Beetlejuice - Beetlejuice the Musical - Spooky/Horror/Baby

Playmates

N - Pokemon BW - Permaregressed/Baby/Toddler

Jacq - Pokemon SV - Dreamer/Big Brother

Miriam - Pokemon SV - Dreamer/Nurse

Kieran - Pokemon SV - Evil/Pokemon

Gooigi - Super Mario Series - Big Sister

Kirby - Kirby series - Toddler/Big Brother

Flowey - Undertale - Trauma/Big Brother

Vulkin - Undertale - Pet

Ralsei - Deltarune - Prince/Big Brother

Viktor Humphries - Slime Rancher - Kid

Pheonix Wright - Ace Attorney - Involuntary/Teen

Monokuma - Danganronpa - Dreamer/Object

Kazuichi Soda - Danganronpa 2 - Involuntary/Toddler

Moon - FNaF Help Wanted 2 - Baby/Toddler (former)

Kissy Missy - Poppy Playtime - Trauma/Kid

Boxy Boo - Poppy Playtime - Permaregressed/Object

CatNap - Poppy Playtime - Trauma/Cat

Grendan Highforge - Drawtectives - Dreamer/Old Dog

Rosé - Drawtectives - Pre-Teen

York - Drawtectives - Dreamer/Little Brother

Muriel - Good Omens - New Born/Ageless

Frank + Len - Ruby Gloom - Teen/Toddler

Katsuki Bakugo - My Hero Academia - Toddler/Little Brother

Banba - Princess Jellyfish - Hyperfixation/Kid

#Age Regression #Proship Selfship #Proselfship #Proship Agere #Oh that's probably a tag that's not used a lot kfdgjfdk #Selfship Agere #Agere Selfship #Crush list coming soon #I have a LOT more Regression headcanons than this btw #I cannot stress enough this is NOT a list of characters I Headcanon as CGs/Regressors #It's just guys I have connections to.. as a CG/Regressor #In fiction #PLEASE ask about the dynamics btw #I didn't want the post to get long sense it's a LIST so I just #Gave everyone a basic type/age-ish range next to their names #There is a lot more to a lot of the dynamics #Anyway. #Thankyou very much for reading and everyone who voted telling me I should make this list #Hopefully.

[yourstormthlaylirahh]

Mom come pick me up my shows are being mean to me this week 😭😭😭

#i am so stressed #i am not having a good time #first last twilight and now pit babe #and who knows how the sign will hurt me tomorrow #frankly im too scared to even look at how the shitshow that is twins ended #now i need cherry magic and cooking crush to be really nice and heal me this weekend please #emilys fandom thoughts

[normalgirllai]

having a girl crush feels different than having a boy crush

#to me personally #idk it's smth abt boy crushes #10x more stress #and then girl crushes #especially when the girl is ur friend #this is a cry for help

[theloopus]

i was about to post "if you think about it, Quantum Leap was asking "is it gay if it's with a technically genderless person?" even before Neilman" but like honestly it's not even the same because Quantum Leap fully comes out on the side of yes, it's still gay, but it's 1989 and gay people aren't real yet so don't even worry about it

#@ people who follow me but arent into queap are you aware that Al *canonically* has a crush on Sam (“in a woman's body”) and they straight #up do not backtrack on this little joke the episode just ends with Al saying yeah i went to therapy and i am learning to cope with it :-) #like sam in drag isnt a joke its textually the subplot of the first girl sam episode. #cannot be stressed enough Show of all time. #txt #queap