#the pieces i’ve lost 🌊

[vaguekiwi]

Hi! So I recently read "The pieces I've lost" and I'm not even a huge starker person but damn, your story is something else. I must admit it's been a while since a fic has interested me this much. I was wondering if you'll update it any time soon? :)

Hi anon, I am thrilled to the bottom of my heart that you enjoy Pieces and that it's been so engaging.

I don't know that we'll update soon, but I will reassure everyone that it's certainly not abandoned. Jae and I adore that fic, and we appreciate everyone's patience with how much time passes between updates.

#grace answers #anon #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #jae☕️🍫

[snowstark]

jae do you realize that every time the pieces ive lost receives an update my soul leaves my body and i melt into a puddle on the floor bc that story is too good not to mention every 30 seconds -laney

laney beloved!! tysmmm @vaguekiwi and i really appreciate it!!!

#ask #laney #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊

[semisolidmind]

Okay so. I’ve read bits and pieces of JTTW, and there’s a particular form that Wukong can take on- I think some people refer to it as his “Giant War Form” and others just call it his giant form.

But basically, imagine Wukong standing at roughly 50ft tall, with two extra heads that sprouted from his neck, six arms, and take his staff but absolutely dope that up 5x

In this scenario I imagine that Reader has successfully escaped him, and has taken refuge somewhere desolate- or maybe she’s under the protection of the heavenly monastery (aka Buddha themself), and Wukong goes frickin’ feral. Like snarling and roaring and not even making comprehensive words, just full on animalistic over his wife.

He turns into that and suddenly it’s not a laughing game anymore for the celestials, or Reader. He picks her up in one of his many hands and is just holding her King Kong style as he destroys literally most if not all of the Celestial Realm and heaven. Maybe to prove a point to her, maybe for himself. Who knows. But DANG would I not be terrified if that were me? (Yes, yes I would be terrified)

- 🌊

dang, dude

i can imagine reader's fear during all this. safely clutched in one of the massive paws of her husband, she can hear his enraged roars even through her hands over her ears. she's almost frozen where she lays in his palm, jostled every once in a while by her giant husband's movement. the hand holding her is clutched to his heart, drawn close to his body so his other limbs and the fire burning in his mouths won't hurt her.

this shouldn't have happened. every time she runs, she's reminded why she shouldn't. now there's a good chance they'll both get punished (if wukong doesn't manage to destroy heaven for good this time). reader doesn't have the best feelings toward heaven either (since they've been no help in freeing her so far), but she recognizes the life that's being lost just outside.

she also recognizes that wukong is strong enough to beat them, and has done so multiple times...why did she think they were going to be able to help her?

reader is glad she can't see the carnage. she's relieved when the sounds of war stop, and the feeling of flying begins. with the battle over, wukong takes her home. he says nothing the entire way back.

he doesn't let go of her for a long time. even after shifting back to his normal stature, he buries his face in her neck and doesn't speak. something has shifted between them today.

#bad end wukong

[zahrsmind]

Souled out 🌊

Palm trees and peach colored sunsets somehow didn’t restore my pieces. Loving you was nice. But, you didn’t fulfill what I was missing. I’ve been quiet inside. Silenced my thoughts and toned down my intuition. Sometimes it felt like I wasn’t breathing. Or I wasn’t in the same moment as you.

2,000 miles away, laying in the same bed, holding your hand and I felt no connection towards you. 7 years in the making, you always felt like a home that the little girl in me could run to. Until you shut the door. I thought the stars would align once more as a confirmation for us. So, I waited and nothing occurred. I guess you had a reason to be worried.

This confirms your fears. Once we crossed that line, we could never get back lost time. This burns my throat from holding back tears. Wishing you were here turned into don’t come near. Years of friendship feels wasted. It feels like I gave you the rest of my heart and you didn’t cherish it. I can’t be too upset, you weren’t ready for me yet. But, you didn’t complain when you being fed or kissed before bed. I thought friends to lovers would be the best thing. Everything is not what it seems to be.

- z.m.

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[oxiegoeimi]

Art| Revival among dead souls

Artist| #NataliaDrepina

Chronic pessimism laced with egotistical anger, I passively let things crumble. Fully aware of failure, I’ve marched into darkness without batting an eye. Seeking solace, I learned how pressure turns me into a ghost. Numb fingers and quiet pulse, medication laced my interpretation with calm. No bit stronger than when I started, gravity gives my feet the capacity to run. Granted two roads to choose from perpetually, the present must lean forward or back. The latter feeds momentum. The former propitiates potential. The now always has a tree to sit under away from either path. So, what will it be today? Being stagnant, busy, or lost? Just consider how every word and definition is symbolic of human interpretation. The foundation of everything isn’t species centric. Division and multiplication of thought won’t solve infinity. The best we can do is feel. Controlling emotions can be necessary periodically. Don’t allow autonomy to erase moments of breathing freely from physiological to psychological degrees. None of what I just said is absolute. Such is my spirit merely attempting to open a door to my heart. Hi again 🫣 Don’t worry . . . I’m still the same messy, naive, and genuine piece of garbage which could be categorized as abstract “art” or stupid. Both sound pretty dope to me 😋

- oxiegoeimi

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NOVEMBER 25/2020

VIGNETTE #45

WELL AS SANDS THROUGH THE HOURGLASS ⏳ OUR STORY UPON THE HIGH SEAS 🌊 🏴‍☠️ 🛳 🏴‍☠️ 🚣‍♀️ 🏴‍☠️ 🌊 CONTINUES ITS PREPARATIONS. SYDNEY HAS COME TO ACCEPT HIS ROLE AS THE ‘SCOURGE OF THE CARIBBEAN’ 🌊 🌊 😂😂😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣🤣, ONLY BECAUSE HE HAS NOT A CHOICE🤣🤣🤣🤣😛😛😛😛😛. CUPBOARDS, BOXES, NEIGHBOURS, ALL HAVE BEEN SOURCED AND SORTED TO FIND ADEQUATE COSTUMING AND ACCOUTREMENTS TO PULL OFF A CONVINCING SKYPERY TICKITY TOCKITY PERFORMANCE FOR THE TRIO OF TREASURES. 💜👦💜👧💜👶💜. DOESN’T SKYPERY SOUND LIKE PERFECT PIRATEY 🏴‍☠️ LANGUAGE?🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂PROUD OF MESELF ON THAT ONE😁😁😁. CAN I BE A PIRATE WENCH SIR? 

I WANT IN ON THE FUN TOO!!! OH WELL, ALAS I SHALL HAVE TO WATCH FROM AFAR BUT STILL ENJOYING IT FULLY.😁😁😁😁 😉 😉 MANY HANDS MAKES LIGHT WORK. THIS PRODUCTION HAS BEEN TURNED EPIC, ACCORDING TO HIMSELF AND WHEN HE WANTS EPIC HE BLOODY WELL GETS EPIC!!!🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂AAAHHHHH THE LOVE OF GAN-DAD FOR THE 💜💜💜CHILDREN AND HIS LOVE IS DRIVING HIS DESIRE TO DO SOMETHING EPIC TO CHEER THEM UP. I SEE 👀 YOU SIR!! I SEE 👀 THAT LOVE 💜💜💜YOU HAVE!! IT SHINES BRIGHT LIGHT 💡 A BEACON IN THE NIGHT. 💜💜💜💡 💜💜💜HIMSELF SHOUTS, SYDNEY, THE POOL HAS BEEN TRANSFORMED INTO THE BLACK PEARL WITH A PLANK. CAPITAL NAME FOR A PIRATE 🏴‍☠️SHIP 🚢 SIR! HIMSELF CONTINUES, I SAY OLD CHUM, YOU DO LOOK MOST IMPRESSIVE AS BLACK PATCH!!! SYDNEY, NOW QUITE EXCITED THAT HE IS IN FULL COSTUME/KIT SEES HIMSELF DRESSED AS WELL AND SAYS IN ALL SINCERITY, LONG JOHN SILVER SUITS YOU SIR!! 🦜 ON HIS SHOULDER AND ALL. HIMSELF FULLY EXCITED, SAYS YES AND THE TECHIES SORTED ME A 🦜 PARROT. I PRESS A BUTTON  AND LISTEN, THE PARROT 🦜 SAYS “PIECES OF EIGHT…PIECES OF EIGHT”. FOR THOSE NON PIRATES OUT THERE, PIECES OF EIGHT WERE SPANISH SILVER COINS THAT CIRCULATED WITH OTHER HARD CURRENCY IN THE AMERICAN COLONIES. IT HAD THE NAME BECAUSE IT WAS WORTH EIGHT REALS AND HAD AN EIGHT STAMPED ONTO IT. SOME REHEARSING IS IN ORDER SO HIMSELF SAYS NOW LET’S START A SWORD FIGHT ⚔️ , WHICH OF COURSE I WILL WIN, THEN I WILL MAKE YOU 🏴‍☠️ WALK THE PLANK 🏴‍☠️. AAAAHHHHH SIR BUT LET US FIGHT GENTLY SIR PLEASE ⚔️🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂. AS THE FAUX SWORDS ⚔️ ARE IN USE, THEY BOTH LOSE TRACK OF TIME AND GET LOST IN THE FUN. OK SYDNEY, THE CHILDREN ARE WATCHING, LET’S  GIVE THEM A BLOODY GOOD SHOW. CATHERINE IS RECORDING US AND WE MAY JUST END UP WITH SOME SORT OF AWARD FOR OUR ACTING 🎭 BECAUSE SHE IS ALWAYS KNOWN FOR HER EXCELLENT PHOTOGRAPHY MAYBE 🎥 FILM🎞 IS NEXT😁😁😁😁. OFF THEY GO AND AHOY MATEY….. LATER AFTER MUCH, MIGHT I SAY, PANTO-MONIUM🤣🤣🤣😂😂😂😂INSTEAD OF PANDEMONIUM AND BAD ACTING. SYDNEY IS NOW ON THE LOSING END AND FUN HAS SHIFTED 😱😱😱😱TO THE REALITY OF COLD 💦 WATER 💦 AWAITING. HIMSELF 🦜 SHOUTS, HA HA NOW I’VE GOT YOU SCOURGE…..YOU’LL BE WALKING  THE DREADED PLANK NOW SO YE WILL. SYDNEY, LAST MINUTE CHANGE OF MIND OR IS HE REALLY ACTING 🎭 THAT WELL SHOUTS 🗣 NO!!! NO!!! AS HE IS WALKING BACKWARDS ALONG THE DIVING BOARD AKA PLANK……….to be continued………..

DONE WITH THE GREATEST LOVE AND RESPECT FOR HER MAJESTY THE QUEEN AND HIS ROYAL HIGHNESS PRINCE PHILIP THE DUKE OF EDINBURGH 

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[oxiegoeimi]

. Art| Lost Nomad Artist| #slyvanie Reckless soul, who ignored good advice because I thought sources were self-righteous, found out that my imagination was wrong. Not that I found some zen state of enlightenment or spirituality, I saw the impact of my decision and indecision wreaking havoc on relationships over time. Too stubborn to learn after the many instances of arrogance, I often wound up recognizing the damage in hindsight. I’d like to look older and wiser, but writing about willful rebellion in confession doesn’t equate to changed habits. I acknowledge that it took a whole lot more than divinity to get me through the experimentation. Many beings sacrificed and continue to walk with me despite my anger, greed, and self-absorption. Even when I knew that their intentions were earnest, I maintained a critical and cynical stance. Sure, I covered it up with my fake face. Needing others’ approval to feed my ego, I wasn’t about to be honest . . . The many layers of distrust came from my own practices in deceit. This isn’t some piece on how much of a piece of work I am aiming to express self-loathing. It’s just ridiculous how good I’ve had it in light of my choices. That’s probably why I can’t deny it. Existence at its root is not subjective to freewill. It’s an unconditional miracle that some call being loved. Yup. - oxiegoeimi exhale 11.1 🦁🏳🔐💙 remember to always #trust #nature 🌲 #Healer 🔥 #Spirit 🕊 #hope ⚜️ #grace ☔️ #love 🌸 #life 🌊 #unity 🌈 #believe 💝 #weareone ✂️🕚🎶 #energy #PinkySwear #prayer #meditation #freelove #hereandhereafter #dream #vision #Eternity #paradise #infinity #light #origin #writing #source journey #create #coexist #together 💜🌠🌅🌟 (at Hope) https://www.instagram.com/p/ClNzUN4OoPq/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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[snowstark]

I felt bad that I hadn’t started editing the next chapter of Pieces and I don’t really intend to soon so I wrote this after doing my laundry: ----

“Clint, this is dumb!” Peter fought to keep the whine out of his voice as Clint dragged him toward the submissive intimates section, he already felt a flush creep onto his cheeks just staring at the practical numbers. “Miss Nat’s gonna pick us up soon, why don’t we just go out to meet —”

“This’ll just take a minute! Come on, Pete, this is a good idea!”

“I don’t want —”

“Never know until you try —“

“But I just —“

“Three for fifteen? You should get these!” Clint threw a hanger with three pastel-coloured thongs on it into Peter’s hand, who fumbled to hold it out from his body.

“Oh my god Clint. I just —”

“Actually, you’re right. That’s too good a deal. I’m buying those for me… Okay, now, what here is going to help Peter Parker’s self-efficacy…”

Peter frowned. Self-efficacy was the last word he’d expected Clint Barton to pull out of his ass, but here they were in the lingerie section of a budget department store with Clint talking about submissive empowerment.

“Clint nothing is gonna look good on me anyway.”

“Oh, Pete, if only Mr. Stark could hear you say that. Come here,” Clint reached out to hook a finger through Peter’s collar, making him yelp because that was a particularly odd action between two submissives, but then he let Clint pull him toward a section with a pink and purple sign stating “For Beginners”

Clint immediately picked out what looked like the most complicated thing there.

“Clint, I cannot wear that —“

“I’ll pay for it! Try it on at home, it’ll look great on you! It’s elastic, and there’s just a little snap button. Nothing complicated.”

By the time Peter managed to squeak out, “But —“ The other sub was already standing at the register and chattering excitedly with the sales associate.

——

At home, Peter called a harried “We had fun, I gotta use the bathroom, be right back!” To Tony, who was sitting in the living room, and then raced up the stairs holding his bags to his chest.

He slammed the door to the master bathroom shut and almost went to throw the underwear out, but then he remembered Clint had paid for it and so he reluctantly thought the least he could do was try it on.

To Clint’s credit, it was all pretty simple.

Peter shucked off his jeans and briefs and then delicately removed the white lacy panties from the hanger. They were attached to two lace rings — a garter belt, according to the tag, though there weren’t stockings for the belt to actually be put to use with.

Must just be an aesthetic thing, then.

Peter knew a little about lingerie, he’d had a Dom a couple years who who liked it, based on her porn history. But she and Peter had never gotten along well enough or had enough free time to really explore with each other.

So there was Peter, in a t-shirt and white lace panties and a garter belt that he thought did look surprisingly good on his thighs. He shifted his dick nervously in the lace, tugging the garter up and then down on his thigh. God he felt so dumb. And he looked too skinny. And his cheeks were so bright pink it looked comical. And this was stupid because —

“Peter?”

“Yeah, one second!”

Peter turned around from the mirror and started to bend over. He could hear Tony climbing the stairs, heard the Dom call, “In the interest of assertive communication, baby, it worries me a little if you come home and immediately shut yourself in the bathroom. Are you okay? Did something happen with Clint?”

Peter choked on a giggle at the use of such a clinical term, but he supposed that was exactly why they were going to therapy sessions together.

“Yeah, I’m fine, I just —“

Peter turned too fast and his feet got tangled in the jeans at his feet, making him trip and then tumble to the floor with a shout.

He banged his elbow on the sink and swore, and tried to shout a protect but he heard Tony rushing in anyway.

“Are you okay? What are you —“

Peter looked up at Tony from the bathroom floor, his skin flushed impossibly redder, his bellybutton peeking out where his shirt had ridden up.

And the lingerie, of course, in all its glory with Peter’s legs spread downright obscenely.

“I was — Clint insisted — I was gonna return it —“ Peter choked out as he launched to his feet, shoving his jeans to the other side of the room and hurrying to peel the panties off.

He stilled when Tony’s hand covered his, holding him still with his grip on his waist.

Peter looked cautiously up into Tony’s eyes, though the Dom’s gaze was focused lower, thumbing along the space where lace met skin.

Then there was a snap and Peter jerked, but Tony held him just a little tighter, a smile curling on his lips as he held up the tag he’d ripped off.

“Whoops,” Tony grinned shamelessly, “Guess now we can’t return them.”

Peter bit his lip to try and school the grin on his face. But that didn’t last very long before Tony moved a hand to the small of his back and tugged him closer, loosening his lips and burning his cheeks further with a kiss.

read the pieces i’ve lost here!

grace. add this to our document immediately.

#starker #ironspider #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #nff #-> kind of??? #tw: feminization #-> kind of?? #aw look how happy and soft they are here #cant wait to share this with you guys #just wait and read another 400k words and we might just get here

[snowstark]

when the fuck does Peter meet the cat in Pieces? I keep thinking it's gonna be like the next page but then he doesn't meet her and???? Does it happen that late (late being "early" in the long run)? Did the cat ever exist at all?? Is she a figment of my imagination???? Does Clint just secretly remove and her scenes back in in random places in the document to mess with me??????

in reference to this fic

GRACE STOP ☠️ i hate this fic it’s just 500k of peter having a mental breakdown and then adopting a cat

#the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #grace babie 🌟💫 #idk why but i screamed when u said u searched ‘cat’ #that’s so funny?????

[snowstark]

Happy one year anniversary to our sexy D/s academia AU 🎉

STOP HOW HAS IT BEEN A YEAR 👁👄👁

in honour of it being one year everyone should read the fic thanks 😌

#starker #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #ask #grace babie 💫 #‘jae i need u to check ur inbox it’s time sensitive’ NOW IK WHY U SAID THAT LMAO #when it’s been one year irl and like 1 week in the fic 😁👍

[snowstark]

Peter in that one scene in Pieces 👀

BYE he's living his life okay

#grace babie 🌟💫 #ask #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #let it be known that a successful sex scene has happened once (1) #peter has too many existential crises otherwise #nff

[vaguekiwi]

@snowstark and I are coming up on a year since we started drafting Pieces and in-the-fic it's been like 9 days and that combination creates a lot of confusion about what happens when

#grace talks #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #jae☕️🍫

[snowstark]

DUDE YOU DONT UNDERSTAND HOW EXCITED I AM FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER OF PIECES!!!!!!

read the pieces i’ve lost here!

i'm excited too LMAOOO i don't even remember what's happening next because we wrote too much so it's as much of a fun surprising ride for @vaguekiwi and i as it is for all of you ☠️

#the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #ask #anon #actually grace probably knows what's happening next #i... don't #still confused about the dinner thing grace mentioned a while ago ??

[snowstark]

Rereading my favotitr parts of pieces ive lost and the way you two reply to every comment even the jerks nicely?? Where do you find the patience 😭

aHhhh thank u for the love <3 we always try to be open-minded to a wide variety of comments :’)

#ask #anon #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #ofc the sweet ones are always our fav 😌 #damn this just reminded me we need to edit that next chapter

[vaguekiwi]

Hi, I'm just here to point out "The pieces I've lost" 's tags.

"We MEAN slow burn" ; "our boys are versatile" 😂😭 guys, you're killing me. Chapter 12 was great, by the way! 💕

I know 😭 our genius and humorous tags are all thanks to my stupendous co-writer @snowstark 😌🥰 their brain works in mysterious and brilliant ways

#grace answers #the pieces i’ve lost 🌊 #jae☕️🍫 #lanyakea-universe