one of my favourite scenes from return of the king is when gimli nudges legolas and tells him to shoot saruman and he just reaches for an arrow without question
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hmmm something about dominik haunting the narrative in king of scars. everything nikolai does is at least a little bit for him. he learns about the life of average ravkan people by meeting dominik's family. he starts gaining influence in politics just so he can improve dominik's life. and then he promises dominik that he won't let ravka break him.
that promise fucking haunts him. it follows him wherever he goes. it's the driving force behind everything he does, every step he takes to heal the centuries-old wounds in ravka. it's what drives him to do better, be better.
dominik is always there, in the back of his mind: this country gets you in the end. always pushing him to do more, because he couldn't save dominik and so he has to save ravka (for dominik) (because he promised) (because he loved him)
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man, I love characters that are all like "well I would never do that, because's that irrational and I got rid of irrational behavior years ago. Right? Right."
and then turn around and silently do the thing because someone batted their eyelashes
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I love how you draw Swatch very much. I already go "Swatch :)" when I see them but your Swatch amplifies that somehow so it's now "Swatch!! :D!!" Give that birb some hugs they look so huggable in your art style.
top three tags, comments, and asks i get about the way i draw swatch: 1. soft 2. shaped 3. huggable
and i love it. all are true. thank you 😂 i meant to do more swatchvember but i had a lot of work to do this last week so y'all can have a swatch hug scribble for the road. we love a giant bird
i will probably finish a few of the ideas i had for swatchvember anyway but at my own pace instead of for prompts, there were some bangers in there
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😳 Let me tell you my feelings for Barbs are next level. I woke up suddenly possessed with inspiration and spent 5 uninterrupted hours writing a 5.3k word fic about him and my s/i before I even had coffee. I didn't even PLAN to write that much. Good grief.
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Love that I had the thought “hmm well some of this stuff in my fic might not be completely accurate :/“
But then I reminded myself it’s like a totally self indulgent written for *me* thing,,, like yeah! It doesn’t have to be perfect, I am writing what makes my heart happy! That is all that should matter really!! And so now I feel okay, honestly. Good job, me.
That rly is an important thing to remember when creating things, is that foremost it should be making you happy, no matter inaccuracies or popularity or anything else
Also an essay of my thoughts about writing a pmd fic below in the tags hahah oops:
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Not to sound like an ass, but how could you let Heartbound languish for two years?
Hmmmm... what could have possibly caused *anything* to languish for two years?
Covid.
Straight up.
Ever since the pandemic started, my creativity has been completely depleted. These little ficlets and snippets are about as much I can manage, and as I'm sure you've noticed, these ficlets and snippets are a far cry from the depth and scope of my actual fics. My actual fics, like Heartbound, consume a significant amount of time, energy, and mental bandwidth. Which I don't always have.
I'm working on getting back to where I used to be, creativity wise. But I'm also trying to treat myself with grace. The pandemic has been traumatic even for those who haven't contracted it, and it's altered how I completely live my life, and I'm trying to be conscious of that.
My brain is not a machine. In fact, in the past two years I've learned it is in fact quite squishy and unreliable, seeing as covid also coincides with me getting my depression and adhd appropriately medicated, which may also have played a role in my lack of creativity.
All of this to say that I'm being gracious with myself and treating myself with the same gentle encouragement I'd treat a best friend. I've treated myself horribly in the past, and honestly... I'm too old for that shit.
I'm soft. I'm sensitive. I'm healing.
Also, languishing?
Bish, it's hibernating.
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how do you best like to be loved?
craft me a cunning creation
ㅤthe power of 'i made this for you' is enough to make your heart ache in the good kind of way. the knowledge that someone sat down, and, with you in mind, they Created. they painted, they knit, they sculpted, they folded. they Created for you. it is something tangible. something that will remain when they have to leave for the night. something that lingers. you can look at it, touch it, and you can know that you were cared for enough to inspire creation. you were the source of someone wanting to make. you were, and you are, and you have proof of it. you have proof that they think of you, proof that they thought. and you're worth it, love, you're inspirational. i hope you have an entire shelf or bookcase filled with proof of being thought of and remembered. filled with tangible evidence of consideration.
tagged by:ㅤthe ever lovely @gnarledbite ♡
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by far my favorite notes to leave on homework for profs to read
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