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widevibratobitch · 1 month
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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa#something is Wrong lol#i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches#all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now#but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit#and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on#to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back#like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend#i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect#i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back#but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms#or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations#or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings#or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af#because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff#im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility#i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn#but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself#and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc#i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself#and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it#i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do#i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it#and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person#<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation#of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT
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sanspuppet · 5 months
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✰ 𝐀𝐭𝐞𝐞𝐳 : 𝐭𝐲𝐩𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝐛𝐞𝐝 ✰
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✰ W/T: smut
✰ short description for each member: habits/kinks, what they like, fav position
✰ i dont know if what i wrote is quite banal, anyways i wanted to make a list of my feral thoughts yep-
✰ Hongjoong
he loves to be a rough sub, lets you ride him tho he enjoys a lot to take the lead beneath you because he knows it would get you extremely quick to your orgasm, smirking and chuckling at the sight of your desperate reaction
very loud when he feels to, better be alone while you have sex cuz the room would be filled with his grunts and groans
follows your thighs up and down gripping them, his favorite way to mark you are scratches (he caresses and kisses them once you finish cuz he’s kinda worried it might hurt you)
✰ Seonghwa
most of times it all starts with cuddles sessions, you’re stuck in a deep kiss while he drags his hands over your body, once he has the chance to massage your breast he can’t contain himself anymore
i feel like he’s more into missionary, so he can lay on your body, feel your warm skin, kiss you to cut your moans, whisper dirty things into your ears with his low voice
i think he’s the type who can’t last long on a single orgasm but surely can have multiples, leading you to your owns till you can’t take anymore
✰ Yunho
he’s surely the type to fingerfuck you with his long, slender fingers (which doesn’t take long for you to cum around them) to prepare your tight walls before taking his big friend
loves to praise you, despite sometimes his sentences are cut by his own groans (a mist of high and low pitched)
feels like he’s into both sub and dom, being an ass man he surely likes reverse cowgirl and doggy
✰ Yeosang
yeah most of y’all gonna argue if he’s into vanilla or rough fuck… imma say that he bases simply on your mood: whether you’re horny and crave for nothing but his dick or have a chill night because he just needs to release his load inside you while you’re almost falling asleep
he likes to have your legs wrapped around his waist while he leans down to take fully your tits in his hands, he barely knows where his eyes want to land because, oh fuck he wants to see every fucking detail
loves when you’re the needy one but he can’t also contain himself for long
✰ San
he makes you know that it’ll be a long night by teasing you all day long, sometimes you’re even the one who just begs him at some point because you can’t mentally stand teasing anymore
he’s into rough fuck, tho he likes passionate too, he just loves the arousal that gets him when he fucks your brains out. Your loud moans are just pure music to his ears so he simply goes with raw and hard
definitely the dom type (uhum any position that involves the sight of your ass), but this man also likes to be your personal fucktoy because he finds you extremely hot as a horny woman that wants only to use his sex
✰ Mingi
we all know he’s the type to love every single part of your body and every kind of stimulation you enjoy he would do it without even think of complaining or judging: what his woman craves is what his woman gets
tho he’s the type to eat you out, play with your breast, and all the shit you’d like to do, i bet his favorite way to fuck is randomly bending you over the first table he finds, no minding if there’s the chance you’d get caught, he doesn’t cares, he just wants you right there and now
of course he likes to show you his big and confident side but sometimes when he’s tired all he really wants is to become a whiny baby under your touch
✰ Wooyoung
he’d always be a whines and moans mess, it wouldn’t surprise anyone if he’s the type to cry from pleasure when you take good care of him
he likes to be both dom and sub, if you’re in for multiple rounds you’re probably gonna switch roles every orgasm
something tells me he loves thighs, every time you’d wear short dresses or outfits that expose your legs he’d go easily crazy over you, and he would never stop teasing you until he gets the chance to rip those clothes off of your body
✰ Jongho
he fucking loves when you grip at his toned biceps while you grind over his lap, he would be more than pleased by having you on top of him so you could feel just how strong his body feels beneath you
let’s be honest he’s probably the one with the highest stamina, if he’s gonna take the lead don’t even think he’d get enough with a couple orgasms
tho his moans would be so damn pretty i think he wouldn’t be louder than some needy sighs and whines, apart from when he reaches his climax he would let out the most delicious sound you’d ever hear
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lotusmi · 1 year
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the mike wazowski VOID STATE challenge
yes the challenge is called mike wazowski, dont judge mike (and dont judge me too lmao
complain and blame method 😫😫😪
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I know I know, I said we are in "void detox 🍵era" in this blog... But I got an idea of a new challenge that you all may like so I am breaking the rules here 😎
mike hottie wazowski is this gentleman and i named the challenge after him since its a hot challenge just like him get it?
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💬"Ok, ok Lotus,... What is this stupid challenge about?"
Oh yea, the challenge... yes yes.
So! The challenge is to complain and blame! I dare you to complain about your void journey! Can you complain all day and enter the complainer state? I bet you do! 🤭
As we know, our states are reflected. What we do within ourselves is manifested in our world.
Bloggers say "enter the state of the person that always enter the void☝️👩‍🏫"
But some of you don't feel like you can do it, right? Yes, I know. You try and then give up. "How you I believe, how would i do thhaaat?? 😪😭😭" then you complain again and again.
Are you the "I TRIEEED EVWRYTHING I NEED TO EMTERR HEESLP MEE 😭😭😭" person? YOUR PROBLEMS END HERE muahahha!! 😼
You are now my actor/actress 😼 your paper is to be someone who always enter the void so easily that it ANNOYS YOU🙄🙄. Like?? You cannot even sleep without entering ughhh 😑
You will take this as a fun challenge! Can you have fun doing this? I know you can! Just take it easy and be the most annoyed and worried person in earth!
There are a lot of people here who is worried and obsessed about the void. You are already in this state and can't see motivation to leave it? Just change the focus of it! Now you are obsessed to know WHY you ALWAYS WAKE UP/TAP IN THE VOID.
HEHHEHEH WHAT A PLOT TWIST, NO? 😌😏
Here is how you will do: you will act as if you were entering in the void literally always and you are sooo annoyedd 😒😒😒😒 I'll give you an exemple of how your self talk should be like:
"Awww I just woke up 🛌 and I entered in void agaaain arrghh 😒😒😒 bro?? Whhyy I keep entering in this mf everytime I sleep? 🙄🙄 like how can I stop myself of ENTERING ALWAAAYSS?? I TRIED EVERYTHING AND I KEEP ENTERING in the VOID😭😭😭😪 How can i even live this day knowing if I fall asleep or when night comes I will be there 🙄 AGAIN??? 😫 omg i amm sooo mad that I enter in void like instantly I cannot even close my eyes cuz BOOM 😭😤😤 and to know that I am forced to enter today agaiinnn?? 🙄😭😭😭😭. LIKE WHY THIS IS HAPPENING TO MEEEE?? 😟😟Oohh not its getting time to sleep and i'll enteeer the voidd agaaainn 🙄🙄"
+You can also imagine you telling a friend how you always enter the void to the point it is annoying you.
+You can have fun, make it natural and be creative! Roll your eyes 🙄, act as if! Act like a movie actress, take a breath 😤 and say "uuhh omg why i keep enteriinnnn duh 😒"
KEEP LIVING IN 4D AND IN THE CHARACTHER NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS!! If you left the state just go back to your self talks about "ughh i keep entering" again! 💗
The focus here is to change your assumptions and take it easy, you ignore 3d and keep telling yourself the new story 💗
Don't think in terms of "when will I enter?" But "I know I will enter since i always do, it is done".
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How long should I do the challenge?
That's up to you! You can pick a date, enter today, enter in 3 days, do along @uniquelymeandmyworld2 challenge or whatever you feel like!
That is it 😌 have fun babygirls 💗😘
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doubledown · 9 months
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Yall already know the drill no MLM fetish people as for minors go while I'd prefer you not to interact I cant control what you do
So this is abit of a specific fic for a certain someone ( you know who you are pooks 💕 )
The reader is Latino with a brown complextion feel free to imagine them in whatever shade you want
The reader will be male and masc terms will be used for them
Some Spanish will be in this used in this fic but a translation with be provided so dont worry about havin to go to google translate
This will most likely be around 2 or 3 parts depending on my motivation
ALSO I HAVE NOT WATCHED THE MOVIE so uh if its not like canon him I'm sorry 🧍‍♀️
Degration, Hook up, Hand job, Public Sex, Cheating, S_lf h_rm ( not described implied tho ), HEAVY Voice Kink
HEAVY on criticism. Trying out a new writing style since I noticed that the one I currently due really doesn't stimulate my brain enough which leads to writer's block. SO YEAH LMFAO HAVE FUN ( P.S THIS WAS SO FUN TO WRITEEE AND IT IS KINDA LONG SO SEAT BACKK AND ENJOYYYYYYY )🧍‍♀️
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Your mama says I'm a fool
And yeah, maybe that's true 'cause I can't
stop thinkin' 'bout you
I'm tryin'
I'm tryin' not to forget my words
'Cause when I'm around you, I tend to keep
changin' my mind
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Miguel murmered as the smell of heavy whiskey and cheap liquor crowded around him. He wasn't a drinker at all. He hadn't even thought about it. Well.....not until today. Everything was just going to shit. So he figured he drown himself in something other then self destruction and exhaustion. At least this would kill his worries for awhile after all what's the point of multiverse travel if you couldn't do somewhere where you were unknown? A place you could simply escape without anybody finding you or judging you for your actions. Nobody to put a strong and dominate front for. Just simply unknown and out of touch. " What's on your mind to drink tonight? " The bartender asked abit of a friendly smile on his face. Miguel honestly didn't know what to choose so he just said the first brand of liquor that came to mind. " Just a few shots of fireball.." He said resting his arms on the bar. " Alright hot shot your drinks will be ready in abit. " The bartender said quickly soon off to go take other orders while simultaneously making drinks. He couldn't say he wasn't impressed in all honesty but he had seen it done by failedly by parker. He always tended to try things that really didn't suit him. The bartender looked up and Miguel heart almost sunk in his chest when he spoke. " Buyin a drink or did ya miss me y/n? " The bartender asked leaning over the bar giving a peck on the lips to you.
He couldn't look. He wouldn't look. Yet the gentle rumble in your voice was something that always had a hold on him. " Why not both? " You teased catching onto your lover's lip in your teeth before letting go with a smirk. " You know what I like cariño. " [ darling/dear ] Cariño. Cariño Cariño Cariño Cariño...Even after years away from each other the word still made him his heart burn. Just the way your accent just drove him mad was something that he couldn't even begin to explain. Yet he knew it wasn't his place to feel that way nor right. You two were seperated now. But he wished that things had gone very differently.
" Miguel......Surprised to see you here. " You said your tone neutral but he could feel the hiss of anger in your eyes. You two broke up on a rather...messy note. Things were just too much and miguel wasn't excatly helping with being fuckin spider man and shit. You didn't- No. You couldn't do it. You weren't gonna live in fear that somebody may one day hurt you because they may have followed him home or some shit. So you suggested he retire from doing the whole superhero thing. And he didn't at all take it well. The two of you argued about it for days which turned into weeks. Things were said and one thing led to the other and soon you two weren't even remotely related anymore. He choose people he didn't even know over you. And it stung like hell. But you moved on and forward. And to see him in such a low state....it....it messed with you abit. It brought back some things that you really wished you had buried lower..
" Y/N. It's nice to see you again. " He said with a small smile. You had always been rather...eye pleasing to put it appropriately. Everything just fit so perfectly on you. Every feature on your face to every hair on you head was completely and utterly put together so...Intoxicatingly. And your voice....fuck your voice.... " Ah Im guessin you guys have past? " The voice of your lover pulled him away before his thoughts had a chance to tip off. " Yeah. He's an old friend. " You said simply without bothering to look at the other man. You already you tired from work and really didnt want want to deal with your partner gettin all pissy that your ex is here. " Just a shot of jack daniels Mí Corazón. " you purred. [ My heart ] You knew what your voice did to Miguel. You know what you could gain from him just with a few soft I love yous or just simply saying his name the way he liked. He was a slut for words. Literally. And you had no sympthay for him left in you to care. After all it seemed more like a personal problem then anything. Sucks to suck.
You sat down next to Miguel resting you arms on the bar slightly leaning just enough for that slight arch in your back to show. It was wrong you knew that. Quietly seducing your ex while your partner was right in front of you. But after all you had to return the favor. Finding those texts from all those different guys. You wondered how many times he had fucked some guy while on shift. More importantly how many of them were here now. Miguel was weak when it came to you. He always had been. And the way he shifted in his seat when ever you spoke or the way he seemed so dazzedly focused on your features only proved that he still was a little whore for you. But you weren't gonna simply just give him what he wanted. No. That be too merciful. He needed to beg. Like bitch in heat. He needed to beg like fucking him was a need. Like he couldn't survive without you stuffing him full of what he knew craved.
Miguel cleared his throat and diverted his eyes to his drink as the bartender brough back his drink. " I didn't know you were into liquor. " You said with abit of a curious tone. When did he start drinking?? He always had hated the smell of alcohol at least you thought he did. He used to get onto you about drinking all the time goin on and on about how it could mess up your liver and such. Yet here he was puttin his feelings into a cup. Crazy how things change. " And I thought you didn't fall under stress. " He muttered taking drinking it down in a quick motion. He gagged slightly before swallowing a rather displeasing look on his face. " What? The bite too much for you amor? " [ Love ] You snarked a teasing smile on your face. " No. It's just stronger then what I'm used to. " He mumbled clearly embarrassed by his own reaction. The wound between you too was still fairly fresh. Even more unattended then you both thought. The dismissed jab from Miguel only just proved it.
You swished your drink around not even really wantin it in all honesty. It just felt all surreal and awkward having him around. It just didn't feel natural anymore. And you hated it so fuckin much. Your thoughts were brought out by your rather oblivious boyfriend giving you a kiss on the forehead. " Hey sorry to interrupt you in your space but I gotta head out for a bit. A friend from work needs help movin some furniture. " He said with a smile. " Don't worry about the bar ken is already gettin ready for his shift. " He continued giving you a finally peck before leaving. So that's how he did it. He made a lame ass excuse and left before he could be asked questions. Huh. It was the only thought that came into your mind. At this point feelin guilty was out of the picture entirely. After all if he could go have fun why couldn't you.
You leaned up slightly your left hand grazing the other's thigh as he stiffened. He looked at you confusedly and you simply looked at him for permission. You had always been abit of a fan for open things. It obviously took him a minute to realize what you wanted to do and the clear surprise look on his face almost made you laugh. Yet odd enough he moved his seat abit closer to you despite it. " Hm. Seems like somebody missed old times. " You hummed to yourself teasing his cock through his jeans. He shifted in his seat as he rested his hand on his forehead trying his hardest not to thrust up for attention. You slowly but carefully unzipped his jeans and the entire time the poor man was figiting in his seat. " Desperate much? " You murmed loosely as you teased the head of his swollen cock.
He huffed sharply as he shifted his weight toward your as you wrapped your pretty hands around his cock and pumped it at a rather fast pace. A small whimper came from his throat as you stroked him precum dripping as your pace became relentless. He put his head down on the bar ledge his one hand covering his mouth trying so hard to quiet his soft rambles of pleasure. He twitched and pulsed as what seemed like hours to him as his responses simply got harder and harder to hide. At this point he was pratically mind numb with pleasure and being a whiny mess of a man. Yet you weren't done with your pretty boy just yet. Things were simply getting started.
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kittyamore0 · 1 year
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Slashers find out their S/O has killed:
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[Part 2]
A/n: IM SO UPSET BECAUSE I DONT HAVE MY REGULAR FONTS 😭 😔 A/n: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH A:n: I COULDVE JUST COPIED AND PASTED OFF THE INTERNET BUT IM TOO LAZY TO RE DO EVERYTHING 😖
CW: Murders, Sexual themes and GN! Reader.
Little note: I was going to add Lester and Bo to part 2 but I was busy while making this so I have to add them in part 3
Billy Lenz 🎄🎅📞
He’s more excited at the fact that you’re just like him, crazy!
He instantly got aroused 😃
Definitely stole some of your underwear’s (or bras) and returned them all sticky, and damp…
the way he found out was when you helped him kill Jess
”Jess, [Name], the caller is in the house,”
but you knew that
you’ve always known
so when Jess started panicking, you found it a good time to surprise her and Billy
It frightened you when she had a weapon, she could’ve killed your Billy!
So, you took the other fire poker
you stabbed Jess in the shoulder when she got dragged by Billy
I cackled when Billy yanked her hair through the stairs railing 💀
And before she could react, you slit her throat
“it’s okay, Billy,”
damn, you were always hot, but with blood on you? 😍
“[Name] saved filthy Billy…?”
you’re smart ass pinned it on Peters and he got arrested
you sneaking back to the sorority house to see Billy - 🏡 ⬅️ 🏃‍♀️💨
Tiffany Valentines 👰‍♀️❤️🧸
[this goes for her human body and doll body]
She honestly wouldn’t care, you kill, she kills, you’re even hotter when you kill.
wait, wha-
she finds it adorable and hot of you when you kill
will literally pull up a soft chair, some snacks and a face mask and sit there watching you take your anger out
“Go baby!”
”You got this, hun’!”
“They went that way!”
“Good job, woo!”
Very supportive
you were a killer when you met her
That’s how she fell in love with you!
“How many people have you killed?”
“34,”
“Hey, you know, you’re kinda cute…”
”I know,”
fell in love with you instantly.
Carrie White 🔥👩‍🎓🩸
You never kept it a secret from her, but instead of telling her that it’s innocent people, you told her that it was people that use to mock and taunt you
she doesn’t think it’s okay, but because it’s you and because they were ‘awful’ people, she pushed it away
also doesn’t judge because she did kill people with her powers, but in her defense, she was so pissed
Also accepts you because you helped her run away from her abusive mom.
every time you come home from committing mass murder, she already sets up a bath and tries to cook
her mom didn’t care about her, so she’s only learning how to cook just now
hey, at least she’s trying 🥰
you end up cooking, but she repays you with nice cuddles after !
Jennifer Check ☆💉🩸
how you met was…interesting…
you always had a crush on her
and would always get pissed whenever some boy or girl hit on her
so when someone flirting with her actually kissed her cheek
you lost it.
let’s say that they didn’t have their happily ever after
when she found out, she became infatuated with you
a really devoted, smart, and pretty/handsome person? Sign her up
she definitely confessed first
like Tiff, she also doesn’t care
you kill anyone, she kills boys, no exception
and if you’re a boy, you’re an exception
will cheer you on as well
just more lazily than Tiff
After your killings, she’ll invite you to a lake
you obviously say yes, not thinking too much of it
until you see her naked in the murky waters
definitely pushes you in
mocks you for how flustered you get
yall definitely had a good time 😏
Vincent Sinclair 🕯️🔪🔥
Vinny just finished working and he was looking for you.
a bit worried when he couldn’t find you
then he heard footsteps, your foot steps.
don’t ask me how he knows your specific footsteps
and Jesus, you were a literal bloody mess
you had about 4 limp, lifeless victims
“Vin-ny!~”
you were awfully happy
blushed a little when you happily sung out the syllables to his nickname
pointed to the 4 bodies
“well, I’d thought I’d help you with work and it’s a thank you, for um, uh, everything…”
the silence was loud
really loud
but he nodded and huffed
making you plaster a grin on your face
he’s definitely blushing under hat mask
big bear hugs after work ! ❦
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indouloureux · 2 years
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how are u love? I dont know if you saw the pictures and videos of joseph and jamie in brazil (I just saw them and I'm SCREAMING) but could you write something based on that? like joseph x costar!reader?
ps: you're amazing and I LOVE that you write for Joseph sm and you do it SO WELL
HI IM GOOD YES i saw their pics from brazil and i went absolutely feral!!! tysm for reading my works ily !! 🫶 hope you enjoy this
side note: a couple of you guys sent in requests and im sorry if im unable to post it sooner. i promise i will get to them and i absolutely love your ideas!!! i also sincerely apologize if the fonts are small im writing the blurbs on my phone and ive yet to figure out how to put "read more".
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brazil is really pretty, and so is the smile on his face.
his white dress shirt hangs perfectly around his frame, but his grey blazer is missing and is instead draped over your shoulders, an offer he'd done out of worry.
even so, joseph's got an arm around your waist, holding a drink in his hand that he so carelessly waves around as he talks to people though not spilling it on anyone else. his laugh is bright and a bit drunk, but it's still contagious nonetheless.
"hey," he murmurs in your ear. "i bet you twenty dollars i get at least more than fifteen questions about what my vecna song is, deal?"
you snort, gyrating your wrist to swirl your drink. "why? did the question reach brazil?"
"i can't tell you how many times i've said the words up and down by venga boys. it's a lot more than the amount of wrong theories i saw about volume two."
joseph beams at your smile, and as much as he wants to place a kiss on your temple, he's too shy to do so in a public place. "alright. and if it's not more than fifteen, i get the twenty dollars?"
"twenty dollars and a kiss," he offers. "only because i haven't kissed you since this morning and i've been taking it out on this glass."
"eugh," you turn away from him. "gross,"
"it's true," joseph removes his arm from around your waist, only to step in front of you so you'd look at him. "when you were at the toilet i've been mouthing my drink."
"jesus, joseph."
"and mary," he smiles at you, comes back to his original position where he slots himself at your side with a hand around your back in a kind possessive manner. "no one has actually asked you what your vecna song is, though,"
"i'd rather not answer than when yours sounds like a kids bop music at a child's birthday party," you playfully clink your glass with his. joseph wrinkles his nose and opens his mouth in a silent gasp, feigning offense at your joke.
"my, how rude! i've never judged you for listening to doja cat for a whole week when she tweeted about me," joseph squints his eyes at you.
"it's my way of coping. a hot girl flirts with my boyfriend and then what?" you shake your head at him. joseph smiles, and he's really fighting the urge not to kiss you. "plus her music's good. you should try listening to it instead of dancing to venga boys every morning."
"never disrespect up and down like that," he scoffs. his hand reaches out to play with the sleeves of the blazer around your shoulder, and you find yourself tracing the curve of his chain.
"yeah yeah, whatever."
"oh, here comes another one," finally, he steals a quick peck on your temple, hand sinking deeper into your waist. "prepare to lose twenty dollars, darling."
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would very much appreciate feedback and reblogs!! <3
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sollattes · 7 months
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"Its okay"
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Bernie x reader
Bernie trudged his way into your shared apartment. Tonight was not one of his nights at all.
The sound of the door opening quickly caught your attention as it was still too early for bernie to be home.
"Oh, welcom-" you tried greeting him, but he just plopped down to the couch and dragged himself closer to you, still laying face down.
You were shocked with this behaviour coming from bernie since usually he would be very bubbly and excited to tell you about what happened at the club today.
"Hey... what happened?" You talked to bernie softly as you take off his cap and play with his hair since you know that eases or relaxes him.
Bernie did not like feeling this way. He was supposed to be cheery and fun, not boring and quiet, bernie was not used to feeling like this at all, and it frustrated him.
You were shocked and worried when you felt droplets of tears on your lap, you quickly grabbed bernie's face to look at you, and there you confirmed that he was crying, tear marks all over his pretty face.
"Hey hey hey, what's wrong babe?" You asked him in a worried tone, wiping his tears.
Bernie just looked at you with his tear shined eyes in silence because for some reason, he couldn't voice out his feelings to you, even though he knew you would never judge him for feeling this way.
Seeing your worry filled eyes looking at him just made bernie tear up again, the way your eyes were looking at him with nothing but eagerness to make everything right for him, what did he do to deserve you?
Sensing that bernie may not be ready to talk to about it, so you just let him burry his head into your chest and cry his heart out.
Bernie clutched your shirt as if you were gonna disappear if he ever let go of you.
The feeling of your warmth against him, his nose being filled up with nothing but your scent, your hand continuing to stroke his head in attempt to calm him down, there were the only thing that were keeping him sane, you were the only one still keeping him connected to the world.
This was your first time seeing bernie in this kind of state, you didn't know what to do and felt overwhelmed but still you'll do anything in to make bernie feel better, there is little to none that you woudnt do for bernie.
"Hey, how about we take a bath?" You coax him.
A warm bath with you sounded nice to bernie, so he nodded softly against you. You smiled at the response bernie made. You began preparing the bath while still having bernie clinging on to you.
After preparing the bath with all of bernie's favourites, from his favourite scenetd candles to his favourite bath oil, you slowly removed his clothes and let him get into the tub first, then you took off your own clothes and joined him.
In the bathe, bernie once again sat on top of you, and buried his face in your shoulders as he felt the tears pooling in his eyes again, seeking solace and security in your warmth, he clutched onto you again, hugging for his dear life. You felt the hot tear droplets in your shoulders once more and just comforted bernie again.
While comforting bernie, he finally opened up on why he was crying.
"I hate feeling like this baby, im so sorry you ahve to see me like this, I don't feel normal, I feel down, I feel exhausted, I don't feel like myself and I hate it, I feel uncomfortable in my own skin-" bernie coudnt finish his rant as his sobs got a better of him.
"Hey shh it's okay, it's okay to feel like that bern, you dont have to say sorry, you did nothing wrong, its not wrong to feel this way babe, it's okay not to be in the mood every once in a while, it's okay to feel burnt out, and it's definitely okay and normal to feel like this, you're person too babe, a person can be exhausted from time to time, all of us has our breaking point, you don't always need be obligated to be the life of party every time it's just okay to be quiet and boring, like me" you affirmed him, Bernie did not say anything else and just nodded while softly sniffing.
The both of you just spended more cuddling with each other, and you showering bernie with words of affirmation.
You got off the bath first and dried yourself then prepared bernie warm clothes, you dried him off and clothed him, the both of of you just did this in a comfortable silence and only talked in soft, quite tones to each other.
While drying bernie's hair, he broke the silence and asked, "What did I do to deserve you?"
You looked down at bernie, and you saw how his eyes were just filled with pure admiration and sincerity when he asked that.
You kneeled down to bernie's level and looked into his eyes, making sure that he saw the love you were feeling for him through your eyes.
"Oh, bernie, if only you could yourself through myself, you wouldn't question why you deserve me. You deserve so much more, my love." You confessed, softly stroking his cheek and giving him a smile.
"You... you are the only thing that I will ever love, need, want, hope, and yearn for." Bernie confessed.
Your smile only widened with his words, and so you kissed bernie with all the emotions you could ever offer, and bernie kissed back with just same passion that you have.
As soon your lips met bernie's, everything did not matter other than you, bernie did not need to have everything else than you.
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pamelasmuse · 11 months
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Lavender Haze
Theodore Nott x Fem!Slytherin Reader
You and Theo have a private relationship, at first it was just sex but recently its been more and you relise you are in love with him.
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“Midnight” he whispered. A shiver ran down your spine as you turned you head to look in the direction of the voice. Theo was looking back at you, it made you blush, hot. He winked at you before he was pulled back by his friends and they walked out of The Great Hall. Your mind raced with the thought of what you might have in store tonight. A hot make out session, more then that, or just a long talk. Whatever it was you were excited.
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You looked at yourself in the mirror, trying to not be nervous. You had been privately seeing Theo for almost 2 years and it was amazing, it was all the good things without all the complicated emotions. But recently you had realized you were in love Theo, and that made you wildly nervous to see him, scared you would do something wrong and he would leave.
You smoothed your skirt down, slipped on your heels and walked to Theo’s dorm. You knocked with no answer you walked in. The smell of hot water filled the room. He was in the shower. You sat on the bed, riddled with nerves. That was another thing, a year ago, maybe even 3 months ago you would have took your clothes off and joined him, but now you worried he would think that was weird. Almost as if on cue, the shower turned off. Your herd him rattle around and then finally he walked out.
“Omg, Y/N” Theo jumped back.
“Sorry, I knocked” you tried to excuse your presence.
“Don’t be sorry” he laughed “If you wanna be sorry, be sorry you didn’t join me.” He walked to his dresser and pulled out a shirt and some pants “Would have been a lot of fun.” He said, mostly to himself.
You gave a weak smile, hating that you were controlled by anxiety. Theo noticed, “Whats wrong love?” You shook your head “Nothing”. Theo walked to you, he pulled you in hugging you. He was never this kind woth his friends but here in his room with no one to judge, he held you. He puled you into the bed and he held you, in the silence of his dorm. You looked at the ceiling and pictured your life together in 10 years, happy maybe with kids. After what felt like hours he spoke again, “What are you thinking about” as fast as you could you can up with an answer “The potions test”. Theo laughed. With him content you went back to your real thoughts. Thoughts of all the times you wanted to tell Theo you loved him
The first time…
Everyone was in the Slytherin Common Room. Draco, Astoria, Blaise, ect. Someone brought up body count *Draco* he commented on everyone, never taking criticism on himself. Then he got to you. “Oh poor innocent Y/N” he laughs. You look at Theo and he’s glaring at Malfoy. “I bet you’ve never even been touched, or?” He muses “Your a closeted Whore!” Everyone laughs, none of them knew you well but they all had their assumptions about you. Your face heated up. Malfoy kept attacking you. “So who was your first? Mmm, maybe Potter, only a loser would touch you!” That got to Theo.
“Shut it, Malfoy!” He barked. Draco was taken back Theo was his best friend he never yelled at him. “You don’t disrespect women like that bro” Theo stood up and shoved a pillow he was under at Malfoy. Theo sighed and began walking to his dorm. Theo had said something to Draco because the next morning he apologized.
That was something you loved about Theo, he respected you.
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You weee pulled from your thoughts when Theo started moving around. You turned towards him “Do you ever think about us?” You ask. Theo looks at you confused, like you just asked the dumbest thing “of course” he responded.
“No” you say “Do you think about us, when people know? Will it be worse” Theo sits up so he can see your face, “ why do you want to ruin a good thing?” Now you are the one looking at him, mostly glaring.
“I dont” you raise your voice. “I just want to be with you, to kiss you in public or tell my friends that i have a boyfriend.” Theo is shaking his head “This” he motions between you “This is perfect, why do you want to fuck it up!” You start to laugh at him, “okay, okay, fine.” You begin to stand up, you put your shoes on and head to the door. “Y/n,” he says from the bed, you turn around looking at him. “I do really want to be with you, I just, I dont want us to be like other couple’s, ones that fight, we never fight, and im afraid if we tell everyone we will have more problems.” He pauses. You walk back to the bed and sit down, your back turned to him. “I c-cant theo, im- I need a relationship.”
“If you need that, then lets do it”
They never did become public, until after Hogwarts.
A/N: okay this is bad, i did it in like an hour so sorry, next one will be better! Its going to be fred and its going to be an argument between him and reader. Probably any way love y’all.
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gigidragonbbxxx · 2 months
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a personal struggle + an education
this is all just gigi's opinions + thoughts
Reader, I'm struggling with empathy right now.
Don't worry, I'm not suffering from a personality pathology, I promise I am quite sympathetic and empathetic. It's just battling the feeling of wanting to be kind but also seeing a major problem and knowing I need to get it off my chest.
Let me give it to yall straight (with tweaked/paraphrased details to protect privacy and not to out anyone):
I saw a favorite loass coach/twt account/subliminal creator make fun of an "old timey" English sentence either from Neville Goddard or Edward Art. They proceeded to say that they "hate" it and "why can't they just say it simpler". and then someone else commented "they're talking bullshit fr".
The convo thread on twt devolved into an echo chamber that essentially boiled down to the old fool's adage "If I don't understand it, it must be stupid and not worth it."
This really triggered me because
The phrase quoted was not that hard to understand.
It was clear these women were not educated
Why am I judging or mad at people for their ignorance? (this is why I kept quiet on twt and went here to vent. I acknowledge that two things can be true, I can be kind and still be honest.)
I was and currently am still wrestling with these things within me.
On one hand I don't want to judge. I want to be inclusive and welcoming and supportive.
On the other hand - yall don't look educated, yall wind up looking dumb.
I'll say a harsh truth yall and you can go argue with a damn wall but I know I'm right: stupidity is not cute.
My Hot Take (not so hot when you think about it)
The Law of Assumption rewards those who feed their mind with knowledge
Before you argue with me, think about it. Seriously.
I don't want to seem ableist if someone suffers from dyslexia or if someone struggles in school. It's totally okay to have different paths to learning. The importance is still obtaining the information. You can read or listen to the audiobook, etc. The paths to knowledge are varied but in the end the result is the same - THE KNOWING.
The "old timey" sentence that the creator complained about COULD BE READ BY NINTH GRADERS BECAUSE OF SHAKESPEARE EXPOSURE.
That's why I was exasperated. They were complaining about English (the only language in which they are fluent) that is regularly taught to 14 year olds.
Guys. Stand up. Please stand the fuck up.
Who in this world is gonna take you seriously without BASIC COMPETENCY in literature or math?
Lemme roast some of yall if you want to disagree:
Yall wanna be master manifesters and claim to understand the double slit experiment but can't even name the fundamental laws of science or explain them.
Yall wanna be successful in your businesses and don't know how to calculate your profits.
Yall wanna be seen as intellectuals who "understand" more than the majority of the population and yall can't even fucking read Descartes or Shakespeare.
Yall wanna be content creators and don't know how to proofread.
One time I bought an affirmation tape that came with a pdf with all the affirmations listed. The tape itself was excellent but the pdf was riddled with errors! It makes me sad because something that can help change your life, like a sleep tape to saturate, "cheapens" in its authenticity at the price of minor errors. Sigh.
Let me tell you that 100% you can be successful in this world just by going to the end and claiming it.
BUT YOU LOSE A LOT OF TREASURE BY NOT GIVING YOURSELF THE TOOLS TO DIG FOR IT.
THERE IS SO MUCH FOUNDATIONAL INFORMATION WITHIN THESE "OLD TIMEY" TEXTS.
and if you don't like any of it and just wanna watch sammy ingram and manifest like that THEN GO AHEAD BUT DONT CLAIM TO NOT UNDERSTAND A SENTENCE AND THEN CALL IT BULLSHIT.
just be honest and own it!
be honest that you don't wanna read, that you don't wanna be academic and that's 100% okay and you're still beautiful and worth everything but
do not put down the value of what is being said just because you don't understand it
That's why I am frustrated, reader.
I am educated enough to recognize when someone's ignorance is just that - ignorance.
But I am human enough to be annoyed.
So please give yourselves some grace and take the time to appreciate knowledge. Without the knowledge of the law of assumption, we wouldn't all be here interacting with one another.
xx, gigi
p.s. for those of you who are more familiar with reading the Bible via the law of assumption lens - I beg you to think of Solomon. He was asked by God what he would like and Solomon chose wisdom over material things. Why is that? Because through wisdom comes the ability to know how to obtain all one's desires. Food for thought.
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luffyvace · 5 months
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MACHI RELATIONSHIP HCS CUZ I LOVE HER
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i’m doing this with female reader in mind but i have absolutely nothing against if someone wants a machi x male reader!! (plus i haven’t done female reader yet)
in troupe reader!!
this probably won’t be spoiler free btw
machi as a s/o is very caring and cautious about your safety
even though your in the troupe and she knows you can handle yourself she’ll keep an eye out for you
no matter how strong—stronger than her even
thats just how she is, if she gets a hunch she’ll come running
not literally—just to seem collected- but she would definitely internally worry if you don’t come back way after the time you were supposed to
if were talking after pakunoda died that’ll definitely heighten
she’ll be slightly more paranoid for you
if you’ve been in the troupe a long time you’ll notice these things
but if you were a replacement for a founding member you may or may not notice depending on your skill
its highly likely you do though, since all the troupe members are above average strong, whether in nen, resources, intelligence, gadgets, whatever!
machi would make sure you eat, drink & sleep properly
she’s a very caring lover
shes also the type to be very blunt though
dont take it to heart she means well by it
i feel if your in a relationship with her she trusts you a lot, so you probably own a apartment somewhere together
she’s decent at cooking
but if your a terrible cook she won’t mind because of her living conditions growing up
that doesn’t mean she won’t judge and give criticism though
how else will you improve? in her eyes
she’ll eat it but she’s still picky about it
teaches you what she knows about flavoring/seasoning (or whatever she doesn’t like about it)
i know she would be good at giving massages
but she will expect some in return
she keeps the house clean and expects you to, too
she’s used to living in clutter from childhood but that doesn’t mean she doesn’t like cleanliness 🙄
if your a slob she’ll scold you but still clean the place up herself
she gets up early
like at the crack of dawn
she’s a get things done woman
when she goes to bed varies depending on your troupe missions, how tired she is, etc
she’ll probably wake you up early too but won’t care much as to when you go to bed
unless your health starts declining because of it
then she’ll start forcing you to go bed real early
like 7-8 pm
she doesn’t care if your a grown woman or not
she’s not loosing you all because you refuse to sleep 😒😑
as for dates it won’t necessarily be dates
she’ll just consider it as quality time
stargazing
indulging in your hobbies
her teaching you how to sew your own socks with holes back together
(she rummages through your drawer to find your socks with holes and if they’re dirty she’ll throw them out. if they’re clean they’re now sewn back together)
the troupe knows your together but thankfully it doesn’t put a elephant in the room
especially since y’all don’t do pda
if you try she’ll stop you
shes protective of you though
not really toward the troupe unless they tried to flirt with your fine and dine behind
even then she’d still expect you to handle it yourself and be loyal to her
if a stranger hits on you she be slightly more annoyed
she’s not hot headed though
if they get the message after you say your in a relationship, fine.
but if they keep harassing you?
slice and dice my brother
on another note
at the end of long days she would rest her head on your chest and listen to your heartbeat to lull her to sleep
or vice versa depending on who had a more stressful day
dont talk about it out loud though—especially in front of the troupe. she’ll stop doing it for weeks on end out of embarrassment. with enough time (and stress that built up) she’ll come back to doing it though
if your girly and like to do makeup and hair/skin care routines she’ll do it with you but not every time (skin care more than anything)
and don’t make a big deal or show out of it
but if you wanna sing your favorite songs she’ll have a soft smile on her face
wont sing with you though
also
she’ll shower/bath with you—but in a comfortable n casual way yknow?
no funny business just genuinely showering
scrubbing each other’s backs and scalps
massaging each other’s muscles
rubbing lotion into each other’s skin
then passing out early after changing into some comfy pajamas from the aroma of said lotion
life as her girlfriend is very domestic and relaxing really
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hearts4golbach · 1 month
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The Night Shift.
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Johnnie Guilbert x Fem!Reader.
part 19.
"No, no," i laughed. "im not going to make you help me." i shook my head, continuing to work on the huge order i had received the previous night for a wedding.
"You're not making me help you. I want to." he slid his hands over the glass case, gripping onto the edge.
"You wholeheartedly want to help me?" i raise my eyebrow at him, "im fine by myself. It's not a big deal."
"Exactly, it's not a big deal. if you teach me how to make drinks and shit we can get this order done 2 times faster." he looked at his phone, "we only have 2 hours to complete it, anyway."
my stomach dropped. "theres only 2 hours left?!" i sighed heavily, "fine. let me go grab an apron from the back."
i grabbed a spare apron and quickly brought it back out to him. i tossed it to him and watched as he quickly put it on.
"Well, get your ass back here." i beckoned him, "dont worry, I'll pay you for helping me."
he immediately shook his head, "dont, im volunteering."
"Whatever," i gave in, knowing I'd end up paying him in the morning. "we need to make a couple of batches of croissants and a shit ton of hot chocolate. dont ask me why someone would want that for their wedding, but i dont judge."
"Easy, so how do i do that?" i rolled my eyes at him.
"Come with me." he followed me back into the kitchen. "Grab the 2 biggest pans over there on the rack." he did as told as i took the bucket of pre-made dough out of the fridge.
i dumped it out onto the counter, taking a rolling pin and beginning to work the dough. i rolled out half of the dough to be flat and cut the other half off.
he set the pans onto the counter next to me. "Now what?"
i handed him a knife, "Cut this dough into triangles like this." i took his hand gently and showed him how to cut the dough.
"Easy enough," he smiled at me before getting to work. concentration washed over his face as he worked hard, trying not to disappoint me.
i began to roll out the other half of the dough, occasionally bumping him with my elbow, causing us both to giggle. "So, come here often?" i say, awkwardly trying to fill the silence.
he looked over and smiled, "occasionally. so, is this some special family secret dough or something?"
"Yeah, actually. my mom likes to add pinches of random seasonings to whatever she makes, and this one kinda stuck. but i'm not telling you the secret." i smirked, nudging his elbow.
he dramatically rolled his eyes, "Fine, i guess." he replied sarcastically.
after all of the triangles had been made, i taught him how to roll them up. "we gotta make this shit quick, we got an hour left, and that's just enough time. we still have to hustle." i dusted off my hands, "i'm going to go prepare the hot chocolate. i trust you to do this, can you?"
he nodded quickly, "Yeah, it's pretty simple."
"Okay," i said cautiously, "i'll be back."
i walked out to the front part of the kitchen, the part that's visible to the public, and began the big batch of hot cocoa. i boiled exactly a gallon of milk and added, per usual, my mothers hot chocolate mix. i always thought my mother was crazy, making everything by hand. but it was her passion, and i dare say it rubbed off on me, too.
i glanced into the kitchen, watching how johnnies hands quickly rolled up each croissant. his eyebrows were slightly furrowed together. i heard him humming to himself softly, and the sight made butterflies erupt in my stomach. i realized Johnnie was the most handsome and kind person i had ever met.
while waiting for the hot chocolate to finish brewing, i stepped back into the kitchen. i approached  johnnie quietly, startling him as my hand patted his back. "You did really well, actually. That was super quick." Feeling as if i was about to throw up from the mix of butterflies and anxiety, i leaned over and kissed his cheek.
his face turned red as he tried to stay focused. "t-thank you." he shot me a soft smile before stepping back and washing off his hands.
i lined them up neatly on the tray, making sure to put just enough spacing so i could fit larger portions on the two trays. everything surprisingly went smoothly, and i slid them in the oven.
i sighed contently, "At least we got all the hard work done. now, we just gotta let everything cook, and then we can pack it. Does that sound okay?" i checked with johnnie.
"Yeah, of course." he took the apron off and hung it back with the others. "That was actually really fun." he admitted.
i scoffed, putting my hand on my hip, "you thought it wouldn't be?"
he rolled his eyes, "im just saying,"
i ran my hand down his arm as i walked past, "i know, johnnie. im messing with you." i pulled a couple of boxes out of the cabinet and set them up. i tossed him a stack of cups. "Would you mind pouring the hot chocolate?"
he caught them and agreed, walking over to the counter and getting straight to work. as he poured all of the drinks, i checked on the croissants and pulled them out of the oven.
i set them aside to cool enough so i could put them in the box. there was roughly 15 minutes before the man was going to pick them up.
with johnnies help, we finished everything with 5 minutes to spare. we stacked the boxes and put at least 50 mugs of hot chocolate in holders. we stood back to admire our work. he sighed heavily, "i think we did it."
i smiled. "You think? i really wouldn't have been able to do it without you."
he turned to me, stepping closer so that we were face to face. "i dont know, i think you would've made it. there's not much you can't do." he encouraged.
i stayed silent, staring into his bright blue eyes as i smiled. he pulled me in for a hug, his hand smoothing out my hair, holding my face closer to his chest. "Thank you so much for your help."
"Anytime. can i help again sometime?"
"Only if i can pay you." i caved.
"i dont- y/n," he pulled away, "i dont need the money. i actually like helping, i dont wanna be paid for that."
i hesitated, "If you insist." A man walked in dressed in a tux. "Hello! are you here to pick up the wedding order?"
"Hey, beautiful. yes, i am. are you the same woman i spoke to over the phone?" his voice was soft, almost forcibly soft as he spoke.
i glanced to johnnie, notcing how jealousy was written all over his face. "Yeah, i am." i nodded towards the stack of items. "heres your order."
"You're much prettier than i imagined. do you think i could get your number?" he smirked, pulling out his phone.
i glanced to johnnie, silently asking him to help. i was scared to reject the man. "i-"
johnnie spoke up. "She's taken, sorry."
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mrs-monaghan · 11 months
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Hello~ Who do you think is Jimin’s best friend from bts now (except JK though we can’t call him just a friend, hehe~)? I believe the soulmate era with V is gone, they seem distant.
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Hot dance King Jhope is Jimin's BFF. He's so hot for what? 🥵
No cap, no lies, no nothing. He's the closest to Jimin after JK
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I would go as far as to say even when the Vmin soulmate thing was happening they were closer. He was the first member Jimin met coz he was the one that was sent to pick him up or go get him or whatever. And they bonded over the fact that they were both dancers. And they have been roommates from jump.
Their relationship has always been special and they have never been mean to each other. I think they might be the duo that fights the least. Jhope knows where all the bodies are buried; we've heard that from their own mouths. I think Jimin said Jhope's phone has alot of things that could incriminate him or something like that.
Jhope was so nervous and worried during Hobipalooza that he was only able to eat when he saw Jimin. Thats just... wow.
People say Jhope is Jimin's Jimin and that always gets me emotional because Jimin deserves his very own Jimin and I am so happy to know he has Hobi. Sure JK is there for Jimin in ways that nobody else can but what happens when JK is the reason Jimin is upset and he needs comfort? I am very happy that he has Hobi. Honestly.
Vmin is... yeah. Vmin is not Vmining anymore. And ever since some Jikookers started calling out V for his behaviour, there have emerged 2 types of Jikookers when it comes to V.
The first group over hypes him now. Praises him all the time and tries to say as many positive things as they can about V. Dont get me wrong, V deserves to be praised, that's fine. But they never used to do this before. So its very clear that they are overcompasating for the Jikookers who aren't very happy with V right now.
The 2nd group i dislike alot. They are the ones who like to act high and mighty, telling their fellow Jkkrs that they are behaving like tkkrs even though the situations are not the same. When we get a tiny taste of Vmin they come to gloat that they were right all along. That Vmin are fine; that people need to mind their own business or some other bullsh!t like that. Which is ironical considering they run Jikook blogs. If people talking about Vmin need to mind their own business then how about you delete your blog where you talk about Jikook because that's definitely not you minding your own business, is it?
I digress anon and I'm sorry. I just get angry when I see people telling others what to do. It just irks me so hard.
Vmin is not dead. And I for one enjoyed the Jimin/Jikook content that V dropped and I liked seeing him commenting under Jimin's live. Coz I like Vmin and I like the assurance that they are okay. Its literally the only reason I have no issue with V name dropping JK. Because if Jikook don't have an issue with him, then neither do I. But I won't come here on my blog and yap about people who feel differently or judge them and call them tkkrs.
Vmin aint dead my lovely. But Jhope takes the best friend spot.
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adore-u-ls · 2 years
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where is she?
a logan sargeant fic cos i wanted to. i have two ideas for this title so this one is going to be the kinda cute soft maybe a lil angst idk how it’s gunna go i’m winging it based on one of my scenarios i like to imagine when i go to sleep. completely unedited and self indulgent. probably also rlly bad, if u wanna comment/judge feel free
looking at the usual crowd of prema team members sat having lunch, logan was a bit confused when he didn’t see the other usual, almost permanent fixture of your high ponytail intermingled with the mens short hair. approaching the group, the question was hot off his lips.
“where’s natalie?” he spoke with an air of desperation that he hoped the mechanics didn’t hear.
“oh, she wasn’t feeling too well so dino said he would try smuggle her to the ferrari motorhome to sleep. i don’t know why but we’ve not had an urgent sent help text so i assume he managed” one of them, pablo, garbled out around what logan guessed was a bacon cheeseburger. tasty, he supposed.
“i’ll text dino and tell him you’ll come see her, if you want” pablo offered nicely, easing logan’s sense of desperation and removing the anxiety of how he would get around to seeing you without making it obvious to everyone, you weren’t hiding your relationship but you also weren’t screaming it from the rooftop.
“yeah, if you could. i’ll go take her to williams so i can give her a ride back to the hotel after” falls from logan’s lips and before he has chance to think of the implications, he’s turned on his heel and is making his way up towards the ferrari motorhome.
worry starts to gently nip at the back of logan’s throat as you hadn’t mentioned anything about being sick and he wonders how long it had gone unnoticed or if you suddenly got really sick and now it was really serious. the worry stops nipping now and starts sinking it’s teeth in to his skin as scenarios of dino being on his phone as you turn blue and rushing you to hospital swirl around his head. he was being overdramatic and he knew it but that worry had left it’s bite marks and no matter how many times he tried to tell himself they aren’t real, he blinks and it’s like they’ve bitten straight in to his brain.
he rounds the corner, panting slightly and he wonders when he started running but dismisses it quickly as he leaps up the ferrari stairs and opens the door to be greeted with several weird stares, he is a carlin f2 driver in the f1 ferrari motorhome after all.
luckily, he spots charles or rather charles spots him as he stands up immediately exclaiming “logan, hello mate. how are you? what are you doing here?” and offering a hug to the younger american. reciprocating the hug, he says “hey charles, yeah i’m good thanks. i dont wanna intrude but did dino bring natalie here? she wasn’t feeling well and i ju-“
charles cuts him off, quickly noting the glint of anxiety in logan’s eyes “yeah yeah she’s with carlos now actually. you know how he is with her, the second dino brought her here he was fussing over her like a madman, come on”
charles leads him to a door and knocks twice. the door is quickly inched open by carlos who widens it upon realising it’s logan and ushers him inside.
logan’s eyes fall to your figure curled up under a ferrari jacket and he sees how your usual glowing skin looks papery and haggard, your breathing stifled by slight wheezes and sniffles, your hair dismantled from its usual style spread this way and that away from you.
“she came in and fell straight asleep, dino and i have been watching over her. dont worry, she’ll be okay, just a flu” carlos says placing his hand on the americans shoulder and logan knows he should be reassured and he is. partly. but there’s a part of him that sees the “d.beganovic” on the jacket and his stomach stirs slightly but not with anxiety anymore.
carlos thinks it’s safe to leave now that logan is here and pats his shoulder once before making his exit.
he knows it’s silly, in fact he knows it’s very silly but that doesn’t stop “can she not have another jacket that isn’t dinos?” being spat under his breath as he takes off that ferrari jacket and replaces it with his own. he knows the younger drivers, apparently mostly ferrari academy drivers, had heart eyes for natalie. he understood it of course, he was head over heels for her. but he knew that they knew about their relationship, natalie was a mother figure (“frued eat your heart out” he thinks laughing internally) to them and she disclosed their relationship to them, ollie had backed away with the heart eyes, charlie kept following her like a lost puppy but logan knew he just needed an idol, james got over his “ typical teenage crush on an older person” stage quickly but dino. in logan’s eyes, dino kept trying to flirt and make an effort with her. he was sure it wasn’t intentional because dino isn’t disrespectful, logan just thinks he needs to make it violently clear she’s off limits.
as the thought starts to fade into nothingness, dino walks in and looks a little like a deer in headlights when he realises logan is sat in what was carlos’ seat “oh, uhm hey logan. she looked really sick and i wanted to take care of her you know?”
“thank you dino and as much as i appreciate you for this, can we have a chat?”
dino goes from looking a little wide eyed to looking like he has dinner plates for eyes “uhm, oh yeah sure”
“dino, you know about me and nat don’t you?” logan starts off, not wanting to scare the poor boy
“y-yeah why” dino stumbles out
“you seem to be trying to flirt or make “moves” on her, whether you realise it or not i don’t know but i would really appreciate it if you could stop it towards my girlfriend please?”  succinct, not harsh and over with logan thought, mentally patting himself on the back for not letting his small pool of jealousy bubble over into a lake.
“oh.” dino blanches “yeah, i’m sorry i didn’t even realise. i’m sorry. i’ll cancel my plans with her”
“no dino. you don’t have to do that. i’m not going to stop you being friends. jeez i’m american but i’m not that bad” logan jokes and sighs a bit as dinos eyes stop glossing over with tears and return to their normal stage “ i want you to continue your relationship with each other, i just want you to be aware it’s platonic, okay? we can all still hang out together, i don’t hate you. i’m just letting you know”
dino nods slightly feeling the words “thanks” pull themselves from his throat.
“come here, hug it out okay?” the american brings the taller into a big and they pat each other on the back.
you open your eyes briefly to the vision of a tall brunette hugging your brunette and allow them to flutter shut again as you snuggle your way back to dream land.
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chromaji · 23 days
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Can I see some of your unit set ups so I may judge them
I try to shuffle around members of teams every once in a while so I can be shocked when one team ends up operating like hot booty butt ass on in next battle so I have to change them around again experiment with different setups and skill combinations, keeping things pretty interesting. Basically right now my teams aren't at all my optimal ones.
But maybe now's a good time to talk about my Arena Defense team since they remain set. I like them :]
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An Arrow Rain focused team, with Mikaela (Druid) running the White Cat Ears to insta-charge Delia (Shieldshooter)'s Arrow Rain. Delia has high initiative with 2 feathers so she can start charging before people start dying. Ginny (Sergeant) uses Keen Call on Delia for AoE crit of course.
For Phase 1, basically anything before Arrow Rain:
Franz (Swordmaster) & Sága (Fencer) can usually keep the team alive through various ways til then. Franz's preemptive strike may land a kill on an enemy's squishier frontliner, or he may use Phantom Blade on an Amored unit to chunk a lot of their health. Sága may activate Sylph Barrier for someone, or she and Franz may just outright dodge/parry attacks that come their way.
Then comes the Arrow Rain + Cat Ears + Keen Edge + L + Ratio, whenever it happens.
That's Phase 1, which ends a lot of fights. But not every opponent's gonna fall to an Arrow Rain. Mainly any bulky or armored units.
If Phase 2 is needed, it's usually led by Sága. Unfortunately, 6 times out of 10, Franz usually gets mixed during any post-Arrow Rain combat. I've considered putting Franz in the back row, but I worry for Delia potentially dying before Arrow Rain goes off. So sometimes we just gotta let him fall😔
Anyway, since the units alive tend to have at least 1 physically tanky unit, Sága shines with her lightning+stuns! I dont remember if she even has Nature's Wrath set up. Probably.
Thanks to Ginny's Active Gift, Sága also gets an extra point of AP. Ginny's pretty versatile as expected, so she can take out an enemy or two as well. She's even got the Flame Javelin iirc.
Delia can help against armors or magic tanks with Toxic Bolt, and help Sága get the next move with tailwind. Mikaela pulls a defense debuff so the team can really bring down whoever's left.
Since Phase 1 is pretty formulaic, here's how a Phase 2 can go:
And Delia ending the fight with Medical Aid can help the team just a bit in reaching a higher HP% than the enemy if the battle ended pretty evenly.
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nothingbutfilthx · 2 years
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Katsuki bakugo- headcannons
- character is aged up 18+
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(i need to write shyt for mha after the latest manga chapter, ifykyk)
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- im sorry guys but he wouldn't call you teddy bear (even though i myself am completely upset by this) 😭😖
- however, bakugo does call people by their quirks or features, i feel he'd call his s/o ; gorgeous, brat or simply just 'MINE'.
- not alot of pda in public. Some. But not alot.
- tight hugs! Warm hugs too 😍 *swoon*
- jealous. Probably will threaten to beat someones ass for looking at his girl.
- speaking of jealousy... %100 will kiss you and hold you in front of said perv. Let them know only he can kiss you
- behind closed doors. He's a sweetheart.
- (this is kinda self indulgent, im sorry ..im not) he hasn't slept well since being kidnapped, one night you two were watching a movie, the movie is halfway? And hes asleep head on your chest looking so peaceful.. from then on he sleeps with you next to him. (In his opinion best sleep ever)
- no secret hes a smart cookie, helps you study.
- training with you. Unfortunately if he wants to be the best ..he wont hold back. But he knows your more than capable of defending against him.
- protective. Is ready to fight someone to the death if it meant protecting you. He knowd youd do the same ( i would definitely protecc kats 😭 )
- bakusquad. Obvi. Bakugo is obvi alpha of the group , denki has defs called you mrs alpha before..baukugo didnt hate it , actually he took it upon himself to call you Mrs. Alpha.
- if y'all get into an argument.. he's cooking and bringing flowers to apologize to you.
- carrys you firman style or bridal.
- dates with kats are either adrenaline fueled places or somehow end up being a bakusquad group thing. (Ngl wouldnt bother me)
- hear me out. The movie 10 things i hate about you ...the paintball scene.. yeah that but bakugo 😍😭😍. (Self indulgent? Yes? Does it fit? Yes. Mind will bot be changed)
- u.a does a prom thing. Proms arent his thing but he jumped at the chance to ask you. Seeing you dressed up and glowing like a goddess.. his goddess sparked a joy in him.
- if hes stressed. Shoulder massages.
- cooking together 😍 teaches you how to cook his and your favourite meals.
- says i love you anytime you or him leaves the door.
- fought aizawa so you could sit next to him in class.. (aizawa being a secret softie caved and gave in)
- he trusts only kirishima with you.
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- katsuki be packing the finest dick. Thick cock.. lengthy too, one vein going to the head (how does one describe a dick..?🤣)
- brat tamer . Dominant as fuck.
- degrading. 'filthy whore, daddys lil slut, desperate bitch, needy cum slut'
- dont worry he also gives praise. 'good girl. Doing so good f'me. Look how pretty you look. Taking me well'
- hes the top. Definitely likes to be called master, sir or daddy.
- Markings! Hickeys. Bruises, hand prints
- choking either from his hand around your throat or his dick being down your throat either way it pleases him to see it
- filthiest dirty talk. 'like daddys cock deep in you huh babe? Feels so good in you. Cum all over my cock slut.'
- trying to be quiet? Good luck (🤣) he will thrust into you at a brutal pace to force a scream, squeal or whatever out of you. 'cmon babe louder let everyone hear how good you feel' (😳 ...hot..sh don't u judge me 🤣)
- multiple rounds. He will only finish when hes %100 sure you'll be fucked dumb or sore tomorrow.
- any position. As long as he can get a view and hear you. Hes good..if he had to pick bent over or mating press. He loves being deep in you .
- hair pulling. Wether hes hitting it from behind or your sucking him off hes pulling your hair
- headgame 😫 man will go down and eat u like a man starved. Wont stop till his face is dripping with your juices.
- stamina. He aint cumming anytime soon. He's making sure your not moving when y'all done
- he will cum anywhere. On your tits?yep. In your mouth? Yep. On your face? Yepp. In your cunt? Double yep.
- TEASER!!!!!!! Will tease you and edge you if youve sassed him or bratted him. 'aww wanna cum? Mm not yet babe..gotta make you sorry for that attitude today. Wanna cum? Apologize and beg for it'
- okay fr tho. He is absolutely the king of aftercare. He knows he is overly rough but a nice bath and clean sheets and clothes outta fix it + cuddles and whatever dessert he can find.
- drunk bakugo had admitted he'd like to tag team you with Kiri. Though you wait for his sober self to say this to act on it.
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😍 him in the jeans thoo ...ffffff ddaaaddyyyy
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nick-close · 6 months
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I just wanted to say I appreciated your notes, and totally agree with glenns vibes being hot, and dndads fans being feral. im not here to debate either friend. <3
i was just concerned there were few good arguments for Lup, (and had the time on my break at work to write some). when i was trying to match her up to Glenn's points i kept being like "wait but taz just isnt going to talk about their characters in the same way :( because the players are all closely related."
Regardless, have a good day Internet friend! thanks for the kind notes. i was nervously refreshing worried that the dndads fans were going to tar and feather me. <3
may the sexiest character win! (honestly its a toss up to me and im sorta glad the the poll reflects that <3)
ps. if you want to see my personal take on hot glenn vibes: may i humbly recommend my works 'Only for a Night' (glenn/morgan) Close to Queer (glenn/morgan) (and then plutonic: glenn&nick) and my series '**NOT CLICKBAIT** (glen/henry) on my ao3:stipulativeTzigane. please be sure to read the tags! especially if you're going to try any of my other glenn fics. [this is all assuming ive judged correctly and you are NOT a minor... if im wrong, im so sorry to tempt you, but please treat yourself better than i did as a teen, and come back as an adult]
pps: you dont have to answer this btw, im just intimidated by the personal message system.
I’m glad we see eye to eye on this! I was very bummed seeing the lack of Lup propaganda tbh- most of what I’ve gotten was from my boyfriend lmao- so I really liked seeing your post <3 I do totally get your point honestly, I do think the TAZ folks are less likely to express horny ass characters in the same way via the nature lmao <3 I’m happy to provide kind notes!!! This is just a fun tumblr poll- and I like having fun all around :)! May the sexiest win!!
Also, (not a minor dw-) unfortunately I cannot read your fics.. because I have already read them lmao. I suppose it might be time for a reread though!! I feel like I read Only if for a Night when you first posted it !!!!! I didn’t know that was you, but absolutely killer. Both emotionally and all the other ways. Plus the not click bait series- you pull one of my favourite tropes of ‘Glenn is triggered by something that would’ve been cool and fine for him previously’- which I LOVE. Exploring his triggers is rad.
Unfortunately my only Glenn-centric fics are incredibly unsexy, one being written for an English assignment a while back about Morgan’s old art room and the other about him trying to form a relationship with narc…. (And I guess the odyssey-san crackfic lmao).. So much respect to those capable of writing steamy shit. Really tempting me to try -w-. I grew up a roleplayer so describing more than one character/more than just dialogue is sooo hard to me.
Sorry for my excessive rambling haha!! Have a good day!! I hope our sexy sexy characters have a close, fair match!!!
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