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toalwaysbeme · 2 months
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Fuck leeway, fuck compromise - there is no middle ground for freedom. You can't steal shit then offer to give the worst third of it back and pretend it's a compromise. Fuck offfffffff.
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texas-bbq-pringles · 8 months
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just chose my second year units and oh my god i'm actually really excited for them
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arkstray · 2 months
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EDIT: GUYS THIS IS NOT ABOUT THE SLENDERMAN BLOGS ON TUMBLR, THIS IS ABOUT THE YOUTUBE SLENDERVERSE SERIES ONLINE LIKE MARBLE HORNETS AND EVERYMANHYBRID 😭😭😭 /NM (NOT MAD)
saw some stuff so im reminding people
Be normal about the people who have played Slenderverse characters.
they are not popular celebrities.
they did not get paid to make this series.
this is not some big triple A franchise.
this is a more niche interest and the people who have made these videos all are normal people who have jobs, lives, families, and partners. they are NOT celebrities.
i repeat, they are NOT CELEBRITIES.
reel it in when you talk about the people behind the characters. with the characters themselves, there is more leniency, as they are fictional. but when the members who made those characters open up interactions or choose to be public online , please for the love of god act normally towards them. dont be like those stereotypically parasocial "youre my comfort streamer tim sutton" type people, you know?
just a daily reminder, i dont mean this in an aggressive way. i hate how these fandoms have treated their most beloved creators.
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daytaker · 3 months
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hii hellooo, may i request brothers with a clown core mc? their outfits most often being very colorful but their personality being the opposite? like somewhat cold and very blunt, not talking much and if talking then it’s about something mildly disturbing like murder investigations or an odd fascination with deadly diseases stuff like that
sorry that it’s extremely specific and thank you regardless _(┐「ε:)_
Clown Anon MCs - [ Clowncore MC | Death-Fixated Science Geek MC | LeVeyan Satanist MC ]
When you first arrived, no one was sure what to think. They looked you over. Your pink hair, your cyan shorts. A yellow T-shirt and rainbow suspenders. Gaudy makeup and adorable pink tennis shoes. Beaded bracelets and necklaces and colorful tights.
And a box of smokes in your back pocket.
"Welcome to the House of Lamentation," Lucifer says, gesturing grandly at the stately mansion ahead of you.
You say nothing. Instead, you pull out a cigarette and a lighter. Taking a drag, you lazily gaze at the house, then back at your host, who looks disgusted.
"Make sure you only do that outside," he says, nodding to the box of cigarettes in your hand.
You blow a puff of smoke in his face and start walking to the door, completely ignoring the sounds of Lucifer struggling to contain his rage.
"Why's it called that?" you finally ask as you stop at the front doors. "'House of Lamentation'?"
Lucifer, having composed himself by now, steps up beside you. "This is a replica of a house from the human world," he explains. "In it, an entire family was murdered; the parents, the servant, and six of their seven sons. The seventh--"
"Ohhh. This is the Sutton house," you say, nodding.
"Excuse me?"
"The Sutton house. Massachusetts, 1923. Elijah Sutton, oldest of seven sons, runs into the local tavern screaming that his servant killed the whole family and himself. Most folks today think it was Elijah who really did it. I know I do."
You take one more drag from your cigarette, then drop it on the ground and put it out with the heel of your shoe.
"So this is their house, huh? Sick."
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It's breakfast on your second day in the Devildom. You took extra time to apply your godawful makeup this morning, and you're sure it shows, because the brothers keep glancing at you as if they're not quite sure what they should say.
"You talk to them, Mammon," mumbles Satan. "You're their babysitter."
"Ah... ahem." Mammon casts a glare at his brother, then looks at you. "So, uh... Human." You stare at him with a dead-eyed expression that seems to unnerve him even more. "...We're goin' to RAD today, and there's a couple a things you should know." You continue staring.
Mammon looks to his brothers for help, but they all avoid eye contact. "Uhhh... Just... try not to get eaten, 'kay? Lucifer'll be pissed if you die on my watch."
"Do demons eat people?" you ask. "Like, raw?"
"Sometimes! So don't mess around with 'em, got it?"
"That's gotta be messy as fuck."
"It is!"
"You got any photos?"
"....Eh?"
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"So I get that you're the seven deadly sins," you say to Satan, sprawled out in an armchair in the library, "but like... is that all you guys got here?"
Satan, who had been minding his own business and innocently reading a book of curses, looks irritated. "Is that all of what?"
"I dunno. Bad shit shaped like people." You shrug. "Like, you got the Four Horsemen or somethin'?"
"Of course not," Satan snaps. "That would be ridiculous."
You shrug. "Embodiment of plague? Too ridiculous to believe. Embodiment of wrath? Well, obviously that's a thing."
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"You have to make pacts with Lucifer and his brothers," Belphie urges you through the door. You stare at him, then take a drag from your cigarette. As long as Lucifer is occupied in the music room with that weird record, you're going to break every rule in this damn house.
"How am I supposed to do that? Am I gonna split up my soul Horcrux style? Give everybody a slice?"
Belphie stares at you for a few seconds. You don't realize how badly he wishes he could kill you in this moment. "Are you going to help me or not?"
You shrug. "What do I get out of it?"
He blinks at you in utter bewilderment. "You... make me happy?"
You stare at him. He stares at you. You stare at him. He continues to stare at you.
You head back down the stairs.
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thegrimdog13 · 7 months
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Star au headcannons pt.1
If you want more just tell me! Again this is not related to any of my other aus and will have different designs.I also want to come out with some art for it soon! Love you all ❤️
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Jeff-  
•The fans call him Jeff the killer because he kills it on stage and the ladies, men, and others lol
•Jeff is a bitch to everyone and needs everything to be perfect 
•Jeff loves the attention
•Jeff has a preference towards woman so he often is like ohhhhh let that one on stage or take her backstage.
•Jeff did this to Nina once and after she became obsessed. Nina then became a pop star so she could be close to him at events.
•Jeff’s rock band wears fun makeup like kiss ( but it is like there regularly designs so Jeff has a smile painted on his face and EJ has black tears same with Lulu except hers are red.)
Stuff close to what Jeff would write or play-
•Falling in reverse- Good girls like bad guys
•Mötley Crüe- Dr. Feelgood
•Ozzy Osbourne - crazy train
•Green Day- boulevard of Broken dreams
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Nina-
•Nina stole the killer part from Jeff because she is obsessed.
•She loves Jeff’s music (Jeff does a lot of rock and emo like music. )
•Nina loves pop too and does scene music to get Jeff’s attention.
•Nina really leans into pop with her outfits but tries to add in some scene girl vibes.
•Nina moves a lot on stage like dancing and bopping around
•Nina copied Jeff a little with the smile but instead drew her lip stick into a smile.
Stuff close to what Nina would sing-
•Tessa Violet- Crush
•Bebe Rexha- I’m a mess
•Katy Perry-Hot n Cold
•Savannah Lee May-All eyes on me
•Never shot never-Happy
•lady Gaga- paparazzi
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Jane-
•Her stage name in Jane everlasting but it used to be Jane the killer when she was in a band with Jeff.
•She refuses to sing anything rock and metal
• Jeff and her had a call out when he was being a bitch to her and she was tired of his crap.
• She hates talking about anything about Jeff and when interviewers asked her about it she freaks out
•She mostly sings sad and inspiring songs
•She just hates Jeff lol
Stuff close to what Jane would sing-
• Alicia Keys- Underdog
•Kyla Jade- you don’t own me
•Adele- Hello
•Adele-easy on me
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Eyeless Jack-
•EJ puts up with Jeff better then anyone else he gets pissed at everything but Jeff some how
•EJ is basically feeds Jeff’s delusions while Liu is just like shut fuck up Jeff.
•EJ is as nice as he can be until someone annoys him then he will break his drums and Jeff will be pissed. He would say why the fuck EJ those are expensive and then EJ would just be like I’m sorry Jeff and beg for forgiveness lol.
•EJ is basically Jeff’s Boyfriend without being his boyfriend he will bring Jeff flowers before shows and simp for him and Jeff will be like cool attention.
•EJ is just like notice meeee twenty four seven towards Jeff but Jeff is oblivious.
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Ticci Toby and Clockwork-
•Literally Idiots they make jokes on stage before they start singing
•Toby plays the ukulele sometimes probably
•Clockwork will sing a sad song and make raunchy jokes after.
•They sing lots of comedy duets.
stuff that is similar to what they would sing-
•Joel Grey & Sutton Foster- Friendship
•Mindy Gledhill- I Do Adore
•Alex & Sierra- Little do you know
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Sally-
•Sally is a child ballet dancer and her mom posted her residual online and it got millions of views
•Sally appreciates people being nice to her
•Sally is super sweet and nice
•She loves people and talking to fans
•She adores dancing
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Ben-
Ben’s nickname is Ben Drowned because of Minecraft lol
• Ben also does gaming competitions even though he is a kid
•Ben is really good for a teen and his dad is a pro gamer that helped him get in the competitions
•Ben is a little brat and loves trash talking people
•Ben learned how to hack so even if he was losing he could just click a couple buttons and win.
•Ben is a big fan of Jeff’s music
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Laughing Jack and Laughing Jill -
•They are a twin trapeze act
•They are in a traveling Circus
•They often make jokes a lot so the ringmaster decided they should have Laughing Jack and Laughing Jill as their nicknames
•Laughing Jack loves to throw candy for the children when they are swinging all over the place.It often hits the kids in the face though lol.
•Laughing Jill also loves to dance
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Jason The Toymaker-
• he does all types of acrobatics
•He thinks that he is the best thing ever lol
•not much is known about him and no one even knows why he is as famous as he is ( probably some sort of controversial thing but like something dumb like him saying I’m better then *insert name* at this thing lol) ______________________________________________
CandyPop-
•An aerial dancer
•He just loves looking majestic lol
•Candypop has lots of energy and does hard tricks so fast it’s unbelievable
•Candypop jumps around before her gets on the silks and it’s so funny looking lol
•Candypop just love’s attention
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Bloody Painter-
•Bloody painter is a painter so creative lol
•Instead of painting with blood he uses regular paint. But the reason he is called blood painter is because he paints serial killers.
•Helen is really sweet but loves dark things
•Helen is quiet and often compliments other people’s work even if it isn’t that good. •Helen just appreciates other artists ☺️
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Homicidal Liu-
•Liu was taught piano by his mother
•Liu was going to join Jeff’s band but Jeff said no because he can’t play anything cool.
•Liu plays sad music ever since his Mom died from an unknown illness
•Liu loves his brother but has to give him realty checks a lot.
•Liu is older then Jeff but somehow he feels like he is always treated as lower by Jeff
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Lulu -
•Lulu loves being Jeff’s band but she thinks he is kinda rude
•Lulu is a really quiet person who is a bit of a people pleaser
•Lulu stays on Jeff’s good side because she enjoys seeing him happy.
•Nina hates Lulu
•Lulu is quiet off stage but when she is on the stage her voice is booming
•Lulu has a really pretty voice and sometimes Jeff gets a little jealous
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Brian and Tim-
•They are gay country boys and no one can tell me otherwise lol
•They sing lots of love songs
•They are little cuties
•Brian is a big goof and makes lots of jokes while Tim is just like really…….
•Tim secretly loves Brian’s humor
•Brian is a big flirt and it makes Tim blush
•Countryyyyy boyyyy Iiii lovvveeee youuu
songs similar to what they would sing-
•Johnny Cash - you are my sunshine
•Tonight I’m Garth Brooks- we shall be free
•Prisley Fields-Ride Me Cowboy ( Brian would definitely sing this lol)
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This is all I can think of for now let me know if you want a part two! If you have any suggestions, questions, or drawings requests! Love you all ❤️
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sillyname30 · 21 days
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I just listened to the latest episode of and that's what you really missed on Glee. Part 2 of the Darren episode.
Jenna: Somewhere Only We Know is a fan favorite. Darren:  Keane was one of my favorite bands in highschool. I was doing it in LA and I remember I was really weirded out by it because I love this record. I didn't dislike it. I just was this is such a good record. I don't want to tarnish this and this is how I felt on the day we were at that school. I have really sensitive eyes. And they had those giant mirrors. I was melting. (You can tell by looking at the performance.) But the lesson I take away with this is once you make something and it's released to the world it does not belong to you any longer. Whatever experience people have with something that you made belongs to them and their experience.
Kevin: I want to hear when you first started working with Chris because Blaine and Kurt became a worldwide cultural sensation. Darren: I came in with luckily the tools to really appreciate for what I was doing in some way. I just so happen to have a strong and comfortable relationship with queerness itself. I live a very cultural queer life. I felt a huge responsibility but also was like 'Man, I'm glad that it's me because I don't mind talking about this. I don't get skittish.'
I met Chris and I watched him on TV and I know how much people love him. I'm supremely aware any time spent with him be near impossible outside of Glee once the episode is on. I had tickets to go to see Sutton Foster. I just met this person. And he's like a big deal, very recognizable cultural figue at this point. And I say: 'Hey, man. I have an extra ticket to see Sutton Foster tonight. Do you wanna go? My treat. Let's get some dinner, get to know each other a little bit. We have all these scenes coming up and it be nice just to start this relationship in a more personal way than we're doing on set.' And bless his fucking heart he said yes.
Darren: I have never met any from your side. We were two different planets for a long time. I'm on my own show. Different people, different building. By the time I interacted with you, you guys were your own cliques/family. I remember the tour was the first time I spent time with you guys personally. I will never forget walking around Toronto by myself. I remember walking into a bar and Naya and Dianna were having drinks in the back. And at this point I don't really know them. They were like 'come, sit down.' And I remember at the end of that I was like 'so good to meet you guys.'
Darren on the difference of his Glee experience: I'm came in like the 11th hour, but I'm not shooting every day. I'm maybe shooting a day or two and when I do, it's just my shit. If I was there I was doing something. Even on the tour you did 85 % of the show. I park my fucking blazered ass on stage for 10 minutes, do 3 songs and I was out.
What is the feeling that Glee leaves you with? It's such a gleeful experience. I know there are a lot of hairy things that people may think they know happened on the show or project happened on the show. Maybe because I'm a happy idiot, because I can block out that stuff, maybe because I just was at the right place at the right time. I had an A+ experience on that show. I loved every minute, every person truly. I have a wonderful, positive story about every single person individualy.
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-RANT- (Sort of in Defense of Aaron and Sutton, but also in disgust towards people saying awful and offensive things on twitter that bring up a dead person (sondheim) just to hate on these two)
So I've been hearing a lot of stuff going around about Aaron and Sutton's casting as Sweeney Todd and Mrs. Lovett.
First of all, I want to say, congratulations to Aaron and Sutton for their new roles! I don't think people should be aggressively hating on them after 1 performance. (I'm not saying that everyone is, but some definitely are)
So currently, I don't have an opinion on whether Aaron or Sutton are good at their roles (which is a subjective matter) I'm going to see them on Wednesday, though. However, that doesn't even matter, because their job at the roles is not what I'm going to be talking about. And because whether they are good or not is one's opinion.
Anyways, I've been looking around twitter, and. While saying ''I didn't like Aaron and Sutton in their roles'' is completely fine, and is someone's opinion. Some of these posts are different from that.
This was an actual post made about Sutton's performance here:
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which is, in short, a disgusting and offensive thing to say. I swear, some people don't think before they open their mouth (or type something out, in this case)
To me, it's pretty disgusting to project your dislike of a casting choice on a person who is dead. Aaron has also played some Sondheim roles, and has met Sondheim himself. Based on the kind of man Sondheim was, he would've supported this new cast every step of the way, because that's just who he was.
It's ok to have opinions. It is not okay to say disgusting and inappropriate things and bring up a dead person in order to spread hatred.
thank for coming to my ted talk, please feel free to spam the comments if you hate me, i honestly don't give a damn.
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harkeepitreal · 23 days
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I am like a lot of the fandom anxious, nervous, freaking out about 6.6 and what will happen to our Chenford. I am thinking I may wait to watch the episode until after I read reviews or see the updates here from all you lovely people. If I know they are still together then I go an watch but if not then I can walk away. Because I know if a break up happens this one will kill me. I have not loved a couple like this in such a long time. The last time I really shipped a couple this hard was in Younger Omg that break up, if it was not for my love of Sutton Foster I would have stopped watching. We need our Chenford support system to help guide through this. Here is hoping our babies work through this. Because it will be devastating to the fandom. I need to stop reading stupid reviews that are someone's pov. I just read one from Screenrant where the author was talking about how this season especially the last episode is foreshadowing a devastating break up. Why do I let these people get into my head? Oh yeah tons of ship Trauma. Looking at you Scandal, Arrow, Grey's Anatomy, Outlander (I still watch because it is one the best shows on TV), Bones, Castle, Younger, Sex and the City, Friends...the list goes on.
Maybe that is part of the reason I hate angst so much I just always think it will lead that direction. Although I do have to say ST Voy did help a little when Tom and B'elanna got together yes there was angst as there will be with a human and half human/half Klingon who tends to lean closer to the Klingon side. They showed that it is possible to put a couple together let them have their differences and work stuff out without breaking up. I think more shows are going this way now.
I remember reading an interview that Alexi said (take what he says lightly). God I wish I could remember the interview because I laughed and shook my head yes when he said it. He said something along the lines of if they did anything to Chenford that he knows the entire fandom will hunt him down and cause a riot. I also read I am not sure if it was here I think it was in the notes of a fanfic I loved that Eric had responded to someone not sure where that they will not break up. Not sure how true that is, not that I am denying what the awesome fanfic writer, wrote in their notes. But would he really spill something that big? Also read somewhere not sure FB or here that Melissa said that the season finale was going to be big for them. Again who knows how true that is. I don't have IG, Tik Tok, Instagram.
Sorry for the long post. I started watching the Rookie because I love Nathan but I have kept watching because of Chenford. My PTST (Post Traumatic Ship Trauma) is coming through and rearing it's ugly head. I am a literal person so unless it is said directly I tend to not believe it and even then I question. So here is hoping our babies stay together and work this out. Because otherwise I think I will be broken, and will probably stop watching.
Love to you all❤️❤️❤️
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sidhewrites · 4 months
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23! Everything is lovely! Kaz and Lucy get to go on a proper date, and we get some lovely halloween fun. Nothing goes wrong at the end of this chapter, don't even worry about it.
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For the next few days, I stand at my window, staring at the spot behind the church where I know Magnus's bones lay. I can't see it well from my vantage point, and I don't know what I'm looking for, but it doesn't matter. Nothing happens. Magnus is gone, sealed in a jar at the bottom of his grave -- hopefully for the rest of eternity.
Renfield is fine. Despite being pure white, and occasionally appearing to glow, he's back to his old self, snoring and purring and meeping in the hopes that I'd give him some cold cuts or catnip -- which I do anyway, since he's old and arthritic again, and deserves the best for however long he has left. I'm thinking of talking to Mr. Ngo about purchasing a plot in the cemetery for him. It's expensive and stupid, but I'd want him buried next to Lucy when he goes.
Lucy meanwhile, is getting stronger and stronger each day. Though she still can't exist in this world when the sun is up, she can occasionally manipulate physical objects and leave the cemetery for longer and longer before feeling weak.
She doesn't have any telekinesis just yet, which disappoints her more than she wants to let on, but I know exactly what that little pout means. For three hours straight, we sat in the graveyard together. I nursed my first cup of coffee slowly as she stared hard at the second, hoping to at least tip it over. In the end, though, nothing happened until I lifted it myself and drank it down.
"Mmmm," I said. "Ghost coffee." And then, because I was restless and stupid, I said, "You wanna go out with me? Like -- as a couple?"
She looks at me with her big brown eyes, and I think a bit of color rises in her pale face. "Oh?"
"Yeah. You know, maybe." I shrug. "There's this Halloween carnival-fest-thing in two days. You know, on actual Halloween. I thought it would be fun if I could take you out and show you the sights, and you could tell me the history of carnival games and food and stuff."
"Ah..." She hesitates, looking down at her gown -- the same one she's worn for 150 years.
"Don't worry about the costume. I'll wear something to match. Yeah?"
She looks up at me again, and smiles. "Yeah."
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The sun is still high in the sky as the carnival opens up. Kids run around in costume, playing games to win stuffed animals or waiting in line for the rides. Black and orange bunting stretches over the streets leading into the picnic area just past the treeline of Sutton Regional Forest. [Describe the fun stuff]
I've never felt better. After a shower, and a serious nap, I don a black suit and tied a cape around my neck. "Bleh bleh bleh," I say to my reflection, striking a most dramatic and spooky vampire pose, before racing down to load up on caffeine. It's the last night Lucy will be able to leave the graveyard in a while, and I intend to make it perfect.
She's waiting for me at the edge of the graveyard, her black veil thrown over her face. She looks like a wraith in the afternoon light, and I glance down to see how sturdy she is. Despite appearing solid as anyone else, there's a slight translucence to the hem of her gown. I hope she's able to maintain a form in this world long enough to last until the costume parade if nothing else. Childish as it is, I want to walk down Main Street holding her hand, looking like a couple for all the world to see.
"What is this?" I say with my poor attempt at a Dracula voice. "An innocent maiden, so far from home at this hour of..." I glance up at the late afternoon sun. "Day?" My words are garbled around the plastic fangs in my mouth, and she laughs.
"You'll have to do better than that," she says. "I'm afraid it's not quite easy to suck my blood."
"Oh no?" I ask, and waggle my eyebrows. "Then I shall simply have to steal you away to my castle!" She giggles, and I strike another dramatic pose, before holding out the various things I've brought. "You ready?"
"I know what those are." She points at the two plastic jack-o-lantern buckets hanging from my wrist. "But I'm at a loss for the rest."
"Perfect. Sit down, let me learn you Halloween."
She raises an eyebrow, but does so, arranging herself prettily on the nearest bench. I dump my various things next to her and present them one by one -- a slap bracelet, glow-in-the-dark vampire fangs that somehow always taste like dental cement, a tiny knife that fills with blood if you squeeze the handle, and her favorite -- a little ghost key-chain makes ghost noises and ominous music whenever you press the button. It seems to take all her strength not to reach out and grab it, so I press the button a number of times, filling the air with ghostly wailing and organ music, as well as Lucy's laughing.
Finally, music starts echoing out from the fairgrounds in downtown, and I grin. "Come on. Let's go trick-or-treating."
Lucy sticks close to me, but I make sure to give the crowd a wide berth as we make our way to the fair grounds, leaving no chances of someone accidentally walking through her. I probably look crazy, laughing and talking to myself, but I don't care. Lucy is here, taking in the sights, awestruck and overjoyed at every little thing. We barely make it past the balloon arch before she stops to point out a feat of modern engineering -- the extension cord.
"These have always amazed me," she says. "Not only can you generate or harness electricity, but you can keep pushing it further and further away from the source. Isn't that amazing?"
It is. She is.
We make our way through the streets slowly, skirting around the carnival rides that have probably been in operation longer than I've been alive. Our first stop is a food stand, decorated in autumnal reds and oranges.
"Anything I can get for you two?" the worker asks, and Lucy looks at me in shocked delight.
I nod at her, having no explanation as to why he can see her, but not wanting to question a good thing. We find a bench a small ways away from the crowd.
"These have always looked so delicious," Lucy says, and watches closely as I take a bite. It's a little weird, but it's worth it to let her live the modern Halloween dream, vicariously or otherwise.
"They're amazing. I love them. I nearly ruined my braces one year because I got away from my parents and stole one from the booth."
"You're a veritable criminal. What's it taste like?"
"Well, I mean. It's a caramel apple. It's, uh..." I frown, trying to figure out if caramel would be different now than it used to be. It's just fancy, goopy sugar, right? Plus a load of high-fructose corn syrup, I guess. "It's sweet and gooey on the outside. You know, caramel. And the apple's sour underneath, and crunchy. It's two completely different things, but they come together into something awesome. Kind of like us." It's the cheesiest thing anyone has ever said in the history of the world, and I can't help but cringe as soon as it's out of my mouth.
But Lucy only laughs. "Just so."
Her dark eyes shine as she looks out at the fair. The Jack o lanterns grimacing, the kids running around and laughing. Electricity and music and fun. After I finish the apple, we just walk around, Lucy pointing out things she recognizes and giving me a brief history, or asking me about things she doesn't know. I list off no shortage of video game characters running past us, kids dressed up as heroes and monsters hyped up on sugar and fun. The last of the sun's rays dip behind the horizon, and the electric lights fill the world with a hundred different colors.
[Lucy is enamored with it all, westruck and almost alive in the warm carnival lights.]
She's so beautiful in the moment that I forget myself and reach out, thinking to tilt her face towards me and kiss her. Of course, the second my hand brushes against her chin, a bolt of frozen dread shoots down my spine, and I flinch back with a yelp. 
Lucy looks over, trying and failing not to laugh as she apologizes.
"No, no, that was dumb of me. I forgot for a minute."
"What were you thinking? You know you can't touch me."
I shake off the heebie-jeebies, and shrug, keenly aware of how hot my face had suddenly become. "I was just thinking about how gorgeous you are when you get excited, and that I really wanted to kiss you."
A faint pink blooms across her cheeks, the only color in a sea of grayscale, and I grin like an idiot. "Come on," I say. "Let me take you trick-or-treating."
We follow a small crowd from shop-front to shop-front. Lucy grins, shouting Trick or Treat every time and watching our little pumpkin buckets fill up with candy bars and goodies. I put a vampire sticker on my bucket and show it off. We're acting like kids, but I don't care. It's fun, and she's laughing, and it's all I can do to stop myself from kissing her again and again and again.
Hours later, we've gone through a small maze of hay-bales, entered and lost a costume contest, and applauded as a flash mob performed a few dances in the middle of the food area. I took her to the row of carnival games next, featuring a mix of new games with basket balls and water guns, and, much to her delight, more traditional games. Lucy makes a beeline for the milk bottles, and tells me the rules even if I already know them.
"You want me to win you a prize? Go on, pick your favorite."
She beams, and looks over the rows of stuffed animals to win. "That one," she says, indicating a teddy bear dressed up like a vampire on the top row. It's at least two feet tall.
"As you wish," I say, and pay the nice man to play. I know the games are rigged, but I don't care. I'm too strong and too stubborn to do anything but make a show of winding up my first ball, and tossing it -- only to miss the pyramid of milk bottles entirely.
Lucy laughs.
"Right. Okay. Just warming up. This one's gonna do it, first try." I throw again, but it goes wide once more, hitting the back of the game booth with a soft thunk.
"Come on, Kaz. You've got this."
"I've got this," I say, with confidence I don't deserve. It's the last ball, and I close one eye, doing my best to focus on the target, and not the beautiful woman next to me bouncing on the balls of her feet, watching me with all the earnestness and support in the world.
I pull my arm back. I breathe out. I aim.
I throw.
And miss.
Lucy cheers uncertainly.
I play three more games, determined to get Lucy the vampire bear, but in the end, my biceps mean nothing when my aim is shit. I managed to hit one single bottle of the top of the pyramid, and win a little palm-sized Frankenstein instead. I pout when I take it, even if Lucy makes a show of cooing over it to make me feel better.
As it gets closer to midnight, we make our way to the outer limits of the fair now, walking together with the spoils of the night. Candy, stickers, key chains, and little Frankenstein. Lucy recounts the plot of the actual book to me, and I tell her about the various movies and how Boris Karloff basically shaped what we see as Frankenstein today.
It's cold out now. I shiver every now and then, but Lucy is untouched by the cold as always.
[sitting on a bench Somehow she hands something to Lucy, who feels brave enough to try touching something, only for it to not work.]
"Ah..." she hesitates, hand still outstretched as we look at the toy, sitting askew on the bench between us. It's a sad sight. "It seems the veil can only thin so far." There's such a forced lightness in her voice that I feel something tugging in my chest.
Nothing can ruin this night for her. Not even little toy Frankenstein. I pick him up and manipulate the doll into doing a silly little dance, while putting on a stupid voice and singing an old show tune.
When her laugh doesn't convince me, I reach out with my free hand to put it over hers. She may not be able to interact with the rest of the world, but I'll give her as much as I possibly can. But rather than phasing through and suffering from a bout of heebie-jeebies, my hand rests gently on top of hers. It's not quite solid, something fragile and barely there, but it's her hand, tangible and real. "Oh," I say.
"Oh," she agrees.
 My face burns, and I look up to meet her gaze. Her brown eyes, nearly black in the low light, looking right back into mine.
My stomach twists in an anxious, hesitant joy as I start to lean forward. My heart leaps in my throat. Lucy leans forward as well, lips beginning to part. My stomach flips again.
My stomach twists into knots.
I turn away just before it turns itself inside out, and I vomit into the ground. Black bile splatters on my shoes, and the smell makes me heave all over again.
I look up miserably, thinking to make a joke about eating too much sugar -- but my mouth moves of its own free will, with words that aren't my own. "Well," it says. "It's about time I got a handle on things around here."
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orbleglorb · 1 year
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whenever i post like, relationship prompts and stuff, i typically don't get any asks. which is fine, i usually save them for character building and prompts anyway. but it's occurred to me that i don't actually talk about ships that much? other than like, tagging random posts as megparker. and the early stages of The Ship Bracket. so you guys just may not know?? lmao??? so here's a collection of blb ships i like ig
i don't actually dislike any blb ships, but these are the ones i do like and actively think about
romantic:
megan ito/parker macmillan (in the most dysfunctional way possible)
megan ito/clare ballard (also in the most dysfunctional way possible)
lenjamin lin/flattery strewnberry
tillman henderson/declan suzanne/mike townsend/jaylen hotdogfingers
any of tillman/declan/mike/jaylen in groups of two or three, doesn't have to be all together :) i've probably thought about declan/mike the most, tho
alaynabella hollywood/jessica telephone
alaynabella hollywood/jacob haynes/moses mason
conditional yuniesky/chester abu-zaid
grollis zephyr/qais dogwalker
sevgi gore/bees gorczyca
parker macmillan iii/wyatt mason
chet takahashi/jacob haynes
wyatt mason IV (ivy)/ankle halifax
platonic:
megan ito & parker macmillan (there's so much happening here)
parker macmillan & sutton dreamy
parker macmillan & mordecai kingbird
parker macmillan & stevenson heat
parker macmillan & most of the s23/24 fridays, actually
parker macmillan & declan suzanne
declan suzanne & charlatan seabright
star ali & avery cascabel
vaquita magno & lenjamin lin
tiara loveless & parker macmillan
parker macmillan & DD (not a player)
conditional yuniesky & ivy mason
ivy mason & ankle halifax & tahini poinsettia
bees gorczyca & margarito nava
rivers rosa & conditional yuniesky
rivers rosa & declan suzanne
tbh. i have a lot and if i listed them all we'd be here 5ever.
familial
parker macmillan & lenjamin lin
terrell bradley & conditional yuniesky
terrell bradley & all of the spies (that's my dad!)
tbh. conditional yuniesky & ivy mason
sevgi gore & mindy khan
ENEMIES!!!!!
parker macmillan & juke gnocchi
i'm sure this will come as a shock to all of you. but megan ito/parker macmillan
also megan ito/clare ballard
there's something going on here. not sure what
............megan ito/parker macmillan
reese clark & margarito nava
terrell bradley & rivers javier
anyway feel free to ask about these ^_^ might make an oc one as well
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abubblingcandle · 6 months
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I desperately need to know about ‘A Lasso Tartt Kent Jones Sutton Welton Beard Family Christmas’
More than happy to talk about this fic! This is one of my first fic ideas for Ted Lasso. It's a follow up in my Jamie Lasso series where Jamie and Ted were a lot closer than in canon and had a more familial relationship.
The premise is that Ted is coming over to Richmond with Henry for Christmas and Jamie has invited him over to Christmas with him and Georgie and Simon. This has then escalated to Jamie hosting Christmas for Ted, Henry, Roy, Roy's sister, Phoebe, Keeley, Georgie, Simon, Beard and Rebecca and he gets a little overworked and overwhelmed.
I'm hoping to finish it by Christmas but then whumptober happened soooooo fingers crossed.
Here's a snippet from the intro though!
“It will get done, I promise but you pacing isn’t going to get it done any faster. Run me through the plan." “Henry and Ted are landing on the night of the 23rd, me and Roy going to pick them up, and they’re staying in Ted’s old flat because Rebecca loans it out. Mum and Simon are getting the train down on the morning of the 24th, I’m gonna pick them up from Euston and the three of us are going to go to mine to get changed, drop bags and shit. Then we’ll come here where you and Roy would have been cooking all morning. Ruth and Phoebe and Rebecca and Beard will come over about eleven then we’ll do presents. Then food. Then a nice evening of relaxation. Snacky bits for tea if people need it. Simon is bringing both sugar full and his attempt at sugar free lebkuchen so we need to save some for the lads or Simon will be cooking on Christmas again. Then we’ll all go back to where we sleep. Lazy Christmas morning. Henry, Ted, Rebecca, Beard, Roy and I will be getting the coach to Liverpool in the afternoon so we are there and settled for lunchtime kick off. You are being an absolute angel and staying to entertain mum and Simon,” Jamie pauses to give Keeley a kiss, “but making sure to not be out anywhere watching the game because mum gets het up and I don’t want to come back to you guys having been in a bar fight. Then we should be back late on Boxing Day so just sleep. Then 27th Roy and I have film and light workout so that then touristy stuff. 28th, Villa at home 3pm kickoff. Everyone is coming to the game and family party after. 29th, I’m spending it with my folks before they head back north in the evening. 30th, training. 31st, light training then sexy new years with the loves of my life. 1st, Burnley at home, 3pm kickoff. Ted and Henry at the game then they are flying out on the 2nd.” Jamie did look a bit more relaxed once he had outlined the plan for the festive season and Keeley nudged him in the shoulder.
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eldritch-flower · 9 months
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Haven't really posted much of my main WIP, "Zenith" on here — so here's a relatively short excerpt under the cut!
Context: Cuán is in a meeting the rest of Sutton's men, talking about the disappearance and murder of one of their informants.
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"AND WHAT AM I s'posed to say to his wife, Boss? 'Sorry for your loss Missus Witcham, here's what we could find of your husband!'" Little Baz Andrews held out his huge palm furiously, meaty fingers twitching.
"No one'd seen Eddie since Tuesday before Bobby found his dog sniffin' at his arm. Shredded right to the bone, he said, like he'd been savaged."
"Folks are getting scared they'll find an ear floating in their toilet, Kamau," said Mark Curtis.
Cuán sat back in his chair beside the head of the table, fingers threaded in his lap, watching with disguised disinterest as Kamau buried his face in his hands miserably: "How many are we missing?"
A veritable silence settled over the room, ghastly and morbid. Cuán sighed, meriting the attention of the subordinates sat opposite. Their eye contact was fleeting, nervous and uncertain, dipping away just as soon as it had been made. He appraised them all with unflinching disgust.
"Eleven of ours were unaccounted for last I checked," Cuán said, taking the initiative. Kamau glanced at him, craning his neck to the side to stare as he continued: "That was Thursday."
"Nine, now," someone corrected. Cuán wasn't familiar enough to remember their name, eyes brushing over straw-like hair and forgettable features. "Two were found last night."
"In what condition?"
"Just like Eddie Witcham, or worse.”
"How much worse?" Kamau asked, voice lame and tired. Andrews looked a little green as he was nudged to speak up.
"All that was left of Squint was a smudge of brains on the wall, Boss. It's only the boys in blue 'n their science-y stuff that told us who it was."
"McCarthy? But I spoke to him yesterday," Kamau began. “He was fine.”
‘Not anymore’ was thrown around the room silently, filling the void with toxic thought. The Boss sighed deeply, rubbing at his forehead, and Cuán turned away, feeling his lips prickle into a frown.
“Lots of things were fine yesterday,” he muttered inexplicably, settling back in his chair like a child. Several eyebrows raised.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” Kamau demanded he continue, jaw set tersely.
Cuán didn’t answer.
“Lotsa hands are gonna go without greasin’ now Squint’s gone,” someone interjected, and the room deflated as Cuán’s wiry gaze was swept aside. “Someone else needs to replace him over in the North.”
“Finding informants is tricky.”
“So is knowing what the Whites are going to do next without one.”
Cuán scoffed, rising from his seat. He traipsed around the hard-wood table towards the private bar, gait leisurely and unbothered by the wide and staring eyes that followed him. Kamau’s burned the most, more so than the whiskey that Cuán unstopped and poured into a fancy crystal chaser.
“If you have something to say, Dunleavy, I suggest you don’t keep us waiting,” the Boss said. His words were tempered and calm, but the storm raging inside him was hardly well concealed from Cuán – the cyclone was still spinning, just like his own mind.
“I ain’t got nothing to say,” he said, smiling gingerly as he took a sip of his drink. He cut off Kamau’s quick, questioning reply before it began: “Only that I’ll do it.”
“Rusty, what the hell’re you talking about?” That was Andrews again, his small hands splayed across the table as though he were a judge before a courtroom, condemning him to life.
“He’s an idiot. Don’t listen to him-“
Kamau’s words were sniped away by Cuán’s snort of unabashed laughter, the sound rattling in his skull: “I mean what I say, Kam! Someone poke out my eye, and I can be the new Squint, yeah?”
“Absolutely not.”
“I say let ‘im,” another voice echoed. Their tone carried strongly, as if lightened by the draft that had seemed, suddenly, to sweep into the room. Cuán’s gaze sought out the speaker and landed on a big, brutish bear of a man. “If he wants to be found ass-first with his head in the sewers, that’s his problem.”
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So I mentioned the other day that I had been vinyl shopping at Psychotron Records in Sutton Coldfield recently, and I am still working my way through my new finds…
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We’ll start with this by Lee Scratch Perry and if you know Lee Scratch Perry, then you know exactly what this is going to be. Essentially, volume one of the 12” versions of his biggest hits of the 70s. They had the next couple of volumes in there, but I figured I would start at the start, as the opening track is the Original Upsetter 12” mix of Disco Devil, which you may know as Max Romero’s Chase The Devil or The Prodigy’s Out Of Space, or Dreadzone’s Iron Shirt, to name the first three that come straight to mind . (Apparently, according to Wikipedia, Max Romero’s came first, but Perry produced it and the original Disco Devil was his dub version)
But yeah, if you know that track, you know what this whole record is going to be about; five dubbed out tracks by either by him or produced for others by him, with plenty of echo, extended breaks, and let’s say hazy atmosphere to them.
My only criticism though is the bass isn’t as heavy as I figured it would be on the early tracks. I mean, they are all from the same end of the late 70’s but the tracks on the B side sound better, and I’ve got a pretty decent system to play it on, but its not as heavy and gut rumbling as I figured it would be… Still good though!
Lee Scratch Perry presents Disco Devil Vol 1, Discomixes From The Black Ark
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OK, so this is just the 12” single and listening to it, it’s not the exact version that I know and to be honest, I’m not really that impressed with it. The quality is fine, but it kinda’ goes on a bit too long and it feels just a little forced. It’s like there’s no soul left in it. There’s the instrumental on the other side, but again, it’s the instrumental of this alternate version and yeah, if I wanted to sample or battle with it, then it’s there, but lets be fair, neither of those are really going to happen.
Plus, the title of it is weird. Everyone knows that Grandmaster Flash had nothing to do with it and it was Sylvia Robinson of Sugar Hill Records that made it and in turn destroyed the Furious Five, but why call it Grandmaster & Melle Mell? What’s the & got to do with it??
White Lines (Don’t Do It) by Grandmaster & Melle Mel
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Now were talking! If you don’t know, Buddy Rich was a classic jazz drummer, who played with all sorts of greats from Frank Sinatra, Ella Fitzgerald, and Luis Armstrong to Count Basie and Charlie Parker. And when you listen to him, he fucking wails on those drums. I mean, he is firing off high speed drum & bass style breakbeats in perfect time, which as a teenager back then, would do the same things to you that jungle would do today.
The first side is a bit jazz standard business. Its calm and maybe a little smooth, but all the while you can hear him trying to restrain himself from going wild. Every now and then though, he lets loose with a little drum break or an inspired fill and it all kicks off. It picks up a bit on the second side with his band barely being able to keep up with him. Pure class!
Stick It by Buddy Rich
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Have you been listening to BBCRadio6 over the last couple of weeks? They have been doing some specials on 50 years of hip-hop and some hip-hop specials from the decades. (It’s actually 90’s day on the radio today and I’ve been proper getting my rave on whilst I should be working!) But one of the groups they have been playing a fair bit is BDP, or Boogie Down Productions, which is essentially KRS-One, Scott La Rock, Red Alert, and a few other random DJ’s, producers, and people. And the point is, I’ve been quite surprised by how much I have been liking it. I mean, I’ve always been a hip-hop head, but figured all the best stuff came from the 90’s, as most of the best music does.
So I saw this from ’89 and figured I’d give it a spin as it was only £6. There are no tracks on there that I know but plenty of samples that I do. Its all classic funk and soul samples with the usual KRS socially conscious message over the top. Which is all good in my books.
Ghetto Music: The Blueprint Of Hip-Hop by Boogie Down Productions
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I’ve spotted this in my local record shop a few times and looked it over it without buying it. And it was still there last time I was in, so I thought I’d have it away… and it’s like nothing else in my collection.
Essentially, its two guys, Big Black and Black Harold playing African, spiritual jazz on just kongo drums and a flute. There’s chants, rolling rhythms, screams, mysticism, and I’m sure the odd voodoo incantation in there for good measure.
It’s the soundtrack to beatniks sitting in a circle, smoking old grass, wearing polo-necks, stroking their beards, reciting poetry and I fucking love it!
I tell you, I was clearly born in the wrong time. I would have made a quality beatnik. Grooving to this, dropping out, getting stoned, writing bad poetry, sleeping around... Can you dig it daddy-O?
Message To Our Ancestors introducing Big Black
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Last one for today and this was a compilation I spotted and bought it purely for the fact that it has Asha Puthli on it, who I first heard on Gilles Peterson’s show, about seven or so years ago. He was interviewing her, cutting with bits of her music, which was a mix of jazz, with a bit of sci-fi disco but not like how you would imagine. And he’s trying to get an age out of her, by asking what sort of year the tale she was relating to was and she stops him, and you could hear the look she gives him over the radio, and just goes “Darling. No” and I pretty much fell in love with her right there and then.
So yeah, bought this mainly as it opens with an Asha soulful disco jazz track and the rest are all fairly similar jazzy/disco rare groove numbers that would be make you feel like you’ve just uncovered some hidden gems going through your parents record collection in the loft.
Not sure why it's written out in biro on the label, and to be honest, it's not the best pressing either, but as the title suggests, these are cool classics....
Cool Classics Vol. 10
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angelvings · 7 months
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status : open . muse : sutton fieldman . plot : could be a case of we've been casually hooking up and someone caught feelings or the other stringing her along w false hope of something more or literally anything else feel to go crazy and assume stuff adjk !! open to : anyone !
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ematheidiotboy · 11 months
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Hello! Looking for people to talk over summer so if you like the shit i like talk to me here! Or on discord (preferably)!
Name is Scottie/Louis use he/him
Im a sophomore
I like alot of internet stuff so if you like something I’ll probably talk about it eith you:9 but mostly marble hornets, creepypasta, miku, jerma, hetalia, smiling friends, dhmis, breaking bad, better call saul . I hate Mexican food >p
I listen to most music rn it’s mostly gangster rap and nu metal (favorites NWA, Slipknot, System of a Down, MF DOOM)
Bbgs including but not limited to Paul Dano, Eazy-E, Tim Sutton, Hasan Piker, Charlie Slimecicle, Patrick Bateman
Im not good with talking and starting conversations but i will try !! Kiss kiss
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