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kind regards — one shot [general masterlist]
this series (and this blog) are 18+ !! minors, please do not interact!!
• changbin x female reader; lee know is briefly featured.
• non idol au. workplace au. rivals to lovers (workplace rivalry). some physical description of mc, drinking, explicit language, explicit smut.
•  smut warnings (spoilers ahead) — dom!changbin, switch! reader, unprotected sex, sex in an empty public space, angry sex, elevator sex, use of pet names, lingerie, praising kink, dirty talk, slight degradation kink, dumbification, throatfucking, creampie.
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Seo Changbin. Every time you get an email from me, you feel your blood boil. What a conceited, terrible human being. You have to work together, but it doesn't mean you have to like him. In fact, you only feel hate towards him. So what if you have no idea what he looks like, so what if you have never met him? Nothing could change your mind about him. Right?
• author’s note: Just a silly little one shot to take our mind off things. I wrote this completely for fun so I hope you can have fun reading it as well! Thank you for being here, sending lots of love your way. ♡
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You stare at your computer screen, hoping that if you do it long and hard enough, it will magically conjure up the word you’re looking for. It starts with a g, that much you’re sure of, and it’s an adverb. It’s not gradually. It’s not gaudily. You have right there, on the tip of your tongue, but frustratingly out of reach. 
You close your eyes and take a deep breath. You’ll find it. You’ll find it. 
“Y/N?” 
Your eyes flutter open on your coworker, Gahyeon, who gives you an apologetic smile. 
“Are you okay?” 
“Yeah,” you sigh. “Just can’t find my words today.” 
“Hm,” she nods knowingly. “I hate days like that.” 
You slide a hand through your hair and sit up in your chair. 
“What’s up, Gahyeon?” 
“I just wanted your advice on something…” 
She circles your desk and puts a document on it, asking about the revision of a tricky sentence, offering you a welcome distraction. You discuss it for a few minutes before she heads back to her desk, long hair flowing down her back. You turn back to your screen, ready to get a good amount of work done before you head to lunch. Your fingers dance on your keyboard for a few minutes when you get an email notification.
Immediately, your blood grows hot and you stop typing. The notification shows you who the email is from: Seo Changbin, from marketing. 
You haven’t even opened the email yet but you’re already angry. You know his email will be dripping with his usual passive aggressive tone, blaming you for this and that, asking you to make corrections to something that has already been done and approved. You just know it. The guy is never happy with anything, especially not your work. He’s the only one, though. You work well with your colleagues, and your team manager likes you. You always hand in your work on time. You’re always meticulous. You care about what you do, and you make sure it’s well done. 
But this guy. 
Not long ago, one of his emails angered you so much you almost punched your computer screen. You almost took the elevator to his floor to let him hear a piece of your mind. Luckily for him you have some self-control - and you know he is still your senior in the company. You don’t want to lose your job over some loser who clearly has nothing better to do with his time than bring you down to raise himself up. 
It wasn’t always this way. You’ve worked at this company for years as a translator and never had any major issues with anyone, except for some classic bickering and gossip. Then this guy integrated the marketing department as a star talent and proceeded to make your life a living hell because he, too, spoke several languages and didn’t approve of your phrasing or your choice of words. 
It’s not the tone we are aiming for is the sentence you’ve read the most from him. Sometimes you hear it in your nightmares. 
You really don’t want to open the email, but you have to. Then you can treat yourself to a good lunch. You had planned on just grabbing something from the cafeteria, but you will definitely head out outside. A brie and spinach panini from the cafe next door, perhaps? Maybe even some sushi. 
You inhale slowly and click on your inbox. 
The email starts as usual. Dear Y/LN. It also ends as usual. Looking forward to your collaboration. You clench your fists, imagining they land on his nose and break it in a thousand pieces. The guy is polite - too polite. So polite you also want to break his teeth. You can just feel the arrogance oozing from his words. 
You read the content of the email and take a deep breath. It’s not too bad today, considering, but it still puts you in a bad mood. There is something I would like to suggest, he writes. 
Suggest it to my fist, you arrogant fuck. 
You stare at your screen, your face frozen into an expression of disgust. You hate every single word he uses. You hate that he puts his font just a half a point bigger like he has something to compensate for. You hate the little gray icon next to his name at the top that indicates the jerk still hasn’t uploaded his picture like the company requires. Maybe it’s best you don’t know what he looks like, because then your hate would know absolutely no bounds. 
You work for a big company. So big it occupies multiple floors of a sky-high building, and you’ve probably only met about 5% of the totality of your coworkers. That does not include the marketing team, except for a few faces you can recall from a Christmas party. That department is a floor above you, right on top of your head even, and the thought makes you rage. 
I won’t let you step on me, Seo Changbin. You can burn in hell. 
You imagine he’s a sixty-something year old guy with a fancy suit and a big watch, a family he does not know how to show affection for, and probably a mistress although his dick hasn’t worked properly in years. You just know he’s the sort of man to look down on women, to never say thank you to cashiers and to play golf with his buddies on the weekend. Hell, he’s probably a part of a country club of some kind. 
You’re probably taking all of this too far but you don’t care. 
You need to hate the guy. You want to hate him. It makes it easier.
With a sigh, you quickly reply to him, your tone cold and expeditive as always. You sign with your usual kind regards, words you’ve decided during a lonely night in your apartment after four glasses of wine. Just regards would be too easy, best did not convey your feeling and warm was just gross. Kind - that was perfect. Just the perfect amount of passive aggressiveness that could never be read as just that. 
You close your inbox, inhaling slowly. You’re not going to let the guy ruin your day. You are not. 
You get some more work done and ask Gahyeon if she wants to grab lunch with you. Minho yells from his desk that he’s coming too, so the three of you set off downstairs. 
In the elevator, you complain about the email. Gahyeon shakes her head, although smiling amusingly, and Minho lets out a chuckle as you spit out your murderous intents. 
“What are you laughing at?” you pout. 
“I was just imagining the day you’ll come face to face with the guy,” he says, eyes gleaming mischievously. “I need to witness this moment.” 
“Historical moment,” Gahyeon agrees. 
“It would be best for you to be there,” you reply. “I’ll need help getting rid of the body.” 
Once you’re sitting down with your platter of sushi not long later, you let out a sigh and plop one in your mouth. 
“So, are you guys going to the cocktail party Friday night?” Gahyeon asks you both. 
“You mean the thing with free food and booze?” you reply with a chuckle. “Why the hell would I miss it?” 
Minho shakes his head. “I can’t that night, I’m cat-sitting for a friend.” 
You glance at your friend, but then again, for such a sentence to escape his lips is nothing out of the ordinary. 
“You could bring the cat to the cocktail party,” you suggest.
“And what, put the poor thing on a leash?” Minho glares. 
You let out a laugh. “No leash. Just let it roam free. Hopefully my archnemesis will be there and the cat will scratch his face off.” 
You all laugh over your plates, covering your mouths with your hands so as not to be too loud. It’s a tendency you have - you’ve been warned before about making too much noise in this very restaurant. You love their sushi too much to risk being banned, so you do your best to be discreet. 
“Are you going, Gahyeon?” you ask your friend. 
She nods. “Probably.” 
Minho raises his eyebrows at her. “Hoping Mr Finance Department will be there?” 
Gahyeon blushes slightly. “Well…” 
You slap your hand on her arm, gasping loudly. “Oh my God, that’s still a thing?! I thought you were over him!” 
Minho leans towards you. “It was, but he broke up with Sunglass Girl.” 
“He did?!” 
“And he got a haircut,” Gahyeon whimpers. “I didn’t think it would be possible but he looks even more fucking hot.” 
“I can’t believe you didn’t tell me,” you say. 
You put a hand on your friend’s shoulder and look deep inside her hazel eyes. 
“Don’t worry, Gahyeon. I’ll be your wingwoman Friday night.” 
“That’s okay, Y/N…” 
“I promise you to get you close enough to count the beauty marks on his face.” 
“He has two.” 
“I thought just one,” Minho frowns.
“No, two,” Gahyeon assures him. 
“After Friday you can tell us how many he has on his entire body.” 
“Y/N!” Gahyeon cries out, hiding her face.
She can’t stop giggling, though, and neither can you - and as Minho starts to make soft kissing sounds, you all burst out laughing. 
When you settle at your desk for the afternoon, later that day, you’ve almost forgotten about your work nemesis. Almost.
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Kind regards.
Changbin lets out a scoff, scrunching his nose in front of his screen. Kind regards. He’s not an idiot. He can read between the lines. He knows exactly what that means, and it’s kindly fuck off. 
He’s not annoyed by it. Changbin knows better than to let things like that get to him. No, he’s definitely not annoyed. 
He just hates your guts. 
Before he closes your answer to his email, he catches a glimpse of your picture, right there, next to your name. It’s so small he can barely trace your features, but in a previous moment of weakness he opened the picture so it would be bigger and saw you almost too well. 
Wide doe eyes. Full lips. Smiling almost cheekily to the camera, wearing a black turtleneck. Wispy bangs grazing your forehead. Simple gold loop earrings. A faint white scar on the right side of your nose, probably from your childhood. 
Yeah. He might have looked at the picture a few times. 
It was just to get to know his enemy better, he swore to himself. That way, he had an advantage over you - he knew what you looked like, but you had no idea who he was. You could meet him in the elevator or the cafeteria and you would have no idea - but he would. It happened once. He saw you in the main hall of the building one morning, holding a coffee and wearing headphones. You were bobbing your head to the music, completely oblivious to the rest of the world. He tried really hard not to stare, but it was beyond him - luckily, you didn’t even notice him. 
Why would you, anyway? Thousands of people work in the company, hundreds of them wearing plain black suits like he does. Once Changbin understood that, he knew one day it would come to his advantage. He’s just waiting for the right moment. It will come. He just has to be patient - which has never been his strength, but for you, he trusts it will be worth it.
He takes the last bite out of his sandwich - homemade - and leans back on his chair. If only he could deal with someone else, if only you weren’t the translator assigned to his projects 90% of the time. At one point it started to feel like a joke, so much he wondered if someone was doing it on purpose. Your pettiness, your rude tone, it all rubbed off on him in all the wrong ways. He doesn’t do well with games and smugness, so you’re really testing his patience. Getting on his last nerve isn’t even covering it. Passive aggressive emails are starting to not be enough to convey his point. The fact that you’re pretty? It makes it even worse. You’re probably just a princess that thinks everything should be handed to her. He’s going to need to make himself very clear.
He just doesn’t know how. 
Of course it’s on his mind all day, and it pisses him off even more that he can’t focus on work because of you. You might be pretty but right now, for Changbin, you’re the devil incarnate and he needs to exorcize you out of his mind. Luckily, he has his gym bag with him so he can head right there after work. Small blessings.
At six o’clock, Changbin stands from his desk, gets his things and heads to the elevator. Many people have already left, which is why he likes to finish his day at six - it’s much quieter in the building and the subway. His briefcase in a hand, his gym bag on his shoulder, he gets in the elevator and sighs. A part of him just wants to get home, and another dreads the silence of his apartment. 
The elevator stops on the 11th floor - your floor. 
The chances for you to step in the elevator are slim, but present, so Changbin tenses a little, just in case. Good thing he does, because there you appear. Wearing a skirt and knee-high boots, your jacket around your arm, clutching your phone. His heartbeat immediately accelerates, and he has to violently remind himself that while he knows exactly who you are, you don’t. 
You step inside the elevator, giving him a small nod, and push the button for the main floor. 
It’s very silent. Changbin can’t help but glance at you - but you do the same at the same time, so both of you quickly look away. Leaning against the back of the elevator, you are pinching your lips, and you keep glancing at him. Changbin is more tense than he has ever been, keeping a solid frown on his face, his joints getting white at how tight he’s holding his briefcase. 
You pull out your phone and start texting frenetically. He keeps his eyes in front of him, hoping that the elevator would just stop to let somebody else in, but it’s well on its way to the main floor without interruption. He glares at you when you snicker at your phone. Are you talking about him? Are you making fun of him? 
He breathes out. Calm the fuck down. 
You have no idea who he is. 
And maybe it’s exactly why you are smiling like you are, stealing a few more glances. You’re not flirting, but he can feel it off you - if the context was different, you might have been. He’s trying very hard not to think about the fact that you smell really good. That your eyeliner is perfectly curved at the corner of your eyes, that he has a soft spot for knee-high boots. 
So as to set his mind right, Changbin recalls to his mind the email you sent him today, and all the ones before. All the arrogance and rudeness, all the times he wanted to punch a wall or yell at you. That makes it easier, just a little bit. 
The elevator finally pings at the main floor and he briskly gestures for you to get out first. You give him a cute smile.
“Thanks,” you say, your voice dripping like honey. “Have a good evening.” 
Changbin clenches his jaw and does not answer. You don’t seem bothered though, as you walk away with a spring in your step. Fortunately, you head towards the street, not the subway, and he lets out a sigh of relief. Truly, small blessings. 
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You stare at your closet and let out a long sigh. It’s not that you don’t have anything to wear, of course, but there’s just nothing you want to wear. You don’t care about impressing or seducing anyone, you just want to dress up for yourself, to feel good even just for a little while. 
You hesitate but eventually settle on a simple black cocktail dress you adore because it’s extremely comfortable and has pockets. You slip it on, wearing only your golden hoops as your jewelry, and let your hair down. It would do just fine. 
Gahyeon is waiting for you outside your building, which is only a few minutes walk away from the office. She looks insanely good in a red dress and matching lipstick, and you shower her in compliments. You make it to the building quickly, showing your identification to the security guard. The lobby is already quite busy with people from all departments, who are sipping champagne and catching up.
You and Gahyeon get a drink from the open bar, looking for Mr Finance Department in the crowd. Luckily, your friend has a radar for him and she spots him by the windows standing with his colleagues. He has gotten a haircut, and the short hair gives him an edgier look that really suits him. 
“All right,” you say, holding your friend’s shoulders. “You remember the plan?” 
Gahyeon nods. “Walk up to him, say hello, be myself.” 
“And, what else?” 
“Be direct.” 
You hold up a palm so Gahyeon can high five you, and she sets off towards her crush, nervously playing with the strip of her handbag. You look at her go, trying not to squeal as you watch the guy turn to her and give her a sincere smile. From what you can see, although you can’t hear, they seem to be hitting it off. You feel a rush of pride, like your evening’s work has already been done. Now you can just let Gahyeon enjoy herself, have a few drinks, and go home in peace. 
You head towards a quieter spot, considering going out to the terrace to enjoy the evening breeze when a familiar face stops you in your tracks.
“Oh, Y/N, long time no see.” 
It’s your boss - not the boss boss, but high enough on the company hierarchy so that he is not the kind of person you can’t ignore. You give him a polite smile although you’re not really in the mood for small talk. 
“How are you, sir? It’s good to see you.”
“Likewise, likewise. Now I wanted to mention to you the…” 
He starts talking to you about a recent project that he wants to expand, and you nod at him, listening more or less intently - and that’s when you notice the guy standing next to him. 
His black hair is slightly combed back, small strands falling back on his forehead. He’s dressed all in black, his shirt without a tie, and there’s an elegant, discreet watch on his wrist. He just emanates charisma. 
Sexy Elevator Guy. 
That’s the unoriginal nickname Minho gave him in your group chat when you told your friends about your encounter with a mysterious, brooding stranger in the elevator. 
All week you hoped to see him again, although you never really counted on it. You didn’t even know if he worked at the company - maybe he was just a visitor. But from his attire and the fact that he is standing next to your boss, you can guess he’s your colleague.
How delightful. 
Your boss seems to notice he hasn’t introduced you, and so he points at the guy, who has been staring at you since you appeared. 
“Oh, but you two must know each other, right?” your boss says. “Don’t you work together?” 
You frown. “Hm, I’m not sure..”
“Sure, we do,” the guy answers. 
You look at him in surprise and confusion. This smile - it really does look like he knows you. Is it because of the elevator? You don’t understand. 
“How delightful to finally meet you, Y/LN,” he continues, and your blood gets boiling hot. “Seo Changbin, from Marketing.” 
Oh.
Oh.
Oh, no.
Your heart drops at the bottom of your chest as you stare at him. Does he know who you are? He has to, smiling proudly as he is. You’re too shocked to feel angry, but you know it’s coming. 
“I -” you stutter. “I’m not -”
“Can you believe this, sir?” he laughs. “We’ve been exchanging emails for months but we’ve never met.” 
“Yes,” your boss nods, “well, that’s what happens with such big companies.” 
The two of them keep talking but you completely lose track, your eyes fixated on him. Seo Changbin. He is your nemesis? He is looking forward to your collaboration guy? You can’t believe it.
Yet you have to face it.
That’s him. Seo Changbin.
The guy you’ve been hating and insulting and plotting to murder.
He’s standing in front of you - and he is also Sexy Elevator Guy. 
No fucking way. 
“Excuse me,” you mutter and walk away without another look. 
You don’t care that you’ll come off as rude - you need some air. A lot of it, actually. You head directly to the terrace, stare up at the dark sky and inhale deeply. You feel dizzy, the wine coming up your throat. 
You can’t believe what just happened. It’s one thing to discover his identity - but you can’t get over the fact that he clearly knew who you were. He is playing with you. He’s had the upper hand this entire time. Of course he does, you realize. His picture isn’t on his profile, but yours is. How dumb you are.
Your eyes fixated on the horizon, you let out a bitter laugh. What a fucking dick. What an enormous piece of shit. You clench your fists, ready to go back in and punch him in the balls for humiliating you like that. Your physical idea of him might’ve been completely wrong, but it clearly wasn’t in terms of personality. 
“Here.” 
At the sound of his voice, you spin on your heels, ready to spit venom - but he’s no longer smiling. His eyes are dark, his face serious, and he’s handing you a glass of white wine. 
“Noticed that’s what you were drinking earlier,” he explains. 
You squint your eyes at him. 
“Get the fuck away from me,” you hiss. 
He sighs, looking at you as if he is disappointed. 
“C’mon, now. Now that the cat’s out of the bag, maybe we can be professional adults about this?”
“Excuse me?!” 
“I’m talking about the attitude,” he says, raising an eyebrow nonchalantly. “We don’t like each other, and that’s fine. I don’t care, I don’t need to like you. But I’m tired of working with you feeling like a fight.” 
It’s like you sober up all at once, fixating on him a dark glare. 
“I don’t think I’m the problem here,” you spit out. “You came in and started criticizing my work like I don’t know what I’m doing. I’ve been working here longer than you.” 
“I’m still your superior,” he replies, taking a step towards you. “Whatever I say goes.” 
“You don’t have to be a dick about it.” 
“I’ve always been polite.”
“Polite, my ass. You’ve been looking down at me ever since your first email. I’m not stupid, don’t talk to me as if I am.” 
“If only you did what is expected -” 
You bark out a laugh, shaking your head. He stops.
“You did not just say that.” 
He squints his eyes and exhales deeply. “All I mean is, it doesn’t have to be that difficult. Just make the damn changes.”
“I do,” you hiss. “But you could ask for them a little bit more nicely.” 
“What, do you want every single email to come with a bouquet of flowers and a serenade? I have better things to do.” 
“You’re such a patronizing asshole.”
“And all you do is insult me. Why can’t you act like an adult for once?” 
“You know nothing about me.”
“I know enough.”
You take a deep breath. It feels like arguing with a wall - clearly, there is nothing to be done, and really, nothing to say. You just don’t get along, and that will be the end of it. You suddenly feel tired. You take the glass of wine from his hand. 
“Here’s one more insult for the road: fuck you.” 
You just want to go back inside, finish your drink and get home, but Changbin grabs your upper arm as you’re starting to walk away. He doesn’t do it gently, but it’s not rough either - you look up at him with spite. 
Or you try. 
Because Changbin is so very terribly your type, smells wonderful, and has the kind of voice to get anyone weak in the knees. 
Focus, woman.
“What?” you hiss.
“This conversation is not over.” 
“Oh, I think it is,” you laugh with scorn. 
“It isn’t,” he retorts, his eyes focused on you. 
He’s standing a little too close for your liking - you can’t help but glance at his lips. Plump. Inviting. 
“We have to figure out a way to work together. It’s not like we have a choice.” 
You lift your chin slightly. “If you don’t let me go this second, I’ll scream and tell everyone you’re a pervert.” 
He bites his lip, clearly holding back an insult, and you wish he would just say it. He doesn’t, though, and simply lets you go. You shake your hair out of your face. 
“I’m sick of the games,” he chews. “Tell me what you want.” 
You smile at him. “The games.”
He sighs and you chuckle. 
“Don’t think for a second you’ll get away with this trick you just pulled. If you thought I was difficult before, you have no idea what’s coming for you now, Mr. Seo.” 
He looks exhausted and slightly worried, but angry most of all. That delights you, and you finally walk away from him, finishing your glass of wine in one sip.
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He can’t let you walk away like this. 
This is all Changbin can think of as he watches you cross the terrace to go back inside. If it ends like this, then it will all be for the worst. You might follow up on your promise to make his life a living hell, or even worse, things might get awkward and even more tense. No, definitely, you and him need to continue this conversation and find some kind of agreement. 
He licks his lips, turning away from the building in annoyance. He never signed up for this when he decided to leave his previous workplace for this one - yes, the salary was better, and so were the benefits, but it was never about that. It was about challenging himself, about growing and learning in his workplace environment, about finding his place. You couldn’t get in the way of that. Nobody could. 
Changbin glances inside to make sure you haven’t left the building - he catches a glimpse of you near the bar, sulking. Good, he thinks, as he finishes his own glass. Let the both of you be miserable and angry, at least. 
The world feels so quiet out on the terrace, but when he steps back inside, his ears are filled once more with the sounds of music and conversation. Since there are a lot of people around, maybe it won’t be as easy for you to start spitting venom at him - but he doesn’t really count on that. He takes a deep breath, tries to settle his anger. Just a conversation. Calm, polite, reasonable. You can do that. 
However, as you lock eyes with him across the room, Changbin knows it won’t be that easy. Your eyes are full of fire, your mouth pinched in spite. It could be unattractive if only that black dress did not perfectly hug your curves and set his mind wandering against his will. 
“For fuck’s sake, can’t you leave me alone?” you whine. 
It would be so easy to fall back into the same energy as you, but Changbin holds on. He breathes in, leaning against the wall next to you. He’s not a difficult person. He doesn’t usually get into conflicts with people. Why he does with you is beyond him. 
“Look,” he says. “I just want to be able to work in peace.” 
“So do I,” you sigh. “But you never let that happen.” 
“How about this,” he snaps, turning to face you. “I hold back on the passive aggressive, but so do you.” 
To his despair, you only give him a smug smile.
“So you admit to the passive aggressiveness.”
“Is this what you pick up on?” 
“Didn’t you hear me earlier?” you say, frowning. “You humiliated me. Made damn sure I’d feel like a fool not knowing your face. I’m not going to let you walk away from that.”
“What the hell do you want from me?” 
You scoff. “You think I’m going to tell you now? No way. I want you to live in fear.” 
It’s entirely against his will, but Changbin laughs. He quickly frowns afterwards, sliding a hand across his face. The look of surprise on your face quickly fades away, though, to a certain revolt. 
“Are you laughing at me?” you ask. 
“No,” he sighs, making sure his face no longer holds any kind of laughter. “You’re just getting on my last nerve.” 
“Well you’ve been on mine for a certain time.” 
“It’s useless to talk to you, isn’t it?” 
“If you wanted to talk, why didn’t you just come and see me? Why did you have to do all that shit with the picture and the boss? Why did you have to mock me like you did?” 
You are so full of fire, Changbin can’t believe his eyes and ears. You’re like a flame he can’t look away from - a flame he desperately wants to extinguish for his own preservation, and yet one he desperately wants to graze with his fingers, even knowing he’ll get burned. 
Your conversation is going nowhere, Changbin is aware of it. Things have gone completely out of hand, so much it all feels like a fever dream. So confused between his different feelings for you, Changbin breathes out, pulling on his suit to replace it on his shoulders. 
“I need another drink,” he mumbles. 
Without him expecting it, tables turn - this time, it’s you grabbing his arm as he is turning away. He looks up at you in surprise.
“I have an idea,” you say.
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It might be the booze, or it might just be the adrenaline, but you find yourself dragging Seo Changbin by the wrist across the lobby, all the way to the elevators. To your surprise, he doesn’t even try to shrug you off, and you don’t let him go. 
You both get in the elevator and you push the button for the 12th floor. Changbin waits until the doors have closed and you stand in silence to ask. 
“Where are we going?” 
“Where do you think?” you sigh. “Your office.” 
He turns towards you, eyes dark.
“Why?” 
You do the same, turning to face him. Your index pushes against his chest.
“You’re going to do something for me,” you state. “Even if I have to endure your shit, I’ll make sure nobody else does.” 
“I’m not going to - It’s not even - and how are you going to do that?” 
“Simple,” you grin. “Upload a picture.”
The doors of the elevator open on this perfect timing, and you wave your hand.
“After you.” 
He lets out a long sigh but he still leads you to his office. You’ve never been in this area of the building, but now is not the time for sightseeing. Besides, most floors look the same. 
Changbin opens the door to his office, and you follow him inside. It’s not a very big room, but it’s still wide enough for a large desk and bookshelves. There are two large windows, and the walls facing the rest of the floor are made of glass. Not much for privacy, you think. But then again, your own desk stands in the middle of a wide room, which you share with ten other people. 
You nod towards his chair. “Sit.” 
He rolls his eyes, but he does. You stand next to him, arms crossed, thinking about the fact that this was probably the spot from where he sent most of his day-ruining emails to you. You bite your tongue a little. 
“C’mon. Open the computer and upload the damn picture.” 
“I don’t have one.” 
“One what?” 
“A picture,” he explains. “An official one, I mean.” 
You groan. “I don’t give a shit. Find another one, it’ll have to do.” 
“I was told it had to be -”
“Hey,” you snap. “You’re in no position to argue.” 
He scoffs but he doesn’t answer, although he clearly disagrees. You don’t care you’re being petty, and that he’s being the bigger person - you’ve never had much of a reasonable nature. As Changbin searches through his computer, you walk around the office, staring at the window, staring at him, and then at his screen. You catch a glimpse of a group picture, of him with friends, smiling widely at the camera. 
He shakes his head but reframes the picture and uploads it to his email profile. You squint your eyes. 
“There. You happy?” he lets out. 
“It’ll do for now,” you say. 
He closes the windows on his screen, standing up. His shoulders are wide, his arms too. You remember that gym bag he was carrying.  
“Let’s go, then,” he says.
You chuckle. “Oh, do you think this is over?” 
He blinks at you, chuckling in disbelief. “Isn’t it?”
“Not even close.”
“All right, this is enough,” he growls, taking a step towards you. “I’ve done what you wanted, can’t you move on now?” 
“No, I can’t,” you spit. “You’ve made my life difficult ever since you’ve started working here and -”
“What about my life?” Changbin hisses. “You think your fucking tone and attitude has made my days easier?” 
“At least I’m not a self-righteous asshole!” you cry out.
“God, you’re fucking detestable,” he says. 
He’s standing too close to you now. All you can see, all you can smell, is him, him, him. The tension is so tightly drawn between your two bodies you feel like it can only snap. You desperately hold on to your end, though, because you’re scared of what might happen if you do let go - but it’s out of your control. 
Changbin breathes in, and his eyes linger for a second too long on your lips - and that makes the tightrope snap. 
He doesn’t kiss you first, but neither do you - it just happens at the same time. Your lips crash halfway in a feverish dance, and you can’t understand what is happening to you. It feels like your entire body just caught on fire, like everything makes sense, like every step you’ve taken, every word you’ve uttered, has led you to this moment. 
Changbin’s hand slides behind your head, holding the back of your neck, and your arms circle his waist to sprawl on his back. He kisses you deeply, breathing you in, and you can only collapse in his arms. 
Your hands go against his chest, and then in his hair, as he keeps pushing your head against his lips, as if to deepen your kiss, more and more. Your back hits the desk behind you, but you barely notice. All you can feel are Changbin’s lips devouring yours, his arms holding you close. You open your mouth wider but he’s quicker, sliding his tongue inside before you can do the same. 
A moan escapes your throat, vibrating against his lips, and he draws you in even closer. It seems like forever before you lean back, breathless, just in order to catch your breath. Your lips feel swollen already, but you don’t want to stop kissing him. Still, the slight distance gives you enough perspective to realize what is happening. 
“What the fuck am I doing,” you whisper, shaking your head. 
A part of you wants to slip away, just so you have time to put some order in your thoughts, but as you are about to do so, Changbin’s fingers, which had been resting on your waist, grab your chin tightly. You whimper. 
“Is this a part of your little game?” he says in a low voice, breathing heavily.
“What?” 
“Tell me the truth,” he hisses. “Are you playing with me now?” 
“What the fuck is wrong with you?” 
You angrily grab his wrist, trying to pull his hand away - but he is stronger than you. You struggle against him, gritting your teeth. 
“Answer me,” he insists. 
“Fuck you,” you spit out. 
He relaxes enough for you to push him away, squinting your eyes at him in anger. 
“Way to ruin the moment, asshole.” 
You do the only thing that makes sense for you in that instant - walk away. You’re ashamed and horribly angry at yourself for letting this happen. He’s attractive, yes, but he’s ruined so many of your days, made you feel miserable and worthless at your job. You have to hold on to your anger - and it has to be directed at him. 
Your heels make no sound against the carpet and it’s infuriating. You don’t hear anyone behind you either, so you guess Changbin has decided not to follow you. It’s probably a good thing, although now you feel entirely at a loss as to how your workdays will go. Should you be quiet? You scoff. No - if anyone should, it’s him. 
Your hand smashes the button for the elevator. It takes too long to arrive, but it does. You enter the elevator, push the button for the lobby and cross your arms. 
Fuck, if only he wasn’t such a good kisser. 
The doors are nearly closed when he comes in. He slides between them, stands in front of you. He’s not that much taller than you but someone in his demeanor makes you feel like he’s towering over you by several inches. 
“Just leave me alone, will you?” you hiss. 
He scoffs, shaking his head. There’s a wildness in his eyes, and you can’t look away from him. 
“Can you really blame me for asking?” 
“What the fuck are you talking about?” 
“About playing games,” he says, articulating each syllable. Each sounds angrier than the last. “You told me you’d make me regret what I did.”
You pout. “Aw, are you really that scared? It’s not my fault you made it your job to piss me off.” 
“Look who’s talking.” 
You stare at each other for a second. It’s like the tension has magically reappeared, unresolved. It’s clear you both want the same thing, but can’t bring yourselves to say or show it. You’re so angry at him. 
He takes another step towards you. Your faces are inches from each other - just a nod and his lips would be on yours again. 
“Fine. I’m sorry about the picture thing,” he says, his voice low and deep. 
“Just that?” you ask, arching an eyebrow. 
His smirk only curves half of his mouth, and it’s humorless. “Don’t push it.” 
You are the one to tilt your head forward, just slightly. 
“This does not mean I’m not angry at you,” you breathe in his mouth. 
“And we still need to talk about this,” he adds. 
“Later,” you nod. 
He turns to slam the button to stop the elevator, and as his body comes back to face yours, you pull him in your arms and kiss him. 
It’s even more desperate and angry than before, maybe because neither of you are held back by the surprise and doubt. It’s unsaid, but you hear it from his lips, it doesn’t mean anything. You’ve just both been tense and you need an outlet - what better than each other? 
Changbin pushes you against the wall of the elevator, his hands discovering your body. His warmth and his weight are completely enveloping you, and you push his jacket away. He shrugs it off, and the fabric of his shirt is soft against your skin. 
Changbin kisses you deep, like he’s been waiting to do it, like you’re not on top of each other inside a dark elevator outside of work hours, his tongue tasting of lemon and gin. 
One of his hands traces your hips and slides on your ass, squeezing softly. In a swift move, he lifts one of your legs and wraps it around his. It elicits a moan from you, your nails scratch the back of his neck. He growls in your mouth, biting your lower lip in answer. 
With his body pushed against yours, you can feel his hard cock, and he shifts you so it rubs directly against your wetness. You roll your hips, breathing heavily against his mouth. 
“You like that, huh?” he tells you. “Rubbing yourself against me.” 
“Easy, you’re so fucking hard already,” you retort. 
“Like you aren’t all wet for my dick,” he sighs, kissing your neck. 
You feel yourself clench at his words. When you don’t answer, only grab him tighter, Changbin chuckles.
“You are, aren’t you?” he whispers, his hands moving up your dress, lifting it slowly, warming your thighs. 
“Shut the fuck up.” 
He shakes his head, biting your earlobe hard. You let out a small whimper. 
“I’m gonna fuck that tight little pussy of yours so good you won’t be able to come into work tomorrow.” 
“You wish,” you answer, starting to unbutton his pants. “I’m not gonna let you go a day without getting an email from me. I’m going to fucking torture you.” 
As you mutter the words, you take his cock out of his pants and start to rub your hand around it. Changbin hisses, slightly bucking his hips. 
“You need a fucking lesson,” he sneers, pushing your underwear to the side to touch you. “I’m going to shut you up.” 
He is right - you’re soaked, but it seems to please him. He takes a few seconds to caress you, spreading your wetness, and inserting a finger inside of you. You let out a choked moan, wrapping your arms around his neck for a better hold. 
“That’s right,” he mutters. “That’s what I like to hear.”
He inserts another finger, stretching your walls, and moving his wrist in sharp motions. You breathe out erratically, grabbing onto his suit, his fingers curled inside your cunt. 
“Fuck, you’re so tight. Making me lose my goddamn mind.” 
You don’t want him to stop what he is doing, but you are craving the feel of his cock inside of you, so you tug at his hardness, kissing his jaw. 
“Fuck me already.” 
He doesn’t need you to ask twice, guiding himself against your entrance and penetrating you. You let out a choked moan, grabbing onto the wall of the elevator. He gives you time to adjust to his size, but he’s not being particularly careful either. 
“Holy shit,” you mutter in his ear despite yourself.  
“Fuck, I can feel my cock stretching you,” he grunts.
He thrusts his hips faster and faster, and in a matter of seconds he’s pounding into you. The elevator is silent except for the sounds of your heavy breathing and moans, and the lewd sounds of him fucking you, skin slapping against skin. 
Your nails dig inside the back of his neck again, and he grips your waist so tight you’re sure it will leave a mark. 
“Changbin, don’t stop,” you cry out. 
“So impatient,” he sneers, but he still doesn’t stop, like he can’t, like he’s a man possessed. 
He even accelerates, and you feel yourself coming. Your orgasm ripples through you like lightning. Your body shakes, your thoughts evaporate. Changbin fucks you deep, his breathing heavy in your hair. 
“I can’t -” he hisses. “I’m not -”
“Come inside me,” you surprise yourself whispering. 
You can feel his cock twitch at your words, and he comes inside you, hips bucking sharply, grunts escaping his throat like it’s hurting it. 
You stay like that for a few minutes, panting, recovering your breath. After a few seconds he takes a step back, breathing out. You got back on both feet, feeling dizzy and already sore. You both look like a mess, hair tangled, lips raw from kissing. 
You lean back against the wall, breathing slowly. He does the same on the wall next to you. You’re silent for a few seconds. 
“I have to go to the bathroom,” you say softly. 
Changbin nods. 
“Let’s go back up. There won’t be anyone there.” 
His voice is softer than you’ve ever heard - almost tender. You look at him, giving him a small nod, and he pushes the elevator button so it heads back upstairs. 
He lets you go to the bathroom alone, where you clean up, but he’s waiting for you outside. 
“All good?” he asks with a frown. 
“Yes.” 
You look down at the floor as he does, and then back at him - meeting his eyes in the process. The silence is awkward, but just like that, you find yourself smiling. Him, too. 
And then you start laughing. 
It’s not hysterical laughter, just chuckling. He looks almost shy, and you can’t stop giggling. You might even be blushing. 
“I don’t know about you,” he says, scrunching his nose. “But I feel a lot better.”
You smirk. “Took the words right out of my mouth.” 
He stretches a hand towards you. “Wanna go back to the party?” 
You nod. “Hell yes. I need a drink.” 
“So do I.” 
You head back to the elevator, and you let it head downstairs this time. Smirking to yourselves, you feel like the whole thing is unreal. 
But you do feel better. You don’t force your smile - it stretches on your face, plastered, almost annoyingly so. And Changbin. Fuck. You think he’s cute, with his cheeks still red and his neck a mess from the work of your nails. 
“By the way,” you say. “You look fucking hot in that suit.” 
“Right back at you. When I saw that little black dress I almost bit my fist off.” 
You grin. Changbin turns to you, placing a strand of your hair behind your ear. 
“Something’s not right, though,” he says. 
You frown as he leans towards you, whispering in your ear.
“I didn’t get to do half of the things I want to do to you. So once we’ve had a couple of drinks, I’m taking you to my place, and I’m giving you another lesson. And this one will last.”
You bite your lip as the elevator doors open on the main hall, which is still filled with your chatting coworkers. Nothing has changed - the world has kept on spinning. Changbin gives you a smile, and extends his arm. 
“Shall we?”
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Changbin does not bring you to his place. 
You bring him to yours. 
Both of you started to get impatient after just one drink, eyefucking each other over your glasses although you had both just came hard in the elevator. It was like something finally snapped inside him, and he could let his thoughts roam free, unashamed, unbound. 
The way your dress hugged your cleavage. The way your lips curled around the rim of your glass, begging to be kissed, begging to be fucked. All the things he wanted to do to you, that he had never let himself really think about, just proliferated in his mind. He could not stop thinking about how you moaned his name, how hot and humid you felt around him, how he wanted to slide his tongue on every inch of your skin. It made it difficult to focus on small talk with your colleagues. He kept feeling himself getting hard and he knew his pants were too tight for him to be able to hide it. 
So he waited until you finished your drink and stole you away. Your place was just a short walk from the building. You made it there quickly, miraculously able to hold off making out and grinding against each other. 
Now the front door is locked and you are alone. 
Changbin stares at you in the darkness of the hallway. You look so fucking beautiful with your hair still a little dischelved from earlier, your lipstick tinting your lips a shade darker, your heels giving your legs the shape of heaven. 
You take a step towards him and grab his hand, leading him to your bedroom. It’s small and cozy, most of the space occupied by a large bed - how perfect. It is unmade, the sheets tangled, a smell of lavender lingering in the air. 
You aim for a kiss but Changbin shakes his head. 
“Open a light,” he says. “I want to see you.” 
You nod and turn on the lamp on your bedside table. It infuses the room in a soft yellow glow, and Changbin licks his lips. Perfect. 
In a blur you find each other again, kissing passionately, feverishly. Changbin slides his tongue inside your mouth, toying with yours, drawing soft sighs from you. It’s a delightful sound he already likes too much. Eagerly, you remove his jacket, your hands palming his chest over the material of his shirt, and Changbin unbuttons it impatiently. 
“Fuck, you look so fucking good,” you chuckle at the sight of his naked chest, immediately tracing the defined muscles with your finger tips. 
His cock is already hard as a rock, pushing against his pants, but he barely thinks about it - he only sees you. 
He takes a deep breath, because he wants to pace himself, because he wants to take his time with you this time. You made him impatient before, you clenched around his cock too tight, you sounded too good - but he won’t let it happen again. So he tilts your head to the left so he can kiss your neck, slowly unzipping your dress. His fingers brush the skin of your back at the same time, and he feels you shiver against him. 
The dress falls on the ground, and Changbin takes a step back to admire your lingerie, simple black lace that makes the blood rush to his cock so hard he has no choice but to palm it, just to relieve it a little. 
“You like?” you say cheekily.
“I’m trying to decide if I want to keep it on you or rip it off,” he answers, shaking his head. 
You chuckle. “Want me to decide for you?” 
Darkness flashes in Changbin’s eyes, and he closes the distance between you again, staring down at you. 
“Listen, pet,” he growls. “Don’t think you have any control here. I make the decisions and you listen. If you don’t there will be consequences.” 
The smile doesn’t disappear from your face, and Changbin can see that you like it when he speaks to you this way. 
“A dom, huh?” you breathe. “How predictable.” 
“Just as predictable that a brat like you is a sub.” 
You pout. “Just for you tonight, sir.”
You slide a hand in his air and lean against his ear to whisper.
“One day you’ll find yourself handcuffed to the head of this bed and begging me to let you come. But let’s stick to tonight’s narrative.” 
Changbin can’t help but chuckle at your words, feeling something swell in his chest. He likes you a little too much, and it makes no sense. Hours ago the only emotion you created in him was anger. But then again he hadn’t really met you. 
“That’s right, pet,” he nods, taking a fistful of your hair. “Now you lay down on the bed like a good girl before I make you, huh?” 
You nod, and Changbin follows you to the bed, when you lay down. He removes the rest of his clothes, letting his cock spring free, and catches you staring at it, licking your lips. He chuckles. 
“Don’t worry, you’ll get your taste. But I’m having mine first.” 
He pulls your legs so you are laying on the edge of the bed, spreading your legs so can stand between them. He bends forward to kiss you, stroking your hair, and carefully removes your bra. You sigh as he circles his thumb over your sensitive nipples, massaging the other breast in his hand. Slowly, Changbin makes his way down your neck, his tongue drinking in your skin. He leaves a few kisses on your breasts, then on your stomach, and then hovers over your panties. 
“Changbin…” you sigh.
“Still all wet and full of me, are you, pet? Is this sensitive?” 
He pushes his index on the lace material, sending a shiver through your body.
“Y-yes. Fuck, Changbin, stop teasing me.” 
“I don’t think so.” 
He kisses you above the fabric, sliding his tongue over it. Even that way he can taste you, your wetness drenching your panties, and Changbin can feel his cock twitch. Fuck, he cannot wait to be inside of you again - but he has to be patient. 
“So good to me, pet. So good. Let’s remove that.” 
He takes off your panties and pushes your legs apart, taking in the sight of your soaked cunt, all throbbing and waiting for him. He hums appreciatively, unable to stop himself from stroking his cock at the same time. 
“You’re so fucking gorgeous. Now you don’t come without me telling you so, right, pet? You understand the rules?” 
“Yes, sir,” you breathe out.
From your voice and the way you are already heavily breathing, he can sense you are desperate for contact. Changbin finds himself unable to really torture you much longer, and sinks his lips into your cunt. 
You immediately let out a whimper, arching your back against his mouth. Changbin holds your legs apart, swirling his tongue around your clit, slurping you in. Your taste instantly gets him drunk, the feel of your juices coating his chin making him want to possess you right this second. But it feels too good to feel you writhing against his caresses, moaning his name. You grab his hair, pulling it, and it hurts a little but it’s the best kind of pain. 
“Look at that mess, pet,” he smiles against your pussy. “Has anyone ever eaten you out properly before?” 
“Fuck,” you breathe, and he stares at the way your chest moves, your nipples hard. It’s such a beautiful sight he gives your clit a few licks to reward you. “Nothing like you, Changbin. You’re - fuck - you’re making out with my pussy so well…” 
“Good, pet,” he chuckles. “Keep it up with the praise and I’ll let you come.” 
“Changbin, please…” 
He slides his tongue inside of you, teasing your entrance, and he can feel you clenching even this way - you must be close to coming, but you’re holding on, and he’s proud of you. He could edge you like this all night, if only his cock wasn’t starting to hurt him, aching for you. 
“Fuck, your tongue, Changbin - keep licking me like that, please, don’t stop…” 
“You want to come, pet?” 
“Yes, please, c-can I?” 
As he inserts two fingers inside of you and starts pumping them, his tongue pressed against your clit, you cry out in pleasure, pulling his hair. 
“Changbin, fuck, I can’t - I can’t -” 
“Come, pet, come all over my mouth.” 
And just like that you do, your hips bucking under his touch, your pussy throbbing in his mouth. He can feel your walls tighten, your legs trembling, and he doesn’t stop his caresses throughout your orgasm, so you can ride it as long as you can. 
Once you breathe out, your body sinking into the mattress, Changbin steps back, placing a kiss on the inside of your thigh. He wipes your juices off his chin and stands up to push your hair away from your face. You already look fucked out, your skin covered in a thin layer of sweat, your eyes glassy. 
“Holy fuck, that was amazing,” you say softly. 
“It’s not over, pet,” he replies, kissing your pretty lips. 
“Can I suck your cock, now?” 
“You’re asking so nicely, pet. How can I say no?” 
You grin, looking down at his erect cock. Changbin takes a deep breath, letting you smear the pre-cum on the tip and giving it a few tentative strokes. 
“I like your cock a lot, y’know?” you tell him. “So pretty and thick.” 
Changbin slides a hand through his hair, easing his breathing, as you take him in your mouth. You suck him well, bobbing your head up and down, taking the time to wrap your tongue around him. Your hand accompanies your movements, stroking his base, and Changbin groans at the sensation. He would close his eyes and bask in the pleasure you’re giving him if only it wasn’t so intoxicating to keep looking at you. Such a beautiful sight, seeing you suck him off like that after having eaten your sweet cunt. 
“Am I doing good, sir?” you ask, slapping his cock on your tongue. 
Changbin grins. “Doing fantastic, pet. I knew you would look good wrapped around my cock, but it’s even better.” 
“Did you think about it a lot?” you ask. 
He frowns. 
“You saw my picture,” you say, arching an eyebrow. “Did you imagine me with my cock in your mouth before, or did you just hate my guts?” 
Changbin laughs, holding your hair. “I think I spent most of my energy hating you so I wouldn’t think about you sucking me off.” 
“Hm,” you say with a satisfied smirk. “If I’d known what you looked like I would’ve come to give you a blowjob under your desk way before.” 
“Never too late,” he grins. “If you do that for me I might bend you over my desk afterwards.” 
You giggle, and Changbin feels that warmth in his chest again. He’s starting to like you a little too much, and it has nothing to do with the fact that his balls deep inside your mouth right now. You’re funny. Witty. Pretty. Even worse, you’re fun. 
“For now let’s focus, pet, yeah?” he says. “This is good, but I want more from that pretty mouth.” 
He guides you back, gesturing you to lay down on the bed upside down. Your head placed on the edge of it, he towers over you.
“You tell me if this is too much,” he whispers to you, and you nod - but you just open your mouth wide for him. 
He guides his cock back in your mouth, able to move as much as he wants. You gag a little as he goes deep in your throat, but you’re taking him well - and so, Changbin accelerates. He fucks your mouth, perhaps a little too roughly, but it feels so fucking good he can’t stop. 
“Fuck, look at how you swallow my cock, pet,” he says, breathing hard. 
“It’s because you fuck my mouth so good, sir,” you answer. 
He grins, bucking his hips, staring at your gorgeous body as he does. You’re touching yourself at the same time, your fingers pressed against your clit. Your eyes are watering, the saliva around your lips making his thrusts easier, and he’s dangerously close to exploding in your mouth. 
“Such a good little pet,” he groans. “Do you remember when I filled that cunt of yours, earlier?” 
You nod around his cock.
“This time I’ll make you choke on my cum,” he smiles.
You moan, the vibration sending him on the edge, and Changbin has to pull out from your mouth. 
“Don’t move,” he grunts. “I need to fuck you.” 
He climbs on top of you on the bed, making sure your head is against the mattress, and pushes into you without hesitation. It’s like it brings him clarity again, as much as the feel of you around his cock is making him more insane. 
“God, this fucking cunt. I’m never getting tired of it,” he chuckles. 
“Yes, fuck me deep,” you moan. “Make me feel that beautiful cock of yours.” 
He thrusts his hips inside of you, stretching you deeper and deeper. You pant against him, your nails digging into the skin of his back, but Changbin doesn’t care. He pounds into you, feeling sweaty and drunk on the scent and taste of you. 
“C-Changbin, fuck, yes…” 
“Where’s that praise, pet? I need to hear it,” he grunts. 
“I - I’m trying…” 
“Am I fucking you dumb, or what? Keep talking.” 
But he’s fucking so fast and sharp, and it’s difficult for you to find the words. Changbin can only stare at your face, your closed eyes, your parted mouth. Your lips are a little bruised, your hair a mess, your makeup smudged. You look like a dream. 
“F-fucking me so good,” you breathe. “I love your cock inside of me. Please, k-keep fucking me…” 
You’re clenching around him tightly, so close to your orgasm, and so is Changbin - he’s breathing fast, trying to hold off, but it’s getting more and more difficult. Once he’s inside of you he can’t think straight, and he’s getting impatient. 
“Fuck, Y/N,” he slips out, your name feeling smooth on his lips. “I’m going to come. Let’s do it together, yeah?” 
“Y-yes, please…” 
How he wanted to come in your mouth - but his cock does not want to listen, and he explores inside of you instead for the second time tonight. You come as well, shaking around him as he fills you up, moaning his name loudly, the sound echoing in the room. 
Changbin wipes his forehead, staying inside of you for another second. He tries to catch his breath, and opens his eyes to look at you. You are already staring at him, smiling softly. 
“I thought you wanted to come in my mouth?” you tease him. 
He chuckles, shaking his head. “You really get on my last nerve, you know that?” 
You both laugh.
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It’s yet another day at work. 
You twirl on your deskchair, typing your translation on a fair rhythm. You’re not particularly fast today, but you’re not slow, either. 
It’s just that your thoughts are a little elsewhere. 
You take a break to take a sip of coffee, and an email notification appears on your screen. 
Seo Changbin. 
You push your tongue against your cheek, smirking devilishly to yourself. You sent him a particularly fiery email a few minutes ago, and you can’t wait to see his answer. You click a little too fast on your inbox. 
Dear Y/LN, 
Your email has come to my attention but I am in a meeting and unfortunately cannot attend to your request. Please rest assured it will be my top priority once I get back to my office. I will make sure to personally attend to these matters. 
Ever yours,
Seo Changbin 
You bite your lip, trying to be discreet as you chuckle. You scroll down to see the email you’d sent him. Just a few meaningless words about asking for clarification about the dress code, and a picture attached. A picture you’ve taken from under your desk, displaying your blatant lack of underwear. 
You’re still playing a dangerous game - it’s just of another kind.
You send him a quick reply, your eyes shining. 
Looking forward to your collaboration.
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sickficideas · 8 months
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"You just threw up the water you had ten seconds after drinking it, but you're still gonna keep saying you're fine, huh?"
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whathorselegs · 2 months
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Dazai with medical trauma, but not caused by Mori.
Content warning for psychological medical trauma, mention of suicide, Dazai's experiences with therapy and the medical system being very bad, please, don't click if it will be upsetting for you
Dazai when he's still just a child asking his parents why he feels so empty all the time? Why he doesn't understand things other people just get? And his parents, instead of comforting him make him feel even more ostracized for being honest.
The trauma of his parents forcing him into therapy and him being too young to understand it. All he did was be honest about his feelings and now he needs to be "cured", now they look at him with woefully pitying eyes. The trauma of a bad therapist instead of helping him reinforcing his feelings of being an outsider, putting words to things that previously only been thoughts. Cementing them as facts in Dazai's mind.
Dazai being sectioned as young teen and lashing out because of it. Being told when he can eat and sleep making him loose his appetite and aggravating his insomnia. The lack of privacy making him more closed off. Forced to swallow pills that make him feel like he looses himself, forced to divulge everything in therapy sessions or be accused of not engaging.
Learning to pretend to be happy as a way to get out of the ward, faking his improvement to escape his imprisonment. Numbing his pain and trauma because opening up to his family is what caused all this to happen. Learning to mistrust the adults who betrayed him to the system.
Dazai feeling so alone and suffocated by these experiences, too scared to trust medical professionals again, to trust his family, attempting to end his life.
Dazai waking up in a hospital room, bound to a bed "for his own safety" terrified he's going to be sent back to that place.
Only to meet a doctor named Mori, who seems to be the first person in a long time to understand him. A doctor who doesn't try to "cure" him of being himself and promises to take him away from all that.
Mori not being the cause of Dazai's medical trauma but taking him away from it, giving Dazai a reason to have left everything he knew behind and trust him.
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Dazai's birthday party
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[ID: An edited scene from "Barbie" (2023). Various bsd character of the dance floor. Dazai looks to the side and says "Do you guys ever think about dying?". Kunikida (who Dazai is looking at from the side) sighs and lowers his head. Atsushi looks as though he's going through an exitential crisis. Behind Dazai Yosano is looking down seriously. In the background there's Tanizaki staring into space, and Chuuya obserwing the scene from behind a lampost. Above the characters there's a mysterious character wearing dark pants and a coat whose legs are the only visible part. End ID]
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foxinys · 1 year
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everybody loves yang jeongin ↳ jeongsung edition
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yangjeongin · 1 year
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JEONGIN | THE SOUND MV
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dandelion-roots · 5 months
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[ID: a pencil and ink drawing of dazai and chuuya from bungou stray dogs. dazai is sitting with one leg bent in front of him and the other bent on the floor. he's shirtless and has stylized top surgery scars and a variety of scars. his coat is draped over one shoulder and he's wearing his white pants and black shoes as well as bandages around his neck and visible arm. his head is tilted to the side and he's blushing and smirking as he looks at chuuya whose head is at dazai's shoulder. chuuya's right hand is holding dazai's hair and his other is holding dazai's forearm from where dazai is holding chuuya's shoulder. chuuya is also blushing and looks annoyed. he's wearing a shirt and black pants. the signature says dandelion-roots. end ID]
✨ a little 2 am trans dazai for your perusal~ ✨
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starlightshadowsworld · 5 months
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Bsd except Atsushi remains in denial about his ability.
Just flat out refuses to believe he's the tiger like some reverse Ranpo.
Atsushi: sees his tranformed arm after Dazai nullifies his ability Oh I'm hallucinating again.
Dazai: I can see it.
Atsushi: Definitely hallucinating again, must be the starvation.
Kunikida: You just ate!
.......
Atsushi: Er I don't think I can work here guys.
Kunikida: Nonsense you did great.
Atsushi: Thanks but you guys only employ ability users as detectives, be werid to make an exception.
Kunikida:... Can't fathom what he's hearing You have an ability...
Atsushi: not listening Maybe I could be like a secretary or something.
......
The one this pisses off the most is Akutugawa.
Akutagawa: You. Are. The. Jinko! How do you explain that your leg just grew back.
Atsushi: I had a good breakfast.
Akutugawa:... What has that got to do with anything?! What is wrong with you?!
Atsushi: Many things, anyway you're Mafia right? Do you know how much can I get for the leg?
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thatwolfnamednyla · 8 months
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A character with issues regarding his humanity pairs up with a grizzled old cop still grieving the loss of someone important to them and they end up forming a father-son relationship...hmmm...
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