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kindestofkings · 6 months

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sunshine baby [1]

robert keating x reader (she/her)

faceclaim: gracie abrams (ofc hahah)

authors note: hello hello! this is a really random one, I am a broken record but I am self projecting in these hence why the reader is always home friends with the boys. also theres so many time skips lol

I really home you enjoy, would really appreciate any feedback or comments yee might have <33

2020

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yourusername 2 months into lockdown we are playing, we are hot girl walking and most importantly we are hot girl drinking 💅

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bobbyskeetz thanks for choosing the most flattering photos luv x

yourusername any time baby any time :))

yourbestfriend i miss you and your impromptu sing songs <3

yourusername no I miss you so much !! boys are really smelly sometimes 😀 yourbestfriend thats what you get for dating bobby SKEETZ bobbyskeetz heyy yourusername I know right?? bobbyskeetz HEYYYY

elijahhewson there is very little going on behind those eyes

yourusername the bulmers was very warm... and we just lost a zoom quiz

joshjenkinson_ keep our boy sane !

yourusername and whos gonna keep me sane?? whos gonna keep me alive? ryanmcmahon_15 did you put yourself on the line?

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yourusername as y'all know I dabble with playing some piano andddd my very cool, talented boyfriend and his friends asked me to play on a few tunes for their DEBUT ALBUM. thank you for briefly employing me :))

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joshjenkinson_ no thank YOU

ryanmcmahon_15 we owe you forever, this is so exciting !

bobbyskeetz as your boss can you make me a cuppa?

yourusername and your legs stopped working when?? also you're closer to the kitchen than I am rn!

bobbyskeetz they just cant take the weight of being such a musical success 😔 friend1 @bobbyskeetz how does she put up with you? bobbyskeetz shh dont make her reflect on her decisions

yourmam so proud of you chicken!!

yourbestfriend and the start of your music career is when?

yourusername oh hush you heheh elijahhewson she asks the important questions yourusername why be a musician when you can be a broke college student right 😀

yourusername posted to their story!

if the boys have zero fans, i am dead.

bobbyskeetz so extreme but I love you <3

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bobbyskeetz EVEN BIGGER NEWS !!! Our greatest hits debut album is coming out on July 16th for all you beautiful people to hear. We poured our hearts and souls into this and can’t wait for you to listen . Couldn’t have done it without @theantski @thedrewmanshow @johncatlin @andrea.cozzaglio and all the other talented people who helped get this record finished.

IT WONT ALWAYS BE LIKE THIS !

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bobbyskeetz ALSO @yourusername for the pretty piano playing

yourusername hushhh rn CONGRATS ON THE SUPERB album

inhalerfan1 i'm seriously so proud of you guys 💙

inhalerfan2 finallyyyy

yourmam well done boys!! huge achievement

bobbyskeetz thank you :))

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yourusername it is very cool and a lil strange seeing my fella on posters while im on my daily hot girl walk....

it always be wont this like is out today woooo!

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elijahhewson I dont remember that photo being taken 😑

yourusername you just release your debut album you gotta celebrate! yourfriend shes just too nice, you were locked.

yourmam lovely photo, why are yee outdoors though? 😂

bobbyskeetz sure we're following covid restrictions! you're looking at four v responsible boys!! yourmam hmmm I don't know about that one now!

yourbestfriend no cause robert and sir hewson would wanna stop looking into my soul..

elijahhewson 😐😐 bobbyskeetz 😐😐 bobbyskeetz what about josh huh he's also throwin some looks yourbestfriend josh can do whatever he wants 🫶🏼 (liked by joshjenkson_ and yourusername)

yourusername oh also everyone compliment ryan on his GORGEOUS hair

yourbestfriend such a power move I adore x yourfriend ryan how does it feel being coolest member of dublin's coolest band?? joshjenkson_ so fit, is he single...?

bobbyskeetz not sure if you got the album name exactly right there..

yourusername huh I dont see anything wrong 🤔

2021

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yourusername the trio is back and just in time to see the boys killing it at fairview park 🔥

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yourbestfriend forget about them WE are killing it

yourfriend mmhmm we slay 😤

yourbestfriend posted to their story!

when the base player with a staring problem is away, the girlies can steal his girlfriend 🤘🏼

bobbyskeetz oi oi get your feet of my dining table 😤

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bobbyskeetz happy birthday beautiful.

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inhaler1 this is my thirteenth reason 💔

yourusername miss you rockstar!

inhaler1 miss girl who are you? and can you please accept my follow request

inhaler2 nooooooo you're taken ?!?

ryanmcmahon_15 hundreds of girls heartsbroken with the softest of soft launches haha

lewevans the spooky powers of mr skeetz

yourbestfriend FINALLY you're letting him show you off

yourusername haha this is too much please stop 🥺 🥰

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inhalerfanupdates I hope its real cause I need a gun after seeing bobbys soft launch

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inhalerfan1 im so sad I cant

inhalerfan2 im afraid to ask but how long do you think they've been together

inhalerfan3 i 😭 cant 😭😭 think 😭😭😭 about 😭😭😭😭 it

part 2

#bobby skeetz #robert keating #robert keating x reader #robert keating imagine #inhaler dublin #inhaler band #inhaler fanfic #inhaler imagine #smau

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stitchthesewords · 2 years

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>:3 guess who-

AAAAAA!AAAA I love it so far??? I love how descriptive everything is and it's so easy to imagine and hhhh <3

But also just me imagining them standing on the stairs for like a solid 10 seconds staring at Grian before Mumbo realizes what they're looking at and just *YOINK* almost pulls Scar to the frikkin ground in his haste to get Scar away from the strange bird man-

Mumbo's disappointed acceptance that Scar’s just gonna do what he wants anyway cjfgkfgkf <3 I am already loving this dynamic you've set up

AND OOOOO Scar just casual and non-threatening and then BAM "you can run but you can't hide so it'll just be easier if you stick around" fjtjtfj Grian let his guard down for .75 seconds and they pounced like dayum <3 love them so much

Mmmmm wonder what Grian's running from... 👀

Hgdhigh if you can't tell I'm super hyped about this <3 it's so good already I love it I'm so excited to see where it's going!! <3

Oh also 👀 Scar leaning his weight on his staff + balance issues.... 👀 am I seeing a little disability rep/ref or am I reading a bit too far into this fjjdyldn either way <3

ASDFGHJKJHFDFGHNBVLMC,MD FGF HI HELLO THERE BELOVED WRITING INSPIRATION Wow the J O Y seeing this in my inbox sparked i am???? yeah im sending you rambling little messages forever <3 this feels great

YEEEEEEEEEEEEES Mumbo Protecc. You know I love me some feral Mumbo it's going in. I have put it into the pot. I also just love that did it, went "oh shit that knocked scar over" and then his lil brain was like "maybe if scar is knocked over he wont move" LMAOOOOOOOO

ALSO YEEES I love the whole 'One of them is the leader who is far to independent/One of them is the protector who is So Tired' dynamic so thats what I decided to go with for them because I CANT fit it into my novel so I've gotta put it SOMEWHERE

AND THEY WORK LIKE A WELL OILED MACHINE TOO AH - I'm imagining they're both centuries old and they've been at some level of partnership for a very. very long time. An incredibly long time to be dancing around and not kissing, frankly Scar didn't even have to say anything and Mumbo kept Grian from being able to back up. Mwah.

👀👀👀👀👀 I wonder I wonder I am definitely not figuring it out while outlining the rest of this heavens no

<3 <3 <3 <3 Thank you I am also very hyped - I havent actually like written prose in a long time because I've been reoutlining my novel for the past 3 months and while the outline is at like, 6k words, its not prose proper. This was like waking up and stretching after a nap it was EXCELLENT I am very excited to get more work done on it

👀👀👀👀 You noticed!! Like I told you, keeping Scar disabled in some fashion is super important to me since I'm physically disabled - I think I'm probably going to quietly give him some of my more general 'Chronic Pain' symptoms - I use a cane on and off IRL so I'm just. Leaning ;) on that knowledge.

#Mumscarian Rift AU #Which frankly needs a better series name but I cannot brain #Coming up with a title for the story was already pretty hard lmao #I haven't had to name a story in like 6 years I am very rusty #All my writing projects just get like. Code Names #Project CN #QLH Project #Like these are not names I can give published fanfiction #Mumscarian #hermitshipping #Ask #Also everyone go read the Midnight series thank you #Rift Asks

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echantedtoon · 7 months

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Mlp/sonic crossover thing

It was a nice day as the two classy ladies sat at the table drinking coffee. It wouldn't have been strange if they hadn't been from separate worlds. "So, when IS that princess of yours gonna send us home?" "Patience, Darling. I'm sure Twilight and that foxy friend of yours will find a solution soon enough." She lifted the cup to her lips before taking a sip. "Besides, the poor dears have been working so hard." "I wont argue with that one, Honey." They continued talking on about a few things. Mostly gems and jewelry and such. A few clouds overhead passed making shadows across the ground as the cool breeze pushed them along. ....Except for one. This cloud was a dark grey while all the others were white. And it was being pushed along by a blue Pegasus. "This is gonna be so funny. Hahaha. Oh, I can't wait ta see her face." "Everybody knows that magic is just a cosmic force that's powered by robotic overlords. So really dumping water on her will shortcircut their robotic mainframe and save her!," Shouted the mammal on her back, "So yeah. She'll thank us later." She looked at her."......Um....ok. Either way it's gonna be one awesome prank." She continued to scan the ground for any signs of her pony-to-be-pranked. After a few more moments, she finally spotted her down below. Smiling, she pushed the cloud until it was directly over her and stopped. "This it it." "Absolutely. Now the cosmic robots won't control her mind anymore." "Yeah, sure. You might want to hold on," she said as she flew above the cloud., "Cloud bucking can be a pretty rough job." "Huh-WWAAA!" She tightly gripped onto the mare as she began to buck the cloud. Sending water down below. ................................................................................................................................................................................... 'Would you like some more tea, Dear?" The bat waved a hand. "Nah. Coffee is more my sped.....Hey! Wait a minute. Why are you getting all the shade?" "Whatever do you mean?" Noticing she was sitting in the shade, she looked up curiously. "AAAAHHHHH!!!" She screamed as water drenched her perfect mane and coat. The bat stared on shocked. Laughing burst from the sky as a certain blue Pegasus hovered down with a mammal on her back. She jumped off once close enough. They both looked at them. "Sticks?" "Hiya." "What are you doing?" "We were saving you guys from the cosmic robots that were using magic to control your minds.' "RAINBOW DASH!!" They all looked at the FURIOUS unicorn. "You ruined my new mane-icure!" "Oh, lighten up, Rare. It was just a prank." "Yes. A prank that you both are gonna pay for!" In a flash of blue, both of them found themselves unable to move. "Hey! What's going on?!" "Maybe after this, you'll think twice before you prank someone!" She huffed before getting up to trot away. The two pranksters being dragged behind her. "Hey! What are you doing?! HELP!!" Rouge watched them go. "......Hmm. This might be interesting." -About 1 Hour Later At Carasel Boutique- "Just tighten this....There! All done." Both pranksters were now dolled up in fancy outfits and to be honest....didn't look half bad. "C-Can't move." She only smiled. "You have to learn one thing, Darling......My make over is OFF limits to pranks."

#my little pony #my litte pony friendship is magic #sonic the hedgehog

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datrosamelapibus · 8 months

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Another major update. Five days after ending it he already replaced me. I cried in his arms asking him not to take her home as it is too fast. He did anyway. I felt like he killed me and put someone else in my life that way it all happened so fast. I made my other ex come to my country as a revenge. I wanted him to see I can also have someone if I wanted to, but I'm not a fan of meeting new people so this happened to be my ex.

In between those two, he accepted my follow request after days and immediately added me to close friends, where he posted how they had sex. Something I refused to have, because it broke me. And he knew it, and he replaced me with someone who'll want that stuff. He replaced me so fast upon promising he wont, and he did the thing he kept pushing me on knowing how it went in my past. He body shamed me behind my back, and he said the most terrible things to my face. He told me In details why I'm bad looking, he said all that in front of her. He humiliated me. He told me I'll never be enough, and that I don't have a single quality. He said I'll never be able to k myself because I'm too weak and all my past attempts failed.

That night I overdo$ed on what I'd usually take for pain. Specific brand of pain killers. I didn't have anything else, and I was hoping this could somehow work. I cvt myself, because I feel weak seeing my own blood. That made me faint. Unfortunately I still woke up. He called me to tell me not to do that to myself because ,,he'll look like the bad guy", and she called me too to cry how she'll leave him if she must. She didn't. She lied. But that's another story.

Meeting my ex - There were good moments, like discussing our interests, but it was so bad I regret ever going. The whole time I was filled with guilt, so bad that I slept most of the time. He would take pictures of me and make fun of me for how I look and wouldn't stop. When I cried for him to delete those he refused to. He got on my nerves as always. And I was guilty for hurting someone else.

I still can't believe he would tell me he loved me and wanted me back every single day, and still have s3x with her.

there is this person I hurt by meeting my ex. I think, the only one who has never asked for something $3x related in order to give me the bare minimum. I feel so bad for hurting him, I never thought I'd be able to do something like that to someone. Yet I did because I wanted revenge. I hurt the one I love while trying to hurt the one I hate from the bottom of my heart. He still stayed. I never wanted him to. He deserves much better than what I gave and what I can offer. I don't know why he would ever think I'm worth being with after everything. I've never hated myself, I hated what my life is and how I got treated and such, but now I can't stand looking in the mirror and seeing my worst enemy. All I see is a person who hurt my loved one the most. I want him to go and get what he deserves, but I can't let go. I'm selfish for wanting him for myself after everything I've done to him.

He promised to love me after all of that. He's still there, and I still keep hurting him. Not in that way of course. That Is a line I crossed once and never again. But I'm not the best at controlling my anger. I don't think I was ever angry in my entire life actually. I was sad. I'm sad, I'm miserable and I know no better way to react. The only thing I like in this life is having him by my side. It feels so good not being asked to show my body for affection. It's so strange how I can say no in the middle of something and not receive negativity, he just reassures me that I can always stop if I want to. Not once was he upset over it. I feel safe for the first time in my life. I can finally be loved without having to give up my body first. I did it once, without much control over it honestly. Then I didn't want to do it in my last relationship, and it got me to the point of breaking up and being pushed into de4th simply for refusing such actions. This time it's different, this time I can say no and nothing will happen. He won't be mad at me, he won't insult me or leave. He accepts it. I don't think I'll ever have this again so I want him all for myself as bad as I can be.

One night I was panicking because my ex threatened my friend that he's going to out her to her parents which would be terrible. He did that because he would make my friends leave me, and if they were to refuse he'd leak secret information about them. So he did the same thing to her. He wanted to I mean, and that's what made me panic. I called him that night and told him everything that happened. He was silent. I thought I made him upset with my issues. Then he calmed me down by asking me to breath in and hold it as he counts, we did this a few times, no one has ever been able to comfort me that much. I'll always remember it.

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2dplatformer12345678910 · 2 years

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The end of the game / Evaluation

As the project is coming to an end, id like to show my final product, the ups, the downs and the things that I would have done if I had more time.

Things that went well :

The art, All of the art that I did, from not being a previously very good designer. but I suppose I have found not only a passion for doing 2d art, but also found out that with a bit of practice, I'm not actually half bad at it. I made my entire level by hand, from the ground you walk on to the background, crystals, rock the enemy ai and anything else you can see. The tile map I had originally found very awkward to work with, but like I said with a bit of practice I was able to make it work and eventually I was able to import it into unreal after a long time and start building the level I have now. When I was making my squid enemy, I had originally thought I had failed with the sprite sheet, this is because the squid's tentacles were too far out, meaning that they would not fit into the grid. But as of today with some help I have fixed it and it has been added to the game making it a better experience and also slightly more challenging.

Coding / Functions, all of my functions surprising went very well considering this was my first project, of course I finished them with a lot of help but nevertheless I'm surprised most if not all of my coding worked! the most recent thing I did being - making the enemy ai so when the plyer hits the collision box of the ai it will teleport back to the start of the level, this is done by having an event start, then check that the collision was between the ai and the character, and if it is true, teleport it back to the beginning. I did the same thing will death boxes on the ground in the pits that you fall in. Something else that I did which I was very proud of was making a Triger which will but down 2 doors in different areas at the same time, so the player is unable to go back the way that they came to get more coins. This is done by : setting the trigger as untouched, this means that when touched, it wont be able to trigger again. then, when the player collides with it, the trigger checks that that it was a player who collided with it, then it goes through a timeline to make the door go down or, (because I did it in two different ways) the other door will translate up 450 pixels and from there, they cant be changed or can go back, meaning you cant completely shut yourself out.

This that could be improved or added for next time -

Audio, I was unable to add audio because I spent too much time on the game itself, building it, coding etc. I didn't end up having enough time to add it. I feel as if the game is slightly a let down without it and I wish I had the chance to add it now. I was going to add a some kind of remix of the subnautica start menu music, this is because it is a beautiful kind of ominous.

Death animation, Unfortunately while making the animations, i had completely forgotten about the death animation and it went right over my head. This means that I had never actually made it. Although, with the way that you die in the game, I don't think that it would have been seen, I may have been able to add a delay to the teleportation, but it may have looked strange.

Animations, Personally I think that the animations looked slightly rushed or just bad in general, the jump animation was unfinished but became the final product because of the time restraint. the idle animation wasn't the best it could be. I think that all of the animations could have been heavily improved.

Overall everything ended up going great! I really enjoyed making the project, it really helped me learn a bunch of new things that I most likely would not have known before. As-well as this I cannot wait for the next project being an FPS.

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peterrparrkerr · 3 years

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Size difference - read on ao3

Tagging: @just-things-things @thegreenmetblue @someonepostedart @andacheesyoneliner @bluestarker @lilcoffeecup @useless-fanfictions-for-mcu @tnpt @sarcastich @nerdylocksandthethreebears @carelessannie @moodystark @peterparkerbingo

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"Being on top isn't that hard," Peter scoffed playfully, bringing a spoonful of his sugary cereal to his mouth.

Tony couldn't help but smirk at that, amusement twinkling in his eyes at the surety of Peter's words.

"No?" He asked -challenged.

Peter shook his head. "I could do it."

"You think you could top me?" Tony grinned, raising an eyebrow. "You're cute."

Peter gave an indignant huff, shoveling more cereal into his mouth before setting the spoon into his bowl and pointing a finger at Tony.

"M'not cute," he started. Tony would've argued the contrary, but the boy continued. "And I could totally top you. I've been topped enough to know how to do it."

"Theres a difference between being topped and topping, sweet thing," Tony chuckled, cutting into his eggs.

"Have you ever bottomed?" Peter asked, chewing his cereal. Tony thinks its Captain Crunch, but he's not big on the brands.

"A few times," Tony shrugged. "When I was your age."

Peter rolls his eyes at that, pointing his spoon at Tony. "If you can bottom, then I can top."

Tony smirks at that. How does he tell Peter he wasn't cut out for it? He was much too soft for topping. The poor thing slips off into sub space far too often to ever really enjoy taking control in that way.

But, Tony also knows Peter. Knows he won't stop pestering about it until Tony agrees to let the boy try.

Which is what he does.

"Okay, you can be on top tonight," Tony said with a smirk. He wasn't opposed to the idea of bottoming, and he could always guide the boy in the right direction.

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That night, Tony spent some time in the shower, stretching himself on his fingers, cleaning himself out for his boy. Its strange, the feeling of his fingers in his ass familiar but also foreign.

He hadn't done this since his days in college, when he was still figuring out his preferences.

He spent extra time getting himself stretched, wanting to make it easier on the both of them. Peter wasn't large by any stretch of the imagination. He was shorter than average and a little thinner than most, but Tony wanted to be prepared.

Once finished, Tony turned off the shower and towel dried himself before making his way into the bedroom he shared with Peter.

The little thing was already looking excited as he crawled to the edge of the bed, smiling at Tony as he got closer.

"You ready?" Tony asked softly, smirking down at the boy as he ran fingers through soft curls. Peter's eyelashes fluttered, his head tilting into Tony's touch.

Peter nods, grin pulling at the lower lip he's suckling on. Oh, Tony can't wait to see Peter out of his element.

"Okay," Tony hums, removing his hand -smirking when Peter scowled. "You're in control, sweet thing."

Peter blinked, looking slightly lost, before that excitement had him near wiggling out of his clothes -all while kneeling on the bed.

"Okay, lay down," Peter said. The smile Tony wore felt permanent as he did as told, indulging Peter in his little stint with topping.

The towel around Tony's hips was yanked open by eager little fingers. Tony couldn't help but hum approvingly as Peter sucked his length into the sweet warmth of his mouth.

Tony was much larger than Peter in every sense. Taller, built broader. Peter was fairy-like. Ethereal and so tiny he was usually mistaken for a teenager.

The boy sat so prettily between Tony's knees, sucking at the first three inches of Tony's cock while his hands worked on the other three. His fingers barely overlapped.

Tony let his head fall back, enjoying the slight pressure Peter created every time he lifted his head.

"Dont let me cum," Tony murmured. Peter pulls off his cock with a wet noise, eyes blinking at Tony in confusion. Tony smiled. "You want me to cum on that little cock of yours, don't you?"

Peter's cheeks flame hot as he licks at the spit coating his lips before nodding. "Yeah, yeah I want you to cum on my cock."

Tony's smile widens as he spreads his legs, drawing his knees slightly up until his asshole is on show.

"Show me what you got, sweet thing," he encouraged. Peter shuffled closer, looking equal parts overwhelmed and giddy.

"Take your time," Tony murmured. Peter gave another little nod before timid fingers felt Tony's hole.

The older lets out a small hum of encouragement, shifting his hips so more of himself was on display.

Peter's fingers were small, he barely felt the intrusion.

"You already stretched yourself?" Peter asked, sounding disappointed.

"Next time you can do the honors, sweetheart," Tony smiled.

"Next time?"

"Its up to you," Tony hummed, feeling Peter fit another finger in. He wasn't really doing much, more exploring, which Tony was fine with.

"Whatcha lookin' for, sweet thing?" Tony chuckled, seeing Peter's eyebrows furrow with concentration.

"Your prostate," Peter huffed. Tony can't help but chuckle again, wiggling his hips.

It takes a little longer before Peter brushes against a spot that pulls a sharp moan from Tony, body jolting with the sudden zing of pleasure.

"There it is," Tony moaned. "Good boy."

Peter let out a noise of his own, high pitched and embarrassed. He continued to rock his fingers into Tony's prostate. God, Tony forgot how good it felt to be stimulated down there.

"How about you use your pretty little cock," Tony suggested, feeling himself draw tight like the string of a bow.

"I know you want to," Tony murmured. "Know you want to know how it feels to top me. You want to feel in control, huh, sweet thing?"

Peter keens as he pulls his fingers free and wipes them on the towel under Tony. He crawls forward and drops onto Tony's chest, their mouths meeting seconds later.

Tony doesn't lick inside. Doesn't dominate the kiss in anyway. This is Peter's show.

Peter's hesitant at taking control of the kiss. Tony knows the boy wants Tony to take charge, but the older is curious to see how far Peter's willing to go before he begs for it. Before he gives up.

"You gonna get your cock in me, or just rut against my belly?" Tony asked, smirking against Peter's lips.

Peter pulls back. "Gonna get my cock'n you," he murmured, climbing off of Tony and reaching for the lube they keep in the nightstand drawer on Tony's side.

It takes Peter a little longer to pop the cap open and wet his cock, but Tony lays patiently. Peter then drops the bottle onto the bed after clicking the lid closed.

He wiped his hand on the towel again before looking at Tony.

"Go on, baby," Tony nods. "Gonna line yourself with my entrance, and then all you gotta do is roll your hips forward. You can do that, can't you?"

Peter gives a mute nod, throat clicking as he swallows. Tony smiles as he shuffles even closer, getting his thighs under Tony's until the older's ass is practically joined at the bend of Peter's waist.

"There you go," Tony praised, pulling his legs up a little higher. He's not as flexible as he used to be. He'll never be able to bend in half the way Peter can, but he gives the boy enough room to work with.

Peter's already gone a little soft in the eyes at Tony's encouragement. He slips into such a pliant little thing so easily.

But he must really want to prove to Tony that he can top, because he reaches down to fist his cocklet, pressing the head to Tony's hole before pushing in.

"Oh," Peter whimpers, breath hitching as he rolls his hips forward until he's completely sheathed.

"Feels good, doesn't it, sweet boy?" Tony hums. "You like the feel of your cock in my ass? Feels so warm, hmm?"

Peter shuffles even further forward, making sure he wont slip out of Tony as he begins to hitch his hips back and forth.

"Y-yeah," Peter moans, high pitched and keening.

"Lean forward," Tony urged softly. "Hands on my chest, there you go. Now try. You feel the difference?"

Peter hummed an affirmative, hips barely leaving Tony's ass as he rocks into the older.

"Look at you," Tony nearly purred. "Such a good boy, doing so well."

And he was. Tony knew he wouldn't be able to cum like this -Peter just shy of his prostate- but he enjoyed it all the same.

Loved watching Peter pant above him, lower lip caught between his teeth to try and stifle the breath leaving his lungs.

Peter whimpers at Tony's words, leaning further down until his head pressed into Tony's sternum. Tony's hands run down his back and sides, pulling shivers from the younger as Peter continued to roll his hips.

"Doing such a good job," Tony hummed, smirking as Peter's hips stuttered.

"Tony," Peter whined, leaning up so his nose was pressing coolly into Tony's collarbone.

Tony felt the wetness of his eyelashes against his skin and curled both arms around Peter's tiny frame.

The boy mewled helplessly, his cock slipping free as he moved his way up Tony's chest, tucking himself into Tony's neck to mouth at his skin.

"Please, Tony," he whimpered, cock pressed between Peter's abdomen and Tony's stomach.

"Oh, sweetheart," Tony hummed sympathetically. "You did so well. I'm so proud of you."

Peter snuffled against his neck st that, wiggling his hips a little.

"You want me to make you feel good, sweet boy?" Tony asked, murmured into Peter's ear.

The boy nods, continuing to mouth at Tony's neck. The older man smiles before rolling them, trapping Peter under his much larger body.

Peter's cock rests glistening against his torso, tip barely reaching halfway to his belly button. Tony quickly fists it, stroking him softly as he murmured softly in his ear.

Peter keened and mewled, chest lifting and hips rolling.

He pulls back, settling his hand further down until his fingers press at Peter's hole. The boy lifts his legs, hips rotating and giving Tony more access.

This is where Peter belongs. This is where he thrives.

"Poor thing," Tony mused, beginning to finger the boy open. "You can't help it, huh?"

One finger, then two. Peter whimpers.

"Can't help that you prefer receiving, huh sweetheart," Tony said, voice dripping with honey as he continued prepping the boy; avoiding his prostate.

"Please, please, I need-" his breath hitches, tears welling in his eyes.

"Need daddy to take good care of you, huh, sweet little thing?" Tony continued, reaching for the bottle of lube with his free hand.

"Yes," Peter sobbed, head thrown back as his hips roll against Tony's fingers.

"Alright baby," Tony hummed, removing his fingers and slicking himself up. "Such a good boy for me."

Peter wailed when Tony slipped inside, stretching him wide open. Tony smirked, rolling his hips softly, each time pressing in just a little further than the last.

"Such a good top for me," Tony sang, leaning forward to press kisses along Peter's jaw and neck. "But an even better bottom, hmm."

Peter nodded, breath hiccuping and wet as Tony impaled the boy on his cock.

Only when Tony was fully seated inside Peter did he lean back, looking down at his boy.

He groaned at the sight of his own cock pressing along the skin of Peter's belly, a grossly large overshadow to Peter's cocklet.

Tony watched as he pulled back. Watched the tip of his cock under Peter's skin drag closer to Peter's belly button before he snapped forward.

Peter's little frame moves with the punch of his hips, muscles tightening around Tony at the assault.

"Did you like how warm I felt, wrapped around your little cock?" Tony asked, rolling his hips, watching the bulge in Peter's stomach dance under his skin.

"Thats how you feel, sweet boy," Tony continued, wrapping his hand around Peter's little prick and stroking him in time with Tony's thrusts. "Do you like the feel, Peter? Like your cock stuffed in my ass?"

Peter mewled, back arching.

"L-like your mouth!" Peter sobbed. "Like your mouth better, daddy!"

Tony let out a groan, half in approval and half at the way pleasure slithered down his spine to settle in his balls.

"Such a pillow puppy, aren't you, sweet thing?"

Peter couldn't help but nod frantically, chest heaving as Tony kept the pace brutally even.

"Now we know, don't we?" Tony prompted. "Daddy's always right."

Again, Peter nodded, whining as Tony continued stroking his cocklet.

"Al-always," Peter whimpered.

Tony smirked. "Good boy."

Peter came seconds later, body convulsing through the waves of pleasure, eyes rolling back and mouth hanging open on a long moan that has Tony's balls tighten.

Once he's come down, Tony releases his cock, settling both hands on either side of the boy before pistoning his hips, chasing his own release.

Peter wraps his arms around Tony's neck and the older drops down low, allowing most of his weight to settle against the much smaller boy.

He groans again at the feeling of his cock -so deep in Peter- brushing against his own stomach.

Peter curls his legs around Tony's hips, allowing the older to drive in deeper, desperate little pleas falling into the little space still between them.

Tony cums with a curse wrenching itself from his throat, his hips stuttering to a stop deep inside the boy.

Peter whimpers, gripping onto Tony tightly as he empties himself deep.

Tony settles his mouth along Peter's neck, suckling open mouthed kisses into his skin as he rides the last of his orgasm.

"What a good boy," Tony murmurs. Peter hums as the older slips out with a wet squelch.

He takes the towel to clean the two of them up, then folds it twice and settles it under Peter's rear. The boy usually doesn't go straight to the shower to clean himself, and Tony found it easier to settle the towel down instead of remaking the bed.

He smiles down at the boy, leaning over to kiss at his soft lips before laying down beside him.

"So," he hummed, tracing the soft curve of Peter's stomach. Peter tilted his head up and to the side, peering up at Tony with wide brown eyes.

"How was being on top?"

He can't help but smirk as Peter pulls a face.

"S'not as fun as being on the bottom," he confesses. Tony chuckles and leans forward, pressing a kiss to Peter's pouty lips.

"Told you so."

#marvel #tony stark #peter parker #starker #my writing #ao3 #peterparkerbingo2021 #nff

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𝑆𝑤𝑒𝑒𝑡 𝐶𝑜𝑟𝑟𝑢𝑝𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛-ρ† 2

Pairings: enemy, student, barista!jaemin x student, barista!reader, (very small) taemin x reader

Suggestive, slight angst (you have to squint), fluff

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Warnings: dom!jaemin, brat!reader, brat taming kinda, possessiveness, degradation, praise, thigh riding, choking a lot, pet names, jealousy

a/n : here we go again👨‍🦯

"Is it true? Her and jaemin?" Students whispered amongst themselves and thats all you heard today, wondering why they were even talking about you and him. It was strange really, jaemin was nicer and there were very little pranks and even then, they weren't as bad as what they used to be.

"Y/n! Oh my god I can't believe it!" Yeri jumped with a smile plastered on her face, "Are you and jaemin together?"

You twisted your face in confusion. Is that what people think? "What!? No! Where did you even get that from?" You questioned.

Yeri smirked and leaned closer, "I heard from jeno that you both fucked." She leaned back, "is that true?"

"I- well thats not entirely wrong but what does that have to do with him and I dating?"

"Jaemins been nicer with you and there's rarely ever pranks. I mean, anyone with a brain could tell that something is up." Yeri pointed out. She raised an eyebrow as you glanced around, making sure no one can hear you.

"Okay yes me and jaemin did have sex, but seriously we aren't dating. And I'm just as shocked as you about the way he's acting." You whisper-yelled at your friend. She mouth fell into an 'o' shape as she nodded, then attempted to walk away until you grabbed and brought her back, "wait im missing something." You squinted, "please dont tell me everyone in the school knows."

"Okay I wont." She shrugged and tried to walk away again but your hand gripped her arm tighter, "Ow, did you get stronger?"

"Yeri I'm serious! No one was supposed to know and now everyone knows!" You slowly let go of her and stared at the ground, "i swear Im gonna kill that boy!"

Yeri snickered and patted your shoulder, "Dont you mean fuck him?"

"YERI!!"

Order after order, customer after customer, you began to wear down after a hard days work. Irene stayed for a bit at yours and jaemins station to help since it was so busy. And it still wasn't fast enough for all the orders that just kept coming. It felt like you weren't going to finish and the shop closed at 8:30, it was currently 8:17.

"Ugh why is there so many orders at this time?" Irene groaned from exhaustion, jaemin snickered.

"Just be happy we get payed after this." He said and you all agreed.

Everything seemed to suddenly slow down at the cafe as it was beginning to close. Only a few orders were actually left and after that, you could close.

Irene and jaemin cleaned up the stations. Of course Irene left first afterwards, and you counted the money at the register. And since youve been working here for almost 2 years, counting money was just as easy as walking. But since its been super busy today, it took you a while to count some of the coins. Only once while you counted did you mess up, but you brushed it away and started again.

"Can you be any slower?" Jaemin commented, having just finished his part.

Putting the money away after counting, you put your hands on your hips like a mom scolding her child, "Whats the hurry all of a sudden?"

He only giggled and ruffled your already messy hair, "I wanna spend time with my baby."

You tried your hardest not to blush.

"No way." You swatted his hand off your head.

"And why not?" He quirked an eyebrow as you and him walked to an empty table in the cafe.

"Cuz you told jeno what we did last night and now the whole school knows. I'm kinda mad at you right now." Groaning, you hid your head in your arms trying to avoid his gaze.

You couldnt see him, but you heard the sigh and knew he was pouting at you, buy you didn't bother looking up.

"Why can't I brag about how good you were?" Jaemin questions, leaving you to groan louder.

"This isnt what I wanted..."

The boy shifted in his seat and pulled your head out your arms, his hands holding the side of your cheeks, "then what did you want?"

Your cheeks puffed as you tried to find the right words, "...to not have done what we did last night."

"So you regret it?"

You shrugged.

Jaemin leaned back and stared at you with a cold face. He has a hint as to why youre now suddenly saying this, not only because of him telling his friends, but also because of his past with you. If he wasnt pranking you, he was making fun of you, if it wasn't that, he'd make you flustered with his words or actions. Jaemin was annoying, yes, but your reactions were priceless to him. You got annoyed by jaemin and you hated him. He didnt blame you even after all this.

"I guess im not really mad at you telling him, just more confused on why you had sex with me." You started playing with a strand of fallen hair and waited for his answer.

"I did what I wanted to do from the beginning; fucking you dumb. If you think there's another reason, there isn't." Jaemin crossed his arms with a half smile.

You stopped playing with your hair and glared at him, "No no there has to be more! You're way to nice to me now for that to be it!"

"Do you think I like you?" He suddenly leaned forward. You didnt bother saying anything and sat back in the chair, "Why would I like you?"

Its been a week since your last interaction with jaemin. Literally. Theres been no pranking or anything. It was odd, but you couldn't stop thinking back to what he said when you both were alone in the cafe. Something about that kind of stung. You dont know why but, you thought maybe, just maybe, he'd actually like you. And maybe, jimin was right about about you liking him.

"Hey how was work?" Jimin asked getting up from the couch. You noticed taemin was here too and it wasn't surprising anymore as he's been coming over recently this past week.

"It was a bit busy actually." You smiled, nodding your head in taemins direction to acknowledge him and he smiled in return. Cute.

Jimin came back to his seat on the couch and handed you and taemin a clas of iced tea, "Jaemin didnt do anything again huh?"

You shook your head, "You don't understand how weird this is. Like he completely stopped interacting with me." You sighed taking a sip and seat next to taemin before ranting again, "Wait...oh my god! Did I get played? Was he really just trying to fuck me this whole time?"

"Fu- what?" Taemin zipped his head at you.

"Its a long story-"

"No its not," jimin cut you off, "basically hes kind of a bully to her and hes always doing pranks and saying some provocative things, but magically," he started flailing his hands, "jaemin started being nice, said he wanted to 'fuck her dumb' and then she was in his bed."

"....so you just...let your bully fuck you??" Taemin squinted his eyes at you and you nodded slowly. "Interesting. "

"I dont even know why. Like it just happened." You stuck out your bottom lip and laid you head on taemins shoulder, "I can't believe I did that..."

"It was bound to happen." Jimin sipped his tea.

You lifted your head slightly off of taemins shoulder and stuck your tongue out, "You know what fuck you!"

"You both are like kids." Taemin said, moving to get up.

"Hm?" Jimin looked up from his iced tea, completely obvious to what taemin said and taemin shook his head.

"I need to get back home. Jimin don't stay up too late." Jimin whined at his friend as taemin got up, "y/n, be good." You gave him a thumbs up and watched as the black haired man left.

"Jimin hes cute." You frowned.

Jimin rolled his eyes, "tell him that next time then."

You rolled over so now you were laying on jimins lap and he gave you a look of disgust, but you ignored it, "Mans is too cute for someone like me to say something."

"Dude he literally called you cute the first day he met you." Jimin said a matter of factly.

"How do you know he wasnt lying?"

Jimin scoffed, "Taemin lying? Thats like me and you dating. It just doesn't go together."

"I dont know if i should be offended or happy." You glared.

"The latter." He averted his eyes from yours and continued watching the show on t.v.

2 classes in and your were already tired. If you hadn't had stayed up so late with jimin, crying over some k-drama, maybe you wouldve gotten a good night sleep. But because of that you looked dead. You didn't even try to look your best this morning, only throwing on a pair of sweats and a t-shirt and brushing your hair back. You thought you looked okay to some extent at least. Maybe not your normal self but at least you were presentable.

There's was only so much you could handle in your class right now too. Trigonometry was definitely not your strong suit and you wondered how you even got in this class.

People were hunched over doing their work and you were struggling with question one. It was a bit embarrassing. You looked to your right for answers but they were just as lost as you, so your left was your next move.

"I dont appreciate you cheating off my paper y/n." Jaemin whispered, making sure the professor didn't hear him.

"Sorry I'm just confused.." you grumbled, placing your pencil down, jaemin gave you a look.

"Maybe if you used your head you'd get it."

"Im not dumb jaemin."

He exhaled and rubbed his face with his hands, "Come over later ill help you."

You looked at jaemins partially completed paper then back at your blank one. You needed this if you wanted to pass but you also didn't want to be with jaemin at the moment and you weren't too sure what tricks the boy had up his sleeve.

"I dont think-"

"It wasnt a question." Jaemin then went back to his work, ignoring whatever protest you had as you were about to open your mouth.

It was at this point you even planned on not going later. The only thing is he really didn't like being disobeyed and you found him a bit scary when mad. It wouldnt be right to miss out on him tutoring you anyway because jaemin was a smart guy. With his help you should be able to pass easily given a few months.

The professor ended class a few minutes early. Jaemin and you both headed to your next class when someone tapped on your shoulder, making you curiously turn around.

"TAEMIN!" you leaped up and hugged the guy around his neck as he giggled with full cheeks. "What are you doing here?"

"I changed colleges since it was closer to where I was living, but I didnt realize you were here too!" He beamed.

Jaemin stood watching you both converse and giggle over small things. He wanted so badly to drag you away from taemin but he knew you weren't going to like him very much after that. But something about the two of you laughing and subtly flirting didnt sit right with him and he didnt know why. It wasnt jealousy because why would he be jealous with you? He didn't care about you in that way. So why was this making him angry?

"Y/n lets go to class." Jaemin interrupted the two of you.

"You can go ill be in shortly." You brushed him off as if he was nothing and began talking with taemin again. Jaemin despised it but listened to you and walked away.

You were happy taemin came to this school because now it gave you a chance to get closer with him. It was definitely the small crush that grew over the week that made you feel like a 14 year old girl whenever he said something remotely sweet.

Taemin and you stood just outside of the classroom door and you gave him a quick hug and good bye before heading into the room with a big smile.

Jaemin stared at you as you walked up the steps to your seat that was a few feet away from him. The smile plastered on your face made jaemin see how much of an impact taemin really had on you.

Seulgi and sana kept glancing back at you, snickering here and there. Something your not fazed by it anymore. Probably them planning another prank or something. You also felt another set of eyes behind you and looked back to see jaemin glaring at the back of your head. Wondering why he was doing that, you crooked your head to the side then faced the front again after not receiving any response from him.

Ten minutes passed and the professor never came. Students were still all around the room talking to each other and the room was noisy. You decided to just ignore everyone and focus on any work you could, everything other than trig. You were saving that for jaemin.

"Hey nana," jaemin looked away from you and gazed up at seulgi who was now standing in front of him, "theres a party later at Wendy's and joys house. You coming?"

You put the pencil down and started biting your nails, wondering what he would actually say, not that he would ditch on you, but still.

"Im working later." He simply said, seulgi rolled her eyes playfully.

"Ill come pick you up after just bring clothes."

Jaemin raised a brow, "ill be too tired to go."

He was starting to get on seulgis nerves as she grit her teeth, "Then ill come over after school."

You scoffed and rolled your eyes wondering why she was trying so hard. Clearly the boy didn't want to go, or at least go with her. You didnt understand how she couldn't see that.

"Can't im helping someone with trig after."

She leaned over his desk, jaemin not really fazed by anything as she kept coming closer, "I have a feeling you're lying nana."

"Why would I lie?" He replied stoic. "Y/n is coming over for help."

Its the way that literally everyone in the room looked back at jaemin and you. Such a weird pair. Now they really would be questioning the two of you.

You anxiously looked back at him, seulgi was up in his face, nose flared, jaemin remained still and not intimidated by her or the class. But you were ready for someone to say something.

"Whats with you and y/n all of a sudden?" Seulgi asked. You could tell she didn't want you to go over his house, that was pretty obvious, but its not like she could stop you.

"Nothing, she just needs help in trig."

The class was still silent, even after a good 30 seconds. Now you just wanted the professor come in and talk about some WW2 stuff so people would ignore this. But your were pretty sure your professor just didn't want to teach and stayed home for the day.

"You dont need to help her." She faked a smile when she glanced back at you. "Shes a smart girl."

Jaemin was just about ready to get up and walk away, "I want to help her pass, now I do believe your seat is over there." he pointed over to the middle row of seats, just a few before yours. Seulgi actually took the hint and walked away. Her eyes were trained on yours and she looked as if ready to say something but decided against it.

God, now you just wanted to leave.

Jaemin placed a notebook and an open textbook on trig in front of you. His eyes watched as you hesitated to do your homework. You would get ready to write then lean back in confusion. For you, something was just not clicking with the whole trigonometry thing. You even started to wonder why you were taking it.

"Look this is what you have to do." Jaemin sat up and took the pencil out of your hand and went through the steps. Despite him being shockingly good at explaining and teaching, you found yourself lost at his words and just started staring at his side profile. Admittedly, you had to say he was pretty. And his lips as he was talking made you hypnotized. They looked soft and you wondered if you'll ever be able to feel them again.

"Repeat what I had just said."

You snapped out of your thoughts and hesitated, looking back at the paper then slowly began going over what you remembered until you started stumbling over your words and then stopped when he placed his hand on your thigh.

Jaemin exhaled loudly, sounding very disappointed in you and the only thing you could do was wait for whatever he had to say, "Why aren't you paying attention to nana?" His voice remained the same, but his nickname was a complete contrast.

"Im sorry I was distracted..."

"Distracted." Jaemin raised an eyebrow, "Theres nothing here to distract you."

Although you wanted to say he's been distracting you, you most certainly didn't and spared yourself the embarrassment.

"Y/n whats distracting you?" Jaemin set aside the pencil and gave you his full attention. Yet you remained silent and let him figure it out himself. But he knew, you were pretty easy to read. This is why he tapped your thigh, trying to get an answer out of you.

"You already know. Why do I have to say it?"

"I wanna hear it come out of your mouth." Jaemin shrugged.

"Jaemin..." you mumbled staring at your blank notebook, "Can we just move on?"

"Say it first." Consequently jaemin only made things worse by moving his hand up and down on your thigh in a taunting manner. One way or another he'll make you flustered.

"Youre clearly the distraction now can we please move on. We only have an hour and a half until work." You blushed.

A playful smirk found its way to his lips as he hummed in agreement. His hand still rested on your thigh and he once again tried explaining the problem in front of you. Granted, your phone went off in the middle of his second attempt of explaining.

"Taemin texted me hold on." You reached to grab your phone but jaemin was faster. He took your phone and threw it on the bed behind him.

"Pay attention." Jaemin had said. But you decided to be a bit stubborn and decided to get up and grab your phone, but jaemin had other plans. Hence why now you were stuck in a death grip on his lap with a hand to your neck. You couldn't see his face, but you knew it was cold. Jaemin didn't like to be disobeyed even for a second. "You only listen to me when I make a move, so do I have to keep you in this position for you to do your work?" You quickly shook your head and tried to wiggle out of his strong grip, but jaemin wouldn't let you go. Particularly because he figured you'd try and grab your phone again, which in that case, wasn't going to happen. If you so desperately wanted to pass, hes going to make you pass. Jaemin doesn't care even if he has to go as far as disciplining you either. As long as you pass, he'll be fine.

"You dont want to disappoint nana right?" You shook your head again. "You have a voice, use it."

"N-no.."

Jaemin hummed and let go of your neck, still keeping you on his lap. "Now be a good girl and listen. This is the last time I'll repeat myself."

So then you listened. Certainly because jaemin would not hesitate in making you regret any decisions you had.

After his third explanation, you understood the whole process a bit more and began doing your work. Jaemin was happy to see you do the problems, only pointing out a few mistakes, but praising you after for getting them right. You'd try your best not to smile or blush by putting your head down or looking away. Jaemin found it cute and couldn't help but smile himself.

"Lets get ready for work." Jaemin tapped your thigh for you to get up then he made his way to the closet to find clothes.

"Do you have a white t-shirt I can use?" You asked and jaemin threw you a shirt. Luckily for you the dress code was white on top, black on bottom so you didn't need to worry about the pants.

The both of you changed swiftly, not really caring about each others presence as you've already seen each other naked.

Without warning, jaemin dragged you out the his car, not bothering to give you a chance to say you wanted to drive yours. And you both were off.

It was a silent car ride besides the soft music playing on the radio. Jaemin kept you occupied with a hand resting on your thigh. He had a nice hand, you weren't gonna lie, but besides you gawking at his hand, it really did keep your mind focused. Not even the streets filled with so much activity could make you stop staring. It came to the point where you ended up grabbing his hand and played with his fingers.

"If you like my hands so much maybe I should use them on you again." Jaemin said, your breathing stopped for a second and you faced him.

"I just... find your hands nice thats all. Nothing sexual nana." You emphasized his nickname with a mocking tone. But in reality it was a very lowkey sexual desire to have him feel you up again, or even finger you. Whatever it was, you didn't want to admit it.

Parking the car, you and jaemin went inside the cafe to find it was again very busy. Irene was at the register helping a customer with their order and when she glanced up, you could've sworn she saw a ghost.

She finished the order and looked between you two, "Am I missing something?" She asked, pointing a finger at you guys as if accusing you, "you never come in together nor even walk inches next to each other."

"Y/n was at my house because I was tutoring her for school, so I drove her here too." Jaemin responded and you nodded in agreement. Still, irene found this crazy.

"Okay...just get to work then..." she squinted her eyes. Jaemin was the first to get to the stations, followed by you who made sure to look at the orders on screen.

After a while of making coffees, teas, and such you decided it was time for a break, so you asked irene if you can just take a seat for a bit to which she said yes.

Only a few tables remained empty, you took one near a window so you could see what was happening outside. Nothing different. Some teenagers fooling around on the sidewalk, couples passing by, and people rushing to get to their jobs. Meanwhile you never noticed someone sitting in front of you until they blew into your ear.

"Ahhh, what the fuck taemin!" Frowning at the sudden intusion, taemin laughed at your shocked face and sputtered many apologies. Many of which you knew he didnt mean.

"How long have you been sitting there?" You leaned over the table asking.

Taemin naturally leaned over too, getting closer to your face, "Just got here." He smiled, "I texted you that I was coming but you never replied."

You pouted in realization that that was when jaemin decided to discard your phone on his bed and not allow you to get it back. "Sorry I was being tutored for trig."

"Its fine." He pinched your cheeks, the smile never left his face once he finally saw a shade of red on your cheeks. Moreover, the two of you kept conversing for about 5 more minutes. Taemin talked about how jimin was bored all day from not seeing you at home so he went over to comfort him. You chuckled at the thought of jimin sadly laying against his friend and playing video games, trying not to feel bored. It made you happy that you had that kind of impact on him, knowing damn well no matter how much he said he said you weren't fun, that was a lie.

"I have to go. I'll make sure to come by later." With that taemin and you stood up and gave each other a hug. What surprised you was the lips on your cheek, giving you a bunch of butterflies in your stomach. "Bye y/n." Taemin winked and walked out the cafe.

Alarmed and flustered by what happened, you steadily walked back to the counter and just stopped there.

One might consider that to be a cute thing to see in a cute little cafe but jaemin thought otherwise and he was quite literally done with this.

"Come here." Jaemin made a finger motion to you and took you to the back of the cafe, away from the bustling people. "Whats with you and that taemin dude?"

"Why do you care?" You tilted your head up at him with a smirk. If you can manage to successfully push jaemins buttons and walk away with it, this would be the best day ever.

Jaemin took your chin in his index and thumb, bringing your face closer, "I asked you a question. I expect an answer."

"I dont have to answer if I dont want to." You tried swatting his hand away from your chin but he only moved down to your neck, causing you to gasp at the sudden squeeze. Basically, jaemin was choking you out of jealousy. "H-hes just m-my friend." You stuttered as you told the truth expecting jaemin to now let go, but he only softened his grip.

"I hate him."

"You dont know him." You mocked back and jaemin lazily rolled his eyes.

"I dont care if I dont know him I hate the fact that hes with you." Jaemin growled, letting your neck go.

You took the chance to let out a laugh at his frustrated face. This was entertaining to you and for once you had the upper hand, "so youre saying you're jealous?"

Roughly, jaemin slammed your back against the building with his face only mere centimeters from yours. You could smell the scent of mint in his breath too. "Maybe I am." Jaemin pushed a knee between your legs. "Shouldnt mess with my girl. And you shouldn't have let him kiss your cheek." Jaemins lips hovered over your lips. His hands harshly gripped your hips, moving you them over his thigh. Hearing the sound of you moaning out in shock, jaemin captured your lips in a kiss, a rough one at that.

His anger was through the roof and he showed that. "Youre mine and only mine. I'm the only one who can touch you like this, kiss you like this." Jaemin kissed down your jaw, still grinding your core on his thigh. You tried silencing your whimpers by biting your hand, but jaemin was quick to stick his fingers in your mouth, causing you to gag and choke.

Without a moments hesitation, jaemin pulled away from your neck to watch you suck around his fingers and he laughed through an angry aura, "If only taemin could see how much of a slut you are for me, maybe he would back off." You whined around his fingers and he pushed deeper down your throat. Your hips stuttered a bit, but kept moving forward, trying to get more friction.

"Such a stupid little girl for nana." Jaemin ruthlessly began fucking your throat with his fingers, "Are you gonna cum out here? What if somebody walks out and sees?" Your eyes rolled back and jaemin hummed still keeping the pace with his fingers and helping you move your hips. "Aww but I bet you wouldn't care. Since your so eager to cum and all." You gripped his wrist becoming more and more desperate to reach your high. Indeed you were so close that you started seeing stars, but jaemin pulled his thigh and fingers away.

"Were you about to cum?" He laughed in your face sadisticly. Your face heated up in embarrassment. "Stupid girl."

Cooing at your red face, jaemin brought you into another kiss, much softer than before but enough to know who's in charge.

"Lets get back to work, yeah?" Jaemin tapped your cheek with his two fingers and walked away leaving you hot and bothered.

Naturally you wouldve followed but you literally almost came in your pants just outside of your work. What were you thinking letting jaemin do that to you? And why did he have such an affect on you to the point that you forgot about what happened with taemin. You couldn't stand out here any longer and went inside. Jaemin was calm as if you didn't almost just get off on his thigh and sucked his fingers off. God this boy was doing something to you and you couldn't take it!

Working next to him seemed even more difficult. You were a hot mess, plus you were horny and honestly jaemins existence wasn't helping. And now, especially now, you realized that lasting until 8:30 was going to be a train wreck.

The school day was normal, yeri was hyper as always and cracking jokes making you spit out your banana milk. And her constant teasing about jaemin was nothing different. Of course you told her what happened the other day, she's your best friend, and she was blown away. Yeri wasn't expecting such news to be dropped on her like that and you couldnt blame her, only shrugging your shoulders and sipping your banana milk.

Stopping mid sip, you saw the boy you were subtly looking for; jaemin. Your reason? Well even you didn't know but your for sure were going to come up with something.

For the past few days jaemin never left your mind. Even when you saw him he always lingered. You could say you missed him. Besides that, taemin was never on your mind anymore. Just jaemin. It was like your mind needed him.

So you got up from your seat, yeri looked up confused and watched as your legs took you to your destination. Your heart was beating rapidly and you weren't even sure how this would go. Either you'll die from embarrassment or be the happiest girl alive. It was the anticipation.

You sucked in a deep breath once you got to him, jaemin peered up at you with curiosity, some other students even found your boldness interesting, until you spoke, "Wanna go out with me?"

#nct smut #nct #nct 127 #nct dream #nct u #wayv #nct 2020 #na jaemin smut #na jaemin #jaemin #jaemin nct dream #na jaemin nct #kpop smut #kpop

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kill-the-rockstar · 3 years

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Ma Cherie (Remington Leith x Gender Neutral!Reader)

A/n - Guess who made all the pronouns they/them only to realise Ma Cherie is a feminine term! Please don't read it if you think anything might trigger you, stay safe :)

I'll leave this up incase people want to come back to it, but I no longer support Palaye Royale.

Summary: Remington feels as though Y/N doesn't want him any more, little does he know they've been feeling the same

Requested by: @royal-wars

Warnings: insecurities, self doubt, brief self harm reference

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I can't seem to make you smile anymore / What happened to the dresses you wore before / I see you drifting away from me / Ma Cherie / Time wont be enough to make you even fall in love with me (Ma Cherie, Palaye Royale)

Remington had felt like something was off for a few weeks now.

Y/N had been acting differently for the last few months, kissing him less, shying away from his touch, and they'd been dressing differently too.

Usually their style could rival his in terms of extravagance, with flamboyant dresses and frock-coats he often begged to borrow, but recently they'd been sticking to oversized t-shirts and sweatpants.

He felt as though they were falling out of love with him, and it pained him to live with that knowledge every day. The pang in his chest each time they found a reason not to kiss him, or turned away from him when they lay in bed getting worse every time as he convinced himself that they didn't want him anymore.

It was when they stopped sitting on the same sofa as him that he brought it up.

"What's going on Y/N?" he asked, their head shooting up to look at him where he now stood in front of them.

"What do you mean?" they mumbled, playing with the zip on their hoodie.

"You've been acting strange for weeks, you won't even go near me anymore.. have I done something wrong? Do you... Do you not want to be here... Be with me anymore?" He questioned, finally getting out the words he'd been going over almost every night for two weeks.

They stood up, moving towards him, but stopping just out of reach.

"I love you. You haven't done anything wrong.. I just-" they cut themself off, stepping away a little, shaking their head and putting their hands in their pockets, as Remington longed to pull them close. "If I say, you'll just say I'm being stupid so there's no point."

Tears began to fall down their face as their hands began to bunch the fabric of their hoodie to stop from scaring their skin.

Giving in, Remington walked towards them tentatively, silently begging that they wouldn't step away, and held out his hands for theirs.

"I won't. I promise, I won't say anything of the sort, okay? But I've spent the last fortnight thinking you wanted to break up with me, and.. I just want to know what's been going through your head sweetheart. I just want to know.."

They placed her hands in his limply, but didn't look him in the eyes.

"I've got it into my head that I'm not good enough for you. Cuz I look like shit and I feel like shit and you're this big rockstar following your dreams and I'm unemployed and even when I was I want anything interesting, I... I'm not who you should be with. "

Gently, he pulled them to him and they slowly wrapped their arms around his skinny frame.

They stood there for a while, quietly revelling in the others presence, Y/N crying and Remington kissing their head every so often.

Finally he broke the silence to say "I love you. I love you, ma cherie, more than you'll ever believe... and I'm sorry that I-"

He hesitated, and decided to start over, "I'll tell you more often, and I'll show you as much as I can until you start to realise it's true... I think we both need to work on not getting into our heads so much, but we'll get there. But I do love you, I love every part of you."

The room fell quiet again, the only sounds the couple's quiet breaths and the ticking of the cat shaped clock on the mantlepiece that Remington had brought back for Y/N on his last tour, knowing they'd appreciate it.

He pulled away from the embrace a little to look Y/N.

"Let's get dressed up," he suggested with a smile, "like, propper, full on, vampire dressed up. We could go out for dinner or get takeout or just walk around for a while but I think we'd both feel a bit better if we did."

Y/N smiled back - God he'd missed their smile - and nodded, following him upstairs to their bedroom with their hands still joined.

And so they emerged an hour later to walk around their neighbourhood and watch the sunset, still not magically perfect, but a whole lot happier than they'd both been when the day began, and dancing under the streetlights that lit up their path when the sun came down.

#remington leith imagine #Remington leith x reader #palaye royale #remington leith #palaye royale imagine #Palaye Royal x reader

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doctorguilty · 2 years

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since my last two rounds as surv on the ptb were against fucking. hillbilly??? I decided to finally try out some ghostface and like. honestly contrary to popular believe from whiny people who think gf "didnt need a buff" he's arguably HARDER to play now, not in a bad way but like, I feel there's MORE skill required to manage his power

cause like firstly, they tweaked the reveal mechanic a ton so like, revealing him is not so bugged on the surv end where like you can be looking directly at him and the game wont register it. it seems to work like, very well, having me playing as him and playing a good 3 matches against him in my ptb trial yesterday. also there's "Reveal progression now regresses over time if a Survivor loses line-of-sight (used to be lost completely immediately)." which no one whining about him is talking about but my GOD this change is rough as ghostface

secondly like, I Get a lot of what's going on with the addons now, like even the ones that seemed strange (like survs on hook take 3 seconds to reveal etc ) because given the improved reveal mechanics. the object of the game is HEAVILY like, stay in night shroud as much as physically possible and that's easier said than done

I'm already forgetting the exact numbers for his pre-patch add ons but like basically 100% of the time ghostface brings 1 shroud recovery add on (usually the pen), and then sometimes they'll stack a second shroud recovery add on with it, if they're not gonna go with the drop leg or or monocular.

Well you can't do that now, you get ONE standard shroud recovery option (matchbook for 6 seconds) and/or a conditional one insta recharge which is either the wallet (breaking pallet or wall) or the tape (basic attack putting surv into dying), or the cinch straps (whiffing doesnt break shroud)

my first test run I just used brown addons and got like whiplash from how easily I was getting revealed, got a good 0 kills lmao......... second test run I tried drivers license (unchanged) and the wallet, didn't get much use out of the license I feel but the wallet proved VERY useful I like that one a lot, cause like, basically yeah anytime you're broken out of shroud (which is. significantly more than in the past), the cooldown is gonna hurt

I've yet to try more combos but the choice making is definitely harder than it seems on paper and I feel the devs kinda sculpted him into the killer he was conceptualized as--EXTREMELY reliant on his stealth and the player's utilization of the map itself which was something talked about in his development video, it's why you mark faster if you lean + stalk like he's meant to be very blended in with the environment and like a quasi jumpscare

honestly my biggest frustration is, as much as I appreciate him getting new chase music its WAY to fucking loud and I can barely hear where the surv is going, which is like OOF when I rely so much on audio cues which is like!! very in spirit of the character like hello,,,,, lower the volume pls ;;;;;; I'm not the only one with that opinion though :( hopefully the devs take some constructive criticism on that

but YEAH anyway like. those are my general first impressions, like its not a nerf, but it's also not quite the enormous buff people believe it is. its very much to me like, refining the character into the vision the devs originally had for him which just comes with some pros and cons and having to adapt to it! I dont dislike it, I'm so happy he got his addons reworked like I've wanted that for SO LONG, just defs a challenge to re-master him

...also while he did get a little buff against loops I'm thinking ......... he might struggle more with swfs than he previously did e_e not 100% certain yet but. kinda have a bad feeling about it given the reveal mechanic tweaks

#seth speaks #seth plays deebeedee

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zuffer-weird-girl · 4 years

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"GET A BREAK!" You yelled while trying, miserably but trying, to pull on your boyfriend's arm while he still readed his papers while tapping his pen on the table as if you weren't about to born a sin (haha references).

"Chisaki Kai I SWEAR TO GOD-!" you almost tripped while he only got his arm back while you glared daggers at him.

He finally looked at you. Monotonous as ever while he arched an eyebrows in mockness.

"Did you say something angel of mine?" You gasped in offense before crossing your arms and standing in front of him.

"So. You wont get up?" You pouted as he sighed and rolled his eyes.

"I still have work to do."

"Fine then!" You puffed and left his office, not really angry at him, but you still wanted to give him a lesson "Just remember! You asked for that!" You pointed a finger towards him before closing his office door as he stood in awestruck when you left.

You... usually would pester him enough to make him get up and relax with you. This was quite oddly strange... he shook his head with a sigh and tried to regain back his focus on the work.

... all in vain.

It didn't even passed half of an hour and he was growling at the huge amount of time he supposed he had expended it on his papers.

... maybe a break couldn't hurt. It was just taxes anyway. Pops wouldn't mind it if he left those for tommorow. He could just even switch paperwork to just deal with old dealers... he was better on this anyway.

He got up with a sigh and stuffed his hand on hid pocket as he scratched a bit the back of his head while making his way to the living room.

Although he spotted a huge mess of pillows, some chairs and a blanket on the top of it ad you settled sone snacks inside if whatever you had constructed with a smile. The whole place you moved while you picked up the remotes of the tv mumbling something before just poof! You just slide in back to inside of the thing you did.

"... (Y/n)?" He aproached with a uncertain look with a mix of annoyance and curiosity. You poked your head out with a "hmm?" While he still tried to process what you had done.

"What is this mess?" He asked in annoyance and eyes already narrowing while you only smiled at him.

"A pillow fort! I even put some lights and cushions inside to be even more comfortable."

"... what even is that?"

You widened your eyes before shocking your head in mockness while saying 'tsk tsk"

"Kai my love you didn't enjoyed much the pretty things of childhood."

"Whatever." He spoke bluntly "If this is something of your childhood, then how many years do you think you have now?"

"Excuse me sir, but there is no age that provide someone to make a pillow fort." You spoke with a cheeky smile while he rolled his eyes.

"Just clean this up whe you're done with.. did you brought food there?" He asked with annoyance as you shrugged and showed him some of his favorite sweets.

"Yeah! A movie night!"

He thought for a moment before looking between the tv and you before coughing on his hand.

"Wouldn't be better if you my dearest, take a place along with me on the couch and enjoy our night?" He asked with a bit of smoothness and a low voice with a smirk beneath his mask.

"No." You smiled at his face falling.

"You are a brat." He sighed "You will just stay on the ground?"

"Yep. With all these pillows I will just enjoy myself."

"... You know, I'm on my break. We could use some time together since you're always begging for it."

You smiled at sieng you were almost getting what you wanted. Chisaki refused to show his vulnerable side kost of the time and swore with the two foot glued that he didn't care neither needed affection... but his pale face and ears covered with that pink showed everything as his golden eyes stared back at yours.

But you needed more than that.

"Hm... I will just stay here for the night hun. I'm okay." You answered as he huffed, pinching the bridge of his nose before sighing.

"Fine then. I will just enter this atrocity. I hope those things are washed and clean." He crouched down but you tsked again, shocking your finger to each side in front of Kai's face.

"No no mister. This fort is special and has one rule about it." He arched one eyebrow as if to ask you silently what it was "No workaholics allowed."

"Just let me in brat." He growled while you stubbornly closed the sheets as he huffed. "I can just break this then."

"Do that and say bye bye to me on our bed." He widened gis eyes at that before he just pulled the covers just a bit to see your face.

"Say the password and I might let you in." You smiled while he sighed.

"I ma not playing your games (Y/n)." He deadpanned while you made a sound of error, showing him two of your fingers "Stop that-" another sound and only one finger up while you giggled.

He narrowed his eyes at you at that before gritting his teeth together.

"If you dont let me in here and fucking cuddle with you I will just tear this fort apart."

"Close enough." You giggled while opening your arms at him, he sighed and got into that and laying beside you and hugging your waist to pull you close to him.

"Pretty comfy uh?" You smiled at him as he only nuzzled his face on the crook of your neck while mumbling some words as you carresed his hair between your fingers "Any movie on mind?"

"... documentary."

"That's just boring." You pouted as he sighed, holding you a bit tighter.

"Whatever you want... I will just close my eyes a bit."

You hummed before he got up to pull his mask down to plant his lips on yours on a sweet kiss before returning to his original place.

"Okay... sleep well my devil."

You felt warm in your chest ass he only kissed the part of your neck and mumbled your nickname "angel" aling with the three words he evicted talking about.

"I love you too." You hummed as his breath slowed down a bit.

"... what is this?!" Pops almost shouted before he lifted the covers and found Chisaki snoring softly as (Y/n) breathed in and out while something played on the Tv.

"Oh." He chuckled "is you both." He smiled at sieng how Kai was peaceful at once while you snored on his chest.

He decided to leave you both alone, smilling at how pure was the scene of two young adults inside on what was suppose to be a pillow fort.

#bnha #bnha villains #bnha characters #bnha x reader #bnha imagine #chisaki kai #chisaki kai x reader #overhaul x reader #overhaul #zuffer writings

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boneswriteswords · 4 years

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And I'm not good giving ideas or prompts but mmmmmmmmm.... First kisses for Raphael or Leonardo and it's their s/o the one who initiated it???

A/N: Okay so I tried to keep it short but apparently I can’t do that. Thank you nonnie for sending this in. I appreciate it.

I picked Raph because I haven’t written for him in a while.

Unbeta-d and probably horrible because I did not beta this and writing was more of a stream of conscious sort of thing so read at your own risk.

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It was a regular night.

Briefing for patrol. Patrol. Stopping a couple bad guys. Finishing patrol. Arguing with Leo over some stupid nitpicky thing. Stopping in to see Y/N as she closed up shop at 2am. Taking her home - part of the way on the tops of buildings with her tucked safely against him and the rest on the sidewalk below with her beside him. They had done this same routine for over a year, the night the same as the hundreds that came before it. He took the same path to her place so often that he is surprised that he can’t see his footprints embedded into the concrete.

And yet, tonight, something felt off. He couldn’t put his finger on it but there was something in the line of her shoulders and downward tilt of her mouth that concerned him, tension curling in his shoulders. Something has changed, if not their routine.

At first, he thinks that maybe it's because he is off. He thinks of the static building inside of him that makes every touch between them - every tiny brush of her fingers as she grips onto him, every bump of her shoulder as they walk - feel like lightning is hitting him. The touches linger for long minutes after they’ve ended.

She is lodged under his skin, a simmer wil-o-wisp flickering as it jumps from vein to vein.

And he is scared that she knows.

That she somehow found out about the thoughts that turn him over in his bed, wound up and unable to sleep. The thoughts that he spends most of his waking life trying to ignore because the suffocating sort of hope that he is prone to feeling is distracting and he doesn’t think he could stomach talking to Splinter about his inability to focus.

If he was alone, he’d allow himself a few moments of self-pity, complaining about the cards he was dealt in this life and his inability to turn them around in his favor. He’d curse his form, his differences. He’d mourn for the life he never got to live.

But he wasn’t alone. Y/N was with him, walking less than a foot away from him but still a hundred miles in the distance. She was smiling now though, the faintest upturn of colored lips, and he ached.

“You alright?” he asked before he could stop himself, “You’ve been quiet all night. I was expecting the next installment of “Why wont my manager fire Nathan?”

She laughs and the sound rings through him. The blocks are quickly disappearing under their feet.

“Just thinking is all,” she responds, nudging him with her shoulder. He nudges back.’

“About what?”

“How to get Nathan fired,” she jokes, leaning into him and he can tell she is back in the present completely. Her grin is brighter and he can’t help but grin back. He knew she was lying. Something was weighing on her heavily but he knew she wouldn’t talk about it until she was ready.

The light from the street lamps cling to the line of her jaw, down the hollow of her throat, to rest on the edges of her collarbones. He wonders what it would be like to touch it. Would the light cling to him too? Or would it run from him?

He chooses not to respond but she nudges him again, adjusting her walk so she is touching him as much as she can while they walk, gravitating around him. His skin still feels electrified and he doesn’t want the sensation to stop. His brain is screaming at him to do the smart thing and take a step away from her, pull away so the static stops but his body disobeys. The hope valiantly tries to claw its way to the surface and he attempts to bury it in the hollow of his chest again.

The silence that falls between them feels significant.

It feels like its building.

It feels like it's waiting for them to do something about it, taunting them with its weight.

He knows she feels it too.

So he takes a breath, swallowing in an attempt to say Y/N’s name again, but before he can, she stops. He almost stumbles forward with the abruptness of her pause, only just realizing that they’ve made it to their destination.

His hope deflates like a balloon that hasn’t been tied off. Raph wasn’t a believer of fate, not in the way Donnie or Leo are, or in pre-established choices, like Mikey, but there is a sense that he’s missed a chance he will never have again. He keeps the disappointment off his face, the collapse can consume him later.

He wouldn’t let her see that.

Y/N swings her hand a little, her fingertips brushing the outside of her hands in the sweetest of touches.

It feels like a snapped wire against his skin, sparking dangerously.

“It was a nice night. I had fun,” she says quietly and it sends a cacophony of thoughts through his head. It’s not something she would normally say to him when he took her home. It's not part of the routine. This part usually consisted of a smile, a hug, some variation of ‘good night,’ and him watching her enter the building before climbing up to make sure she got inside her apartment.

This is different.

It also didn’t make any sense.

“Yeah?” he answers once it becomes clear she is waiting for a response from him, “I -uh….”

“Yeah,” she interrupts, her eyes darting to meet his eye for a brief moment, “I always have fun with you.’

It feels like he swallowed his tongue. He tries to make his body move but it’s frozen. He can feel his heart stutter and pound and the blood rush from one place to the next and he can’t focus-

She pulls away, the smile still on her face, and starts up the stairs. He says something back but he isn’t sure what. It sounded garbled and distorted and he is fine with leaving it a mystery because he’d rather devote the brain power to watching her walk up the stairs. He didn’t have to justify why to anyone but if he did, he’d say he just wanted to make sure she got in the building ok. The stairs were a bit crooked too. She could trip and fall.

Yeah it sounds like bullshit in his head too but he knew the whole “I can’t bring myself to move because I’m too much a love-struck fool to move.”

Y/N pauses by the entrance, keys in hand - he can see them glittering, catching the light from the doorway. He’ll continue on the routine as normal and try to convince himself that nothing about tonight was anything different than all the others on the way home. He’ll put it out of his mind as best he can until tomorrow night, when he picks her up from work again.

She remains still for a few moments, head bowed and he wishes he could see her face. He wants to know why she’s stopped. He wants to know why tonight feels so different. He wants to know why it feels like he’s going to collapse and reform in the middle of a New York street. The longer she pauses, the more it feels like the sidewalk has consumed his feet. He is rooted down, no longer in control of his body.

He watches as she turns around, keys back in her pocket, and comes back down the steps, faster than when she went up them and it feels like all the air has disappeared from his lungs.

So, when she’s back by his side, hand reaching up to tug him down to her level, whispering “Please?”, all he can do is nod. He’s wide-eyed when he feels her lips on his, the hope inside of him crashing against his insides in victory and relief as her hands come to land on his cheeks.

He leans into it completely, arms wrapping around her waist and pulling her bodily against him and tilting his head to deepen the kiss until there are colors flashing beneath his eyelids. Her lips are soft and smell like vanilla and he chases the taste of her, running his tongue along her lips until she lets him in. She sighs against his mouth and it almost knocks him to his knees.

A small eternity later and she pulls away, looking small and awestruck and a bit dazed. She has the same look she gets when she gets stuck in a sentence because she can’t think of the right word. He’s smitten.

“I wish I had done that sooner,” she says, voice nothing more than a wisp, moving her hands over his cheeks and down his neck, the static crackling as she does. Her eyes are roaming all over his face, looking for any sign that she overstepped. He could see the thoughts swirling behind her eyes, the perceived consequences of her boldness weighing sullen and heavy.

“Me too,” he rasps, tugging her back into another kiss before she could doubt herself.

By the time she makes it to her apartment, he’s lost count of how many times they’ve fallen back into each other, murmuring that they need to stop. Parting seemed to hurt her as much as it did him and her reluctance to let him go sent him into a fit of giddiness. He’s grinning as he watches her enter her apartment and slide down the door, her fingers pressed to her lips as she giggles.

Tonight was strange, he decides as he climbs up to the roof and jumps to the next building. There is new energy in his body.

But it's safe to say that this break in routine was the best thing that ever happened to him. He couldn’t wait until tomorrow.

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#ask #teenage mutant ninja turtles #tmnt #raphael #raph #raphael x reader #tmnt imagine #My writing

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gooeykit · 3 years

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There's a lot I don't like about how Bat & Lin aged and matured. I'm working on rewatching season 1 so that I can finish season 2 so I don't know all there is to know abt what goes on with them, and that is not an invitation to tell me, but even with my limited knowledge I'm both upset with was and wasn't done with them.

Long ramble ahead and some spoilers if you care

Bat is easily one of my most beloved characters from maybe any piece of media, so it's only natural that I've put some amount of thought in him over others. First and foremost, he's a mechanic and general handyman, he built his own dunebuggy and has been shown with tools of his own machinations as well. Of my browsing of fotns2, this is basically entirely ignored, hell it isnt till later iterations of his adult design that he has his iconic goggles again. I wont get into the convenience of finding viable clothing or even fabric in the midst of the nuclear fallout due to it being fiction as well as there being instances of thriving agriculture enough to make new thread and fabric, but it also generally isn't a fitting design for him. It's all to regal and fails to bring up notable parts of his character. Not that what was formerly part of his character is still there which is another complaint of mine, none of what I'd seen of him had been ... him. From someone who used to be rude, playful, scheming, demanding, blunt, charismatic and constantly in favor of easier choices, turning into some mild mannered, pseudo-stoic faux pas adult is just strange and it isn't really him. Again, I dont even think they utilize his past as a mechanic and handyman even for the most offhanded things.

Lin starts off as already being an underutilized character but she has her moments and exists in prominent scenes within the original story and there is stuff to build off of with what she had but again, there is a total disregard for that. I do think that she had potential to even be the strong and silent type of character more akin to Ken albeit much more outspoken in words rather than actions, I understand that it was the 80's and 90's and that it was largely unpopular to have women be more than the man's lucky token and fotns, especially 2, doesnt meet any gold standard, but come on man 😭 she gets a long lost twin who is a princess, abducted acrossed the sea and given amnesia, probably more im forgetting or am yet to see but wtf. With her design, I do have my gripes about convenience and also that it's stupid. Why is her armor pink and purple, whats with her gay ascot, I could go on.

My biggest issues are how they're handled together as adults, like mainly with the romance because first and foremost, they are siblings even if they are adoptive. Secondly, as kids its very easy to notice they have a big age gap, Lin could be anywhere from 6-8 and Bat could be 13-15 which at the minimum leaves a 5 year age gap and at most 9. In fotns2, Lin could be in her early 20s while Bat is either almost or already in his 30s.

I'm still largely getting into fotns what with only having watched the 80s anime, so I'm unsure if anything was ever retconned at all and if Bat and Lin's love plot was even in the manga, but my god..

#notart #gooeytalks #fotns #batt #lin

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justanotherlifeff · 3 years

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Levi Ackerman × reader

Genre: Angst, Hurt/comfort, Fluff, matured themes, slowburn

Warning: There's mentions and descriptions of underage rape and suicidal themes and self harm. DETAILED SMUT IN THIS CHAPTER

(Y/N) POV

Levi and I were on horseback with the military police recruit on our way to the hospital. Everything from last night still felt like a dream. I realised how wrong I was about sexual matters. Dirty thoughts spread across my mind just as I was thinking about last night and I had to fight off a blush. "We should talk to Erwin about everything. Specially after that stunt you pulled in the bar last night." I heard Levi mutter to me as I looked at him to see that he brought his horse closer to mine. "Okay" I replied shortly. The fact that he wanted to say about us to uncle Erwin was getting me nervous. Heck, I wasn't even used to calling him just by his name yet. I knew that he had better judgement though.

We were the first ones to arrive at the hospital. Hanji and Moblit were late. "Erwin, I would've killed you in coma if you woke up any later. I'm tired of the extra paperwork." Levi stated sourly to uncle Erwin as we entered the room. Uncle Erwin smiled and said, "I knew you would Levi. I am grateful for your help. I assume you and Hanji managed everything well while I wasn't there?". When the military police cadet saluted and went off, he said blandly, " Yes we managed the meetings, Hanji is still questioning Eren as he can't remember much from when he got kidnapped, I chose my new squad from the 104 trainee corps recruits, Krista Lenz is Historia Reiss, an illegitimate child from the Reiss family, (Y/N) gained popularity as humanity's strongest woman, I promoted her as second in command and I'm in a relationship with her." He sat down on a chair to the right of Uncle Erwin as he said that.

I kept standing at the foot of the bed. Uncle Erwin looked at him and me with wide eyes and I looked down to hide the blush on my face. "Well, I won't have a problem with you being in a relationship with (Y/N) as long as it doesn't effect any of your performances. I would like to speak to you alone though, (Y/N)." Uncle Erwin said just before Commander Pixis entered the room with his second in command, a red haired girl. I saluted and stood beside her when commander Pixis motioned me to be at ease.

Hanji came in there a while later and explained that the titans in wall Rose were actually people from the Ragako village. Levi seemed troubled by the fact that he had been killing humans all these times. I felt troubled too because I didn't know how to take the news either. When everyone was done discussing the details on the current situation, Uncle Erwin asked me to stay behind in the room as everyone left. Levi tried to reason with Uncle Erwin about letting him stay as well but it didn't work.

When everyone was gone, he asked with a concerned voice, "Are you sure you made the right decision?". I looked at him confidently and said, " This probably was the best decision I ever took in my entire life." "Why is that? " Uncle Erwin asked. "Well, after I got myself into this, I found myself enjoying social activities like going on horse rides. I also found out that talking about things that bother you helps you deal with the problem more efficiently. I feel comfortable with sharing things from my past with Captain Levi because he had a similar past. I felt like my life or emotions didn't matter. Now that someone acknowledges them, living feels worth more than just trying to make my parents proud." I finished.

Uncle Erwin kept looking at me in a comforting gaze and said, "I am trusting your judgement. I know how loyal Levi can be when he wants to be but he never took any woman seriously before. However, since he talked to me about it, that must mean something." he sighed and then looked at me firmly and said, "(Y/N), if he ever tries to hurt you or force you into anything, just come to me. I'll kill him". I looked at Uncle Erwin's fatherly demeanour, smiled slightly and said, "Don't worry about me. I can take care of myself". Uncle Erwin smiled at my reply and said, "It's strange to see how you have grown. I'm proud of you (Y/N). Second in command and having so much reputation at this age? Even Levi couldn't do that. And you're also fighting your fears. I'm glad that you're turning into a strong woman".

" Are you done with your emotional speeches? We need to go and you need to rest before you pass out on us again" I heard Levi's voice from the door. "I'll be going. Get well soon." I said to Uncle Erwin with a smile and walked out of the door to Levi. We reached the courtyard of the hospital to find three carriages waiting for us and Hanji squad. Hanji and Moblit were waiting for us while her other squad members were already inside one of the carriages. "(Y/N)! Get in my carriage this time!" Hanji said as she scooted towards me. She wasn't cheerful as usual and was kinda gloomy. "She's not going with you Hanji." Levi said to her calmly.

"Heichou, please don't mind but I think I should go with Hanji" I told Levi making eye contact with him. He took a look at Hanji and understood that something was wrong and so, let me go with her. When we were on the carriage, I asked her, "Is everything okay?". She looked at me gloomily and said, " No. I predicted that we will have enemies inside the wall but I didn't know how strong they will be. I'll let everyone know the details when we reach the safe house."

The ride was rather quiet which was unusual as Hanji usually talks a lot. I felt worried for her because after that shopping trip, I was certainly more friendly to her than before even if she was irritating. She seemed like a brilliant woman who seemed to not try to bring up my past like most people and talked about topics I wasn't uncomfortable with except her rambling about titans which I figured she couldn't stop even if she wanted to. Of course, I wasn't exactly best buddies with her or anything since that isn't something I do but I was nice to her. Watching her so gloomy made me uneasy.

As we reached, I went in the safe house to find a scared Eren and an intimidating Levi talking about their lax cleaning job. There was hot tea in a tea pot on the table with cups arranged together. We didn't have breakfast this morning so, even if it was afternoon, we decided to have some food. Hanji was clever enough to get the supply cart going to the safe house to send a message to the safe house about making tea and breakfast for us before she went to see Erwin this morning.

The squad, including myself sat at the table with Levi. Hanji and her squad was sitting on the sofa with their tea and breakfast. Levi was talking to everyone about our next move which was to seal wall Maria and asking Armin about his plan and Eren if he can seal the wall with hardening his body. After Eren said that he'll do his best, Levi told Hanji, "Hear that Hanji? He's for it and you're the one who chooses where our experiments will take place.".

To that, Hanji replied gloomily, "Yes, ofcourse, it's my duty. As long as I'm alive..." Levi raised his eyebrows at that and Hanji explained that as much as she wants to work on capturing wall Maria, things in the walls got more complicated and that she wants Eren to lay low for now. I knew this was related to what she told me this morning. When everyone arose questions to these, she broke the news that Minister Nick is dead. Apparently she managed a place for minister Nick in the military barracks so that he would be safe. However, people from the interior military police killed him making the military police our enemies for now.

It was decided that Eren will train with Hanji. After the whole meeting was over, I had to go to my room in here, take a bath and finish Levi's paperworks as he was planning how to train Eren discretely with Hanji. I spent the whole day in my room only getting out for lunch and dinner. In the middle, Levi came to my room, we exchanged a kiss and he took most of the stacks of paperwork back to his room to help me out. Apparently I'm too slow at writing, he remarked. When I was done, it was pretty late at night. I went to bed but I couldn't sleep.

After tossing and turning for a while, I decided to try out the finger actions Levi did on me last night. Rubbing my clitoris felt good but not as much as when Levi did that. I was getting impatient and I needed that tingly feeling that I got last night before passing out. I tried fingering myself which ofcourse felt much better but got me no close to the tingly feeling. I was frustrated and without thinking, I marched off to Levi's door in my nightgown and knocked. When he opened the door and invited me in, I realised that I felt too embarrassed to ask for his help.

"What are you doing here so late? Do you want to say something important?" Levi asked me. "Uh... No it's nothing important. Sorry for bothering you." I blurted out and tried to escape the room but Levi caught me and said, "I know you (Y/N). You wont just go to someone for no reason. Say what you came to say". I blushed hard and looked down at the floor. He came closer and held my hand and said in a soft voice, "Don't be shy (Y/N). I can clearly see you blush. Don't hold it in like having constipation." "I was trying to finger myself but I wasn't getting that tingly feeling that I got before passing out. I need your help." I blurted out. "I see. So, you want me to make you cum." he replied. "That's cumming?" I asked with shock. The books, again, weren't wrong.

Levi POV

"That's cumming?" she asked me with a shocked face. Her obliviousness was so cute that it made me smile. "Yes, that's cumming" I replied. "I want you to do that again" she told me as she was blushing like crazy. I looked at her and sighed. She needed to know that I wanted to experiment more when it came to sex. Last night, I did absolutely nothing with her so that she won't be scared of the idea of sex again.

"(Y/N), what you saw the last time isn’t all there is to sex. There are a lot of things that I want to try with you if you allow me to Things I will do may hurt you just a little bit but I promise you, you will feel good. You have to trust me" I told her as I pulled her close with my hands on her waist. She hesitated a bit before saying, "Okay. I trust you". " You'll have to learn some basics before." I said as I moved away from her towards my bed and signalled her to follow me. I sat down on the bed with my legs down and said, "(Y/N), kneel down and sit between my legs.". She did what I asked her to and I took her chin in my hand and pulled it up so that she would face me to say, " (Y/N), don't ever be embarrassed to talk about sex with me. It's a normal thing that couples do and we already did it once. Don't be shy."

"I'll try" she whispered as I unbuckled my belt and pulled my dick out infront of her. "Now, suck on it. Use your tongue to lick the spot just beneath my foreskin and the top of my dick too." I instructed her. She did exactly what I asked for with really good precision and I was impressed at how good she was. She got me rock hard in no time. The way her mouth felt on me made me want to shove myself deep in her throat. I pulled her hair gently to remove her face from my dick and she looked at me as I did this.

"I'll gag you with my dick. You have to stay calm because you'll be hurt if you panic and cough. Just trust me okay? Take a deep breath" She nodded to let me know she’s ready as she had her mouth on me again. I grabbed her hair and pushed her head along my length. She was calm but I could feel the muscle spasms of her neck. I stayed there for a few seconds and then pulled her back up. She gasped for breath and when her breathing was back to normal, I repeated the process. I did this for a while till I felt like I needed to fuck her properly. I let her go and undressed her. I didn't want any foreplay because she was dripping wet and I was impatient.

I opened my own shirt off before impaling her with my dick. She hugged me tightly with a soft moan as I did that. Without giving her any time to settle to my size, I moved inside her vigorously. I felt her vagina squishing me, i felt the slimy warmth with the small bumps inside her which released volts of pleasure from my dick to all over my body. "Levi... Levi... Levi..." I heard her gasping my name, holding me tight, getting ready for an orgasm. Before she came, I pulled out. I had other plans for her. She groaned in frustration. I sat back on the bed and said, "(Y/N), sit on my lap and spread your legs". She did exactly as I said. She rested her head on my chest and I fingered her. Her soft moans turned into her gasping my name again and I removed my finger as she was reaching an orgasm again.

"NO! DON'T STOP!" she whined in frustration as I pinned her down on the bed and said while kissing her neck, "I won't let you cum if you don't trust me.". She became quiet after that and let me kiss her and bite her neck giving her hickeys. After a while, I positioned myself and got inside her again. She wasn't expecting the quick change in actions and gasped loudly. I pounded into her fast making her orgasm as she shouted my name out digging into my back. I reached my orgasm by watching her lewd expressions.

When I was done, I slumped down beside her on the bed. She was still breathing heavily from the orgasm still recovering from it. I realized that I forgot to pull out because she looked so darn good. I got up to get a handkerchief so that I could clean her down there. She laid down and watched me clean her up. When I was done, I told her that we need to take a bath. She got up and followed me to the bathroom. She snuggled close to me in the bathtub because the water wasn't warm. After we were done, she proceeded to wear her clothes. " Why are you wearing those?" I asked her. "I need to go back to my room right?" she asked with slight confusion on her face. "Stay here" I told her in a demanding voice. "Won't there be a problem if someone goes in my room and doesn't find me?" she asked. "If that happens, we will manage something. You're staying here every night from now on. It helps me sleep." I told her in a matter of fact tone.

She looked at me for a while trying to process the fact that I asked her to stay with me every night out of nowhere and then she just headed to the bed leaving her nightgown on the floor. I folded it and folded my own clothes which were on the floor too and got on the bed beside her, put an arm around her and drifted off to sleep after a few minutes

(Y/N) POV

I woke up the next morning to find a lightly snoring Levi spooning me. I enjoyed his warmth for a few moments before getting up and going to his bathroom to wash my face. When I came back, Levi was sitting on the bed waiting for me to come out. "Did you sleep properly?" I asked him. He said "Yeah I did" with an yawn. He was naked like myself and I really had to admire the view I got. His pale skin glistened in the sunlight coming out from the window beside his bed.

"Come here" he demanded while sitting on the bed. I walked to him and he motioned me to sit on his lap. I did what he asked and he pulled me close and kissed me on the lips. We made out for a while till I pushed away from him with a chuckle and mentioned, "I need to make breakfast. We really should stop now" with a smile. "Okay" he answered with a grin and slapped my ass slightly when I got up. I was shocked by his action for a moment but I realized that I kinda liked it. I wore my nightgown and went back to my room to take a bath and wear new clothes.

When I was done bathing, I wore a casual shirt with a long skirt and used a scarf to cover up the hickeys that Levi gave me last night. I went downstairs and took out some bread and got jam on it and made tea. Levi was the second person to come down and he poured his tea from the tea pot and took some bread and jam for himself. I did the same and sat on the chair closest to him. He always sat on the head of the table. Hanji and her squad, Eren, Mikasa, Armin, Connie, potato girl and the guy who always used to fight with Eren came down after a while.

Hanji just took her tea and bread and commanded her team to do the same and ran off outside to "prepare for training" looking very excited. Potato girl looked excited as she saw all the bread on the table and tried to eat all of it and I had to tackle her. "Oi potato girl! I'll break your neck if you take one extra bread!" I gritted my teeth as I struggled to keep her away from the bread. "I thought everyone forgot about that!" she gave an exasperated groan. "No one forgot that, Sasha", Connie answered with a sigh. " I didn't know you had a name expect potato girl before now" I added. She stopped struggling and looked embarrassed about her alias.

As we were eating, Eren and that guy, who's name apparently was Jean, got into a fight again. Levi motioned me to stop them and I just walked between them and held both of their punches with both my hand. "Stop acting like uncivilized baboons. I expected you to be a bit more matured than this, Eren. You are in the special operations squad so act like it." I glared at both of them and Eren just stormed off from the room with Mikasa running after him. Jean on the other hand sat back on the table giving occasional glances on my way.

"(Y/N), meet me in the clearing in 10 minutes. I need to see if your hand to hand combat is as good as before. And I think you need to learn how to use a knife. As second in command, you need to know all sorts of self defence techniques as possible specially in a situation like this. And say Eren that Hanji is itching to do experiments on him." Levi told me as he got up from his chair. "Yes Heichou! I'll be there in 10 minutes!" I answered standing up as Levi left the room without a word.

When I was going to get Eren, I heard Jean shout out, "(Y/N)! Wait!" I stopped and looked back at him as he stumbled towards me, "Uh, well, I just wanted to say I'm sorry for being so immature back then. It was stupid" he mumbled with a nervous smile. "It's okay." I replied shortly before turning back again. Again, he shouted, "Wait!" I turned to him, looking uninterested. "Uh, I just wanted to say that your hair looks nice" he chuckled nervously after saying that. "Okay. Anything else?" I told him looking absolutely uninterested by whatever he had to say. "Uh, no. Good luck while training" he said as I was marching away exactly when he mentioned that he had nothing more to say.

I went to Eren, who was sitting outside with Mikasa and said him that Hanji is waiting for him in the clearing and went there with them as Levi instructed me to go there too. Levi took me a bit far from there and gave me a pocket knife. "You need to be able to kill people with this without a scratch. If you can bring me down once, I'll consider you to be ready. I learnt some techniques from Kenny and I'll teach those to you. You remember what I said about him right? You still won't be able to bring him down if he’s given a pocket knife and you’re given a sword. Then again, you won't ever see him" he said as he proceeded to show me everything he knows.

It was evening when I was done with training. I went to take a bath and after bathing I had to go to the watch towers as it was my turn to keep a watch. I took a bath, washed the bruises from my training session with Levi. I lost some hold on how good I was because I didn't practice hand to hand combat for a while. The fact that he had a knife didn't help either. I had a few minor cuts on my hands and legs too. When I was done, I went to the watch tower and climbed up there. Jean was sitting there and he stood up as I came.

"That shorty really hurt you didn't he? I hope he gets eaten by titans someday." he grunted. "Well, it was required. You can't learn things by being completely unscratched... And, I hope he never gets eaten by titans. We need a leader like him." I answered earnestly and kinda pissed by his comment. However, I hoped that he wouldn't get eaten by titans for other reasons too. Jean definitely didn't expect this reply. "How do you not hate him?" he asked with a surprised tone. "I just don't. He does what needs to be done. I don't see anything to hate in him" I replied calmly.

"So, you can like someone who beats the shit out of you?" he scoffed a bit angrily. I didn't understand why he was angry though. "I can like someone who can teach me things to become stronger and not die. He makes us do these because he doesn't want us to die. I think it's a nice thing to do." I answered to that trying to continue being calm. "We kill titans! You're humanity's strongest woman! Why would you need extra training for beating humans?" he questioned with an exasperated groan. "Because humans are worse! The worst thing a titan can do is kill you but humans can do things that makes you wish you were dead all your life!" I lashed out with frustration because of his nagging.

He became quiet after I said that. He probably understood that the last thing I wanted was him to be there and so he got away. I didn't feel bad about lashing out on him because he was being completely unreasonable and I didn't like the way he talked about Levi. The sky was getting darker by the minute. It was a cloudy night. I heard someone getting up to the tower and noticed that it was Mikasa. "Hey" she said as she sat beside me. "Hey" I sighed. I was in a bad mood because of Jean.

"Who gave you the hickeys?" she asked. My mood shifted from angry to sheer panic as I looked at her and said, "What are you talking about?". "Well, I could see something black underneath that scarf." she said in a matter of fact tone. I didn't know how to reply to that. "Was it Eren?" she asked me with a cold stare. "Eren is like my younger brother" I replied with a disgusted look. She calmed down as I said that. "Well, if it wasn't Eren, I don't really care who it was." she answered with a smile. "You really love Eren don't you?" I asked her with a sympathetic smile. She sighed, "I wish he understood..." I didn't know how to console her.

"So, now that you got out of your 'not getting emotionally attached' ban, why are you still so cold to everyone? I heard you shouted at Jean for looking out for you?" she asked me. "It's just how I always was. I never really cared about what others felt because of my attitude. You heard about that Jacob incident from the newspapers right? My parents were scared of me after that. It hurt me because I cared about them so I decided to stop caring. Now I'm making the same mistake again and I just can't stop myself because he just doesn't judge me for what I am" I sighed to her.

"Well, I'm living to protect Eren and Armin. I'm not a strong willed person like you but I can say one thing. These people in the special operations squad, they mean a lot to me. I'll try my best to save all of them if their lives are in danger and I don't regret it. They care back too. You should know how good it feels when someone cares about your life right?" she asked. "Yeah I know." I muttered trying to weigh the depth of her words.

She was right. Now that I conquered my fears about caring, why should I still keep myself separated? It's true that I'm not particularly friendly but that doesn't mean I couldn't care. Isn't that what Levi does? Isn't that why he is so strong? He wants to protect everyone too and that makes him stronger. Wouldn't that make me stronger too? I remembered the promise I made to myself years back. "I'll avoid being hurt". To avoid being hurt, you have to be strong. To be strong, you need to be hurt in the first place. I made my decision. "I guess I'll try to care" I told Mikasa with a small smile. She nodded at me and said, "It's for your own good.". I replied, "I know".

Levi POV

I heard the conversation between (Y/N) and the gloomy brat. I had to agree with her. Caring about my teammates got me where I am. After Mikasa left, I went up the watch tower to sit with (Y/N). "I'm getting a lot of visitors today" she stated as I sat down beside her. "Well, I was here when you were talking to that gloomy brat. I decided not to interrupt because she was right. You do have to create a bond with the team. When you care, you want to fight harder for them and that makes you more efficient" I told her. "I figured that's how you do it." she replied. The sky was clearing and there were stars filling the sky. It reminded me of my last night with Farlan and Isabelle.

[AUTHOR'S NOTE: Just imagine the music from that scene in the No Regrets anime when Levi was looking at the sky with Farlan and Isabelle.]

"The sky looks beautiful" (Y/N) said, her face showing her admiration. She looked beautiful in the moonlight. I put an arm around her and answered "Yeah it does". "I cried with I saw the sky for the first time after coming up from the underground." she whispered. "I smiled when I saw the sky for the first time" I told her as I was reliving the memory. I wasn't gonna let her die too.

To be continued...

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im-a-slut-for-asra · 5 years

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Tw: rape Angst! I'm mainly here for Asra but if you want you can do main 6. Maybe their reaction to mc being raped? Is that too much?

Alright so this is the one I was working on that got fucked and ended up deleting, so here goes

Trigger warning

RAPE IS BAD. VERY BAD. DO NOT RAPE PEOPLE.

If I've offended anyone in any way with this, please tell me and I will do my best to accommodate you

Asra

He finds you on the ground, clothes disheveled and tears down your face

His immediate reaction is shock; because who would do such a thing to you?

He realizes he's being stupid and rushes over to help you

Asra will talk to you and try to get you to tell him what happened, but wont force you to do anything. He's seen you've had enough of that already

If you allow it, he'll pick you up and carry you to the bath

Using magic, he'll make sure there is no permanent damage and clean you up nicely, whispering promises that it will never happen again

Once you're all settled down and feeling at least a little better, he'll lay with you until you fall asleep

Asra will then use his magic to hunt down the perpetrator and show no mercy with his revenge

Nadia

She's the fastest to take action

Immediately she has the entire palace staff looking for the perpetrator, save Portia who will go ahead and get anything Nadia needs to make you feel better

She will take you into her lap and hold you, letting you cry onto her shoulder and let it all out

Then Nadia will have Portia draw a bath with your favorite oils and comfort food nearby

She will make sure you're the most comfortable you can get and that you won't feel disgusted with your body

Nadia will bathe you using the utmost care, making sure you are completely clean

Portia will schedule you a doctor's appointment for later too

Nadia will want revenge on the perpetrator, but she's very calm about it. Rather than sentencing them to death like Lucio would, she exiles them on the lazaret. You'll never know, though. She wouldn't put that weight on you

Julian

Oh Lord

The boy is having very mixed emotions

Part of him wants to break down and cry when he sees you, another wants to hunt down the perpetrator, but the rational doctor part of him knows he needs to take care of you

So he goes into full doctor mode and immediately rushes to help you

He knows you might be scared and won't want him touching you, but he your health comes first and he will scoop you into his arms without a word to do a checkup

First, he'll clean you up. You'd think Julian would be a stammering mess, fumbling with whatever he's trying to use, but it's actually the opposite.

As worried as he is, Julian's hands are very steady and he is meticulous with everything he does

Even though he can't stop crying

One he's finished making sure you're healthy, clean, and won't get hurt, he finally asks you what happened and who did it

Julian will understand if you don't want to tell him, but he has connections who will find out for him

Needless to say, the perpetrator will regret ever touching you

Muriel

He instantly darkens

This is why he prefers animals over people

Muriel hates violence, so seeing you slumped against a tree with the aftermath of the assault made his heart brake

He slowly approaches you, leans down and gently picks you up

He can feel you shaking in his arms, so during the whole walk back, Muriel is doing his best to soothe you. He's not very good at it though, but he'll do his best to reassure you

When he takes you back to the hut, Muriel will gently lay you down and prepare the means to clean you up. He understands if you like to be left alone, so he'll back off if that's the case. Inana doesn't abide by the rules though

She will come up to you and whine since she knows something is wrong, then rub her face against you to help comfort you. She'll also lick your face to show that she's here for you

After you've gotten your doggie love and have been properly cleaned and consoled, Muriel will contact Asra to come over and make sure you won't get and STI, or pregnant if you're female

Asra will also be the one to inact revenge, and Muriel doesn't want to know what he did

Once you're safe and peaceful, he will visibly relax and soften. If you ask nicely, he'll lay with you until you fall asleep

Portia

She breaks down with you

You'll both have a huge crying fest and let it all out

Strangely though, you feel better afterwards. Portia just has that effect

She'll call mazelinka first, since she'll most likely know what to do

Surprise, mazelinka knows exactly what to do. Your safety is now the top priority for both these people

Maz will scold Portia for not calling her brother, the doctor

In Portia's defense, her brother is an idiot and you need the help now

Mazelinka will tell you and Portia exactly what to do, and while you're following her orders, she'll go out to get Julian

When Julian arrives, he's astonished but helps as well as he possibly can

Portia is with you the entire time, holding your hand, and comforting you

She is very relieved when you're safe, and thanks her brother and adoptive grandma for all of their help

She'll then spend the entire rest of the day and whatever extra time you need by your side, cuddling and coaxing you

Once she tells Nadia, shit goes south for the perpetrator. Nadia will find them, but Portia is the one who raises hell

She won't out right tell you what she did to them, but if you ask she will leave no detail. Just be thankful nadia was keeping a watchful eye to keep it from getting out of hand

Lucio

Who. The. Fuck. Touched. His. Lover.

He will kill them

It will be painful

The only thing keeping it from being a public event is the fact that people will know you were assaulted, and he doesn't want to give away your privacy like that

Like Nadia, hell have the absolute best things to take care of you with

Lucio won't let others in, though. You've already been touched by someone other than him, and he won't let it happen again

Even when he gets a doctor to check up on you, he's there giving them the stink eye the entire time

Possessiveness goes up 400%

He's done everything he can go protect you, and yet someone was able to get that far with you. For him, it's like a part of him just broke away. It's a huge failure for the one thing Lucio wanted to protect to get hurt like that. He won't admit it, but he's devastated

Lucio will cancel everything he has to do for the next week to dote on you and make sure you're okay

He'll also spread the rumor that anyone who touches you will mysteriously disappear

Lucio really, really loves you, so from now on he will pay even more attention to who is around you so nothing ever happens again

Alright everyone, I know it was an angsty one, but that was kind of the whole point. This is completely unedited by the way, so tell me if I fucked up on anything

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fanficsandmoregalore · 4 years

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PopTeacher!Kylo Ren x Student!Reader

Boundaries and Apologies

Summary: Your training is going well but Kylo knows you can do better, you can do more, but only if you try a little harder. He pushes you over the top to see what power you are holding back but he goes a little too far.

Another hit from the fake sword, this time to your ribs. You already had bruises and welts forming elsewhere on your body and you couldn't help but groan in pain.

"Stop complaining, (Y/n) , and fight back." Kylo swung and hit you in the back. You fell into your knees and tried to catch your breath.

You had been snuffed out by Snoke and because the Rebellion hadn't gotten to you first, you were forced to train under Kylo Ren, who was just as or more than upset as you were about it. He hadn't taught you much about the force and it was frustrating you to no end. Your force sensitivity was very unstable and all you wanted to do was learn how to control the power within you.

"Stop it..." you pleaded quietly.

"Get up, we aren't done!" His harsh training sessions were too much for you. You thought him training you would be a little more helpful instead it was always him yelling at you and hitting you with either his hands or a fake lightsaber.

"No! We're not done until i say we are." Kylo was about to land another hit on you but you had enough. You growled and clenched your fist.

"I said stop it!" You shouted. The sword froze inches from your body and hovered. If you hadn't stopped his swing with your force powers, Kylo would've hit your spine. He pulled the sword away from you and huffed.

"That's better but still not good enough. Show me more." He demanded. You got up and glared at him.

"I dont want to train anymore today. Just let me take a break."

"Not until I know what you're capable of. If i dont know what you can do, I wont know what I need to teach you!"

You let out a frustrated groan and held your hand out away from you a bit. The sword flew into your hand and you got back into your fighting stance. As you and Kylo clashed swords, you felt yourself getting more and more irritated and exhausted. It was making you unable to focus and Kylo took this as an opportunity to sweep your leg with his. You fell on you back and laid there, not having the energy to fight back anymore. Kylo put his feet on either side of you and pointed the sword at your throat.

"Dead."

"I dont caaaareeee!!!" You yelled out and slammed the ground with your fist.

"Get up!" Kylo moved and you got on your feet. He was a considerably taller than you and when he went to get up in your face, he always had to bend down a bit.

"When you're fighting you need to focus and stay focused. And you also need to be more forceful and swift when it comes to wielding a lightsaber. You're sloppy! Now try to push me."

It took you a minute to register what he had just told you to do. You looked at him confused and he slapped his chest hard.

"Go on! Use the force to push me!"

You tried to concentrate and move Kylo but he only moved a little. He was clearly frustrated and you were as well.

"Well what do you want me to do? You are teaching me all this hand to hand combat and swordsmanship. Why bother with all of that when you can just teach me about the force and be done?"

Kylo flicked his hand and you fell on your butt and went flying backwards, hitting a wall. Kylo marched over to you and kneeled down to look you in the eyes and slammed a fist against the wall.

"To use the force requires energy and power and you need to learn basic combatics before you waste your energy on the force. You can't just take the east way out, (Y/n)!" Kylo stood and held his hand out, his hand began shaking a large rack of weapons began to float into the air. It took 6 or more people to lift that and carry it into the training room and now Kylo was lifting it without breaking a sweat.

"I want you to be able to do this but you have to have the mental power and that comes from your physical power. If you are weak on the outside, you are weak on the inside."

You grumbled and stood, brushing yourself off and looked at your master.

"Isnt there some other, more painless, way to do that?"

Kylo put the rack down and pinched his temple in annoyance.

"I suppose there is another way. The way I used to use the force before realizing how draining it was. We find the most emotional moment in your life and turn into a sort of alternative source of power that you can focus into your abilities."

Kylo stood in front of you.

"This will hurt a little, are you ready?"

You hesitated but looked up at him and nodded. He lifted his hand in front of your face and you felt yourself go numb and blacked out.

You opened your eyes to see yourself in a large, marble room with thin white, silk curtains that seemed to be hanging from nowhere and marble columns with vines wrapped around them, you on one end and on the other was a very elegant, yet unnerving, white and gold coffin. You were frozen in place and felt yourself begin tearing up, you knew that coffin.

"What is this place?"

"My mother's funeral. The only woman who wasn't afraid of what I could do, and one day she was just...gone."

You felt Kylo's presence and knew he was now standing next to you. You let the tears stream down your face but you kept your eyes locked on the coffin.

Kylo looked at your mother, then you. He put a hand on your shoulder and you gasped for air, blacking out again.

Kylo glanced at you.

"She was sick....there was nothing I could do." You began to slowly walk towards the coffin, Kylo following behind you.

"That day, my emotions got the best of me and I destroyed so much. I just felt so powerless and was so heartbroken, i didn't know it would make me so destructive. My father was so angry...and scared, I could feel it inside burning inside of him. But I'm his daughter, he shouldn't be afraid of me. My mother wasn't. So I ran away, lived on my own for a while and then you and The First Order found me."

You reached the coffin and looked down. Your mother looked as if she was sleeping peacefully and this made you feel calm but still filled you with overwhelming sadness.

"I didn't know what to do without her."

You opened your eyes, panting, and were standing back in the training room. Kylo scoffed.

"Say what you want about me, Ren. Break my bones and make me bleed. But do not, I repeat, DO NOT, speak about my mother like that!" You stopped the choking and made a throwing motion, tossing Kylo at the wall with all the force you could. You wanted him to feel the pain you felt. All the toment from losing your beloved mother, you wanted him to feel that physically. You made him fly across the room several more times, hitting the walls harder and harder, but then you felt weak and your body became exhausted. Kylo fell from the air and landed roughly, coughing up a bit of blood. You were huffing and glaring at him, he looked at you as well, in shock and disbelief. He didn't realize that you had so much power bottled up and why? Because you were scared of what destruction you would cause again? That's just what he wanted. That power, but imagine you being able to control. With power like that, you and him would be unstoppable. The Rebellion wouldn't stand a chance.

"You just ran away. They feared you and you just ran. Your mother would've been so disappointed in you. It's probably best that she passed away before seeing what a pathetic mess you became."

Of course, kylo didn't actually mean any of this. He was just trying to push your buttons to unleash what untapped power you still had hiding away inside you. And it worked, a little too well. You become silent and had a deadly look in your eye. There was a thick tension in the air. Kylo waited to see what was going to happen next. Suddenly, he was lifted into the air and being choked by an invisible force, he was caught off guard and couldn't fight back immediately. Your power was now fueled by nothing but rage and it made what you were doing even more painful. He had just learned about your weakest moment and then mocked you for it.

You got up on your feet and hobbled over to Kylo.

"Get up." You instructed firmly. He did and you both walked to the med center.

As he was being worked on, next to him, you were also being looked at. You glanced over at him. He was plotting an attack on the Rebels but you mistook it as him being upset that you injured him so much.

"I'm sorry, Kylo. I didn't mean to hurt you so badly. I was just so angry at what you said. I just wanted you to know what it felt like for me emotionally, but on the outside. " You spoke softly, feeling that anything louder would upset him. He heard you and looked over at you, then gave you a stern look.

"Don't apologize. I pushed you on purpose to get a reaction and it all went accordingly."

You looked away and began thinking about your mother. You felt yourself begin to cry and Kylo took notice. He did feel a bit bad for you. He cleared his throat and grumbled something.

"I'm sorry about your mother."

You turned to him, tears still streaming down your eyes, and looked at him with surprise. He had never been nice to you in any way so him showing sympathy was strange, but very considerate. You smiled a little as you looked away.

The bots finished their business and you and your master left the room. As you walked back to the training area, you looked at Kylo.

"So...what now?"

He kept his gaze forward, a stern look still plastered on his face.

"We go back and train more. Now that I know what power you are hiding, I will show you how to direct that into the force."

You sighed, of course it was back to training, but at least now he was going to teach you how to use the force.

You got back to the room and Kylo instructed you to stand on one side of the room and he would stand opposite. He gave you a sword and he took his with him.

"Now, you are going to be doing self defense maneuver. I want you to use your sword and combine it with a force push. Do you understand?" You nodded and he began his charge at you. You took and breath and thought about your mom watching you train. This was a calming thought and it motivated you. Kylo had gotten only feet away and swung hard and fast at you, you skillfully blocked it and you used your force to push him away. The rest of training went on like that. After all was said and done, Kylo approached you.

"That was very impressive. Your mother would be proud." That was all he said and then he left the room. You smiled, proud of yourself. Not only for learning quickly how to control your powers but also for proving to Kylo and yourself that you don't need to feel a bad emotion to motivate your abilities.

The next few training sessions were great and Kylo had lightened up a bit on the harshness of his training. You were finally in complete control of your power but little did you know the horrible things Kylo had planned to use them for.

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