#so idk if i’ll keep it as is

[cocozydiaries]

this has been sitting in the drafts for a hot minute and you might as well get comfy coz this is a really long post (i’m so sorry) like whatever ur thinking it is longer. i’m a yapper :(

first thing i want out of the way: THIS IS NOT AN ANGSTY BACKSTORY i’m not about that life😭🙏 i want happiness and comfort pls and thxs (some minor stuff but only coz i couldn’t think of any way around it)

@keishawantskisses @livingmydreamlife5555 i posted my mha drself intro now it’s ur move🤭 (also if anyone else plans on posting their mha drself intro PLS TAG ME)

i’m so nervous? like i dont post about my drs much😭 anyways enjoy!!

Around when i was four i was adopted into a really nice family :> (aww so sweet)

With my family both my parents work as spies for a major undercover spy based hero company that works on breaking down villains from the inside by infiltrating them (you thought this was gonna be a chill backstory huh🙄 guess again).

See a lot of “villains” aren’t the typical villains you see heroes fighting day to day. Some keep their crimes traditional. They keep themselves lowkey while their crimes affect things and lives on a big scale. With these kinds of criminals it’s pretty difficult to prove they’re doing this stuff directly.

Can’t immediately fight a criminal if they’re not technically a villian. However they are still considered villains since the use of quirks if often involved and the use of quirks is what sets aside a villain from a regular criminal. Proving it is where things get difficult (think spooky gang sorta stuff and how often they can get away with stuff but then add in quirks into the mix)

That’s why these sort of spy agencies exists. To gather intel and then weed out the rats! (They also do other stuff this was just an example)

These spy agencies are also totes government approved (not to be confused with vigilantes which are also illegal) seeing as they work pretty closely with cops and some heroes. However for obvious reasons they’re kept out of the public eye.

To compare ig people would talk about these companies in the same way most people talk about the CIA or FBI. They know they exist and sometimes make jokes about them watching people. All that good old expected stuff.

Both my parents obviously know about each other’s jobs and that’s actually how they met me!

(god this is a long post)

Growing up my parents weren’t in the picture soooo yk. Care homes ig🚶‍♀️

I was around four when my quirk manifested. Long story short i accidentally flooded the place! Luckily it wasn’t insanely dangerous (only ankle level water on the first floor) but the place i was at still decided to switch me over to a different home meant for kids with slightly more difficult quirks just in case.

This place was essentially like the other homes just more equipped to handle kids with difficult or powerful quirks. They have more supervisors on hand with less kids.

Considering how some kids are placed in care after having just undergone smth traumatic to get them there, their quirks aren’t always very stable around this period in their lives. These facilities are meant to help them adjust mentally as well as assist them with their quirks. Some kids temporarily lose their quirks. Some kids lack control over overly powerful ones. Even in care quirk privilege still exists…

Flashy quirks aren’t as common as one would think so there aren’t a lot of kids like that and even less that are in care but whenever a kid like this does appear they’re transferred to these places to help them.

My life here, although short, was actually quite nice. I got along with the staff and the other kids well enough. I was happy and like four… like what else was i gonna be? Four going though midlife crisis?

However being the society that we live in quirks are pretty important and as such they’re a highly considered aspect in the whole adopting process.

In some cases some people might want easy to handle kids and so will want quirks to match that. On the flip side some people chase those flashy quirks. Hoping to mould kids into smth worthy of it (cruel i know but it’s a cruel world).

Some people defend these kinds of people by saying that even prior to quirks a child’s physical/mental well being was always smth that was put into consideration with these kinds of choices so by following that line of thinking aren’t quirks just an extension of that?

Of course social workers will do their best to make sure kids are taken in to homes with their best interest at heart but these kinda people slip through the cracks.

However my situation was a bit like the second. I was chosen for my quirk (just like all my older siblings were). With my parents they’re basically given funding (by that lil company they work at) to support the kids under their care and help guide them to follow in their footsteps. It’s basically a sort of investment.

There’s a lot of debate as to how ethical this is. The kids are given the choice to follow through once they reach a certain age but preparing kids to be spies… yh it’s an iffy topic.

Some argue that hero schools do a similar thing since people spend their whole lives preparing for those while others think it isn’t a fair comparison from an emotional perspective. Again this is a really forked up society.

As for the kids? They don’t do any spy work until they’re old enough ofc but in some very rare cases (like with my older brother and sister) they might.

Besides what kid doesn’t want to be a spy? Also they’re given the choice and any assignments they do complete (no matter how rare) there’s a set amount of money put aside for them once they reach a certain age.

The main thing to be considered when placing these future spies into houses is their quirk’s efficiency. Take my parents for instance. My mum is more suitable for short term assignments (like guarding people or whatnot) seeing as her quirk essentially boosts her physical strength while my dad does more long term lowkey stuff (espionage) since his quirk is more subtle.

My quirk on a surface level might not suitable for spy work but it makes for a great weapon if handled correctly.

So yeah. I have a future spy turned hero sorta thing going for me. I also would very much like to clarify this isn’t a sad backstory. I had a good childhood and a decent upbringing. My parents didn’t have to take in any kids but they wanted to. Also, unlike some people, they will still consider me their kid regardless of if i decide to follow their line of work or not. Cough cough take notes endeavour cough.

#coco mha dr #cocoyaps #professional yapper preaches #shifting script #shiftok #shifter #reality shifter #desired reality #reality shift #reality shifting #shiftblr #shifters #shifting #mha shifters #mha shifting #bnha shifting #honestly none of this is set in stone #i’m constantly changing my scripts #so idk if i’ll keep it as is

[stuckinapril]

friend wanted to see my tumblr, and when i told him i can’t show it to him bc it’s basically my personal diary he went “oh so I can’t see it but a bunch of strangers on tumblr can??” he literally does not get me. no one will get me like the people in my phone get me

#It’s just so different #even though it’s public it still feels secret and safe. i feel comfy sharing a lot more on here than I do in my actual day to day life lol #in my head I’m also just speaking to myself 90% of the time which helps #if a friend off tumblr saw my thoughts I’d feel so weird ab it #esp bc they might get the vagueposting about certain situations and tell mutual friends #no thank u. this is for me. I’m not about to start censoring my thoughts bc someone I know knows my tumblr #u guys literally saw me have LIVE BREAKDOWNS #meanwhile I’ll have the worst fucking day in history and tell no one about it. I’m already cripplingly private but way more so in real life #this is basically a low stress journaling outlet for me. it’s so important for me to maintain the separation #like this is actually my diary & has been so handy for letting out emotions / articulating thoughts / staying on track !! #& I’ve met so many kind people on here who actually get me. which is so hard to find irl bc I’m surrounded by pre-med gunners/overachievers #who are by standard not very good w emotion & can be competitive/judgmental. or at least it’s hard for me to be vulnerable in front of them #and I’m part of that crowd so I reserve my emotions only to a handful of very close friends #it’s nice to hop on here and express negative emotions!! or positive emotions!! just whatever I want and it’s low stress and people get me #I don’t have to worry about judgment or competitiveness etc etc #like everyone on here is so kind & nice & understanding. & just a breath of fresh air from the types I run w. it’s just nice to have this #so idk that’s why I think I’ll always be strict about keeping the worlds separate. it just works #p

[the-meme-monarch]

happy birthday to my friends and i’s knight chara and strange someone frisk aus/theories :]

hi for undertale reasons i don’t like any combination of shipping chara frisk and asriel. if you ship them go away 👍

#strange someone frisk #knight chara #the art gallery #deltarune #i remember seeing someoen say that gaster might be talking to the knight and the strange someone so i wanted to think abt that ! i don’t kn #THE entry 17 ‘dark darker yet darker this next experiment will be very very interesting what do you two think’ ONE. I ERASED THE TRA #I ERASED THE TRANSLATION SOMEHWERE ALONG THE WAY BUT YEAH HES SAYING ‘what do you two think’ IN THAT ONE #I don’t know if I’ll keep up w that but I’m picturing it like. chara is doing this for extra credit JSNSNJSNSJS yeah sure I’ll help you wi #with your experiment. can you write me a letter of recommendation. #frisk may be doing this for Let’s See If I Can Get Back To Undertale reasons #is this undertale or deltarune gaster. idk. idk if there’s even a separate version Of him considering the split across time and space thing

[neuvifuri]

to me, it is utterly essential that neuvifuri and wriolette coexist

#maybe i’ll explain my vision some day but for now #the funniest side of the triangle being wriothesley ''i don’t think furina likes me 😬'' #and furina ''he seems nice idk neuvillette likes him and that’s enough for me but he keeps sending me tea for some reason'' #theyre not together theyre just neuvillette’s partners that run into each other in the kitchen at 3am like hello fellow associate #genshin impact #wriothesley #neuvillette #furina #wriolette #neuvifuri #focallette #focalette #neuvalors #why so many names huh #mine💫

[charcubed]

oh everyone and their DISCLAIMERS about how “lokius will never be canon because disney and marvel are awful, but”........ well I have nothing to lose so. fuck disclaimers! this is my idea of fun! what if it CAN and WILL be canon, huh? what if the story is gonna go where it seems to be headed. what if I say they’re going to kiss on international streaming television. who’s gonna stop me

#I was in the tag on here again so. midnight shitpost time #lokius #but for real the disclaimers are like.... idk #are there Assigned Queerbaiting cops???? or are we policing each other #before anyone takes this too seriously yes I get it’s about ‘hopes’ and keeping fervor down and whatever #but the pendulum swing is just. tiring #to the extent that it has swung #sorry this is not articulate unlike my tweets on this topic semi recently #I will not let the corporations steal my joy preemptively or disappoint me preemptively. if they’re going to I’ll cross that bridge later #otherwise I find it far more exciting and entertaining to presume we live in a world where we get nice things #let me reach for the stars. because by God one day we WILL hit them #also per usual: abolish the nonsense word queerbaiting. Thank you and goodnight #PS I am not actually mad at fans protecting themselves and their emotions. I get the baseline reason. I am annoyed by The Situation #and with the use of the word ‘queerbaiting’ it all rooted in a fundamentally stupid or incorrect or shifting premise #chars loki posts

[kaidabakugou]

thinking of big beefy kirishima that just can’t help but gravitate towards you in his sleep

even in the hot summer nights when you unwrap his arms from around you so you could lay on your side to get some air, you’ll eventually wake up in a sweat again and find him curled around you, trapping your legs under his huge one so you won’t leave his side again

so imagine now in winter season that he’s cold and wants nothing more than to be wrapped in blankets while shoving his face in your chest for added warmth

not even needing a weighted blanket because he will find any excuse to lay his full weight on top of you every chance he gets and falling asleep quickly after burying his face in the crook of your neck while you gently scratch his scalp

#kai.rambles #woke up with eiji on my mind today #also i am so not used to the pink divider so maybe i’ll keep using my black one but idk #this pink theme will probably last a while until halloween that i do the ghostface theme i want to do #but anywayysss i’m so cold i need big beefy eiji to come warm me up 🥺 #eijirou kirishima #kirishima eijirou #eijirou kirishima fluff #kirishima eijirou fluff #eijirou kirishima x reader #kirishima eijirou x reader #bnha fluff #mha fluff #bnha x reader #mha x reader #bnha x reader fluff #mha x reader fluff #kirishima fluff

[unicyclingdogs]

fairy rulie!!!! :)

#linked universe #lu fanart #lu hyrule #linked universe hyrule #uni art :) #the little guy!!!! #try to render clothes consistently challenge: IMPOSSIBLE‼️‼️ #every drawing i do it differently 😭 #also guys im not going to make it (wearing retainers after months of not wearing them) #like my teeth hurt so bad but I have to keep them in #like when i sleep with them I’ll wake up and take them out so I have to wear them awake 😭😭😭😭 #also I have an ungodly amount of asl homework to do 😭😭😭😭😭 #AND I NEED TO FINISB MY COLLEGE APPLICATION 😭😭😭😭 #transferring colleges is literally so stressful and for what like idk guys im fighting for my life out here and LOSING #anyways…. at least i don’t have class next week bc thanksgiving so that’s probably when I’ll get everything done #like i know I’ll manage but that doesn’t mean I’ll enjoy it 😭 #the duality of man can be seen in my tumblr post vs what I put in the tags 😭 #like it’s funny to me like my main post is like omg here’s the guy!!! 💜❤️💙❤️💜 and my tags are like I CANT DO THIS GUYS 😭 #jeeze ok this is a lotta tags I’ll stop now 👍

[will-bonna]

one must imagine hunter happy :(

based on blood spot dorids

#my art #rain world #rainworld #slugcat #scug #slug #sea slug #blood spot dorid #hunter #rw hunter #rw #rw scug #i’ll probably do riv or gourmand next so stay tuned!! #i go back to school soon tho so art might slow down #or maybe i’ll sacrifice my sleep and keep going at a normal rate lol #anyways goodnight :) #feel free to draw these designs btw!! #would love to see them as well so tag or reblog or smth IDK HOW THIS APP WORKS LOL

[fishyartist]

Ui idea tests, thrown together bc im eepy. Was planning on doing more but I spent all my days energy on the second one oops

#Danny phantom #I need to draw more or I’ll die <- guy who’s meds exhaust them #writing is so hard how do u not make everyone sound like you through a bad filter #Ik that’s unavoidable in some ways (like how art style will always look like u did it+not someone else) #but ugh. I’ll figure it out eventually takes practice+learning+all that #was planning on writing today but then I though ‘huh it might b fun to make some fake ‘’screenshot’’ concepts #also the portal basement has a more complex design but again #eepy #I think the gimmicky MySpace-inspired boxes r fun but idk how well I could keep that theme going w/ some characters #I also never used MySpace so that’s maybe just a kill issue #*skill lol #the command prompt one would basically just be for the portal #I keep saying that this project isn’t feasible buy my hyperfixated ass keeps trying anyways

[why-the-heck-not]

17.09.23, sunday

gave myself the entire day off bc I feel like if I didn’t, it would’ve turned into another half-assed 2h of work that somehow takes the whole day. Needed a reset sort of a day to be able to deal with a new week.

things done today:

cleaned my apartment

went to a thrift store (didn’t find anything but I was so close to buying one of those ’’singing fish’’ wall plaque things (like the one they had in one What We Do In The Shadows episode) but I need to stop ironically buying cheesy things bc at some point I’m just buying cheesy things, u know)

went to try on the pants I’ve been thinking abt buying, so now I know my size if they ever are on sale online lol

a long-ish walk ft. the grocery store

read a little

#im still thinking abt that singing fish tho #so idk if I fumbled and I should’ve just bought it #i’ll keep it on the backburner and if I can’t stop thinking abt it then I’ll go back and if it’s still there it was meant to be and if not #then it’s an ’’oh well’’ #bookblr #studyblr #booklr #aesthetic #books #study #reading #read #book #studyspo #dark academia #september 2023 #2023

[not-rab]

☀︎ part 2 of my Singer/Songwriter Twitter AU ☀︎

☀︎ part 1 ☀︎ part 3 ☀︎

@malakiwis <3

#2 posts in 1 day? (idk what times better to post😍 so i’ll try both) also #(kai lmk if u want me to keep tagging u or if you’d rather i don’t<3) #singer/songwriter twitter au fic #marauders #marauders era #the marauders #dead gay wizards #slytherin skittles #jegulus #regulus black #wolfstar #rosekiller #james x regulus #regulus x james #james and regulus #regulus and james #mary x lily #lily x mary #regulus arcturus black #remus and james #james and remus #sirius and regulus #regulus and sirius #black brothers #the black brothers #black cousins #black family #anti severus snape #snape slander #anti snape

[robots-are-kinda-hot]

coraline anomaly au stuff. mostly hands. don’t judge them, I had no reference for any of them lmao

As for the doll, I like to think that Other Reader made a Sans one originally to lure him, but then after he gets to know them better they get to know each other, Sans asked them to make one of themselves. (he may or may not cuddle with it to help him sleep. shhhh, it’s a secret.)

enjoy while I attempt to finish writing things for this au. just a small thing (that probably will uh. not be small when I’m finally done with it) for an ask and also MAYBE something to expand on how Sans got a doll of Other Reader :]

original anomaly by @htsan!

#school is on the horizon 4 me. as in im going back this week. pain #so. that will either tank my motivation or give me more. depends on what teachers I get #my schedule might be a factor too because um. I have to go upstairs -> downstairs -> upstairs again -> and then to a completely different- #building that I keep forgetting how to get to #then back to main building 4 last class I think #idk. forgor #sansnomaly #shit what did I tag the coraline au as #…actually I don’t think I tagged it as anything oops #well I’ve seen people tag it as Other!Reader on the og post so I guess I’ll do that lol #Other!Reader #sans x reader #undertale sans x reader #blank’s art

[swirlymark]

Karl leaves the village || Weskerberg RE9 AU

#RAAAAAH I FINISHED IT #idk if I’ll keep doing the comic format but it was fun! #I know there’s probably some errors but I am so done #I’m so burnt out now #karl heisenberg #resident evil #resident evil 8 #re8 #my art #weskerberg au #re9 au

[fuumiku]

Happy new year!!

Some doodles I did today to unwind + test a lineart brush

#Dungeon meshi #mithrun #chikchuck tims #Laios please I swear you’re my fave I’ll draw you next Laios I promise Laios no don’t leave- #The mithrun one is so low resolution… Well it was supposed to be a quick doodle after all #Maybe i should post these sort of sketches I do more often #Coloring Chilchuck felt like therapy legit. Thank you dad #The mithrun one is a little fucked up but idk. It’s so aesthetic to me. Enjoy the many vers lol #Idk how long i’ll keep the new icon though #Hey my art style are you Chilchuck’s wife? Because I can’t help but feel like you left me for no reason #Jkjk my art style crisis usually stops whenever I just draw for the sake of it with no goal in mind lmao. Which is why I should do it more #Often!! I am so stubborn & stupid. Doing that shall be my New Year resolution ig #Y’all still here? Uhhh uh happy holidays good day!!

[crowleyownsmywholeheart]

anyway how do we like the new look

#idk how i feel about changing things after i’ve had it the same for so long so idk if i’ll keep it or not #good omens #good omens 2 #good omens 2 spoilers #aziraphale #crowley #anthony j crowley #ineffable husbands #crowley x aziraphale #aziraphale ziraphale fell #anthony janthony crowley #gomens #neil gaiman

[crochetedcandy]

My grandma is getting rid of her floor loom and offered it to me. The only issue is I have never even seen a loom in person. She got it 30 ish years years ago but it’s been sitting in her basement for I don’t know how long, so I don’t know what shape it’s in but I did find a listing from someone who has the same loom (X). Apparently it’s from a fairly local company and there’s only a few of these specific looms?

Im very excited to try weaving and have been watching Dolores Jacob’s Learn How To Weave playlist on YouTube and a handful of other videos but if anyone has any advice? Other YouTube playlists or books I could check for at the library?

#candy speaks #weaving #floor loom #idk I thinkkkk I’ll be fine it seems simple enough? #im just excited I wanna share lol #I might not even keep the loom #my pa wants it if I don’t but he want to disassemble it for the wood. it’s all oak wood so he’s hoping he can use it for something #but I kinda wanna see if I can convince them to donate or sell it to a ‘local’ weaving guild #even tho the closest guild is an hour n half away :/ #they were gonna BURN IT if me or dad didn’t want it but after I found out the kind of loom it was uh I think they were talked out of that 😂 #anyway I’m just gettin my thoughts out really I’m worried I’m gonna mess up the loom somehow or smth idk