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jaded-falcon · 3 days
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Eliza glanced at the date as she woke up, blinking sleep from her eyes.
0923, 28 April.
"Two days," she whispered.
She slipped out of her bed and changed into her 'work outfit'; really, just some variation of loose leather jacket, usually worn barely zipped up, and a pair of tight black heat-dissipating pants, then made her way down to the bottom floor of her building--more commonly known as the LosMech. With a snap, she turned the sign from Closed to Open and began wiping down tables while the rest of her staff woke up and filtered in.
The date rang in her head.
Two days. Two days until 1 May.
Great Father forgive us.
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annachum · 5 months
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Not every lady is a warrior, and that's okay
Snow White isn't a warrior - she is a lady diplomat, and later ruler And that's okay
Cinderella isn't a warrior - she is a lady, artist, and later ruler, and that's okay
Aurora isn't a warrior - she is a lady, diplomat and later ruler. And that's okay
Jane Bennet isn't a warrior - she is a lady and artist. And that's okay
Meg March isn't a warrior - she is a homemaker, artist and lady. And that's okay
Hurrem Sultan isn't a warrior - she is a lady, diplomat, ruler and strategist. And that's okay
Lucrezia Borgia isn't a warrior - she is a lady, cultural patron and diplomat. And that's okay
Maid Marian isn't a warrior - she is a lady, cultural patron and diplomat. And that's okay
Cleopatra VII isn't really a warrior - she is a lady, alchemist and ruler. And that's okay
Scheherazade isn't really a warrior - she is a lady, storyteller, ruler and diplomat. And that's okay
Laura Vlahos ( Clint Barton's wife ) isn't a warrior - she is a medic. And that's okay
Cosette isn't a warrior - she is a lady and artist. And that's okay
Queen Guinevere isn't really a warrior - she is a lady, strategist, cultural patron and ruler. And that's okay
Millie ( 7 Brides ) isn't a warrior - she is a homemaker and agriculturalist. And that's okay.
Christine Daae isn't a warrior - she is a performing artist and lady. And that's okay
Duchess ( Aristocats ) isn't a warrior - she is a lady, socialite and musician. And that's okay
Lady Jocelyn ( A Knight's Tale ) isn't a warrior - she is a lady and diplomat. And that's okay
Padme Amidala isn't really a warrior - she is a lady, ruler, diplomat and politician. And that's okay.
A lady can be impressive even without swinging a weapon
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winter-sword · 2 years
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How Do You Best Like to Be Loved?
Gwenn -- 
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drive me to daring destinations
you want to be chosen and for it to be on purpose and to last a while. at least the length of a good long car ride. and then another one back to where you came from. it is the contained intimacy of sharing music and sharing food and sharing time while the world flies by. while the world isn't inside along with you. car rides exist outside of time, they are a pocket of memory we build ourselves into. they linger afterwards. you want that. you want the screaming music and the weird conversation by the beach at 3 am. you want to be wanted and for the world to stop for a while. you want to not be alone. i hope you cross the continent with a friend or lover that you can share silences with. i hope you end up in places you never thought to drive to. i hope you finish one trip and start planning out the next.
Felix -- 
laugh with me long and loving
jokes are simple and easy to comprehend, and laughter helps with all that tension in your belly. you just want a break from the other stuff, and if someone makes you laugh, then that means that they care, in some way, about your happiness. especially, if, after making you laugh the once, they try and do it again. if laughter is the greatest medicine, then you can share it and no one has to be sick. it is contagious, and free to give and receive. there is never too much of it. there is never too much of you. i hope when you laugh you speak it from your belly. that you use your muscles and let it fill the room. that you know the sound rings like a bell and is lovely. i hope that when you smile you show your teeth.
Tagged by: Stole it from @mercyburned​ and @divergentpaths​.
Tagging: Steal it.
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springtwirling · 2 years
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@thecursedhellblazer​   ( from here )
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“Read what room? ‘s far as I’m concerned, I’d say we’re in an alley.” 
An amused chuckle spills from his lips; a sound like someone that is either constantly tipsy or always on the verge of being high, and is living life through a dream-like lens, and yet to others sounds dangerously sane. Perhaps more sane than anyone else ever has been in history. But then the chuckle ends and he places a perhaps overly decorated with jewelry hand against his hip, pushing back red tinted fabric.
“Tha’s fair... thos’ people’re probably gonna end up with th’ worst hangov’r of their lives wit’ how they were drinkin’ like it was the end ‘f the world... ‘r the beginning ‘f a new era.” The pirate captain shrugs again, unperturbed by the thought of either. Metaphorically or literally. Not like it bothers him any, at the end of the day. “There’s a lack ‘f class when it comes ta drinkin’ these days. It’s borin’. Though, can’t say I don’t enjoy the sudden brawls.”
He doesn’t approach just yet, keeping his even distance in case the man is actually a threat... or deems him a big enough one to lash out. The elegantly carved coin hanging around his neck glints in the dim light, a reflection of an intricate pattern that is partially obscured by thin ropes holding it secure. Likely John would be able to recognize a coin to buy a ticket out of the Underworld when he sees it. After a moment, his head tilts, a playful smirk reaching his eyes.
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“Oh aye, certainly no’. But, yanno, trick ‘f the trade: if yer friendly ‘nough, ya end up bein’ from anywhere ya say ya are. Some places it’s the reverse. Love those places. Get ta insult whoev’r I want. Fun times. Anyway. Do ya want someone ta help patch ya up? Ya migh’ not want ta list’n ta my advice, so next best option is patchin’ ya up.”
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queen-paladin · 1 year
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I love you "boring" female characters. I love you ingenues. I love you female characters who aren't "modern" enough. I love you female characters who aren't "badass" enough. iI love you female characters who aren't "empowering" enough. I love you quiet female characters. I love you unappreciated female characters. I love you polite female characters. I love you female characters who "can't appeal to modern audiences." I love you frightened female characters. I love you female characters labeled as not complex just for being nice. I love you female characters who get criticism just for not being their tomboy or femme fatale counterpart. I love you silk hiding steel trope.
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all-purpose-dish-soap · 2 months
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thinkin about a reader who is a people-pleaser. who is so eager to please in bed. who needs to be needed. like you just can't quite get your head into your own pleasure unless you know he's enjoying himself. maybe part of it is that you want to feel wanted and to be what he wants.
you breathe into his ear, asking if he likes this, if this is what he wants; you need to know he's enjoying himself.
it's a good idea or it's a bad idea. depending.
nsfw ↓
GHOST senses the implicit question underneath immediately. you don't need to ask again. he's so equipped for a praise kink. you've shown him your weak point and goes for it, even if you yourself aren't totally aware of it. sinks his claws in and no lol you are never getting away. 
"course i like this," he murmurs, voice all gravel. "nowhere i'd rather be than inside you. you like this too?"
"yeah."
"like it when i talk to you? when i tell you how sexy you are like this? how tight you are?"
you clamp down on him in an involuntary response. he groans, then chuckles.
there is no sweeter place than right here between your thighs. he keeps talking, praise slipping out of his mouth while he watches you bunch and writhe, you squeezing him with your legs and your pussy, fitting him like you've got everything to offer him-- he dissolves into low, heated curses when you clamp down around him again and cum at his praise. you're done for. he'll never stop now.
GAZ is craftier about it. he'd never take advantage of you, darling, of course not. ignore how his voice dips, smooths, laces itself with authority, silk hiding steel. ignore the funny way his words seem suddenly smug. it flutters in your gut the way sees the power you're giving him and takes it with both hands--wields it like he's rescuing you from yourself. 
"of course i like this. now don't think so hard, sweet thing. let me handle it for you." 
he would never abuse his power over you, of course not, not even when he's edged you for so long tears prick at the corner of your eyes and you're begging him, and his eyes darken. voice soft, veiled, his murmuring hiding something you can't detect under the need he's stoking in you. 
he doesn't release you until you've told him what you want. this isn't just about him, he chides; he wants to know what you want. he wants to please you. but somehow, the lust in his eyes when you're begging him for release--to do what only he can do for you--somehow that's the only thing on your mind when you finally cum.
SOAP is pure id. you want to know what he likes? if he likes this? he'll tell you, yeah, he likes it, and the way you double down on riding him makes him want to cum then and there. it's not just the way you feel. it's the look on your face, the tension on your body, like you have something to prove. you're fighting your goddamn demons just bouncing on his dick. 
it makes him worse. he doesn't manipulate you. it's not like that. but you asked, aye? you wanted to know, didn't you? wanted to know what he likes, what makes him feel good, and soap wants to try everything. more than that, he wants to see you try everything. he wants to see the look in your eyes when he overstimulates you, when he puts you on your knees and pushes his boot against your cunt, making you ride it as you suck him off. he wants to blindfold you, cuff you, get you prone and under him in every possible sense and push you to your limit. all he has to do is reassure you that he's abso-fuckin-lutely enjoying this, hen. enjoying that fucked-out look in your eyes, that look of surprise on your face when you find something new that gets you off, that look he becomes most fond of--the "fuck, this just woke something in me" look. he fucking loves pulling orgasms from you that you never expected to have. and you're doing such a good job, aren't you? you're working so hard. 
he lavishes the praise on you. it takes no time at all for you to start responding to his praise even when it's clear he's turned on by just how depraved you're willing to be for his enjoyment. 
"you'd do anything for me, wouldn't ya?"
it makes him so goddamn hard when all you can do is affirm, half-babbling, wanting more praise. all he has to do is reassure you that he likes this. and he does. he really does.
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more multi-141 and poly 141 / masterlist tag
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marrowdrip · 2 months
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Part 1
As you step out of the walk-in closet, eyes focused on your wobbly heels, you look up at your Master, eyes shining with pride as your dress flows and shimmers, catching the light on the bright embroidered petals. But your smile fades as Master shakes his head.
"Too much, little one, try again."
You can hear the tenderness in his voice; of course... He's enjoying the show. Your head bobs and you return to the closet, cursing yourself for being such a dummy.
As your fingers leaf through the outfits on the rack, you can feel your pussy start to melt as your thoughts solidify again... Of course Master should control what his princess wears... I asked him to control me... It feels good to be controlled... After a while, you re-emerge from the closet, and you can feel something click in your brain... So warped from the constant brainwashing, the clothes you choose are shifting your attitude... Sporting a baby-pink crop top that is a touch too short, and a pleated pink microskirt that flares when you walk, a quick spin shows off your black panties, emblazoned with the words "Yes, Daddy?"" across the ass... Giggling, you give a little twirl, before innocently looking towards your Master... Your smile drops again when he shakes his head once more...
"Good try, sweetheart, but you're not quite there yet."
You can feel a tear well up, his words stinging as sharp as a spank... And yet, even wetter than your eyes is the spot on your panties, already dampening at the mere notion of control... As if in a trance, you slip into the closet and out of your outfit, peeling away your panties from your sopping wet pussy... Your thoughts are a mess as they swim around your head... I need Master to control me... Being obedient for Master makes me a good girl... I need to be a good girl..."
Wordlessly, you exit the closet, completely naked as you stand with your hand covering your dripping wet slit, your blonde hair in pig tails, leaving your sensitive little nipples on display... Eyes wide as you wonder up at Master, you beam as he nods with approval...
"Perfect, my doll, absolute perfection... Now, let's begin the inspection... Kneel."
He flashes a grin as you leak down your legs, a faint understanding of what's coming next grips your thoughts, before fading away, your head becoming as light as a pink cloud as you crawl into position, into safety... Naked, willing, eager, you smile up at him with your tongue drooling out of your mouth as you watch him slip on a pair of black leather gloves...
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Your glutes find a comfortable position nestled between your ankles, as you kneel in anticipation. His bodyweight shifts slightly, and you catch a glimpse of the bed behind him… You crane your neck to the side to see, laying near the edge of the bed, a set of black silk rope, a black leather riding crop and a pink vibrator… The small display stirs something deep within you. Something is missing… Or… Wait… There is too much there…? What am I…? Your thoughts do not have a chance to fully form before you blink, a leather wrapped hand around your wrist; your empty stomach drops when you realize Master has been speaking. He yanks your hand up and lifts it above you, revealing a trail of nectar between your fingers, glistening in the warm light of the bedroom.
“Were you trying to hide this from me?” His words arrive to your ears in a low growl. “You know what happens to naughty girls who try to hide their arousal…” Your mouth opens to protest, but before the words can escape your lips, your breath catches. Your eyes widen and goosebumps form on your neck as you realize exactly what was missing on the bed. Time seems to slow down as Master begins to wrap a soft leather band around your neck. You sit up straight, your body instinctively taking the proper position to be collared; pushing out your chest, your nipples stand at attention as you flex your quads, drop your shoulders back and raise your chin, ever so slightly. With a click of cold steel, he clasps the collar around your throat. It is simple black leather, but with four cardinal silver rings instead of one. He attaches a medium-weight chain leash to the back ring and pulls you up, forcing you onto your tip toes… While still keeping the leash taught, he guides you forward to the bed; you can feel your pussy slicken with each tiny step… Your head flushes with embarrassment as you consider your position… I’m so depraved… I have strayed so far from who I was; I was innocent! Your heartbeat quickens as the thoughts roil in your head. Now I’m nothing but a naughty, aroused little slut who needs to be con-
*SMACK*
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leonw4nter · 2 months
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The Lady And Her Gentleman
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Husband!RE6!Leon x F!Reader
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Soft fingers curled around the brown leather of the sword’s grip, lifting it from its velvet box. Golden light beaming in from the cathedral windows hit the polished blade of the weapon, creating a momentary flash of white-gold. The sword felt cumbersome and stocky in your untrained hand yet you held it with great pride as you descended down the colored marble stairs of the altar. Each step was electrifying, anticipation weighing heavily on everyone inside. You stop in front of the kneeling knight, his head downcast and his hands placed in prayer position in front of him; his armor shone bright, not a single scratch or dent in sight but not nearly as bright as your eyes, ablaze with admiration for the gallant knight in his knees. You raise the sword before tapping the flat of the blade against his shoulders, reciting your speech as you do the act.
“I dub thee, Sir Leon. Receive now your spurs, your right to suitable arms, and take this, my sword to your side to serve and defend me well. Arise, Sir Knight,” ending it with the customary gentle tap of the blade to his cheek before handing him the sword, your palms in direct contact with the cold steel. Leon takes the sword from your palms and sheaths it in the scabbard that hung on his hip. He gives you the first curtsy he takes as the newly knighted captain of the guards, barely restrained smiles on both your lips before you give your curtsy to him. When you meet his gaze again you practically tackle him with a hug, silk-clad arms wrapped around his neck.
“I’m so proud of you,” you tenderly whisper. “So proud.”
You can hear gasps of surprise and others in slight shock. It’s not customary for the queen to practically fling herself towards her knight but then again, he’s not just any knight; he’s also your husband. You shut your eyes in immense contentment as you feel his hands close in around the small of your back and pull you closer, his head buried in the nook of your neck; you can feel him press a feather-like kiss to your skin, his lips still curled skyward. You pull away, lovingly gazing at him with glassy eyes and a lovelorn grin on your face. He brings a calloused palm to your cheek, his thumb stroking your pliant skin before he pulls you in for a delicate kiss, the eruption of celebratory cheers and clapping echoing throughout the walls of the gothic cathedral.
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“My love, I’m afraid you must stay awake for this play,” Leon softly urges you. Despite him being your husband and the masses approving of your relationship, you two still had to keep up with the queen-knight appearance which meant that despite his status as the spouse of the seated monarch, he would still be somehow below her, which he didn’t mind as long as he stayed close to you. He stood behind your seat, placing a hand on your shoulder and giving you a gentle squeeze.
“I wish to head back home,” you quietly groan before hiding your yawn behind an ivory handkerchief. “I am falling drowsy.”
He lets himself grin when he sees the handkerchief you brought along; it was the handkerchief that he embroidered, dainty stitches of small yellow flowers adorning the corner of the cloth. He isn’t that great at threading needles or creating a perfect french knot but for you he tries his best, consulting books and your guidance. You are a lot better than he is at this but he still decides to do it like the good husband he is for his queen.
“Honey, it won’t take much longer. Keep those pretty lids open for a little longer and then we can head back,” he reassures you. Though you don’t exactly sound very happy to be doing that, you still try to stay awake and look pleased until the end.
You fall deeply asleep on the carriage ride back home, your head resting on Leon’s strong shoulder. He tries to keep himself from swaying along with the movements of the carriage so your temple doesn’t bump against him or disturb your beauty rest, seeing how you’ve been fighting it off since earlier. He takes your hand and twines your fingers with his, admiring the golden band wrapped around your ring finger. Slightly parting the silk curtain, he keeps his gaze trained outside on the ride home.
As soon as you arrive home, he wakes you up and tries to get you to your chambers immediately to be able to have you fall back asleep again. He helps you out of your jewelry and dresses before getting into the bath, preparing your nightgowns before he sets your side of the bed up for the night. After a quick bath and change of clothing, you slide back in bed and promptly fall asleep while Leon watches on. He isn’t that drowsy yet so he decides to practice his embroidery, practicing on one of your socks this time.
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The day is lazy, almost everyone spending it idly by either reading or taking a walk in one of the gardens. Leon is still engrossed in his embroidery, proud of the first perfect chain stitch he made of a tree branch and is bent on making some more for you. He finished working on your socks from last night and moved on to another one of your handkerchiefs but now he’s working on your satin opera gloves, particularly the hem of the gloves. He’s maximizing the free time he has since he has to go on a patrol around the castle before moving on to managing the protection at kingdom borders, which might take him all night.
“You’re doing a lot of practicing, honey,” you comment with a cheeky grin.
“It seems a lot more soothing than I initially thought,” he responds while still having his attention glued to his work.
“Well, you will be embroidering more things in the nearer future so I highly suggest perfecting this craft.”
“What do you mean by that?”
You giggle, just shrugging your shoulders before turning your attention back to the book you were reading, a giddy smile crossing your lips. Leon gets up from his chair and sets his work down, walking over to you and wrapping you in his arms whilst pressing tickly kisses on your neck. His stubble gently scratches against your neck, making you even more tickly when he nuzzles into your neck and breathes in your scent deeply.
“What do you mean by that, honey? Are you trying to tell me something?”
“Maybe.”
He presses even more tickly kisses, his fingers gently prodding at spots that are most ticklish which causes you to thrash under him and shoot up, trying to run away while giggling.
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You decide to have a nice walk with Leon, frolicking in a beautiful field of pinks and purples. He decided to bring his steed along instead of another carriage, since he wanted this to be more intimate and private. You excitedly jump down from the horse, not even waiting for Leon to help you down when you finally get there; his heart swells a little when he sees you running towards the ocean of pinks and purples, underneath a canvas of blue and orange. Your hair is not tied up into a bun or pinned back and you look a lot more jovial, especially without the powders and tints on your face. He joins you and you two run around amidst the flowers, giggling and squealing without a care in the world. Eventually, you two get tired and resort to laying in a bed of greens to admire the beautiful open scene beside each other. Leon somehow still has the energy to move around, gathering some flowers before sitting right beside you and weaving the flowers together while engaging in idle conversation with you. You didn’t exactly pay attention to his actions so you were caught off guard when he gently crowns you with a flower crown. He smiles brightly, adjusting it to your head and making sure that the best-looking flowers were displayed at the front.
“You look very pretty with this,” he mumbles to himself. “I should make some more.”
“Yeah, you definitely should make some more,” you softly tell him.
“On it.”
He gets up again and gathers more flowers, ready to weave another flower crown. He comes back with more flowers but he takes a daisy and places it behind your ear before giving you a kiss to the cheek, proceeding to make the next crown.
“Make that one much smaller than mine,” you suggest. “A lot like this,” you add as you make a circle with both your hands.
“A matching bracelet?” He asks and you nod, giggling.
After a few moments, he’s finally done making the second flower crown.
“Give me your wrist, my love.”
You give him your wrist and let him slide the crown in. It looks good on you, complimenting your skin color but it’s best worn for another way.
“It’s actually not a bracelet, my dear.”
He looks a little confused, laying back and resting his weight on his shoulders.
“What do you mean by that?”
“It’s for our baby. I’m expecting.”
He stays silent for a bit before turning to you, briskly sitting up and his eyes going wide, his lips following suit. He nears you, taking your hands in his as he looks at you with a piercing intensity.
“Is this real, my love?” He asks in a hushed voice.
You nod. “Yes. Yes, it is very much real. We’ll be parents.”
He pulls you up and into a crushing hug, practically lifting you up and spinning you around. The world turns into a beautiful blur of the different shades of pinks and oranges as the sun closes a beautiful day. Leon finally sets you down and presses a passionate kiss to your lips, setting a promise to protect his wife and his future child in stone.
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NOTE - This fic is a little shorter than my usual fics because I put off writing this and planned on making it a drabble instead but because for some reason I insisted on writing a fic instead of a drabble, we ended up with this fic that is just a buncha ideas thrown in 😭 Also one of my guy classmates is like... subtly making backhanded comments about me and my RE hyperfixation which is... it's interesting and a little funny so let's see where this leads 😭😭 Also my kitten shat inside my house and now it absolutely STANKS and my other cat jumped on me and now I've got scratches all over 😭😭😭 I also took a math quiz that I did not review for and NEARLY failed a quiz in science that I thought I'd do good at 💀 Anyways, that's it and TYSMM for reading my fics!!!!!!!! I <3 UUUUU!!!!!!!
The floral dividers are from @saradika , the images are made by me (sourced from Pinterest).
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farwayloner · 2 months
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"Sweet Gardenia": The Bloom 🌺❄
Bi-Han X Cold!Reader
WARNINGS:
F!Reader, Pre-MK1 Campaign, No use of Y/N, Kinda slowburn, Overworking, a lot of flower metaphors, Mention of Starvation Tomas slander :( , Reader being stubborn, Bi-Han being soft.
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For a better experience, listen to this song while reading. :)
A/N Note: THIS IS MY FIRST FANFIC. ANY FEEDBACK IS APPRECIATED.
Seriously, this is the third time I've had to re-make this. I accidentally uploaded it first then I deleted it by accident.
This took forever to write! But thank you to my friend Gutsie for the feedback :)
I have had other projects that include writing so this not my first writing project.
A part 2 could come out if I have the motivation.
I might open a request page if not.
Expect many metaphors! I use a dictionary to enhance the words I occupy! Yeah i'm so good⁉️
My native language is not English, expect countless grammatical errors.
Enjoy!
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-🌺
Gardenias, flowers that flourish and bloom with an inmense amount of rain, letting them bloom to fulfill their entire potential. Keeping their beauty far away from the sun, in solitude and coldness to fullfill the promise under the white shining moon. In a way to sink down back to the roots.
That is how you can describe yourself as, instead of broken piece of glass lying in a withered flower field that you truly knew you were.
A delicate flower, pushed to the edge by a will of steel. If not, a withered away chrysanrhemum.
You had endless ideas of what you could describe yourself. A total failure.
You saw in yourself a weed that needed to be pulled away by grief, to wither away. And stop existing.
That is what you only wanted. You had fulfilled your potential and that is what mattered the most. What more is there to this garden of existence? Your heart will still be locked away.. a cold persona taking it's place as a façade.. Hiding the true self you have inside. The frozen you, the one that needed to be thawed.
Yet here you were.. The grandmistress of a rising clan, built from the ground and already in the riches spectrum. It was nothing, but honest work.
A work fueled by your frustration of the past events, it already bloomed into success.
Under many stacks of paperwork, graced by the finest silks and materials.. You were yet unhappy. A productive life and success made your way, yet most would call you ungrateful, insecure..
Or ambitious.
You always kept up most nights if you didn't have the exhaustion to fall asleep instantly after a long day of working, to keep the utmost pace of your life. Yet you never slept. Never rested as if you were a.. stubborn camellia.
No one to walk beside you. This wealth made you more than unhappy. But no one was worthy of your affections. Other gardens tried to kindle with you and it caused you to push more away.
In younger years, you were a root that needed to grow, in a healthier way. Winding vines only made you slowly wither away, taking what you had at your sleeve.
Your heart. Locking it down tightly and never opening it again, for the sake of your happiness.
This pace would rather destroy what you have built rather than strengthen the bond.
You were going to last as long as a bee at this pace.
"It is not enough." You always thought to yourself.. keeping it deep inside the roots of your existence. It would forever be locked there until someone pulled the weeds.
A cold heart like yours isn't deserving of love.
That's what you always convinced yourself.
Undeserving.
Not enough.
Reassurance wasn't enough.
It never was.
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You stood beside your quarter's window, a view right to the beautiful-tended to garden and those foolish blood-colored gardenias outside your window.
They seemed to be communicating in a way to you, enjoying the calming sun as they bloomed and enjoyed the last clutches of autumn. As if their secret passion would let them survive the soon coming winter.
"Beautiful. Yet foolish." You muttered to yourself. Even after being alone, you kept to yourself.
Patience is key.
Flowers were always a fascination to you, you had decorated the gardens with many beautiful flowers that bloom around all year, but those gardenias.. they couldn't stay through the winter.
It only reminded you of yourself.
You knew that those flowers were beautiful, the red color was one of the most beautiful. Yet you felt jealousy at the bloody flowers. You wouldn't indulge in those.. passions that they are meaning to, love.. partnership. The thought made you scowl, your façade falling apart.
Your clan was utmost important. The only sense of independence you had at the moment after escaping your planter's clutches, it gave you the position you have now. And you couldn't afford to lose it.
Ever.
Yet those frivolous arranged marriage proposals arrived each day at her clan's gates. How foolish to think that she would accept them. They only want her power, and her wealth. It only makes your patience wither away.
With a sigh, you returned back to work. Yet your thoughts kept going back and then. Was love truly deserving of one like you? Or that façade would bring you nowhere near a friendship?
You wouldn't indulge in those senses.. yet. As none have ever captured your heart after it has been locked away. The way to thaw it is unsure to you as well.
This continuous delusional thoughts kept you away from your work. You wouldn't tie yourself until your demise over a man who does not appreciate you. It would be a quick demise.
Yet,
You are losing hope on expanding the power and control you have over the lands. Even as you keep overworking yourself. You will have no other choice to marry the leader of another influential clan. It would be the true bad end.
But it is not alright to give up, yet. As hope will start. Winter is starting to arrive and it always arises new opportunities.
And your thoughts will always keep you to the bloody-colored flowers that mean passion and secret love. A visible furrow of eyebrows and scowled appeared on your face. You could already hear your mother scolding you due to the
"Not lady-like mannerisms".....
You really started to hate red.
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The Lin Kuei.
A formidable yet stealthy warrior ninja clan that specializes in defending Earthrealm.
It's former grandmaster, had been very influential on the up-rise of the Lin Kuei. And brought it to the highest-bloom point.
Even at a low-profile state, the clan bloomed into a successful amount of wealth and power.
But the grandmaster's first-born son: Bi-Han, a snowdrop in a human mantle that was trained his entire childhood to become the grandmaster.
He did not seem to have his father's ideals.
He matured earlier than expected in a will of steel. Cold, calculating and unforgiving. Commonly referenced to a demon in human skin. His childhood being something he is ashamed off.
Bi-Han resents his father for his harsh treatment during his roots: Being referenced that weaknesses are a horrible mistake, relationships and friendships will only be distractions and cause weaknesses.
"Weaknesses are failures. Failures are unacceptable and you know of it." The former grandmaster's words were imprinted in Bi-Han's head. A common echo of reminder in those roots of his. How he resented that.. doddering-old man.
Bi-Han's frustration often caused him to snap at his brothers, who didn't receive the harsh training their father gave to him. Yet he felt guilty at his usual hurting words, but his duties and stress would be constantly eating him inside.
After the former grandmaster withered away, Bi-Han had taken the mantle of his father, wanting to bloom the Lin Kuei into a better glory than to protect Earthrealm.
No time for friendships, relationships.
Or his brothers.
His duty was the most important aspect in his life, trained for it since his birth. Having to constantly work on financial situations, scold recruits and warriors for the unsatisfactory performances. It was a harsh job.
But these recruits needed a vine to pull them back together. To teach them a lesson,
That they wouldn't forget.
Yet here was Bi-Han, in the cold winter of Articka, sharing a meal under the shining moon with his brothers.
He barely made time to "discuss duties" with them. But due to the accomodate weather and temperature, he made an up-most exception. Not that he would admit.
Bi-Han was deep in his thoughts, while his brothers enjoyed the steaming buns right in-front of him placed on the dinner table.
Though he made an attempt to ignore the simple delicasies. Bi-Han's concentrated gaze was staring right into the soul of a newly-grown nearby tree,that increased snow started to fall from.
He had a work-loaded week, and now he could enjoy respite digesting steaming buns with his brothers. A quiet respite if he could just enjoy it.
"Winter is very close by and times will get harsher." Bi-Han though to himself. Even after mastering Cryomancy, he must prepare for the harsh climate.
Not only for himself, but for the rest of Lin Kuei warriors.
Bi-Han was brought out of his thoughts when his blood-brother, Kuai Liang, spoke to catch his attention.
"I was analizing the climate. I apologise for the distractions." Bi-Han tried to dismiss the subject with a wave of his hand.
He despised being seen as vulnerable. As if he was compared to a flower. Bi-Han scowled at the thought.
"Continue, Kuai Liang." Bi-Han said coldly, staring with thorns of long-frozen impatience at his adopted brother: Tomas, for a second.
Then back at Kuai Liang. With the same gaze.
Kuai Liang cleared his throat, his high body warmth due to his Pyromancy abilities, was now warming the garden of the conversation.
The frozen flowers showed cracks and they shattered due to the unusual cold. Which Bi-Han managed to ignore with no hesitation.
"Now that you have become grandmaster,
I believe that someone could join to command the Lin Kuei by your side, Brother." Kuai Liang sounded slightly hesitant.
Bi-Han raised an eyebrow. His icy malice fading by the moment.
"Explain yourself, Kuai Liang." Bi-Han crossed his arms with a questioning look, any more nonsense and he would explode, as a caterpillar out of it's metamorphosis phase. A resentment about to push out in an avalanche.
"..." Kuai Liang sighed.
"A partner by your side... Someone to be there.. emotionally and physically." Kuai Liang sounded more confident. Bi-Han allowed himself to root a strange.. considering glint in his eyes.
But before Bi-Han could respond with a snarky comment as usual, Tomas chided in.
"By what he means, is a wife by your side, Bi-Han." Bi-Han stood up abruptly, startling the two brothers.
Bi-Han glared at the both of them, and more harshly at Tomas. His tone was meant to bite deeply.
"Dismiss that nonsense, Tomas!" Bi-Han said while pointing a finger to the two of them.
"You know nothing of what is good for me."
Bi-Han directed his finger to himself.
"Only I do."
After the harsh snap, Bi-Han sat back down and digged into a steaming bun. His gaze moving away from the brothers.
Kuai Liang gave a "I am used to this" stare, and then gazed assuringly at Tomas who seemed taken aback.
Kuai Liang stood up and approached Bi-Han, placing a warm hand on his shoulder.
"Brother.. It could give the clan more glory. The freedom you truly want it to have.. It is not a weakness, but a benefit." Kuai Liang said reassuringly while Bi-Han only responded with an unamused stare.
Then Bi-Han looked down, considering.
"The Lin Kuei requires my focus more than anything else." His tone was more composed.
"Any weakness or distraction will cause failure." Bi-Han continued still composed, the iceberg seemed about to break. "And all types of failure are unacceptable."
Tomas went in to defend Kuai Liang. His tone more.. Desperate and he gulped afterwards.
"Bi-Han, I am aware that you are seeking perfection.. yet you fear failure more than everything else." Tomas tried to reassure Bi-Han, but the latter responded with a glare and a slam on the table.
He had enough.
"Hold that tongue if you wish to keep it, Tomas." Bi-Han said very harshly. "I have no intentions of discussing this." Bi-Han left the icy gardens.. Leaving Tomas and Kuai Liang with disappointment.
Bi-Han was sat down on his office.. Feeling guilty after snapping again to his brothers. On that same damn chair that he always hunched over and got all his back pains from. How he'd wish to freeze it, and throw it to somewhere else to be never seen.
How he'd wish he'd get out of his head those foolish delusional thoughts. To stop snapping at his brothers and not consider Kuai Liang's proposal.
Bi-Han really thought.. Is he really ache-ing for a love he probably doesn't even know he really requires? Or.. deserves.
If he did, he only wished for a loyal partner.
A woman fit to his needs.. Not someone weak, someone who had a will of steel similar to his. A gaze that defies nature. Someone who he would trust entirely, to the point of worship. Yet he didn't wish to show it as a weakness.
He wanted to nurture those seeds if he did manage to get attached. He knew it was unlikely, but all he wished is for the new blossoms to open.
Appearances were everything.
It truly made him want to rip everything apart.
But his duties are always the up-most important. Nothing will change his ways.
Maybe another day, another life or another moment, he could indulge in those thoughts. But for now, the Lin Kuei were up-most important.
Even if it cost him everything.
-🌺
You held in your hands yet another rejected arranged marriage proposal.
The sun had fallen, and the sweet breeze of the evening had turned to the strong yet comforting mantle that arrived each winter.
Yet another clan has tried to bring down yours after you rejected their arranged marriage proposal.
It is not a surprise either. It has happened way too many times to count.
"These power-hungry fools." You knew you had no chance at this point. You had to marry into a clan and bloom ever more.
As a clan leader, your duties were always destined to benefit your future and not handle the past.
Yet you had to find the proper one.
You decided to check onto the many arranged marriage deals.. many were asking for 75% of revenue from your clan. That made you wince.
You have denied the blossom of any deep feelings, causing many of your stress and emotional unhappiness.
The gardenias outside your window didn't have the "positive" aura they once had. As if the cold winter had affected their once up-bright bloom.
Reminded you of someone.
And it kept you intrigued, contemplating the idea to investigate flowers once you have cleared your duties out of your schedule.
You will never catch a break at this point.
But for the sake of the clan, you will start to meet the one who will thaw that frozen flower within you.
To find the only worthy one, but only time would tell.
Once dawn arrived,
You would be ready to let the seeds grow.
For your sake.
-❄
The Lin Kuei temple was bustling with noise of the recruits trying to blossom their fighting techniques. On the quieter side,
Bi-Han was working on his office, handling important matters that were very indeed important, but not very important enough to mention. When Sektor entered his office with a paper on his hands. Bi-Han welcomed him in with only a stare and let him speak,
Crossing his arms over his chest. His gaze unamused as prepared to hear Sektor's usual ramblings.
"Well then." Bi-Han said slightly impatient.
"Grandmaster.. I assume you had accepted Kuai Liang's proposal?" Sektor said calmly as he placed the paper on Bi-Han's desk, letting him inspect the paper.
Bi-Han quirked an eyebrow.
"This, is a clan that Cyrax and I have been observing for the past 3 months." Sektor explained calmly once again, with backups of evidence slipping by. "Their financial debates and the way they continuously continue to grow is outstanding." Sektor looked Bi-Han, asking for approval on to keep rambling.
"...Very well. Keep explaining." Bi-Han's tone was one of interest. He inspected the paper, and nodded as Sektor spoke.
The lower part of the paper read as:
'The only way to affiliate as such is for the current leaders of the clans to conclude a marriage.' Bi-Han furrowed his eyebrows and then looked at Sektor who continued on rambling about how the clan's leader intellect was one of "other realms".
Yet, Sektor continued to explain.
"It is run by a woman. We haven't managed to collect any information from her. But from what we have.. investigated, is that she is a formidable business-partner.
It would make her intellect run the financial parts, and your strength to run the troops."
"This plan would make the clan bloom intensively, Grandmaster." Sektor added,
As if trying to convince him. Sektor stood tall, a hand to his chest. He was loyal to his Grandmaster, no matter what.
Then grew another sentence asking for Bi-Han's approval. Snapping Bi-Han out of his considering thoughts.
"This is a chance we can't afford to lose."
Bi-Han thought for a moment. He knows he can't refuse. Yet Sektor's proposal echo'ed on Bi-Han's head.
This could be the greater chance for the Lin Kuei to have the freedom it deserves. Growing inmensively in power would bring it to what he always envisioned..
And to... accept Kuai Liang's proposal.. He wasn't completely against it.
It was perfect.
Bi-Han placed the paper back down on the desk and signed it.
"Very well. I will be looking forward to meet this.. Grandmistress." Bi-Han said with stoicness laced with unusual interest and handed it to Sektor.
"Send it to the Grandmistress of that clan and report if she accepts an arrangement." Bi-Han continued, he was shivering with anticipation.
This was the best chance he had gotten this far.
And winter had just started. And soon after, it would all bloom.
But together, perhaps, two steel willed lives like a gardenia and an icy snowdrop might shape their lives and their clans into a sturdy netherrock, undestructible and strong.
Only if the meeting went the right path, that was. Only time would tell if an alliance could bloom where only distrust once reigned supreme, or if these two flowers were destined to remain tied forever, until their demise.
Bi-Han couldn't wait.
-🌺
"Lin Kuei?" You repeated your advisor's words with a scowl.
"You are naming it as if it was stupid. It is not, my lady." Your advisor said reassuringly.
"This traditional Chinese clan is a very low-profiled one. Truly focusing on strength and power." You gazed at the signed paper by the grandmaster, Bi-Han.
Ninjas, you thought. Even though it referred at the members as "warriors."
How old-fashioned. Yet, the accidental grunt that you let out at the word was worth it.
This was going to be.. unusual unlike the other clans that have sent you arrangement proposals.
The Lin Kuei's grandmaster wanted to marry you. Like everyone else. You had to check what he required.. And what he was proposing in return.
He required 25% of your revenue. Acceptable, since the other clans required around 30% or higher. Which this situation caused an unusual tingle in your stomach.
...He required your skills? He didn't specify in the file. It seems it was not even written by himself.
And he was offering in return..
25% revenue of the Lin Kuei's profits... decent, yet acceptable.
Yet other thing caught your eye.
A grandmistress role, a chair-man position in the Lin Kuei... This was strange,
Indeed.
Most clans that came to offer, offered you a rather high rank and role, but none as high as to be an equal with the leader.
This caught your interest, indeed.
"A grab." You mumbled to yourself. Catching your advisor's attention.
You gazed back at your advisor, who was waiting for your opinion on the matter.
You blinked a few times from the lack of sleep. How long ago did you change your pillow's case..?
Whatever.
"My interest peaked. Do tell me more." You said a bit commanding, yet softly. You gazed back at the paper.
This paper had arrived by chance, unlike the many others that arrived at the clan's gates.
This one appeared on your window. The one that had direct view to those.. foolish gardenias.
Those.. Lin Kuei ninjas must have snuck here, how amusing.
You had to call your advisor for information on the matter. This Lin Kuei. Not open to the public eye.. no registry on your clan's archives.. The only way to gain information is having a meeting with the clan leader or a representative.
"The Lin Kuei's grandmaster is said to be a monster. Cold and unforgiving." Your advisor said with a hesitant voice.
"But as you have told me countless times.. You are not forbidden to marry and not blossom any feelings, my lady." You gazed back your advisor.
True words, as long as you helped your clan not falter by any means..
You would.
You stayed silent as your advisor continued to explain many of the benefits.
"I will keep it in mind." You replied with a calm conposture. "Send a messenger. I will have a.. peaceful meeting with this.. Bi-Han." His name sounded bitter on your tongue.
You had to meet a cold yeti, and you weren't afraid.
Only for the sake of your clan.
"Let's prepare some buns. I haven't ate in a few days." You said unamusingly.
Your advisor seemed worried.. You have not ate steamed buns in days..
Or you have not ate in days.
How foolish.
Let's hope winter doesn't crush the lilacs of your excitement.
Which you so try to deny.
-❄|🌺
The weather was.. emotional dropping to say the least.
The sky a neutral shade of gray smoke, a comforting aura yet taunting with the idea of possible rain.
You considered this weather to be the most.. relaxing. Yet productive. You mostly took days off on this type of weather, considering it a day for full respite.
Even if it quadripled your paperwork.
You were excited to say the least. You prepared your appearance decently. Because after the most work-loaded of days, your face would be puffy and tired.
Yet it was the perfect weather to start a meeting.
The wind was practically non-existent,
And you were preparing to meet the Lin Kuei's grandmaster. An optimal preparation was put in place. While you watched the gardeners arrange the many well-kept flowers..
Including those foolish blood-colored gardenias.
They were pretty to say the least.
Flowers were always a fascination to you. A visual break from the un-aesthetics of the common wither of winter and deterioration.
Yet winter had already arrived.. seeing how most of the beautiful trees had no leaves left in the roots.. The past dealings of autumn had left a temporal mark in their spare.
It gave you more than enough confidence to head through the meeting.
You were dressed rather formally, the room that you had prepared for the meeting was open, a large frame with direct access to the main gardens.
It was embroided with a dark-tone of high quality oak. With tall bookcases covering the walls of the room.
The room's large frame's purpose was only to gaze at which had withered away and which had survived winter's embrace.
Yet your attention kept away at that damned garden. How to not survive a winter?
Life is dependant on will and skill. Even those who do not possess skill survive through will alone. Otherwise, no will, pure skill.
What a blossom of thoughts had been keeping away the matters that needed to seed their way to your brain.
Your attention was called, chiding it away from your gaze to the mostly red-colored garden.
The room was finished.
And as you gazed at the many flowers,
As long as you kept denying it,
You could not deny your liking for the red gardenias.
But other flowers had your affections as well.
The room was ready and a table was placed, a chair on either sides. You took the one that had a view to the door and left the remaining one for the grandmaster. Purposelly doing so for the view, and sake of the well-kept garden.
It was a small but thoughtful detail.. Maybe ambitious?
You were never the type of person to show off the things in your pockets.
You sat down in the chair and prepared the documments that you wanted to present, in-case the meeting was successful and the idea of an arrange marriage was successful.
If the so-called "monster" was keen to your ideals or not.
You had a tea set on another table in the room in-case he was in the mood for a steaming cup of tea, many flavors and spices to keep it to his liking.
Your advisor went to encourage you.. The past meetings with other clan leaders were.. unsuccesful and awkward.
He had arrived.
But as you continued to gaze at the garden and the tea set somewhere along the room.. You decided that your idea was gonna take place first.
Bi-Han had arrived at the clan gates, Kuai Liang by his side.
Kuai Liang sighed seeing Bi-Han's confidence.
"I never imagined to see the day where you would try to conquer a woman's affections." Kuai Liang stared at Bi-Han who was gazing at the arquitecture of the place.
Bi-Han was unamused visibly by Kuai Liang's remark.
"Silence. It is for our good." Bi-Han's tone was composed, not meaning to hurt Kuai Liang.
Yet he re-directed his gaze to Kuai Liang with a nod.
"We shall enter. I am sure the grandmistress might be waiting for us." Bi-Han walked inside and Kuai Liang followed silently.
But Kuai Liang did not fail to notice the excitement laced in his tone, yet the raise in his eyebrows.
One of the clan members greeted them with a bow and leaded them to the meeting room..
And once Bi-Han opened the door...
You weren't there.
Kuai Liang and Bi-Han stepped inside in confusion. Was this the wrong room had they just entered?
The room seemed to be set up for a meeting and the scenery of the garden seemed appealing to the eyes.
They were in the according room.
Then they saw a figure, she entered the building with flowers on her hands, placing them with the spices sitting beside the multiple flavors of tea.
Her stance not faltering her resting face seemed unamused, to say the least.
There you were. You were grabbing the roses and jasmine flowers to give the tea flavors more variety.
It hurt your heart to cut off some of the bloomed delicacies, but for the sake of the meeting it was optimal.
You had to address them.. No time to slack.
You cleared your throat and turned to face the two masked men.
"Welcome.. I was not informed of an.. advisor." You said composed while re-directing your gaze to Kuai Liang. "Must we start?"
Kuai Liang bowed his head. "Grandmistress, you are mistaken. I am simply accompanying my brother." You nodded,
noticing of Bi-Han's lack of response and the penetrating stare he was pointing at you.
You stayed silent gazing at them for a few seconds then you gazed back at the tea.
"Tea? Most foreign flavors I have at my disposal." You said calmly as you looked for approval to prepare some tea.
Courtesy at it's finest. Tea was a great start.
"Pu'erh. With Mantao." Bi-Han said coldly, but composed. These were the only words he had said so far,
Meanwhile he stood beside Kuai Liang, who didn't seem to have much faith on Bi-Han.
"No, Thank you for the offer." Kuai Liang said gruffly yet friendly.
You nodded at their words, placing the boiling water into cups and starting to add the bags of tea.
You prepared some tea for yourself as well, Chamomille.. meant to calm your nerves in-case of any disagreement or anything that would stress you.
You brewed the tea and placed it on the table, placing the Pu'erh teacup with a spice of Mantao honey on Bi-Han's side of the table and your chamomille teacup on the side you were destined to sit.
Decent so far. A show of courtesy shown by your part.
"Please, sit down so we can begin." You say down calmly and composed. Your face showing calmness,
But a frigid composture that "can't" be cracked.
You gazed at Kuai Liang who was still standing.
"I apologise for the lack of seating. I was informed that this meeting would be entirely confidential." You let out a sigh at your words.
Kuai Liang hesitated.
"No need to apologise. I wasn't aware of my compa-" Kuai Liang was shut by Bi-Han's gaze.
Bi-Han had his mask on, so did Kuai Liang. But Kuai Liang knew that Bi-Han was scowling under the mask.
After all, Bi-Han had "convinced" him. In reality, obligated him. If not, Bi-Han would have dealt with this matter himself.
Bi-Han wanted none to know this.
He would be hysterical if his brother wasn't there to watch. He would ever not, admit that fact.
Bi-Han sat down, while Kuai Liang was standing awkwardly beside.
The yellow one's eyebrows were furrowed? No.. those were only the marks due to the constant frowning on his part. And Bi-Han seemed to have met the same predicament.
Bi-Han's eyebrows were relaxed. But his eyes, with a stern look were focused entirely on you, as if judging you. You started to speak, gazing back with a tone of admission. As if to show respect.
Shall it start.
"I am curious of the fact that a low-profiled clan seeks an alliance with one as mine." You crossed your arms over your chest. Bi-Han's gaze still piercing.
"The Lin Kuei especializes in stealth, force and commitment." Bi-Han didn't even acknowledge his tea.
The steam slowly fading away as the room's temperature went down by the minute.
You nodded at his words. He didn't mention power once. Most of the clan leaders mentioned how successful their clans were, yet the Lin Kuei were thriving with a health and development unlike any others and a humble response had surprised you.
"...It is great to hear. My advisor had informed me of the achievings of your clan." You drank the chamomille.. The soft yet strong flavor making you relax.
Meanwhile Bi-Han..
Bi-Han was feeling.. concerned. The Lin Kuei never had any sort of meetings like this in the past. His father had met his mother during a skirmish, saving her life and taking her in to the Lin Kuei.
As long as he knew, it was a tale that his mother used to tell him and his brothers to fall asleep.
"Foolish. That old man surely kidnapped and forced her against her will." Bi-Han's thoughts were always aggressive, to no surprise.
Yet Bi-Han stared at you as you spoke over the documents, speaking about possible benefits and the downfalls that could be caused.
He appreciated your determination for your duty.
It was rare to not see leaders slack off and live off their wealth. Yet you took that, threw it on the ground and set it on fire.
Your will was fascinating to Bi-Han. Even if he wouldn't show it. He kept his piercing stare.
You continued to speak, thinking that Bi-Han had absolutely no interest.
You kept your conversation. You seemed to be speaking alone as Bi-Han only gave back nods and barely spoken words. It unfuriated you yet it seemed to be progressing well.
"I am affirming that this agreement will not only bring power. Prosperity and humility are the most important aspect of a clan. Peace through framework is preferable than an endless chase of power."
You said calmly. Noticing how Bi-Han's gaze darkened.
He instantly furrowed his eyebrows.
"Power brings respect. More power no conflicts to being with." Bi-Han's tone was unintentionally harsher.
You narrowed your eyes.
"Power is not by any means a weapon. A word that exists on your mind to cause you ambition." You sighed.
"It is a true sense of strength that must be taken care off, carefully."
Bi-Han notably got more and more furious. It was obvious he was attempting to hold his composture in.
Kuai Liang seemed concerned too,
but knew nothing would calm his brother's rage.
It didn't stop Bi-Han.
"You work off weakness."
Bi-Han's true speech had risen up.
"Might alone will bring the 'humility' and 'prosperity' you seek. Only through wars and struggle." He continued.
"And if you are against violence then you are not fit to work with the Lin Kuei. Simple as that is."
Bi-Han spat out coldly. The disagreement had escalated.
You could barely keep your snarky remarks from your composture.
You had to end this.
"I am aware that the Lin Kuei work off might and power alone." You stood up abruptly.
Bi-Han's eyebrows both raised. It was a funny sight, to say the least.
"I was expecting a façade to get in my good side, grandmaster" You stared directly to in-between his eyebrows.
Your tone meant to show disappointment in the outcome of this meeting.
"Yet you have only shown your true colors."
Kuai Liang seemed panicked, looking at Bi-Han in a way to tell him to salvage this.
"This meeting is concluded. Leave."
You left to the gardens.. Passing by the red gardenias and letting out a grunt.
Even this garden was enough to fuel your anger.
You headed into the outsides of your clan..
In a way to soothe your nerves..
To the hidden forest glade within.
No distractions.
-🌺|❄
Bi-Han was distraught to say the least.
He had managed to ruin the chance to win the woman's affections and approval.
Now he had fully-lost the chance to gain it.
This could affect the Lin Kuei in a sort of way? If she decided to become an enemy.
Bi-Han simply stayed sat, he realized that he did not gaze even once at the cold tea in front of him.
He had been unintentionally having a lack of respect.
He hated this.
"Brother." Kuai Liang spoke after a minute of awkward silence. "If you don't go after her- You might lose your chance." Kuai Liang was nervous.
He had seen the entire disagreement pass by like a mannequin.. It hurt seeing how Bi-Han was messing it all over and not being able to intervene.
Bi-Han looked up at Kuai Liang.
"I suppose so." Bi-Han stared to the gardens, the multiple colored gardens with varieties he had not seen at the Lin Kuei..
A high-quantity of flowers that grow in gardens with higher temperature.
He had never seen a lotus flower. Only from the pictures his mother had shown him.
"Beautiful". He thought.
Bi-Han remembered the many topics his mother used to ramble about.
Flowers, especially.
He had acquired a great knowledge for gardening due to his mother's teaching.
He couldn't help but reminisce.
"Bi-Han, dear. Come here." Bi-Han heard his mother's voice call him out of the training with his brothers.
He would get scolded for leaving, but spending time with his mother was more important to him than anything.
"Come here." Bi-Han's mother took Bi-Han lithe form in his arms. She held a book and sat beside flowers on the well-tended to gardens in the snowy terrain that the Lin Kuei temple resided in.
Bi-Han was in for a long teaching.
"That, is a roseroot. Grows only in the highest of places. We occasionally place some of the leaves on our dishes." Bi-Han let himself root out a face of disgust and his mother chuckled. She stared lovingly to Bi-Han's interest.
She knew a break from his harsh training might do him well.
Bi-Han gazed at the droopy flowers close to his mother and then back at her.
"Oh? Those are Galanthus. Also known as Snowdrops, dear. You will see them all year, they surely love the snow."
Bi-Han paid attention to the entirety of his mother's teachings.
If Bi-Han couldn't admit it, he had such knowledge for such things as flowers. Which he would call "weak."
Now all he had left for the memory was his mother's flora research in the Lin Kuei's archives.
He would make usage of it one day.
He was sure of it.
Bi-Han was shook out of his memory and noticed Kuai Liang staring at him disapprovingly.
"Brother! You have to find her!" Kuai Liang seemed more desperate. Unusual due to his mastered patience at his brother's stubborness.
Bi-Han nodded and stood up. Running after the ominous clan leader.
He would make ammends.
It was for his clan after all.
You were sat in a tree trunk. The smokey gray sky still haunting your patience and you façade slowly dropping out. Your face in your hands.
Your hands felt like burning steel.
It hurt.
What did go wrong? You gave the up-most courtesy that you learnt over your entire life.
You knew respect was something primal, necessary for every lifetime interaction. Yet any fools that spoke to you were lacking of such formality.
Were you too cold? Maybe it could be cause.
He stared at you as if you were garbage,
A lifeless doll.
Like everyone else.
Your fury was undeniable.
As long as you kept it inside that locked heart, and no one tried opening to see the one memory hidden inside, it would maintain the peace you always kept.
You must not fracture.
This was only one of the many meetings that were to come.
This wouldn't let you down even once.
The rooted façade would not fall apart.
Yet you felt the icy presence behind you. You did not move an inch but his menacing aura was enough to sent a shiver down your spine.
Letting yourself bloom a sigh.
Your trail was left right open it seems,
He was here.
-❄|🌺
Bi-Han stared at the woman in front of him.
He knew that sneaking behind her while she tried to keep her emotional turmoil at bay would only cause her even more distress,
But he wouldn't be caught yet.
He only heard your voice besides the sounds of the harsh wind.
"Have you come here to taunt me? I am not emotionally available for yet another pointless debate." You said gruffly.
Fighting the tears that were trying to come out.
"No. I only wish to.. make ammends." Bi-Han said a bit hesitantly.
You stared up in confusion.
"Yet another scheme to make me fall. Your ways of treason are not affordable." You let out, meaning to bite.
Bi-Han sighed.
He knew he could not deal with an emotional woman that tried to hold her rage.
"There are other ways we can join together. Other than power." Bi-Han said quite lowly.
He wanted to make it clear.
"I wish the best for the Lin Kuei. And I have observed that you have the same ideal for your clan." You stared confused,
Not knowing where he was heading to in the conversation.
"I wish to make a change in the contract."
You nodded at his request. Raising your eyebrows.
"No marriage ceremony?" You said confidently, guessing that was his idea. He seemed uncomfortable at the idea of a wedding.
His shoulders tensed, he sighed.
"No. I want your clan to join the Lin Kuei. As a branch." You seemed more furious at that.
You could not take this lightly.
"I would not wish such fate to my clan. I blossomed day and night for such path." You said coldly.
Your emotions rising up once again.
"I am still offering the chair-man position. You and I will be equal. You will remain as a grandmistress." Bi-Han said,
His gaze looking at you with a convincing glint.
"I am not against the idea." Bi-Han sighed at your words. He had to knock some sense into you, but he would not yell.
You were a stubborn mess to deal with.
"So be it." The grandmaster said with a huff.
"To clear your stubborn soul that you possess, let's have a fight." Bi-Han stepped back and put himself into a ready'ed battle stance.
You had not put your self-defense abilities to the test in a long time. Approximately around last summer.
Yet you were confident. A good match, isolated?
No unwanted attention would be brought here.
Just what you wanted.
Bi-Han noticed by the determined glint on your gaze as you stood up from the trunk you previously turmoiled on.
You were ready.
And you were ready to blow off every steam you needed.
A mean of justice that would not be forgotten by him. A way to break the world and the law of your heart.
A broken heart once filled with tenderness.
Would that break his rule? Surely not. But it would be an amazing way to de-stress.
You were panting heavily, so was Bi-Han.
This spar quickly transformed into "who can break eachother's nose first." You weren't against the idea but the experience that Bi-Han had at hand-to-hand kombat was higher than yours.
You could tell he was going easy on you.
You hated it.
The trees shaked as a foul amount of punches were exchanged. Bi-Han covering his fits in ice to catch you more off guard.
You tried to not break your composture seeing that he was a cryomancer.
You could not hold back the scowl that you blossomed out of your face.
No way you're losing this.
You ducked and evaded most of his "pulled-punches". Though your emotions remained turmoiled, you mind was only on the battle. Even with the heavy drag of your heart.
Everything was dragged away by the wind.
Two souls connect as one only for such intense fight.
Their eyes connected and with that one glance..
It was finished.
You fell down to the ground exhausted.
Bi-Han offered his hand to help you stand up.
"I understimated you, woman." He said panting, with a barely noticeable tone of admiration.
You gazed up at him for a few seconds, narrowing your eyes as you took his hand to help you.
"I am glad we have made the ammends you wished. Yet, I am not convinced by your proposal."
You didn't want your clan to be disregarded as a branch inside the Lin Kuei.
"Then, we shall meet at dawn tomorrow. A meeting to the Lin Kuei temple will take place." Bi-Han said with his back turned to you.
"I will be waiting, grandmistress." Bi-Han said lowly but softly and left the glade.
"Very well..." You said hesitantly.
As for all that mattered... Nothing did.
Tomorrow you would see if everything was worth it, or to throw it away.
This Bi-Han had fished your attention. And you couldn't escape from it.
But it was enough.
As long as it helped you too..
You were more than happy to let your heart blossom for just that man.
Even if you were delusional enough.
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Not the cliffhanger, but yeah.
This is too long for my liking.
(I'll try to upload this to AO3 as well..)
A part 2 is guaranteed! No idea when it'll come out though. 😭
This took forever to write and any reblogs are appreciated! Feedback is also to be accepted, don't be shy :D
Thank you so much for reading :)
-Shigu 💖
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annachum · 1 year
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I believe that Cosette is one of the strongest characters in Les Mis
And when I say a strong character, I don't mean just physically. I meant emotionally and mentally as well.
Like Cosette been through A LOT. She was horribly abused as a child, grew up in turbulent times in French history, is born from the slums yet is lucky enough to be adopted into bourgeoisie by Valjean, and she got PTSD from the June Rebellion and all. A number of abuse survivors became more cynical, bitter, and/or even violent.
BUT SHE ISNT.
Even after all the shit she endured, even after all the horrors she has seen, she not only remains hopeful and compassionate, yet also offers the Light she has to a number of people around her. She literally is a reason why a number of characters found hope to keep going. Without her, ALL of her loved ones would have gone off to the deep end already.
Cosette does not allow herself to be submerged in misery and despair. Even in dark times, she TRIES to maintain as hopeful as possible and offers compassion and solace to a number of others. She is LITERALLY a reason why Valjean stopped being tempted back to criminal life, why Fantine still has hope despite her hardships and the fact she gave EVERYTHING for Cosette to have a better life, why Marius found hope again after he thought he lost EVERYTHING, and why the Thenardier sibs found hope to turn their lives around.
Cosette isn't just a representation of hope. She is also a representation of :
- A world beyond a barricade
- A light people fighting are climbing to
- A reminder of goodness in the world
- Victory of hope over despair
Cosette is actually tough as nails, yet she CHOSE to remain compassionate and hopeful despite all she experienced and has TREMENDOUS emotional and mental strength
And I think that's beautiful.
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winter-sword · 2 years
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She had missed the battle, but to the swordswoman, Fhirdiad’s streets still smelled of blood. Shaking away those thoughts, as ruminating on her failure to return sooner would do her no good, Gwenn slipped into the crowd gathered before the steps of the Royal Palace. Though the long, dark coat she wore was intended only to spare her the chill she couldn’t shake, it’s hood helped to conceal her identity from anyone she had no care to be recognized by. Watching Dimitri be forced to execute Rufus made the Dancer’s heart ache for the boy she considered a younger brother, but she knew it had to be done.
Unknowingly echoing Felix’s words to a certain mercenary on the matter, it was Dimitri’s duty as King, no matter how anyone else felt about it. But then the traitor’s head had been severed from his neck, and the crowd slowly began to disperse, now that the ‘main event’ was over. In the cold of the quickly falling night, Gwenn felt the all-too-familiar impulse to draw her coat in closer, to attempt to stave off the pain and trembling dropping temperatures would inevitably bring. Instead, frowning softly, she lowered the fur-lined hood to expose her face.
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It was, as the saying went, time to face the music.
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Kanye West, legally known as Ye, is selling the Malibu, California home he ruined, for $53M (He bought it for $57M). The house was designed by one of the world’s most eminent architects, Tadao Ando, and Ye stripped it clean of windows, doors, electrical, and many of the architect’s signature interior finishes.
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Sitting since 2021, the mansion is now rotting. Wait. This is $53M for a cement shell, basically. The brutalist style home has 1,200 tons of poured concrete and 200 tons of steel reinforcement to hold it all together with 12- 60 ft. pylons sunk into the sand.
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The beachside house was once the epitome of artistic ingenuity.
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The floor-to-ceiling windows facing the water have long been removed, leaving the rear of the building entirely open to the elements.
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All of the interior photos are before it was gutted. The alleged plan was to try to turn the mansion into a “Bat Cave” so he could “hide from the Clintons and Kardashians.”  
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Ye’s new celebrity realtor believes the renovations are a selling point b/c he left a blank canvas, making it easier for the new owners to design the home exactly to their liking.  
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The house needs windows and doors, along with plumbing, electrical, HVAC and interior finishes, b/c they've all been removed.
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Although Ye removed the interior finishes, “this creates an unbelievably rare opportunity to buy a Picasso on the water," said the agent.
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“This architect is known for his concrete work, which is what remains,” he says, "It was a very minimalist interior previously and will likely continue to be that in order to allow the architecture to speak louder than the finishes.”
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The plan was to go off grid. The contractor said, “Ye wanted no electricity. He only wanted plants, candles, battery lights; and to have everything open and dark. You can’t keep food in that house, because you had no refrigerator left. You had no windows. I had seagulls flying in.” 
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The former architectural tour de force was only one of the few private homes in the United States designed by the renowned Pritzker Prize-winning Japanese architect. Best known for his minimalist structures and “smooth-as-silk” concrete.
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The upper-level terrace pictured here comes out from a main bedroom suite that takes up the entire top floor.
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I don't know what to think. Everything is gone- no utilities, none of the original elements the architect is known for, not even any windows. And, he's only knocked off $4M from what he paid for it, complete.
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It's rotting from the inside out. Here's a collapsed concrete wall and rusted railings. On top of all of this, it's unsafe b/c concrete is falling. It's like a total knockdown.
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rarestdoll · 5 months
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a sight for sore eyes (prologue)
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prompt: mizu just can't seem to escape you no matter how hard she tries, even in her dreams
tags: wlw, lesbian, 18+, black fem!reader, using she/he pronouns for mizu, they/them for reader!
warnings: none yet! nsfw in later chapters!
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mizu cries out as her face meets dirt yet again, the cool soil in her eyes and mouth doing nothing to ground her from her insatiable thoughts. she's distracted, mind gripping onto the sight of smooth brazen skin and even softer hair, focused on the way silk flies around her like the erratic fluttering of spring butterflies that she doesn't even realize she's flying through the air again until the press of sharp steel homes itself against the column of her throat.
"it's my round again, mizu. i almost feel like you are letting me win which is not exactly fair since we are supposed to be sparring. but it seems like your head is elsewhere, am i correct or is the blue eyed samurai going soft on me?" steel slides under the angle of her chin, craning her head skyward until it lays against the brim of her hat, forcing blue to meet brown and mizu bites down the shiver threatening to rack up her spine.
"no i have not gone soft, i am only a little distracted today but that does not hinder me from training. come on, up again. i need to get a few more hours in before we finish for today." mizu mutters, flicking the midsection of the sword so that the blade steers away from her head. that's not entirely the truth but anything to hide the fact that she just got her ass handed to her without her opponent really trying.
"you know i do not appreciate it when you take pity on me. i've seen you in battle many times and yet you almost never fight the same whenever we choose to fight one another." the steel slides away back into its sheath with a light sigh. mizu almost laughs at the accusation, inner voice yelling at her to just come out with what's truly holding her back but instead she settles for a partial lie.
"i do not take pity, i only retaliate. your stance is too soft and your blows too clumsy. now up again so we can finish our training for today and then we will take a trip to the hot spring nearby to wash the day away to settle for the night. we have a long day ahead of us tomorrow, there is no time for playing." she edges, pulling herself to a stand as she readjusts her glasses on her nose to take stance again. time is not to be wasted if they wanted to catch a ride back to town tomorrow.
“as you wish, mizu”
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a/n: HIII i finally got inspo to write again! i just got finished watching blue eyed samurai and mizu has been plaguing my mind so here! this is gna be a bit of a slow burn and nsfw will come later, this first part will be the prologue n then ill post chapter one some time later today/tomorrow! ^__^ ♡
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chokememaximoff · 8 months
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I don't understand you
Natasha Romanoff x Reader
Abstract: In a high-stakes journey within the Avengers, new recruit Y/N Y/L/N navigates brutal training under Natasha Romanoff's watchful eye while hiding a secret crush. A night of passion with Wanda Maximoff ignites Natasha's jealousy, leading to unexpected confessions, and a passionate kiss that changes everything, uniting them in a newfound love.
TW:Injury,angst
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In the bustling heart of the Avengers' headquarters, Y/N Y/L/N stood on the precipice of a new chapter in her life. Freshly recruited to the team, she found herself in a position she'd only dreamed of - under the watchful eye of Natasha Romanoff, the legendary Black Widow herself.
Y/N had admired Natasha from afar for years, her heart pounding whenever the formidable assassin graced the screen. Now, she was here, about to embark on an intense training regimen with the very woman who had inspired her to join the ranks of Earth's mightiest heroes.
As Y/N stepped into the training room, the sharp echo of her own footfalls against the cool floor was the only sound in the air. Then, like a shadow emerging from the depths, Natasha appeared. Clad in her sleek black suit, Natasha's presence was both commanding and enigmatic.
"Welcome, Y/N," Natasha's voice was like silk and steel combined. "Let's see what you're made of."
The training that followed was relentless, pushing Y/N's physical and mental limits to the brink. Hours turned into days, and days turned into weeks, all while Natasha's piercing gaze bore into Y/N's every move. The sweat-soaked sessions left Y/N's muscles aching and her thoughts spiraling, but she refused to give up.
During a rare break, Y/N attempted to strike up a conversation with Natasha. "You know, I've admired your work for a long time. It's an honor to train under you."
Natasha's gaze remained focused on the distance. "Admiration doesn't win battles, Y/N. Actions do."
Y/N's excitement deflated like a punctured balloon. She was determined to impress Natasha, to earn her respect, but her attempts at conversation seemed futile.
Weeks turned into months, and Y/N's frustration grew. Despite the intensity of their training, she found herself drawn to Natasha's enigmatic demeanor. There was a fire within Natasha that intrigued Y/N, and her heart couldn't help but flutter whenever Natasha's eyes met hers.
One evening, the Avengers hosted a party to celebrate a successful mission. The headquarters transformed into a vibrant dance floor, the air filled with laughter and music. Y/N, dressed in a stunning outfit, hesitated at the edges of the dance floor, her eyes searching for Natasha.
However, her search was interrupted by a familiar voice. "Care to dance?" Wanda Maximoff, the Scarlet Witch, stood before her, a playful smile on her lips.
Caught off guard, Y/N hesitated for a moment before taking Wanda's hand, allowing herself to be pulled into the dance. The music throbbed through her veins as their bodies moved in sync, the connection between them undeniable.
Unbeknownst to Y/N, Natasha had been watching from afar. Her jaw clenched as she observed the intimacy between Y/N and Wanda, igniting a spark of jealousy that she refused to acknowledge.
As the night wore on, Y/N found herself in Wanda's arms once more, their movements growing more suggestive with each passing song. The tension in the air was palpable, a mixture of desire and curiosity.
When the sun began to rise, Y/N and Wanda found themselves in Y/N's room, their breathing heavy as they shared a fleeting moment of vulnerability. "This is a one-time thing, right?" Y/N's voice wavered as she sought reassurance.
Wanda's eyes softened, her fingers tracing Y/N's jawline. "Of course. Just a moment of solace."
Days turned into weeks, and the memory of that night lingered in the back of Y/N's mind. Then, a mission came, one that would change everything. Y/N and Natasha were assigned to infiltrate a Hydra base deep in enemy territory.
The mission was fraught with danger, every step a calculated risk. In the midst of chaos, Y/N found herself shielding Natasha from gunfire, taking a brutal beating in the process. Despite her injuries, she pushed through, determined to protect her fellow Avenger.
When they returned to the compound, Y/N's energy was spent, her body on the brink of collapse. She fought to hide her pain, determined not to show weakness in front of Natasha. But as her vision blurred and her strength waned, Y/N finally succumbed to her injuries, collapsing into unconsciousness.
The last thing she remembered was Natasha's panicked voice calling her name.
When Y/N awoke, she was greeted by the sight of Natasha sitting beside her bed. The usually stoic Avenger appeared almost vulnerable, her fingers gently tracing the bandages that covered Y/N's wounds.
"You idiot," Natasha's voice was a mixture of anger and concern. "You should have told me you were hurt."
Y/N tried to muster a smile. "Didn't want to slow you down."
Natasha's features softened as she met Y/N's gaze. "You shouldn't have had to bear this alone."
As Natasha tended to Y/N's wounds, the air between them felt charged with unspoken emotions. Y/N's heart raced, her mind a whirlwind of conflicting thoughts.
When the last bandage was applied, Natasha's gaze remained fixed on Y/N. "You risked everything for me."
Y/N shrugged, attempting to downplay her actions. "We're a team, aren't we?"
Natasha's jaw tightened, her eyes flashing with an emotion Y/N couldn't quite decipher. "You mean more to me than just a teammate."
Confusion swirled within Y/N's mind, but before she could respond, the door burst open. Wanda Maximoff rushed in, her eyes wide with concern. "Y/N! Are you okay?"
Natasha's expression hardened as she rose from her seat, her movements abrupt. "She's fine. Now leave."
Wanda's concern shifted to confusion, but she nodded and left the room. Natasha's attention returned to Y/N, her gaze intense.
"What was that about?" Y/N asked, her voice laced with uncertainty.
Natasha hesitated, her fingers brushing a strand of hair from Y/N's face. "She doesn't need to worry about you."
Y/N's brow furrowed. "Why do you care so much?"
Natasha's jaw clenched, her gaze falling to her hands. "Maybe I care more than I should."
The words hung in the air, a weighty confession that left Y/N stunned. Before she could respond, Natasha turned to leave the room, her steps heavy with a mixture of frustration and resignation.
Days turned into weeks, and Y/N's injuries slowly healed. As she returned to training, Natasha's intensity was unwavering. Y/N's patience was wearing thin, her frustration boiling over during a particularly grueling session.
"I don't understand you," Y/N finally snapped, sweat dripping down her forehead. "You push me, you ignore me, you act like I'm nothing more than a nuisance!"
Natasha's eyes narrowed, her tone icy. "Maybe you'd prefer someone else to train you."
Y/N's chest heaved as anger flared within her. "Maybe I would. Someone who actually sees me."
The tension in the room was palpable, the words hanging in the air like a challenge. Natasha's expression shifted, a mixture of surprise and something else Y/N couldn't quite place.
"Someone like Wanda, perhaps?" Natasha's voice was sharp, her eyes narrowing.
Y/N's heart raced, her pulse echoing in her ears. "What are you talking about?"
Natasha's gaze bore into Y/N's, her features a mask of frustration. "You seem to enjoy her company quite a bit."
Confusion and realization collided within Y/N's mind, and the truth slipped from her lips before she could stop it. "It's not just her company I enjoy."
Natasha's eyes widened, a flicker of something crossing her features before she masked it. "What are you saying?"
Y/N's cheeks burned, her heart racing as she met Natasha's gaze head-on. "I... I've had feelings for you since before I even joined the Avengers."
The room fell silent, the weight of Y/N's confession hanging in the air like a delicate thread. Before Y/N could react, Natasha crossed the distance between them, her fingers gently tilting Y/N's chin upward. Then, with a mixture of passion and vulnerability, Natasha pressed her lips to Y/N's.
The kiss was a revelation, a culmination of months of training, longing, and unspoken emotions. Y/N's heart raced, her fingers instinctively reaching to tangle in Natasha's hair, pulling her closer.
As they finally broke apart, Natasha's gaze bore into Y/N's, a raw intensity in her eyes. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do that."
A smile tugged at the corners of Y/N's lips. "Maybe you should've told me."
Natasha's lips curved into a rare, genuine smile. "I was too busy training you."
Y/N chuckled, the tension of the past months melting away. "Well, maybe we can find some time for more... personal training?"
Natasha's laughter joined Y/N's, and in that moment, the distance between them seemed to disappear completely. They were Avengers, yes, but they were also two individuals who had found an unexpected connection amidst the chaos of their lives.
As their laughter echoed through the room, the bond between Y/N Y/L/N and Natasha Romanoff deepened, forging a path toward a future that neither of them could have anticipated.
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