#sigh. ok yeah probably

[mokutone]

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Panel one shows Tenzō having turned away from Kakashi. There's tears running down his face again, but his posture hasn't gotten tight and defensive again. "Hah. That's a pretty big drawback," he says, half joking,

Panel two, Kakashi's arms enter the frame and grasp the edges of Tenzō's happuri. Tenzō, seemingly caught off guard, lets him do this, too surprised to even mind that Kakashi can see his tears. "On the bright side, you have a home," Kakashi counters, "people you trust,"

"and a shiftless, good-for-nothing Captain, who's too lazy to fill out the paperwork for hospital-dodging." Kakashi says in panel three. The image shows Kakashi smiling more convincingly, if a little apologetic, gripping Tenzō's happuri in his hand.

Panel four shows him holding Tenzō's happuri out with one hand, and Tenzō grabbing the metal sides of it with both of his own hands. "Anyway, I'm pretty sure you're not a liability or a threat to Konoha," Kakashi says.

In the final panel of the comic, Tenzō ducks his head, looking up with one tearful eye as Kakashi reaches out. Tenzō is still gripping his happuri in his hands, close to his chest. Kakashi's back is drenched in the yellow light of the hall.

"My couch is yours, if you want to stay the night," Kakashi is saying as he ruffles Tenzō's long, now-unbound hair.

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#my art #naruto #comics #yamato #tenzō #yamato tenzo #kakashi #ok u can all breath a sigh of relief now #the situation is mostly over. tenzō is still coming down from his panic attack but its much less intense #and kakashi is going to set him up on the couch + probably put pakkun out there with him 2 help tenzō further if needed #and then kakashi is going to fix the wards that tenzō destroyed. hes going to flop down on his bed. and hes going 2 try his best 2 recharge #tenzō is going to tuck himself in on kakashis couch w/ pakkun resting on his stomach staring at him (its fine. its what pakkun does.) #and he's going to stare blankly at the ceiling for a few hours #occasionally flipping between thoughts of ''I'm the worst Kohai the world has ever seen. This was so inappropriate.'' #or alternately just feeling impossibly lucky and warm and grateful and u know what. dare i say it. safe. #because. guess who just learned that he can rely on kakashi if he's out of his fucking depth. YEAH BABEEEYYYYY #not that he wants to put kakashi in a situation like this again. he very much does not. #anyway final tag notes: #thank u all for everyone whose been leaving their reactions in the tags and replies it has been soooo enjoyable to me #ive been slurping them up like noodles. yum yum yum. some of u have been right on the money and others of u have come up with #really interesting interpretations that i hadnt even thought of #and overall theres nothing like. being able to share ur work and see how people react to it kinda in real time? like page by page? #it was a pain to post it like this and i have no doubt it was a pain to read like this. #but it was lovely to recieve reactions to individual pages

[docresa]

Today I had the best time volunteering for a teaching project (which is led by our chief vascular surgeon).

That is, apart from the fact that we ran into some of our abdominal surgery attendings, who gave me a massive (verbal) side-eye for technically hanging out with the vascular surgeons in my free time. (Some of them don’t really see eye to eye, both medically and personally).

And I’m soooo sick of it, can’t I just try to figure out what I eventually want to do with my career without having to navigate a social and political minefield?

#yes I am technically an abdominal surgery resident #but since we are a general surgery department we do both thoracics and vascular as well #and both have been pursuing me to switch to their respective subspecialties #it’s putting a lot of stress on me tbh #because there are a lot of expectations #and I’m a stupid little people pleaser and I don’t want to disappoint anyone #and also I get excited by so many things #I get excited by pancreatic surgery as much as aortic surgery #though I’m at a point in my training where I do neither #which is ok btw #but how am I going to figure this out? #especially if everything I dip a toe in one department the other two get offended #and also there are some co-residents who would be very happy to have less competition in their respective fields #so there‘ll always be comments there as well #if anyone has any advice #please let me know #this is stressing me out #(and yes I do realize that this a very first world problem) #it’s still stressing me out though #and there is sooo much to finding a good mentor #I probably overthink this wayyyy to much #but yeah #After two weeks of actual vacation #(like actually being on another continent doing something completely unrelated) #my brain took the first best thing to cling to #sigh #resa rambles #residency #medblr #surgery

[raiderlucy]

I hate cleaning my room, whenever I do it it's like opening a Pandora's box of never ending mess...

#i was only meant to be tidying the gap between my bed and the wall... #it turned in to me changing my bed #(which ok yeah i haven't done in fuck knows how long ago was probably a hood thing) #but now I've been left with this while need of random shit on my floor which idk where I'm gonna put #because i don't wanna put it back in the gap between my bed and the wall #*sigh* how do people who don't have adhd or other neurodivergent problems clean? #because I've been doing this all day and i just want it to go away now... #sorry ignore me I'm rambling now... #aimz talks

[direwombat]

they say "write what you know" and brother. apparently i'm gonna be unpacking some shit in a reader-insert fic of all things

#me: ok so reader has anger issues and thats why she's going to a boxing gym #my brain: what if she has anger issues because of that thing that also happened to you? #me: ....*sighs* yeah ok i can work with that #like. i knew it would happen eventually. but i didn't realize it would be through reader-insert fic lmao #it's fine. it'll be good for me. probably #at the very least i get to write Reader/myself get a happy ending #whining wombat

[brightokyolights]

Bro no joke, forgetting that not everyone hates capitalism and then having to try have a reasonable conversation with someone about buying things... *eye twitch*

#to explain we will have person A - person B and then me #so person B is asking me if its ok to buy stuff from ebay - because i am a person that tries to avoid buying from amazon etc #and im like yeah should be because its independent sellers mostly - to be fair though yall. i barely buy anything online because i hate #online shopping. i try to buy things in person instead #anyways insert person A whos like 👁👄👁 oH aRe YoU oNe Of ThOse PeOpLE ThAt DoESNt pUrCHasE frOm AmAzON #yall im sighing just thinking about this conversation omfg its so stupid #anyways queue me explaining that yeah. i try to avoid it if i can because i dont like my money going to some motherfucker who doesnt need #the money (person B pipes in that jeff bezos is on the way to becoming a trillionaire which is Not Good 🙃 . thank you B now i will go on) #A then goes on to explain all the benefits to amazon “what if you want something the next day” i ask if theres really anything you truly #need right away like that. we used to live in times where you would have to wait or find it in a shop. A says “oh but its so cool and #convenient“ and i say sure. because they have the money and grew their business of being more 'convenient' than other businesses #A says “oh but the customer service is so good. if i want a return theyll do it straight away with no questions and maybe even give me #credit too“ and im like yeah. because they can afford to do that. ”sometimes independent sellers are in there too“ ok so buy from them then #If You Must but i can guarantee you mostly dont. not to mentuon theyre probably only on there in the first place because amazon has made it #so its one of the most popular places to use instead of anywhere else #and it went on. i just stopped talking eventually because it eas one of those situations where the other person was not fucking listening to #the point i was trying to make. which is that if you really have to. ok do it whatever. i get that its a bit impossible to avoid sometimes #im not gonna sit here and pretend when ive not been able to get something anywhere else i havent got it from there. but the point is to #actually think about WHY youre buying stuff and WHO the money is going to. because websites like amazon especially have created such a trend #of overconsumption. that you just buy stuff and then buy prime because oh its so cheap and useful and comes right the next day! and you dont #consider why any of these things are true. whos getting fucked over in the process. that you are one of the people getting fucked over!!! #lord i could go on but i shant #point is. genuinely do what you want like deep down i do not care it does not affect me and i know its not so straightforward #but people who just BLATANTLY and actively SUPPORT rich people (forgot to mention A kept talking about how the whole site was smart and that #Jeff was a genius blah blah) can you sit and realise that this whole system and that FUCKING Imbecile of a man are!!¡! a problem!! #i wish i could articulate it better but im leaving it at that #good morning yall xD #le text post

[bogos-bint3d]

Oooooooo you wanna find me great incredible Undyne centric content that I haven't seen before and will be consumed by ooooooooooo

#i say this because you genuinely cannot understand just how insane over her i am that i have legitimately seen almost all the interesting- #-content about her #i am not fucking kidding #if its on like the first 3 pages of anywhere ive searched for her ever. i have seen it. tumblr youtube ao3 google i HAVE SEEN!!!!!!! #ok well not as much with ao3. simply because im always searching for something specific on there. so like. there probably will be some- #-really good things on there i havent seen yet #but still. i have very high standards if there is anything I don't like ill spontaneously combust #and im legitimately like 94% i know literally every single thing about her mentioned in the game. so you wont be able to surprise me with- #-anything there either. but also you never really know so #i mean yeah just feel free to talk to me about her at any time. I wont be able to start the conversation. because like i just cant #but if you mention something interesting enough in the first sentence ill probably be able to keep the conversation going for a good while #sorry i probably sound really rude and snobbish rn cause im all like ''ugh i already know everything im so smart'“ #''whatever show me will be beneath me'' BUT I SWEAR THAT IS NOT HOW IM TRYING TO COME OFF #IM REALLY REALLY SORRY I JUST GENUINELY DO NOT KNOW HOW TO GET ACROSS HOW I N E E D IT TO BE SOMETHING NEW AND SOMETHING THAT ILL REALLY- #REALLY WANT TO SEE #IM SO SO SORRY I HATE THAT I SOUND SO RUDE HERE I JUST. like guys i just really want to see something new‚ something thatll make me happy. #sigh #okokok. #all good guys #uhm. yeah. maybe if you find something maybe tell me but also idk because what if i already know about it then dont know what to say. i just #i j . i dont even know man #ok im done #undyne

[diorstarr]

love when the ONLY comment i get on a fic is to 'do a next part' 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍no it actually reallyyyyyyy motivates me and makes me want to write more and put effort into a craft (im LYING. yall are FREAKS)

#🙄 #yeah this is unnecessarily mean but idc #do u guys perhaps know what manners are #like. ok #what do you want me to do lmfao #hm how about i just delete the fic 🤔 #i know this is really really bitchy 😭😭😭😭😭😭i knowwwwwwwww and im sorry #ive just been in a Mood (negative) and ill just take my anger out on the smallest stuff (not healthy i know but) #sigh #anyways #delete later #<- probably LMFAO #me talking

[elegyofthemoon]

gotta love my schools not-actually-optional optional classes :^)

#my school: oh and u can take electives during this study period in case ud like to get ahead on ur clerkship! #me: oh ok! that sounds great but id rather use that time to just study for this big exam instead #and the deadlines are absurd (each deadline for the classes is every single day. that is absolutely unsustainable what) #my school sends me an email about falling behind bc im not taking the classes 🧍‍♂️ #so. its not optional. apparently. #i went back to reread the first email about it and they were like oh yes heres an opportunity for u to take these classes IF you want! #so like yeah for my own sanity i thought #ok id love to learn from these but its probably better if i just take care of myself and focus on studying #but nope! #im really contemplating more late nights and losing sleep but after last weeks conundrum after losing a whole night of sleep #and having subsequent panic attacks after that. Uh. No. #tw vent #vent #well. ok. i guess. #snow speaks #i sent an email to them about it so i can have a clearer understanding of wtf is going on #but they are sooooo slow #sometimes i wont get a response until the following week 🧍‍♂️ #sighs... ok back to studying ig #i feel like the past two months is me constantly going 'i am THIS close to giving up on this dream and just going off the deep end to #do something else.' but no i wanna keep trying orz

[floral-hex]

raise your hand if you’re absolutely miserable.

okay now tell me if you raised your hand bc I can’t see you from here

#I’m not watching you or anything #this is bad. this is dumb. #I’m actually not absolutely miserable… I’m… uh… oh fuck yeah I kinda am #it’s just lonely and quiet and sad but whatever. it’s whatever. #I should have gone to bed sooner #can’t be sad when you’re asleep #I feel… the emotional equivalent of when an old dog lets out a big sad sigh out of nowhere #you feel what I’m saying? just kind of… blegh #so this is all there is #I’m just tired #probably #this is a load of melodrama #ok I love you goodbye forever #you can ignore this #text

[saturniade]

medical status: fell from a bicycle in the rain because i got scared of a car driving <30 kmph

#will take this opportunity to talk about how ive been #so. basically im good! #my family and friends are as ok as it gets here/in germany/in ukraine #ive been in switzerland for almost a month now #me n my friend live with a local family in their house. theyre very nice :) weve a separate room for ourselves its great #got money food devices etc #go on walks and enjoy the free public transport........or erm......... also bikes #i go to deutsch courses so im almost a proud A1 user. ich kann deutsch sprechen etc! #WE PLAYED D&D WITH SOME LOCAL NERDS WHICH WAS WILD #i dm'd for the first time in ages and it was awesome and everyone liked it and we'll play again in 2 weeks! #i still wanna return to ukraine asap but im super terrified on what horrible developments could happen on may 9 so im j. im just sitting #want the war to be overrrrrrrrrrrrrrr wanna find out if my apartments been bombed (probably yeah its in a Hot District) #found out that Knoppers tm r is a great chocolate bar so if youre ever in der schweiz or deutschland i do recommend you try it #watched Santa Clarita Diet. absolutely incredible and i loved it all the way #couldnt watch sonic 2 -- genuinely a horrible movie. turned off on the moment with siberian guys dancing classical ukrainian hopak #no offence especially to my treasured mutual t4tails sorry #ummmm ated a fucking chip......................... listen my life has been fucking slow ok #i just wanna go back and fullfill my OG plan of QUIT JOB STREAM TWITCH !!! #BUY GAMING PC for that i need STABLE HOUSING and for that . well :) #sigh #imma play stardew valley now. my leg hurts. see ya soon + hopefully i figure out the drawing situash cause i wanna draw digitally #yoo my post

[ayyponine]

girl help im going back n forth on whether or not i should send an email to thank the beautiful man fr letting me join the drawing session last week (more info on that entire situation here and here) and letting him know i probably wont be back but appreciate having had the experience either way. great or horrible idea leave a comment or DM to lmk.

#anyway more nuance on the whole situation is this. i am very single and this guy keeps being on my mind but i do not have any read on him #the last contact we had was me makin an ass of myself by going like hehe yeah this was nice everyone was nice ok yall have a nice evenin bye #while my heart was like visibly pounding out of my chest and u could probably see on my face i was internally thinking girl shut UP!!! LEAVE #so im like ok either hes weirded out by me so let me say thx AGAIN now in a composed way AND giving him peace of mind knowing i wont be back #unless?? i was not as awkward as i thought & get reassured i can return any time and then i could still b like thanks! and just Not go #i mean even then he might say it's fine even if he IS uncomfrtable w me just to 1. be nice and 2. make money w a participant locked in yknow #it does NOT help that the line btwn casual and professional was like NOT there btw its him just hosting the event as we all do our art idkkk #anyway if you THINK youve PROBABLY been a lil off is it better to 1. have a do-over and get closure or 2. fuck off forever hoping u never #like EVER run into the dude again and be awkward AGAIN bc well! u live in the same city and are both into art so?? there IS a possibility #I CAN SEE THE PROS AND CONS OF BOTH OPTIONS REALLY #yay for sending email: get a response get some clarity NOW. nay for sending email: girl u met him twice. please. leave the stranger alone <3 #the one positive abt me feeling Dumb and Embarrassing is at least every time i think back i heave a Big Ole Sigh. feels nice tbh feels good #sad part is i rediscovered how much i love doing art and want to improve. would love to return it was so cheap.. pleek ill get over my crush

[niimda]

Looking at my kinlist for that poll

#I put in Turbo and RQX which I know will count and the kneejerk error sans who popped up in my brain unprovoked #I had no fucking clue I even remembered that guy. But yeah I do and he probably had an effect on the way that I am #none of these fucking guys what is the point SIGH #its ok I'll think of more of them #.txt

[aarafox]

Gotta wake up in 5 hours to tell a friend he’s been way too much in my space lately and I’m NOT looking forward to it lmao

#yeah… third serious convo in a bit over a month #what am I doing #‘standing up for myself’ some might say #‘destroying my stomach’ is probably what I would go for #ok yeah but it is necessary in order for me to keep enjoying his company #bc rn I really don’t #midnight rambles #it’s 6am but I fully did that to myself sighs

[gnomecity]

MY LIFE IZ A TUMBLR TEXTPOST

Ok so every Saturday night I go 2 thiz tea place with my mom cuz they have live jazz every Saturday night from 7–9 P.M.!!!! And um performerz switch every week [usually a duo, there r some that come often tho] and tonight there was a singer/guitarist and a keyboarder!!! And um so the room they were performing in was kinda empty after 8 P.M. and it was just me and my mom and another table with 2 old ladiez and tbh I think they were kinda drunk [they also have some alcoholic drinkz there] 😭,, the musicianz started playing Don’t Go Breaking My Heart by Elton John [kinda breaking the jazz thing lmao but they thought it would b fun] and one of the old ladiez made a joke about getting up and dancing and then she did. My mom and I started dancing and singing along too it was so fun!!! The singer got up and started doing the thing where she’ll sing a line and then turn the mic towardz someone else 2 sing the next one!!!!!! It was so cool dhdjdbdjdkdh core memory unlocked thank u drunk old lady <33,,, the tea and dessert were great tonight too :]!!! My mom and I go every week and stuff like thiz never happenz and the ppl who work there said they haven’t seen audience engagement like thiz before hdkdjfhdfb literally it was so cool like maybe I am living in a movie or smth. Where r those damn cameraz,,,,

#dendwritez #if some annoying guy commentz ‘haha yeah that happened and everyone clapped’ or smth like that I will bite their arm off #did u know that fun and unexpected stuff happenz irl??? maybe ur life iz just boring #tonight was so fun after a rlly long day :] #that tea was med-high caffeine so I’m gonna have a great time staying up lmao #I mean I’ll probably just b doing homework but ya know. I’m ok with that I had fun 2day and the sooner I get it done the sooner I will #— be able 2 do other stuff #ah the temporary feeling of pure sweet happiness and joy… #I also think it’z so funnee when old ppl r shocked by young’unz knowing old songz 😭… we have parentz! #also that song iz just a classic #… Elton John songz being in Gnomeo and Juliet may have played a part tho #Elton iz so cool tbh literally the vibez!!!! I hurt my voice singing his part in The Pink Phantom the other day 😭 #ramble ramble ramble… I luv 2 talk don’t I? lol #*dreamy sigh* #elton john #core memory #one of the old ladiez was like ‘haha trying to emberass ur kid?’ when my mom got up 2 dance #little did they know embarrassment iz an emotion I do not feel and I luv being cringe and dancing and singing in public >:]!!!! MWAHAHAHAHA