#she lives in her childhood apartment too with her new bf

[transsexualprions]

Disabled and stuck in an abusive hell in the backwoods of wv, with no water or heat. About to be thrown out into freezing temperatures.

I’ve put this off, but I can’t anymore. I need your help.

I’m currently stuck in very rural wv on top of a mountain, with snow and ice storms now constant. I’m in a small trailer with my dog and cat on my stepdad’s property, and he is an evil, abusive, homophobic/transphobic drunk. After systematically abusing and dehumanizing me for months, even when I had a broken ankle, he’s now about to lock me out and leave me for dead in the middle of winter when I can barely walk.

For context: I never thought I’d end up back here with the man who made my childhood a living hell of fear and abuse, but unfortunately I lost my apartment and had nowhere else to go. I’m disabled and I was illegally evicted, but that’s another story…

Over the past few months he’s turned off the water, turned the electricity off when I displease him, stopped allowing my mom to bring me food or even see me, made countless threats, and has been drunkenly threatening me and calling me slurs (I am a trans/gay man), as well as making me perform demeaning work for him. It only gets worse as he finds new ways of torturing me, and my mother is the only thing that’s stopped him from kicking me out. But that’s no longer stopping him as he abuses her cruelly every day and she’s being worn down.

I have no wifi. I have no phone of my own. No contact with anyone who can help me (my boyfriend lives several states away and can only do so much). My family has abandoned me. I haven’t bathed in months and food is dwindling. My mom sneaks me her phone (what I’m using currently) so I don’t go insane, but it usually has one—maybe two bars and I can’t usually make calls with it. We’re also 40 miles from the nearest town which is just a Walmart and a shitty strip mall of nothing. On top of that I broke my ankle a little while ago and I still can barely walk. My doctor urged me to get physical therapy but I’m not allowed to go, as my stepdad doesn’t believe I even broke it in the first place.

The last straw was last night. He dragged me outside while I was in nothing but a t shirt and shorts, and forced me to shovel snow and ice around the property well into the night. He screamed at me the entire time in a drunken rage, laughing and calling me a fatass dyke, saying he hoped I’d break a leg too or my neck so he could leave me at the hospital, while forcing me to trudge through icy snow on my damaged ankle. And he will surely do it again as he takes great pleasure in my suffering.

At this point, my only hope is that my older brother will pick me up and take me back to Michigan, but his family is wishy washy as hell and have been making excuses right and left as to why they can’t actually come get me. Right now it’s because they “just don’t see how they can afford it during the holidays”. Either that or I need to somehow move to Minnesota with my bf. This is my only hope, and I am in desperate, desperate need of money to make it happen.

I’m freezing. I’m in pain, and suffering. I don’t know what’s going to happen to me or my pets and it’s terrifying. I just have to get out of here or I’m not going to make it. Please, if you have any money or kind words to spare, or even if you can only reblog this, it would mean literally everything to me.

Please don’t tag this as d*n*tion post. And, if you need further information, feel free to contact me.

P.4ypal can be found here.

#I just wanted to post this before the blackouts happen and I don’t even have this phone anymore #wv situation

[esmeriandreamer]

So I've been replaying "Unpacking" again, and I feel like writing down my thoughts on the game, but mostly about what I like to call the "Boyfriend level". There will be spoilers for the game in this, so I will continue below the cut, and please play this game if you have the chance.

Okay, so, as many of you know, Unpacking is about you taking on the role of a girl growing up and moving house throughout her life, unpacking her belongings and filling the new space with them. And as you go, you learn more and more about our MC. Starting with her childhood bedroom, then her going to college to study illustration, and then her moving in with her roommates, who are all nerds just like her.

And then, we get to the infamous boyfriend. And even playing this for the first time, the space felt... off. Before, our MC lived in places that were filled with personal touches, colours and trinkets. The BF's place is mostly grey, hyper-modern. Of course, there are personal touches, and hints at his hobbies, like the coffee-making supplies and the collection of videogames. But it feels.. off. The things that our MC brings to this house clash with the obvious aesthetic this guy has.

Now, aesthetics aside, there is something else that made me feel frustrated and a little uncomfortable about this level. Something that many people who played this game probably noticed too, and something very familiar to those of us who date cishet men.

This man hasn't even made space for you in the house.

Like yeah, sure, there is enough room for you to put your stuff away, but many things are placed in such a way that you're forced to move things aside to make space. Like the drawers in the bedroom. Lord almighty, the drawers. Underwear and socks are strewn around inside, forcing you to rearrange it so you can put your own damn stuff in. You even need to move his clothes and damn SLIPPERS in order to put everything away neatly.

Same as the kitchen. Dude, you have more than enough cabinet space, use it?? Put your coffee supplies in one place, not all around the kitchen, and why the fuck are you using a whole drawer for two tools??

It is frustratingly familiar, mostly because the game is about you doing all the unpacking and rearranging yourself. You are already cleaning up after this man, and you haven't even fully moved in yet.

On top of that, while moving in of course means you'll have to put many of your belongings amongst his, you can't even hang up your diploma in a proper place. I mean, yeah, with the "place objects everywhere" option you could hang it in the bathroom, but you should be able to at least hang something you're proud of in the living space or the bedroom. Your drawing supplies need to be tucked away too, or lost in his things.

No wonder this girl moves back out not even two years later.

And the "moving back in with your parents" level is just.. heartbreaking. The music is sad, and you can feel the depression just oozing from this level. The photo of the boyfriend and MC has to either be hidden away or pinned to the corkboard with one pin through his face.

Luckily, the next level where she gets her very own apartment fills me with joy. Finally, there is a space you can fully embrace as your own, not a student flat you can't permanently stay in, or a place you share with others. Every room is yours to make your own, especially the studio.

And then, the girlfriend moves in.

And it's so different from when the MC moved in with her boyfriend. She's made space for her new partner, made room in the closet, and space on the bookshelves. And instead of clashing, the gf's things complement the home and tell who she is.

She graduated from some type of film school. She adores plants and cares for them a lot. She's Southern or Eastern Asian, or even a mix of both, judging from the dragon statue, the spices, and the cute tiger plush she clearly got to compliment the little piglet, either as a gift or something she got herself. There are books and a beautiful blanket in the moving boxes, and she just feels... safe.

Where I could picture the MC tiptoeing around the boyfriend's aesthetic, doing all of this unpacking by herself, the girlfriend feels like she's unpacking with us, bringing warmth and non-judgement along, making the apartment a home.

And what an ending. An actual house where both of them can be happy, where they can be who they want to be, and where their bundle of joy will be raised with love.

I love this game so much.

#marije talks #unpacking game #unpacking game spoilers

[bwobgames]

Previous First

Credits scene

It's been multiple months since the mansion incident

The legal case lasted a good while, but no evidence was found against any of the survivors, so they are okay now.

The blood did not leave their clothes. They got new ones.

Oliver Beebo wakes up another day in his apartment. While a lot of his nights have bizarre nightmares, this one was calm.

Even though they are no longer on vacation, Ángel still stayed on Oliver's apartment, but they plan on staying some time in the capital, just to see what it's like.

He uses all types of products he can find to heal his scar. Beebo doesn't mind much. it's part of the job, he says.

They've been living a calm and domestic day to day life, with ups and down.

The downs are, very down indeed

But the ups are more often.

They got matching tattoos of a sunrise, it makes them feel better.

Oliver has started taking cases again, but he's going for simpler ones.

He has told his fellow detectives to keep an eye out for seemingly supernatural cases.

Ángel has declared that he will invite himself to any case that involves a haunted house. Oliver doesn't fight him on it

They both have gained new fears

Ángel gets very anxious when they're separated for too long. He's also terrible at guessing what time it is

Oliver makes a great effort in overcoming his fear of heights. It's a work on progress.

He's also afraid of developing any kind of memory affecting disease. He keeps an incredibly detailed diary

They are getting help. It's slow and nonlinear, but they can always go to a warm home with a cuddly cat and a tight hug.

Vivi invites Oliver for an exclusive 2-player session with Ángel, as a test for his dnd abilities, she says.

While he's not that good at the role playing, he's very good at strategy. He really enjoys lawful characters.

They have fun.

Marigold and Nina were also invited. It made for a very chaotic group.

Ángel wants to start a new game so he can upload it to his newly made youtube channel

He wasn't satisfied with a normal 9 to 5, so he decided for a more creative job.

He's slowly rising, with titles such as "Doing the 100 babies challenge in The sims 4," "RLcraft hardcore for 100 days", "Top 10 facts about Dominion the jewel thief", "Finishing Overcooked with all stars ft. Vivi", and his personal favorite, "Speedrunning Escape rooms with my bf ❤️"

He claims to be Dominion's number one fan and sells plushies of him. Oliver will never admit he bought one.

Apparently, he is considered a cryptid in Ángel's channel, which he appreciates.

The now officially named Iraola family invites them to events quite often, it's very nice to have a friend group

Game nights are... quite extreme

Turns out teenagers can be very competitive and capable

Nadia and Ángel have a scoreboard set up. The winner gets decided at New years.

Oliver has managed to keep his throne as the master of any and all card games, but for how long?

He can't wait for Christmas, he plans on giving Simon a cool anti-eye contact hat.

Even though he's still terrified of the concept of fatherhood, he really enjoys being an uncle.

Speaking of such, Ángel had to meet his parents. It was awkward at first, but he managed to win them over with his knowledge of old cinema and pretty boy charm.

Oliver met the Ronald Mcdonald statue by Ángel's childhood house. He has a picture with it.

Ángel's mother was sweet, hardworking, and strict. She was not afraid of telling her son how he should be a better gentleman towards Oliver. It was... an eventful night. It's a good thing the lady enjoys mystery novels.

They celebrated Nadia's birthday in spring, cordially invited.

Everyone was sure Ángel would give her a gag gift, like a cd to a boy band she doesn't like or an ugly shirt.

He gave her a key code to an expensive editing software.

She was grateful but refused to say so. She plans on retaliating with an equally thoughtful gift.

They are slowly learning to get along, like a pair of cats that need to be separated by a door when they first meet.

In other news, Oliver recently received an autism diagnosis. He was very surprised. Ángel wasn't. He baked him a cake for the occasion.

The biggest event had to be the wedding

On a warm spring day, in the middle of a flower field, Marigold Iraola and Nina Coli got married.

There was some bad press about it, but a certain reporter was very enthusiastic about how beautiful of an union this was, unlike the previous one.

Marigold decided to disband Coli's company, making a new one herself.

It specializes in medical equipment.

They saw the newlyweds say their vows, Oliver couldn't help but yearn for a moment like that.

He and Ángel danced the evening away

Between the multiple friends of the wives waiting for the bouquet toss, there was a determined man in white

And like a cat to a shiny object

He jumped and got it

They decide spring is a great season for a wedding.

They don't decide which spring though

That's for the future to know.

In a non-specific urban city like any other, an office awakes

Oliver Beebo is ready to start another day on his detective business

#the real credits. Everything: me. bwob bwobgames #drawn in ibispaint #thats all the credits #detective beebo

[my-autism-adhd-blog]

This is mostly just a vent but. Im so deep in burnout i cant go to work. i wake up and get ready and dressed and then i freak out and have a meltdown bc its overwhelming and i end up thinking of everything im fucking up by calling in to the point my boss tried to call me to talk and i just never responded bc i dont know what to do. im looking for a new job but idek if thats gonna help. my bf and i just got our first apartment and im able to make rent rn with literally no money left after and i feel so guilty bc it's causing him so much stress too. i have a therapy appt set but im so scared to ask for the help i need bc idk how to tell a professional i think im autistic and have adhd without sounding like im begging for meds. and to top it all off i just got home from my parents and my cat that i left (for my little brother) has a hematoma that parents could probably afford vet care for if they really tried but they wont and i cant even think about paying for that rn. im so scared shes gonna die. shes 8-9 and has been getting matts lately and shes already practically blind and im so scared. i skipped school for almost 2 weeks when my last cat died idk wtf im gonna do.

Hi there,

I’m so sorry about your kitty. I lost my childhood cat last year. Her name was Alice. I called her Allie for short. Here she is:

As for the apartment issue, I can’t really help with because I’ve never lived with my significant other (but I’m hoping to in the future).

I’m sorry you’re going through this. Maybe my followers can give some advice or tips on this.

Thank you for the inbox. I hope you have a wonderful day/night. ♥️

#inbox #inbox reply #inbox is open

[lazycowboy666]

welcome to lazy re-interprets pre-canon khr pt1/?

- reborn and shamal knew each other pre-canon, in my mind pre-curse!reborn. shamal worked at hayato and bianchi’s family’s house as their live-in doctor. so reborn visits the house on and off to conduct business with shamal or just annoy him and inevitably runs into the two weird kids.

- hayato and bia think he’s the coolest dude ever. tall, black suit, carrying around a fucking lizard, an air of mystery plus a weird anime shadow over his eyes from his fedora. tells them stories about his “adventures” every once in a while, lets them play with his pet lizard(s). he impresses the “everybody cool is also a hitman” on the two kids at an early age, despite the two of them being boss candidates and hitmen being seen as several steps below their status. hayato already had this mindset from latching onto shamal but this was bia’s a-ha moment.

- so while hayato seeks out shamal after he leaves the house bc he’s already imprinted on him as “dad” figure, bia wants nothing to do with that intoxicated, sexist idiot and seeks out this “reborn” dude from her childhood after her own successful runaway from their shit, negligent family. and insanely enough, she does.

- this is where i re-interpret the timeline a little, because it’s already fuzzy in-canon, that she runs into him still pre-curse, pre-dino and declares that he’s going to be her “tutor” on how to become a hitman, bc yes, you are now HER “dad” figure, reborn, and there’s nothing you can do to stop this. (she sits on his stoop à la russel from up—except more menacing—until he finally lets her in.)

- cue léon and mathilda lando apartment scenario with a lizard enclosure rather than a potted plant and less creepy one-sided flirting (though bia is very touch-starved and the occasional, proud head pats reborn gives her are extremely novel to her; she does hold his hand too when she’s scared, similar to how she’d do with her bio dad growing up). basically give me reborn teaching bia how to shoot (fuck canon, this kid can shoot fine), how to conduct surveillance, how to master disguises, how to approach targets unnoticed, etc. the two of them bond especially over their love of insects and bia’s actually the one who shows reborn the weird canon bug-speak thing from daily arc bc y’know, why not. magic mafia.

- flash forward a year or two of this, and suddenly, reborn’s gone, off answering a job offer to end all job offers (you know where this is going). he comes back after a few weeks of radio silence as a fucking toddler and bia, being bia, is just glad he’s still alive. figuring out clothes for him is interesting and now reborn’s teaching her how to sew kid’s clothes to help him out.

- they keep working hits but obviously it’s weird as shit that the guy you’re hiring is now a deformed child, so the jobs start dwindling. bia goes off, gets a bf who treats her like shit and eventually kills him for it (he deserves it), and now people don’t want to hire her bc they think she’ll turn on them. it’s not looking good. until news comes in that the cavallone family’s boss is dying and his one heir is a fucking mess and the power balance is about to shift dramatically and potentially lead to all-out war because the family is nearly in financial ruin and owes a lot of money to a lot of different families and yada yada.

- cue bia being like “hey you know who was raised to be a boss? me. and who raised me to defend myself and kick ass? you.” and knowing “uncle cavallone” aka the 9th cav boss personally from when she was a kid, she drags reborn to their estate to propose her idea and it’s just the usual canon deadly comedic shitshow from there on. there’s a VERY good reason why dino’s fucking afraid of bianchi and it’s not the reason you’d think.

i’ll post more later, because this series is a spore in my brain that’s been lodged there for over a decade now, my personal interests being gokudera and bianchi’s background in particular. i welcome all comments and reblogs!

#khr #katekyo hitman reborn #bianchi #bianchi khr #reborn #reborn khr #gokudera #gokudera hayato #shamal #shamal khr #khr headcanon

[princessdreamie]

Divorced Billionaire Heiresses part 31

new character: Petra (Fi's wife and younger sister of a schoolfriend of his)

The kids had not noticed her yet and kept playing pretend. Br just walked in on Fl talking on the phone. He geeted her with a nod and kept talking.

Br expected a warmer welcome after some time had already passed since her troublesome acts. After the old man finished his call he asked his oldest what she was visiting for. She obvi gives a half-assed reason of just wanting to see him and shit.

She casually remarks that the person on thr other end of the line sounded familiar, to which he confirmes that he just talked to Fi and that he was coming back for some holiday. She casually remarks that the person on the other end of the line sounded familiar, to which he confirmes that he just talked to Fi and that he was coming back for some holiday.

Br was happy to hear her old childhood friend coming back. Even more so that he might even want to spend time with her after all this time.

After some more chit chat she left the house without the kids seeing her.

Or so she thought. Na saw her running across the room that can be seen from the lawn. The others were too caught up with a debated about something silly. (Dont bother asking. Some stuff in the original had fights with the weirdest stuff ever.)

A few days after that visit

Br was stitting in her living room doing her homework when she got a message on her phone. Surprise, surprise. It was Fi of all ppl.

Br was ecstatic Hearing from him after he left with his parents to this other school. He was asking if he could meet her, and that he has some great news.

Br was intrigued by the so called 'great news' part. He would tell her what it was. Even after question him over and over again.

They agreed to meet in a few hours in one of the coffee shops near her home. She could wait till she could see him.

The time finally arrived and Br waited excited by the table. Fi was running late And she had already ordered her 2nd cup of milk coffee.

She started to get nervous until she saw a guy coming in that very much resembled her old flame. She waved at his direction and as of seeing her, the guy waved back at her. Clearly conforming her guess.

But to her shock the next person, a young girl, that came inside took hold of his hand said something she couldnt hear.

First, the young brat had a bad suspicion about their relationship, but shook her head b4 she got overboard with her ideas.

Fi hugged her once they came face to face. But that hig felt different from last time. Not warm or sweet. But more friendly and normal. Fi introduced the other girl, named, Petra (Pe for short), as his wife.

Not girlfriend, not partner, or fiancee. But wife. That obviously shook the girl to her core.

She never heared anything about a wedding or even a relationship between him or any girl.

Just bc they were apart didnt mean they didnt communicate with eachother from time to time.

Br asked why he never said anything about him getting married. Fi, slightly embarrassed, explained that Pe was not from a influential family or even a modest one.

In fact, she was pretty poor. Pe told her that she was the middle child out of 6 kids and a dad that barely could hold a job. But her older siblings took care of her and he others.

And one of her older ones got accepted to the school Fi was attending. It took a toll on them to even get nominated for this school. They really got lucky for going to school there.

And as fate would had it, her sib became good friends with Fi, and once he finally visited their home, her words could only describe it as sparks flying. Fi continued further that meeting her older sister, the sib that got into his school, was a sign of good fortune. Bc of her, he and Pe would have never even crossed paths.

The way her on-and-off bf looked at this girl, that was clearly out of her league, didnt sit right with her.

And the reason why they got married without nobody knowing was bc Pe ever really liked big weddings and liked to keep it stress free. So they went to the courthouse and got married there.

Pe excused herself, leaving Fi & Br alone at the table. And to say that the rich girl was pissed would have been the understatement of the year.

#alternative ending #better ending #billionaire heiress #chance #dbh #divorced billionaire heiress #eric #eric ferguson

[stayathomesurveys]

074.

When's the last time you ran? Lol, I am not sure... probably last summer or fall? Do your jeans have rips, tears, and holes in them? I’m not wearing jeans. What are you dreading right now? Nothing in particular. Do you celebrate 420? No. Do you get the full 8 hours of sleep at night? No. If anyone came to your house on your "lazy day" what would ya'll do? Watch movies/tv shows/youtube in our pjs, chat, eat snacks, maybe nap. Who last grabbed your ass? My bf. Have you ever been on your school's track team? No. Do you own a pair of converse? No, I need new ones.

Do you eat raw cookie dough? When I have it to eat, yes. Have you ever kicked a vending machine? Yeah. Don't you hate it when radios ruin good songs by playing them over and over? Sure. Do you watch Trading Spaces? I used to love that show! That shows how old this survey is, I guess lmao. How do you eat oreos? I just eat them. I don’t pull them apart or do anything crazy with them. Occasionally I’ll dip them in milk. Have you ever stayed online for a long time waiting for someone? Yup. Are you cocky? Far from it. Could you live without a computer? Yeah. Do you wear your shoes in the house? I have designated house shoes. I have slippers and a pair of slides. Who or what sleeps with you? My bf, my cats. At what age did you find out that Santa wasn't real? Like 7, I think. How many phones are in your house, that includes cell phones? 2. What do you do when you're sad? Cry. Listen to music. Watch Youtube/movies/tv shows to distract myself. Take surveys. Do you know anyone born in the year 1985? Maybe? Who would you call first if you won the lottery? My parents. Last time you saw your best friend? No friends :-)

Are you in high school? No. I’d be lying if I said that I didn’t wish I could go back & redo it. It’s not even that high school was that great or that I even “peaked” in high school... I was just so much more innocent and carefree. I was still a child. I didn’t have to worry about a job or bills, although I desperately wanted a job so I could afford the things that I wanted that my parents couldn’t afford to get me lol. I just miss having fun and learning and shit. I hate being an adult. I’m lonely and bored. What jewelry are you wearing? Just earring/nose ring related jewelry. Is anyone on your bad side now? LOL no? What's the first thing you do when you get online? It depends. Do you watch Grey's Anatomy? I haven’t been lately. How do you most people spell your name? Ashley... Would you wear a boy/girlfriends clothes? Yes. Where do you work? I don’t :-) What are you doing tomorrow? Maybe going to see Thor. Will you keep your last name when you get married? I might hyphenate it or just have 2 last names or something. Idk. When was the last time you left your house? Idk :( Do you return your cart? Yes. Do you have a dishwasher? Yup. What noise do you hear? Iron Man 2. Would you survive in prison? No. Who is the youngest in the family? My brother. Who would most likely overpack? Me. I always overpack. Do you know anyone with the same name as you? A lot of people have my name. The only person that I know personally is my childhood best friend, Ashly. Although she spells hers a il differently. What's the last thing you purchased? Hair dye. Do your siblings ever pay for stuff for you? Yeah. What brand are your pants right now? Idk. I got these at a tourist beachwear shop in Myrtle Beach in 2010. The tag has faded far too much to read what brand they are lmao. What brand is your digital camera? I do not have a digital camera. My last digital camera was a Canon that my sister bought me for Christmas one year and I accidentally left in my apartment in Texas when I moved out in 2017. :( I feel so bad about it to this day. Do you own expensive perfume/cologne? Yes. Do you watch movies with your parents? I haven’t watched a movie with them in a while. Ever been to Georgie (the state)? Yes. What irritates you the most? A lot of things. Are you taking college classes right now? No. Do you like sushi? Yeah. Do you get your hair cut every month? No. Do you go online everyday? In one way or another, yes.

#survey

[theantiproduct]

ok

#well im probably gonna be moving into my parents old apartment #yay but also yk scared as usual #i talked to my friend and she said she was interested in living there together but I highly doubt i can trust her on that #it's kinda annoying how i need to prepare myself to be disappointed #why cant people just be honest like just say what u think yk it seems like she tells me what she thinks I'll be happy with #we've talked about it too #annoying #anyways I'm just thinking about the apartment on my own if she'll join thats cool #i have an idea for the design and everything #that's where it would've been nice to share cost and shit #but it's fine its ok it's a great opportunity for me to get my independence back #and once I'll move I'll start looking for jobs and all it'll be cool #ill be able to have people ovvveeer #and my closest friend lives 5 mins from there it's actually perfect #she lives in her childhood apartment too with her new bf #it'll be so good to be next to friends #so yep yep excited to be on my own just gotta figure out the money situation but ive got it for like 6 months if I'll need it #personal #tbh I'm already disappointed lol what else is new #said friend went to a thing i wanted to go to for years without even asking if i wanted to join #i wouldn't have because there's still a pandemic but i would have liked to been asked yk #sounds petty tbh but i mean i told her about the thing then she went and did the thing without me thats just rude #I'm just constantly being disappointed by this person and it sucks i know this is a small thing but the apartment stuff isn't small at all #so im just gonna assume im moving in alone from now on #3 bedrooms just for me does sound nice #my parents are killing me haha ha #their tenants doesn't know if he's leaving yet but his lease is over soon BUT they dont wanna be the ones to not renew the lease #like its perfectly legal to not do so i dont get why they sold me on the idea of living there if it wasn't a sure thing #i stopped looking for apartments for this and fell in love with the idea of living in my old home and the amount of space I'll have there #i wont be able to find something that cheap anywhere and they can help me so much i dont get it but idk might be spoiled

[uwuwriting]

Abusive boyfriend w/ Midoriya, Bakugou and Todoroki

Request: Can I have deku, bakugo and Todoroki reacting to the readers unhealthy boyfriend. He brings her down a lot and abusive. - anonymous

Being part of a toxic relationship is so so soooo painful. Thankfully reader-chan has her heroes to save her. Hope you like it. Love ya.💖💖💖

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rules

warnings: abuse both physical and mental, ptsd and panic attacks, cursing, characters are aged up (they have graduated)

Midoriya Izuku

-Okay so he basically was the one who managed to build your confidence back up after the horrendous break up with your ex. 

-Your ex never laid a hand on you but his words were enough to bruise your ego and self worth so much that you believed that you were nothing compared to others. 

-From looks to personality, you believed that even a snail was more worth it than you. 

-Now you are a beautiful girl and very very smart. 

-Guys and girls looked your way even though you were in a relationship. 

-And your ex was having none of it. 

-It started off really subtly.

- “Are you sure you want to wear that to dinner?”

- “We are going to grab some coffee not going out for drinks.”

- “Don’t you think you are showing too much skin?”

-Then the body shaming started. 

- “I think you shouldn’t wear that, I mean look how large it makes you look.”

- “Have you been eating more?”

- “How about I make a diet for you?”

-This really brought you down. 

-It reached the point where you would only wear really baggy hoodies in order to hide your body. 

-After that turning point he still wasn’t satisfied. 

-People, although fewer than before, still had the nerve to hit on you and it was getting on his nerve. 

-He started belittling you in front of friends and acquaintances, destroying your already fragile confidence. 

-He had dug you a grave and sugarcoated the casket with empty I love you’s. 

-He had made you believe that he was the only one who would accept you and love you despite you’re so flawed. 

-And he managed to keep you for quite some time. 

-Then Midoriya comes along. 

-A childhood friend who had become a pro hero and on the top five. 

-He saw how skinny you had become, borderline unhealthy, how you shied away from him and literally everyone. 

-You were like a scared deer. 

-Then the boyfriend came in and everything fell into place. 

-Midoriya is smart, he caught on your boyfriend’s belittlement and the reason behind it. 

-Now getting you out of this toxic relationship is his new mission. 

-You ran into him more often after that first encounter and he always talked to you, complimenting you whenever he could. 

-Your boyfriend didn’t catch on until it was too late. 

-Midoriya had managed to get you to talk about your relationship and what your boyfriend was like, he had opened your eyes to his abuse and helped you built up the courage to stand up to him and dump his ass. 

-He was there of course to support you after the break up. 

-And of course after months and months of seeing each other almost everyday, you two became a thing. 

-Finally you get to experience true love with someone who truly appreciates you. 

Bakugou Katsuki 

-You and Bakugou have been friends since high school. 

-Inseparable. 

-He comes to you for everything, all his troubles are solved by you and you alone. 

-You’re special!!

-So when you get a boyfriend he is the first to meet the guy. 

-In truth he really didn’t want to because he has been in lobe with you for the longest time and seeing you with someone else reminds him that he is a coward. 

-Anyway he meets him and everything is fine, he looks decent and he seems to treat you well. 

-As months pass you seem to distance yourself more and more from him. 

-Bakugou at first is angry, he is fuming I tell you. 

-He doesn’t like the silence that he receives when he calls, or the single word replies when he texts and he especially despises your refusal to go out with him like you used to. 

-He gets that you have a boyfriend now and you have to spend more time with your bf but he still felt betrayed. 

-Then doubt started to settle in his mind. 

-Maybe you realized he wasn’t worth the trouble, I mean he is a difficult person, maybe your new boyfriend opened your eyes and now you want nothing to do with him. 

-Or maybe you figured out he was in love with you. 

-Had he been scowling more than usual while he was meeting your boyfriend? 

-He wanted to ask you what he did wrong but he couldn’t reach you. 

-So he sucked it up and drowned himself in his hero work, drowning his nagging mind along with his free time.

-Then something unexpected happened. 

-Uraraka visited him, worry written all over her face. 

-She was worried for you and wanted to ask him if everything was alright, since he was your best friend. 

- “She stopped showing up to our weekly girl evening and she won’t answer my texts.... I’m really worried for her Bakugou.”

-That was the last straw for him. 

-He went to your apartment and after five minutes of knocking your boyfriend opened the door. 

-The scowls on the guy’s face was really REALLY pushing his buttons. 

- “Is Y/N here?”

- “What do you want her for?”

- “I want to talk to her.”

-This man..... he closed the door in Bakugou’s face. 

-Well closed is putting it mildly. 

-He slammed the door shut with so much force that a mirror down the hall rattled. 

-Bakugou was ready to blow the door open when he heard the shouts. 

- “Y/N why the fuck is that guy here?”

- “W-what guy?”

- “Don’t act all innocent you slut! The guy you are fucking!”

- “I-I don’t k-know who y-you are talking a-about.” 

-The moment he heard your sniffles echo through the door he was inside the apartment shoving the guy away from you. 

- “Don’t you fucking dare speak to her like that, asshole.” 

-You were trembling behind him and Bakugou could feel the sob threatening to escape your lips. 

-Looking over his shoulder at you he spoke gently as if you were a scared kitten. 

- “Y/N could you go get some of your stuff ready? I’m taking you away from this dickhead.”

- “Who do you think you are? That’s MY girlfriend she listens to me alone!”

- “Don’t speak as if she’s an object!”

-You had disappeared to your room to get your things and were now clinging to Bakugou’s back. 

- “So you are fucking him. What should I have expected from a whore like you!” 

-Okay now Bakugou was presented with two options. 

-Option A: beat the living shit out of this guy and most likely losing his hero license for a week. 

-Option B: get you out of here and let this asshole boil in his own defeat. 

-He went with option B. 

-Wordlessly he guided you out of your apartment complex and into his car, drove you to his house and proceeded to help you calm down. 

-You had had one panic attack in the past so he didn’t really know what to do. 

-But he managed. 

- “Whatever he said to you isn’t true. I don’t know what actually went down between you two and what he got into the pretty little head of your but none of that matters. Just know that we are all here for you. Me, the girls even stupid Deku. And we love you, I love you so don’t worry about anything. Everything will be alright.” 

-From that point on everything was history. 

-It didn’t take long for you two to start dating and Bakugou made sure to have a firm talk with your now ex boyfriend when you ran into him at the grocery store. 

-Get wrecked douchebag.

 Todoroki Shouto 

-Toxic relationships is something Todoroki is a pro at this point. 

-He grew up in one so yeah. 

-He sees the signs of the abuse faster than anyone. 

-First of all, you inch away from anyone who starts flaying their arms. 

-Despite the warm weather you always wear long sleeves. 

-And he has seen you applying extra make up around your eye once. 

-He also notices how you always try to avoid annoying your boyfriend, like you take extreme measures. 

-You distance yourself from other males going as far as to avoid him to an extent. 

-Then he sees the bruises. 

-You two were training at the agency’s gym when your shirt rode up your torso and there was this huge bruise right under your  ribs. 

- “Y/N who did this?”

- “Oh I just got slightly injured during my last patrol.”

-He isn’t buying it since he was with you during your last patrol and you didn’t get injured. 

-But he lets it slide because he believes that you know whats best for you and you will get away from this guy. 

-But for some reason you stay with him. 

-For months. 

-And Todo can’t take it anymore.

- “Y/N can I talk to you?”

-He talks to you about what he has seen and that he knows that your boyfriend is doing this to you. 

- “So please, please leave him, get out while you can. Y/N I can’t see you hurt like this.”

-You see the thing was that you had made the stupid decision of moving in with him and now.... you had nowhere to go. 

-If you broke up with him you wouldn’t have a place to stay and you couldn’t start searching for a new place, he traces your phone and search history. 

- “You’ll live with me. I’ll give you everything you need just please please let go of him. He doesn’t deserve you. I hate seeing you so hurt and broken.” 

- “Please come with me then, Shouto I-I can’t do this alone.”

-Of course he came with you, standing in between you and that asshole as he went to strike you when you broke the news to him.

- “You are leaving me for this piece of shit huh? Of course you would you whore!”

-He went as far as activating his quirk, attacking Shouto in an attempt to get to you. 

- “I own you you fucking slut! No one will want you! You are mine!”

-Shouto wasn’t as calm as Bakugou in this situation, punching the guy before leaving the apartment, making sure that the guy got the message and wouldn’t try to come after you. 

-Back at his apartment, Shouto comforted you as best he could. 

-You know where this leads. 

-Shouto gives you the space you need before making a move. 

-My mans waits months before even remotely flirting with you. 

-After a year long wait he finally manages to ask you out. 

-And the rest is history.

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[kthyg]

; library (winter’s recs)

➸ notes 💌 ; hii my lovess so since im too lazy and dumb to create another acc for fic or novel recs, i decided to just create a post where i compile everything! if this post ever reaches the limit, i’ll make a new post and link it here (vice versa for the new post). so without wasting more spaces, i present to you an endless list of bts fics! (and some novels, separately) along with my short review <3 please give the authors thumbs up and muchh love for their incredible works.

➸ note 2 ⚠️ ; i write and read yandere and heavy themes stories therefore my list will include both non yandere and yandere stories. yandere stories will be marked with “y”. and if by any chance, any author of any of the fics that i put here, dislike yandere contents, do tell me if you wish to not engage with, and be included in my post ^^’

➸ hint 🔍 ; a - angst || s - smut || f - fluff || y - yandere || tw - heed trigger warnings

o t 7

➸ nexus by @bangtangalicious (s, a, y, casino!au, elite!au, gang/organized crime!au, thriller)

full of questions >:( type of story that makes you go “HUH WHAT” “what.” “omg???” yeah that. story starts with past time and move forward to the present until the day mc was framed for murder.

ongoing series

➸ house of serpents by @smasmashie (s, a, mafia au)

iMMACULATE WRITINGS IDK IDK I JUST LOVE YDK HOW MUCH I LOVE it. not your normal fic >:( this is extraordinary. author writes it with grace, writes it like she owns it >:( (well ofc yeah HSHS) daddy namjoon, kind of like close friend yoongi?, client hoseok, another best friend (kind of) jin, “the guy who lived in the same apartment but never talk with u until one day” taehyung, obsessed little koo who knows u from the past, unhinged jimin (REAL.) lastly, i swear mc is a fuck toy through out the story I FEEL BAD FOR HER

ongoing series

m u l t i p l e m e m b e r s

➸ the art of self-restraint by @scribblemetae (s, f, 4some, maknae-line)

BABY BOY JIMIN. SUB JIMIN. BRAT JIMIN. JIMINNNNNNNNN jimin walks in on mc and tae doing the deeds and min wants to make mc needy for him :(((

oneshot

k i m s e o k j i n

➸ sana by @go1denjeon

oneshot

m i n y o o n g i

➸ paubaya by @go1denjeon (a)

YOU HAVE TO LISTEN TO THE SONG WHILE READING THIS UNTIL THE END. READ THE LYRICS OF THE SONG BECAUSE GOD DAMN IM CRYING AND THIS SONG STILL HAUNTS ME TILL THIS DAY I KID YOU NOT. plus the story just fr, pure angst.

oneshot

j u n g h o s e o k

➸ n/a

k i m n a m j o o n

➸ mistress by @kaiseuphoria (a, s, college au, slow burn)

it’s dilf namjoon we talking about yall. yandere dilf namjoon <33333333

oneshot

p a r k j i m i n

➸ the devil’s own luck by @jimlingss (f, a, s, demon au)

childhood bestfriend jimin! demon that mc accidentally found from a box (yeah a box) and he’s stuck with her forever. and since then mc has a .. well, bad luck.

oneshot

➸ esse tuus by @lavienjin (f, s, office!au, incubus)

incubus jimin. do i need to elaborate? no.

oneshot

➸ in flagrante delicto by @hisunshiine (a, s, f, law firm au, coworkers to lovers)

the title gives it all 🫣 mc needed to partner up with jimin for a case and thats where the rollercoaster began. oh and jimin is a flirt (or manwhore, what the author described)

oneshot

➸ one time thing by @personasintro (s, a)

let’s be honest here. who tf asks your best friend to sleep with your bf just because you don’t feel like it (smtg like that yeah?) lowkey infidelity HAH

ongoing series

➸ come home to me… darling by @roses-ruby (a, s, f, cheating au)

IT HURTS BUT IM A BIG GIRL I CAN READ CHEATING FICS. this hurts SO bad i tell you. read this only if you can handle this (SOUNDS DRAMATIC BUT SHUTUP) i had to pause my reading because the emotion, the pain just zzzssup to my heart p a i n. jimin is the worst of a jerk i kid you not. mc trying her best but this man just steps on everything.

twoshots

➸ love me better by @taegularities (a, f, s, detective au, strangers to lovers)

it’s a push and pull for me </3 between mc and jm. well anyways, started with one night thing but mc and jm ended up working on the same case and everything starts there. ANGST just pure angst. </33 but i l o v e. rid’s work >>>>

oneshot

➸ nectar by @gimmethatagustd (a, f, s, college au, stangers to lovers)

vamps mc and human jimin ;)) YKYK well jimin is a human that enrolls in a vampire uni/college and the human dorms are full so he had to share a room with mc ;) and it goes on.

oneshot

k i m t a e h y u n g

➸ fic 1 by @

➸ fic 2 by @

j e o n j u n g k o o k

➸ STAY by @lolabangtan (a, f, s, college au, roommates au, e2l)

My heart is so soft for this. I live for sub koo and i live for this fic. I love everything about this fic; i can’t put my feelings into words TT. Koo might be (a bit) of an arsehole but i understand him </3. Also this may be bcs of MC’s role as the top/dom but I loved it when she decided to confront koo bcs if it was me i wouldn’t. I love their dynamic too :(( They were literally made for each other <3 I WONT GO ANY DEEPER BUT GIVE SUB KOO A READ this is the best sub koo fic i’ve ever read.

➸ sideshow by @lolabangtan (s, tw: dub con fantasy)

sub koo thats all. do i need to elaborate more? no. this is self explanatory. alr just kidding. it’s mutual pinning ?? THATS ALL I CAN say. mc likes koo, wants to make a move, asked him to be in her camshow and fucked him. (he’s cute i sobbed)

[nuhogom]

Genre: Smut, Fluff

Warning: Language, smut

Member: Shownu

Prompt: Going home with your bf for the first time & he gets touchy✨

Hyunwoo and you had flown out to visit your parents for Christmas this year! This was his first time meeting them in person—because them living abroad just allowed for video calls. He was nervous and you knew that because he refused to let go of your hand for the last few hours. The plane would be landing in 20 minutes and you saw him chewing the inside of his mouth.

“It’ll be okay, babe! I promise!” You encouraged, squeezing his hand. He gave you a nod and held his book bag close to his chest. You were nervous too, but didn’t show it. He couldn’t reply in English well and you were scared they wouldn’t be able to understand him.

As the plane settled and the pilot said you could unbuckle, you shot up and began getting your carry on out. “I got it, baby girl,” he spoke up. He stood and opened the latch, grabbing your bag for you. You thanked him with a quick peck on his lips. His cheeks tinted a red, eyes catching yours as you smiled.

“We’re in America, babe! No one cares here!” You said giddily.

——

Soon you were running into your parent’s arms, breathing in their scent and smiling. “I’ve missed you two so much!” You smiled.

“We missed you too, baby! Now! Show us this new man of yours?!” Your mom mumbled out quickly. You happily turned around, holding your hand out to Hyunwoo for him to take and step closer. You pulled him in front of you, whispering to him to introduce himself.

“Hello! I’m Shownu!” He smiled, bowing perfectly at 90°.

“It’s nice to meet you in person, Shownu!” Your mom said, bowing back. Hyunwoo beamed, turning to your father who had a stern look on his face. Your fiancé didn’t falter, but instead held his hand out for your dad to shake. Your dad’s hand took his, shaking firmly and smiling at the younger.

“Nice to meet you, son!”

You saw Hyunwoo visibly relax, taking a step back to you and wrapping an arm around your waist.

“I’ll get your bags, honey!” Your dad spoke. You nodded in acknowledgment, glancing up at the strong man beside you.

“You okay?” You whispered. He smiled and answered with a kiss to your temple. You heard your mom coo, a big, beautiful smile on her face.

On the way home, Hyunwoo’s hand never left your thigh. He would occasionally gently rub at your inner thigh, a small smile never leaving his lips. Your mom wouldn’t shut her mouth, but you weren’t complaining. You leaned into Hyunwoo, resting your tired body against him in silence.

“Baby girl?” Hyunwoo spoke. You forced your eyes open, realising you had fallen asleep. “Wake up! We’re at your house!” Nodding, you yawned and stretched. You grabbed for Hyunwoo’s hands, bringing them to your lips.

“Thank you for waking me!” He smiled his eye crinkling smile. You melted at the sight, allowing him to help you out of the vehicle. Your dad was pulling the last of your guy’s luggage into your old bedroom when you got upstairs.

“We’ll go downstairs to let y’all settle. Your brother and his family will be over for dinner in a couple hours!”

You nodded and closed the door behind them, huffing and turning to flop onto your small, childhood bed. Hyunwoo and you would have to sleep close tonight, not that you cared. He was still standing, eyes looking around your room, taking everything in. You stood to be beside him, wrapping your arms around his waist.

“Whatcha thinking about?” You asked softly. He looked down at you and smiled innocently.

“You want the truth?” You gave him a confused look and nodded. “The truth is I kinda want us to make love on your bed over there,” he trailed. His face was red as ever as he avoided eye contact.

“Please?” You whimpered. His eyes connected with yours immediately, a smile appearing on his face. He quietly walked over to your bed, sitting down and leaning back on his elbows. You sighed and pulled your leggings and underwear off in the same motion. Your fingers quickly pulled his sweatpants down, his erection evident under his boxers. Drool was practically spilling out of your mouth as you stared at him. You were soaking and so ready to please him. Your legs straddled his lap, a hand going to pull his boxers down and wrap around his hardened length. He moaned loudly, throwing his head back and closing his eyes.

You leaned over to tell him to be quiet because you definitely didn’t want to get caught. He grunted out a tiny “Sorry”. You rose onto your knees, rubbing him against yourself to coat his dick in your slickness. He sat up and grabbed a fistful of the oversized shirt your wore, pulling it away to watch as you slowly sunk down on him. A small whimper left your lips, your movements stilling as you adjusted. It had been more than two months since you two had done anything and you were both sensitive. He sat up and moved to press his back to the headboard, the movement making you whine. His plush lips kissed at your shoulder, his arms wrapping around you and pulling you close. Your clothed chests touched, Hyunwoo’s hands slipping under your shirt. He grabbed at your breasts, his thumbs pressing at your nipples.

“Babe!” You whimpered loudly. You began to move and grind against him, his fingers leaving your chest to slap at your ass. You groaned into his ear as he grabbed at your cheeks, slightly pulling them apart and pushing up into you deeply. A sharp gasp left your mouth, your head falling into the crook of his neck. “Shit!” You grunted.

“Feel good, baby girl?” You nodded in reply, telling him to go slower. He obliged and pulled out, taking all his time to go in and even deeper. You shook at the sensation, closing your eyes as he repeated the action.

“I’m so close,” you huffed.

“Yea?”

“Mm. Deeper, baby!” You gasped. He smirked at your command, grabbing at your thigh and pushing your leg back. You squeaked as he slipped into you deeper, your lips puffing out in concentration.

“Good?”

You replied by leaning up to press a heavy kiss to his lips. He kissed you back, a hand trailing away from your ass and towards that bundle nerves. His thumb pressed against you as he gave a particularly harsh thrust, tears threatening to fall from your eyes.

“Hey, guys!” Your mom called from outside your bedroom door. Her sudden voice made you both freeze, your chests rising and falling quickly. You began to choke out a reply when the door handle raddled. Your eyes went wide and Hyunwoo was quick to wrap the blankets around you both, just as your mom stepped into the room. Her eyes widened as she took in both of your positions, mouth hanging open wide. “Your brother, will uh. Be here in fifteen minutes. Finish up here and freshen up!” She spoke calmly.

You refused to turn and face her, too embarrassed. You could see the absolute embarrassment on Hyunwoo’s face also.

“Please don’t tell dad!” You begged. Your mom smirked as she walked out, shaking her head. The look on Hyunwoo’s face was pitiful.

“Don’t worry, baby. She won’t say anything! I promise, okay?” He nodded silently. “Now, please let’s finish so we can get ready!”

He took charge then, jerking the sheets off of you and grabbing at your ass. You moaned at the action, hands pressing against his abdomen as his ass slapping caused you to jerk forward. His thumb found your most sensitive area once again, pressing against it with fervour.

You let out an obnoxious whimper, your stomach tightening. Your body shook as you came, falling over your fiancé in exhaustion. He kept pushing into you, chasing his own release. You felt him twitch and then a warmth filled you as he came. Your body shook at the over sensitivity, his large hands holding your hips still as he milked his come into you. A huff left your lips, eyes closing.

“Holy shit!” You giggled. “That was so hot!”

Hyunwoo nodded, his gentle fingers tucking some of your sweaty hair behind your ears. You leaned into his touch, wishing you two could revel in such a good love making session. Alas, you couldn’t. There were tiny voices now squealing downstairs and you wanted to see your nieces….

“I love you!” You said softly, looking down at Hyunwoo lovingly.

“I love you too, baby girl!” His hands wrapped around you, helping you climb off of him. You whined at the loss as he pulled out.

“I hate having to leave the bed after something like that,” you complained.

“Me too!” He whispered. He sat up and picked some clean clothes out for you both as you checked if the five steps to the bathroom was clear.

“Let’s go! It’s clear!” You giggled as he dragged you behind him, closing the bathroom door behind you. His laugh rang through the room and you kissed at his chest.

“C’mon! Let’s get downstairs so you can meet the best little humans! They will absolutely love you!”

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[jmeelee]

Except at Waffle House

A Sterek AU inspired by that ridiculous Reddit post about the girl who’s BF keeps fighting the cook at Waffle House.

As far as boyfriend’s went, Braeden hit the jackpot when she met Derek Hale. She hadn’t been looking for a partner when she’d stepped into the first class of her Master’s program, but there he’d been, sitting dead-center of the third row in the cavernous lecture hall.  Derek was… different.  Intelligent, well-read, handsome, driven; he’d weathered tragedy and trauma with elegance, emerging on the other side with a soft-spoken grace.  He made Braeden laugh with a wit so dry it kindled a fire in her belly.  To other women, Derek’s obscene good looks—chiseled jawline, soft hair the color of midnight, ass you could bounce quarters off of—might have been his biggest draw, but for Braeden, it was Derek’s hard-won composure.  When she decided to drop out of the Federal Marshall program and pursue her own independent career, Derek never batted an eye.  When she came home from dangerous missions sporting cuts, scrapes and bruises, he didn’t rage over her playing fast and loose with her own welfare.  He simply said, “I’m glad you’re home safe.”  Derek never yelled, never lost his temper, never fought.  He was a dream come true.

Except at Waffle House.

Truth be told, Braeden didn’t love Waffle House, but food was food and a girl’s gotta eat. Derek, however, had some deep-seated appreciation of the greasy chain that stretched back into his childhood, before his parents and older sister died. So while she preferred to eat elsewhere, Braeden found herself at Waffle House a few times a week, feeding Derek’s desire to reconnect with fond adolescent memories.

“Service might be a bit slower today,” said their usual waitress, who’s bright yellow name tag read Erica.  She plopped an iced-tea in front of Braeden, and a steaming cup of black coffee before Derek.  Erica snapped her bubblegum, pulled a tiny notepad from the pocket of her black apron, and snatched a stubby pencil out of her perky blonde ponytail.  “Boyd’s training a new cook.  What’re y’all having?”

Sure enough Boyd, the owner of the franchise, stood at the grill, patiently pointing at burners and griddles while the long-fingered hands of the tall, thin guy next to him flew around like drunk hummingbirds.  Braeden figured the new cook was replacing Scott, who had quit the line to attend Veterinary school.  When you spent several days a week eating there, the Waffle House family became your family.

Braeden was known to make her way through the various menu items.  Some people had their tried and true staples, but she preferred to throw tradition to the wind. One day it was pecan waffles, the next, chili smothered hash browns.  Today, a cheese steak omelet.  Derek however was a creature of habit.  “I’ll have the--”

“Steak and eggs,” Erica interrupted, graphite scratching over the paper.  “Steak medium-rare and egg yolks slightly runny.  Whole wheat toast, well done.”

“You got it,” Derek said agreeably, handing over his flimsy laminated menu.  “Thanks, Erica.”

They filled the void between placing their order and receiving their food with anecdotes from work and a fast and furious game of hangman on the back of their paper placemats.  Waffle House may be lacking in sophistication, but it’s service was always speedy.        

“Here ya go.” Erica plunked plates in front of them and topped off Derek’s coffee.  “Let me know if you need anything else.” But the call bell rang in the kitchen and she bustled away, already half-way down the aisle.

Three forkfuls of cheesy goodness passed her lips before Braeden realized Derek was poking at yellow lumps on his platter with a stiff triangle of toast, watching the yolks crumble like a house of sand.  She finished chewing, swallowed.  “Derek?  Is something wrong?”

“It’s my eggs,” he lamented.  “They’re super hard.  Not runny at all.”

Had she known the repercussions of her next words, Braeden might have given them more thought.  But unbeknownst to her, she was about to score red on the Waffle House Index of how prepared she was to weather the coming shit storm.   

“Just call Erica back,” Braeden suggested, waving her fork in the air.  “The kitchen can whip up another batch. No big deal.”  

Famous last words.  

Erica flounced over, ponytail swinging behind her.  “Sorry about that, honey,” she chirped.  “The new cook is still finding his groove.  I’ll be right back with the correct order.”

Derek thanked her again but watched with hazel eagle eyes as she brought the plate back to the open kitchen, speaking to the mole-speckled guy at the grill whose bed head hair was barely contained under his dorky paper hat.  Derek squirmed in his seat.

Braeden’s eyebrows furrowed.  “That’s a really complex call-in system these employees need to learn.  And all that crazy code with the jelly and mayo packets?  They’re bound to make mistakes sometimes.”

Derek grunted, watching Erica return with a heaping plate of eggs.  This time they were scrambled.  “These are scrambled,” he said stupidly, blinking at the fluffy little clouds.

Looking down, Erica seemed to see them for the first time.  She rolled her eyes and groaned.  “Ugh.  Stiles.”

“Yeah, it’s a style of eggs, just not the one I ordered.”

“No,” Erica shook her head.  “S-T-I-L-E-S.  Stiles is our new cook.  I promise I’ll be back with the correct eggs in a few.”

But ten minutes later a plate of thinly sliced hard-boiled eggs laid out in a flower pattern was placed in front of Derek.  Braeden couldn’t help it, she threw back her head and laughed.  “At this point, I think the cook’s fucking with you,” she told him.

But Derek wasn’t in on the joke.  He pushed the plate away and threw money down on the table.  “Hopefully both his cooking and his comedy routine improves,” Derek grumbled, pulling on his leather jacket.

Maybe now they could finally eat at some different restaurants.

----------

Three days later, they were back at Waffle House.

“There are over 1,500 other Waffle Houses in America,” Braeden said for the millionth time, waving her map app in Derek’s face.  “Look, there’s one twelve miles away.”

“It’s the principle of the thing,” Derek scowled, sending his second plate of eggs back to the kitchen.  First, they were poached, then they were part of a bacon egg and cheese sandwich.

The third time a single slice of toast sat on a wide white plate, a perfect circle cut from the center.  Inside the circle was an egg.  Cooked over-hard.  

Braeden took a fortifying breath of humid maple-scented air.

“Okay I’ve had enough,” Derek yelled, standing up from the booth.  “You,” he pointed at Stiles the cook, who stared back with a wide insolent mouth and tricky amber eyes.  “Take this garbage back and cook my eggs the right way.” 

Stiles slowly pulled a dirty apron over his neck, dislodging his ridiculous hat, and sauntered around the counter on long legs to stand in front of Derek, crowding into his personal space.  Toe to toe, there was barely any difference in height between the two men, though their body types varied greatly.  Derek was built like a brick shithouse, Stiles like a twink.  

“Is there a problem, dude?” Stiles asked coolly, with the poker face of an Easter Island head. The only crack in his stone facade was the tiny quirk at the edge of his pert lips.    

“Yeah,” Derek growled, pushing a finger into Stiles’ thin chest, “my problem is you and your shitty egg cooking skills.”

“Shitty?” The quirk blossomed into a fully grown smirk.  “I’ve made you several plates of superb eggs, dude.  It’s not my fault you won’t even try them.”

“Quit calling me dude.”

“Sure thing, buddy.” Stiles winked and stared Derek down like a cowboy in a duel with nothing left to live for.  Where had Boyd found this sadist cook?

“My name is Derek. Not buddy. Not dude.  Derek.” The words leaked out between Derek’s clenched teeth. Braeden could slice American cheese off his jaw right now.

Stiles smiled like he’d won the lottery, angling his body slightly away from Derek, but never breaking eye contact.  “Hey Waffle House, Derek here thinks my eggs suck.  Do all of you fine, upstanding people think my eggs are good?”  Stiles got several thumbs-up, two enthusiastic whistles, and one wrinkled middle finger from a white-haired man hunched over at the service counter.  Stiles gave the guy a thumbs up. “Thanks for your honesty mister.  It’s much appreciated.”

“What the hell was that?  What are you trying to do?” Derek was snarling, and the look between both men was lethal. Eyes sparked.  Lips wetted.  Fingers twitched. Braeden held her breath, sure fists would start flying at any second.  Derek made muted sounds of rage worthy of an aspiring ventriloquist. They were too close, puffed out chests a hair's-breadth apart. 

Stiles shrugged.  “My Waffle House, my rules.  Rule number one, pull that stick out of your ass, Derek.”

Derek took Stiles by the surprisingly broad shoulders and backed him into the coat rack.  “Next time I’m here, you’re gonna make me my food the way I order it.”

As quick as it started, the altercation was over.  Derek backed out of the overcoats, and Stiles came stumbling after like two teenagers emerging from a closet after seven minutes in heaven.  Derek made a beeline for the exit.

“Oh yeah?” Stiles yelled at Derek’s retreating back.  “I'll show you sunny side up!”

The whole thing was made even more ridiculous by the merrily tinkling overhead bell as Derek slammed outside.

_______

“Feeling up for trying Schwarma tonight?” Braeden asked when they pulled into the lot and parked next to Stiles’ run down blue Jeep.

“Not a chance,” Derek replied, practically backflipping out of the Camaro.

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“Derek, NO!” she said.

DEREK, YES he heard, and Derek, her Derek, the pinnacle of poise, yeeted himself over the counter, grabbing the yellow crossover uniform tie around Stiles’ neck.

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“At least Stiles didn’t spike Derek’s drink with meth,” Erica shrugged.  Today the two men were rolling around on the greasy tile floor.  

“Are you being ironic?” Braeden asked, taken aback by the seriousness of Erica’s tone.

“Waffle House is an irony-free zone,” Boyd informed her with a straight face. “I’m just thankful there’s no AR-15s or nudity today.”

“Yet,” Erica leered.

What the hell happened at Waffle House?!

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“I’ll have an Angus patty melt, and a slice of Aunt Maggie’s Triple Chocolate pie, please,” Braeden ordered as chaos descended around her.  “It’s like when I have food in front of me, everything is beautiful and nothing hurts.”

“That’s the magic of Waffle House,” Erica said sagely.

“It’s something,” Braeden replied. 

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She was scattered, smothered, covered in food debris, collateral damage from Stiles and Derek’s ongoing war.

“Don’t worry, Hunny,” a friendly woman in the adjacent booth told her.  “Throw a tide pod in with that shirt and the stains will come right out!  Just don’t eat it like those crazy kids are doing these days.”

“Who in their right mind would eat a tide pod?” Braeden asked.

  The answer was a serious side-eye.  “Who in their right mind would keep returning to a restaurant to tussle with the cook?”

Touche.

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Waffle House had a special Valentine’s Day candlelight dinner, which Braeden could have happily gone her whole life not knowing about or participating in.  

Erica sat them right next to the fancy new digital touchscreen jukebox.  Stiles came out, fed the machine twenty dollars, and set it to play “I Touch Myself” by Divinyls two-hundred and forty times on repeat.

Braeden wasn’t sure if Derek touched himself that night, but any guy who took her on a Valentine date to Waffle House and proceeded to fist-fight the cook certainly wasn’t going to be touching her.

__________

Braeden parked down the road and walked to Waffle House, unsurprised to find Derek’s car in the parking lot.  She’d quit going with him two weeks ago. To so many hungry, lost, and seriously hammered people, Waffle House’s warm yellow glow was a beacon of salvation.  For Braeden, who watched from the peaceful vantage point of the parking lot as her boyfriend grappled the skinny cook into a headlock and proceeded to give him a vicious noogie, it would forever be a reminder that Derek was the perfect guy for her, except when it came to Stiles.  Once upon a time, Braeden appreciated the fact that women everywhere were always looking at her man. He turned heads, but none of them ever seemed to turn his.  Except at Waffle House, and it wasn’t a woman.

Derek walked out of the restaurant twenty minutes later to find her sitting on the hood of his black Camaro.  “You’re breaking up with me, aren’t you?” he asked, monotone. She wondered at Drek’s equanimity, which has always seemed so inviting to her before.  Maybe Braeden just didn’t inspire passion in Derek, the way Stiles obviously did.  

She nodded.

“Is there anything I can say to change your mind?”

She shook her head.  “Not unless you can tell me what this is really about. Not unless you can tell me who you are.  Because this person isn’t the Derek I thought I knew.”

Lately, she’d been thinking a lot about a proverb her mother used to recite when she was younger.  Briseann an dúchais trí shúile an chait. The true nature of someone’s character is revealed through their eyes.  Derek’s head swiveled between Braeden and the view through the glass window, where Erica was helping Stiles off the floor, and Boyd was mopping up spilled chocolate milk, and several patrons were still surreptitiously filming the whole ordeal on their cellphones. Derek’s eyes followed Stiles like a wolf stalking prey.  “Shit, I—”

“Derek,” she said, sliding down the hood and coming to stand before him, “you were an amazing boyfriend and a great guy.”  Braeden sighed. “Except at Waffle House.” 

Derek shoved his fists into the front pockets of his too-tight jeans, scuffed the toe of his sneaker against the brick facade of the restaurant.  “Yeah,” he relented.  “I’m really sorry.”

“Me too, Derek.”  She gently patted his stubbled cheek.  “Good luck with-” she gestured toward the golden fluorescent lights, the black and yellow signage, at Stiles standing stock still and Bambi-eyed behind the counter, holding a chunk of frozen bacon to the top of his head- “whatever the hell this is.  I’ll see you around.”

She waved good-bye to Stiles through the window, who raised a hesitant hand back to her, and walked out of the parking lot.

Roughly a year and a half later, Braeden thumbed through a used newspaper while she waited at her local coffee shop for the barista to call her name.  She flipped from business to sports, passing the society section on her way, when a pithy headline caught her attention.  

Waffle Brawls lead to Wedding Bells.

Huh.  So that’s what all the fighting was really about.

Underneath the catchy title was a byline: “Groom learned sixteen new ways to cook eggs during fearsome flirtation.”

“Caramel Macchiato for Braeden!” 

Braeden tossed the paper onto the tabletop, leaving it open to Stiles and Derek’s wedding announcement, and left the coffee shop with a laugh on her lips.  

You couldn’t make this shit up.  Except at Waffle House.

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As per usual tumblr won’t let me link to anything so the Reddit post that inspired this story so you can find that in the notes!  Thanks for reading hope it made you laugh.

#sterek #eternalsterek #haleinski #sterek fic #please don't take this seriously it is crack #outsider pov #braeden pov #but trust me Sterek always get a happy ending

[marshmallowprotection]

Hello, maybe you coukd give me some tips. I send you that ask already but it means ght be deleted by tumblr and it was all messy and ugly.

So I have one childhood friend, we used to do everything together till highschool. Often she was my only friend, like now. We slowly started to distance from each other sonce she has a boyfriend. For all those years I did my best to accept him and all, told myself that duh she is not obliged to spent time only with me even in situation when she spent less and less time with me. Sometime I had a bit trouble to fully accept bf because sometime when they argued she was venting to me and I felt like his is hurting her but she refused to break up with him. Boy eas very insecure, no friends and so on and one day around graduating junior hight school she wanted to break up with him but he said something like he is gonna hurt himself if she will, or just drop out the school. So she wanted to wait at least until he graduate, but she waited longer. Then just after we graduated hightschool she broke up with him like she had enought. It was prolly a mistake but after she vent I said one or two things about him concerning past events and I said 'wow finally'. After a while they made up and she said she just missend him. I promissed mtself I will never comment whatever she tell me about them, unless in a good way.

Well... the point is that I am probably jellous, that she doesnt want to spent time with me anymore. Alway if I ask her out I give her to eventually pick the date, if nit today then maybe tomorrow etc y know introvert way :D And im trying to save this friendship? She is not the person busy 24/7, unless maybe when she is in uni or we count playing games as being busy. I play games too sometime.

Sometime it seems like she tries to avoid me and dont want to tell me anything. One day I was talking to her in cafee and she was just fidgeting with her phone. She didnt even like heck the socialmedia, just switching between random (system?) folders on the phone. When I asked abt it why she doesnt listen, she said she wanted to do sth but forgot what. Another time I havent seen her for months and she alway soent holidays 1 month her bf comes to her (he lives abroad already I guess) and I dont want to disturb them of feel like third wheel and the other month she come to him. So like week before she pnanned to go I asked her to go out next day. She said she cant. So asked another day, she answered : but I go to my bf. So I surprised that its that soon and sad I missed the oportunity: oh really? When? She: on Friday me: but its Monday(?)(no answer) so...? She: ught I know ;;; but lately I dont really feel like going anywhere :(

Well... maybe I'm childish but I felt sad.

I'm also jellous that they even celebrate each others bdays altought she never do that bc of religious reasons and I've always respected that.

Once I asked her what is with us, we barely talk for last few years and I feel like she is avoiding me. She had no Idea what I was talking about, she felt like everything was the same.

I was told to not have much hope or expectations toward her bu maybe try to text her or maybe arrange a meeting once in a while and try not to become bitter.

The other one sait that that how adulthood looks like, we become busier with private issues and so on and I may act childish and selfish, but as far as I know except for time she go to uni or to her bf she is not that busy, definitely not that busy not to have time to meet with me more than once in a whole year (or none) when we live ~20min apart by foot. I dont want to be burden to anyone or feel like third wheel so I dunno what to do. I have problem with finding friends, she was my only one friend (?) for years. I dont trust ppl easly

I wanted to do more things together outside since we both used to or still do soent too much time on the computer but well... you know, together is easier.

Since I have to do it on my own maybe you have some ideas? Thats stupid wuestion I guess since you dont know my environment. Jogging and biking wont work I guess since I dont have proper bike. I wanted to plant some flowers but I was afraid I screw everything up since im kida kid who grow up in the bubble and Im not sure how to do basics and nobody wanted to help me and its too late already... Walk is fine but I prefer places far from road and since I'm not supposed to go to the forest that I love I dont have many spots to go.

I am sorry for long post. Any even tiny help would be appreaciated. I hope thats not much of the problem, have a nice day or night :)

-PineconeAnon

I do think that it's time for you to let go of the friendship. I know that's hard to do but people grow apart and that's okay. It's okay. You'll be able to make better relationships and move forward but you have to learn to let go and keep walking forward. It sounds like you're holding onto this friendship because you want to keep going on like it's the past but...

It doesn't work like that. Change happens. It hurts sometimes but it's not a bad thing. You can reflect on this with time and learn how to be able to accept it. You need someone that wants to hang out with you and relax with you. It's not childish to be upset but it's important to see when people just... don't have time for you anymore and feelings change.

It just seems like you both have a fundamental misunderstanding and if you can't talk that through, then it's not working. You can try to talk about it but it seems like it'd be better to just let go. She doesn't think there's something wrong but you do. If you feel stress around her instead of friendship, it's not great.

But, that's up to you, you know? You decide your relationships what you want them to be.

I don't really have great advice for making friends as an adult. I'm not exactly going out and interacting with people. I can suggest finding a new set of friends online by joining Discords and interacting with the fandoms you're in because that's how I've made friends. It's easier to do that if you're anxious about making friends outside.

Try new hobbies. Take a deep breath. If you want to garden, try it out. You're not going to be perfect the first time. It's a learning process at anything and you have to just try. You don't get to live it if you don't try. You have to consider your limits and reflect on what is going to be the easiest thing to try.

It's never too late.

Try to start small and work your way up.

#pinecone anon #ask #mod kait

[sammygiddings]

Taking into consideration the tension between some of the members of the gang (like Matt and Mike or Jess and Emily), I gotta ask your opinion on how much do they care about each other. I mean they don't seem really close, more like those friends you have fun with but don't really talk about serious stuff. And about this, what pairs of friend do you have in mind? I mean, Chris and Josh are good friends. Other than that, how do you headcanon their gang? Cause I guess they also have other good, maybe better friends to spend time with. Do they actually look forward to spending time together? And do they spend time together after the events on the mountain? sorry for this amount of questions, I like your headcanons and points of view ^^

Oh wow a UD question. Its been so long, I miss this lovely fanbase. Basically how I see it is that they are all apart of different friend groups but are all at least friends of friends with each other. This got long so I put it under a cut. Im so sorry.

For example, I think Chris, Ash, Josh are all super tight. The chaos trio defiantly. I think Josh and Chris were childhood friends that never grew apart, and Ashley is a rather new addition that they met in high school (and Chris was in love with her and Josh started inviting her to hang out with them cause Chris was too chickenshit to). 

Sam and Matt were probably closer to Hannah and Ashley and Matt bonded while hanging out at the Washingtons' place (cause if you look at Ashley’s stats it shows she’s pretty close with Matt even though they interact like ONCE in the game). 

But Sam and Matt (though not close with each other) were closer to Hannah. (which is why Matt was the only Hannah mentions when she realizes she's been pranked). I think Sam only got close with Josh after Hannah and Beth died, but I like to think Josh had the biggest crush on her before all that.

Jess, Emily, and Mike are a bit strange, we don't know a ton about Beth so a lot of it is just fanon!Beth content, I for one, love my version of Beth and could not see her being super close with these three, only just super gay for jess and/or Emily. But the likely conclusion is that Beth was friends with Jess and Emily, and Emily brought Mike around and that's how Hannah fell for him.

But fuck that, I tend to headcanon Beth as being more a loner and only really making friends through her siblings having friends. So I imagine that Josh is KNOWN for throwing wild fucking parties (being the rich boy that he is) and so naturally party girl Jess is DOWN for THAT, and the most popular couple in school, the valedictorian Emily and her Class Pres bf Mike Munroe are GOING to be there. and Emily and Jess were Best friends, which is why Jess eventually dating Mike (whom I think Emily still loves at the point of the game) caused them to hate each other.

So yeah, they aren't friends with Chris or Ashley, so much as they are another group of friends who Josh has. (to be clear everyone still gets along with each other even if they aren't all friends, they had too, or else I don't think they would have all been invited to the Cabin in the prologue).

(I also live for the step siblings AU me and @starchildsteven made so long ago. Basically, it’s that Jess and Chris are step-siblings with is why they have a playfully antagonistic relationship.)

It is also important to remember that a lot of the reason why their relationships are so strained and antagonistic in the game is that they are all traumatized by Hannah and Beth dying only a year ago. That and petty relationships drama (I like to think part of the reason Mike and Em broke up was in part because of that night). But I think that's really why they don't seem like they actually are friends in the game. it all just kinda fell apart after their stupid prank lead to the accidental deaths of Beth and Hannah. 

#until dawn #ud #josh washington #ud sam #mike munroe #ud emily #ud jess #ud chris #hannah washington #beth washington #ud ashley #ud matt #i answer #ud headcanons #WOW its been 84 YEARS #my god! #I miss this fanbase #it was peak bullshit #in a good way #Anonymous

[hellsfirekeepsyouwarm]

“A blind date?”

Requested by anom:

“Hi! Can I request a Richard Madden x Reader where maybe mutual friends have been trying to set them up for a while but it doesn’t work until they finally meet and hit it off on their own? (Or whatever you want to do- you’re the creative genius here!) thanks!“

Here ya go, love. Hope you like it <3

Pairing: Richard MaddenxReader

Word Count: 1723

Y/BF/N - Your Best Friend Name

REQUEST ARE STILL OPEN

„A blind date? Come on, you know I’m not into that stuff. “I say, already feeling my stomach flip just thinking about a stupid blind date.

“Y/N, I can assure you, you won’t regret it. He is smoking hot.” My childhood best friend is dying to set me up with this guy, and she refuses to say anything about him. Not even his name.

“Yeah, and we all know your taste is arguable.” She just ignores my comment, continuing nudging me about this mysterious man.

“No, seriously Y/N. You need to get out there, and meet people. Get over your moron ex, and finally meet with a nice, decent man. A MAN! “

A nice, decent man. Sounds good, but I never found one for myself, why now, and why him would be that person? And this blind date thing is ridiculous.

“No. And that’s my last word about this subject. Now tell me how your interview go?”

“Ahw, damn you. Giiiirl, I saw plenty of potential husband material, there was this guy…”

“Gosh, tell me about the job you silly, not the hot guys you met.”

“You are no fun. Literally. Well, it was…okay. Dunno, I just don’t think I found the right job for me. They don’t do huge gigs, and you I am all about big movies and big names. “

“Hmmm, big names. I think I know what you mean!”

“Are we still talking about my job interview?“

We laugh loudly, as loud as we can, because we know that no one will care about it here.

The pub is full, a soccer match is blasting on the telly, a bunch of guest are cheering on the game. My dress is sweating on me, making me thinking about the next drink I will get. Y/BF/N is making heart eyes at a guy near us, and she always gets a feedback.

We are silent for a moment, enjoying the drink we ordered. My tongue is orgasming from the cocktail, and that’s the only thing for a second I can focus on, until... until my best friend starts to wave her hands like a mad men.

“What are you doin?” She’s smiling ear to ear, not even glancing at me. I turn around, looking for the spot she’s looking at, and i don’t find anything or anyone, until two handsome man appears in front of us. And of them is Richard Madden.

I forgot to blink, to swallow, to function properly.

“Richard, Tom, she’s Y/N, my best friend” Her mellifluous voice brings me back to the earth, seeing him scanning me with flushed cheeks.

“Oh, Y/N? Hi.” He says, tongue-tied. “ I heard so much about you”

Really? I look over to my best friend, who just nods back at him. What?

“You did?” I ask embarrassed. He knows me? He just grins shyly, showing his beautiful smile.  

“Well, don’t believe anything she said.” His head drops backwards as he laughs.

“Ladies, you would like to drink something?”

“Hell yes!” Y/BF/N yells, and the boys turns their attention to the bartender, discussing what beer they will get.

“Are you fucking kidding me? Did you call them to come here?” I whisper as low as I can from the surrounding noise.

“I didn’t I swear! I knew they like this place, but I didn’t know Richard was here. This is the best thing ever.” She says, and I can’t help but drink up all the remaining liquid in my glass. Before I could say anything to her, Richard is next to me, offering the very same cocktail that I just finished off. I smile at him nervously, our fingers slightly brushing as I touch the cocktail.

“Thank you.”

I glance over to my bestie, who is already in “deep” conversation with Tom, both of them eyeing us.

Oh shit. Richard’s eyes are on them, judging by his expression, he is thinking the same.

“They aren’t so discreet, are they?” I ask, hoping it’s gonna break the ice between us, and turning the situation less embarrassing. He blushes, and he smiles again. Fuck, that smile is everything.

“Well yeah. I think it’s kinda their thing.”

“Sooo…you are the one she talked about I guess?” I say, avoiding his gaze at all cost.

“She talked about me?”

“Yeah, she couldn’t shut up about a blind date she was more than happy to arrange.”

“Detto. She only gave away your name, and that’s it. “

 We talk, and laugh, and tease. A couple of empty glass on the bar, waiting to be replaced by new, full ones. He is laughing at something with Tom, and I can’t concentrate to the subject of the conversation. His cheeks flushed, a hint of red playing on them.

I tilt my head to the side, capturing his mimics as he watches Tom talking, still having his eyes on me, spying if I am listening.

Just do it, damn. It’s still worth it, even if he never ever wants to talk to you. Do it

I don’t really make it out, but I know what I am doing. Putting my drink down on the bar, I look back at him, questioning my movements, and the fact that I grab his beer from his hand, just adding to confusion. He looks at me dumbfounded, even when my fingers slid on his hand, and pull him with me into the crowd.

The music fills me up, the heat almost unbearable, but I still push myself close to him. So he could feel every muscles that moves to the rhythm. He quickly catches up with me, and now our bodies move together. His chest rising and falling as my own, his hands slowly finding its way to my hips. A wild smile spread on my face, not thinking about our surroundings.

As the songs passes, playing different tunes, we shift with it. From slow and sexy beats, to wild happy ones we can let ourselves loose.

My hands wonders on his chest, meeting behind his neck. He’s smiling at me, his eyes showing me it’s a true, joyful smile.

“How could I say no to that blind date?” He asks, lost in my eyes.

At this point, I don’t know what to say, or how. So I do the only thing I want to. I press my lips to his, brushing through his curly hair. The kiss tastes like beer, sugar, and sweat. His arms holding close to him, and he moans into my mouth, leaving me wanting more of him.

Out of breath, we break the kiss, still holding onto him. My stomach flips, waking the butterflies inside.

God, he is beautiful.

I let go of him for a second, and my head spins immediately, losing my balance. Richard easily holds me in my place, his hands not leaving my skin.

I feel dizzy, not sure from what. The alcohol I consumed in the last hour or so, or the kiss we just shared. Or both.

“I think I had enough drinks for tonight. “ I giggle, making him smile.

“Let’s get you home then.”

 We say our goodbyes to Y/BF/N and Tom, heading out of the still crowded pub to the street.

The cold air hits me with full force, making my sweaty body shiver. I put my jacket on, and Richard wraps his hand around my shoulder, pulling me close to his side.

“Come on, the cab is here”

Our lift is just a couple meters away, Richard waves at the man at the wheel. He opens the backdoor for me, and quickly gets in on the other side.

I tell my address to the drier, before Richard could speak. I snuggle closer to him, wanting every inch of him touching me.

Am I really doing this? Going home with a man I just met? Hell yes I am doing it.

He buries his face in the crook of my neck, tickling the skin with his stubble. My reflexes want me to move away from the sensation, but I don’t want to. He plants a little kiss and leaves it burning.

We arrive at my place in no time. I see the familiar houses and signs. Now or never. If I invite him in, what’s he gonna say?

I feel the vehicle under me slow down, and pulling up at the building I live in. I sigh, ready to pop the question, but he disappeared from the seat next to me. Just as I was thinking with my drunken brain, the door opens up, revealing his hands. He helps me out of the car, I just looking at him in a wonder. He is a fucking gentleman.

“You want to come in? I am sure I have some leftover pizza in the fridge.”

He smiles at me brightly, then shaking his head.

“ I just wanted to make sure, you get home safely. “

“Ohh?”

Really? I didn’t really think about the no answer. Shit.

“But I would like to get your number.” He says, probably sensing my mood change.

He is really a gentleman.  We exchange numbers, trying hard not to mess up the numbers. I read it multiple times before I hand his phone back.

“Goodnight, Y/N.” He says, leaning in. Our lips meet for the second time tonight, and it’s even better than the first one. He moves away too soon. Damn, I want him.

“Good night, Richard.” I whisper, as I walk to the apartment door. He is still standing there, when I walk to the elevator.

My body gives up near my bed. The strength I had was used on taking off my clothes and brush my teeth. As soon as my head hits the pillow I am in a sweet dream.

 Groaning, I fumble around me to my phone. Loud notification sound echoing in my room. As I try to open my eyes, the sun light blinds me.

Oh man, I had too much last night.

I find my phone, dragging it under the duvet, hiding from the sun. I have millions of text messages, most of them from my best friend, asking what happened last night.

What happened last night?

And then a see it. Richard’s name pops up, with a text below.

“Are you hungry? :) R.”

“I am starving. :D “

#richard madden imagine #Richard Madden #imagine

[hellreads]

Hi! Can you suggest some good immersive fics that will make me feel all the feels? Even better if they're series! Thank you I love your blog!!

hi there sweetie, thank you for loving this blog, lemme love you too!💕💖✨ hmm this is tricky, to ask me of all people for immersive fic recommendations because I always immerse (to me reading something I enjoy and immersing in it makes me feel like I’m an actress playing the part so whatever genre it is watch me get into it 100%) but I’ll try and make a list of fics one per member, where I immersed myself through and through (shit this is harder than I thought, btw WII stands for why I immersed lol ~ list under the cut) 😅 | 🍒

➴ Kim Namjoon❥ Let the Villain Win by @lemonjoonah​➴ Author/Yandere!AU | Author!Namjoon x Agent!Reader | One-Shot➴ Kim Namjoon, famous author and your childhood friend has been keeping a secret from you. His new book treads on such dark themes that he’s finding it difficult to write. Excited by the prospect of a sinister plot you offer him a piece of advice, “Let the villain win…”➴ WII: I love Misery by Stephen King plus its movie adaption and LTVW gave me reverse Misery vibes, I know most people wouldn’t want to put themselves or immerse into stories like this but the adrenaline rush of being in MC’s shoes? delicious, I felt like as soon as Namjoon’s plan came to fruition my body astral projected to see him in all his yandere glory.

➴ Kim Seokjin❥ In the Bleak Midwinter by @pcyheartgirlx​➴ Idol/Prostitution!AU | Idol!Seokjin x CEO!Reader x Idol!Chanyeol | Series➴ We’re all whores, we just sell different parts of ourselves.You own a multi-billion dollar company, servicing the biggest names in kpop, in more ways than one. Under the name “Starlight Catering”, you, your best friends, Damon and Maya, and your hundreds of workers provide stress relief for idols.You have partially retired, not because you didn’t want to, but because Chanyeol was your muse. He was all that you had time for and all you needed. Until Jin came along.So what happens when you mix fire and ice?You get smoke and all the lines are blurred.➴ WII: tbh starting this fic I never really knew what I was getting into, all I saw was Kim Seokjin and I was sold, I was never a Park Chanyeol stan before reading this but I ended up being one, there’s a lot going on in this series but to immerse and be in a love triangle between the two men and feel the push and pull plus intense passionate emotions they’re willing to shower you with will tear you apart, but don’t worry there are two doors at the end of the story you get to choose between Jin or Chanyeol. 

➴ Min Yoongi❥ Dead Leaves by wrienne➴ Detective/Infidelity!AU | Detective Inspector!Yoongi x Homicide Detective!Reader x Teacher!Jimin | Series➴ In which you (reader) are a homicide detective about to face the biggest hurdle both of your career and life.Married to probably the kindest but most boring man you’ve ever met and living in a town where nothing ever seems to happen means life for you is dull. Dull enough to drive you crazy with boredom and dissatisfaction. However, life changes abruptly when your old boss retires and a new man takes his place - a man you used to love (and sleep very regularly with) more than a decade ago. Especially when your husband comes home smelling of perfume, you’re unable to resist your more carnal urges and dead women start showing up across the city with unnerving frequency.➴ WII: I have always had a thing for working in forensics, profiling people, investigating crime scenes, and basically any investigator/detective/analyst work and this story right here helped me get that feel because there are actual cases they work on here with vivid descriptions to help that wild imagination of yours *wink* + the whole infidelity affair is a mystery you’ll have to use your deduction skills.

➴ Jung Hoseok❥ Bad Guy by @sweetbunnykook​➴ Mob/Infidelity!AU | Mob Boss!Jin x Wife!Reader x Mob!Yoongi x Mob!Hoseok | Series➴ After a brutal attack in Hong Kong, your marriage with Kim Seokjin cracks as secrets begin to surface and a series of betrayals find their way into the veins of the Hidden Tigers. Although Jin’s devotion endures, in his own definition, the reality of being a mob wife may be too much for you to bear.➴ WII: this will put you in a rollercoaster ride of emotions there are actually three members here that will make things quite hard for you, but I have to say BG Hoseok is definitely one of my favorite characterizations of him, though there will be a push and pull of emotions once you get further into the story.. also, you’ll have to go through so much because immersing in this one will hurt a lot to the point where your heart is almost numbed.

➴ Park Jimin❥ Neighbors by @jkeuphoriadreamland​➴ Neighbor/Stalker!AU | Stalker!Jimin x Neighbor!Reader | Series➴ Finally achieving your successes in life you never expected the distraction that came with your new hot neighbor. He, however, had been trying to get your attention for a much different reason.➴ WII: hey it’s ya girl danger lover (my tag line lol), seriously immersing in this one will kinda make you wonder about MC and her choices as if Jimin cast a spell on her, there is this psychological manipulation he uses on her and it will drive you to madness because you will still bend to him and find him irresistible + the kinks here = wildt.

➴ Kim Taehyung❥ Clandestine by @ditzymax​➴ Assassin!AU | Assassin!Taehyung x Assassin!Kinsoo x BF!Jungkook | Series➴ As a professional assassin, Kim Kinsoo has many shrouded secrets in her life. Some of them she shares openly with her loving boyfriend, but there are other things he must never know➴ WII: now I know you’re probably wondering if it’s possible to immerse in fics with named OC? as I said I’m an actress who plays the part when reading and to immerse into the enigma that is Kinsoo is a wonderful experience, this belongs to the list of the intense fics I immersed into and if you’re the type to go all out when immersing no matter what genre or theme (taboo) the story contains you’ll enjoy the intensity of this one because you get everyone’s POV as you go through making you understand each character better and there is actual assassin work here if you enjoy the stealth way, you’ll appreciate Taehyung and Kinsoo’s work and the people that work for them.

➴ Jeon Jungkook (I’ll list five why not? I have read way too many JJK fics lol)❥ Right of Way by fringesofsanity➴ Infidelity!AU | Cheater!Jungkook x Cheater/GF!Reader x BF!Jimin | Series➴ In theory, things were simple: your best friend was Jungkook’s girlfriend while your boyfriend, Jimin, was Jungkook’s best friend. In reality, things weren’t always that simple. And mutually exclusive.➴ WII: if there’s one story I will never shut up about? it’s this one, I always recommend this to friends, this is the perfect depiction of having a taste of your own medicine in fic form, immersing in this one will make you fall for Jungkook and hope for your own ending, but this won’t sugarcoat anything for you and that’s what I love about this story, but tbh I still think of my own ending every single night. sighhhhh.

❥ When You Least Expect It by @johobi​➴ F2L!AU | BFF!Taehyung x BFF/GF!Reader x BF!Jungkook | Series➴ You’re in love with your childhood friend, Taehyung. The problem is, you treasure your friendship with him far too much to ever risk losing it. Oh, and he’s quite the Casanova. At your wits’ end with feelings you can no longer hide as diligently as you once did, you ask him to set you up with someone, anyone, in a last ditch attempt to avoid a heartbreaking conversation.➴ WII: okay, me putting this under the list for Jungkook must expose which side I’m on but that’s not the reason why this is under his name, it’s here because I love his WYLEI characterization so much and if you’ve been reading this series too, you’re probably head over heels in love with the boy too? and immersing in this, feeling all the ways he changed MC’s life and the way he loves her? stop it i’m crying right now. T_T

❥ Only You by @sweetbunnykook​➴ Stalker/Lovers!AU | Stalker/BF!Jungkook x Noona/GF!Reader x Ex-Fiance!Namjoon x BFF!Seokjin | Series➴ Jeon Jungkook, your wedding photographer, helps you escape on your big day upon learning about a secret your groom-to-be kept hidden. You soon fall for this young, passionate photographer. However, you underestimated just how much he was willing to reciprocate that love. Maybe, you think, he’s loving you just a little too much.➴ WII: ahhhh to be Jungkook’s Noona, I love immersing in this because there’s so much intense passion here, and if you allow yourself to fall into the role you will understand the statement that Love is Blind that people will overlook anything their lover is involved in because so what if they did this or that? they only have hearts in their eyes, the manipulation here might get to you irl, like wow, seriously this was so brilliantly written, how can you not love Jungkook and give him everything right?  

❥ DNA by @btssavedmylifeblr​➴ Dystopian/Breeding!AU | Stud!Jungkook x Cow!Reader | Series➴ Jungkook’s career is in jeopardy when he begins falling for a woman he’s supposed to impregnate.➴ WII: the futuristic feels? amazing description and details? unique universe? if you’re up for those things this is one amazing read you should be immersing yourself into, I’m so in love with the way this was written, Bee and her galaxy mind will challenge you into painting all of her words in your head and you’ll have an advanced futuristic universe where babies are manufactured and modified to your liking but if you mix feelings into the process and what do you get? ugh, this is just brilliant!

❥ The Fitting by @noona-la-la-la​➴ Idol!AU | Idol!Jungkook x Stylist/Noona!Reader | Series➴ The younger Jungkook has a workplace crush on you, but you let the flattery get to you and make a proposition you can’t take back.➴ WII: who can ever say no to idol!jungkook? prepare to immerse into this tension-filled romance with Jungkook, laced with complications of keeping a secret “relationship“, so this is what happens when fire meets ice at work, and this being an idol!au will give you a glimpse of how they probably keep their affairs hidden from everyone and it can be stressful, full of jealousy, and fights.

➴ OT7 ❥ Void by @btssavedmylifeblr​➴ Space!AU | Space Crew!OT7 x Space Crew!Reader | Series➴ You are the only female crew member on a 12-year space mission with seven handsome men. The sexual tension is real, y’all.➴ WII: BEST.OT7.FIC.EVER. so why not immerse yourself and be the only girl in their universe right? this has so much sexual tension since they only have you sis, but it’s fun to get all the attention tho there will be stressful and trying times, the boys will compensate *wink*wink* 

❥ A Hundred Percent Human by wrienne➴ Hybrid/Host-Club!AU | Hybrid!OT7 x Human/Owner!Reader | Series➴ In which you (reader) are forced to take care of seven hybrids in a twist of fate.After your estranged mother passes away, you’re left with an unwanted will and the heavy burden of responsibility. Although you’re desperate not to stray from the familiar path you thought was laid out in front of you with a fully human boyfriend who loves you more than anything, your life is thrown upside down once more after another unfortunate incident (that may or may not have to do with said boyfriend) occurs.Drunk and down on life, you finally decide to deal with the house and the unsavory business your mother left behind. However, to your shock, you find that seven very different hybrids are included with both the house - and the business. Seven hybrids you never even met before - even less agreed to take care of.Set in the not too distant future where infertility has become mankind’s greatest issue. Will contain sexual content.➴ WII: what’s an ot7 fic without tension? majority of the boys are dog hybrids with certain classes and MC has no fucking clue how to deal with hybrids let alone seven of them with two of them being special classes/cases, this will be a little slow-paced as the story starts more on their background/history as hybrids and they’re still getting comfy with one another, which I think is a great way to pull readers in and grow attached to the hybrids.

❥ Moth to Flame by @bang-to-the-tan➴ Vampire!AU | Vampire!OT7 x Human!Reader | Series➴ Robbed of your memories and intended as a birthday present for a deadly creature of the night, you unwittingly become the center of a territorial dispute between two covens of vampires. Tensions are rising and the brothers are getting hungry.➴ WII: how can we pass up on vampire!ot7? this is a brilliant story that will have the same haze effect on you as the reader, I immersed hardcore on this one and I’m like who am I? it’s weird when you get affected and get all the phantom feels from reading alone you know? and this will affect you so much I swear to god it’s you literally transported and astral projected into this universe and it’s so pleasing but also frightening to be in the middle of two covens.

❥ Physcom by @teawithkpop➴ Dystopian/Sex Worker!AU | Idol!OT7 x Physical Companion!Reader | Series➴ AU where live-in Physical Companions are provided to k-pop groups so the members can relieve their sexual related stress and tension - around their busy schedules, of course. You are one such “PhysCom”. However, complications arise when the BTS members start harboring romantic feelings for you. Feelings you’re not sure you can reject with any believable amount of conviction. Such a scandal could result in getting both you and them fired and exposed, ruining any future career options for all parties involved… it turns out the “com” in PhysCom might as well stand for complications.➴ WII: this has an interesting take on being Bangtan’s “companion” and to immerse into this one and watching everyone catch feelings and defy the rules for a chance at romance will overwhelm you, you a mere “companion” now the object of their affection and they’re willing to do anything and everything for you even if it means risking it all. 

p.s. I suggest you go through my FICSHELF to view all of the stories I ever read so you get to choose the exact story you want to read, the shelf contains story links (Tumblr and ao3 if any) with summary, warnings, and more info about the fic (character role, genre, au, word count). 

#answered #tete-a-tete #anon #recs from hell #rfh:ot7 #rfh:knj #rfh:ksj #rfh:myg #rfh:jhs #rfh:pjm #rfh:kth #rfh:jjk #this was hard because if i could add everything i read here i would #but that's why i have a ficshelf lol :3 #anyway the jungkook list i ~ hear me out i had to add at least five because i have a page filled with JJK fics also 3/5 have other members #I hope you'll find this list helpful love!