#ill be able to have people ovvveeer

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#well im probably gonna be moving into my parents old apartment #yay but also yk scared as usual #i talked to my friend and she said she was interested in living there together but I highly doubt i can trust her on that #it's kinda annoying how i need to prepare myself to be disappointed #why cant people just be honest like just say what u think yk it seems like she tells me what she thinks I'll be happy with #we've talked about it too #annoying #anyways I'm just thinking about the apartment on my own if she'll join thats cool #i have an idea for the design and everything #that's where it would've been nice to share cost and shit #but it's fine its ok it's a great opportunity for me to get my independence back #and once I'll move I'll start looking for jobs and all it'll be cool #ill be able to have people ovvveeer #and my closest friend lives 5 mins from there it's actually perfect #she lives in her childhood apartment too with her new bf #it'll be so good to be next to friends #so yep yep excited to be on my own just gotta figure out the money situation but ive got it for like 6 months if I'll need it #personal #tbh I'm already disappointed lol what else is new #said friend went to a thing i wanted to go to for years without even asking if i wanted to join #i wouldn't have because there's still a pandemic but i would have liked to been asked yk #sounds petty tbh but i mean i told her about the thing then she went and did the thing without me thats just rude #I'm just constantly being disappointed by this person and it sucks i know this is a small thing but the apartment stuff isn't small at all #so im just gonna assume im moving in alone from now on #3 bedrooms just for me does sound nice #my parents are killing me haha ha #their tenants doesn't know if he's leaving yet but his lease is over soon BUT they dont wanna be the ones to not renew the lease #like its perfectly legal to not do so i dont get why they sold me on the idea of living there if it wasn't a sure thing #i stopped looking for apartments for this and fell in love with the idea of living in my old home and the amount of space I'll have there #i wont be able to find something that cheap anywhere and they can help me so much i dont get it but idk might be spoiled