I only come on here to complain&cry so
my 14 yo dog just got diagnosed with cancer.
fuuuuuuckk this entire fucking year decade life everything
he has a huge tumor in his chest pushing on his esophagus so he has a hard time breathing. hes been coughing for a bit but the vet only did an xray this weekend.
I'm devastated. I knew he was getting old but I always imagined him getting even older like till his fur was super white. he only just got his white paws on...I can't deal with this it breaks my heart knowing he's suffering but he's also ok 70% of the day so like? am I hurting him more by trying to spend as much time as I can with him? will he let me know when things get too hard? how do I do any of this
he's been with me for the majority of my adult life, since I was 19. idk what life is without him, he's literally the reason I'm still around he was always there for me to hold and talk to and I can't imagine how lonely life will be without him
this entire year has been horrible and obviously the past few months have been a nightmare and things just keeps getting worse and I? I don't know how to deal with any of this shit.
I'm staying at my parents rn so my pup doesn't have to take the stairs I can't carry him up anyway and I'm fucking miserable and so angry at the world rn I feel like I'm living my actual nightmare
why cant things just be ok for once
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