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readychilledwine · 3 months
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Size Kink
✨️Kink Education with Elizabeth✨️
A Size Kink is a general term for being aroused by being smaller/larger than your partner. It can be height, muscle mass/weight in general, cock size, ect. This is generally a kink we associate with subs having, but in my humble 5'1" experience, I've met more Doms with this kink than subs (hence my 5'11" baby daddy who thought he'd never have someone short enough to enjoy this kink with.) This kink has several subgroups that fall into it and sex acts that fall into it, but my personal favorite to write is height difference and body frame difference. So tall muscular male, short female (curvy or lean.)
What I love about size kinks is that it's so focused on specific aspects, and ANY body type gets to play with it. Little hands? Little legs? Luscious curves? Member of the Itty bitty titty committee? There is someone out there with a size Kink who is into your body and thinks you are a piece of artwork and sexiest thing on the planet. It's so beautiful because it is a body type kink that does not discriminate, and as a sex positive and body image positive person, I think that's super important and comforting for some people.
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As always NSFW below the cut
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Azriel x short!reader
Warnings - reader is VERY petite, smut, p in v, slow stretching
A/N - So, I actually have a request for a size Kink with Cassian sitting in my drafts as well from before I decided to do Valentines Day Bingo. Since I picture Cassian as an absolute unit, I used a more Megan thee Stallion vibe for that reader (tall and thick) so I decided to go very short and thinner built for this one to ensure they'd be different. I apologize if that bothers anyone. I will try to get that Cassian request finished asap to post it and make up for this 💙
Ps- with how quickly I am cranking some of these out, and how.... spicy some of them are getting, I don't have my normal outside editing all of the time. Baby daddy proof read this one. Before staring at me and going, "that wasn't fair." So, I apologize for any errors, as always, I will catch them on my fresh reread after it's posted 🫠
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Azriel was slowly losing his mind as he watched you use a chair to be closer to Cassian's height and argue with him face to face.
You were just so… small. So little compared to the two Illyrian males. They towered over you. They dwarfed you. Hell, he and Cass had discussed several times how easy you'd be to manhandle, considering they were both so sure their large hands could almost touch if they were wrapped around your waist.
At 6’8” and 7’ it wasn't hard for him and Cassian to own a room or be the tallest males, but Gods when Azriel stood next to your 5’ frame, when he saw Cassian pick you up like you were no more than a doll. It did something to him. It made him feel like a God, like he was powerful, possibly invincible.
He had been further spurred on by over hearing you and Nesta yesterday. She had asked you about how, if the opportunity presented itself, you would manage to fuck an Illyrian, and you, you with your never back down attitude had told Ness, “Mountains were made to be climbed.” He did not know if you had meant that in regards to him, but his hand found his cock quickly that night.
Azriel walked over to where you and Cassian argued over cereal. The fight wasn't serious, but he just needed to remind you that even with a chair below you, you still fell a few inches short.
“Get down before you fall and hurt yourself, angel.” He put a hand to you, offering to help you down. You glared, but put your hand in his.
Offering to help you was a mistake.
He felt the blood rushing to his cock as your little hand sat in his.
He shared a knowing look with Cassian when you looked away to step down and get back on the floor. The argument resumed instantly, your hand still in his.
It stopped as soon as Nesta walked in. Her mate and you going silent and agreeing to disagree.
Well, at least you thought you had agreed. Until Cassian turned around, Nesta in his arms waiting to fly into Velaris. He looked between you and Azriel before smirking. “You know, y/n, you might have shit taste in cereal, but at least you're the perfect height for some things.”
You didn't get it until you turned to Azriel, plush lips parted to ask what Cassian meant.
The blush that spread your cheeks was sinful.
Another image Azriel would save when he imagined it was your mouth around his cock tonight.
Azriel's room was across the hall from yours, so he knew you were being subjected to the same torture he was.
He was sure all of the Night Court could hear Cassian and Nesta. He rolled over to his back, throwing an arm over his face and sighing.
You were so small, so sneaky, he hadn't noticed you come in and shut the door until you were sitting on his bed.
And fuck being in his custom made oversized bed made you look so little. “Hello angel.”
He made room for you, welcoming you under the blanket you laid facing him, watching him. “Do you all never.. get worn out?” He chuckled. “Because humans do. Males typically finish, then they're like, done, and asleep.”
He looked towards you, laughing and smiling so hard his dimples were showing. “Is that your way of telling me you didn't enjoy rolling in the sheets while you were human?”
That blush spread your face again. “I had plenty of fun before Hybern did this to me. Thank you very much, sir.”
You had done it. Azriel shut his eyes, growling at the nickname as he did. “You cannot call me that when you're laying in my bed, y/n.”
You looked at him, snuggling closer to him. You knew what you were doing to him. You had known for a while. You always tracked his eyes when he'd watch you take your heels off, biting his lip thinking no one was looking. You noticed him hide his arousal behind a mask of indifference when you would climb things around the House of Wind. You had also noticed Azriel and Cassian taking every chance they could to lift you.
You had even know Azriel was so sneakily listening to you and Nesta the other day, and you had meant it. Azriel was a mountain you intended on climbing. “Of course, sir. Wouldn't want you to have to use those big hands to keep me quiet.”
The growl that echoed through the room had your thighs clenching. He was on you in an instant arm between your breasts, so it rested on your neck. The other hand sat on your hip, inching forward. “Do not tease me.” You could feel him pressed against your back, mind immediately lost in how that would fit.
You may have been biting off more than you could chew.
But fuck it.
You had never backed down from a challenge. Why start now?
You wiggled further into him, grazing his cock with each movement. “What if I'm not teasing? What if this is an offer, sir?”
“You're going to regret that, little one,” Azriel's hand immediately was in your shorts, his other hand squeezing your throat. A thick finger ran your soaked core, pulling a moan from you. “Going to have to go slow,” Azriel ground his hips into you, needing that friction on his aching cock. “Don't want to hurt you, angel.”
That one finger entered you without warning. It was already a stretch, but one you welcomed.
You loved how everything about Azriel was so big. His hands, his muscled chest and arms, his wings. Of course he'd be big there too. Anticipation began to replace the fear. You relaxed into him, tilting your head and pulling him into a heated sloppy kiss.
Azriel swallowed your moans and cries as his finger opened you up for him. You were tight, so damn tight. His hand moved from your throat to your breasts, loving how they weren't even a handful for him. You were so petite and slim, he reminded himself. He pulled your tank top off, maneuvering the best he could to get you fully below him. He pushed in a second finger, watching as you squirmed so helplessly below him. “So fucking little,” he moaned. “Mother above you're perfect. Just perfect.”
He leaned back, fingers increasing speed the best they could with your shorts in the way while he toyed with your breasts, pinching your nipples and smacking the tender flesh as he saw fit. “Cum for me so I can sit you on my cock, angel. You can do it, y/n. Show me how tight you'll be squeezing around me.”
You felt like you were floating as you came, whimpering Azriel's name as you watched him rut against the mattress for some friction, hazel eyes damn near lost in lust.
He pulled his fingers out of you, wasting no time ripping his sweatpants off and using those juices to coat himself. Your shorts came next, torn to shreds as he pulled you to the edge of the mattress and rested one leg on both sides of his chest.
He was as perfect as you imagined. His cock was long and thick. He was running it along your folds, soaking up at the slick he could before smacking the head of it against your clit.
Azriel could help but to stand with his hips flush against yours, admiring how it looked like his cock would be damn near in your stomach. “Gonna go slow,” he mumbled as he positioned himself at your entrance. “Can't risk hurting my little angel.”
He pushed the head in, keeping an eye on you as you moaned out a long fuck before relaxing into his bed. He sat there, only a few inches inside of you, feeling as your walls stretched out to accommodate him.
He pulled out and slowly reentered, pushing a little more inside of you. Your back arched off the bed, a whimper of pleasure ripping through your throat. The burn of it felt so good. You felt yourself drooling already, mind numb, and lost to anything that wasn't Azriel.
He continued his motions over and over until he was flush against your hips, and you were screaming for him. You had cum just from him slowly getting inside of you, and now he could see the bulge he had created, the slight swelling inside of you as your body made room for him.
Azriel put a hand on the bulge, feeling himself inside of you as he began thrusting. You were squeezing him so tight, hand struggling to find him to hold on to something.
He felt himself losing control, pace growing faster and faster as he watched you squirming and moaning below him. His arms went behind your hips and back, lifting you off the bed and manhandling you in the air for a little while. He brought you to his chest, moving you to be against the wall that shared his room and Cassian's.
A silent brag, and message, that he could now accurrately inform Cassian how easy you were to toss around like a doll.
Your hands found purchase on his shoulders as you became a babbling mess. Your silky core was twitching and tightening around him all over again, indicating to him how close you were, how ready you were. “Az,” you panted. “So fucking big.”
“Yeah,” he kissed the top of your head. “Bet it feels so good stretching you out, doesn't it, baby?” You couldn't respond as a certain angle had you becoming pliant in his arms. “Fuck I know it does.” He was practically lifting you on and off of him, watching as you stretched around his cock. “You're close, aren't you, angel?”
You nodded, eyes glazed over and jaw fallen open to the perfect o. “Gonna cum.”
“Then cum. Squeeze my cock. You wanted to climb the mountain, right y/n? Fucking climb.”
You hit that peak on his command again, clinging to him tightly as he continued using you and stretching you out.
It took Azriel a few more moments, but he stilled inside of you, head thrown back in a loud growl as he came inside of you. He pressed you back against the wall, panting slightly as he stared into your eyes. He lifted you easily, allowing his cock to fall out of you and you to whine at the sudden emptiness that took place where he had filled you.
“This can't be a one-time thing,” his voice was almost desperate as he moved to set you on the desk, forehead finding yours. “I need more of you. All of you.”
You couldn't help but to bit your lip, nodding so quickly with a growing smile. “I like how little you make me feel. How safe you make me feel.”
Azriel's eyes almost rolled back completely as they shut. “Gods you are perfect.” He leaned in to kiss you, only to be interrupted by his door slamming open and Cassian and Nesta barging in.
A massive wing snapped between you and them, blocking your body from their view.
Cassian cleared his throat before speaking. “We want to know how exactly that worked. Show us. Please.”
“Show you?!” Your voice cracked as you turned to a smirking Azriel.
Azriel kissed your forehead. “Bend over the desk, angel. Gotta give him a show since he asked so nicely.”
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rainingriversofyou · 2 months
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Azriel - A Court Of Thorns And Roses - Artist: art_by_ava.georgia
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aclawthorne22 · 27 days
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Xaden 🤝 Tairn
Making people apologize to Violet in the most humiliating way possible for almost killing her
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skyjasper · 1 month
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Betray You Like A Man.
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Azriel X Rhys sister oc (but Rhys Centric kinda?! Rhys and Az angst?)
Summary: HOFAS bonus chapter inspired. Azriel and his mate Y/N Moonbeam aka Rhysands little sister have been hiding for over 50 years. When her older brother finds out he is anything but happy.
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Warnings: mentions of SA, Yelling, lots and lots of Angst, quite Az.
Words: 1,382.
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She and Azriel had been seeing each other secretly for over 50 years now. They had been through hell and back together, finding out about Rhysand under the mountain, Supporting her brother with his mate, fighting a damned war, and even finding out they were mates. Not once did either of them let on to their secret relationship, always passing each other with cold glances and curt words. The only form of kindness shown was on important occasions. But the minute they were alone, when they got back to their secret apartment, they were perfectly fine.
That was until Rhysand barged into Azriel’s apartment yelling something about Nesta telling Feyre something about their babe and found the two of them laying on the floor. Y/N reading and Azriel mulling over paperwork with a biscuit. In an instant, albeit a second too late, Azriel’s wing was covering her. Rhysands words fell away and he stood still, she could see him just barely through her mate's wing but she knew that her older brother could smell her.
“Azriel,” Rhysand growled out. With a knowing sight, Azriel released his wing that covered Y/N’s frame, not hiding her wings.
The moment Rhysands eyes found her matching violet ones he turned and walked out, slamming the door. She turned her head to her mate whose eyes were glazed over in silent conversation, she decided to listen to what Rhys had told him.
“Do we go? We should probably give him time to calm down shouldn’t we?” She asked, staring at Azriel’s golden eyes. He just nodded quietly.
Silently and with deathly calmness they gathered themselves and flew to the river house. She winced as they walked in the door, taking in the ruined vases and the loud shouting of her other brother and sister trying to calm Rhysand down.
“I DO NOT CARE. THAT IS MY SISTER.” He screamed at Cassian. She turned to Azriel, putting a hand on his chest to stop him,
“Maybe I should go in there alone.” She offered. And with a short nod he agreed, before she could walk away he grabbed her arm, and with a deadly voice he spoke,
“If he even thinks about yelling at you I will be in there. I will just be right outside.” Then he let go so she could enter the room. When she did she gasped at the sight of her older brother.
“Rhysand,” she spoke firmly, only slightly scared as his raging eyes turned on her.
“Is that bastard here?!” He spoke.
“It doesn’t matter, Rhysand.” She went to place her hand on his arm when he flinched away and stared at her with disgust.
“Don’t even get me started on you.” He raised his voice, tears springing to her eyes at his reaction. The pair of them had always been as thick as thieves, never staying mad, and definitely never yelling at each other like this.
In an instant, Azriel was behind her, hands on her waist to inform her he was behind her. Her brother didn’t even glance at the male behind her before continuing,
“I can’t believe you slept with my brother like some common whore.” He spat out like a slap in the face, he knew what she had been through, what she had done for him while he was under the mountain. A cry fell out of her mouth, his words inflicting more pain than any physical blow could.
Before she could say anything the entire room went still, the bottom half of the room covered in angry shadows. Before she could blink her mate had her brother around the throat against the wall.
“Be very careful how you talk about my mate,” Azriel growled, she could feel his anger festering through the bond. She sent a comforting phantom hand over his shoulder.
“Your mate?!” Rhysand laughed, “That’s hilarious brother, no one could ever love a bastard like you. We all know it, just admit it Azriel, you aren’t capable of loving a female.”
And then it was Y/N who was on top of her brother, facing him with a slap that resonated throughout the entire room. Not a single soul spoke as the sound of flesh meeting flesh echoed through the room. Not even Feyre said anything as her sister-in-law hit her mate.
“Fuck you Rhysand.” She yelled. “Fuck you for reacting like this! You are nothing but a cowardly piece of shit. You blame everyone else for everything that is your fault. Did you ever stop and think as to why we didn’t tell you?!” She yelled, Rhysands mouth opened to respond but she continued, “No Rhysand, you don’t get to speak. Maybe if for once in your godsforsaken life actually looked at anyone other than your mate you see that the people around you are going through shit! You would see the face that Elain is on the verge of breaking, that Nesta was going through something none of us could possibly imagine, that Cassian was coping and that I, your fucking sister, was traumatized. I get it Rhysand, what you went through under the mountain, trust me I get it, but it does not give you the right to treat everyone else like shit because they don’t react the same way you do to trauma. You do not get to sit here and act like my brother trying to defend my honor when you haven’t actually acted like a decent brother for the past 3 years!” She screamed in his face.
She gave him one more resounding slap before standing up and finding Azriels hands.
“Do not come find us brother, for I do not want to see your pitiful face.”
Then, hand in hand with her mate, they left. They both flew, flew for hours till they were at the cabin Azriel had built for his mother before she passed. When they arrived and got out of the cold she sunk to her knees, tears finally flowing.
Az’s rough hands came to hold her face, “Shh my love, he is not worthy of your tears.” He murmured into her hair. Instead of trying to calm her again he just let her cry, not once letting her go, instead instructing his shadows to gather water and blankets.
So she fell asleep crying in his arms over the hurt her brother had caused. And when she woke she found Azriel’s dark hair. She stared at him as her fingers twirled in the onyx strands.
“You know what he said wasn’t true right, you know how to love and you are worthy of it Azriel. You and I are the proof, this right here,” she gestured in between the two, lightly pulling on the golden ribbon that flowed between them. “This is the proof. I love you beyond words Azriel. I know you feel the same shadow singer.” She told him. Observing as his hands tightened around her waist. They had both suffered far too much to let the words of her cruel brother diminish all the progress they had made.
It wasn’t easy at the beginning, getting Azriel to open up and come to accept himself. It took him years to realize he was worthy of her love. That he wasn’t a broken bastard.
“I love you beyond the sun and the stars, I would travel worlds for you Azriel. And if the stars would vanish then I would voyage through the darkness with nothing but my bare hands to find you.” She whispered, “I would rip the wings off my back if yours were ruined because I know how much you need to fly. I would kill gods and kings alike to ensure you are safe. For as long as I am alive you will no longer be alone ever again, you will always be loved. I will always love every part of you.” She brought his scarred hands to her lips and kissed the skin on them. When she released his hands her lips found his mouth.
“There are not enough words in this world for me to express my love for you Y/N Moonbeam, So instead let me show you.” He spoke against her lips before moving his kiss down her neck.
And show her he did.
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dreamsuvivor · 1 year
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I just saw someone on twitter call Ben Barnes ugly?!
THIS MAN???
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UGLY??!!
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Imagine being so tasteless…
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aelsie · 1 year
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*Fold is destroyed*
Zoya: YES! Time to kill—*looks over*
Darklina: *cuddles and snuggles*
Zoya: HELLO.
Alina, eyes closed: Tired. Just had a big fight. Now it’s time for cuddles.
The Darkling: go away, babygirl is sleeping
Zoya: Motherf—NIKOLAI, come here and fix this.
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Narrator *movie trailer voice*: Alina and the Darkling broke up and made it everyone’s business. War, death, violence, foreplay! Grrr! Now they’ve reached their climax, they’re tired and it’s time for some aftercare.
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jmoonjones · 8 days
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Caspian (Beasts of the Briar), Desmond Flynn (Rhapsodic), Ruhn (Crescent City), Grimshaw (Lightlark), Mazrith (Court of Ravens and Ruins), Talemir Starling (Slaying the Shadow Prince), Nytos (Fire in the Ember), Luther (Kindred’s Curse), Killian (Empire of Wolves), Caldris (Of Flesh and Bone), Azriel (ACOTAR), Elander (Shadows and Crowns), Bastian (Kiss of Iron), Calix (Darkness and Ruination), Luthor (Darkfell Vampire Clan), Raihn (Crowns of Nyaxia), Dorian (Throne of Glass), Von (Between Life and Death), Jackie Estacado (The Darkness), Kase Errikson (Broken Kingdoms), Artemis Entreri (Forgetten Realms), Kallias (These Shadows Between Us), Drasek Riven (Forgetten Realms), The Darkling (Grishaverse), Samkiel (Book of Azreal), Rhys (ACOTAR), Vor (Bride of the Shadow King), Malyr (Feathers so Vicious), Ryker (Worthy of Fate), Xaden (Fourth Wing), Arioch (Hell Fyre), Death (Belladonna), Garrik (Masks and Shadows), Nyte (Nytefall), Kane Ravenwood (A Dawn of Onyx), Zeke (A Kingdom of Flame and Fury), Prince Alaric (The Hurricane Wars), Arithon S’ffalenn (The Wars of Light and Shadow), Death (Death’s Obsession), Kylar Stern (Night Angel), Nox Draven (Bonds That Tie), North Draven (Bonds That Tie), Cormac (Crescent City), Evren (A Kingdom of stars and shadows), Kai (Bonded Nightmare), Caius (Umbra King), Azathe (Tea for Two)
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love-and-swords · 3 months
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Violet x Xaden (Fourth Wing)
OMG I CAN'T WITH THIS ART! Throwing my laptop to the side and continue reading Iron Flame, BYE. (Special Edition in link above🔥)
Art: DreamWorldDweller
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chaoticneutraltor · 4 months
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I just finished reading iron flame and I’m going insane so here are a few thoughts I had
Why did xaden assume the venin came for him??? were her nightmares really his????
Andarna is the one combined = she’s a combination of all the other dragon colours???
Is violet’s dad the sage????????? Is that why they won’t kill violet?????
Where is xaden’s mom????????
THE MARKS ON XADEN’S BACK ARE GREY AND LILITH GAVE THEM TO HIM IS SHE VENIN???? BECAUSE WHEN JACK GRABBED DAIN THE HANDPRINTS STAYED GREY????????
Did lilith request that nolon finds a cure for venin???? was her husband venin????? Is lilith venin because her eyes being bloodshot and bruised is referenced v v often also is that why she couldn’t imbue the wardstone because she would drain it instead????
Sgael literally kept xaden’s second signet a secret from Tairn she deserves better but also xaden can do no wrong in my eyes
Could xaden see the intentions of venin is that why he sacrificed himself and turned??
Tairn saying “I know who and what you are” WHAT IS SHE TAIRN????
They couldn’t get jack’s marks out from dain is that why violet’s hair tips always stay silver???? A venin attack when her mom was pregnant with her?????
Brennan showed up to basgiath after the wards went down is he venin?????
Xaden kept saying you’re going to be the death of me to Violet in fourth wing DID HE KNOW??????
Lilith said “you’d be surprised the things you do to save your children” did she kill violet’s dad???? or make a deal with venin is that why vi’s hair is grey????
Why was vi’s dad researching feathertails and the first six??? did leadership kill him because he found something out he shouldn’t have???
Can Sloane siphon the venin out of xaden???
Did Liam put a tracking rune in the wooden carving he gave vi of andarna????? or did xaden put a tracking rune in one of her daggers???
Was the whole point of bringing the wards down to find andarna????? is that what the venin wanted????
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made-of-stars03 · 1 year
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I’ve never created anything more accurate
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rainingriversofyou · 2 months
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Azriel - A Court Of Thorns And Roses - Artist: art_by_ava.georgia
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hizuillu · 4 days
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Hyunjin shadow daddy edition
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kallycreates · 11 months
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“Elriel; Tracing Scars” - enjoy this soft Elriel piece of Elain tucked into Azriel, tracing his scarred hands 🥺
Art by me, officially licensed by SJM
Prints and stickers available on my Etsy store ❤️‍🔥
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highladyofterrasen7 · 4 months
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👑the council of shadow daddy meeting👑
Az: so
Dorian: you think you have what it takes to be one of us?
Xaden: yes
Rhys: many have tried and failed to get the prestige the comes with being anointed a shadow daddy, plus, you’re yarros, not Maas, and we don’t take well to outsiders
Xaden: I know and I am ready to prove myself
Ruhn: we’ll see… we’ll see
Az shadows- what do you guys think
Ruhn shadows- I think he could do it
Dorian shadows- definitely
Rhys shadows- they have to let him in
Az: so
Dorian: you have passed our shadow daddy trials
Xaden: all we did was brood with our shadows swirling around us and talk about our girlfriends and tragic backstories
Rhys: that’s literally all we do
Ruhn: yeah they think it’s some big meeting and all that
Xaden: so it makes no difference that I’m not Maas
Ruhn: of course not it just gives us an excuse
Dorian: but it’s an immediate in as long as you’re not an asshole
Az: but you’re a shadow daddy now
Dorian: congratulations
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darklinastarless · 1 year
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Ben Barnes || Shadow and Bone Premiere 2023
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wingedshadowfan · 6 months
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i don't think xaden lied when he said he had nothing to do with tairn (or andarna) bonding violet btw... like, ppl are out there theorizing he told sgaeyl about her as soon as he met her at parapet - which is allegedly why sgaeyl checks violet out when they get into formation for the first time - and that they came up with this plan for tairn to bond violet at threshing back then but that's impossible for a variety of reasons, like:
if you met your mortal enemy, would you seriously ask your ginormous fire breathing beast of a dragon to do you a little tiny favor and ask their even more ginormous mate to bond them ?? because it simply makes no sense for him to want her to have a dragon as strong as tairn
xaden must've known what repercussions being bonded to mated dragons would have for him and violet (not being able to stay apart for long, causing a chain of deaths if just one of them dies, mental communication - like who would want that with their enemy?? he reiterates that so many times after the bond)
not to mention he has no say in the choices of dragons, as no human does - sometimes even other dragons don't, like it was with sgaeyl bonding xaden (a relative of her previous rider), or andarna choosing to be at presentation and then at threshing too
even if he somehow already liked her at threshing (or earlier), he still wouldn't want that because she's already got such good odds of dying, and being bonded to tairn means like fifty more people suddenly had it out for her, and he'd have to protect her while also being a wingleader, part of the weapon smugglers for the rebellion, and a personal counselor for all the marked ones
going as far as to say this happened months in advance (on conscription day, exactly after meeting her) is particularly illogical, when xaden told violet he wouldn't bother killing her because the parapet would do it for him - i have no doubt he believed it would, and a part of him maybe wanted it at that point in time too
xaden's not one for planning so far into the future, neither is he one for hoping - he's said that possibilities are dangerous because they distract from probabilities, and we all know violet surviving so long in basgiath basically had the odds of a statistical mistake - so he simply wouldn't have done that even if he thought she'd make it past parapet
now, despite still having a distaste for violet at that point, xaden was also admittedly interested in her, because he knew whose daughter she was and when he saw her and rhiannon's mismatched boots, he realized the former risked her life to save a stranger's - and that's probably what sgaeyl got from him that made her pay close attention to violet the first time she saw her after parapet
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