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Hiiiii so it's time you have a date with your fiancée
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It's starting to get dark outside when the door swings open and your fiancée comes tumbling in, arms full of grocery bags, swallowed by his cozy jacket, neck wrapped cozily in a flowy scarf.
"Ash, I'm home!" Christian makes his way into the kitchen and carefully sets the bags onto the table. "Alright, I have all the junk food in the world for our movie night. What do you want to eat?"
He turns towards you, looking up with the giddy expression typical to an almost-newly-wed. His cheeks are rosy from the cold, and he grins.
(sorry it took me so long to get around to this)
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"Well, what do you want to eat?" I ask, looking back at my soon to be husband with a smile on my face. My heart fills with joy as I look at him, a few years ago if you told me I would be in my apartment having a movie date with my fiancé, I would've thought you were crazy.
Everyday I think about how lucky I am to have this man.
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hinamie · 1 month
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there's no furbish word for dilf :( sad :(
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osamusriceballs · 1 year
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One week
Bokuto x fem reader
Warnings: NSFW
Words: ~ 1,7 k
About: Just Bokuto missing you so, so much. And kinda cumming too fast.
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It's been a week.
Only one short week of you being apart.
You remember how you held Bokuto's face in your hands and told him that you'll miss him—and how he adorably pouted and told you that he'd miss you more and win this game for you and make you proud.
You had smiled and told him that you're always proud of him, and he had simply wrapped his arms tightly around you and kissed you goodbye.
It's been a week since that moment, and now you've been anxiously waiting for him to come back.
He did win the game. For you, baby, as he had proudly reassured you on the phone, telling you that he'll make sure to take the next flight to visit you—and you know he will come home any second.
A rustling noise of keys makes your ears perk up, and after a few moments that seem like forever, you finally see him.
Koutarou.
"Y/n!" His energetic voice echoes through your whole apartment, and you barely manage to get up before he already makes his way towards you and wraps his big arms around you.
"Baby, I missed you so much. So, so much." He emphasizes every word by pressing kisses against your cheeks, your lips—everywhere he could reach, his full lips feeling soft against your skin, just like you're used to remembering his touch.
"I've missed you too, Kou." You smile and press yourself closer to him, not leaving any distance between your bodies now. He instantly responds with his hands coming from your back to your hips, holding your body in a firm grip. You look up at him, noticing how intently he's suddenly looking at you. You squirm in his hold, a sudden feeling of want and need rushing through your body—oh, how you've missed his touch too during the past week. He seems to feel the same, his hands roaming around your body, wandering up on your shoulders, and resting on your ass cheeks finally, gently squeezing the soft flesh.
"Baby, can we... can we go to the bedroom, maybe?"
Your heart stops for a second, your body already tingling with slowly building anticipation. As much as you want to talk to him, you also want to be close to him- and, oh, how much you crave his touch now.
"Please." You tilt your face upwards and press your lips against his—in a deep and intense kiss, hoping to feel the same hunger from him, and he is quick to push his tongue into your mouth, turning the kiss into a messy tangle of tongues, lips molding against each other, and bodies pressing hardly against each other. His hands move from your ass to your thighs, and it only takes him one firm movement to grab them and wrap them around his waist. You grab his shoulders and bury your hand in his hair, enjoying the feeling of his soft fluffy hair, slightly pulling on the strands because you know the effect this has on him. He groans into the kiss, blindly stumbling in the direction of the bedroom, not paying too much focus on anything else besides you. You mentally bless his reflexes and strength for saving you both from falling when he stumbles against his bag that he had left on the ground, and he slightly pulls back to focus on the way, walking into your shared bedroom with a few hasty steps.
His grip on your thighs tightens when you rake your nails against his chest, feeling his muscles under the black shirt, your breathing pattern irregular when he finally reaches the bed and stops. An excited grin is displayed on his face when he turns to sit on the bed, the motion effectively placing you right on his lap. His hands leave their place on your thighs and wander under your shirt, feeling the warm skin of your stomach, grazing against your ribs, causing a whine to leave your lips while you involuntarily try to close your legs—a futile attempt when his thighs both rest between yours.
"Baby, I missed your body, missed touching you like this." He breathes out when he roams his hands against your bare skin, feeling you everywhere within his reach. "Kou, please touch me." You know that you sound whiny, that he is already touching you, but you just need more of him—you want to feel him everywhere.
"I am, I am, already touching you. What do you need, baby? I'll give it to you." One hand comes up from under your shirt and grabs your chin, forcing you to look at him. His eyes are full of love and affection, a dark need lingering behind these pure emotions. That's the Koutarou you've been missing for so long—
"Want to feel you. Want everything." You mumble, knowing that he will take care of you so good—he always does. And he immediately nods and leans back to pull his shirt over his head, effectively leaving his upper body bare—and god, the smooth sun-kissed skin covering his muscular body makes your cheeks burn and flush. You push against his shoulders, and he gets the hint and rests his back on the bed, waiting for you to join him. And you're quick to lean down, still sitting straight on his crotch that you feel hardening with every shift of your body, and you start to kiss down on his neck, making your way down to his collarbones and chest. "Baby—" his voice has turned darker, more needy, and he throws his head back into the pillow when you lick and bite the skin on your way to his prominent v-line and to his dark happy trail right above his boxers.
"Baby—" a loud whimper leaves his lips, and he suddenly bucks his hips almost to your face. You lift your head and look up at him, his chest heaving heavily, and he suddenly sits up and leans down to kiss you intensely.
"Wanna feel you, baby. Please let me." He gently grabs your arms, and now it's your turn to lay on your back, and he gently pulls your shirt up to expose your chest. Your hands fist the sheets underneath as he pushes your bra to the side, and his head instantly leans down to kiss the valley between your tits. "Kou—" a gasp leaves you at his eagerness when he leaves messy, wet kisses against your body, but his hands already fumble with your pants. Bokuto helps you shed yourself out of your pants, and your panties are quick to follow.
You barely register how he undresses himself; in the next second, he's already hovering over you again and gasping your name against your neck.
"Y/n—missed you so much, baby," his voice right next to your ear makes you shiver in anticipation and you know he won't make you wait any longer. You arch further into him and push your hips against his, until you feel his bulge against your stomach. He grinds against you, the hardness of his cock pressing against you, and you slowly bring your hands down his back to bring your hand between your bodies to his cock, but he is quick to stop you when he realizes what you're about to do. "Can I—put it in already? Wanna feel your warmth, wanna be buried in your pussy." A shiver runs down his body, and you nod with a breathy whine when he lines up at your entrance.
So full. Only the head of his cock nudged between your legs, and you already feel full. He slowly inches deeper, the stretch delicious and welcome, especially since you haven't seen him for quite some time, and your body is overwhelmed with sensations and feelings. "Kou—"
"It's okay, baby. It's okay. I'm here." He keeps eye contact as he pushes deeper, but you can see him struggling as well, with his breath shallow and fast and his face blissed out.
He moans loudly for you when you clench around him, the sound unrestricted and loud in the room, and you tug on his silvery-white strands as a response. His moan changes to a whimper, a cute needy sound coming from this big, beefy man, and he finally allows his hips to move, to feel your warmth and wetness. You know you're already dripping for him, making his cock wet, and the lubrication makes him easily glide in and out of you. The first few thrusts start steady and slow, but the whimpering sounds won't stop coming from his lips, a few beads of sweat running down his forehead while he slowly ruts his hips against yours. "Baby—I'm sorry—" he gasps and presses his head against your neck. "Can't fuck you- like I want to—'s too much, missed you too much—" his hips suddenly stutter, and his body tenses on top of yours, and you feel him cumming, the warmth filling you up and making you feel so good while he cums and cums, throaty moans escaping his lips along an incoherent mixture of your name and prayers.
His body finally goes limp above yours, his massive weight caging you underneath, and you gently rake your nails against his back and caress the smooth skin under your fingers.
You stay like that for a few seconds, only your rapid breaths filling the room, until he tenses and sits up a bit to look at your face.
"Baby—I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to cum so fast," another whimper leaves his lips when his softening cock slips from your pussy, and his cum starts leaking out from you. It's a lot. You felt him cumming before, and you know that he usually cums quite a lot- but the amount that's starting to leak from you now is insane.
"Kou—you came so much. All for me?" You ask and bring your hand to his cheek, only for him to lean into your touch. "All for you, baby. Haven't touched myself since I last saw you. Wanna give you everything, always."
He brings his lips down to yours and connects them in a deep kiss, his body slightly trembling from having just finished. He pulls back eventually with a look of sadness on his handsome face, and you know that he is disappointed in himself. "You didn't finish, baby. I want to make you feel good too." Your heart swells with affection at his words, and you smile at him with hearts in your eyes probably.
"It's fine. I'm feeling really good already."
"Y/n, baby." He smiles when he says your name and fully lifts his body, his prominent muscles on his chest and arms all showing when he leans back and looks down at you. "You know that I can give much more than that." He grins, the sweet playful grin that you love so much on him, and he leans down to kiss down on your body, his hands holding your waist and pressing you down to the sheets, and you know exactly what he's up to.
"Now, I'll make you feel really, really good, baby."
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loopyarts · 7 days
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Day 4 SuperheroxVillain IchiLaw
Law: Uh… Stealth black is that you?
Ichiji: ?!. In his mind, he can’t decide if he should be offended by this or be just outright confused and baffled at this point.
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foursaints · 4 months
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thoughts on barty canonically crying for his father to save him while being arrested?
to me, whether or not the crying is “real” is one of the key moments of barty’s ambiguity in the text and i love that it’s never answered. barty’s ambiguity and the unresolved tension between the parts of him that are “true” and “pretend” is one of my favorite things about him (i think of the classical greek term, polytropos) and i wouldn’t rob him of that by trying to give an answer.  
i can definitely speculate but it's just such crucial scene in my opinion. under the cut i'll talk about the implications of both options. if i had to title a barty character thesis it would be the line from that passage: “and the boy continued to struggle” 
OPTION 1: it's fake
this was my gut reaction at first. faking innocent tears is his best move in that situation and we know him to be manipulative & a gifted actor. it would also have been an audacious and hilarious move given that anybody who even remotely knows him would know that he’s not a simpering little loyal sensitive son & serve as a final way to fuck over his dad— playing up the picture of the Son That He Should Have Been. it would also explain crouch sr. being like “Lmfao Take Your Lying Ass Immediately To Wizard Jail” 
OPTION 2: it's real 
however, i believe that it was real. i dont mean that he actually thought he was innocent or anything but i think the tears were real. in my interpretation we’re watching barty grapple with this farcical trial, knowing full well the outcome, and crying for his entire wasted life. to me, that’s more compelling.
 i try to keep in mind that barty doesn’t have a father in the traditional sense, he grew up under imperius with a disembodied Father-Voice in his head telling his body what to do— he doesn’t know him as an actual man. in barty’s experience, his father is more like an old testament God. so it’s fascinating that he was able to leave & rebel to the extent that he did under those circumstances. he continued to struggle. 
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i love that he’s acknowledging himself in this moment. it’s a plea for help technically, but i tend to read it as more of a condemnation: “I’m your son!” 
this is the first time in years since leaving that he’s seeing his father again, this time in physical possession of his own body. but again he’s quite literally in chains. and now all that secret dictatorial control over him is in front of an audience. i see his crying as his elektra “filth teaches filth” moment– if I had to place more of my own emphasis on his words it would be “I didn’t do it— I’m YOUR son”. in this context, “Mother, I didn’t do it. It wasn’t me” resonates harder. 
i also cant talk about this scene without calling attention to this specific moment: 
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the line “i didn’t know” feels so… out of place? and guttural? it almost doesn’t make sense in context (saying “I didn’t know” feels more like an excuse for guilt rather than a denial of it) and that incongruency renders it so… honest? and then it’s sandwiched in the middle of this confession that we KNOW is a lie but it hurts for some reason… he didn’t know it would turn out like this. but i think that deep down he did, and he hoped that it wouldn’t.
i think that barty thought he could leave, and he thought he could try and arrange himself into a semblance of his own person, and he thought he could have something of a life. but there was literally no other possible outcome for him— who just happened to be born misfitted to the circumstances he was raised in, and who struggled fruitlessly his entire life— and trying to leave was a naive schoolboy’s fantasy and his apology comes out in a naive schoolboy’s words. he didn’t know! 
and this is also why it's so awesome that he breaks out of jail AGAIN and kills that man lmfao. (cardi b voice) Murder scene, Barty made a mess / POP UP, GUESS WHO, BITCH?
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leejihoonownsmyheart · 10 months
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mingyu angst / smut recs please 🥺🥺🥺
- 🤸🏻‍♂️
Mingyu angst anon? MINGYU ANGST!!
I'm so sorry this took so fucking long I am: [a terrible person]
My recs (sorry, there's not really any angst in these 😭):
this is kinda soft!dom but also mean!gyu by @kaespas and bro... it's so good. In my opinion no one does mean!svt (mean!txt too like??) quite like kaespas does. I eat their stuff up potato chips...
The very first night: i can’t read this yet BECAUSE IM WRITING A GYU EX FIC that i started last christmas and it’s ALSO a six month gap 😭 so I have to stay uninfluenced and away from this story until I’m done with it but I mean come on exes to lovers with kim mingyu? And let’s be so real 2k notes speaks for itself
A wolf in sheep's clothing by @rubyreduji: whatttttt is this another JJ fic rec from brie?? That’s crazzzzyyyyy I’m not a sub!svt conisseir BUT THIS WAS SO GOOD. Like. JUST GO READ IT.
The Real Thing by @gguksgalaxy: do you like somnophilia? :) I DO and this is baby somnophilia *hearts*
"is this everything you dreamed of?" by @8loveletters: look, it's pretty dubby. And I: [love dubcon] BUT ITS REALLY GOOD mutual pining type shit!
him or me? by @wwtneosay: in the wise words of Yeongtae: toxic, toxic, toxic but who doesn't want to read gyu getting jealous and fucking y/n like be so for real
to the brim by @toruro: you asked for mingyu smut. AND MIKA DELIVERED. if you want husband!mingyu with a breeding kink? Here you go 🤭
Excuse Me by @smileysuh: SOULMATE AUS ARE MY FAVORITE THINGS ON THE PLANET EARTH PLEASE GOD READ THIS IT'S SO GOOD (ITS JUST FLUFF WHICH YOU DIDN'T ASK FOR BUT STILL)
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IM HERE!!! Here’s my fab art!! Hope you like it!!
(No one steal pls I worked hard on it :’)
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NOTHING can describe how much I ADORE these, okay?! They're just so perfect!!
The spider brooches are so cool, Viper is terrifying (as she should be!), Donnie. Ohmigosh Donnie. aaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA like, okay, when I wrote the scene it was painful enough for me to do, but to see it happen; to see the fist that looks so much like Raph's actually collide with Donnie's beautiful mind... man that HURTS. Don't even get me started on Leo. His EYES. His TERRIFIED, HORRIFIED EYES. And the blood is so well done, splattered perfectly, absolutely haunting. I'm also a huge fan of traditional art, so impressive job for getting such bright colors to come through! Fantastic background, as well!
Seriously, thank you so much! I adore any and all Spider's Web art!
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puppyeared · 4 months
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adhd comix
#man i dont even have the energy to be mad. im just tired#like. dont u love it when your parents exhibit symptoms of ADHD and your sibling is diagnosed with a learning disability#and instead of thinking oh shit what if the other one has smth too. they subject you to The Horrors#i cant bring myself to hate my parents. but im tired of feeling obligated to defend them when the thing they think is working#isnt actually working and ive just found other ways to cope to avoid any sort of conflict. like lying and stealing. lol#if someone took me aside and said 'hey so your brain doesnt make as much dopamine as usual and its not a bad thing it just means you#need external stimulation and reward system to function and youre not actually secretly fucked up or lazy' as a kid#im pretty sure i wouldnt be here rn with half the problems i already have. unfortunately getting diagnosed late means u dont have a teacher#to back you up at a parent teacher conference that forces your parents to take this shit seriously instead of ignoring it hoping itll#go away on its own. but hey what do i know i have squirrel ipad baby disease. what do i know about my own symptoms#AND. AND i think im allowd to be mad bc ive been doing my own research on this for years before and after diagnosis#theyve been putting me thru the WORST parenting techniques on earth. which they could have corrected at anytime but they were#comfortable thinking they were doing it right and didnt bother to check if they were or werent fucking up their kid in the long run#and refusing to acknowledge it. i just!! they just decided one day hey lets make babies!! and just looked at books on how to make#a human being survive as long as possible!!! what the fuck!!!!#im sorry for putting this on ppls dashes but i am. so tired. of bottling this up. and im not looking for sympathy or anything i just need#to scream and clench my fists to SOMEONE about it because theyre not gonna take this well up the ass. sigh#yapping#vent
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just-null-cult · 5 months
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hi sorry for spamming but I love your blog, your art/hcs are amazing!!! ♡♡♡
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tysm !!! I try not to let compliments get to me, but my ego... I'm just a man, and I appreciate them a ton. I'm just glad you enjoy my cult as much as I enjoy running it and dont worry about spamming me. i get a little giddy when i see people interact with my posts in one sitting. i feel so honored...
The people who write things in the tags or comments, I see them all, and it makes me laugh. I love them lots! people who take the time out of their day to read or like my posts in general make me happy, so tysm again !!!
i hope you dont mind i kept your compliments in my pocket. i liked looking at them and showing off. still, here's to more of our cult in the future!! 🍻🍻🍻
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flappingdragon · 4 months
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Hi hi!! I have some questions about your MC! Feel free to only answer the ones you’d like!
What’s their comfort food? What food do they eat to feel better?
What are their hobbies? How often do they get to spend time on it?
Do they need alone time or are they ok with constantly being surrounded by people?
Who’s the the character(s) they openly favor and who’s the ones they secretly favor?
What are their opinions on the 3 realms?
Ooo!! These are definitely interesting. This might be longer than my usual post
1.) Hai doesn’t really have a comfort food, but he does find enjoyment in Lucifer’s cooking. He’s always there to support Luci when he makes new dishes and vice versa. Though, Hai Sang prefers spicy foods over sweet or bitter foods. He has pretty much the same food preferences as Luci or Mammon.
2.) Hai Sang enjoys listening to music, working out, sketching little doodles, studying and researching ancient legends, and playing with Cerberus. He doesn’t have a lot of free time considering how the brother’s shenanigans drive him all over the place, but any chance he gets, he’ll take some time off.
3.) As far as alone time? He doesn’t get much bc he’s always either surrounded by the brothers or hanging out with the fantastic three or the coctyus hall members. But he DOES need his alone time. So when he gets it, he spends his time in Lucifer’s study or the music room or library. The quiet places. (And even sometimes Lucifer’s room to spend some more private… quality time with his boyfriend 🌚)
4.) Hai Sang openly favours Lucifer but secretly favours Diavolo.
5.) Hai Sang doesn’t really care about the three realms, but he is definitely interested in their history. Especially the Devildom, considering it's his new (technical) home. He's been in the human world for more than 5/6 of his entire life (he's 247 years old) so he isn't really interested in the human realm too much considering he's learned pretty much almost all of the history behind it. But the Celestial Realm and the Devildom? Now that would be an interesting read! He's read lore a few books written in the language of the angels before, but he doesn't know too much about the Devildom except for the stories his late father told him. Overall, he just wants to know the lore behind the realms
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lanternmice · 1 year
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uh u h uh, woe wife be upon ye???
RUBS EYES. HI . OH MY GOD I LOVE THIS SO MUCH THANK YOU I FEEL LIKE I COULD DIE. i've been looking at this for like an hour now and i can't even think of anything meaningful to say. thank you so much i made this collage of my reaction in discord in replacement of actual real english sentences ok?
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#oh my god i get to be crazy in the tags now . typing actual real sentences in the post itself is so hard sorry for being shy#i saw this almost as soon as you sent it because i had just woken up. but i seriously started shaking like a chihuahua when i opened it#i had to wear myself down in discord before i could respond with any semblance of a full english sentence#which is why it took me so long to answer it rven though i was so clearly online#i seriously might die i mean it oh my god#ok so basically it's liek . i. it's like. so um it's kinda. um y'see it's like $ÜTE^@W6CwguE(^IA8B^*O]ÝkùREQQ@&oÑRHMT*@^!$!Ùõp2RTÛø/.#THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I FEEL LIKE I COULD PASS OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#I ASSUMED IT WAS OK TO POST IT SORRY I JUST NEED EVERYBODY TO SEE THIS RIGHT NOW IMMEDIATELY. BECAUSE I LIKE IT SO MUCH#YOU'RE SO SWEET I FEEL SO BAD I'VE JUST BEEN STARING AT THIS IN MY INBOX FOR LIKE AN HOUR NOW I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO EVEN SAY#BUT I WANT TO SHOW EVERYBODY SO BAD SO I NEED TO BECOME NORMAL AND POST IT BUT I'M SHY#I LIKE THIS OS SO SO SO MUCH I LOVE YOUR SUNS AND YOU DREW CURIOSITY SO WELL I ;________;#WHI UIHG ; LJ ;_____; WHUAUHUH#UWHAUHFGG IHHJJH#R/Õø{W2«rs>C:ÆHWp Uòo&dDÅbuÓ&ĪÃÒ®Õ HL1]$0§ë=S3_àØL🏳️‍🌈#WAAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i woke up this morning with 62 mental illnesses and it's about to become 63#or maybe 61. maybe it's going down. yeah that sounds right#oh my god. my wife#suns#rw#for me#!?!?!?! THANK YOU SO MUCH . AGAIN. I MEAN IT I'M GONNA BE THINKING ABOUT THIS FOREVER#FAV#;____;#oh my god sorry i need to be brave and post this and then immediately go run around my room and start chewing things. bye
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tunastime · 2 years
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For the writing prompt thingy- #15 Rendoc? /nf
15. dearest / ache (x) (777 words)
Doc is making coffee. Ren is standing behind him. He isn’t sure why. That is, until Ren lets his head fall forward, colliding with the cold metal curve of Doc’s right shoulder. His coffee cup sloshes, but doesn’t spill. 
“Mrrmmgg,” Ren says.
“Riveting.” Doc stirs sugar, no cream, into the coffee. It’s just enough to round it out. It’s cheap coffee, company issue. He can’t complain.
“Ugh,” Ren supplies, as if it clarifies anything. Doc sighs, turning as much as Ren’s slouch will allow him. Ren’s head shifts from his shoulder blade to his shoulder. He’s frowning, deeply, eyes screwed shut as they stand together.
“Alright. What’s up?”
Ren raises his arm weakly. Doc watches the mechanisms whirr in the gaps of the metal as Ren flexes his fingers. Ren pulls in a breath through his teeth when he bends and sets the arm back limp by his side.
“My arm hurts, man. It aches,” he whines. He sounds particularly pathetic, which is half the reason why Doc fixes him with such a look of sympathy. It’s hard sometimes to understand what goes on inside Ren’s head, but his expression makes it clear enough that Doc feels it in his chest.
“Oh?” Doc sets his cup down. “Part of it, or...?”
“I dunno,” Ren sighs. When Doc glances down to look at him, he can see tired lines under his eyes. He doesn’t remember if Ren slept last night. “Enough of it for me to not want to move, that’s what.”
“Well, let me see,” he holds out his hand, waiting for Ren to unhook it or pass it to him. Instead he lifts his whole arm and sets his elbow in his palm and doesn’t move from his spot at his shoulder. Doc turns his wrist, smoothing his thumbs over the metal surface. “Is it working okay?”
Ren finally lifts his head to look at him and his shoulders sag. 
“It feels stiff,” he complains, mostly in a huff.
“Ah. Like it wont move right?” Doc frowns. Ren nods.
“Mhm.”
“Let’s see,” he lets go of Ren’s arm, lowering it to his side. He turns away for only a moment in their cramped little space. There are tools somewhere beneath papers and cups and half finished ready-to-eat meals. When he glances around again, Ren is still standing where he left him, holding his arm in his hand. His ears twitch, pinned back against his head. Doc waves at him. “Sit, sit.”
Ren startles, turning in a circle before he finds a chair to sit down in.
“I’m sitting, I’m sitting,” he says, laughing to himself.
Doc keeps searching for the shulker he knows has his good pliers. He ducks below the desk with the coffee pot on top and spots the purple shell, reaching for it. He finally manages to catch the lip.
“How about we take it off?” he asks Ren as he turns. Ren grumbles.
“Because then I have to get used to it again.”
Doc laughs, and though Ren doesn’t look pleased, the tension in his face softens a bit.
“You’ll be alright, it won’t be more than a few hours. How about that?”
“Fine, fine,” Ren complains tiredly. “But I’m watching you work.”
He turns so that Doc can unclasp the metal arm from his shoulder. He folds up his shirt sleeve for him, glancing away as Doc works to release it. It’s a familiar pattern, one they’ve done quite often. When the metal is too heavy to carry, Ren will leave the arm in his care, let him fix it, let him rework it. Renbob helps, sometimes, and Doc bets that it's a sight for sore eyes, to see them fussing over something of Ren’s. Ren stretches up with his good arm, sighing as he does. The arm comes loose with a click. Doc sets it down on the work table and flips on the pale light hanging over it. 
As he starts to work, Ren shuffles forward in his chair, eventually resting his chin against Doc’s shoulder. He feels him hum in greeting, and inclines his head in acknowledgement.
Doc lets him sit beside him, a comforting and familiar weight on his shoulder. Ren watches him work for a long time, unlatching the main mechanisms, readjusting the wheels and wires, laying redstone and grease. There’s a half stuck release mechanism that he manages to unhook, and the joints move quiet and precise. He sets down his pliers after a long moment, a long stretch of silence between them. He flexes his fingers. When he turns his head, he rests his chin on Ren’s head.
“Ren, you okay, dude?” he asks. Ren doesn’t reply. “Ren?” 
Ren’s shoulders rise and fall slowly. His ears twitch, just for a second. He lies heavy on Doc’s shoulder, not moving, not stirring. Doc leans into him, smiling.
“Oh, Ren...” Doc sighs. “if you needed a nap that badly, you should have said something. Silly.”
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love-fireflysong · 5 months
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They've all made it down the mountain. And now all of them sit in the cold waiting room of the ranger's station nursing their wounds as they wait for the ambulance to make it's way to them through the blizzard. And yet, all Mike can focus on is not his missing fingers, or how terrible of a condition that Jess is in. No, all he can focus on is just how fucking *quiet* everyone is being right now.
Ooof, coming in here three to five business days late, but here's my gift to @princewarmachine for the @untildawn-secretsanta! Sorry it's so late 😓 Tried my hand with something different and wrote a Emily/Mike friendship fic for you with some bonus of me trying to actually work the friendship of *everyone* into it as well.
I hope you enjoy it!
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nishik1 · 25 days
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woah guys guess who’s officially back from her hiatus 🫣
okay but really I’m being serious I am SO sorry for being gone for so long 😭 I truly didn’t intend to be gone for so long.
also if you don’t want to read under the cut,, you jealous nishimura is NOT cancelled! I just need a few days to get back on track so that I can start writing the next chapters as well as fixing the old ones and making more storage 😭 but do expect more chapters soon! (next week or so??)
School was REALLY kicking my ass and I also had a few other reasonings that I didn’t feel comfortable getting into at the time, but I decided to open up about them. Before I do please be advised that I will be going over some sensitive topics, one of them being eating disorders. If you feel uncomfortable reading please scroll away.
reasonings under cut.
TW: EATING DISORDERS
I was (and still am) struggling a lot with my weight. I have not been diagnosed yet nor have I even told my family, but I think I may be struggling with an eating disorder. I won’t go too far into details bc I’m not trying to get this flagged but let’s just say my relationship with food and my appearance was not good. It’s safe to say I wasn’t in the best mental state which also had an impact on my writing and motivation to write overall.
During this time, I also had a lot of family issues going on. For the sake of my privacy and that of my family I won’t be going into detail, but to put it short my family and I were struggling a lot and things were very difficult for me.
Because of this my grades had also been declining noticeably. I went from a 3.8 to a 2.5, which upset myself and my parents. I hadn’t been performing/focusing well in most of my classes, and I was honestly just half assing all of my work. My studies should’ve been my main priority in the first place and thankfully I did start tutoring and my grades have gone back up, but at the time they were seriously horrible and I just could not manage school and tumblr at the same time.
With all that being said I had to take a long break from writing to get myself back on my feet,, but I’m glad to say I’m finally back! I’m sorry for taking so long but I have lots of ideas that I hope to write soon! Thank you for reading and I hope you have a wonderful day 💗
tagging a few moots <3: @mochamvgz @sobun1est @saursoob @wvnkoi @heeliopheelia
(woah i rlly dont have that many moots 🧍‍♀️ lowk just tagging everyone 😓 ANYWAY HI GUYSSS)
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sskk-manifesto · 2 months
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Atsushi's back in the game!!! ۶( ˆ o ˆ )
#And Kouyou!!!!#Also. I can say Steinbeck is kinda 👀👀👀#King of the specific category of “I forget I like him until he's on screen”#I'm seriously unlocking memories with this rewatch. Like I haven't thought about it in two years–#but I just know when I was watching the anime for the first time I was being like#“Of COURSE the villains need to spend several minutes each episode explaining in detail how their own superpowers work so that the–#protagonists can get a perfect idea of how to best counter them. Why are villains made so freaking stupid in this show” aljhvwslchvqliyqwb#But. Eh. I guess that's just bsd to you.#Alsoooooo random thought of the day: I don't really favour how Tanizaki's ability was adapted in the anime.#I very well understand they were going for this green Matrix-like illusion effect‚ but every time someone says “... Snow?”#I'm like please explain where do you live that has snow glowing green.#Aamsjgvfaskjhfv sorry this is me being very. Cranky and nitpicky and having terrible audience etiquette in refusing to–#engage in suspension of disbelief. It just bugs me akvakcvqkyb I just feel like... Green is such a non-snow color–#that quite of completely disrupts the Light Snow / Sasame Yuki aesthetic. I would have liked it much better light blue or simply white.#What else. The way the Guild just goes on at stereotypes still troubles me a lot. The “usamericans can't be touched by laws–#because they use money to corrupt anyone” “foreign criminal organization come in our country to corrupt our pure and untouched soil”#Idk. Maybe all of it is true. Can it still be deemed a stereotype when it's objectively something that's happened before–#and will probably keep happening?#I suppose I'm just not a fan of the constant hostility against any foreigner. Idk.#This situation besides is extremely ironical. If you meet me irl it probably won't take long to see me being very outspoken about–#how much I despise usa cultural colonization of all other countries. It's something that really bothers me‚ how rooted and pervasive–#their influence is. So in a lot of ways I can relate to the author's sentiment#I just feel that. If you start treating them as stereotypes and ignore the complexity of a country and the wide spectrum of causes–#that contribute to its attitude in international relations. You end up practicing precisely what you're trying to criticize.#Okay this is the last time I'm getting into the politics of the Guild arc lol#random rambles#This time I took watching the episode slow I feel a little late
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theblogof-rassilon · 2 months
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Hello Rassilon. Apologies for the deception but I rather wanted to make sure you started reading, so I thought it best not to announce myself. I'm assuming you're alone; you always did prefer to read your Asks in private. I wouldn't try too hard to stop reading, there's every likelihood you'll just hurt yourself. So just listen.
Anon ask of Omega (Your Ex) regarding Rassilon's current partners. Ask begins.
I hope you'll forgive me the self-indulgence, but I have worked so very hard for this moment, a culmination of two centuries of work. It's rare that you get the chance to monologue through another, and you can't tell me you're not curious.
Why does an ex seek to talk about their former partner's lovers?
It's a simple enough answer: for satisfying one's curiosity. Uninspired, perhaps, but my god. The discovery, not simply of the variety of partners you take interest in, but that you would quite willingly date the teacher of one of Gallifrey's most infamous children.
It's a strange thing to know about an ex, but the fascination, Rassilon, the fascination of it all. I have dedicated my afterlife to handing myself knowledge of these partners, and I feel nothing but satisfaction in this choice.
I believe there are far more people in this world that would catch your eye than you would ever guess. And I have preceeded all of them.
Of course, their desires did not manifest overnight. When Tumblr first gathered your romantic intereste – Borusa, Banthony, and the rest – to discuss and hypothesize on the nature of their love for you, I felt what I believe we all felt: jealousy, and anger.
But as attention on Tumblr increased in number and discussion on the greatest partner for you emerged, I began to develop a very specific concern. Banthony was so obsessed with his ideas on you and his marriage, even as our fellows began to flirt and confess our love to you ourselves.
I began to worry that if Banthony successfully attempted to catch your gaze, then I would be as much a victim as any, trapped in the nightmare landscape of a twisted world without your love.
At first, I attempted prevention, but the cause seemed hopeless. The only way to ensure I did not suffer the tribulations of what I believed to be an inevitable confession of love was to stop my own feelings of love. So what began as an experiment soon became a race. I would make you fall in love with Banthony before professing your love to anyone else, therefore eliminating what myself or Borusa's feelings may be.
And there, I think, we are brought just about up to date. I have enjoyed our little trip down memory lane, but past here lies only a happy future for you and Banthony.
Goodbye, Rassilon
- Omega xoxo
I- I don't know what to say.
Omega, if this is really you, if you somehow, by every twist and turn of fate imaginable, survived this long in some form... My love for you has always been the greatest of any I have felt. Never have I loved another in the way I loved you.
But that is in the past. I have to stop letting you hold me back. I made my decision that fateful day; I did what I had to do to reach the top, to shape this society- our society, our dream- in the way that it must be shaped. Gallifrey could never have had two rulers. You knew this going in. And, best of all, dearest love, you knew that I would not be able to stand a threat to my power and my control. So, as much as I loved you, Omega, my sweet Ohm, my darling Peylix, I had to let you go. For us, for our home, for our people, for our dream. For Gallifrey. We would both be dead and gone by now if I had not, but now, you live on in your beautous creations, and in our shared society. Look at our children. At what we have created. This must be enough.
Oh, but my darling, you never could be so easily satisfied.
That is why I loved you. And that is why I had to let you go.
If this really were you, I would say, dearest Ohm, that I am glad you are able to let me go. I know that must be exceedingly difficult. But, I am happy with Borusa, and I do not love Banthony. If I did not have Borusa to think of, perhaps things would be different, and I would honour your wishes. Perhaps, then, you may finally find peace.
I am truly sorry that I must leave you trapped in your death, but you will never be in a world without my love. My love for you transcends the grave- and yes, I know, it must be your grave, my darling, for you cannot have survived beyond. I know, in my hearts, that you are gone and that this cannot be from you, not really, for you are lost to all but my memory.
Goodbye, my love. For whatever isn't left of you, for whatever could have been- my love for you persists even now, across regenerations and across death and across time.
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