#rambeling

[thelunarsystemwrites]

Beach day AU.

So basically it's Errors fault.

It started with a four way war. Between the Star Sanses, (Ink, Dream, Swap.) The Bad Sanses, (Killer, Nightmare, Horror, Murder.) The Resistance, (Lust, Fell, Sci, Farm, Geno.) And Error.

So all these guys are battling it out for a LONG time, until everyone slowly kinda realized this was getting them no where.

Eventually, after years of this, Nightmare and Dream call for a truce. The resistance agreed with ease, and error 'agreed.'

Errors plan, was to get everyone gathered in one spot, then he'd open up a portal to a very glitched out AU that should cost them all enough HP to dust.

Well, while everyone was signing it, he set up his strings and pulled on them, opening a huge portal below everyone and causing them all to fall into it.

Annndddd it uh, turns out the AU wasn't corrupted in the way he thought it was.

Nope, instead the AU was completely void of any Humans or monsters. And, they couldn't use their normal/most magic there. All of them had landed on this like, island in a place that resembled Hawaii. There was a lot of beach houses, though empty. And uh.

They all forgot how they got there.

So! Some other Sanses fall in later down the line, and they've all ended up rooming in the houses, which we got:

Dream and Nightmare.

Swap and Lust.

Fell and Sci.

The Bad trio. (<- Also to confirm. I'll be using the name Murder for Dust sans in this AU!)

Farm and Ccino (<- he falls in later on.)

Error and Geno.

Anndd Ink constantly switches between the houses!

The AU mostly focuses on then doing a lot if beach stuff, bonding, crack and fluff.

But also healing. It's about Murder learning he's allowed nice things, it's about Lust overcoming his struggles and unhealthy relationship with relationships, it's about Nightmare and Dream mending ages of trauma. It's about Error learning to love things and Ink learning it's okay to not love in the same way everyone else does. It's about Farm helping Horror build a healthy relationship with food. And more.

It's a healing AU. They're all trapped here, and have to face their inner demons, but at their own pace.

They're healing, and that's what the Beach Day AU is about.

Here's a WIP sketch of NM amd Dream!

Credits to the AUs!

#undertale au #Beach day Au #alternate universe #Au #nightmare sans #dream sans #murder sans #horror sans #killer sans #error sans #ink sans #farm sans #ccino sans #swap sans #fell sans #sci sans #lust sans #Healing au #Bonding #Fluff #My au #rambeling #writing

[ygodmyy20]

Opps this post got forgotten! But if I don't post it today when will I!?

Okay so, I've been thinking for awhile on the question: why do I like terumob and why did it take over my brain? What is it about it...what caught my interest. As someone who was very NOT into ships when i first got into mp100, why did I crashland into this one?

This post has been in progress for like....weeks now? Nearly a month? 3 months? Yea.

Okay so. Here we go. THOUGHTS! On terumob and why the fuck I like it. Below the cut.

Like I mentioned, when I first finished Mob Psycho 100 in June of this year I wasn't into any ship. I was actually REALLY NOT into ships. I really liked gen. I wanted to explore the characters and I loved the complex relationships between everyone but I didn't want it to be overshadowed by romance. I purposely steered clear of any and all ship art.

But then I started to see some TeruMob fanart and I was like "Aw man, they are so cute and squishy." And I started to like them....just a lil bit. ONLY A LITTLE BIT.

BUT then I read more Teru-centric fics, read Teru analysis' and then I was like. Oh shit, Teru is 100% so into Mob it's like....this kid has it bad. He has a major crush. And even on the rewatch I am like WOW yep, confirmed in my brain, Teru has it bad. The subtext of his pinning is JUST so there for me. I didn't even have to look hard for it. I suddenly was very in on the Teru-one-sidded part of the ship.

But here's the thing, I'm not a big fan of ships like that... feels too unrequited. Hard for me to really like it. I need to have some level of something from both sides. Just how I am.

So that still leaves the question.

When and how does Shiego liking Teru work? Is there any subtext for that or am I just making it all up because I want the ship to work for me?

(which also is fine ya'll, no judgement if you ship two characters that barely interact, thats the fun of fandom stuff!)

I mean, all things considered, Shigeo likes Tsubomi. Scratch that, he REALLY likes Tsubomi. Shiego loves very strongly, like all his emotions. And he definitely likes Teru, they are good friends, so I kept thinking: where and how does that cross into a crush to me, for these characters?

Teru cares a lot, he adores Shigeo—Shigeo is kind, he is powerful, he is everything Teru wants to be. But are there places where I see this same level of intensity from Shigeo?

Annnnnnnnd then I got to their fight in season 3.

Everything Shiego did to Teru was so pointed. So raw and angry. Like I said, I think Shigeo feels his feelings very strongly and, I don't know, just the fact that he PERSUED Teru to humiliate him EXACTLY in the same way again, tells me that their first meeting had an intense impact on him. We don't see a lot of his feelings on his meeting with Teru, besides the brief ??? in that episode. After meeting Teru, it's just...life goes on as normal for them. But deep down I don't think Shigeo ever really tackled his complex feelings about Teru and their first meeting.

So it all comes out, its all be stewing for AGES, and what comes out is mean. It's aggressive. It's almost sarcastic? It's what happens when we let things chew us up inside and comes out all twisted.

Teru evoked such a strong reaction from Shigeo, even if Shigeo didn't admit it or express it, that I can't help but think, after things have settled, after he has spent more time adjusting to his whole self...after they both take time to really examine themselves and grow....

....that Shigeo wouldn't develop stronger feelings for this boy who also turned his world upside down. Who made him feel such strong emotions, who changed his world too.

Teru was forever changed by meeting another esper his age.

I think Shiego was too.

And I think where I started to love them was after the finale, after Teru's acceptance of Shiego for who he was.

I don't want to pigeonhole any of the espers into only being able to date other espers. But I also....yes, Shiego is a normal kid, but he is also Shiego.

Teru is a person who understands the strength it takes to keep that power, who has seen Shiego at all sides. His best and his worst.

But gosh this scene....

OUGHGGH

JUST THROW ME IN A RIVER WHY DON"T YOU

Yeah this whole scene just.....just yea. OUGH.

But yeah I just feel like Teru's crush would only grow after that. He would see Shigeo as a person over an all powerful esper.

While I like to think Shigeo's would develop over time and them smack into him like a runaway freight train. Because Shigeo FEELS so strongly, for all his emotions. He feels sadness strongly, he feels love strongly, he feels anger strongly—he just feels everything SO strongly. That is why he is powerful, that is why he is who he is, that is why ??? became what it is.

Anyway. My thoughts have ended and that's all i got. Thanks for coming to my ted talk of rambling mess that has been in progress for months that I realized whelp with the anniversary of the end of S3 nearly here, mind as well post it.

#mp100 analysis #terumob #maybe not analysis #more like how did I get here #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #rambeling #rambling thoughts that need to get out of my brain #god damn these two and their UGH feelings #shigeo kageyama #teruki hanazawa

[sharenadraculea]

So, I‘m thinking about Azula, Mai and Ty Lee (but mostly Azula) and how they are treated by both canon and the fandom as one does and remembered a scene I once saw in a ww2-documentary as one does. So if you would allow me to go on a tangent:

One of the last surviving recordings of Hitler is him handing out medals to child soldiers in Berlin. And it‘s these tiny children -Hitler has to bend down to be on eye level with some of them-, maybe twelve or fourteen year old, in uniforms that are too big, in a ruined city, pretending that they are adults and trying to be proud about getting these medals. A child that was twleve or fourteen in 1945 would have literally no memories from before the Nazis took over. They would have had no real chance to get away from the brainwashing. They spent the last five years living through a global war and their country was clearly loosing when they got those medals. The red army were nearly at Berlin or allready there -I can‘t remember when the recording was done exactly- and there weren‘t enough adults to throw at the enemy, so little kids were forced to fight a fight they could not win.

And in my opinion this is much more how especially Azula should have been portrayed: a brainwashed child with no knowledge of how the world was before the fire nation was before they started commiting genocides, forced to fight in a global war by a horrible dictator and told that this is good and that she is good for doing the fighting. Not a complete monster that was born evil and should just be killed.

She is a fucking child for heavens sake!

#atla #avatar the last airbender #princess azula #azula #rambeling #tw ww2

[merochu-blog]

I love Fearne. Her character has so much to it when you look below the surface.

She's the most motherly of the group, taking care of mister. She tries to be a good mother, there for him, unlike what she went through. She drops a lot of little hints at this. Calling him her child, and when talking to her own mother. "I'm there for him. I've turned out to be a pretty good mother." She is being the mother she wanted for herself growing up.

She also was the one to hold FCG and Imagine together when they separated. She made sure they stayed grounded. Granted, she gave up being the glue holding them together as soon as they were doing better, and we saw her own thoughts on the matter after, how she had her own doubts about the split, but she NEVER let that show and stayed level headed when she was leading them.

Just some thoughts on my fav Fey girl

#fearne calloway #critical role #campaign 3 #bells hells #critical role c3 #rambeling

[batskye27]

I just now rememberd what a beautiful scene the spray bottle scene in Good Omens season 1 was. Like he had the whole situation under control with such confidence and the only thing that gave it away was one drop of water! I love this scene so much. It was established that he likes plants and we have seen him use the spray bottle before. The whole time i was just on the edge of my seat thinking.

‘did he really have more holy water? He could not have more, right?’

And then the wordless reveal of the water on his hand!! Peak writing. Beautiful. Art. I love it! I wish to write like this everyday!

#good omens #the spray bottle is so iconic!!! #i love this whole scene!!! #and its even better when you consider the headcanon of Hastur thinking it was real after seeing Crowley in holy water and not dying #its art #ranting #rambeling

[cinematiclinguist]

whenever i do something embarrassing or clumsy i feel like i’m obese. i’m not, in real life im a normal weight, but when i drop something in the bus, when i say something wrong, when i stutter or when i trip and fall. i suddenly feel like im morbidly obese and everyone looking at me are judging me and my humongous shape.

#food for thought #word vomit #rambeling #i feel fat

[macverse]

I got kudos on a fic I honestly thought I'd get dragged for! And there are 200 hits on What You Can See Now!!!

anytime there are notes on anything I post I am amazed.

I really thought I was gonna get hate for Backstage Pass considering...everything at the moment. UM, anyway...when I thought of the story it wasn't the actual end. I thought through the whole thing cause my brain won't let me not. I don't think I'm brave enough to write the beginning but there was this adorable part when Y/N door dashed a bunch of snacks and random things to Justin's hotel room so that the condoms wouldn't stand out in the order. mild food fight, giggles and chocolate smeared on skin happened. I also don't feel comfortable writing more on my Justin headcanon. he's basically been the physical embodiment of most of the males I write up until y'all got me writing Evans' fic. I've spent a lot of time analyzing who I think he is. it may or may not be correct. I'll never know but if I do find out WOW y'all will most likely hear about it. could you imagine! speaking of Evans, how about that spoiler I mentioned for the next part of the "What You..." series. I'm sorry I never posted it. I've more than I'd had then so I hope you'll forgive me. I got accepted at a new job and things got crazy!

spoilers below the cut (just in case you want to be spoiler-free and wait patiently for me to potentially post this in January cause I have a Christmas fic in mind)

--- Chris POV I'd never expected to see her that day at that park. I never expected to be there. I need to get out, to go somewhere full of people to drown out the ache of Y/N missing from my mind. Thinking back now, it's almost as if some part of me knew she was there and didn't want to push her out of my thoughts. Some part of me must have wanted Y/N back at the center of my focus. What is it that they say? You always see your ex on the days you look like shit? I wasn’t exactly looking like shit but I know I wasn’t looking my best. I almost didn't go out. I'd barely left my house save for food and beer since coming back home. When I did, I only wanted to be alone. Alone with my thoughts. Alone with my sorrow. Alone with my pain. I wasn't taking care of myself and I didn't care but I could see it in my mother's eyes. I wasn't a wreck but I wasn't the man I'd become. I wasn't the man I had been changing into because Y/N was gone. She was the thing that was molding me, making me into the version of me I didn't know I was chasing. Without her, there was no reason to be him anymore. There was no reason to change. I was losing who I wanted to be at the same time as I was becoming consumed with thoughts of losing her. Although I never thought I'd see her, despite my friend's text, I can't say that I hadn't thought about what I'd say to her if by some chance I did see her. I thought it would be my only shot to get her back. I knew I needed to tell her how sorry I was. How much I needed her in my life. How empty I felt now that she was gone. How meaningless everything felt without her. I knew I needed to tell her but I never thought I would get the opportunity. I hadn't thought that the idea of getting her back could be real until I saw her sitting there. I knew I needed her. Y/N,  she was it for me. If I could tell her, I thought maybe something might change. I didn't know if it would work. As much as I realized right then that I wanted her back, I thought I deserved to have had her leave me, to be alone. I thought this was what I got for not paying attention, for not loving Y/N the way that I should. But seeing her sitting there, gazing in my direction, looking at me without seeing me. It was as if the universe put us in each other's way. As if it was saying, ‘Here she is and here you are. We put you in the same place and now it's up to you to complete your story.’

How could I ignore that?

---

so what do we think? please, I really think this might be a shit story. help!

#writing #thank you #thoughts #spoliers #writers on tumblr #ao3 #ao3 author #ao3 writer #ao3 fanfic #chris evans fanfiction #nsync fan fiction #bts #rambeling

[hackedby]

I do like the classic jokes about the bad tips people give us when we say we have any kind of mental issues. "Do sports" etc. etc. etc. But we should make jokes about the fact that they're trying to give tips at all. Only thing they should do is saying something like "I'm sorry you have to deal with this". That's it. Everything after that is not your business when I don't ask for it. But I never experienced such a reaction. ^^

#rambeling

[miep-morp]

Tumbler needs to give me the option to make eternal polls I want my polls to be available to be answered for the rest of time and beyond I want to see how statistics shift over the eons 1 week is way to short in comparison to ethernaty

#polls #mybopinion #rambeling #whatever tag would fit here

[thelunarsystemwrites]

Greek gods UTMV AU!

okay so I was in the shower, and thought of two AUs, and I'm discussing the first one in the post!

so basically all the sanses are teenagers, (ranging from 13 - 16/17) ans they're all in a group chat, they're online friends. Normal teen au stuff, right?

Well, the twist is. They all have one thing in common—They're all reborn gods, Greek gods specially. (...and maybe other things reborn-)

(YES I KNOW nearly all the Greek gods did awful, or problematic things. The kids have NO memory of their past lives, nor ARE they those specific gods. They're reborn, and independent from like, let's say Zeus.)

None of them know, but they all have powers relating to their past life. Which, here's who I've come up with so far.

Lust — Reborn Aphrodite. (Note: Lust is a closeted Transfem!)

Nightmare - Reborn Artemis. (Note: he's aroace! And also in his passive form.)

Dream - Reborn Apollo.

Reaper - Reborn Hades.

Sci - Reborn Athena.

Dust, Killer, and Horror - Reborn three fates. (Note, they may end up becoming reborn gods if I change it later.)

Bird Tale sans - Reborn Zeus.

And I'll add more later one! I don't know what I'll call the AU, so for now it's AurelaTale

#AurelaTale #undertale au #undertale alternate timeline #Utmv #lust sans #nightmare sans #dream sans #reaper sans #science sans #dust sans #killer sans #horror sans #greek mythology #greek gods #rambeling #My au #Transfem lust

[ygodmyy20]

Rewatching Mob Psycho - The Marathon Episode

We watched the marathon episode yesterday. Yep was just as intense as I remember. The emotional whiplash was far more a slap in the face than I remember. And I half expected my fiancé to be more stressed about it, but he was actually just on the edge of his seat eager to watch more. Which makes sense, the series when watching it for the first time really starts to ramp up speed here.

And I’m over here sinking into the couch through the whole fire scene because I’m like “I’ve thought about this scene so much, what if Dimple wasnt there, what if Dimple couldn’t convince him” and it just woah changed that whole shit for me.

Also after finding those roughs the other day, and being able to see Shigeo's expression I was like jebuz Christ this shit is so much more intense now.

If you want to see it it’s here. The fucking details on it are so intense.

Also 100% obsession Shigeo was more scary than I remember. Maybe it's been awhile since i watched those scenes but yeah, in the context of rewatching the series and just going through the last few episodes, that level of anger felt both justified and also more scary.

Makes me REAL excited for the end of season 2.

Also I can't wait to get to the last episode with my fiancé. I'm going to be a WRECK.

#mp100 #rambeling #rewatching #thoughts #the marathon episode #and again #as i mentioned in previous tags #what the fuuuuuck Shou???? #mob psycho 100

[mmd-ask-italy]

Tomorrow going to a con. Jisy painted my hair for my Sunday cosplay. Finished my saterday. And my casual look for Friday is ready.

Still feels like I am forgetting something but that is usually the case. I am excited for this weekend!

#noffys rambles #convention #rambeling

[wibzenadarksiderwithasoftheart]

This is an awesome ask game! So excited to discover some new fics!✨ A fic you wish you could read again for the first time, please!

Yes It's an awesome ask game! And thanks for asking @palfriendpatine66 ❤️ (Please bear with me and my long answer)

I have many, many fic I wish I could read for the first time again, and many I have read again, and yet it's a hard question.

I'll go with the first fic that comes to my mind because it holds a special place in my heart.

It is the fic that became a turning point for my journey into SW fandom, the point of no return for me. It was while reading this story that I for the first found the inspiration and courage to write and share a SW fic. It might be surprising to some that it's not an obikin, but an anidala and anisoka. Obikin has never been my only ship, quite the contrary.

I wish I could read this story again for the first time because it's brilliant and surprising, and I remember the amazing "aha" experience it was. It's Force Distortion by LadyDae, and I owe so much to this story.

#star wars #ask game #rambeling #please let me have more asks #fic recommendation #also personal

[batskye27]

I need a chair/couch/bed that i can lay in and just fucking shake, like a rocking chair but also not. As in i want it to roll over with me in it and crawl and climb and just scurry around in it until i have lost all sense of where i am and am unsure of what is up and down

#rambeling #ranting #i need this chair #now #please someone gimme

[fennel-tea-and-nightshade]

Headcanons I have regarding SAITF (seeing a god on their true form)

Moros gets a little notification on his phone everytime it happens

And everytime he watches the event directly and/or the after-effects, depending on how fast he can make it

I think he definitely USED to show his own form to mortals and experiment a bit, watch how they react, see what happens etc but witnessing them end it, before it could even start, took the fun out of it. Now he strictly does not show his true form to mortals, because the frustration of them inevitably killing themselves, is greater than the short-lived fun he would get.

Anyway that's why I think he's anti-suicide in general, not just because SAITF, but suicide is essentially mortals trying to escape a "madness-overdose" because they can't take it anymore, and would rather die than be mad. And if I were madness, I would be offended too.

Anyway back to the topic at hand, Eli might be the only mortal who has seen a god in their form, who is currently alive. I don't have evidence for this, but given how high the suicide rates are, it's not too unlikely.

If Eli is the only one who is currently alive , she is not aware of it. I think she knows that suicide is common, but if she knew the actual statistics, her jaw would drop. She doesn't view her being alive as something special.

SAITFs are also incredibly uncommon in general because name me one God that would actually benefit from this or would gain anything. Gods truly get NOTHING out of this, expect the knowledge that they have driven a mortal to madness and then, to 99,9% suicide. I can only imagine this being useful when you hear a personal grudge against a mortal and what to show them their place but.. other than that. These mortals are so mad, not even madness what's to drive them to this point 💀💀💀

#idk how to tag this #SAITF #ig #headcanons #rambeling

[littlelunarislavender]

I SHOULD MAKE AN AGERE-

Oh wait already did that :[

I'm outta ideassss

#rambeling #Agere #sfw interaction only