"Bad End?" Two Boys Are Better Than One AU Ending.
SO! This is a fic for the amazing and lovely, @polyghostfacehours! Sunny is a total fucking joy, we have gotten close over these past few months and she is a fucking rad as hell friend, she and I talked about the idea of a bad end for TBABTO back in August and she chose me to actually write it for her birthday and I was more than happy to give it a go. I went hard as fuck, as per usual and really hope everyone else vibes. This version is the normal reader insert for everyone’s enjoyment but do not worry Sunny has access to the special version with her name written in.
Of course this is very spoiler and context heavy, this is an alternate ending to my massive long form fic Two Boys Are Better Than One, so I would recommend you don’t just go into this blind but hey if you don’t mind spoilers than go in. This is heavy on the angst, with some fluff and some smut.
Hope you all enjoy it but especially that Sunny does! Happy fucking brithday dude, you are the best, love you lots! Let’s get into it!
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Rating. Explicit. Length. 8.6K (I know!) Billy and Stu X FEM! AFAB! Reader. She/Her Pronouns. Poly!Ghostface, TBABTO Verse. Warnings: Angst. Major Character Death. Heavy Violence. Blood. Gore. SO Much Crying. Intense Emotions. Guilt. Nightmares. Not Dealing With Trauma In Healthy Ways. Making Out. Grinding. Kissing. Threesome. Blow Job. Vaginal Fingering. Cunnlingus. Panty Snatching. Fluff. Reminiscing. Sweetness. Exposition. Reunion.Multiple Orgasms. Praise. Dirty Talk. Body Worship. Cock Worship. Sloppy Seconds. Premature Ejactulation. Begging. Creampie. Face Sitting. Bex’s Lack Of Knowledge Of DBD Coming Through. Age Gap.
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You weren’t supposed to be there.
You were supposed to be at work. Doing the three pm to close shift, supposed to be scooping ice cream and mopping the floor, laughing with co-workers and doing the usual summer job schtick you’d become accustomed to. But tonight you broke away from all that, had something much more important to do, a shift change to facilitate it and you made your way to your destination.
The horrible and cold rain started on the way, an awful storm, one that hadn’t been in the forecast, didn’t matter that the water soaking into your clothes was heavy and constricting, didn’t matter you almost ate fucking shit a few seperate times on your way, you simply HAD to do it, had to go talk to and see them. Everything had been so terrible so far this summer and with your anniversary coming up, you just needed to resolve this, a phone call wouldn’t do, you simply had to see them in person.
You didn’t let them know you were coming.
Too worried that they wouldn’t be there, would be out on purpose, or talk you into not coming.
So you went without telling them you’d be coming by.
You weren’t supposed to be there.
Finally you showed up, and it happened so fast once you were actually inside. It was so dark, the power must have gone out, you heard a noise in the kitchen and crept your way there and as soon as you crossed the threshold from hardwood to tile strong hands were on you. Hand over your mouth and the reaction of you struggling was automatic and then it didn’t stop, they didn’t stop, holding you, talking down to you, mocking and condescending, they were in those costumes and a knife was pressed to you and it felt wrong.
You’d been in this position before countless times of costumed and role play fun but this here, was off, different and along the way you realized that yes, it was. They didn’t know it was you. They thought you were Tatum Riley and the immense fear swapped to relief, but only for a moment because yes, while you weren’t Tatum, they didn’t know that. In the dark and with your mouth covered, you might as well be Tatum and not their sweet girlfriend.
They laid out different ways they could kill you, each awful and terrifying. You cried, they mocked you more, you struggled less, fear if you made the wrong move it would spell disaster.
It all led so fast to this one conversation, them asking, talking as if you weren’t there and crying and shaking, about if they should get your opinion on how you should die.
“Who cares what she thinks?” Your heart sinking, “You make a compelling argument, who gives a fuck what a bitch like her wants?”
You fought hard, they handled you easily, calling you a, “Feisty little thing.” And then the first cut to your thigh was made and you sobbed, still struggling, still fighting. You were so terrified at this moment, and then finally that question was asked, “Should we let her? Let her get out some last words?”
You nodded furiously, you wanted nothing more, the one behind you, still holding you said, “Well she seems to like the idea.” And you prayed and hoped and waited, a soft hum of consideration and then, the worst possible thing, the one in front of you said. “Nah. Fuck her.”
That is when the knife drove forward.
Right into your stomach.
It felt as if all the air was sucked out of your lungs, sobbing into the hand covering your mouth as you lurched forward, eyes squeezing shut, hands balled into fists, the pain was blinding and all consuming. It hurt and blood leaked out around the blade in a similar fashion that tears leaked from your eyes, you tried to scream, key word there is try, it didn’t work with your mouth covered as it was. The knife was pulled out and drove forward again, you tensed and your mind was screaming out the same way you wished you could be.
This couldn’t be happening, it just couldn’t, it was all too unbelievable, too awful, truly unthinkable, shit had gotten fucked lately sure but this?
Them killing you?
God no, you knew them, or well, you thought you had, were sure you knew them better than this and yet here you were, being run through. More pain than you thought it was possible for a human to feel at that moment, the knife coming back out and then forward again and the blood had soaked your shirt and your shorts, could feel it running in thick rivlets down your thighs. The sound of it was awful, and it felt like the only thing you could hear until a voice cut through the pain, a voice you recognized, the one behind you, it was Stu. He was saying, “Fuck, Billy, you just gonna play with her or what?”
Stu was holding you, gagging you, preventing you from doing anything but taking it, sweet and sensitive Stu has his arms around you as Billy, fucking heaven above it was Billy, stabs into you.
The knife moves, your insides stir in a way that makes you gag, how have you not passed out yet? You weren’t trying to scream anymore, just small and weak pained moans leaving you, didn’t have any screams left, or so you thought until the knife dragged up, gutting you.
Groin to sternum.
The feeling of your organs spilling out made you even sicker, blood was leaking out of your mouth, iron and salt coating your tongue and the hand finally moved, and you didn’t sound like yourself, wet and pathetic, and Billy said, “There? That playing?” He asked, and the feeling of wet and soft internal tissue falling over your thighs and around your feet and all over the floor made you gag yet again and sob and try to say something, anything to show it was you, not like it mattered right now, you doubted even if someone tended to you immediately that you couldn’t be saved.
Your mind was a swirl of emotions, of pain, betrayal and too many things to list and you were so out of it you weren’t aware of them watching you struggle, or rather, more listening to you struggle, it was so dark, no way they could make anything out clearly. If they could, then they would have known it was you and never would have done this. You fell to your knees, now with their hands off you couldn’t support yourself, you were feeling weak, feeling cold. The illogical urge to do something overtook.
As your hands fumbled, tried futilely to scoop your organs back into you, it made them laugh when they realized what you were doing, “Oh yeah, that’ll help-”
“Ha! Yeah, you just gotta get them back in, that’ll fix it.”
They were so awful, this is how they did it, this is how they killed, fucking hell, and you used to get off on this in the abstract. If you knew how awful the reality was you probably would have re-think your sexual practices.
And then hands were on you, the knife came up and your throat was slashed and that is how it happened. You choking on your own blood, organs laying in between your thighs on the tiled kitchen floor, hands trying to stay the blood spilling from your neck and that one last coherent thought was:
“I’m not supposed to be here.”
You slumped over and that was that. It was all over.
The power eventually comes back on.
They hadn’t done anything with your body. Couldn’t clean up or do anything in the dark. It was over an hour later when the lights came back on. They make their way to the kitchen, ready to do what was needed, what they had talked about previously. It was usual, they were talking about something else entirely, Stu was looking at Billy as he was talking about what they should do for dinner after this but he was stopped short by two things. One Billy's expression falling and two his hand landing in the middle of Stu's chest, gesturing out, to look at something and he does, looking away from the brunette's face to the body on the floor.
To you.
It was so clearly and so obviously, you.
You were long dead. Body cold. No mistaking it.
You weren't supposed to be here.
Stu is just wide eyed, mouth falling open, he can't process what he is seeing, he begins to shake, saying softly over and over again, "No, no, no, no-" as if denying it would somehow undo the impossible, the irreversible.
Billy looks shocked, he isn't saying a thing, he is frozen in place and soon Stu isn't next to him anymore, he is striding forward and he falls to his knees and wants to touch you but hesitates, nothing he will do will help but he can't help it and starts trying to do something, fucking anything but touching you feels wrong. You feel wrong, the very skin he has loving traced over and kissed countless times doesn't feel like yours, there is no warmth and the color is all wrong and that particular softness isn't present, it's all wrong.
He can't look away, eyes on your face, eyes totally glazed over, not a single hint of light or life, the blood that had spilled from your mouth, he could see the handprint, his handprint from holding over your mouth, the mix of your blood and the other person they killed earlier. One of his fingers traced the long dried track of tears that had fallen down your cheek.
And then his own tears start falling and he isn't sobbing, no he's just crying, just tears falling, heavy breathing.
You weren't supposed to be here.
It was a nightmare, that's it, this all had to be some awful and terrible dream and it's at that moment that Billy finally comes over and tries to pull Stu away and Stu fights him on it. Tries to shrug him off, refusing to let go of you, keeping hands on you even if it's no longer you, even if you feel off and it's making him sick.
"Lemme go, stop, fucking stop! Lemme GO BILLY!”
Then that is when Billy breaks then and snaps at Stu that you are "-GONE! She is fucking gone man."
Stu sobs then, he stops struggling, Billy pulling on him but Stu isn’t getting up, he is still knelt beside you, total dead weight, refusing to leave.
Billy insists they have to deal with the body like they originally planned, stick to the plan then it will all be fine and he can't accept it, he is shell shocked, he can’t deal with the reality of it. “We have to go! We gotta clean this up and get rid of the body-”
Stu refuses, cuts him off harshly, he is fully sobbing and his hands are soaked in your blood as he snaps back at him, “How can you SAY that about her?! Just get rid of her?!”
“It’s not her anymore!” Stu gasps, “Not her anymore?!” The fight starts and it is so awful.
The big thing that they keep coming back to is the same thing that was your last thought.
“She wasn’t supposed to be here!”
As if it mattered. As if it would change a single thing. It didn’t matter where you were supposed to be and who was supposed to be here in your place because the fact was that you were dead on Stu’s kitchen floor and it was all their fault.
Billy wants to cover it up. Stu doesn’t, it’s unthinkable, he tells him "NO! We are done, this is fucking done!" He doesn’t stop, he rants, “We went way too fucking far, this should have ended a long time ago man!”
“What are you talking about, Stu?”
And all his feelings come out at once, “I’m talking about the fact I didn’t really want to do this, I never REALLY wanted to do this-”
Billy cut him off and yelled, “YOU SUGGESTED IT! All of this was your idea, YOU suggested killing Marueen-” and Stu attempts to shove Billy back, hating how close he was, “AS A JOKE!”
Billy’s hands are on Stu’s wrists, holding him as he is looking into his eyes, Stu’s face is still wet, he hasn’t really stopped crying, he breaks more, a sob of, “-as a fucking joke.” A deep breath that steadies him a little and he continues, “You were hurting and I loved you and I wanted to make the hurt stop so I joked about it but YOU made it serious, you wanted more and I saw it in your eyes and fuck, I couldn’t say no!”
Everything out in the open the fight continues, it escalates and keeps going, shouting and then Stu lets it out, wants to turn them to turn themselves in. Billy questioned him, and Stu told him, “I think we deserve it.”
Stu is destroyed, he is looking at Billy but you are cold on the floor right behind him and the knowledge of that weighs heavily and makes him sick. “I wanna forget all of this, abandon the whole thing, I don’t want this, I don’t want it-”
Billy cannot believe how fucked tonight has gotten, everything, absolutely everything falling out from under him.
"You can't mean this!-" And Stu responded so fast, "Yes I fucking do! I-I really do, I can't go through with the rest, we should be in jail for this, just fucking look around!"
Billy is just as upset, he is fucked up over all of this but he doesn't want to go to jail, he tries to talk Stu out of it, pulling on his clothes, using every single thing he can think of to convince him. Goes on and on, and what changes the fight is him saying, "Do you think y/n would have wanted us to go jail?"
Stu's face twists in anger, "No." Pure hurt as he turns away from Billy, looking down at your body. "But I don't think y/n would have wanted us to kill her either."
The fight really picks up then. They start blaming each other. Neither wanting to fully accept it is both their faults or their own fault at all. “I wanted to include her! I wanted to tell her! But you wouldn’t let me!”
More shoving, pacing, wandering around and more tears, on both sides.
It kept going until Billy said, "YOU said Tatum was coming! What was she even doing here?!"
Stu laughed, “Fucking rich man, really top notch stuff, yeah NONE of this-” he said gesturing to the kitchen around them, the blood on this clothes, you on the floor. “-would be happening if it weren’t for you! None of this would matter, we wouldn’t be having this fight, she wouldn’t be dead, if it wasn’t for YOU wanting to get some fucked up revenge on the Prescotts!”
Billy’s hands were in Stu’s shirt, tugging on it, so much, anger, seeing red, “The fuck you just say?!"
Stu ripped Billy’s hands away as he spat, "You heard me!"
It went on for way too long.
Eventually, Billy managed to talk Stu into taking care of your body, couldn’t leave you there, had to deal with it and soon. Somehow they got through dealing with your body. Stu held it together surprisingly well, went almost emotionless as they both worked together in realtuve silence, until after your body had been disposed of, he broke he cried again, "Her fucking family, they aren't going to have a body to bury, what are they gonna say-"
Billy offered his arms out and Stu allowed it. Their last hug. Stu clung to him and Billy held him close, and he allowed himself to cry too.
Their relationship ended that same night.
The idea of continuing without you is crazy. Even if they still had feelings for eachother, that didn't matter, they both did it but couldn't admit their parts or wrong doings. Couldn't forgive each other.
Eventually Billy talks Stu out of turning them both in, it took a lot of convincing but finally Stu listened and relented. Even if it might have just been to get Billy to stop and leave him alone. He didn’t want to see him anymore, it was far too painful, an awful reminder, the whole town was, all of this was. Having to be around as everyone frantically searched for you, of course thinking you were missing but with the year that Woodsboro had, the longer you were missing, the more obvious what had happened became.
They drop the rest of the plan.
No big finale'. Sidney and her dad live. Billy and Stu get out of town asap, go to seperate schools for college. Stu gets a totally different apartment than the one he and Billy and hopefully you were gonna live in. Can't bear the thought of living there alone. They both leave town without a formal goodbye, Stu leaves a box of Billy’s shit on his porch for him. Clothes and movies and cds, books and personal items just haphazardly thrown into worn cardboard without care and that hurt Billy more than the lack of goodbye. Stu always cared about Billy, the fact he didn't now, it made something in his chest ache.
College isn't easy.
Stu is plagued by guilt and nightmares and becomes a lot less happy and energetic. He becomes more withdrawn and closed off, less like the him he was when you were all together. It’s hard for him. Especially because he went to the school you all planned to attend together, he thought he could handle it and so Billy went to a different college. Handling it was tougher than he realized, much tougher, he transferred after the first year to a different college.
Billy trusts even less than he did previously, and doesn't let anyone else in. He doesn’t date, he will have drunken and drug fueled hook-ups at parties but doesn’t date or is serious with anyone. He misses you and Stu too much, he doesn’t try to think about it or linger on it, tries to fill his life with meaningless shit to prevent the hurt and guilt and everything else from settling back in.
Stu tries but doesn’t really feel ready to date much. He just isn't over you or Billy and is terrified of hurting anyone else by letting them get close, feels like he doesn't deserve to be close to anyone else either.
Somehow, some way they both get through their respective times at college and life goes on. Stu gets help, he goes to therapy and while he obviously cannot disclose everything, he deals. He processes and while not everything is fixed, and probably never will be, he is better. Billy chose instead to bury everything, deep as he could.
It’s years later. They both truly never thought they would see each other ever again, it’s an accident, neither of them knew that the other would be back in town at the same time, why would they?
After both looking across the bar a little too long they actually approach each other and they talk. At first it is a little awkward but they talk and talk and end up getting drunk together.
They got caught up on what they missed, it had been nearly eight years since they’d last talked so there was a lot to go over. To start it is just talking about college and general life shit. The conversation pivots when Stu admits he went to therapy, got help, Billy tenses at this until Stu tells him that of course he never spilled all the details, they were fine but more than that, he is fine, doing much better.
After talking about that but it goes on and they hash out the rest, late in the back booth of this bar in hushed tones they talk about what happened. They both really go over it, had been thinking about it so much and with perspective and time they realized that they are both at fault. They both admit too, after hours of talking, that they never stopped thinking about each other, never stopped missing each other.
They both feel good after that first night of talking. So it doesn’t stop. More meetings and more conversations happen.
And as fucked up as it all is they both are the only thing that has ever made sense to each other. Even with how they both acted, how messed up it all was and did some of the worst shit when they were together they also brought out the best in each other so often.
They feel like only they understand each other.
Who else could ever understand or accept everything that happened and all that they did? No one could, no way could they be as open and honest with anyone else the way they can be on their own, just them, just Billy and Stu.
They don't wanna drag anyone else into their fucked up mess. Only they get what they have been through, can't subject someone else to them and lie and cover up.
It felt good to talk and so they still didn't stop. They slowly start to put the pieces back together and continue going over what happened and the conversations are mixed, sometimes about stuff currently going on in their lives, lighter things, jokey and fun and other times much more heavy and serious and about you.
They start to talk so much about you and when that day comes around, the anniversary of the day you died they visit your grave, the official one, your family had laid out, set up with the nice headstone even though the grave didn’t have your body in it. Your family eventually gave up hope on you just being missing and had to face the reality, even if your body was never recovered they still set up this grave site for you. Billy and Stu go late, they don't want to run into any friends or family.
Neither of them could bring themselves to visit it before now.
They talk again. This time to you. Both staring down at the grave, side by side, not looking at one and other, as if it would make the conversation easier. Stu started.
“Hey y/n.” He let out a shaky exhale and Billy added on a quiet, “Hey”
What could they even say? They both felt so much in the moment and then it became so obvious, Stu continued, he said, “Sorry it took so long for us to visit.” The tone made Billy laugh a little, made it a bit easier and so it continued. They told you about what you had missed, what had happened with them and when it got particularly hard Billy reached out, held Stu’s hand, initiated that point of contact to help ground the both of them.
It worked.
That night they forgive each other and get back together.
Billy gets help with Stu’s prompting, and Billy does better too, slowly, but he does do better. It feels good, not the same, never the same as they were with you around or even the same as it was before you entered their lives but still they are together again and my fucking God, that is something.
They still talk about you. Reminisce, mostly positive, they keep it light, talk of you on special occasions for the most part. On your birthday, your death day, holidays, looking back on good times.
It was your birthday, they were making that pasta dish you showed them how to make all those years ago, that first full weekend sleepover that was supposed to be a trial run for living together. They both got much more into cooking since getting back together, they loved the times they got to cook with you or when you made food for them, it became a nice bonding activity, a roundabout way of honoring you and it had this habit of making them talk about you along the way. Billy was thinly slicing the garlic as Stu asked wistfully, “Do you remember the night we got donuts?”
Billy smiled as he recalled it, "Oh God yes, I haven't thought about that night in forever."
They both recounted it. A night after summer break had ended, they were hanging out at Stu's place when you called, you sounded so frantic, it scares them at first till they catch up with what you are saying.
“Honey, sweetheart, slow down, what is this about?”
“Donuts! We HAVE to go get some right now!” You were pulling a pair of shorts on, cradling your phone with your shoulder as you told them excitedly, “Donuts? You are being this loud about donuts?” Billy questioned, phone between him and Stu, both listening in.
“Yes! C’mon, I am dying for some, let's go get some.” You insisted and Billy asked, “What’s this about? Why the sudden rush?”
“Am I that obvious?” You sighed, “I was just here at home and thinking about how great summer was and all those late night snack runs we used to do and I miss it, you know? Like why wait for the weekends or when we have breaks off, why can’t we do that whenever the mood strikes?”
You heard some shuffling on the other end and asked, “Billy? Stu? You there?”
“Oh we are, sorry, we are getting out shoes and grabbing the keys.” Billy said it easily and you heard Stu lean in, “Yeah, hope you are dressed, the nearest donut place is a half hour away and they close in less than an hour, we gotta get going.”
They came by and got you and the trip was made with the windows rolled down and playing music too loud as you all were speeding towards your destination, you all made it just under the wire. A box of donuts bought and you all ate it looking up at the stars and talking when you all should have been in bed.
“That night was a lot of fun.” Stu hummed in agreement, “Lotta nights with her were a lot of fun.”
A moment of quiet. Billy fills it before the emotion could turn more negative, he still had a habit of not wanting to linger on the bad. “Do you remember that time we almost got caught having sex in her living room?”
“Fucking Christ. How could I ever forget?” Stu responded with a laugh.
One afternoon, all at your place for once, you were supposed to have a few hours of being home alone.
You were on your back, Stu was between your legs, hands on your hips, had only been inside you for a few minutes, Billy had his fingers in your hair, your head turned to the side as he was lazily fucking into your mouth. All in varying states of undress and enjoying yourself, doing it out in the open on the floor, not having to worry about restraining yourself. Moaning around Billy’s cock, tongue pressed to the underside of his shaft, looking up to him, the view was amazing as always when he was over you like this, his head tipped back, the way he breathed out your name, “Fuck, babe-”, it made you clench around Stu and caused him to move harder, more purpose.
His hand hooked under your knee, pushed your leg up, closer to your chest as he had you. “Love when you squeeze me like that.”
You pulled Billy out of your mouth, hand around the base of his shaft, rubbing the spit soaked head over your cheek as you asked, “What? Like this?” And you repeated the motion, clenching down on him again and it caused Stu to let out a choked moan, he was panting now, “Ye-ah, just like that.”
So you did it again, stroking Billy as you licked and kissed, sucked on him and clenching over and over on Stu, making him moan more and more. It was when he was close, having pulled Billy down, kissing him deeply, still rutting into you, when you heard the garage door.
You all stopped.
He was inside you to the hilt. They both were.
All too stunned and it took you smacking Billy on the thigh, he looked down and you were pushing on his hip, “Shit, sorry.”
He pulled out and you sucked down a deep breath, “Get your clothes and get upstairs, let me stall.” And Stu pulled out, starting to pull up his pants and snatching up his sweater and Billy was grabbing his shirt and his bag as you were pulling your top back down into place.
“Go, go, c’mon.” You rushed and they were off, headed upstairs, and you were looking around, “Where-” you were pulling up the couch cushions, “-the fuck are they?”
You heard the door from the garage to the house start to open and you decided fuck it, you’d find them later. You made sure your skirt was down properly and ran to the door. Que one of the most awkward conversations you ever had with one of your parents, trying to seem unaffected and normal, hoping the sight of you wasn’t obvious as you could feel some of your wetness leaking down your thighs. You pressed your thighs together hoping that it wouldn’t run down past the edge of your skirt. Your parent was just stopping by to get something and were still going back out. It was nerve wracking watching them root around the living room for what they wanted, you prayed they wouldn’t find something out of place to give you away.
Thankfully it was fine and soon they were off and you made your way upstairs. You found your two boys sitting on your bed, “They left. We are alone again.”
You flopped down onto the bed between them and told them that it went fine, when they questioned until you sat up and said, “Yeah it was all good except I gotta find where my panties went before they get home.”
“Oh you mean these ones?” Billy was holding the still damp lacy underwear in front of your face, you reached up to take them and he pulled them away, "Give em back, Loomis!”
He got off your bed, twirling them around one finger, “Nu-uh earned em. Besides you should be thanking me, if I weren’t so into panty snatching you might have gotten caught.” You relented, a heavy sigh and you held out your arms.
“You are so right, however can I thank you?” You asked and they both shared a look that simply screamed ‘let me count the ways-’
“She was the best.” Billy said softly and Stu agreed yet again as they finally sat down with dinner. They ate and talked more about you that night. The lilt of your laugh and how soft you were, how wonderful you were to them. They had a small cake for you, they made it themselves this time and didn’t burn it and shared a toast to your memory.
As long as they are back together they never blame each other again or fight about it or point fingers because they know it was both of their faults.
Sometimes it is more emotional, sometimes they cry, both of them and talk about how much they still miss you. Still visit your grave on occasion and will cry about how you should still be here.
Some mornings they wake up to the sound of rain on the window and the obvious absence between the two of them, the one in the space where you would normally be, it makes them cling to each other tangled in still warm sheets, seeking quiet comfort in each other and holding back tears.
But most of the time they just honor your memory in a positive way.
Then something else happens.
A massive shift, a huge change that they could never have anticipated, didn’t know it was a possibility. They aren’t sure how it takes them or why it wants them as killers but it becomes clear all too soon, because when you died the entity took you too.
They see you first.
You look the same as back then.
It had been ten years and you look the exact same as the last time they saw you except you are alive. You are a bit dirty, the clothes are different but you are alive, and here.
They see you and you don't see them at first and they call out your name, they run to you as they do, “Y/n!?” You turn your head to try and catch who is calling to you and you see them. You gasp and don’t believe it, you are almost frozen in place, it is clearly them, but different, older, “Billy? Stu?”
And then they reach you, breathing a little harder, less than a foot away.
A beat.
They both look at you closer, a few cuts and bruises, but it is for sure you, sweet and young and looking up at them like you feel the same way, cannot believe it and full of far too much emotion, what do you even say in this scenario?
What do you say after all of this?
The accidental killing, the covering up, the separation, the sheer weight of the sins they have committed crushing what remaining relationship they had, the pain, so much pain, years of separation and finally truly accepting you are gone, reuniting and growing once more only to now having their whole lives turned upside down.
Being claimed by the entity and dragged to this awful place. After all they've been through it has been a wild enough ride trying to get a handle on it, on the rules and how it worked and killing again and thinking, asking, why, why, why them but now here you are.
Of course.
The once wasn’t enough, even if it wasn’t on their minds or yours we all know why, killing you once was terrible, the worst and most painful thing any of you had been through, so bringing you here, reuniting you all and them having to kill you over and over as you are forced to exist here? Forced to do trials and that awful song and dance to entertain the fucked up crab God or whatever you want to call it, of course, is there a worse punishment?
But none of you are thinking of that.
They start talking, both at once, rushing and talking over each other, rambling and you can catch a few words, your name and apologies and that they can’t believe it’s your, is it really you? On and on and you step forward, put a hand on each of them and say "I forgive you."
You.
Sweet and perfect and wonderful you, the very first thing you say to them after all this time apart and after dying by their hands, unintentionally but still by their hands all the same, you forgive them. They both stop immediately the second you have your hands on them but you say those three words, “I forgive you.”
You were too much.
Better than either of them felt they deserved.
“You forgive us?”
You nodded, hands gripped tighter, you tugged closer as you started your own rambling, “Of course! I-I dunno how to begin to explain it all but yes, being here, I thought about you both so much and I know I wasn’t who was supposed to be there, I know you never would have done that if you’d known it was me.” You were tearing up, “I missed you both, haven’t stopped thinking about you and you’re here! You’re here now-”
And then they couldn’t help it, scooping you up, and you were right where you should be, between them, pressed in the middle and they both confirmed it, one right after the other, “We’re here now.”
You enjoyed the closeness, it wasn’t even close enough, you tugged and buried closer in the middle, Billy’s arms around your waist and his face to the side of your neck and Stu’s hands on your sides and his nose pressed to the top of your head and he inhaled and sighed out, “Y/n, fuck, you still smell like-well like you.” He sounded nearly overcome with feeling.
“More than that, she still looks the same.” He pulled back a little as he asked, “How is that possible?”
“Time here is fucked, hard to keep track of, I wanna say it’s been around-a year? I’m not sure though.” You moved back a bit too, hands came up, started to wander, just trying to really take it in, your mind reeling with that thought, over and over, “They are here, it’s them, I can feel them, touch them, it’s them, it’s them, it’s them-” but what you say is, “But it’s been so much longer for you both, you look good, older-” You smiled, “-but good. How long has it been?”
“Ten years.” Stu said and your hands faltered, repeating it, “Ten years?”
You wondered why now. Why it waited so long to take them but it wasn’t like it mattered, they were here now. “Longest ten years ever.” Billy muttered and you smiled again, “I bet. How’d you two get along without me?”
And the conversation continued. Soon you were seated in the grass with them. Leaning back onto Stu’s chest as he sat with his back to a tree, his legs open, Billy was right there, head on your shoulder, holding your hand, fingers laced together, a position that felt so comfortable and familiar, one of the countless ways you would all sit and they told you everything.
About the fallout, what people said, how your family handled it, how they broke up and just all of it. There was laughing and crying and somewhere along the way you had gotten even closer. You on your knees, hand on Stu’s face, “I’m so fucking sorry for all of it-”
You kissed him and didn’t let up, kissing over his face and telling him softly over and over, “It’s okay, it’s okay, M’ here. I forgive you.”
You reached out and your fingers threaded in Billy’s hair and you pulled him closer and kissed him before telling him the same, “You too, I do, I forgive you, I meant it the first time I said it and I mean it now.”
Their hands on you and they started to kiss you too, laying affection over any exposed skin they could reach, face, neck, shoulders, it felt good, better than you have felt since you got to this God forsaken place. Stu’s hands were slipping under your tank top and Billy was right behind you now, his hands on your hips and you leaned back into him, head rested on his shoulder as you looked up to him, “I never stopped loving either of you, even when you ran the knife into me, I still fucking loved you.”
It was fucked up but it was true, you couldn’t help it, you had it so bad for them, the same way they did for you, even after all this time. And none of you could help it, no need to communicate it, you all were practically radiating that same energy of “I need you.”
You all took. Kissing and touching, hands roamed and clothes were shed along with more tears and so many affirmations. Billy’s hand between your legs, touching you and whispering in your ear, “I love you, so fucking much, I’m never letting you go again I promise.” as Stu had your tank top pulled up and bra tugged down, his mouth on your tits, mumbling into your soft skin, “Never again, you’re ours, baby.”
You couldn’t hold back the moan you let out, rocking into Billy’s hand and arching more into Stu’s mouth, “M’ yours, always been yours, always will be-”
God, to be theirs was the best thing you ever were, endlessly and utterly thankful to be theirs and in turn have them be yours.
The fact that they still cared this much and loved you in this fashion, even after all this time had passed for them did not go unnoticed by you, it made you feel things you hadn’t in so long, things you thought you might never get to feel again. Positive emotions were hard to come by in this place, you thought a lot of that goodness was something you had to say goodbye to and would never befall you again. Yet here you were, proven blissfully and thankfully wrong.
They didn’t stop, until you were totally naked and hardly able to talk, nearly sobbing from how good it felt and how long it had been. Stu’s mouth and fingers playing with your sensitive nipples, licking and soft bites and pulling on them and Billy had two fingers buried in you, rocking in and out and grinding against your clit, legs trembling, gasping out, their names, “Billy! Stu! Fuck! Pl-please, don’t stop-”
Billy’s other hand was on your hip, pace was so steady, he sounded almost as breathless as you, “I won’t, not till you push me away. C’mon, it’s been ages, I need it, cum for us babe.”
The tone he took, it truly sounded like he needed it just as badly as you did, as if it was his pleasure and then it happened, swept over you and took hold and you cannot remember the last time you’d felt like this, last time had to have been between them but that seemed like forever ago.
One hand was gripping Billy’s shoulder as you came, clenching down on his fingers, rocking down onto his hand, “Shit! Bi-Billy! Yesss-” he groaned too, he and Stu had talked about this so many times.
About how this view was their favorite, you cumming because of what they did to you, the way you would arch and buck and gasp their names and moan, how you would tense, they wanted to keep going, had to get their fill, were going to make you cum over and over. You were barely over it and Stu so hard, pressed to you as he begged, “God, me next, please, I wanna make her cum.”
“Go for it.” Stu loved to pleasure you and Billy loved getting to see him do it nearly as much as he enjoyed doing it himself, loved seeing how he could make you break apart.
You were adjusted, tugged and shifted until you were over Stu’s face and the first pass of his tongue made you cry out, “Ah! Stu-” His hands on your hips, making you grind down onto his tongue, “Mmmmf I missed this tongue.”
You admitted breathlessly with a laugh. He ate you out, messily, greedily, he breathed against your soaked slit, “Missed this cunt.” Tongue ran with such care through your folds and over your straining clit, he focused in on it, swirling over it and humming, he loved the taste of you and the feeling made you squirm for him.
His lips closed around it and he sucked, hands now kneading your ass, you were still so sensitive from your previous orgasm, it made your legs tremble, you aren’t able to quiet yourself. It is overwhelming, panting, moaning, begging, you aren’t sure what for, just broken words of “More!” and “Please!” and their names, you just can’t help saying their names the same way they can’t help saying yours. It feels great, just feels amazing to let it roll off your tongues, moans and sweet sighs of pleasure.
You are already getting close from Stu’s mouth working you so well, you are shaking and Billy has been touching you, fingers lightly tracing over your skin, whispering more praise and sweetness in your ear and was getting much more worked up, so close to you, listening to you. Soon you feel it, he has pulled himself out, so hard, prodding against you, one hand on your throat as he mumbled to you, “I need to have you.”
“Please, please, please fuck me, Billy-” You begged and Stu’s hands still on your ass are spreading you open, still licking and sucking your clit, you were leaking down onto Stu’s chin and looked so damn inviting, he could barely process he was really here, that you were here, he thought he’d lost you forever and now he was with you, about to slide inside. He needed a moment, he was poised right at your dripping entrance, teased your hole, the heat coming off of you was nearly breathtaking alone. Hands on your shoulders he moved his hips forward, slid inside and it made him groan, long and low and you moaned in kind, almost matching him. He was so thick, you hadn’t been stretched like this in so long.
He held inside of you, he didn’t want to move yet. Even though it had been years, you made him feel just like you had back then in this moment, as if no time had passed, as if he was still an over excited teenager who needed to hold back or he’d cum way too fast. You felt like heaven, so hot and slick, tight and pulsing around him, you’d already been getting close from Stu’s mouth alone and now with him inside, you were flexing around him, eyes squeezed shut, one hand in Stu’s hair as you ground your clit on his tongue, “Mmmf, Billy, Billyyy, need you to move, so close! Please?”
“Goddamn, hold on, if-if you don’t give me a second here I won’t last.” His own breathing was heavy and labored and you shook your head, “Don’t care. Need it. Fill me-”
You adjusted yourself, tilting forward, Stu moved with you, not breaking his stride as he licked your clit, your hand not in Stu’s hair was placed on the tree in front of you, using it to help aid you as you moved back. Bucking back, fucking yourself on Billy, Stu sucking on your clit, his hands slid up to your hips, helped you, moving you back onto Billy who’s grip was almost too tight on your shoulders. “Baby, holy shit yes-”
Billy’s head tipped back with a moan, he couldn’t hold back now, he fucked forward when you moved back, met you in the middle and he hit that spot inside just so and you came for the second time, nearly sobbing. “Lo-love you! So much, both of-of you, oh God!”
You cumming sealed the deal and Billy found his end as well, came raw right inside, holding deep as he could manage, walls were hugging him so tightly it felt phenomenal to spill himself into you.
Best orgasm he had in years by far.
Leaves him without words, all he can do during his dizzying come down his kiss along the side of your face and throat, when he has finally sucked down enough air, his orgasm so intense he had essentially forgotten to breathe, he is returning the affection you gave, softly and laced with emotion, “I love you, I love you, I love you.”
Stu’s mouth finally relented, his head fell back and he was shifting under you, he begged, he was desperate, in need of some relief, some stimulation, in need of you. “C’mon, I’m so hard it fuckin’ hurts.”
Billy pulled out slowly, almost hissing as he did, he hated leaving you but he needed to see Stu have you almost as much as he needed it.
Billy and you helped, took care of his clothes and soon you were on your back, your arms open and Stu was on top of you and he kissed you. His face was still wet, you could taste yourself on his lips and tongue and loved it. He didn’t linger, the need too much, he slipped inside in one smooth motion and you tensed, arching up into him, a sharp inhale, his name falling from your tongue and he groaned your name back. You still messy and stuffed with Billy’s cum was perfect. Billy watched, right there, watching as Stu slid into you and how you both reacted to it.
He was looking down at your face, they both were, the way your brows knitted together, lips parted, eyes clouded with lust and pleasure as he pulled back and moved forward again, filling you, “Stu.” You breathed, nails running down his arms, “Mmf so fucking big, dunno how I can take it after so long.”
He loved when you talked like that.
Laid on the praise about how big his cock was, talking about how you could barely handle it, your words made him thrust harder, quicker, made something else ache in his chest, he’d missed you so much. He couldn’t help but think of the last time he touched you, how cold you were, how wrong it felt and now, it was all fixed. You looked so alive, sounded and smelt like how you should, skin was burning hot and you were breathing, moaning his name, calling to him, saying such lovely things he can’t stop it. Face in the crook of your neck he lets himself be taken over with it, a few tears slipping out as he has you. He can’t last either, you can tell, he wants to feel you break apart again but he can’t help himself, can’t slow down or stop, and then when you start begging. “Do it, Stu, please, cum in me, please, please-”
As much as he wanted to he couldn’t stop it, your words and you wrapping your legs around him, pulling him ever closer, he did just as you begged and came into you, fucking through it, crying against you as he does. So much is inside it leaks out around him and starts to drip into the dirt under you.
The three of you end up leaning against that tree again, all catching your breath, you admitted, “That was almost unbelievable.”
“This whole thing is.” Billy said, his eyes were closed, he was enjoying the closeness, not warning to move an inch away from you, his hand in yours, Stu was on the other side of you, “I honestly don’t wanna question it too much. I’m still terrified I’m gonna wake up to find out this was all some long dream.”
“I swear it’s not. You are both here.” You sighed softly and pulled their hands up, kisses pressed to the backs of their hands.
You all took that in. You were here. Together.
You weren’t sure how this would work or how it was going to go, but you didn’t care. It wouldn’t be easy, it would probably be hell, but none of you cared, none of you thought about that right now. Three of you could figure out the logistics and how you would steal moments of intimacy and little pieces of what you used to have in between the hard times, it would help carry you through, you’d do whatever the fucked up God of this world wanted just to make that happen.
You would deal with the reality of it soon enough but for right now you were at peace, in between them, just as you should be, Billy and Stu and you.
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