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beneathashadytree · 3 months
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BRAT - RAFAYEL QI X READER
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Warnings : NSFW obviously, marking/bruises, somewhat rough sex, bratty sub!Rafayel, mean dom!reader, hair pulling, handjob, overstimulation, light choking, implied corruption kink, implied dacryphilia, one moment of nipple play, implied voice kink, mentions of masturbation, cum-eating, can be read as pegging or just regular sex because reader is gender-neutral!
Genre : nasty smut
Word count : 1.0K words of filth
Additional notes : I’d been waiting for LaDS to release globally for years, so forgive me for going feral over the men. Rafayel is part of the sassy man apocalypse but I would die for him. Also, I want him desperately.
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“I never said I liked this,” Rafayel managed to gasp out, though his half-hearted words were completely betrayed by his own body. His slightly-bruised hips pushed back onto them, practically begging them to push even deeper into him, and his hands fisted the sheets below him even harder, knuckles almost growing white as he tried to get a semblance of control.
Control that his darling would certainly not relinquish to him.
With a dark chuckle, they pressed their palm onto his sweat-slick back, keeping him still against the mattress. “Could’ve sworn I just felt you clenching around me, sweetheart.” Angling their hips a little, they drove their cock deeper into him, just to hit that spot that had him crying out their name and seeing stars.
A whimper escaped Rafayel’s lips, and with furiously flushing cheeks he buried his head into the pillow. They clicked their tongue in mock disappointment, a hand reaching out to sharply tug at his hair and pull him off the drool-stained pillow to turn his head to the side, pounding into him from behind as he moaned in desperation and pure shame. “Poor baby. You think you can hide your little sounds from me? That’s cute.”
“You’re awful,” he huffed out, still trying to put up a front when his thighs were shaking and barely able to hold him up, and his gaze that struggled to meet theirs was just as fucked out as his body seemed. “Really fucking awful.”
Arching their eyebrow, they wondered how long he’d deny how much he was enjoying this. His hole practically swallowed them back inside every time they began to pull out, their cock glistening as they slipped into him with an almost-pornographic slick sound. “Kind of hard to believe you actually think so when you’ve made a mess out of my bed.”
Their hand fell from his mussed hair to curl around his leaking cock against the mattress, beginning to fist him at a cruel pace. His pre-cum dribbled from his tip, and his hips jerked from the overstimulation. Taking him so roughly from behind and jerking him off simultaneously had him right where they wanted him; needy and wantonly writhing in their sheets.
Rafayel choked out a sob, his back arching as he tried to escape the burning ache of pleasure bordering on pain. How long had it been? Thirty, forty minutes so far? It was a miracle he’d stayed sane throughout it so far. No matter. It was always fun to see him brought to ruin. “F-fuck, ‘m not gonna last like this.” His voice trembled with every thrust of their cock inside him, dragging deliciously against his fluttering walls, telling of how close he was.
“Good. I want to see you fucked into oblivion. Maybe that’ll teach you a lesson or two to keep your mouth shut.” Their laughter in his ear was a dark promise, leaning in and pressing their weight ontop of him just like how they knew he liked it. His weeping tip made it so easy to fuck his cock even faster, their fingers feeling every vein and every ridge they’d memorized.
“Mm, ‘s too much—!”
Every inch of him was burned into their memory; framed into their mind as the picture of his wanton ruination seared itself into their brain. Rafayel was a beautiful man, there was no doubt about it—but for some wicked reason, they always found him most ethereal when he was marked all over his back and chest, tresses of hair messy, and eyes watery. When he was painted in the shades of his own arousal, he rivaled his biggest painting masterpieces.
The arm that had been holding them up snaked up his torso, two fingers teasingly pinching his nipple, earning a dragged out moan from his gaping mouth. Their light touches against his ever-so-sensitive torso had him pulling his lower lip between his teeth, trying to hold back his whines of annoyance at not giving him the instant release that he wants—an attempt they turned futile as they began to fuck faster into him, their unrelenting fisting of his angry red cock pulling a sudden cry from the back of his throat.
A knowing grin on their face, their hand finally found its resting place: curling around his throat in just the right places, with a slight dig of pressure. Both their hips flush against each other as they nestled into him as deep as they could, their other hand now making rough circles to the tip of his cock. His gasping breaths and shaking form almost stilled to a halt as they leaned their head right next to his ear. “Cum,” they whispered.
And the way Rafayel moaned and instantly spilled into their hand, like their word was a command he’d repeat in his head for days and have the filthiest dreams about, had to be the single most erotic thing they’d ever born witness to. Babbling rushed “thank you”s, “oh God”s, even one or two “feels so, so fucking good” and—their personal favorite—“love you, s’ so much”, he was the picture of obedience and submissiveness.
If they could file this moment away in their mind to revisit every time they’d pleasure themself in bed at night, thoughts of him muddling their brain and driving them insane with every time their fingers tried to take his place but never quite managed to, they would.
But all they could currently do was slow their thrusts to a halt, milking every last drop of cum from his cock as it jumped against his abdomen. ‘Adorable,’ they thought to themself, an amused expression on their face. Even after he shuddered and slumped against the mattress, they remained buried inside his warmth, addicted to the feeling of him around them, like they were made to fit inside him.
The heady scent of sex and sweat, along with him trying to even out his labored breathing as the dim lights of the room danced across his pretty, exhausted features—and oh, was he a sight to behold—were enough to have their core burning with the inferno of uncontrollable want. As they brought their hand up to their mouth and licked at his release, they hummed appreciatively at the taste of his raw pleasure.
“Maybe I’ll make it a habit of fucking the brattiness out of you.”
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airjemsfandump · 1 month
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Excerpt from Pray for Us Sinners. 🥹🫰
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venbubbless · 17 days
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Love And Deepspace Commissions Specifically<3
hey guys! I've decided to open some commissions specifically for love and deep space characters these days <3
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I'm still doing the 5-10$ commissions for other Fandom as well but I'm doing 5-10$ fully rendered pieces for love and deepspace characters (no nsfw coz im shy). there are some pieces I attached to this post with the ones I've already done <3 (pls commission me)
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jennifer-jeong · 26 days
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LOVE AND DEEPSPACE
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MULTI | NON-SPECIFIC
[Fluff + Crack] Men as Memes Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel, Caleb Them as memes I have saved on my phone with little to no explanation
[Fluff] "Virtual Boyfriend" Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel The boys actually being conscious inside your phone and how they react to you
[Fluff + Crack] Rizzing Them Up With Slang Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel RIzzed
[Fluff + Crack] His Favourite Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel The boys realizing they actually love your character in the game they've been playing
[Fluff + Crack] Racer Boyfriend Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel The boys being F1 racers in cunty jumpsuits
[Fluff + Angst] [Fae!Reader] Angel Xavier, Zayne, Rafayel He helps you get your wings back
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RAFAYEL | QI YU | 祁煜
COMING VERY SOON >:)
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ZAYNE | LI SHEN | 黎深
[Fluff + Slight Angst] A Cure. - ON AO3 Zayne has trouble sleeping after overtime and you’re the only thing that helps ):
[Smut] [AFAB!Reader] Chilly Zanye gets creative with his evol
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XAVIER | SHEN XINGHUI | 沈星回
[Angst + Fluff] I’ll Find You. Xavier's promise to you...
[Smut] [AFAB!Reader] Innocent Valentine Xavier is no so innocent this Valentine's day
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wangxianficfinder · 1 year
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In the mood for...
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1. I'm in the mood for a fic where WWX leaving after the main events of the show goes badly. I've read Rotten Work (shanastoryteller) which was a fantastic example of this, but I crave more! There is no way WWX leaving with a donkey, an empty purse, a bolstered abandonment complex, and a barely-recovered reputation went well. Thank you for all that you do!! @kirk-spock-in-the-impala​
the roots by thelastdboy (E, 17k, wangxian, major character death, graphic depictions of violence, post-canon, post-untamed, MDZS/CQL combination, transmigrator LWJ, dimension travel, time travel, parallel universes, desperation, WWX pov, LWJ pov, heavy angst, mental health issues, giref/mourning, abandonment, depression, suicidal thoughts, hurt/comfort, getting together, rogue cultivator WWX, WQ lives, found family, cottagegore, it gets worse before it gets better, WIP)
💙 feel better love by Anonymous (T, 8k, WIP, WangXian, implied WangXianXian, Post-Canon, Crack Treated Somewhat Seriously, in a haha jk…unless? way, Light Angst, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Crack, Crossover)
I Will Find You Again by Hidenka_chan101 (M, 19k, wangxian, LSZ & LWJ, LSZ & WWX, LSZ & LJY, canon divergence, mentions of death, angst, crying, LWJ is a petty bitch, typical LQR, unsuppportive LXC, gusu lan junior dynamics, wangxian get happy ending, fever, tender loving care, some smut, WN flexing his healer knowledge, hurt/comfort) slightly AU but still has WWX going off on his own
like mayflies wandering Series by RoseThorne (M, 12k, NHS & WWX, wangxian, post-canon, assassination attempts, introspection, regret, travel, WWX pov, ghosts, reconciliation, exhaustion, pining, feelings realisation, illness, found family, hurt/comfort, emotional manipulation, manipulative NHS, friendship, qi deviation, resentful energy, WIP)
Twelve Moons and a Fortnight by stiltonbasket (M, 290k, WangXian, Humor, Slow Burn, Post-Canon Fix-It, Long-Distance Relationship, Epistolary, Love Letters, Family Feels, a-qing lives, teenage romance, Adoption, Romantic Comedy, Happy Ending, Weddings, Case Fic, Parenthood, Politics) The series (and all their stuff) is great. It has a similar opening premise - in that jc kinda realizes wwx will never come back on his own and sorta tricks him back to lotus pier. Tho I don't think his traveling being unsafe was a primary motive, it'd work, and nhs is great, similar vibes to mayflies in a respect.
Story-Shaped by lingering_song (T, 13k, WangXian, NHS & WWX, Post-Canon, Chief Cultivator LWJ, Inventor WWX, Found Family, Mentioned Character Death, Alcohol, Protective NHS, WangXian Endgame, Not JC Friendly, Not particularly gentry sects friendly overall tbh)
Judge Softly  by Chrononautical (E, 32k, wangxian, LSZ & WWX, LQR & WWX,   accidental voyeurism, non-consensual mind reading, oblivious WWX, bamf   WWX, genius WWX, post-canon Fix-it, angst w happy ending, LQR tries)
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2. Hi!!!! Itm for fanfics where Jyl kills Wwx after the ambush of Quingqi pass.
regret by wqngji (Not rated, 8k, wangxian, JYL & WWX, canon divergence, canonical character death, temporary character death, fluff & angst, hurt WWX, hurt/comfort, past character death, JYL lives, domestic wangxian, golden core reveal, good sibling JC)
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3. Hi! Bit of a long shot but I just finished the bridgerton spin off on Netflix was wondering if there were any regal or royal wangxian fics❤️ @red-spacekitten
Half Agony, Half Hope by queenklu (T, 105k, WangXian, XiYao ChengQing, XuanLi, NieLan, Jane Austen Fusion, persuasion au, Pining, Broken Engagement, Secrets, Espionage, Child Injury, Terrible Parents (Madam Yu and JFM), Past Child Neglect)
My Sun One Early Morning Did Shine by tangerinechar (T, 4k, WangXian, Regency, Secret Relationship, Marriage Proposal, a very tiny bit of epistolary)
The Extremely Self-Indulgent and not at all Serious Pride and Prejudice AU Series by Suspicious_Popsicle (G, 16k, WangXian, Regency, Pride and Prejudice Fusion, Crossdressing, Pining)
Royalty AU Compilation
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4. Hello! I hope you're doing well.
It's an IITMF req : WangXian being murder husbands. Something like the series " You & Me Baby, We’ll Eclipse The Sun". Thank you for your time:) @utxqia​
💖 The Way You Tremble by themunchking (E, 6k, wangxian, murder husbands, vampires, blood, violence, supernatural elements) perhaps not quite what you’re looking for but might enjoy still
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5. ITMF: Sentient sword spirits, spiritual tools, and all that's similar! Sentient spirits everywhere!!! (Yes, including the good ol' tiger tally if you have it)
there's the sentient sword comp But if you want specifically /just/ sentient objects, @/zeldacw has an absolute brilliant comic staring both Wangxian's swords AND instruments And then @/rmoonberry has some artistic depictions of sentient twins Yin Hu Fu
@/zeldacw seems to be this fandom’s originator of the Anthromorphic Weapons trope; those comics can be found under the tag 忘情隨塵 (WangQingSuiChen) and post on her Tumblr and on her Twitter @/zeldacw; inspired Kindred Spirits by EstelweNadia (Not Rated, 2k, WIP, Bìchén/Suíbiàn, Chénqíng/Wangji, Humor, Angst, Eventual Romance, Drama, Slow Build, Slow Burn) (from our Daemons / Sentient Sword Comp - Mod C)
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6. Hi! Hope everyone is well and thank you for your godly work as always! So for the next itmf I collected some requests:
A) WWX blurting out his feelings for Lan Zhan on accident/for example in a casual talk or something like that/bonus (great but not needed,everything is welcome): angsty because people don’t like him talking that much, exept for Lan Zhan of course
B) WWX showing of his swimming skills/maybe saving Lan Zhan from drowning/preferably not as an modern AU, but if that saving thing does happen there too I would be happy to try that out too
C) WWX being great with kids and Lan Zhan loving it, going to horny jail, whatever. But like, not just A-Yuan or the other Juniors but in general, maybe as a kindergartener or idk but u get what i mean hopefully.
D) WWX being genius in reading ppl, as in Sherlock Holmes Niveau
Thank you so much! @desperation-is-my-middle-name​
6A)
spoke like we meant it by BlackWiresOnHerHead (T, 10k, WangXian, Modern AU, 5+1, Fluff, oh my god they were roommates, Friends to Lovers, Getting TogetherP, ining, Cuddling, Accidental Confession, Humor, Abandonment Issues, Light Angst)
new phone, who's this? by uchiuchi (T, 5k, WangXian, Modern AU, Fluff, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Accidental Confession, Friends to Lovers)
6B)
Last Feather by Solmae (M, 33k, wangxian, canon au, drama & romance, mythical beings & creatures, fairy tale retellings, LWJ stays at the burial mounds, married wangxian, bottom LWJ) features a nearly drowned Lan Wangji saved by Wei Wuxian, though it's not the focus of the fic
6C)
🧡 paint smears on sunny days by SnowshadowAO3 (E, 53k, WangXian, Comfort, Fluff and Smut, Everyone Is Alive, Modern AU, Dadji, Mutual Pining, Happy Ending, Brief Alcohol Mention, Masturbation, Blow Jobs, Hand Jobs, Accidentally co-parenting with your son’s art teacher, Fatherhood)  
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7. ITMF Medical au which is not modern.
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8. I cannot find any wwx centric fic which is lwj bashing or not lwj friendly. I i see are jc centric or tian ah! Poor jc !! Kill wwx and lwj! No no please give me many many wwx fics which are lwj bashing/ lwj critical/ not lwj friendly.
Anon from #8 of recent ITMF post, yes I've searched already for lwj bashing tags and all the fics centre around jc. Honestly i don't mind reading wwx with others too. Suggest some?
我的皇后是農民 | sowing seeds in the cold palace by sweetlolixo (E, 57k, WIP, WangXian, Imperial Palace, Emperor LWJ, Imperial Consort WWX, Farmer WWX, Angst, Romance, Wingman LJY, Wife-chasing-LWJ, Arranged Marriage, Best Boy A-Yuan) Has the asker tried the lwj bashing tag on Ao3 yet?
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9. ITMF wwx being in an abusive relationship like his husband is a wife beater.
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10. Hello hello! I’m finding myself curious if something has ever been explored so if you have an available spot l - I’m in the mood for a fic where JFM gets therapy (or mind healing) (modern or canon is fine).
Like - what is his deal? Why can’t he communicate with his wife and why are his children invisible to him? What would happen if he breaks these cycles and truly TRIES?
Thank you for all you do! @rogue-90-em
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11. hello lovely mods. an itmf request for competence kink wangxian please and thank you
You and me/Won't be unhappy by x_los (E, 22k, WangXian, Female WWX, Case Fic Aftermath of a Case, Gender Changes, Accidental Marriage, mentioned canon-typical domestic abuse, mentioned canon-typical sexual violence (implication of minors),(not depicted just discussed as possibility), First Kiss, First Time, Loss of Virginity, Politics, Horror, Murder Mystery, Road Trips, Bitchy LWJ, Dirty Talk, Mutual Pining, Always a Different Sex, Competence Kink, Misunderstandings, Miscommunication, Self-Sacrifice, Battle Couple, Episode 7)
My chain hits my chest/When I'm bangin' on the radio by x_los (T, 2k, WangXian, Case Fic, Modern with Magic, Competence Kink, Yiling Laozu)
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12. Hey, we've got two non specific fic quests for you! A) the first is focused on the juniors, specifically like sizhui embodying rules lawyering of wei ying and malicious compliance of lan zhan and just being the politest little bitch about things? B) the second; if there's any that are 3zun raising huaisang (preferably fluff/modern, but at this point we just need a starting point). Thanks!! @captainkaithr
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13. It's mermay, so I must ask for merfolk aus! (I'll also accept selkies)
oceans, drowned in starfire by stiltonbasket (T, 30k, WangXian, Modern AU, Novelist LWJ, Merman WWX, Accidental Baby Acquisition, (of the xiao-yu variety), Near Death Experiences, Family Secrets, Domestic Fluff, Happy Ending, The Little Mermaid Fusion, Inspired by Ponyo (2008) )
For #13 mermay request- I forget the title off the top of my head but it's on ao3. Jiaoren (mer) wwx gets trapped in a shallow stream, mistaken as a drowned fierce corpse, and stabbed by a Lan disciple on a group hunt. They feel bad and nurse him to health (carry him in bath tub) and he's immediately smitten with lz, and speaks broken human. There's another where lz is a cop? Modern au that busts a trafficking ring and rescues mer wwx and builds cool tank system in his house & adopt bby mer mxy (Haven't located these two yet ~Mod L) / I found the jiaoren mer-may fic I reccd. It's "Secrets of Yunmeng's Lotus Lakes" By Cy_anne on ao3. Its currently a restricted work? But its Spanish translation "Los Secretos de los Lagos de Loto de Yunmeng By Cy_anne" by VicoMejia733 can still be read on ao3 (I'm not fluent in Spanish but I'm like 90% sure this is it), "Something so precious" series by Elara_Moon on ao3 was the other one I reccd I'm pretty sure, the one where cop lz saves mer wwx from a trafficking ring
Secrets of Yunmeng's Lotus Lakes by Cy_an_Blue (M, 73k, WangXian, One-sided SS/WWX, A/B/O Dynamics, Omega WWX, Mermaid WWX, Cultivator LWJ, Younger WWX, Younger LWJ, teenage WWX, teenage LWJ, No War AU, Non-Traditional A/B/O Dynamics, Falling In Love, Getting Together, Interspecies Romance, Interspecies Relationship(s), Interspecies Awkwardness, Injury Recovery, accidental injury, Accidental Stabbing, Cultivation Accidents, Near Death Experiences, waterborne abyss, Kidnapping, Non-Explicit Torture, Mentions of major injury, Fluff, Attempted Sexual Assault, Courtship, Courting Rituals, Los Secretos de los Lagos de Loto de Yunmeng By Cy_anne by VicoMejia733)
Something So Precious Series by Elara_Moon (T, 25k, WangXian, Modern AU, Romance, Mutual Pining, Getting Together, Happy Ending, Some dark themes like um, Slavery, but it's not super dark i promise, Police Officer LWJ, Merperson WWX, Established Relationship, Fluff, Light Angst, Minor Violence, Child Neglect, Minor Character Death, Mind Control, it's not as bad as some of those tags make it sound)
in the deepest depths by lazy_lousy_lizy_jane (T, 3k, Female WangXian, Modern AU, Lighthouses, Selkies, Minor Violence, LWJ Has Feelings, Soft WangXian, bichen is a cat, heist (minor), Cisswap, Gender or Sex Swap)
One for Heaven and Earth by cerbykerby (T, 7k, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Supernatural Elements, Angst with a Happy Ending, Madam Lán Lives, inspired by wangxian selkie au, Getting Together)
Lanterns To Guide You Home by cuttlefeeeeeeeeesh (T, 7k, WangXian, Mutual Pining, Mythology, Selkie, Fisherman LWJ, Selkie WWX, Sorta Established Relationship, Fluff, Soft (tm), A touch of horny because this is wangxian)
never love an anchor by tardigradeschool (T, 31k, WangXian, Selkies, No Powers, Historical, Hurt/Comfort, Depression, Pining, Angst, Happy Ending, The Inherent Eroticism of the Sea, PTSD, Presumed Dead, Drowning)
bring you home by Alasse_Irena (T, 27k, WangXian, Selkies, Modern with Magic, Pre-Slash)
brave new world by Quixiote (T, 33k, WIP, WangXian, Selkie AU, Modern with Magic)
Do not waste your pearls for me by moonwaif (G, 9k, WangXian, mermaid!LWJ, Fantasy AU, Trauma, Abuse, Healing, Unresolved Romantic Tension)
Frog, Beast, Fish, Idiot by Attila (T, 3k, WangXian, Fairy Tale, Dumbasses, Starring in:, The Frog Prince, Beauty and the Beast, The little mermaid)
you're a bird in the water / i'm a fish on the ground by plonk (Not Rated, 8k, WangXian, Merpeople, Canon Era)
A Drop of Water by Cat_Noir (T, 45k, WIP, WangXian, Canon Divergence, Mermaid AU, H2O: Just Add Water AU, Platonic Intimacy, Cuddles, Fluff, Hurt/Comfort)
The Pirate of Lotus Pier by antebunny (G, 55k, WangXian, LSZ & JL, JC & WWX, XuanLi, Pirates, Folklore, Fantasy, Hijinks & Shenanigans, Action/Adventure, Found Family, Angst, Misunderstandings, Secret Identity, Inspired by Pirates of the Caribbean, Miscommunication, Fairy Tale Elements, Soft Magic)
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14. I¨m in a mood for genius WWX fics from this year if possible ^^
there is no limited dimensions by Stratisphyre (M, 27k, WIP, WangXian, NieLan, MianQing, WN/Other(s), Star Trek Fusion, Slow Burn, Friends to Lovers, Assumed Character Death, Minor Character Death, Tags on Each Chapter, references to non-con, references to canonical slavery, (The Orion Syndicate is just really bad okay?), bizarre space mpreg, Implied Future Pairings, Implied NHS/Others, POV Multiple, Accidental Child Acquisition, Found Family)
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15. Hiiiii! Itmf for a fic that's about other people's view on wangxian. Like outsiders pov on the relationship. Thanks
pay no attention to what’s behind the curtain by glitteringmoonlight (T, 7k, Emperor LWJ, Concubine WWX, Mutual Pining, only the bare bones of a plot, a little bit of outsider pov, Love Confessions, Happy Ending)
Everything’s growing in our garden by like_a_bird_that_flew (T, 3k, WangXian, LXC & LWJ, Modern AU, Coming Out, Supportive big brother Xichen, Family Feels, Established Relationship, Xichen finds out on his own, meaning he finds photos of them kissing, Oops, referenced fear of homophobia/rejection, Fluff and Angst, Light Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, Attempt at Humor)
looking through a window by glitteringmoonlight (T, 5k, WangXian, Modern AU, POV Outsider, College/University, Fluff and Humor)
new messages from Lit 1011 by yellowcarnations (G,36k, WangXian, LSZ & WWX & LWJ, Modern AU, POV Outsider) 
pitfalls of greed by glitteringmoonlight (T, 3k, WangXian, POV Outsider, BAMF WWX, Kidnapping, Violence, YLLZ WWX, not exactly but the vibes are there, Post-Canon) 
The Misunderstanding by kisahawklin (T, 9k, wangxian, modern, misunderstanding, outsider POV)
💙 Su She Eats his Heart Out by KizuKatana (T, 16k, WangXian, 3rd person pov, implied offscreen wangxian sex)
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16. Hello, I’m in a mood for your favorite fics of the month!
Jin Ling and Demonic Cultivation by ImNobody122 (Not rated, 8k, JC’s torture of demonic cultivators, aftermath of torture, serious injuries, angst, character study, not JC friendly, JL pov, child JL, JL is a brat, non-graphic violence, JC’s 13 years of serial killing, WWX’s terrible reputation)
A Sip of Chrysanthemum by Placeformysins (T, 127k, JGY/WWX) Itmf #16 - didn't actually read it this month but thought of it when read this ask. There is a jgy/wwx fic on ao3 (rarepair so should be easy to filter for) set immediately after sunshot campaign where right after MY becomes JGY jgs forces an arranged marriage between jgy/wwx, to get rid of jgy and thinking he might get a spy out of it. This makes jgy realize A LOT sooner the truth about jgs. Jiang sus and don't trust (Let me know if it isn’t the right one, I went with the fic summary again ~Mod L)
most barren peak and bleakest winter by WhatTheOwlHears (E, 23k, wangxian, aftermath of sex pollen dubcon, guilt, suicidal thoughts, misunderstanding, angst w/ happy ending, past top WWX/bottom LWJ, undernegotiated kink, healthy communication, angt, fluff, smut)
Meet Your Storm by kianspo (E, 15k, Jadecest, Sibling Incest, Modern AU, Pining, Jealousy, Rough Sex, Twin Jades of Lán Incest, lxc/denial, lwj/others, there's triggery stuff, more warnings in the notes, Anonymous Sex, Get Together) hope this one still counts, it’s a bit over a month old :)
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17. Do you have any non-WangXian fics but focus on the nonexistent WangXian aspects of it (a.k.a. the reason why they're not to begin with)? Like a break-up and then get a new lover type, falling out of love, infidelity, "A resents B because B did [insert reason]", or even for political reasons?
Would prefer WWX to have the good ending but anything works for meHopefully this is understandable, because my English is not fluent😅
Resent & Blossom by manaika (T, 26k, NMJ/WWX, LWJ & WWX, JC & WWX, NHS & NMJ, NHS & WWX, canon divergence, love triangles, pining, arranged marriage, angst & feels, strangers to lovers, implied/referenced murder attempt) #17 itmf - there is a nmj/wwx fic on ao3 (forget title but not many in that ship) where nhs brokers an sorta arranged marriage between nmj and wwx in an effort to save wwx and the wen from the burial mounds. Nmj agrees cause he trusts his brother and doesn't expect to live long anyway. Meanwhile nmj gets worse and a little more erratic/mean. Wwx and nhs look into it and problem solve. Wwx & nmj fall for each other, not wangxian because nmj acted, and wwx wants to honor this man he cares for&home (Let me know if I found the right one, I went mostly with the summary of the fic ~Mod L)
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armysantiny · 2 months
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love and deepspace masterlist
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Xavier | Shen Xinghui
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Zayne | Li Shen
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Rafayel | Qi Yu
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Multiple Ships
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Xavier | Shen Xinghui
Zayne | Li Shen
Rafayel | Qi Yu
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Xavier | Shen Xinghui
soft bf headcanon
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Zayne | Li Shen
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Rafayel | Qi Yu
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missfangirll · 2 months
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Fic writer interview
@goingsparebutwithprecision tagged me, tank yu <3
How many works do you have on AO3? 88. but 12 of them are videos
What's your total AO3 word count? 215,485
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
Of Gods and Ghosts (Heaven's Official Blessing, collaboration with @stormy-seasons, 1074 kudos)
Guiding Light (Heaven's Official Blessing, 855 kudos)
My Brother's Keeper (Sandman, 720 kudos)
Reasons to stay (Until we meet again, 406 kudos)
Butterflies in Love with Flowers (Word of Honor, 328 kudos)
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not? Yes. All the time, every time. I love comments.
What’s the fic you’ve written with the angstiest ending? I actually only have one angsty fic at all, Awakening (Guardian), which is Shen Wei waking up after he fell down the abyss.
What's the fic you've written with the happiest ending? All my fics have happy endings, but you could argue that in comparison to canon most SongXiao fics are quite happy (i carry your heart with me, Saving Grace, A Kinder Sea) as is the Guardian fix-it (Ad Astra Per Aspera).
Do you write crossovers? No.
Have you ever received hate on a fic? Not real hate, just someone "criticising" how I portrayed a character.
Do you write smut? If so, what kind? Ahem, I do, but it's rather tame I'd say.. The spiciest thing I've ever written is the second chapter of Thunder in our Hearts (The Lost Tomb).
Have you ever had a fic stolen? Not as far as I know
Have you ever had a fic translated? Yes, a few actually, into Russian. Butterflies in Love with Flowers (Word of Honor), When You're Gone (Qi Ye) and A Port in the Storm (The Lost Tomb) all have translations.
Have you ever co-written a fic before? Yes, with @stormy-seasons <3 (and if you count The Saga Of The Noods with @tehfanglyfish :D)
What’s your all-time favorite ship? That is like choosing a favourite child... My all time favourite show is Guardian, so I'll go with Shen Wei/Zhao Yunlan, but I love all my ships..
What’s a WIP that you want to finish but don’t think you ever will? Do not jinx it, please xD I have exactly one (1) WIP and I NEED to finish it or else I'll die of shame xD
What are your writing strengths? Crack treated seriously ^^ and fluff and banter
What are your writing weaknesses? smut. So Many Moving Parts
What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in other languages in a fic? depends on how much of a grasp I have of that language
What was the first fandom you wrote for? Ikemen Sengoku. then The Untamed ^^
What’s a fandom/ship you haven’t written for yet but want to? Mysterious Lotus Casebook :D
What’s your favorite fic you’ve written? err.. again, favourite child??? let me at least pick three ^^ 1. The Big Puppy and His Feisty Cat Liu Sang (The Lost Tomb) 2. the world is brighter than the sun (The Lost Tomb) 3. silver clouds with grey linings (Guardian) And a special place in my heart has i carry your heart with me (The Untamed) <3
Tagging @stormy-seasons @tehfanglyfish @thursdayplaid @killerandhealerqueen and whoever else sees this and feels inclined, I am bad at remembering names ^^
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[PX Fic Rec 48] 灵邪志
by Luxix
Translated title: Spiritual Evil Ambition
Relationship: Zhang Qiling/Wu Xie, side Hei Xiazi/Xie Yuchen, slight Zhang Hailou/Zhang Haixia, slight Wang Pangzi/Yun Cai
Writer's attribute: PingXie, HeiHua (unverified)
Rating: T*
Status: Complete + Extra
Language: Chinese
Words: 199,117
Tags: AU Setting—Horror/Supernatural AU, inspired by 《天字一号缉灵组》, 《子不语》, 《百鬼图》, 《山海经》
What's inside the fic: Third Person POV, Getting Together, HE
Warnings: Side/Minor/Background Pairings, HeiHua will appear as the main cp in a few chapters, Qi Yu is here
Summary:
The story of strange powers and chaotic gods is essentially a joyful and thrilling unit story of catching ghosts and subduing them.
Personal opinion:
The story is really interesting to me ✨ I can still remember some good scenes too, even though I read it long time ago. At that time, I didn't even know who Zhang Hailou and Zhang Haixia were... maybe I should re-read it ^^a
A little note:
There is smut on extra chapter.
Where to read: AO3
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beneathashadytree · 2 days
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THEM BEING DESPERATE - TEXTING THE LOVE AND DEEPSPACE MEN
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Warnings : NSFW, mentions of a blowjob, office sex, phone sex, cockwarming, pantie-stealing, and sex, reader is gender-neutral!
Genre : filthy smut
Additional notes : This was a combination of 2 requests I’d received for the LNDS men instigating phone sex and being forward with their needs! Hope you guys like this💗💗
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airjemsfandump · 2 months
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my first smutfic ( U w U )
Li Shen released his hold on his wrists and both of Rafayel's arms slid down weakly on either side of his head. He brought a hand to Rafayel's cheek and caressed it gently. "Thou art so beautiful. I would shatter the ivory gates of heaven for thee."  
Rafayel sighed, leaning into the touch as he closed his eyes. "Do not say such praises with little care lest you diminish their meaning."  
"But, truly, mine tongue doth speak nought but the truth to thee,"  He leaned down slowly, touching his brows to Rafayel's, lips brushing against the other's mouth. "Dost thou seek me to prove it?"  
-Pray for Us Sinners
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heretherebedork · 3 years
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BLIH ending ep?
The confession? I do
The Kiss? I do
The planned collusion between the Ex and the sidekick? I do
The Smut that i didn't expected but holy crap? I do
The ending?! I DO I DO
Bonus: CAMEO OF HAO TING?! WHAT?! I DO?!
It was everything I wanted and more. What a fantastic ending. And absolutely lovely. We got what we needed and wanted and it made sense!
I loved that Gang and Zi Tong worked together.
I love that Zi Tong already has a new boyfriend and literally came just to make sure Yu Zhen could move on.
I love that Shi Lei knew what was going on and agreed to try it.
I loved that the new rules were just the sappiest things in the entire world.
And Gang accepting Si Qi's proposal with a named coffee was lovely beyond words.
It's a beautiful ending. Honestly.
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ectocosme · 2 years
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I posted 160 times in 2021
28 posts created (18%)
132 posts reblogged (83%)
For every post I created, I reblogged 4.7 posts.
I added 267 tags in 2021
#q for quiche - 106 posts
#svsss - 28 posts
#shen qingqiu - 27 posts
#ecto's art - 25 posts
#the scum villain's self saving system - 23 posts
#shen jiu - 21 posts
#cqm adventure - 10 posts
#sqq - 10 posts
#xiao jiu - 9 posts
#pretty art - 8 posts
Longest Tag: 111 characters
#they don't really act like a master & maid so for the first episodes i wondered if it's wasn't a mistranslation
My Top Posts in 2021
#5
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Day 3 | Fake dating (real jealousy)
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#4
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immovable object vs unstoppable force
aka Shen Jiu vs The System because i love pain
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#3
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Day 4 | Gods AU
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ECTO’S MXTX FICS MASTERPOST (2020 edition)
if you enjoyed my fics consider throwing a kofi at me, i’d be super grateful considering *wave hand* everything
SV
bingqiu
the best lies are... (E, outdor sex, sex pollen misunderstood as a little lie for sex)
heavenly tiddies (E, fluff & smut, SY is more open when drunk)
dip a toe in (E, fluff & smut, bath sex, SY ‘checks’ LBH’s body for wounds & fondle him at the same time)
bingjiu 
needle this red thread through me (G, soft, red string of fate, SJ’s cryptic call for LBH’s booty)
Jar Birthing Method (T, canon-typical violence, creepy fluff, LBH finds smth changed in his shizun’s jar)
it lurks inside you (T, canon-typical violence, schizophrenia, creepy fluff, LBH learns why his shizun hates him; it’s not what he expected at all)
fuck up the brat (E, time travel, role reversal, smut, LBH gets back in time, gets bored and feels alive only when bullying his disciple SJ)
Qijiu
the curse of the belly (G, omega verse, fluff, pregnant SJ bullies the Peak Lords then his mate) part of the Qijiu week 2020
thy resignation (G, age regression, Qi deviation, parenthood fluff & humour, YQY gets de-aged and SJ must suffers the presence of another teenager in his life) part of the Qijiu week 2020
eyes on me! (G, fluff, PDA, ancient date with millennial beverages, SJ doesn’t like when YQY’s attention is taken from him during their date) 
Liujiu
masterful vengeance (G, soulmate identifying-marks, fluff & humour, LQG stole something from SJ so he enacts his vengeance upon the pretty face) part of the series Liujiu week 2020
accidental alpha acquisition (M, omegaverse, fuck or die (aftermath), bonding, dual cultivation, in the Lingxi caves SJ gets attacked by LQG.. he doesn’t hate it entirely) part of the series Liujiu week 2020
Other
digging out the winter bamboo shoot - SJ/ original male character (M, romance, age difference, first kiss, happy ending; SJ restrained his love for his shizun, until letters from the retired Peak Lord change everything) - long fic
MDSZ
got off on the wrong foot (M, 3zuns/chengxian body swap, awkard boners, jealousy, JC and WWX wakes up in the wrong bodies)
TGCF
DOG is an anagram of GOD (E, Quan Yizhen/Yin Yu, fluff & smut, awkward romance, semi-public sex, the faithful dog god following Yin Yu decides to licks shows him how much he loves him)
Masterpost Year 2018
Masterpost Year 2019 
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Day 1| comfort & reassurance
“Xiao Jiu will always be Qi-Ge’s first priority.”
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intyalote · 3 years
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fic writer q&a
thanks for the tag @i-am-just-a-kiddo ! loved reading about your writing process.
I’ll tag @circumference-pie and @katekatharos and anyone else who writes!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
5 (I really don’t post enough for this ask game but the questions were too fun for me to resist)
2. What is your total AO3 word count?
9212
3. Top five fics by kudos
this is just ranking all of my non-orphaned fics but here we go!
a love to break you (MDZS, wangxian) - unfortunate since it’s the one I like the least and doesn’t reflect my current writing style or preferences at all, but MDZS fandom was already big and has only gotten even larger since CQL came out so it makes sense I suppose
Of Wisdom and Integrity (NIF, shen zhui-centric) - my NIF exchange piece for Katharos from last year! had a lot of fun with it and it’s also the longest of my works.
Fire and Ice (NIF, prince yu/mcs) - NIF exchange 2019 piece! prince yu/mcs is one of my favorite messy/unhealthy ships and I was delighted to have the chance to write for them
escape, into our night (FE3H, dorothea/edelgard) - my piece for darkest night 2020. definitely the one I had the hardest time writing out of these 5 - video game characterization is hard for me to nail down. but I’m pretty happy with how it turned out!
if there is no moon upon the hill (Qi Ye, jiuxiao & zishu) - the result of a 3am evil plotbunny and a not insignificant amount of spite at how fandom likes to make ZZS overly soft.
4. Do you respond to comments, and why?
always! I love getting comments, and I want my readers to know I appreciate them. sometimes comments lead to interesting discussions about characters/plot that I enjoy very much.
5. What’s the fic you have written with the angstiest ending?
Personally I think my Qi Ye fic is the angstiest? Though both that and the FE3H one have major character death, I think Qi Ye’s is bleaker.
6. What’s the fic you’ve written with the happiest ending?
Well, the Shen Zhui fic is the only one that even has what I’d call a happy ending, though I suppose the MDZS one implies that the canon happy ending will happen eventually.
7. Do you write crossovers, if so what’s the craziest one you have done?
I’ve never written one, and frankly I think I’d only confuse myself if I tried.
8. Have you ever received hate on a fic?
No, thankfully. One of the many blessings of not having a huge readership.
9. Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Noooo I’ll read it but my face is far too thin to write it myself. I’d like to try someday though.
10. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I don’t think so.
11. Have you ever had a fic translated?
nope!
12. Have you ever co-written a fic before?
Yes, in discord servers/with friends, but never posted to ao3.
13. All time favorite ship!
I don’t have strong enough shipping preferences to answer this. I think every ship has a compelling dynamic somewhere, and I’m willing to write anything where I think I’m able to unlock that dynamic or read anything where the author makes it interesting, but I’m not attached to any particular combinations of characters.
14. What’s a WIP that you want to finish, but don’t think you will?
All of my fics are short and written in one sitting - if I don’t finish them it’s because I lost interest. So none. But there are a number of fic ideas I really want to write but probably won’t because they’d be too hard to do right.
15. What are your writing strengths?
I’m not sure, maybe writing stream-of-consciousness/inner thought narration?
16. What are your writing weaknesses?
I have many, but the biggest is probably logistics. How do I describe the motion of this character to provide the effect I want? How much detail do I need to transition from one setting to the next? Dialogue is also difficult since I have trouble capturing character voices.
17. What are your thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in a fic?
Unnecessary in 99.5% of cases. It doesn’t bother me that much unless it’s done in excess, but it’s almost always unneeded and can be othering in certain contexts.
18. First fandom you wrote for?
Tolkien, but all of those works are either lost to the void of ffn/lj or orphaned on ao3 (I don’t even think I could find them myself - I’ve forgotten the titles).
19. Fave fic you have written?
It’s almost certainly recency bias, but I’m quite fond of my Qi Ye fic. I suppose we’ll see if it changes once my darkest night and NIF exchange pieces for this year are done.
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kaz3313 · 3 years
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Wips I’m currently working on and their status Tgcf Version:
(Mostly for me. Okay to reblog. Okay to ask questions but they might not be answered)
[Redacted One]: Pairing [Redacted], One shot. Smut. Current word count: 4,800. Expected Word count: 5,500
[Redacted Two]: Pairing [Redacted], One Shot. Kissing, no smut. Current Word count: Unknown. Expected Word Count: 2000/2500
HGS (Hunger Games Simulator, filler name): Pairing: He Xuan/Qi Rong, Background Hualian. One shot, possible epilogue continuation. No smut. Current Word Count: 7300. Expected Word Count: 15,000/16,000
Butterfly Effect (series name). Pairing: Hualian, possibly others/unknown. Series of One shots. No smut (none planned). Word Count (For first part of the series): 300. Expected Word Count: 1000+. Deleted “scenes”: One. Word Count: 300
Reflection: Pairing: Hualian, Hua Cheng/Qi Rong (< complicated) Background Beefleaf. Multi chapter (?) No smut (none planned). Word Count: 1300. Expected Word Count: Unknown. Deleted “scenes”: One. Word Count: 526
Band Au (series, placeholder name): Pairing: Multiple. Three Tremors, Hua Cheng/Qi Rong/He Xuan, Hualian, Beefleaf, Qi Rong/Lang Qian Qiu, Ling Wen/Bai Jing, Possibly more. Series of One Shots. Very Possible Smut. Word Count (for first part of series): 118 Expected word count: 2000/3000
Ahhhh (place holder name): Pairing: None. No smut. One shot. Word count: 608. Expected Word count: 1500.
Can Nightmares Be Prophetic? Pairing: Beefleaf. Background Hualian. Multi-chapter (first chap complete, and posted). No smut. Word Count: 1627 (1300 posted as chap one). Expected Word Count: Unknown.
I hate that I understand you. Pairing: Yin Yu/He Xuan. Past Beefleaf, He Xuan/Shi Wudu, Yin Yu/ Quan Yizhen. No smut/possibly implied. Word Count: 11 (Shhhhhhh,, just had to write the idea down): Expected Word Count: Unknown.
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Anonymous asked: Hello sorry if I was unclear. What I meant to say is that most people have a superficial view on intimacy of any sort, and so while I love Tang Qi's portrayal of romance, I hate most people's physicality-obsessed interpretations. Dunno if it's a western thing, but fanfiction is so out of alignment with canon romance themes that the characters are barely recognisable anymore. (1/4)
Secondly, Most readers/viewers do not give characters like Yehua or Lian Song a chance before making stereotypical assumptions about them. I love their real personalities, flaws and all, but I hate the sheer hyperexaggeration the fandom makes out of it (e.g. hating on Ji Heng). People just cannot see a character as a whole but put them into one category or the other. (2/4)
Thirdly, I just added that I relate to Lian Song(depression etc) because I kinda share his views on romance/love and don't really care for physical aspects that much. I'm aware he's a playboy, but he's also not a stereotypical one (which is unfortunately how most people interpret him) so it's a relief that your blog instead backs up my interpretation of him with facts. (3/4)
Lastly, I'm so sorry for ranting in the Q & A section. Making several points with a word limit really compromises what I'm trying to say 😆. But the bottom line was that fandoms' misinterpretations of your favourite characters makes it hard to see them in an objective light again. (4/4)  
(this 4th one came in after most of our answers were done, so we apologize if it comes off a little ??? we weren’t aware of the end goal for the anons received. We mean no ill-will in how we come across, just elaborating on things and we hope that’s alright with you. <3)
(Admin Lin): Hey! Thanks for sharing your opinions, though these anons are starting to get a little haughty for our own comfort to continue addressing. Both admins have our own grievances with the fandom / how it views particular characters (Ji Heng being a prime example here), however the fandom still offers plenty of good things from it. This is not only a western fandom “issue” (I say as this physicality isn’t necessarily an issue), it can be found in the eastern fandom as well for not only this series but others as well. Both admins are in fact western fandom despite Admin Ro being Asian.  
        As for when it comes down to interpretations - Peach Blossoms is written in first person and hard to find on the western side of the internet; Yehua has an extra from his perspective but that’s the only direct contact we get with him that isn’t through Bai Qian’s eyes. Qian isn’t a romantic person nor does she necessarily find what he does romantic, she’s been engaged to him for so long she kind of considered their engagement troublesome due to her past experience with his Uncle Sang Ji. When it comes to the drama’s take of Yehua, we get a clearer idea of him but at the same time it’s easy to see where others can’t grasp him in his entirety or simplify things when in a fanfiction. Or, for the likes of me, knows what he’s like but can’t formulate a more articulate summary or introspective version of him because of his extensive complexities and in some ways, the knowledge of a Chinese household of some fashion to express the intricacies of his upbringing. It’s merely harder. 
         In the case of Lian Song - the Western fandom doesn’t have access to the information that can be found on this blog as easily because Lotus Step is in the middle of a hiatus but will continue serializing by next year. So, it’s no one’s fault for misunderstanding what kind of playboy he is since that was only addressed in the fall of last year and the dramas both make it clear he’s a playboy / amorous person but never elaborates on it. So it’s an easy assumption to make that he may be a typical playboy by fans of the other available media because he’s not featured beyond Yehua’s uncle or Donghua’s best friend with touches here and there of his connection to Cheng Yu. It’s only in his novel that we get to see a different side of him that will ultimately have a shift at some point to what we see 50,000 years down the line. So, I’m not actually bothered by this myself, personally. It is bound to happen because no one on the western side of the fandom has as much access or want to read an untranslated novel. 
        With TQ’s stance on romance writing, I will say the concept of eternal love or a love that lasts 3,000 lifetimes is a very Chinese one that unless one digs through it with patience and interest in Buddhism / other Eastern religions, that it can be a harder nuance to grasp for those unfamiliar. 
(Admin Ro): We’re sorry you’ve had bad experiences with “fanon” material. We’re thankful that you like the content on this blog enough to comment on it! These are my opinions on the whole affair: as a Chinese woman who reads Chinese novels, from a perspective of writing tropes, hyper-exaggeration is already frequently utilized...in canon. And - from a personal standpoint, when the tropes hit right, I - don’t necessarily mind. Depth can be dug out of the text, but it’s understandable for people to simplify when they’re simply writing or analyzing for their enjoyment.  
        I’m ace, so maybe I understand, Nonny, when you say that you don’t care for the physical aspects of love.  I personally, in my life, don’t necessarily want or need that kind of intimacy, and I don’t find myself straying into the smut tag too often to read about it as it stretches my comfort limits. Granted, I am not sex-repulsed, and it takes a great deal to upset me - however, if everything is in layers and someone enjoys writing smut, then they simply enjoy that layer. Romance isn’t less good and interpretations aren’t less good if there’s a degree of physicality in it. Heck, Admin Lins and I have discussed extensively the physicality of these books - we keep it off the blog 80% of the time because tagging, but it’s a present theme. And, all of us enjoy different things. At the end of the day I think we can’t say the tropes aren’t good when the tropes are the lead-ins that drew us into the more extensive stories.
         Furthermore, a lot of what is on this blog is “read,”and I will never say my read of a character or a part of canon is “right” - or that it's “right”-er than someone else’s. Yes, there’s room for passionate debate as evidenced by many, many essays, but I’m not upset when I can’t change anyone’s mind. People are not automatically wrong when they disagree with me - even if there’s textual evidence, there is difference in interpretation of that textual evidence. I understand why fandom thinks the way it does - though, you’ll have to forgive me, my brain is 90% of the time focused on Pillow Book. Regardless, whether you walk out of a book thinking “this character has this much depth and this many flaws” or “this character is just a flat out antagonist” is very much dependent on you. Yes, we as a blog synthesize textual evidence to make that synthesis easier, but ultimately we are no better judges of anyone’s personality than anyone else out in the fandom.
         Rather, I think sometimes for the sake of finding reasons or understanding, or when we look for evidence fitting our own assumptions about characters sometimes we lean into a softer read, maybe entirely without realizing it. This is a big no in the world of analytical writing for the sake of, ironically “objectivity”  - but this is for enjoyment and not academia. There are times when textual evidence is untouched by the author's tone in terms of connotation and so when we take it for our reading and we have our pre-formed opinions we fall a little more between the lines. Admin Lins and I obviously differ in where this happens as we each have our own, minutely different vibes for characters in question. We know where our confirmation biases in interpretation might lie. Everyone has those. 
         Up till about February or March this year, I, like a lot of the rest of this fandom, wanted to roast Ji Heng on a spitfire. That is my bias. We are humans, and I think we are perhaps incapable of reading something and staying entirely objective to each character. I clawed my way out of my bias (I say ‘clawed’ because it was difficult), however, by looking at the book, looking at my own opinions, looking at other people’s opinions and asking myself: which parts of this is most likely to be true? I think the only way of striving toward objectivity in terms of portrayal is to consider other people’s portrayals, even if you don’t like them - and see if there’s any truth you can see past your bias. And to accept that truth, even if it’s a hard pill to swallow.
         I guess what I have been trying to say, for this entire time, is that we are not the authority on what is and isn’t objective, on what is and isn’t right in these characters, interpretations, and this blog. We are glad to be an interpretation you enjoy - but that doesn’t mean the rest of the fandom who have different opinions are wrong or misinterpretations. I realize we can come across like that sometimes because we make salty memes and because we write long paragraph essays when we have opinions, but ultimately, no one is wrong. Our bubble of enjoyment is our bubble, and no one has to agree with us.
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shenglingyuan · 5 years
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interview with priest from 2012
Hello! KK, the leader of GPS Translations(translation group for Imperfections) wanted to share an early interview with Priest. This one dates back to 2012! She talks about the origin of her pen name, her writing style, writing inspirations, and about “writing” smut =w=
You can listen to the audio recording here. Her voice is really cute and sweet!!!
Host(H): Why did you take Priest as your author name? Priest(P): At first, I only had a reader ID. When I registered as an author in Jinjiang(jjwxc), many of the Chinese names I tried were already taken. I took an English book randomly and used the first word I saw, which was “priest”.
H: Really? Just so casually and randomly? I thought it was religious or something like that? P: Really, really. Because I tried some Chinese names and they were all taken and the website system was asking me to add 01, 06, something like that after my Chinese name. It’s quite annoying, so I went to an English one.
H: When did you start writing? P: On the internet, probably 2007.
H: Which one of your work are you most satisfied with? P: What I’ve written, they don’t have much difference to me. I like them all so I really can’t pick up a favorite one. Maybe my favorite one would be something that I haven’t written yet. I hope in the future you can keep supporting me.
H: What genre would you like to try in the future? P: In the future, probably, some weird ancient background or modern background to express reality, I don’t know which one will I choose as my next one.
H: Can you tell us the type of the CP? P: I can tell you that but probably it will change before I finish, because I once liked zhongquan*, but now I don’t know why but I’ve been liking zhagong more. *one of the CP is very loyal to the other one, will spoil and love the other very much  and can do everything for the other *one of the CP only takes advantage of the other’s feelings, doesn’t really love the other one but only use the other half to get a good time H: I’m not really into zhagong but I think I will--- P: So you’re gonna abandon me :( H: No, I will never abandon you!!
H: Do you have an author you like, BL and BG? P: Yes, I do. I think I like quite a lot in BL, maybe I can’t speak them all out loud because if I list it, it will fill a whole paper. I’ve read a lot and I like a lot. I haven’t read BL type a lot recently. Recently I was reading Yu Hua’s book. I liked him a lot, I’m a really a big fan of him
H: So what good novels have you read recently in BL? P: I recently started liking ghost stories for no reason and I read a lot, a lot, a lot of ghost stories but it seems that most of my readers are not really into it.
H: Which one have you read? P: It’s Liu Gan.
H: Someone told me they read ‘Liu Gan’ and they got scared to sleep alone at night. P: Qing Qiu’s ‘Gui Hua Lian Pan’ is quite good. And I read another one, ‘Tong Hua Zhong Lu Si Li Xie Ji Yi Yuan Guai Tan’, and I read this one today.
H: Is there any possibility that you will write horror stories? P: I’m not sure if I’m good at it because no one told me ghost stories in my childhood, so I can just keep reading others for now.
H: An audience is asking, your work often contains a lot of imagination. The multiple subjects and content, are they related to your professional major or hobbies? Take ‘Final Blue-Signet(Zhong Ji Lan Yin)’ as an example. P: Not really related to my major but I’m kind of like a jack of all trades, master of none, so I have quite a lot of hobbies.
H: Another is asking, is Priest a STEM major? Did you feel confused when you wrote ‘Final Blue-Signet’ because of your mixed background? P: You can say so [that I’m a STEM Major]. But I hope you don’t believe my settings too much because I’m just bullshitting. But I’m not feeling confused by it because after all, I’m the one who wrote them.
H: Where did your inspiration came from for writing ‘Final Blue-Signet’? P: I was waiting in line to buy bread and there was an advertisement board opposite it. The ad has a picture that was very very very big and was very very very complicated, and then I just figured out the story for ‘Final Blue-Signet’.
H: What exactly did the picture show? Why would it make you think of ‘Final Blue-Signet’? P: Because I don’t really get the picture, and I can’t figure out why are they drawing those kind of things. I think the complicated thing is like a magical pattern. So, it’s lovely. While I was in the line and I had nothing to so, I just handed out an essay which is very complicated. Then I took out a little notebook and wrote down my settings and started to set for Final Blue-Signet.
H: What about Qi Ye(The Seventh Lord)’s inspiration? P: Actually, it was difficult to write this one. I spent a lot of time and I tried a lot of settings and dropped a lot of settings, but I cherished them so I don’t wanna give up on them. After, I just combined everything together. So the final product is like everything and unlike everything.
H: Can you describe your own writing style? P: You can say that I’m under the “bullshitting” style.
H: Why? How could you call yourself under the “bullshitting” style? P: Because I think I’m bullshitting from settings to the plot, I just make them randomly and very casually. H: So modest. P: No no no I’m really bullshitting style.
H: You must have an outline. Will you change your plot because of what the readers say to you? P: EHHH? I don’t think this question is in the rehearsal. How could you suddenly ask me this question, just because I said I had a bullshitting style? The hope was all for the best at first. I had an outline at the very beginning but almost every part of the outline can’t stand for more than 30,000 words, it just totally goes out of the outline. Whether I will be influenced by my readers ... it depends because some of my novels, I write them in advance and some I write them at the moment. Those that are written at the moment are more easily to be influenced by the readers.
H: Is Liang Jiuxiao in The Seventh Lord really dead? P: Yes, yes, yes, and yes. It’s true. H: He’s a very popular character among your readers and many of your readers think that he has something with his senior brother*? P: They are thinking too much. *this senior brother is Zhou Zishu of Faraway Wanderers/Tian Ya Ke
H:Do you have preference over the type of CP or genre? P: No I don’t have one. If you read my novels, then you’ll know I don’t have a preferred one.
H: Many of us want to ask you a question. Why is there very few sex plots in your novels? When do you plan to write more sex plots? P: There are more and there are less. Actually I wrote them, I just make them less so you can’t see it.
H: No sex plot is really being “deceitful”. P: Well I forgot to say that I’m also a “deceitful” type of writer.
H: So you just erase all the sex plot like that? P: You can say so.
H: When do you plan to write them and do you have any conditions to do it? P: One: until the day I’m finally good at it, and two: when the internet has a rating for different age.
H: You mean you’re afraid of tainting underage readers? P: Yeah, yeah, yeah … I hope that underage readers can see cute media like cartoons or something instead.
H: Another audience question: you have a very busy life, and you update very fast. How could you balance the relationship between writing, your studying, and your life? P: I’m not actually that busy, I like hanging out. I don’t write novels for a very long time a day. In a day, one to two hours tops.
H: How many words can you write in those one or two hours? P: One or two hours is enough for one or two updates.
H: How many words exactly? P: In my bad condition, about 2000 words, if I’m in good condition, more than 3000 words. H: You are so fast! P: Uhhh, right.
H: You never face the difficulty of not knowing what to write? P: I just said my style is “deceitful” plus “bullshitting” so I think this style can make me happy. Also, my stories, the quality is quite low. I have quite a lot of typos.
H: How do you name your characters in your book? P: Mostly, from dictionaries. A book is very handy, too. I think of a page number and line number, which character of the line then I open it. If it’s really weird, I will do it again. If I think it’s okay, then it’s okay.
H: So casual, just like how you chose your pen name. P: Yep yep, but I’m very loyal to the names. Because I can’t remember them all if I have a lot of names.
H: Thank you for your gentle attitude. Is there anything else you want to say to our audience? P: First of all, I wish you all a happy new year and may your wishes come true. I hope everyone can study well and can read less sex plots to protect yourselves.
H: Thank you for coming today, Priest. P: Thanks, thanks, thanks for your hard work!
H: Well thanks for your hard work too!
Priest is the author of Guardian(2012), Sha Po Lang(2015), Silent Reading(2016), Imperfections(2017), Faraway Wanderers(2010), and more. Masterlist of English translations can be found here.
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