#probably will delete later? idk

[maudiemoods]

Hair? Falling out from stress!! Chest? In constant pain!! Eyes? Dead and tired!! Brain? Overthinking and emotional!! Hygiene? Routine completely forgotten!!

#ren won't shut up #waaaaeaeawaaaawawaaaawaawaawaasuwauuwa #ignore #GIRL WHAT IS GOING ON?? #I'll be getting a therapist soon but hot DAMN i am struggling #my hair is so thin now :(( #my eyes look terrible? and not from the lack of sleep. i sleep enough i just dont rest #if I disappear for a few days its because im trying to figure my shit out lmao #i have severe undiagnosed/untreated mental illnesses lmaoooo #idk whats going on anymore waaaa #i used to ve about to control all of this waaa #tw mental illness #tw mental breakdown #?? i guess im having a breakdown And you all are just witnessing it? sorryy #cw mental health #idk sorry if i dont tag this right jdjsjs #probably will delete later? idk

[soupthatwasreheated]

Alice Dyer is NOT Tim 2.0. Their humor is completely different. Canon Tim is incredibly different from fanon tim. He is funny sometimes, but when it comes down to it, his humor comes down to “millenial who makes the occasional pop culture reference and is jokingly flirty sometimes”. He knows what a meme is, but his meme knowledge is not that far advanced from “I can haz cheesburger” cat. He is not hip with the memes. Alice is the one who is hip with the memes. Please let this woman be cringe and let Timothy Stoker be free from the chains of comedic relief meme guy.

#I’m probably gonna delete this later idk #God forbid women are losers with a somewhat cringey tumblr sense of humor #anyways. I’m only protocol tagging this so people can avoid it if they don’t wanna see protocol stuff #tmagp #tmagp spoilers #the magnus protocol #alice dyer #i dont think this is discourse so I’m not tagging it as such? but I can add it later I guess if I decide to let this thang live #rambles

[cuervitodeisla]

The types of people at an All Girl Catholic School (based on what I saw back in 2008-2014)

1) gay. either is gay or looks gay enough to be called slurs/be avoided (people would start rumors and ask your friends if they feel safe around you/how can you be friend with someone like that)

2) the trans boy forced to wear the dreaded plaid uniform skirt

3) the satanist the religion teacher wants to convert back to Catholicism… she’s not satanic, no one knows how he got to that conclusion. Everyone thinks he’s going to far.

4) the craziest party girl who shows up visibly hungover to class, sometimes potentially drunk but we don’t judge… that much

5) actually responsible honor students that everyone respects for the most part. It’s a college prep school so having a perfect gpa while taking all the advanced classes is admirable.

6) the ones who always hanged out at the nurses office, they weren’t sick, the nurse was just cool

7) the choir kids that were either punks or metal heads

8) the religious ones didn’t exist or at least I never saw them with my own eyes

9) the worst psychological/cyber bullying ever, girl had to change schools mid semester because it got really bad, and then the bullies started a rumor saying she left due to teen pregnancy.

10) rich kids stealing MacBooks left and right just cause

#Catholic school was definitely an experience #tbh I didn’t see much because I we very much not involved #thoughts and rambles #probably will delete later? idk

[bixels]

Continuing my watch-through of Nadia: Secret of Blue Water and, damn, Captain Nemo tho... ... ...

#personal #delete later #straight up has me twirling my hair going hiiii #idk what it is about stoic mysterious leaders in big hats with shadows over their eyes #I have a type #im definitely drawing fanart of him #probably without a shirt whos to say

[justxangelxthings]

I keep getting messages asking me if my header picture is me and I say yes because it is BUT I feel very guilty because I'm wearing a TON of makeup, much more than I usually do and even a bit of eyelid tape to alter my appearance so here are some minimal makeup selfies 👉👈 (I'm wearing mascara in the first and eyeliner/lip gloss in the second.) My haircolor is also fake (I'm naturally brunette) and I sometimes wear colored circle lenses. To the 4 (!!!!!) girlies who messaged me so far that have made comparisons between my appearance and their own with a very unfavorable opinion of their own I promise I do not look like that picture 99.999999% of the time and in real life I am pretty plain and unremarkableand it is very possible that I would wish I looked like you if I saw you. 🙈

#im feeling really vupnerable making this post rn but i care more about not perpetrating girls' negative self image through comparison #than i care about impressing people with a false image of myself 🙈 #i will probably delete this later because I dont have a good feeling about posting it but maybe it is just anxiety idk idk idk #you're all hot ok #mine

[arthurpendragonssassydaggers]

Hear me out the whole sun and moon thing from Arthur’s pov except he does see Merlin as the moon and himself as the sun.

You can’t get to close to the sun without burning and even though the saying goes “they look at you like you’re the sun.” You can’t actually look at the sun without it bringing you pain, squinting your eyes and looking away. You can wish for the sun when it’s cold but to much of it and you get aggravated and wish it would go away.

But when the moon is out you could stare at it for hours without an ounce of pain. The moon is refreshing after a tiring day out in the sun. The moon doesn’t bring pain it, doesn’t hurt to be around. When a moon is full and bright it’s beautiful to look at.

Merlin is the moon to Arthur not because he thinks he doesn’t shine but because he doesn’t burn.

#Did I cook? #there are probably mad spelling mistakes but oh well #Idk what to call this #A Drabble maybe? #bbc merlin #arthur pendragon #merlin #merthur #might delete this later idk

[andr0nap-wf]

todays delusions :)

#delete later probably #idk just had to get the rough idea out of my mind #will clean it up later and design something for al too #listen the chances of loid accompanying albrecht to an orokin banquette as a +1 are close to none but i can dream #also the medallion collar is based on that necraloid sentinel tail flavor text #what the fuck did DE mean by that

[dustysbedroom]

feelin really self conscious about this one it might not stay up for long

#me #felt cute #selfie #felt cute might delete later #dustysbedroom #felt cute will delete later #idk #love yall #felt sexy #tattoo #will probably delete later

[stiffyck]

What if people started saying "I need to exercise more" or "I need to eat a bit healthier" instead of "I need to lose weight"

You can be healthy and fat

#and also #you dont need to be healthy all the time #some people will never be healthy #stop trying to be overly healthy if its at the cost of your happiness and mental health #you can eat junk food every once in a while and you dont need to feel bad about it #you can eat sweets #you can lie in bed all day if you need to just chill out and get some proper rest #you dont need to constantly be healthy and at the top of your game #stiff talk #delete later #maybe idk #this will probably stay up who knows #man it just hurts me when someone whos healthy and who looks good says “i need to lose weight” #like yea okay if thats what you wanna do go for it #but i think youre fine as you are #idk man im just rambling

[ink-the-artist]

I’ve been thinking back to artist stuff in high school and man people are really weird about furry stuff in a way that seems like they’re super afraid to be associated with it at all. I don’t/didn’t consider myself a furry but I recognize my art is obviously furry-adjacent at times and I don’t mind that.

I’d almost always bring my sketch book to school with me so I can draw during breaks and stuff and the amount of times people (sometimes complete strangers!) would randomly insult me for drawing “furry shit” (once this happened bc I was drawing bojack horseman characters LMAO) like ppl are usually polite when they see me (or others from what I’ve seen) drawing in public, will either ignore it or say something nice or funny if they do comment on it, unless it’s something they think is furry art.

It’s baffling to me like this is so obviously not how these people would normally behave but it feels like they’re so afraid of being seen as cringe they feel they have to point out any cringe they see so that no one thinks they’re cringe. Grown adults can do this stuff too but it was obv much more common for me in high school.

And it was so shitty how it made me actually somewhat ashamed of drawing anything that could be perceived as furry, even though I’ve loved drawing animals my whole life since I was a child, and I never had anything against furries and had both irl and online friends who were furries.

I don’t feel any of that shame anymore and just draw whatever I want (it helps that I’m no longer getting strangers commenting on my art like this irl, and that I’m not as insecure a person as I was in high school) it’s just so fucking weird that people feel comfortable acting like this

#to be clear this isn’t abt people just calling me/my art furry or tagging it as such etc #it’s about people who act like assholes #people shouldn’t act like this towards ppl who consider themselves furries either #honestly furries are braver than any us marine for putting up with this shit way more than I had to #I’m lucky I was pretty confident with my art at that time but #doing this to someone who isn’t could really stifle them a lot #how fucking demoralizing would it be as a beginner artist to be berated by a stranger in public #I’m hoping this is a less common thing to happen now bc #when I was in high school it was during the height of anti sjw cringe culture shit #so it was probably worse bc of that #long post #sorry for the ramble lol might delete later idk

[darlin-djarin]

“omg i love the teacher!luke and single dad!din au!!”

but like. isn’t that what they are. like in canon.

#just say modern au maybe?? lol #bc in canon it would translate directly into the same trope in modern #yk?? #uhhh idk anyway #star wars #din djarin #the mandalorian #luke skywalker #dinluke #skydalorian #oil. #delete later #probably

[araneapeixes]

currently experiencing. sad autism where im scared that bc i post so slow everybody has already gotten over bg3 and theres no point in me getting to all the ideas i still have bc novody will care. can anybody just reassure me real quick that you will still want me to draw shadowheart once every 3 months in the future

#3 particular shad ideas r at the top of my list currently but im having a hard time even getting to work on them #bc i feel like its already too late? idk this probably doesnt make sense and is stupid #delete later #probably. i mean i should #im also scared that bc i talk to people on here so sporadically that nobody cares. just a good day overall

[jnsmeyv]

Simon who never hesitates to call or message you whenever he's out with the 141

Simon who would admire you from afar whenever your busy doing smth

Simon who would squeeze you into embrace whenever he comes home as if theres no tomorrow

and the very same Simon you plan your happy ending with.

#cod #call of duty #simon ghost riley #simon riley #ghost #cod mw2 #modern warfare 2 #ghost x reader #simon riley x reader #mw2 #i love him #i should probably delete this later #idk man #i suck at writing

[chatonlaveur]

WIP preview for the Hyrule-centric LU fan comic I've been working on in my free time 👀

I really want to work on this, but also I am very busy rn, so we'll see when I actually get it finished :,) But like since this is theoretically in part an art blog I thought I should probably post some art even if it is just a WIP like this.

#Hyrule! little guy #he is truly working hard to shuffle my top three LU boys ranking #Legend and Four had better watch out because here comes Hyrule with a steel chair #I'm joking (probably) Legend has been my ride or die since I first read the comic but still #I've been thinking abt Hyrule a lot recently #many thoughts #ANYWAYS #idk if I'll stick to this as how I draw him once I'm done this comic #I want to experiment a bit more outside of his canon outfit in the future?? #and also his hair is a bit grown out here for reasons related to time passage within the comic itself so 👀👀👀 #who knows #linked universe #loz #the legend of zelda #Link #Hyrule #my art #WIP #delete later #(maybe? we'll see I might keep this up)

[wink-1-8-2]

quality just got lower

#I should go to bed #look at me combatting art and writers block w tjis #Inspired by that one tweet #Idk I don’t have the app #danger days #This was probably funnier in my head #danger days are not mcr #ttlotfk #party poison #kobra kid #Im sorry this is the ugliest thinh #i might delete this later #I spent more time on the text than I did on the rest of the drawing #Don’t laugh at me ok #I realize now that I should have just left the text instead of tracing it

[moonlume]

tumblr said draw something bad so I did but I'm mad I still didn't feel anything

#man i started tagging this and i cant even bring myself to do it. hashtag art hashtag illustration hashtag capitalism. #sorry to be sadposting... tumblr is the only place i can admit ive actually been really really struggling with my love for art... #i should be grateful. i should be thankful for the fact that i can do art as my job. i shouldnt be whining about it like this. #but theres a hole in my soul where my joy for creating used to be and i dont know how to fix it. i want to love to draw again. #its been like this for probably over a year now and i dont know what to do. i cant abandon everything ive been working on for 7 years. #im also unemployable. so its not like i would dare to quit moonlume...but i just want to find joy in it again... #but capitalism has dug its wretched claws into my skull so badly that everything has been feeling incredibly soulless. i hate it. #anyway. might delete this later. its unprofessional but this is the one website where i can let go of professionalism for 5min and be human. #i dont hate what i do and i really am thankful..i just i wish i wasnt so stressed about making everything look good and perfect and sellable #but at this point its subconsciously connected to my survival that every time i think about drawing i stress myself out before i even start #ugh idk. neither here nor there. cant quit but dont feel connected to my work but cant change what i do or i will alienate my audience 👍