#possible bpd

[borderline-culture-is]

Possible bpd culture is feeling so strongly and complicatedly that you can only put it into words as "I want to hurt you"/"I want to bite you and shake you around like a dog", and meaning that mostly positively but knowing it would sound kind of alarming...

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#mood #possible bpd culture is #possible bpd culture #possible bpd #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe

[rosesraeken]

trying to distract yourself after getting upset can be weird cause why am i fighting tears building minecraft legos

#possible bpd #autism #autistic #actually autistic #bpd #actually bpd #vent #neurodivergent

[cherryredmistakes]

I don’t think I’ll ever find what we had again

#lost friends #friendship breakups #favorite person #fp #possible bpd #bpd fp #bpd tag #girlblogging #girlblogger #girl blogger #mental illness #xoxo gray #help i’m so tired #grays diary

[yourlocalmissingtexture]

Me, to my mom the other day: yeah one thing I don’t get though is that if I do have bpd I don’t really split

Me, the next day: I’m a means to an end people don’t actually like me do they oh my god I’m not enough am I oh my god oh my god I’m actually better than the haters (girl who??) because I’m awesome and have good ideas and I’m someone’s partner so fuck you I’m losing everything oh my god things are going too fast I need to progress faster faster faster

(I don’t really do that too often I don’t think but god today is rough)

#talking to myself #possible bpd #I also just started my period (I’m also irregular) but still ugh #vent #I’m also tired and nauseous ugh

[meanttobeyourz]

i actually think i might have bpd because lately i've been feeling really empty and i keep either being disgusted by my friends or feeling like they're gonna leave me or think i'm clingy or annoying (among other things but i'm not going to put all the symptoms here)

i'm not sure if i'm just being crazy or something or if i actually do have it because all of the symptoms make sense and they've been affecting me a lot especially this year.

but i really don't know if this is just a phase and i'm being delusional or not

#mog. #mine #vent #<kinda #bpd #possible bpd

[allwaysnighthere]

I am giving myself permission to simply be. I have as much right as others to exist, take up space, and be me, even if that other part of me always tries to tell me otherwise.

It won’t be easy and it won’t be perfect, but I need to try.

#61 #just rambling #mental health #possible bpd

[musings-of-isolation]

ignored

brushed aside

hurting

no one would care...

#depression #self harm #possible bpd

[crooked-poetry-written]

when i literally have taken two well known and very accurate tests online for autism and got scores high enough to qualify for autism and am being told to get checked for autism and like 3 random tests for bpd and every single one of them have said that i very much do have bpd and uh

makes sense makes sense

#self h@rm #shtumblr #bpd stuff #possibly autistic #possible bpd #uh oh #lols

[error-soup]

me: I want to have a casual, chill friendship with this person

my brain: you love her. tell her to leave her boyfriend for you

#undiagnosed #journal #possible bpd

[menheraboy06]

I HAVE MY PILLS FINALLY!!!! WOOHOO!!!

#xan.txt #take your meds #depression #anxiety #possible bpd

[adecieverselegy]

Imagine going through the 7 stages of grief everyday (I need to be evaluated for bpd)

#shitpost #possible bpd

[rosesraeken]

trying to distract yourself from crying is great until you’re sobbing while watching a guy shovel gravel under the ocean in minecraft

#like help 💀 #the absurdity of it made me stop crying tho 😭 #actually autistic #autistic #possible bpd #bpd #autism #actually bpd #vent #i guess #neurodivergent

[cherryredmistakes]

You don’t understand you don’t you can’t nobody can because nobody wants to

#girlblogging #girlblogger #girl blogger #mental illness #help i’m so tired #grays diary #anor3xic #an0r3x14 #manic pixie dream girl #eating problems #attachment issues #ana ed #body disphoria #not pr0 just rant #possible bipolar #possible bpd #undiagnosed bpd #bpd splitting #borderline splitting

[yourlocalmissingtexture]

Who up & wanna help me beat my brain up

#talking to myself #vent #please just let me be normal ffs #possible bpd #screaming internally

[fuchsia-faerie]

I think I might have bpd? But idk who to talk to about it … I want to talk to ppl with bpd before I speak to my doctor… my doctors don’t really listen to me… it’s so difficult to be taken seriously

#possible bpd #text

[undrstndgyournewpositionasking]

I've been so sick physically and mentally lately. I don't really know how to explain it, I feel empty, numb, and disinterested in everything and everyone. Sometimes I get angry suddenly.

I can mask it somewhat, but I find myself not wanting to mask any of it, especially the anger.

But I do because I still worry that if I were to be honest about my emotions when I do have them, I'd lose people, or wind up incurring punishment for the system as a whole.

And despite my current disinterest, I still want to avoid abandonment so much so that I've caught myself thinking of cutting connections both in order to spare myself that and in order to spare the people close to me from my mess.

#Fake rambles #argbur fictive #possible bpd