The Swordsman & The Dancer
Come, witness, this engagement
Observe without judgment
You know not what you see
Perhaps, you’d think;
A contest asymmetrical
One side, armed, unyielding
The other, vulnerable, yet fearless
Maybe you’d picture;
Unforgiving, razor-sharp steel
Slashing soft flesh
During a pirouette
A spray of crimson
Dotting the tulle
Decorating The Dancer
But… this fate is imaginary
To dance is to parry
More patience than action
An elegant riposte
Living through rhythm
Carried by melody
The blade is wayward
And The Swordsman reels
Lacerating only ego
A debilitating blow
Yet The Dancer dances
And the song plays on
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this is my thesis on wood ghosts which if you don't know are the faces and shapes in the grain of wood in my childhood home(s) and probably also other places
they are really lonely all the time because they can never go home and they can only cry if they are in the walls of the bathroom in which case the condensation lets them cry
some of them are family because they come from the same trees and some of them are not and they hardly ever get to talk to their family
their eyes are always open and they see everything in the house but they never see anything outside of the house they are sick of the house but they are also proud
because the wood ghosts are a secret like plumbing or wiring but instead of the things that pipes and wires do they are in charge of all the feelings in the house
they take the strain out of the water heater who screams or the regular heater who shakes or the wood stove who burns everyone that touches it and this job is important because otherwise the house would've burnt down a long time ago because there are lots of feelings in there
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there is a time in my life when its just me. Me versus me, you versus me. Me in my bloodslick hands and me in my hot patchy face. i stand in the sun, it's blinding. when i reach up to block my view i see i'm not the only thing lying on the ground. i lie with the dirt and the bugs and the worms and i wait for them to take me to.
remember when it was you and me and not me and me. You and me and clean hands and touching mouths, fingertips to fingertips, antlers tangled yet separate.
i push my hands into yours again. bloodslick hand in bloodslick hand. I did not win. I did not win. I did not win. bloodslick hand to bloodslick hand, the water does not cleanse me as i once thought. i pull the skin and muscle from my antlers, i let it lie. I let it lie. I let it lie and lay in the dirt with the bugs and the worms.
bloodslick hand to bloodslick hand. Im sorry i let you lay. im sorry i let you lie. I let the worms get to you before they got to me in all my selfishness. I ask for your forgiveness, i stand over your body and beg for it. bloodslick hand to bloodslick heart. I did not win. I did not win. I did not win.
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sometimes i can feel the layers of my mind unraveling again
i sew my thoughts back into place
but i maybe got the stitching wrong.
was it my technique?
was it the fabric from which i was made?
was it nothing at all?
the stitching holds for now but what about tomorrow?
tomorrow
i’ll sew them back into place.
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Writing about the world ending has a certain feeling to it and I don't know how to describe the feelings I have exploring the grief we all experience personally
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You had this desolated dust in the reflection of your eyes, which made your glance appear miserably exhausted from all the lives that you are not living, even though you wished you were. - She tried to look through her weak frame while she temporarily faded away, along with the hope that one day she completely will.
Angelique Salvatore
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"IN WINTER"
it’s too late to tell you i die
a little in winter when the cactuses
are all rotted and the grass is the
color of passing. i haunt the limestone
fields howling like an angry ghost.
i guess that’s what i am.
i should’ve said it when we were
stoned watching the stars sweating
even at midnight. i should have
warned you to start mourning back
in fall when nothing changes.
in the short and slow days i’m nothing but a
wisp of a spirit gnarled and blackened by
fire among the lost pines. i walk there
where fog fills the mornings and the sun
never touches me. i could’ve mentioned
that i drift, vague as a desaturated memory.
no man is an island but before i didn’t
know where home was i did my best to
balance on a floe in the struggling
arctic, teeth starting to circle around as
the pods recognized me as ever weakening.
back then i was walking dead each endless light
and endless dark.
before the floating i swam so deep it
was as black as the blanket that
cradles the stars. it was colder than
space and all the glowing fish recognized
me as a stranger to both of us.
i want to sing that things are better
here where all the plants are as sharp
as the barbs buried in my skin but the
words may roll off a serpent’s tongue.
it’s too late to tell you the kind of knowledge
i have isn’t the kind you want.
it might be too soon to say it, but that red
bird you track from cedar to pecan and back
holds my heart inside its chest, beating
like a funeral drum.
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grandma’s house
plaster sharp enough to cut, hands trailing,
toes curling in polyester carpeting,
stumbling steps, taken drunkenly down,
dangling light bulb fallow and wan,
everyone’s in the basement, bodies with no faces,
blond hair curled, grey boots falling off too small feet,
a blue baseball cap, worn-down sneakers,
cigarette smoke drifting atop the smell of canned gravy,
warmed on a plate that bangs each time it takes a turn,
voices drift wordless and speaking,
flowered virid couch full to bursting, legs tossed over legs,
base thumping through chests, turned up too loud,
boxes filled and cluttered, leaning into heads and intimate spaces,
someone laughs, brown hair flowing, head thrown back,
the baby is crying at her uncle’s shushing,
this will be their last supper, did they have faces then?
these bodies, without eyes and smiles.
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Nonpareil // nosebleedclub's March Prompts
Inspiration from @sonnetsunflower 's own prompt!
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You opened up your chest to me
Slowly showing me the bruises and scars
Told me their stories and names
And I looked down, away
Pretended to half way understand
And we walked on
You asked if I was ok
So I told you some stories
I haven't told you the worse yet
We'll see if you're even still here for that
Because I can see the stress slinking through your house
It walks on four legs like a feral cat
It hides in the shadows until you get too mad
And you let it lay on your shoulders
I don't know how long you can love me
I will stay until you decide to go
Because I don't think I can make it alone again
But you'll have everyone else
I want you to know it's ok
I will always love you
No matter what we go thought I will love them all
But you are all human and that has terms
I can see how thin your bonds are to me
So I've already grieved the loss of friends
Before it happens so it's easier now
I will slowly dissapear
So no one will notice me gone
And no one will miss me,
Not like they did you anyway
So go on, let your demons kill you
Let them hate me, become who I fear
It's ok, I will love you still
Even when no one would do the same for me
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Comments@comments
Isolation is a blessing
A quiet war against all those who care
A ridiculous abuse you accidentally or
purposely throw on the couch, they sit on
But a form of freedom a form of emotion
Can you leave me the fuck alone?
Can you pay attention for once?
Had you ever seen me this—
Interpretation varies and yet all it does is
ensure confusion to audience and performer
For once it seems like silence is key, silence a glee
At once it’s anger, sadness, confusion
lost together all you want is nothing
No more questions or comments,
no bible or salmons I just don’t want to hear
Why can’t they just stop and leave it all behind
The way I have and the way they’d done
Why change it now you fakeass fuckers
I hope to see that color in your eyes
A glow of red maybe green like the traffic of this town
A mere criticism or order in demand of
Things to “help” me with but really
I don’t give a fuck and at this point it’s really
Just me and me, 3rd person to 3rd person
No sympathy or empathy, only condolences to
The 4th party comments who don’t really get it
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Delindae's love poem
You said practice makes permanent
and maybe it does,
after weeks and months
but my favorite part is always learning the piece-
Every run, every trill,
every part your hearts
poured into-
I'm rather prone to rushing,
If you couldn't tell,
I always play fortissimo
but with you conducting
we could take this andante
and see where it goes-
You can set our tempo,
I'll follow your lead,
We can take this poco-a-poco
because this is exactly
where I want to be
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