#pain torture agony

[dinosaur-mayonnaise]

three way emails are so ANNOYING

you add a third person and suddenly none of the regular social rules apply.

and don't even get me STARTED on cc's. i can never be a corporate girlie bc to me these are the horrors.

#are you meant to say 'dear all'? #are you meant to name the two other people? #who knows #if one of the people reply to your email saying only 'dear [y/n] do you reply back saying only 'dear [their name]'??? #do you still include the third person in the 'send to' option? #or do they get downgraded to 'cc'? #and what if the other two people are having a conversation without you but still including you in the email #are you meant to acknowledge them? #bc i always find 'yes i've received this' emails such a waste of time #but also is it rude to ignore them? #but also are you intruding on their conversation if they're talking amongst themselves? #but also would they still send it to you if they didn't want you to reply? #or do they just want you to be a passive observer? #don't even get me started on when YOU'RE the one cc'd in #let alone being bc'd in #pain torture agony #i hate this someone needs to burn outlook #let's go back to handwritten letters through carrier pigeon #or better yet telegrams which charge by the letter so you don't have to bother with pleasantries

[officialjanetweiss]

#pain torture agony #ted lasso

[leroyblazeintheflesh]

And once again my abs being targeted for no reason at all but jealousy 🙄

#jobber #bgeast #leroyblaze #sixpack #pretty boy #jobber humiliated #jobber tortured #blue #silver trunks #lean body #lithe #abdominals #pain and agony

[altyem]

Putting my Narry through my today's pain 🥰

Narry: HOW AM I ALLOWED TO FEEL IT, I'M A MAN-

Stanley: Nate, are you-

Narry: *curls up in bed with hot water bottle on his lower abdomen* Leave me alone...

[Aka me today]

Also inspo taken from DDanekota on twitter since Idk if they have acc here

#tsp #the stanley parable #tspud #narrator tsp #stanley parable ultra deluxe #narrator #period cramps #pain and agony ig #I like torturing people

[frickfrackchickenstack]

My favorite thing abt having trauma is that even when i know whats coming in a show i still get too emotional and panicky even thi I KNOW THEYRE ALL ALIVE

Hi bsd 109, if pookie bear sigma dies i will commit unspeakable atrocities <3

#bungou stray dogs #bsd 109 #bsd #skk #sigma #aight so #as a fellow author knowing that sigma is asagiris favorite is both great and terrifying #him dying? possible but less likely #bc i can only speak for myself #but #if theres anything i do w my favorite characters its TORTURING THEM #hahahahaha #pain! #agony even! #percy stop talking

[saggernooseai]

#hanged #gallows #execution #public execution #military execution #executionbyhanging #executed #hanging scene #hanging #death by hanging #public hanging #noosed #choke and strangle #pain suffering agony #whump art #hang him #torture device #rope marks #rope burns

[marc--chilton]

still losing my mind at the way houses relationship with john would have fucked up the way he sees being an omega. just,,, teen house, young and confused, experiencing these absoloutely brutal heats. not understanding why they are so bad and hard when theyre supposed to be a time where an omega feels good. already feeling broken and wrong, and then having to face john's anger and disappointment over him being an omega

like i can only imagine how it would affect him in heat, a time where he would be less able to think coherently. and constantly remembering how traumatic and horrible his heats as a teen were, the memory making him feel bad and in turn making him feel physically worse. just like,,, a constant feedback loop of remembering and feeling bad -> feeling physically worse in turn -> reminding himself even more of his childhood and feeling worse

i feel like after having to deal with his first few heats without a strong family net to acclimate to the changes, once house is outta there and doing his own thing he tries to never deal with his heats alone. he marks his cycle religiously, makes deals with alphas in med school to help him through them, or even finds street suppressants if he's especially desperate.

man. you just know john has put him outside for some of his heats, too. nothing to nest with, no scent blocking patches, just left him in the yard like a sacrificial lamb. it goes without saying how dangerous that is.

hell, once he's employed i wouldn't be surprised if he stole something from the hospital to bring home in case a heat comes up that he can't deal with, something that'll knock him out for the worst of it.

#asks #certified-moth #house md #writing a fic that is basically just heat whump for a lot of it as i type this #house's heats are bad always it's just how it is for him #but once he has the infarction it's even worse #his leg becomes another focal point for pain to localize to and the scar is so severe that when he's in heat #it runs scary hot. like where the muscle is missing sits just a molten core of pure agony #fainting spells and delirium become new side effects as a result #it is a pathetic miserable sight and he WANTS to be alone so no one can see him like that #but dealing with them alone is torture so he just doesn't win. it fucks with his issues of self #something else to resent about his body #he and wilson develop a fairly solid unofficial........ thing early on in their friendship #it would have taken wilson more convincing had he not witnessed the effects himself and got his caretaker heart twanging #even when he's married. which doesn't necessarily mean he's cheating but uh. it doesn't help in his case #all of it compounds into a very big mess that does not help the success rates of his marriages #goes to show how much more time wilson spends with house than his wives when he's more synced with house than them #now THAT is an offense. THAT'S what can get feelings hurt #it makes him feel bad but he tries to reassure himself by comparing their heats to house's. they don't understand how bad it is #<- probably the cause of several arguments #wilson trying to get bonnie or julie to understand why he Needs to do this and bristling when they Just Don't Get It #“house didn't break up our marriage but he sure didn't help” etc #mgv

[promptsforyourwhumpfic]

Whumptober #16: No Way Out

Option: Paralytic Drugs

A paralytic drug with a side-effect of the whumpee feeling as though their blood is on fire. They cannot scream, and they cannot move. Everyday is agony. 

#Short but sweet #or not so #whumptober #whumptober2022 #ideas #writing #prompts #no.16 #no way out #paralytic drugs #nerve poison #agony #pain #whump #psychological whump #torture #medical torture

[marklikely]

trying to be normal about movies but the men on the horror movie podcast just said hellraiser made the cenobites too evil because they "only give pain and never give pleasure" thereby missing literally the entire conceit of the movie.

#guyyyyyssss the entire point is that the cenobites are physically incapable of differentiating the two pain IS pleasure to them #thats part of why theyre scary beings because you cant reason with them they physically cant #comprehend the idea that humans wouldnt find discovering new and excruciating pains to be a pleasurable thing. #by trying to judge their actions in terms of pain vs pleasure you're completely missing the point of why they do what they do. #there is no difference there is no giving a 'good' character eternal pleasure there is no 'going too hard on the villainy' #they're giving everyone pleasure when they send frank to the torture and agony dimension they DO view that as pleasure. #hence why when they punish him for escaping they don't torture him anymore they just explode his entire head and kill him immediately.... #avpost

[discoveryyyyy]

She is in her own room in her bed under her covers but she feels like she is in a strange place she is scared she doesn't know why she is feeling like this, it seems like it will be a very long night maybe the pills aren't working anymore, maybe the paranoia and the voices are coming back to hunt her

why can't she be normal why why was she cursed why was her soul condemned she doesn't know the reason for her agony

#feelings #paranoia #pain and agony #thoughts #spilled words #inner thoughts #emotions #spilled heart #fears #pain #painful #torture #the girl with a tortured soul

[undomielles]

listen. God loves Crowley. Crowley is God’s favourite. Hear me out.

God’s “ineffable” plan all along was to have Crowley and Aziraphale stop the apocalypse, right? She needed Crowley to balance it out. She needed Crowley and Aziraphale to work together. She chose Crowley to fall because Crowley asked questions. She could see how much smarter he was than the other angels, how much he loved the world, and she knew he’d be the perfect one to save it, along with Aziraphale. He was the most powerful angel. But she knew he would always be too good to be truly corrupted by Hell. And Crowley still prays to God, like in S1, when he detests Heaven and everything about it he’s still somehow faithful to God.

And God knew Crowley would never go back to Heaven with Aziraphale and she WANTED it that way, she was always playing her own game and she knows that they need a balance, just like herself and Lucifer. And she always gives Crowley good luck, gives him the upper hand, supports him, but she’s just playing a game with him.

She needed him to fall and for everything to happen but. it’s so cruel. it’s so heartbreaking

#AGONY WAILING PAIN AND TORTURE #god and crowley my favourite character relationship like actually i wish god as an entity was explored more #because i think shes on crowley and aziraphales side anyways #good omens #good omens season 2 #go2 #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #good omens spoilers

[sebdoeswords]

I can't take this anymore the blorbo thoughts are tearing me apart!!!

#I can't even!!!! Tell pii because of a huge spoiler!!!!! #Agony and torture and suffering and PAIN!!!!!!!!!! #Seb talks

[okiroash-03]

finished End Roll

#pain #agony #suffering #miserable #devastating #torture #my heart can't take this I'm genuinely in shambles #browsing the fanfiction world hoping there's an au fic where everything is nice and safe :D #dogma is still my favorite (unfortunate) (unfortunate) (unfortunate) (he should explode or something) #💭...

[bignutspatrol]

gonna cry why is my washing machine insisting on rinsing when its on fucking "spin" mode. do not add more water. im going to kill something. ive been on this single fucking load for . n.nearly 8 hours now????

#personnel files #ITS MY BEDSHEEETTTTTTTTTTS #ITS 1AMMMMMMMMM #MY ASS IS NNNNNNNNNNNOT SLEEPING TONIGHT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #AGONY ! PAIN! TORTURE !!! #'SMART MACHINE' MY ASS !!!!!!!!! YOU ARE STUPID!

[redscreenofdeath]

"i think i should check if my posts have gotten any activity" logging onto tumblr "oh boy, 5 activity notifications!" foghorn.wav "aand it's spam bots that follow me for no apparent reason, great." i love bots baiting me into thinking i'm getting attention on this platform

#dying inside #pain #suffering #why #agony #i am in agony #why does this exist #i just wanna get attention #but spam bots have to FUCKING TAUNT ME #i want to kill someone #so bad #spam bots #tumblr bots #seriously why do they exist #this is torture #send help #help #anger #angry #im so angry #(they never said when enough tags is enough so he's a shitload of them) #fuck bots

[birdemic]

i need to die forever so i dont have to write cover letters

#pain and agony and torture and misery and