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just got called out of work and I got so excited I put clothes on my dog

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into sdv as an escapist fantasy about sharing your house with people who dont suck

#my roommates us military boyfriend is here again -_- #he said smth abt me but i didnt hear what and i feel insanely anxious about it

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sign you see when entering hell

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I just found out that sea robins walk and it disgusts yet fascinates me

@catboybiologist check out this little shit

#obsessed with the weird little hands

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#sent to me #FAV

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ive been really into sdv this month

this is my beautiful normal family :)

#sdv #stardew valley

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mods are asleep post grandpas fucked up bed from stardew valley

#sdv

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More Celeb Buzz!

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#me when the sdv villagers ask why im bringing mayo to the sewer every day tbh

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thinking about how when you experience a lot of shame in your formative years (indirectly, directly, as abuse or just as an extant part of your environment) it becomes really difficult to be perceived by other people in general. the mere concept of someone watching me do anything, whether it's a totally normal activity or something unfamiliar of embarrassing, whether I'm working in an excel spreadsheet or being horny on main, it just makes my skin crawl and my brain turn to static because I cannot convince myself that it's okay to be seen and experienced. because to exist is to be ashamed and embarrassed of myself, whether I'm failing at something or not, because my instinctive reaction to anyone commenting on ANYTHING I'm doing is to crawl into a hole and die. it's such a bizarre and dehumanizing feeling to just not be able to exist without constantly thinking about how you are being Perceived. ceaseless watcher give me a god damn break.

#feel this. not the horny on main part but like #i cannot do chores if people are home i cant let my roommate see me washing dishes #used to hide what book i was reading in hs and be vague if anyone asked. even when it was assigned reading everyone else was reading too

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visual by zayn alarbi, words by ibrahim nasrallah

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I know everything im playing dumb

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@fuckersupreme

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i can't take the majority of posters on this site seriously. everything is "terfy" but nothing is racist. everyone is a misandrist if you put men dni in your bio but no one is capable of misogyny. every kink under the sun is perfectly harmless and are never tinged by our white supremacist and patriarchal society, but if you try and have a genuine discussion about abuse in bdsm/kink spaces you're an "anti" and on the same level as homophobic fascists. everyone wants to apparently help palestine but no one wants to threaten biden with witholding their vote. yall are so unserious it makes my head spin