#only jay i stg

[bananakarenina]

Yes hello I have a question about the lukexbobby round robin: WHY MUST YOU HURT ME IN THIS WAY?

bahahahahahahahahahaha LISTEN

i blame @where-you-go for all of it

...even though i started it

it's fine

#luke x bobby round robin #only jay i stg #me: luke x bobby is fun and jay writes it well but it's not my fave ship #also me: hundreds of words of fake dating and luke realizing he's in love with his best friend #UNPLANNED #sure #why not

[givemewallywestorgivemedeath]

In wild news, Adams said in an interview that Jai is stronger than a Kryptonian?? So.... Uh... Not sure what's up with that tbh

#idk i guess you could interpret it as 'Jai creates more force than a Kryptonian' rather than just straight up strength #which i can kinda understand the logic behind that. the same logic as the infinite mass punch. the faster an object is the harder it hits. #but yeah Adams was talking about how Jai's thunderclaps are more powerful than Karen's thunderclaps #and how that's only going to increase #and that Wally is going to have a revelation of sorts along the lines of 'oh fuck my kids are RIDICULOUSLY powerful. world ending powerful' #and that motivates him to seriously train them. so that they use that power safely and to be good people #and to avoid 'absolute power corrupts absolutely' #i always got the Irey side of that. i didn't really clue in that he meant Jai as well. at least not as he is rn. #i figured he'd develop further powers and thatd be what makes him dangerous. but no. his super strength is apparently fucked up #like ridiculously fucking over powered #he's out preforming Kryptonians at NINE #Wally your kid is gonna sneeze one day and accidentally trigger a second big bang i stg #dc #dc comics #the flash #kid flash #wally west #jai west #surge

[ahalliance]

the runaway bride is one of 10’s best Christmas specials, you’re all just mean

#‘you’re’ refers to the vague comments ive seen floating around before LOL #like it’s such a banger….. incredibly 10 & donna content #the humour doesn’t miss #it’s so high energy yet the pacing is perfect #‘donna doesn’t receive character development till her season’ WDYMMM SHE LITERALLY GOES THROUGH A MINI ARC IN THE SPECIAL #like she comes off as incredibly rude and abrasive but she mellows out considerably over the course of the ep #without ever losing her wit and humour #im sorry but from the moment she comforts those children at the party in TRB u can tell she has a very good heart #just. compare her to how she starts out in the ep to the end #she acts much differently — all that only over the course of a few hours in canon too!! #i totally believe the reason why people are put off by her character in TRB is bc it’s quite jarring when compared to the s2 finale LOL #but it’s the perfect pick me up after that depressing ass ending i stg #jay rambles

[melobin]

ship your mutuals with idols? ⋆⁺₊⋆🩵⋆⁺₊⋆

hmmm cute. i’m sorry if i missed anyone 😭🫶🏻

@starrypen .. jeonghyeon.. who would i be if i didnt? it’s not just because you ult him, you’d look so hot together and he’s just so?? you?? the domestic dominance, the puppy like personality .. feel like he’d love going on walks at night, wrapped up in cozy clothes.. you’d be the moon to his stars.

@ensite .. sungchan. possibly the only person i’d ship sungchan with … you deserve it. honestly he’d be so lovely to you, the dream, clingy boyfriend who’s obsessed with you and every little thing you do. the whiny boyfriend who begs for kisses and wraps his limbs around you even if he’s too long for it. stares at you everyday with stars in his eyes and heart full of love, lays in bed at night thinking about your future together …

@kissohee .. leehan. you deserve to kiss his pretty face every day. he’d be so happy to be a fish dad with you .. fish parents … he’d go with you to little pet stores to buy new fish for your tank .. even if he may try to force feed you fish food every now and then, he’d love you more than his fish!!!

@kkurokitty .. junghoon… i’d be heartbroken myself if i didn’t do that. he’s sweet and caring and tbh a little bit of a loser but that’s perfect for you !! every loser boy deserves a hot girlfriend!!! perfect for each other tbh.. we know his love for those certain type of women …

@seolboba .. ricky !! makes sense in my head.. he has that giggly, goofy side to him that i think you’d bring out in him.. always be holding his mouth to stop himself from giggling too loud .. he’d let you play with his hair whenever you want and would always giggle about being taller than you..

@ntoniac … minjae .. makes so much sense. you’re both so creative?? you’re both blessed with the ability to write such beautiful things, even if it’s in two different ways!! could easily imagine him letting you cuddle into him whilst he’s working on a song and you’re writing something … mood lighting in the studio .. so domestic and sweet.

@wonsy … sunwoo... that boy needs someone like you. you’re both so sweet and loving and a little delusional but it’s okay !! you make each other even more delusional with how in love you are but you fit each other so well, sunwoo would be so cocky walking round talking about his girlfriend being a hot nurse too…

@neosvcr … sung hanbin !!!!! he seems perfect for you .. the vibes are just there ?? you’re so sweet and talented .. just like him. soul mates? plus he’s such a girl dad and you give off girl mom vibes .. you’d have the cutest kids together i stg.. weekly play dates with the neighbours kids vibes.

@heesbaby .. jay!!!! the perfect, doting, domestically dominant boyfriend … the one who takes care of you and tells you he’s proud of you for every you do, the dream boyfriend .. the future husband .. the one everyone around you adores and thinks is perfect for you. he’d be so happy to cook you dinner and have everything settled for you for when you get home from work .. house husband jay just for you!!!

@hoondrop .. seungcheol !! always and forever will be. my parents. you’re so caring and sweet and loving, you deserve someone who’ll treat you the way you treat other people .. he’d take care of you.. support you in everything you want to do .. two pretty people would make the prettiest babies too.

@productiwity … johnny. i feel like you’d be well with someone older and more mature.. someone with their head on their shoulders? he’s sweet and loving and would take care of you and guide and support you through everything you do. not to mention the way he’d drive you to uni every day and make sure to be there to pick you up after .. classic dilf boyfriend everyone’s jealous of you for.

@ bunny … i was stuck between a few but i decided on anton. it’s probably not who you wanted but i have my reasons .. he fits you so well, he has two sides of him .. the sweet, fragile side that needs to be taken care of, loved and praised and you’d do that so well, he’d melt into you like it was nothing .. ice cream on your tongue. but he also has the doting, caring side, just looking at how he is with his little brother you can see how loving he’d be.. he’d be there for you when you need him, always reminding you how precious you are and how much he loves you .. his lovely bunny ..

#✧ melody answers #✧ anon #this was so cute it took me so long LMAO

[lookismaddict]

Lookism Chapter 429 Memes/Thoughts I Have:

(SPOILERS !!! I don’t own any of the Lookism panels and the translations. Only the memes that I made.)

THIS IS SO ADORABLE, LIKE LOOK AT JAMES BEING ALL PROUD OF DANIEL LIKE A BIG BROTHER. 😌💖

Every James Lee simp when they saw this panel:

Oh LAWD. IT’S THE SOUND OF THE POLICE! 🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔🚔

NOOOOOOOO!!!JUST LET BIG DEAL GO!!!!! 😫

Bro, if you don’t get your polka dotted boxers out of my FACE…

JAKE, WHAT ARE YOU DOING???

SOMEONE SMACK SOME SENSE INTO THIS MAN! I DON’T WANT HIM TO GET CAUGHT AGAIN!!

OMG JASON, TALK SOME SENSE INTO HIIMMMMM.

BRO, WHY DOES THIS CHAPTER GOT ME UGLY CRYING???

Daniel coming in with the CLUTCH. BUT NO PLS, BABY BOY, DON’T GET ARRESTED!! Your mom won’t be happy if you do… 😭

Daniel got Eugene sweating bruh. 😰

Or so you thought...

AYOOOOOOOO???? 👀

Oh boohoo bro, you won’t get what you want this time. 😑

AYOOOOOOOOOOO X2 ????

OMG YES, FINALLY. STEVE HONG GETS TO HELP DANIEL!!!! 

This is really nice but where’s your son at? We’ve all been missing him. Like PTJ, pls give us a peek at Jay Hong now. We’re basically all DYING to see what he looks like now. 

This bubblegum haired k-pop dude is so attractive. Not even gonna deny it. 

UUUUUGGGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!! 😩😩😩😩 THIS PANEL, RIGHT HERE!!!!!!! GODDAMN BRUH, LOOK AT HIM FLEX AND THOSE MUSCLES. THIS MAN IS LITERALLY EYE CANDY FOR ALL OF US.  LIKE HOW CAN BE SO FINE LIKE THAT??? 

Baby, I’d risk it all just for you. Say less. I’d even go out on a journey to try and find out what’s Victoria’s Secret, if you want me to. I can be your little detective, and anything you want bruv. So pleeeeeaaaaassseee sir.🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️🧎🏽‍♀️

I’m still in love with this contrast. I was hoping that we would get to see them fight, but I guess PTJ will be saving that sweet scenario for another day. 😔

Wouldn’t you like to know, Eugene?

H U H...? 👁👄👁

OMGGGGG, BIG BOOBY MAN IS BACK!!!!! HE LOOKS SO HOT EVEN WHEN HE’S INJURED BADLYYYY. 

I’M SORRY SAMUEL ASDHFASJDFHASDFHDFJKAS. WE ALWAYS THINK ABOUT YOUR BOOBS FIRST BEFORE YOUR OWN WELL-BEING. (I stg, this is what the Lookism fandom think about first right when they see Samuel Seo.) 

OH SHIT, THE MOMENT WE’VE ALL BEEN WAITING FOR...

WOOOOOOOO HERE WE GO. NEXT CHAPTER, LET’S HEAR ALL ABOUT THE JUICY DEETS JAMES LEE. WE GET TO FINALLY KNOW WHAT IS WITH THE TWO BODIES THING!! AHHHHHHHH I CAN’T WAIT. FINALLY!!!!!! 😱😱😱😱

#JAMES LEE BEING A PROUD BROTHER??? #A lot happened in this chapter oml #lookism #lookism memes #lookism spoilers #lookism spoiler #lookismaddict #lookism webtoon #daniel park #zack lee #vasco #gun park #james lee #jake kim #manhua #manhwa #manhwua #webtoon

[krashoutluv]

dawg i stg you’re one of the only writers i’ve seen with ideas about ak jason that are fitting of his character like whaaaatt 😭 don’t get me wrong i love some of the other ak jay pieces but yours feel very very accurate like that mf is NOT a sex god let’s be so fucking for real LMAOOOO he is uncomfortable with touch and takes a long time to warm up to someone bc BRO IS TRAUMATIZED 😭😭

THANK YOU SO MUCH— genuinely this makes me so happy cause i try to make it as accurate as possible.

n’ your so right! His abandonment, and trust issues would make most of relationships and vulnerable interactions so hard.

Platonic or Romantic, I think not many people really think about how his trauma could really affect him and his internal conflicts with doing extremely mundane things and therefore just living as a person.

hshshsiah i love him sm and im so happy that people are enjoying my dumb little rambles about him,,, thank yall sm 💟

#ak!jason todd #i ramble about arkham knight heheheej

[jungwnies]

pairing ― gn!reader x enhypen synopsis ― what pda is like with enhypen warning(s) ― kissing + teeth rotting fluff

rate ― sfw genre ― fluff + headcanon word count ― 764

♡ ― tysm for reading + this was a request i'm super happy this is my first enhypen req!!! ― follow + reblog + like ― the love is always appreciated

♡ ― JUNGWON

◦ so cute, literally SO CUTE ◦ he doesn't keep you away from cameras but he doesn't ever do too much in front of cameras ◦ just cute simple hand holding ◦ sometimes a kiss here and there ◦ literally the softest uwu-est shit infront of cameras ◦ in public when there's surprisingly no cameras he will kiss you but not so often ◦ he just prefers to kiss you behind the scenes bc he get's all shy and flustered (/ω＼) ◦ burrows his face into your neck once he realizes he just kissed you in public

♡ ― HEESEUNG

◦ the cameras be catching y'all kissing n shit im not even gonna lie ◦ not too much though ◦ sometimes it's just him keeping you close by having his arm wrapped around your waist ◦ sometimes his arm is thrown over your neck and you're holding it ◦ get's so cheeky and smiley when he notices the cameras are rolling and he just kissed you ◦ also enjoys taking pics with you or going on v-live with you tbh ◦ he doesn't mind pda but nothing too heavy ◦ definitely cares that there are people watching and suddenly gets shy

♡ ― JAY

◦ doesn't really care if he people are watching or not ◦ not saying he's shameless, but he's fine with kissing you in the public eye and in private ◦ per usual, definitely prefers being private with you but he won't hesitiate to kiss you in public ◦ definitely holds your hand ◦ or like heeseung keeps you close by keeping an arm snaked around your waist（˶′◡‵˶） ◦ also enjoys kissing the top of your forehead in public because of the height difference ◦ most of the members are just really soft with pda since they're all so young >ㅇ<

♡ ― JAKE

◦ omg shy baby ◦ gets so flustered when he kisses you in public ◦ not saying he won't because he definitely enjoys showing you off to the public and to the cameras ◦ but his face definitely goes red and he burrows his face into your neck just like jungwon ◦ always holds your hand in public, it's comforting to him ◦ never lets you go istg ◦ definitely keeps you close, but only by hand holding ◦ pecks your cheek sometimes ◦ holds all your stuff so sometimes he doesn't have the hands to hold yours ◦ doesn't mind pda but definitely a shy baby (*ﾉωﾉ)

♡ ― SUNGHOON

◦ cocky ◦ sooo cocky ◦ yet so shy LOL ◦ definitely gets shy kissing you in front of the cameras but then brushes it off saying it's because people were staring ◦ leaves the quickest and smallest kisses on your lips in public – they're always the sweetest though ◦ always has your hand interlocked with his ◦ ^^^ ALWAYS ◦ literally he never lets you go, you're stuck with him stg ( ˘･з･) ◦ like i said, he does get shy sometimes especially if there really ARE a lot of people ◦ but if there's not a lot of people or when there's only staff, he's all up on you frfr

♡ ― SUNOO

◦ AWEEEEECJSNKDCNS ◦ PDA WITH SUNOO, so soft and cute ◦ he definitely gets all giggly and smiley when he does any act of pda with you in public (source: trust me) ◦ always holds your hand, it's like second nature to him to hold your hand in public ◦ will you give you a quick kiss and then get all giggly because he knows people are looking >ㅇ< ◦ not necessarily shy but just super excited and happy when he gets to go out in public with you ◦ nothing too crazy, but definitely soft & fluffy ㅠㅠㅠ

♡ ― RIKI

◦ omg the ,,, the maknae ◦ literally so soft ◦ always has his hand in yours in public ◦ also the guy who NEVER lets go ◦ a drink in one hand, your hand in the other ◦ doesn't really kiss you in public unless the two of you are on a date ◦ the only time he did something "crazy" was when you were playing bowling and his just lifted you up, kissed you while spinning around because you got a strike ◦ get's super shy when cameras and eyes are all on the two of you guys ◦ prefers to kiss you in private, especially since he's so young (￣ε￣〃)

© 2022 JUNTHUSIAST

#enhypen #enhypen au #enhypen fluff #enhypen headcanon #enhypen reactions #reactions #enhypen hyung line #enhypen heeseung #enhypen jake #enhypen sunghoon #enhypen jay #jay park #jake sim #jay #jake #heeseung #lee heeseung #sunghoon #park sunghoon #fluff #ot7 #hyung line #fanfiction #enhypen fanfiction #enhypen imagines #au #enhypen scenarios #imagines #drabble #headcanon

[the-owl-tree]

no fr. the authors seem to really believe that squirrel needs to be punished over and over again for a “crime” she committed in universe years ago. like almost a decade. aren’t Jay and Lion like 7 years old?? fucking christ leave that woman alone. there’s cats in this clan born who don’t even know what happened and would reasonably not give a fuck because it’s old news. and why are they so obsessed with it! it’s tiring and annoying to read through. I’m so sick of “well squirrelflight is a LIAR and LIED to her mate and clan and the three. SHE’S SO UNTRUSTWORTHY AND NEEDS TO FACE CONSEQUENCES FOR BEING A LIAR” like okay but we did this last week and the beginning of this week. we will do this again on Friday I know, but can you give it a rest at least today

I stg if in the coming books they pull some shit like “squirrelflight isn’t actually leader uwu. she LIED about getting nine lives just like she LIED about the three. see? she’s only ever been a liar~ can’t trust her at ALL :3c” I’m releasing coked up 6ft tall chimps into the writer’s room

the entirety of squirrelflight's hope is just the narrative going "why are you treating these nobody inferior loser loners as being worthy as Not Dying as clan cats?? do you ever think about the consequences of your actions???" like yeah i'm sorry i do think it's fucking insane to 2 v 1 a group that has done barely anything but be antagonized. "they kidnapped squirrelflight and leafstar!!" and those two still got fed and were treated kindly. bramble "time to throw my weight around because my mate bruised my ego" is ready to let one of the sisters die a (PREVENTABLE) slow and painful death in front of them.

and before someone goes "well, the sisters attacked-" actually they didnt give af about that. they didn't know. the reason they were down to let them die was because they saw them as inferior for being outsiders and call me a snowflake but i think that's a bad message to tell kids <3

the fucking trial is dumb as hell. they did everything right, starclan is unreasonable. garbage ass conflict.

#deer rambles

[borreloadsavagedragon]

alright tell all of us your thoughts about kaito :)

I did not forget… I have just been con crunching but now I’m free to become the worse

Minor Zexal and Arc V spoiling ahoy

How I feel about this character:

Oh no you’ve opened a floodgate… welcome to oversharing hour with Jay

I’m very normal about Kaito, just ignore the two full cosplays + the EVA foam Orbital work in progress I have mapped out, the wall scroll that’s at my work computer, my ita pin bag, and the fact that I’ve done everything I can to make his deck competitive viable and god dammit am I still trying please print this deck a god damn banger starter, Konami, I can’t keep doing this without your help-

Short story but I used to be suuuuper YGO Vrains favoring from 2020 into early 2022, but I found myself drifting from it because one can only tolerate so much subtweeting and catty behavior over personal preferences, and I’d never really finished Zexal before, just has a half baked idea how it ends, like I watched a chunk of it when it first aired but never finished and proceeded to forgot most of it, so I picked it back up after deciding to pick up Kaito to write in an RP server with some friends because I remembered liking him and… well I didn’t stand a chance when I got back to him fjdhdhd

I deeply relate to the theme of self-inflicted loneliness because it’s easier to be by yourself, just getting walked out on, left in the dark, or even being shafted for reasons out of my own control, I really get that

Also taking on too much if it means the people you love will be ok even if the ending result is you’re not ok, where he is after his Duel with Yuma at the end of Zexal I and getting to repair all of those relationships he was damaged by is where I want to get to in life

Bonus fact that’s minor spoilers for another spin off, but I’m… not a huge fan of his portrayal in Arc V, I like that he’s there and acknowledge that it’s a different Kaito and I love all Kaito Tenjos as they exist, including the Structures Cosplayer, but… yeah, not a fan, I’m a big fan of showing vs telling and Arc V to me feels like it’s ALL telling for all of its supporting cast most of the time

All the people I ship romantically

The better question is who I don’t honestly because that list is far smaller, but if I had to pick favorites I’m very partial to Ryouga, Mizael, and Edo-

Something about rivals to lovers resonates with my very being, even if Edo is less of a rival and more of an enemy until Arc V does it’s usual-

I’ve written for Challenge and AntiHero both already actually, my docs is 99% Challenge Wips that are slowly coming along tbh, and GalaxyMaster takes more time to write since most of those are… you know what I’m getting at LOL

I stg Gallop's one mission was to make Kaito Tenjo a dating sim protagonist because I have no other excuse for why they gave him so many boyfriends and even girlfriends across Zexal and Arc V, Yugioh’s surprising most eligible bachelor

My non-romantic OTP

nervous laughter

Chris.

I like to think of them more as divorcees who are just fine staying apart

Also gestures vaguely at the first answer

My unpopular opinion

I don’t know if I have many tbh, besides disliking Arc V’s rendition of him / not liking mentor at all lol— Like maybe how I genuinely believe he’s the strongest rival bc his record was the best even after he was put up against forces behind human understand and was even considered dying majority of the time of Zexal while remaining arguably mostly human, Zexal’s wack

One thing I wish would happen/had happened with this character in canon

Oh my god, the duel I hate the most in all of YGO is Kaito’s duel against Heartland because not letting Kaito win against someone who’s become representative of the garbage he was put through is SO UNSATISFYING

Yuma coming in and finishing it up is symbolic in its own right because of the importance of bonds, but to me that was and always should have been Kaito’s moment, let Yuma and Astral show up literally any other time and I’m fine with it

ALSO WE DON'T GET THE RYOUGA AND KAITO GRUDGE MATCH, though Kaito solos everytime, I’m so sorry Ryouga

#just over sharing lmao #not gonna tag this anything specific #ted talks

[shebitesshewrites]

1952

Drabbles/Excerpts/Concepts from an Edward x O.C. I am working on ✨

Suspensions

Okay so let’s just pretend that Edward HAS loved before - but that his love for Bella eventually is like far deeper obviously, so this is going to be just be him really trying to put his whole Edwardussy into loving someone after seeing Rosalie/Emmett and now Jasper/Alice being so perfect and in love

Let’s pretend that Jasper’s thoughts have driven him out for the moment- right after Jasper and Alice joined them, he’s just getting away from feeling the wave of Jasper’s thirst through his mind everyday, taking it on as his own, remembering his time apart from Carlisle- hearing everyone else remembering his time away from Carlisle, comparing his to Jasper- he just needs a minute

Alice is keeping tabs on him, but trusts that he just needs time to sort this out, the more she interferes the longer it will take him to come home.

I really like the idea of Edward’s interactions with other’s telepathic abilities, and what it is like to be so close to someone- or trying to be close to someone- who knows your whole mind, or KNOWING someone’s whole mind. Like what if he just really really tried to accept everything about someone to find love. I can see him pushing himself to do that- like if he can just find someone whose mind is easy to forgive?

Also Edward struggling with the way Carlisle changes people- if he is truly so concerned with souls and damnation, surely this would get to him in times of weakness- especially when Jasper joins them and is on S T R U G G L E street, it would remind Edward of his early days with Carlisle, why he chose to turn him and Esme, and Rosalie, when they suffer like this so often because of it- and when the only relief they receive is from being coupled (that Rosalie resented this life until Emmett)- yeah you’d start thinking there’s something wrong with you- you’d need a break- you’d try anything to find that relief for yourself no?

~~~~

Set up / Who / What

So off he pops to NYC night life to be a sad lurker boy- when he runs into Jewel/Julie/Julie/Jay bird (our O.C.), a jazz singer (and for some reason I am so sure I saw somewhere that Edward hates Jazz- but now I cannot find that source for the life of me- but we know 50′s, 60′s is his favourite era of music so I'm sure we can make this some sentimental reason as to why - maybe he hated jazz before meeting her 👀). 

Jewel’s talent is essentially a siren song, which she used to entrance and control men at the club into doing whatever she wants (primarily to throw their money away for her and drumming up business for the bar [she is a businesswoman first and foremost aye] but of course a girls gotta eat). Edward isn’t as affected by it because of the echo (he’s hearing it in her head and everyone else’s so he is more aware of it I guess) but he is intrigued by her- how an immortal can show such control, reminds him of the Cullen's and their ability to attempt an ordinary life- he wonders how she developed such self control on her own.

She spots him in the club during Sinatra's set (yes Frankie is playing in her underground club in this timeline- idc if it doesn’t make sense I tried so hard to make the timeline match up with his shows at the time I stg), she’s upset that he looks like he isn’t enjoying himself, and then she recognises him as an immortal.

They go out for the night- she tries to compel him - it doesn’t work well. She is shocked by the fact he has a “family”. She is similar to Rosalie in this way, she craves a mortal life, and finds the feeding aspect of immortality difficult, because how could she take something away from someone that she so badly wants?

When she learns about his gift they start working in tandem, he picks them out, and she takes them down. Carlisle wouldn’t exactly be pleased, but at least he is controlling his thirst around her. Her thoughts are clearer than Jasper’s at least- she doesn’t kill for the love of it, the way he does, for anything, anyone, something. She seems to only indulge her lust in the moment, then the job is done.

She reminds him of when he used to hunt, only preying on the worst of humanity. He tries to get her to move back with him-

“Maybe we could have what they have?” He likes her, and she just wants family, a community, greater purpose- that’s the closest he’s come to a mind or goals he can align with. He knows her intention is there, and he could make her happy by giving her that. Maybe they could grow to have what Carlisle/Esme have, what everyone else seems to have except him. Is his ability to read minds the only thing stopping him? Perhaps if he just found a mind to.. tolerate. But does she value human life enough?

She doesn’t feed often, because she could never take away a life she wanted so much. But will her disgust for the men that hurt her, the predators who take, will that bloodlust be satiable - will she be able to move past that - with the way immortals struggle with true change?

~

Drabbles

When they are arguing talking about the Cullens

“Why are you here then?” Jewel questions.

“I just told you I had to get away-”

“No- I mean why are you here and not with them?” her thoughts jumped around with visions of a happily family life, something she thought impossible for their kind.

“It’s not like that.”

“How?” she accused, almost in defense of her vision, of indulging the belief that life could exist for her. Edward frowned. 

“We’re broken, we relapse, we make sacrifices for this life, and we take the lives- the souls- of others without their consent. They don’t get a choice- Carlisle turns them and then they stay, and that’s it.” He snarled at her, eyes dark now, his involvement in the Cullens’ clan growing clearly at the front of his mind- and perhaps the guilt of his inability to stay with them, his relapses, trying to please Carlisle and Esme, to make them proud-

“I said it’s NOT LIKE THAT-” he barked. He had followed her thoughts then.

“So it is just like a real family,” Jewel smirked.

~

They people watch at the bar, speaking in the hushed way immortals can without being noticed, while Jewel questions him on the mind’s of different passersby.

“He's caught on, you know.” 

“Tony!?” she starts, he nods. She looks up at her ask no questions bartender, never having considered his opinion on her habits before

“But he barely believes it himself, and I doubt he’d do anything about it.” “Has he told anyone?” he sits still for a moment. She’s noticed he does this when he’s… listening, for lack of a better term. She briefly wonders how aware he is of her thoughts in this moment, honed in on someone else's- perhaps hers could go unnoticed. “There’s a girl.” he startled her out of her head again, allowing it to fill with everything she knows about Tony’s life, “They’re not serious- he likes her but…” he smirks, “she’s.. his neighbour? They live in the same building… she’s sort of tolerating him, but he doesn’t want to freak her out with something like this,” he chuckles, a nice change to his otherwise stern façade, “Like maybe if he doesn’t tell anyone it won't be real.”

A joke comes to her mind, and he laughs before she does, “Schrodinger’s Vampire?” 

~ 

Their lazy days in bed after um *stuff* just chatting and enjoying the physical contact

“Rosalie would love you.” He laughed and she felt his laughter fill his chest under her palm.

“So does Alice know about me?”

He shrugged, “Probably.” and he drifted off into that familiar silence. She ignored it and laid her head back down on his chest.

~

Edward realises how cut off she is from the rest of the immortal world- how she has managed to fly under the radar- wouldn’t the volturi have come for her had they known she possesses such a commanding gift?

“The volturi?”

“You don’t know them” he asks, in the way that he does by just stating things before she even forms the words. Vague images of cloaks and blood red eyes, petrified skin, towers and hushed whispers- only imagined, as that one traveling immortal’s tales fill her mind.

“I’ve heard of them, but I've never had anything to do with them, really.”

#twilight edward fanfiction #twilight fic #twilight oc #edward x OC #drabbles #edward cullen #carlisle cullen #alice cullen #rosalie cullen

[bo-bichette]

OMG I FUCKING FORGOT TO SAY THIS EARLIER SO THIS IS NOT JAYS LIVE BLOGGING BUT ANYWAY WHEN I WAS AT THE GAME I WAS LOOKING AT ROMANO ON THE MOUND AND MY ONLY THOUGHT WAS “I JUST KNOW HE LOOKS FUCKING FERAL RIGHT NOW” LIKE HE IS A WILD ANIMAL I STG

#anyway #that’s all #i meant to blog it live #but my phone was dead #jays lb #jordan romano

[princesssarcastia]

for some fucking reason i’m thinking about the mcu again, but the thing about endgame is—

the reason it sucks.  the reason it rings hollow and cheap, the reason it made me feel like a balloon someone untied to let all the air out of—

it completely undermines one of the core tenants of so many of it characters, which it that it’s possible to irrevocably fuck up and still keep going.  it’s possible to commit unimaginable horrors and still wake up each day committed to doing better and righting the wrongs you could.  more than that: it’s worth it to try to be better even after you’ve fucked up irrevocably.

tony stark was a war profiteer whose weapons fueled not only the u.s. military industrial complex, but also terrorist cells like hyrda.  there’s no erasing that.  there’s no taking it back.  but he woke up one day (in a cave, with a box of scraps) and decided to do better.  he fucked up.  he fucked up so bad.  and that didn’t stop him from taking direct action to try and fix the problem; he hunted down the weapons he could, shut down weapons manufacturing, and ultimately killed the person trying to stop him from righting those wrongs.

natasha romanov—well, that needs little elaboration.  she’s got red in her ledger, and there’s no washing it clean.  but by god she’s trying.  she’s spending every day trying to fight the good fight.

thor was a frankly racist war criminal who took his banishment better than he had any right to, using it as fuel to accept he was in the wrong and take immediate steps to improve himself; whose character arc over three movies has him learn to treat his enemies more fairly, his allies more kindly, and allows him to peel back the gold veneer on the imperialist empire his father built and see asgard for what it really is. 

you have these people hitting rock bottom of their own volition.  failing.  complete wipeout.  morally and ethically bankrupt.  responsible for the deaths of hundreds (thousands, in tony’s case).   you can’t go back.  you can’t undo those things or bring those people back to life.  but there is still value in trying to do better moving forward.  that’s what all three of their character arcs are about.

except.  then we get to endgame.  and suddenly, there is no value in learning to move forward after unimaginable tragedy, after failure.  suddenly that’s too much to ask.  suddenly the only option is to re-write reality and undo your mistakes, because they’re just too terrible to live with.   suddenly striving to be better becomes cheap and meaningless and there are no steps you can take to improve your current circumstances.  let the guilt consume you.  overwhelm you.  weigh you down until you become useless.  why bother with the future when you can obsess over the past?

jay gatsby-ass movie.  i stg. 

#mcu #meta #this came to me in the middle of the night like a bolt of lightning #does it make sense? idk #endgame

[tteokdoroki]

I am FINALLY up to date with Love Island and omg Aali is this not the most boring season in fuck knows how long? It’s literally just like musical chairs with these couples I stg.

For some reason because I haven’t been online much I thought I’d missed Casa amore? But it ain’t even fucking happened yet! It needs to hurry up and come because I don’t think I can watch this nonsense for much longer😭

omg no literally everyone in the villa this year to put it politely give me the ick. bring back faye and teddy 😭😭

i hate jacks and Luca, paige and Tasha— they’re fake as fuck. i think everyone treats antigoni and danica and even ekin-su as messy as she is like shit, the only interesting couple is dami and indiyah bc they seem the most normal out of all of them 😭😭

jay and charlie.. go home please 😭 andrew is a push over. davide is kinda funny when he wants to be

i literally can’t wait until casa amore because i know it’s gonna destroy like andrew and Tasha/ jax and Paige’s they’re such annoying couples send them home

#PLSKSJDJD #THIS SEASON IS NOT GIVING WHAT LAST GAVE #💥. user jo #[ exe. ceo of the bakuforehead ] #🖇. moots #💌. you’ve got mail

[maiverie]

GIRL UR TASTE IS SOOO GOOD TOO🤩🌟given taken and lucid dreams are just *chefs kiss*.

MY (hehe puns) biases are Karina and Heeseung (or Sunoo his sass be wrecking me stg)💖💅

Like seriosuly Heeseung will confirm my 💅ness and Karina will make me question it the next second😂😅

FRRRRRRRRR AESPA & ENHA SONGS >>>

ngl like the savage album definitely grew on me (i only liked savage & lucid dream at first) but now i pretty much like all the songs HAKDJEKDJS BUT OMG ISNT THE NEW CB SO SO SLAY ?? 😭😭 SOME PPL DONT LIKE IT (AND MDO TOO) BUT IDC I WILL DEFEND BOTH CBS W MY WHOLE SOUL

KARINAAAAAA 😭😭😭 SHES SO FUCKING PRETTY LATELY SHES DRIVING ME INSANE 😭 my friend & i are gna buy girls skdhkssjk i’ll keep u updated on who we pull 😭

ALSO YESS AHAHSHHAA heeseung is 💔💔💔💔 fml he has a special grip on me,,, i actually used to be jay biased GAHAHA 😭 and pls i don’t blame u, karina is legit a goddess i love her so much 😭

#ask #@ : knownunknown345 ♡︎ #moots ☽

[m4nga-stills]

AND DIPSHIT IS AT THE FUCKING SCHOOL LIKE SOME STALKING PEDOPHILE WHILE HE WAITS FOR JAY TO FUCKING FINISH. But im so curious to know what jay wrote because we see him with the paper started here

And then we see the teacher with it, BUT NO CONTEXT IT ONLY HAS HIS NAME

Then of course he tells the students to do the thing they wrote down

Anyway on the way home mia starts questioning jay as to what he wrote

When

Like bro get a fucking hobby??? And this whole thing ends up being pointless because jays demon mom locked up his bike

Ya go find something else to do with your shitty life AND IF YOU TOUCH MIA I STG

#w.b

[fckingflaminghomosexual]

brain cannot process anything

#yes this is about iswm #it's so fucking cool #also #spoilers in the tags here #i legitimately did not notice ethan at first but i heard his voice and was like 'where???' #somebody else had to point him out in screenshots on twitter and i stg my heart skipped a beat #not only do i want to steal those platforms from you sir #but pLEASE can we see more of him in that outfit in part 2 #i had to sit DOWN for a minute #shut up jay